IN WHICH RICHARD CONFIRMS ONE JUDGMENT AND REVERSES ANOTHER
“How magnificently your imagination
gallops when it once gets agoing. Here you are
bearing away the spoils, when the siege is not yet
even begun never will be, I venture to
hope, for I doubt if this would be a very honourable ”
The speaker broke off abruptly, as
the shadow of horse and rider lengthened upon the
turf. And, during the silence which followed,
Richard Calmady received an impression at once arresting
and subtly disquieting.
A young lady, of about his own age,
leaned against one of the white pillars of the colonnade.
Her attitude and costume were alike slightly unconventional.
She was unusually tall, and there was a lazy, almost
boyish indifference and grace in the pose of her supple
figure and the gallant carriage of her small head.
She wore a straight, pale gray-green jacket, into
the pockets of which her hands were thrust. Her
skirt, of the same colour and material, hung in straight
folds to her feet, being innocent alike of trimming
and the then prevailing fashion of crinoline.
Further, she wore a little, round matador’s hat,
three black pompons planted audaciously upstanding
above the left ear. Her eyes, long in shape and
set under straight, observant brows, appeared at first
sight of the same clear, light, warm brown as her hair.
Her nose was straight, rather short, and delicately
square at the tip. While her face, unlined, serenely,
indeed triumphantly youthful, was quite colourless
and sufficiently thin to disclose fine values of bone
in the broad forehead and the cutting of jaw and cheek
and chin.
In that silence, as she and Richard
Calmady looked full at one another, he apprehended
in her a baffling element, a something untamed and
remote, a freedom of soul, that declared itself alike
in the gallantries and severities of her dress, her
attitude, and all the lines of her person. She
bore relation to the glad mystery haunting the fair
autumn evening. She also bore relation to the
chill haunting the stream-side and the deep places
of the woods. And her immediate action emphasised
this last likeness in his mind. When he first
beheld her she was bright, with a certain teasing
insouciance. Then, for a minute, even more, she
stood at gaze, as a hind does suddenly startled on
the edge of the covert her head raised,
her face keen with inquiry. Her expression changed,
became serious, almost stern. She recoiled, as
in pain, as in an approach to fear this
strong, nymphlike creature.
“Helen,” she called aloud,
in tones of mingled protest and warning. And
thereupon, without more ado, she retired, nay, fled,
into the sheltering, sun-warmed interior of the Temple.
At this summons her companion, who
until now had stood contemplating the wide view from
the extreme verge of the platform, wheeled round.
For an appreciable time she, too, looked at Richard
Calmady, and that haughtily enough, as though he,
rather than she, was the intruder. Her glance
traveled unflinchingly down from his bare head and
broad shoulders to that pocket-like appendage as
of old-fashioned pistol holsters on either
side his saddle. Swiftly her bearing changed.
She uttered an exclamation of unfeigned and unalloyed
satisfaction a little joyful outcry, such
as a child will make on discovery of some lost treasure.
“Ah! it is you you,”
she said, laughing softly, while she moved forward,
both hands extended. Which hand, by the same token,
she proposed to bestow on Dickie remained matter for
conjecture, since in the one she carried a parasol
with a staff-like gold and tortoise-shell handle to
it, and in the other, between the first and second
fingers, a cigarette, the blue smoke of which curled
upward in transparent spirals upon the clear, still
air.
As the lady of the gray-green gown
retired precipitately within the Temple, a wave of
hot blood passed over Richard’s body. For
notwithstanding his three-and-twenty years, his not
contemptible mastery of many matters, and that same
honourable appointment of Justice of the Peace for
the county of Southampton, he was but a lad yet, with
all a lad’s quickness of sensitive shame and
burning resentment. The girl’s repulsion
had been obvious –that instinctive
repulsion, as poor Dickie’s too acute sympathies
assured him, of the whole for the maimed, of the free
for the bound, of the artist for some jarring colour
or sound which mars an otherwise entrancing harmony.
And the smart of all this was, to him, doubly salted
by the fact that he, after all, was a man, his critic
merely a woman. The bitter mood of the earlier
hours of the day returned upon him. He cursed
himself for a doting fool. Who was he, indeed,
to seek revelation of glad secrets, cherish fair dreams
and tempt adventures?
Consequently it fell out when that
other lady she of the cigarette advanced
thus delightfully towards him, Richard’s face
was white with anger, and his lips rigid with pain a
rigidity begotten of the determination that they should
not tremble in altogether too unmanly fashion.
Sometimes it is very sad to be young. The flesh
is still very tender, so that a scratch hurts more
than a sword-thrust later. Only, let it be remembered,
the scratch heals readily; while of the sword-thrust
we die, even though at the moment of receiving it we
seem not so greatly to suffer. And unquestionably
as Dickie sat there, on his handsome horse, hat in
hand, looking down at the lady of the cigarette, the
hurt of that lately received scratch began quite sensibly
to lessen. For her eyes, their first unsparing
scrutiny accomplished, rested on his with a strangely
flattering and engaging insistence.
“But this is the very prettiest
piece of good fortune!” she exclaimed.
“Had I arranged the whole matter to suit my own
fancy it could not have turned out more happily.”
Her tone was that of convincing sincerity;
while, as she spoke, the soft colour came and went
in her cheeks, and her lips parting showed little,
even teeth daintily precious as a row of pearls.
The outline of her face was remarkably pure in
shape an oval, a trifle wide in proportion to its
length. Her eyebrows were arched, the eyelids
arched also very thin, showing the movement
of the eyeballs beneath them, drooping slightly, with
a sweep of dark lashes at the outer corner. It
struck Richard that she bore a certain resemblance
to his mother, though smaller and slighter in build.
Her mouth was less full, her hair fairer soft,
glistening hair of all the many shades of heather
honey-comb, broken wax and sweet, heady liquor alike.
Her hands, he remarked, were very finished the
fingers pointed, the palms rosy. The set of her
black, velvet coat revealed the roundness of her bust.
The broad brim of her large, black hat, slightly upturned
at the sides, and with sweeping ostrich plumes as
trimming to it, threw the upper part of her charming
face into soft shadow. Her heavy, dove-coloured,
silk skirts stood out stiffly from her waist, declaring
its slenderness. The few jewels she wore were
of notable value. Her appearance, in fact, spoke
the last word of contemporary fashion in its most refined
application. She was a great lady, who knew the
world and the worth of it. And she was absolute
mistress both of that knowledge, and of herself notwithstanding
those outstretched hands, and outcry of childlike
pleasure, there, perhaps, lay the exquisite
flattery of this last to her hearer! She was
all this, and something more than all this. Something
for which Dickie, his heart still virgin, had no name
as yet. It was new to his experience. A
something clear, simple, and natural, as the sunlight,
and yet infinitely subtle. A something ravishing,
so that you wanted to draw it very close, hold it,
devour it. Yet something you so feared, you needs
must put it from you, so that, faint with ecstasy,
standing at a distance, you might bow yourself and
humbly worship. But such extravagant exercises
being, in the nature of his case, physically as well
as socially inadmissible, the young man was constrained
to remain seated squarely in the saddle that
singularly ungainly saddle, moreover, with holster-like
appendages to it while he watched her,
wholly charmed, curious and shy, carried indeed a little
out of himself, waiting for her to make further disclosures,
since he felt absurdly slow and unready of speech.
Nor was he destined to wait in vain.
The fair lady appeared agreeably ready to declare
herself, and that with the finest turns of voice and
manner, with the most coercive variety of appeal, pathos,
caprice, and dignity.
“I know on the face of it I
have not the smallest right to have taken possession
in this way,” she continued. “It is
the frankest impertinence. But if you realised
how extremely I am enjoying myself, you could not
fail to forgive me. All this park of yours, all
this nature,” she turned sideways, sketching
out the great view with a broad gesture of the cigarette
and graceful hand that held it, “all this is
divinely lovely. It is wiser to possess oneself
of it in an illicit manner, to defy the minor social
proprieties and unblushingly to steal, than not to
possess oneself of it at all. If you are really
hungry, you know, you learn not to be too nice as
to the ways and means of acquiring sustenance.”
“And you were really hungry?”
Richard found himself saying, as he feared rather
blunderingly. But he wanted, so anxiously, the
present to remain the present wanted to
continue to watch her, and to hear her. She turned
his head. How then could he behave otherwise than
with stupidity?
“La! la!” she replied,
laughing indulgently, and thereby enchanting him still
more; “what must your experience of life be if
you suppose one gets a full meal of divine loveliness
every day in the week? For my part, I am not
troubled with any such celestial plethora, believe
me. I was ravening, I tell you, positively ravening.”
“And your hunger is satisfied?”
he asked, still as he feared blunderingly, and with
a queer inward movement of envy towards the wide view
she looked upon, and the glory of the sunset which
dared touch her hair.
“Satisfied?” she exclaimed.
“Is one’s hunger for the divinely lovely
ever satisfied? Just now I have stayed mine with
the merest mouthful as one snatches a sandwich
at a railway buffet. And directly I must
get into the train again, and go on with my noisy,
dusty, stifling journey. Ah! you are very fortunate
to live in this adorable and restful place; to see
it in all its fine drama of changing colour and season,
year in and year out.”
She dropped the end of her cigarette
into a little sandy depression in the turf, and drawing
aside her silken skirts, trod out the red heart of
it neatly with her daintily shod foot. Just then
the other lady, she of the gray-green gown, came from
within the shelter of the Temple, and stood between
the white pillars of the colonnade. Dick’s
grasp tightened on the handle of the hunting-crop
lying across his thigh.
“Am I so very fortunate?” he said, almost
involuntarily.
His companion looked up, smiling,
her eyes dwelling on his with a strange effect of
intimacy, wholly flattering, wholly, indeed, distracting
to common sense.
“Yes you are fortunate,”
she answered, speaking slowly. “And some
day, Richard, I think you will come to know that.”
Sudden comprehension, sudden recognition
struck the young man very literally struck
him a most unwelcome buffet.
“Oh! I see I
understand,” he exclaimed, “you are my
cousin you are Madame de Vallorbes.”
For a moment his sense of disappointment
was so keen, he was minded to turn his horse and incontinently
ride away. The misery of that episode of his
boyhood set its tooth very shrewdly in him even yet.
It seemed the most cruelly ironical turn of fate that
this entrancing, this altogether worshipful, stranger
should prove to be one and the same as the little
dancer of long ago with blush-roses in her hat.
But though the colour deepened somewhat
in the lady’s cheeks, she did not lower her
eyes, nor did they lose their smiling importunity.
A little ardour, indeed, heightened the charm of her
manner an ardour of delicate battle, as
of one whose honour has been ever so slightly touched.
“Certainly, I am your cousin,
Helen de Vallorbes,” she replied. “You
are not sorry for that, Richard, are you? At this
moment I am increasingly glad to be your cousin though
not perhaps so very particularly glad to be Helen
de Vallorbes.” Then she added, rapidly: “We
are here in England for a few weeks, my father and
I. Troublesome, distressing things had happened, and
he perceived I needed change. He brought me away.
London proved a desert and a dust-heap. There
was no solace, no distraction from unpleasant thoughts
to be found there. So we telegraphed and came
down last night to the kind people at Newlands.
Naturally my father wanted to see Aunt Katherine.
I desired to see her also, well understood, for I
have heard so much of her talent and her great beauty.
But I knew they the brother and sister would
wish to speak of the past and find their happiness
in being very sad about it all. At our age yours
and mine the sadness of any past one may
possess is a good deal too present with one still to
afford in the least consoling subject of conversation.”
Madame de Vallorbes spoke with a certain vehemence.
“Don’t you think so, Richard?” she
demanded.
And Richard could but answer, very
much out of his heart, that he did indeed think so.
She observed him a moment, and then
her tone softened. The colour deepened yet more
in her cheeks. She became at once prettily embarrassed
and prettily sincere.
“And then, to tell you quite
the truth, I am a trifle afraid of Aunt Katherine.
I have always wanted to come here and to see you, but it
is an absurd confession to make I have
been scared at the idea of meeting Aunt Katherine,
and that is the real reason why I made Honoria take
refuge with me in this lovely park of yours, instead
of going on with my father to the house. There
is a legend, a thrice accursed legend in our family, my
mother employs it even yet when she proposes to reduce
me to salutary depths of humility that I
came, she brought me here, once,
long ago, when I was a child, and that I was fiendishly
naughty, that I behaved odiously.”
Madame de Vallorbes stretched out
her hands, presenting the rosy palms of them in the
most engaging manner.
“But it can’t it
can’t be true,” she protested. “Why,
in the name of all folly, let alone all common decency,
should I behave odiously? It is not like me.
I love to please, I love to have people care for me.
And so I cannot but believe the legend is the malign
invention of some nurse or governess, whom, poor woman,
I probably plagued handsomely enough in her day, and
who, in revenge, rigged up this detestable scarecrow
with which to frighten me. Then, moreover, I have
not the faintest recollection of the affair, and one
generally has an only too vivid memory of one’s
own sins. Surely, mon cher cousin, surely
I am innocent in your sight, as in my own? You
do not remember the episode either?”
Whereupon Dickie, looking down at
her, and still enchanted notwithstanding
his so sinister discovery, being first, and always
a gentleman, and secondly, though as yet unconsciously,
a lover, proceeded to lie roundly.
Lied, too, with a notable cheerfulness, born as cheerfulness
needs must be of every act of faith and high generosity.
“I remember it? Of course
not,” he said. “So let the legend
be abolished henceforth and forevermore. Here,
once and for all, Cousin Helen, we combine to pull
down and bury that scarecrow.”
Madame de Vallorbes clapped her hands
softly and laughed. And her laughter, having
the merit of being perfectly genuine for
the young man very really pleased her fancy was
likewise very infectious. Richard found himself
laughing too, he knew not why, save that he was glad
of heart.
“And now that matter being satisfactorily
disposed of, you will come to Brockhurst often,”
he said. It seemed to him that a certain joyous
equality had been established between him and his divinity,
both by his repudiation of all former knowledge of
her, and by their moment of laughter. He began
fearlessly to make her little offerings. “Do
you care about riding? I am afraid there is not
much to amuse you at Brockhurst; but there are always
plenty of horses.”
“And I adore horses.”
“Do you care about racing?
We’ve some rather pretty things in training
this year. I should like awfully to show them
to you.”
But here the conversation, just setting
forth in so agreeable a fashion, suffered interruption.
For the other lady, she of the gray-green gown, sauntered
forward from the Temple. The carriage of her
head was gallant, her air nonchalant as ever; but her
expression was grave, and the delicate thinness of
her face appeared a trifle accentuated. She came
up to Madame de Vallorbes and passed her hand through
the latter’s arm caressingly.
“You know, really, Helen, we
ought to go, if we are not to keep your father and
the carriage waiting.” Then she looked
up with a certain determined effort at Richard Calmady.
“We promised to meet Mr. Ormiston at the first
park gate,” she added in explanation. “That
is nearly a mile from here, isn’t it?”
“About three-quarters hardly
that,” he answered. Her eyes were not brown,
he perceived, but a clear, dim green, as the soft gloom
in the under-spaces of a grove of ilexes. They
affected him as fearlessly observant eyes
that could judge both men and things and could also
keep their own counsel.
“Will you give your mother Honoria
St. Quentin’s love, please,” she went
on. “I stayed here with her for a couple
of days the year before last, while you were at Oxford.
She was very good to me. Now, Helen, come ”
“I shall see you again,”
Richard cried to the lady of the cigarette. But
his horse, which for some minutes had been increasingly
fidgety, backed away down the hillside, and he could
not catch the purport of her answer. To the lady
of the gray-green gown and eyes he said nothing at
all.