TELLING HOW DICKIE’S SOUL WAS
SOMEWHAT SICK, AND HOW HE MET FAIR WOMEN ON THE CONFINES
OF A WOOD
RICHARD CALMADY rode homeward through
the autumn woods, and the aspect of them was very
lovely. But their loveliness was hectic, a loveliness
as it seemed, at all events at first sight, of death
and burial, rather than of life and hope. The
sky was overcast, and a chill clung to the stream
side and haunted the hollows. The young man’s
humour, unfortunately, was only too much in harmony
with the more melancholy suggestions of the scene.
For Richard was by nature something of a poet, though
he but rarely wrote verses, and usually burned them
as soon as written, being scholar enough to know and
feel impatient of the “second best.”
And this inherent strain of poetry in him tempered
the active and practical side of his character, making
wealth and position, and all those things which the
worldly-minded seek, seem of slight value to him at
times. It induced in him many and very varying
moods. It carried him back often, even now in
the strength of his young manhood, to the fine fancies
and exquisite unreason of the fairy world in which
those so sadly ill-balanced footsteps of his had first
been set. To-day had proved, so far, an unlucky
one, prolific of warfare between his clear brain and
all too sensitive heart. For it was the burden
of Richard’s temperament the almost
inevitable result of that ever-present thorn in the
flesh that he shrunk as a poet, even as
a woman, while as a man, and a strong one, he reasoned
and fought.
It fell out on this wise. He
had attended the Quarter Sessions at Westchurch; and
a certain restlessness, born of the changing seasons,
being upon him, he had ridden. His habit, when
passing outside the limits of his own property, was
to drive. He became aware and angrily
conscious his groom was aware also that
his appearance afforded a spectacle of the liveliest
interest to the passers-by; that persons of very various
age and class had stopped and turned to gaze at him;
and that, while crossing the bridge spanning the dark,
oily waters of the canal, in the industrial quarter
of the pushing, wide-awake, county town, he had been
the subject of brutal comment, followed by a hoarse
laugh from the collarless throats of some dozen operatives
and bargees loitering thereupon.
The consequence was that the young
man arrived in court, his eyes rather hard and his
jaw set. Rich, well-born, not undistinguished
too for his attainments, and only three and twenty,
Dickie had a fine fund of arrogance to draw upon yet.
He drew upon it this morning, rather to the confusion
of his colleagues upon the bench. Mr. Cathcart,
the chairman, was already present, and stood talking
with Mr. Seymour, the rector of Farley, a shrewd,
able parson of the old sporting type. Captain
Fawkes of Water End was there too; and so was Lemuel
Image, eldest son of the Mr. Image, sometime mayor
of Westchurch, who has been mentioned in the early
pages of this chronicle.
In the last twenty years, supported
by ever-increasing piles of barrels, the Image family
had mounted triumphantly upward in the social scale.
Lemuel, the man in question, married a poor and distant
relation of Lord Aldborough, the late lord lieutenant
of the county; and had by this, and by a rather truculent
profession of high Tory politics, secured himself
a seat on the bench. He had given a fancy price,
too, for that pretty, little place, Frodsmill, the
grounds of which form such an exasperating Naboth’s
vineyard in the heart of the Newland’s property.
Neither his person, nor his politics, nor his absence
of culture, found favour in Richard Calmady’s
sight. And to-day, being somewhat on edge, the
brewer’s large, blustering presence and manner at
once patronising and servile struck him
as peculiarly odious. Image betrayed an evil
tendency to emphasise his remarks by slapping his
acquaintances upon the back. He was also guilty
of supposing a defect of hearing in all persons older
than, or in any measure denied the absolute plethora
of physical vigour so conspicuous in, himself.
He invariably raised his voice in addressing Richard.
In return for which graceful attention Dickie most
cordially detested him.
“Image is a bit of a cad, and
certainly Calmady makes no bones about letting him
know it,” Captain Fawkes remarked to Mr. Seymour,
as they drove back to Farley in the latter’s
dog-cart. “Fortunately he has a hide like
a rhinoceros, or we should have had a regular row between
them more than once this morning. Calmady’s
generally charming; but I must say, when he likes,
he can be about the most insolent fellow I’ve
ever met, in a gentleman-like way.”
“A great deal of that is simply
self-protective,” the clergyman answered.
“It is not difficult to see how it comes about,
when you take his circumstances into account.
If I was him, God forgive me, I know I shouldn’t
be half so sweet tempered. He bears it wonderfully
well, all things considered.”
Nor did the disturbing incidents of
the day end with the familiarities of the loud-voiced
brewer. The principal case to be tried was a
melancholy one enough a miserable history
or wayward desire, shame and suffering, followed by
a despairing course of lies and petty thieving to
help support the poor baby whose advent seemed so wholly
a curse. The young mother a pretty,
desperate creature made no attempt at denial.
She owned she had robbed her mistress of a shilling
here and sixpence there, that she had taken now a
bit of table silver and then a garment to the pawn-shop.
How could she help it? Her wages were a trifle,
since her character was damaged. Wasn’t
it a charity to employ a girl like her at all, so
her mistress said? And yet the child must live.
And Richard Calmady, sitting in judgment there, with
those four other gentlemen of substantial means and
excellent position, sickened as he listened to the
sordid details, the relentless elementary arguments.
For the girl, awed and frightened at first, grew eloquent
in self-defense. “She loved him” he
being a smart young fellow, who, with excellent recommendations
from Chifney, had left the Brockhurst stables some
two years before, to take service in Westchurch. “And
he always spoke her fair. Had told her he’d
marry her right enough, after a bit before
God he would. But it would ruin his chance of
first-class places if he married yet. The gentry
wouldn’t take any but single men of his age.
A wife would stand in his way. And she didn’t
want to stand in his way he knew her better
than that. Not but that he reckoned her just
as much his wife as any woman could be. Of course
he did. What a silly she was to trouble about
it. And then when there was no hiding any longer
how it was with her, he up and awayed to London, saying
he would make a home for her there. And he kept
on writing for a bit, but he never told her where
to write to him in return, so she couldn’t answer.
And then his letters came seldom, and then stopped
altogether, and then and then ”
The girl was rebuked for her much
speaking, and so wasting the time of the court.
There were other cases. And Richard Calmady sickened
yet more, recognising in that a parable of perpetual
application. For are there not always other cases?
The tragedy of the individual life reaching its climax
seems, to the chief actor, worthy to claim and hold
universal attention. Yet the sun never stands
still in heaven, nor do the footsteps of men tarry
upon earth. No one person may take up too much
space, too much time. The movement of things is
not stayed. The single cry, however bitter, is
drowned in the roar of the pushing crowd. The
individual, however keen his griefs, however heinous
the offense done him, must make way for those same
other cases. This is the everlasting law.
And so pained, out of tune, troubled
too by smouldering fires of anger, Richard left Westchurch
and his fellow-magistrates as early as he decently
could. Avoiding the highroad leading by Newlands
and through Sandyfield village, he cut across country
by field lanes and over waste lands to Farley Row.
The wide quiet of the autumn afternoon, the slight
chill in the air, were grateful to him after the noise
and close atmosphere of the court. Yet the young
man strove vainly to think of pleasant things and
to regain his serenity. The girl’s tear-blotted
face, the tones of her voice, haunted him. Six
weeks’ imprisonment. The sentence, after
all, was a light one. Yet who was he, who were
those four other well-to-do gentlemen, that they should
judge her at all? How could they measure the
strength of the temptation which had beset her?
If temptation is strong enough, must not the tempted
of necessity yield? If the tempted does not yield,
is that not merely proof that the temptation was not
strong enough? The whole thing appeared to him
a matter of mathematics or mechanics. Given a
greater weight than it can carry, the rope is bound
to break. And then for those who have not felt
the strain to blame the rope, punish the rope!
It seemed to Richard, as he rode homeward, that human
justice is too often a very comedy of injustice.
It all appeared to him so exceedingly foolish.
And yet society must be protected. Other pretty,
weak, silly creatures must be warned, by such rather
brutal object lessons, not to bear bastards or pawn
their mistresses’ spoons.
“’Je ne saïs pas ce
que c’est que la vie éternelle, maïs celle ci
est une mauvaise plaisanterie,’” Dickie
quoted to himself somewhat bitterly.
He turned aside at Farley Row, following
the narrow road that runs behind the houses in the
main street and the great, vacant stables and outbuildings
of the White Lion Inn. And here, as though the
immediate displeasures of this ill-starred day were
insufficient, memory arose and recalled other displeasures
of long ago. Recalled old Jackie Deeds lurching
out of that same inn yard, empty pipe in mouth, greedy
of alms. Recalled the old postboy’s ugly
morsel of profanity “God Almighty
had His jokes too.” And, at that, the laughter
of those loafers upon the canal bridge saluted Richard’s
ears once more, as did the loud, familiar phrases
of Mr. Lemuel Image, the Westchurch brewer.
Before him the flat expanse of Clerke’s
Green opened out; and the turf of it beaded
with dew which the frail sunshine of the early morning
had failed to burn up was crossed by long
tracks of darker green, where flocks of geese had
wandered over its misty surface. Here the traveling
menagerie and all the booths of the fair had been stationed.
Memory rigged up the tents once more, painted the vans
in crude, glaring colours, set drums beating and merry-go-rounds
turning, pointed a malicious finger at the sign-board
of a certain show. How many times Richard had
passed this way in the intervening years, and remembered
in passing, yet thrown all hurt of remembrance from
him directly and lightly! To-day it gripped him.
He put his horse into a sharp trot.
Skirting the edge of the green, he
rode down a rutted cart lane farm buildings
and well-filled rickyards on the left and
forded the shallow, brown stream which separates the
parish of Farley from that of Sandyfield and the tithing
of Brockhurst.
Ahead lay the wide, rough road, ending
in a broken avenue of ancient oaks, and bordered on
either hand by a strip of waste land overgrown with
coarse grasses and low thickets of maple which
leads up to the entrance of the Brockhurst woods.
Over these hung a soft, bluish haze, making them appear
vast in extent, and upraising the dark ridge of the
fir forest, which crowns them, to mountain height against
the western sky. A covey of partridges ran up
the sandy road before Richard’s horse; and,
rising at last, with a long-drawn whir of wings, skimmed
the top of the bank and dropped into the pale stubble
field on the other side of it. He paused at the
head of the avenue while the keeper’s wife in
lilac apron and sunbonnet ran out to open
the big, white gate; the dogs meantime, from their
kennels under the Spanish chestnuts upon the slope
behind her gabled cottage, setting up a vociferous
chorus. Thus heralded, Richard passed into the
whispering, mysterious stillness of the autumn woods.
The summer had been dry and fine,
the foliage unusually rich and heavy, all the young
wood ripening well. Consequently the turn of the
leaf was very brilliant that year. The sweetly,
sober, English landscape seemed to have run mad and
decked itself, as for a masquerade, in extravagant
splendours of colour. The smooth-stemmed beeches
had taken on every tint from fiery brown, through
orange and amber, to verdigris green touching latest
July shoots. The round-headed oaks, practising
even in carnival time a measure of restraint, had
arrayed themselves in a hundred rich, finely-gradated
tones of russet and umber. While, here and there,
a tall bird-cherry, waxing wanton, had clothed itself
like the Woman of Babylon in rose-scarlet from crown
to lowest black-barked twig. Higher up, the larch
plantations rose in crowds of butter-coloured spires.
Amethystine and blood-red, white-spotted toadstools,
in little companies, pushed through the light soil
on either side the road. Trailing sprays of bramble
glowed as flame. Rowan berries hung in heavy
coral bunches, and the dogwood spread itself in sparse
china-pink clusters. Only the undergrowth of crooked
alders, in swampy, low-lying places, kept its dark,
purplish green; and the light foliage of the ash waved
in shadowy pallor against its knobbed and knotted
branches; and the ranks of the encircling firs retained
their solemn habit, as though in protest against the
universal riot.
The stream hidden away in the hazel
coppice gurgled and murmured. Beech-masts pattered
down, startling the stillness as with a sudden dropping
of thunder rain. Squirrels, disturbed in the ingathering
of their winter store, whisked up the boles of the
great trees and scolded merrily from the forks of
the high branches. Shy wild things rustled and
scampered unseen through the tangled undergrowth and
beds of bracken. While that veil of bluish haze
touched all the distance of the landscape with a delicate
mystery, and softly blotted the vista of each wide
shooting drive, or winding pathway, to left and right.
And as Richard rode onward, leaves
gay even in death fluttering down around him, his
mood began to suffer change. He ceased to think
and began to feel merely. First came a dreamy
delight in the beauty of the scene about him.
Then the sense of mystery grew upon him of
mystery, not merely hanging in the delicate haze,
but dwelling in the endless variety of form and colour
which met his eyes, of mystery inviting him in the
soft, multitudinous voices of the woodland. And
as the minutes passed this sense grew increasingly
provocative, became too increasingly elusive.
The light leapt into Dickie’s eyes. He smiled
to himself. He was filled with unreasoning expectation.
He seemed it was absurd, yet very charming to
be playing hide-and-seek with some glad secret which
at any instant might be revealed to him. It murmured
to him in the brook. It scolded at him merrily
with the scolding squirrels. It startled the
surrounding stillness, with the down pattering beech-masts
and fluttering of leaves. It eluded him deftly,
rustling away unseen through the green and gold of
the bracken. Lastly when, reaching the summit
of the ridge of hill, he entered upon the levels of
the great table-land, it hailed him in the long-drawn
sighing of the fir forest. For a wind, suddenly
awakened, swept towards him from some far distance,
neared, broke overhead, as summer waves upon a shingly
beach, died in delicious whispers, only to sweep up
and break and die again. Meanwhile the gray pall
of cloud parted in the west, disclosing spaces of
faint yet clearest blue, and the declining sun, from
behind dim islands of shifting vapour, sent forth immense
rays of mild and misty light.
Richard laughed involuntarily to himself.
For there was a fantastic, curiously alluring influence
in all this. It spoke to him as in delicate persuasion.
His sense of expectation intensified. He would
not ride homeward and shut himself within four walls
just yet; but yield himself to the wooing of these
fair sylvan divinities; to that of the spirit of the
evening wind, of the softly shrouding haze, and of
the broadening sunlight, a little longer.
A turf-ride branches away to the left,
leading along a narrow outstanding spur of table-land
to a summer-house, the prospect from which is among
the noted beauties of Brockhurst. This summer-house
or Temple, as it has come to be called, is an octagonal
structure. Round-shafted pillars rise at each
projecting angle. In the recesses between them
are low stone benches, save in front where an open
colonnade gives upon the view. The roof is leaded,
and surmounted by a wooden ball and tall, three-sided
spike. These last, as well as the plastered,
windowless walls are painted white. Within, the
hollow of the dome is decorated in fresco, with groups
of gaily clad ladies and their attendant cavaliers,
with errant cupids, garlands of flowers, trophies
of rather impossible musical instruments, and cages
full of imprisoned, and therefore doubtless very naughty,
loves. The colours have grown faint by action
of insweeping wind and weather; but this lends a pathos
to the light-hearted, highly-artificial art, emphasising
the contrast between it and its immediate surroundings.
For the Temple stands on a platform
of turf at the extreme point of the spur of table-land.
The hillside, clothed with heather and bracken, fringed
lower down with a coppice of delicate birches, falls
steeply away in front and on either hand. Outstretched
below, besides the panorama of the great woods, lies
all the country about Farley, on to Westchurch, and
beyond again pasture and cornlands, scattered
hamlets and red-roofed farms half-hidden among trees,
the glint of streams set in the vivid green of water-meadows,
and soft blue range behind range of distance to that
pale uprising of chalk down in the far south.
Upon the right, some quarter of a mile away, blocking
the end of an avenue of ancient Scotch firs, the eastern
façade of Brockhurst House shows planted proudly upon
the long gray and red lines of the terrace.
Richard checked his horse, pausing
to look for a moment at that well-beloved home.
Then musing, he let his horse go forward along the
level turf-ride. The glistering, gray dome and
white columns of the Temple standing out against the
spacious prospect the growing brightness
of this last, still chastened by the delicious autumn
haze captivated his imagination. There
was, seen thus, a simplicity and distinction altogether
classic in the lonely building. To him it appeared
not unfit shrine for the worship of that same all-pervasive
spirit of mystery, not unfit spot for the revelation
of that same glad, yet cunningly elusive secret, of
which he suffered the so fond obsession.
And so it was that when, coming abreast
of the building, the sound of young voices women’s
voices and finely modulated laughter saluted
his ear, though startled for no stranger had the right
of entry to the park, he was by no means displeased.
This seemed but part of the all-pervasive magic of
this strange afternoon. Richard smiled at the
phantasies of his own mood; yet he forgot to be shy,
forgot the distressing self-consciousness which made
him shrink from the observation of strangers specially
those of the other sex. The adventure tempted
his fancy. Even familiar things had put on a new
and beguiling vesture in the last half hour, so there
were miracles abroad, perhaps. Anyhow he would
satisfy himself as to the aspect of those sweet voiced
and, as yet, unseen trespassers. He let his horse
go forward slowly across the platform of turf.