IN WHICH DICKIE GOES TO THE END OF THE WORLD AND LOOKS OVER THE WALL
The opera box, which Richard Calmady
had rented along with the Villa Vallorbes, was fifth
from the stage on the third tier, to the right of
the vast horseshoe. Thus situated, it commanded
a very comprehensive view of the interior of the house.
The parterre its somewhat comfortless
seats, rising as on iron stilts, as they recede, row
by row, from the proscenium was packed.
While, since the aristocratic world had not yet left
town, the boxes piled, tier above tier,
without break of dress-circle or gallery, right up
to the lofty roof were well-filled.
And it was the effect of these last that affected Richard
oddly, displeasingly, as, helped by Powell and Andrews, the
first footman, who acted as his table-steward on board
the Reprieve, he made his way slowly
down to the chair, placed on the left, at the front
of the box. For the accepted aspects and relations
of things seen were remote to him. He perceived
effects, shapes, associations of colour, divorced
from their habitual significance. It was as though
he looked at the written characters of a language
unknown to him, observing the form of them, but attaching
no intelligible meaning to that form. And so
it happened that those many superimposed tiers of boxes
were to him as the waxen cells of a gigantic honeycomb,
against the angular darknesses of which little figures,
seen to the waist, took the light the blond
face, neck and arms of some woman, the fair colours
of her dress and showed up with perplexing
insistence. For they were all peopled, these
cells of the honeycomb, and so it seemed
to him with larvae, bright-hued, unworking,
indolent, full-fed. Down there upon the parterre,
in the close-packed ranks of students, of men and women
of the middle-class, soberly attired in walking costume,
he recognised the working bees of this giant hive.
By their unremitting labour the dainty waxen cells
were actually built up, and those larvae were so amply,
so luxuriously, fed. And the working bees there
were so many, so very many of them! What if they
became mutinous, rebelled against labour, plundered
and destroyed the indolent, succulent larvae of which
he yes, he, Richard Calmady was
unquestionably and conspicuously one?
He leaned back in his chair, pulled
forward the velvet drapery so as to shut out the view
of the house, and fixed his eyes upon the heads of
the musicians in the orchestra. The overture was
nearly over. The curtain would very soon go up.
Then he observed that Powell still stood near him.
The man was strangely officious to-day, he thought.
Could that be connected in any way with the fact he
had had his hair cut? For a moment the notion
appeared to Dickie quite extravagantly amusing.
But he kept his amusement, as so much else, to himself.
And again the working bees, down in the parterre,
attracted his attention. They were buzzing, buzzing
angrily, displeased with the full-fed larvae in the
boxes, because these last were altogether too social,
talked too loud and too continuously, drowning the
softer passages of the overture. Those dull-coloured
insects had expended store of hard-earned lire
upon the queer seats they occupied, mounted as upon
iron stilts. They meant to have the whole of
that which they had paid for, and hear every note.
If they swarmed, now, swarmed upward, clung along the
edges of those many tiers of boxes, punished inconsiderate
insolence with stings? –It would
hardly be unjust. But there was Powell still,
clad in sober garments. He belonged to the working
bees. And Richard became aware of a singular
diffidence and embarrassment in thinking of that.
If they should swarm, those workers, he would rather
the valet did not see it, somehow. He was a good
fellow, a faithful servant, a man of nice feeling,
and such an incident would place him in an awkward
position. He ought to be spared that. Carefully
Dickie reasoned it all out.
“You need not stay here any longer, Powell,”
he said.
“When shall I return, sir?”
The curtain went up. A roll of
drums, a chorus of men’s voices, somewhat truculent,
in the drinking song.
“At the end of the performance, of course.”
But the valet hesitated.
“You might require to send some message, sir.”
Richard stared at the chorus.
The opera being performed but this once, economy prevailed.
Costumiers had ransacked their stock for discovery
of garments not unpardonably inappropriate. The
result showed a fine superiority to details of time
and place. One Spanish bandit, a portly basso,
figured in a surprising variety of Highland dress designed,
and that locally, for a chieftain in the opera of Lucia
di Lammermoor. His acquaintance with the
eccentricities of a kilt being of the slightest, consequences
ensued broadly humorous. Again Dickie experienced
great amusement. But that message? Had
he really one to send? Probably he had.
He could not remember, and this annoyed him.
Possibly he might remember later. He turned to
Powell, forgetting his amusement, forgetting the too
intimate personal revelations of the unhappy basso.
“Yes well come back at
the end of the second act, then,” he said.
If the bees swarmed it would be over
by that time, he supposed, so Powell’s return
would not matter much one way or the other. A
persuasion of something momentous about to be accomplished
deepened in him. The madness of going, which
had so pushed him earlier in the day, fell dead before
it. For this concourse of living creatures must
be gathered together to witness some event commensurate
in importance with the greatness of their number.
He felt sure of that. Yes before long
they would swarm. Incontestably they would swarm! Again
he drew aside the velvet drapery and looked down curiously
upon the arena and its occupants. For a new idea
had come to him regarding these last. They still
presented the effect of a throng of busy, angry insects.
But Richard knew better. He had penetrated their
disguise, a disguise assumed to insure their ultimate
purpose with the greater certainty. He knew them
to be human. He knew their purpose to be a moral
one. And, looking upon them, recognising the
spirit which animated them, he was taken with a reverence
and sympathy for average, toiling humanity unfelt
by him before. For he saw that by these, the workers,
the final issues are inevitably decided, by these
the final verdict is pronounced. Individually
they may be contemptible, but in their corporate intelligence,
corporate strength, they are little short of majestic.
Of art, letters, practical civilisation, even religion,
even, in a degree, nature herself, they are alike
architects and judges. It must be so. It
always has been so time out of mind in point of fact.
And then he wondered why they were so patient of constraint?
Why had they not risen long ago and obliterated the
pretensions of those arrogant, indolent larvae peopling
the angular apertures of the honey cells those
larvae of whom, by birth and wealth, sinfulness and
uselessness, he was himself so conspicuous an example?
But then still clearer understanding
of this whole strange matter came to him. They,
like all else, mighty though they are in
their corporate intention, are obedient
to fate. They can only act when the time is ripe.
And then he understood yet more clearly. Their
purpose in congregating here, whether they were conscious
of it or not, was retributive. They were present
to witness and to accomplish an act of foreordained
justice. Richard paused a moment, struggling
with his own thought. And then he saw quite plainly
that he himself was the object of that act of foreordained
justice, he himself was the centre of that dimly-apprehended,
approaching event. His punishment, his deliverance
by means of that punishment, was that which had brought
this great multitude together here to-night.
He was awed. Yet with that awe came thankfulness,
gratitude, an immense sense of relief. He need
not seek self-obliteration, losing himself in far-away,
tropic islands, or the ice-bound regions of the uttermost
South. He could stay here. Sit quite still
even and that was well, for he was horribly
tired and spent. He need only wait. When
the time was ripe, they would do all the rest do
it for him by doing it to him. How finely
simple it all was! Incidentally he wondered if
it would hurt very much. Not that that mattered,
for beyond lay peace. Only he hoped they would
get to work pretty soon, so that it might be over
before the end of the second act, when Powell, the
valet, would come back.
Richard’s face had grown very
youthful and eager. His eyes were unnaturally
bright. And still he gazed down at that great
company. His heart went out to it. He loved
it, loved each and every member of it, as he had never
conceived of loving heretofore. He would like
to have gone down among them and become part of them,
one with them in purpose, a partaker of their corporate
strength. But that was forbidden. They were
his preordained executioners. Yet in that capacity
they were not the less, but the more, lovable.
They were welcome to exact full justice. He longed
after them, longed after the pain it was their mission
to inflict. And they were getting ready,
surely they were getting ready! There was a sensible
movement among them. They turned pale faces away
from the brilliantly lighted stage, and towards the
great horseshoe of waxen cells enclosing them.
They were busy, dull-coloured insects again, and they
buzzed resentfully, angrily, they buzzed.
Yet even while Dickie noted all this,
greatly moved by it, appreciating its inner meaning,
its profound relation to himself and the drama of
his own existence, he was not wholly unmindful of the
progress of the opera and the charm of the graceful
and fluent music which saluted his ears. He was
aware of the entrance of the hero, of his greeting
by his motley-clad followers. He felt kindly,
just off the surface of his emotion so to speak, towards
this impersonator of Ernani. The young actor’s
appearance was attractive, his voice fresh and sympathetic,
his bearing modest. But the aristocratic occupants
of the boxes treated him cavalierly. The famous
Milanese tenor, whose name was on the programme, having
failed to arrive, this local, and comparatively inexperienced,
artist had been called upon to fill his part.
Therefore the smart world talked more loudly than
before, while the democratic occupants of the parterre,
jealous for the reputation of their fellow-citizen,
broke forth into stormy protest. And Richard
could have found it in his heart to protest also.
For it was waste of energy, this senseless conflict!
It was unworthy of the dignity of that dull-coloured
multitude, on whom his hopes were so strangely set of
the men in whose hands are the final rewards and punishments,
by whose voice the final judgment is pronounced.
It pained him to see these ministers of the Eternal
Justice thus led away by trivial happenings, and their
attention distracted from the main issue. For
what, in God’s name, did he and his sentimental
love-carrollings amount to, this pretty fellow of a
player, this fictitious hero of the modern, Neapolitan,
operatic stage? Weighed in the balances, he and
his whole occupation and calling were lighter, surely,
than vanity itself? Rightly considered, he and
his singing were but as a spangle, as some glittering
trifle of tinsel, upon the veil still hiding the awful,
yet benign, countenance of that tremendous and so
surely approaching event. Let him sing away,
then, sing in peace. For the sound of his singing
might help to lighten the weariness of the hours until
the supreme hour should strike, and the glittering
veil be torn asunder, and the countenance it covered
be at last and wholly revealed.
Reasoning thus, Richard raised his
opera glasses and swept those many superimposed ranges
of waxen cells. And the aspect of them was to
him very sinister, for everywhere he seemed to encounter
soft, voluptuous, brainless faces, violences
of hot colour, and costly clothing cunningly devised
to heighten the physical allurements of womanhood.
Everywhere, beside and behind these, he seemed to
encounter the faces of men, gluttonous of pleasure,
hungering for those generously-discovered, material
charms. They were veritable antechambers of vice,
those angular-mouthed, waxen cells. And, therefore,
very fittingly, as he reflected, he had his place
in one of them, since he was infected by the vices,
active partaker in the sensuality, of his class. Oh!
that the bees would swarm swarm, and make
short work of it all, inflict completeness of punishment,
and thereby cleanse him and set him free! In
its intensity his longing came near taking the form
of articulate prayer.
And then his thought shifted once
more, attaching itself curiously, speculatively, to
individual objects. For his survey of the house
had just now brought a box into view, situated on
the grand tier and almost immediately opposite his
own. It was occupied by a party of six persons.
With four of those persons Richard was aware he had
nothing to do. But with the remaining two persons a
woman fashioned, as it appeared, of ivory and gold,
and a young man standing almost directly behind her he
had much, everything, in fact, to do. It was
incomprehensible to him that he had not observed these
two persons sooner, since they were as necessary to
the accomplishment of that terrible, yet beneficent,
approaching event as he himself was. The woman
he knew actually and intimately, though as yet he could
give her no name, nor recall in what his knowledge
of her consisted. The young man he knew inferentially.
And Dickie was sensible of regarding him with instinctive
repulsion, since his appearance presented a living
and grossly ribald caricature of a figure august,
worshipful, and holy. Long and closely Richard
studied those two persons, studied them, forgetful
of all else, straining his memory to place them.
And all the while they talked.
But, at last, the woman fashioned
of ivory and gold ceased talking. She folded
her arms upon the velvet cushion of the front of the
box and gazed right out into the theatre. There
was a splendid arrogance in the pose of her head,
and in the droop of her eyelids. Then she looked
up and across, straight at Richard. He saw her
drooping eyelids raised, her eyes open wide, and remain
fixed as in amazement. A something alert, and
very fierce, came into her expression. She seemed
to think carefully for a brief space. She threw
back her head, and he saw uncontrollable laughter
convulse her beautiful throat. And, at that same
moment, a mighty outburst of applause and of welcome
shook the great theatre from floor to ceiling, and,
as it died away, the voice of the famous soprano,
rich and compelling as of old, swelled out, and made
vibrant with passionate sweetness the whole atmosphere.
And Richard hailed that glorious voice, not that in
itself it moved him greatly, but because in it he
recognised the beginning of the end. It came
as prelude to catastrophe which was also salvation. Very
soon the bees would swarm now! He rallied his
patience. He had not much longer to wait.
Meanwhile he looked back at that box
on the grand tier, striving to unriddle the mystery
of his knowledge of those two persons. He needed
glasses no longer. His sight had become preternaturally
keen. Again the two were talking and
about him, that was somehow evident. And, as they
talked, he beheld a being, exquisitely formed, perfect
in every part, step forth from between the lips of
the woman fashioned of ivory and gold. It knelt
upon one knee. Over the heads of the vast, dull-coloured
multitude of workers, those witnesses of and participators
in the execution of Eternal Justice, it gazed at him,
Richard Calmady, and at him alone. And its gaze
enfolded and held him like an embrace. It wooed
him, extending its arms in invitation. It was
naked and unashamed. It was black black
as the reeking, liquid lanes between the hulls of the
many ships, over which the screaming gulls circled
seeking foul provender, down in Naples harbour. And
he knew the fair woman it came forth from for Helen
de Vallorbes, herself, in her crocus-yellow gown sewn
with seed pearls. And he knew it for the immortal
soul of her. And he perceived, moreover, as it
smiled on and beckoned him with lascivious gestures,
that its hands and its lips were bloody, since it
had broken the hearts of living women and torn and
devoured the honour of living men.
“Ernani, Ernani, involami” still
the air was vibrant with that glorious voice.
But the love of which it was the exponent, the flight
which it counseled, had ceased, to Richard’s
hearing, to bear relation to that which is earthly,
concrete, and of the senses. The passion and
promise of it were alike turned to nobler and more
permanent uses, presaging the quick coming of expiation
and of reconciliation contained in that supreme event.
For he knew that, in a little moment, Helen must arise
and follow the soul which had gone forth from her the
soul of which, in all its admirable perfection of
outward form and blackness of intimate lies and lust,
was close to him though he no longer actually
beheld it here, beside him, laying subtle
siege to him even yet. Where it went, there,
of necessity, she who owned it must shortly follow,
since soul and body cannot remain apart, save for the
briefest space, until death effect their final divorce.
Therefore Helen would come speedily. It could
not be otherwise so, at least, he argued.
And her coming meant the culmination. Then, time
being fully ripe, the bees would swarm, swarm at last, labour
revenging itself upon sloth, hunger upon gluttony,
want upon wealth, obscurity upon privilege, justice
being thus meted out, and he, Richard, cleansed and
delivered from the disgrace of deformity now so hideously
infecting both his spirit and his flesh.
Of this he was so well assured that,
disregarding the felt, though unseen, presence of
that errant soul, disdaining to do battle with it,
he leaned forward once more, looking down into the
close-packed arena of the great theatre. All
those brilliant figures, members of his own class,
here present, were matter of indifference to him.
In this moment of conscious and supreme farewell,
it was to the dull-coloured multitude that he turned.
They still moved him to sympathy. Unconsciously
they had enlightened him concerning matters of infinite
moment. At their hands he would receive penance
and absolution. Before they dealt more closely
with him, since that dealing must involve
suffering which might temporarily cloud his friendship
for them, he wanted to bid them farewell
and assure them of his conviction of the righteousness
of their corporate action. So, silently, he blessed
them, taking leave of them in peace. Then he
found there were other farewells to be said. Farewell
to earthly life as he had known it, the struggle and
very frequent anguish of it, its many frustrated purposes,
fair illusions, unfulfilled hopes. He must bid
farewell, moreover, to art as he had relished it to
learning, as he had all too intermittently pursued
it to travel, as he had found solace in
it to the inexhaustible interest, the inextinguishable
humour and pathos, in brief, of things seen.
And, reviewing all this, a profound nostalgia of all
those minor happinesses which are the natural inheritance
of the average man arose in him happiness
of healthy, light-hearted activities, not only of
the athlete and the fighting-man, but of the playing-field,
and the ball-room, and the river happinesses
to him inevitably denied. With an almost boyish
passion of longing, he cried out for these. Just
for one day to have lived with the ease and freedom
with which the vast majority of men habitually live!
Just for one day to have been neither dwarf nor cripple,
but to have taken his place and his chance with the
rest, before it all was over and the tale told!
But very soon Richard put these thoughts
from him, deeming it unworthy to dwell upon them at
this juncture. The call was to go forward, not
to go back. So he settled himself in his chair
once more, pulling the velvet drapery forward so as
to shut out the sight of the house. Bitterness
should have no part in him. When that happened
which was appointed to happen, it must find him not
only acquiescent but serene and undisturbed.
He composed himself, therefore, with a decent and even
lofty pride. Then he turned his eyes upon the
narrow door, there in the semi-obscurity of the back
of the box, and waited. And all the while royally,
triumphantly, Morbita sang.
During that period of waiting whether
in itself brief or prolonged, he knew not sensation
and thought alike were curiously in abeyance.
Richard neither slept nor woke. He knew that he
existed, but all active relation to being had ceased.
And it was with painful effort he in a measure returned
to more ordinary correspondence with fact, aroused
by the sound of low-toned, emphatic speech close at
hand, and by a scratching as of some animal denied
and seeking admittance. Then he perceived that
the door yielded, letting in a spread of yellow brightness
from the corridor. And in the midst of that brightness,
part and parcel of it thanks to the lustre of her
crocus-yellow dress, her honey-coloured hair, her
fair skin and softly-gleaming ornaments, stood Helen
de Vallorbes. Behind her, momentarily, Richard
caught sight of the young man whose face had impressed
him as a ribald travesty of that of some being altogether
worshipful and holy. The face peered at him with,
as it seemed, malicious curiosity over the rounded
shoulder of the woman of ivory and gold, The effect
was very hateful, and, with a sense of thankfulness,
Richard saw Helen close the door and come, alone,
down the two steps leading from the back of the box.
As she passed from the dimness into the clearer light,
he watched her, quiescent, yet with absorbing interest.
For he perceived that the hands of the clock had been
put back somehow. Intervening years and the many
events of them had ceased to obtain, so that, of all
the many Helens, enchanting or evil, whom he had come
to know, he saw now only one, and that the first and
earliest a little dancer, with blush-roses
in her hat, dainty as a toy, finished to her rosy
finger-tips and the toes of her pretty shoes, merry
and merciless, as she had pirouetted round him mocking
his shuffling, uncertain progress across the Chapel-Room
at Brockhurst fifteen years ago.
“Ah! so you have come back!”
he exclaimed, almost involuntarily.
Madam de Vallorbes pushed a chair
from the front of the box into the shadow of the velvet
draperies beside Richard.
“It is unnecessary that all
Naples should take part in our interview,” she
said. She sat down, turning to him, leaning a
little towards him.
“You do not deserve that I should
come back, you know, Dickie,” she continued.
“You both deserted and deceived me. That
is hardly chivalrous, hardly just indeed, after taking
all a woman has to give. You led me to suppose
you had departed for good and all. Why should
you deceive me?”
“The yacht was not ready for sea,” Richard
said simply.
“Then you might, in common charity,
have let me know that. You were bound to give
me an opportunity of speaking to you once again, I
think.”
In his present state of detachment
from all worldly considerations, absolute truthfulness
compelled Richard. The event was so certain, the
swarming of the bees so very near, that small diplomacies,
small evasions, seemed absurdly out of place.
“I did not want to hear you speak,” he
said.
“But doesn’t it strike
you that was rather dastardly in face of what had
taken place between us? Do you know that you appear
in a new and far from becoming light?”
Denial seemed to Richard futile. He remained
silent.
For a moment Helen looked towards
the stage. When she spoke again it was as with
reluctance.
“I was desperately unhappy.
I went all over the villa in the vain hope of finding
you. I went back to that room of yours in which
we parted. I wanted to see it again.” Helen
paused. Her speech was low-toned, soft as milk. “It
was rather dreadful, Dickie, for the place was all
in disarray, littered with signs of your hasty departure,
damp, cheerless the rain beating against
the windows. And I hate rain. I found there,
not you whom I so sorely wanted but
something very much else. A letter to you
from de Vallorbes.” Once more she
paused. “I excuse you of anything worse
than negligence in omitting to destroy it. Misery
knows no law, and I was miserable. I read it.”
Richard had listened with the same
detachment, yet the same absorbed interest, with which
he had watched her entrance. She was a wonderful
creature in her adroitness, in her handling of means
to serve her own ends! But he could not pay her
back in her own coin. The time was too short
for anything but simple truth. He felt strangely
tired. These reiterated delays became harassing.
If the bees would swarm, only swarm! Then it
would be over, and he could sleep. He clasped
his hands behind his head and looked at Madame de
Vallorbes. Her soul kneeled on her lap, its delicate
arms were clasped about her neck black against
the lustrous white of her skin and all those twisted
ropes of seed pearls. It pressed its breasts
against hers, amorously. It loved her and she
it. And he understood that in the whole scope
of nature there was but it alone, it only, that she
ever had loved, or did, or could, love. And,
understanding this, he was filled with a great compassion
for her. And, answering her, his expression was
gentle and pitiful. Still he needs must speak
the truth.
“Perhaps it was as well that
you should read Luigi’s letter,” he said.
She turned upon him fiercely and scornfully,
yet even as she did so her soul fell to beckoning
to him, soliciting him with evilly alluring gestures.
“My congratulations to you,”
she exclaimed, “upon your praiseworthy candour!
I am to gather, then, that you believe that which my
husband advises himself to tell you? Under the
circumstances it is exceedingly convenient to you
to do so, no doubt.”
“How can I avoid believing it?”
Richard asked, quite sweet-temperedly. “Surely
we need not waste the little time which remains in
argument as to that? You must admit, Helen, that
Luigi’s letter fits in. It supplies just
the piece of the puzzle which was missing. It
tallies with all the rest.”
“All the rest?”
“Oh yes! It is part of
the whole, precisely that part both of you and of
Naples which I knew, and tried so hard not to know,
from the first. But it is worse than useless
to practice such refusals. The Whole, and nothing
less than the whole, is bound to get one in the end.
It is contrary to the nature of things that any integral
portion of the whole should submit to permanent denial.” Richard’s
voice deepened. He spoke with a subdued enthusiasm,
thinking of the dull-coloured multitude there in the
arena and the act of retributive justice on the eve,
by them, of accomplishment. “It seems
to me the radical weakness of all human institutions,
of all systems of thought, resides in exactly that
effort to select and reject, to exalt one part as against
another part, and so build not upon the rock of unity
and completeness, but upon the sand of partiality
and division. And sooner or later the Whole revenges
itself, and the fine-fanciful fabric crumbles to ruin,
just for lack of that which in our short-sighted over-niceness
we have taken such mighty great pains to miss out.
This has happened times out of number in respect of
religions, and philosophies, and the constitution of
kingdoms, and in that of fair romances which promised
to stand firm to all eternity. And now, now,
in these last few days, since laws which
rule the general, also rule the individual life, it
has happened in respect of you, Helen, to my seeing,
and in respect of Naples.” Richard
smiled upon her sadly and very sweetly. “I
am sorry,” he said, “yes, indeed, horribly
sorry. It is a bitter thing to see the last of
one’s gods go overboard. But there is no
remedy. Sorry or not, so it is.”
Madame de Vallorbes looked at him
keenly. Her attitude was strained. Her face
sombre with thought.
“My God! my God!” she
exclaimed, “that I should sit and listen to all
this! And yet you were never more attractive.
There is an unnatural force, unnatural beauty about
you. You are ill, Richard. You look and
you speak as a man might who was about to join hands
with death.”
But Dickie’s attention had wandered
again. He pulled the velvet drapery aside somewhat,
and gazed down into the crowded house. They lingered
strangely in the performance of their mission, that
dull-coloured multitude of workers! Just
then came another mighty outburst of applause, cries,
vivas, the famous soprano’s name called
aloud. The sound was stimulating, as the shout
of a victorious army. Richard hailed it as a
sign of speedy deliverance, and sank back into his
place.
“Oh yes!” he said civilly
and lightly, “I fancy I am pretty bad. I
am a bit sick of this continued delay, you see.
I suppose they know their own business best, but they
do seem most infernally slow in getting under weigh.
I was ready hours ago. However, they must be nearly
through with preliminaries now. And when once
we’re fairly into it, I shall be all right.”
“You mean when the yacht sails?”
Madame de Vallorbes asked. Still she looked at
him intently. He turned to her smiling, and she
observed that his eyes had ceased to be as windows
opening back on to empty space. They were luminous
with a certain gay content.
“Yes, of course when
the yacht sails, if you like to put it that way,”
he answered.
“And when will that be?”
The shout of the arena grew louder
in the recall. It surged up to the roof and quivered
along the lath and plaster partitions of the boxes.
“Very soon now. Immediately,
I think, please God,” he said. But
why should she make him speak thus foolishly in riddles?
Of a surety she must read the signs of the approach
of that momentous and beneficent event as clearly
as he himself! Was she not equally with himself
involved in it? Was she not, like himself, to
be cleansed and set free by it? Therefore it
came as a painful bewilderment and shock to him when
she drew closer to him, leaned forward, laid her hand
lightly upon his thigh.
“Richard,” she said, very
softly, “I forgive all. I am not satisfied
with loving. I will come with you. I will
stay with you. I will be faithful to you yes,
yes, even that. Your loving is unlike any other.
It is unique, as you yourself are unique. I I
want more of it.”
“But you must know that it is
too late to go back on that now,” he said, reasoning
with her, greatly perplexed and distressed by her
determined ignoring of to him self-evident
fact. “All that side of things for us is
over and done with.”
Her lips parted in naughty laughter.
And then, not without a shrinking of quick horror,
Richard beheld the soul of her that being
of lovely proportions, exquisitely formed in every
part, yet black as the foul, liquid lanes between
the hulls of the many ships down in Naples harbour step
delicately in between those parted lips, returning
whence it came. And, beholding this, instinctively
he raised her hand from where it rested upon his thigh,
and put it from him, put it upon her glistering, crocus-yellow
lap where her soul had so lately kneeled.
“Let us say no more, Helen,”
he entreated, “lest we both forfeit our remaining
chance, and become involved in hopeless and final
condemnation.”
But Madame de Vallorbes’ anger
rose to overwhelming height. She slapped her
hands together.
“Ah, you despise me!”
she cried. “But let me assure you that in
any case this assumption of virtue becomes you singularly
ill. It really is a little bit too cheap, a work
of supererogation in the matter of hypocrisy.
Have the courage of your vices. Be honest.
You can be so to the point of insult when it serves
your purpose. Own that you are capricious, own
that you have lighted upon some woman who provokes
your appetite more than I do! I have been too
tender of you, too lenient with you. I have loved
too much and been weakly desirous to please. Own
that you are tired of me, that you no longer care for
me!”
And he answered, sadly enough:
“Yes, that last is true.
Having seen the Whole, that has happened which I always
dreaded might happen. The last of my self-made
gods has indeed gone overboard. I care for you
no longer.”
Helen sprang up from her chair, ran
to the door, flung it open. The first act of
the opera was concluded. The curtain had come
down. The house below and around, the corridor
without, were full of confused noise and movement.
“Paul, M. Destournelle, come
here,” she cried, “and at once!”
But Richard was more than ever tired.
The strain of waiting had been too prolonged.
Lights, draperies, figures, the crowded arena, the
vast honeycomb of boxes, tier above tier, swam before
his eyes, blurred, indistinct, vague, shifting, colossal
in height, giddy in depth. The bees were swarming,
at last, swarming upward through seas of iridescent
mist. But he had no longer empire over his own
attitude and thoughts. He had hoped to meet the
supreme moment in full consciousness, with clear vision
and thankfulness of heart. But he was too tired
to do so, tired in brain and body alike. And
so it happened that a dogged endurance grew on him,
simply a setting of the teeth and bracing of himself
to suffer silently, even stupidly, all that might be
in store. For the bees were close upon him now,
countless in number, angry, grudging, violent.
But they no longer appeared as insects. They were
human, save for their velvet-like, expressionless eyes.
And all those eyes were fixed upon him, and him alone.
He was the centre towards which, in thought and action,
all turned. Nor were the dull-coloured occupants
of the parterre alone in their attack.
For those gay-coloured larvae the men and
women of his own class indolent, licentious,
full-fed, hung out of the angular mouths of the waxen
cells, above the crimson and gold of their cushions,
pointing at him, claiming and yet denouncing him.
And in the attitude of these the democratic and the
aristocratic sections he detected a difference.
The former swarmed to inflict punishment for his selfishness,
uselessness, sensuality. But the latter jeered
and mocked at his bodily infirmity, deriding his deformity,
making merry over his shortened limbs and shuffling
walk. And against this background, against this
all-enclosing tapestry of faces which encircled him,
two persons, and the atmosphere and aroma of them,
so to speak, were clearly defined. They were close
to him, here within the narrow limits of the opera
box. Then a great humiliation overtook Richard,
perceiving that they, and not the people, the workers,
august in their corporate power and strength, were
to be his executioners. No no he
wasn’t worth that! And, for all his present
dulness of sensation, a sob rose in his throat.
Madame de Vallorbes, resplendent in crocus-yellow
brocade, costly lace, and seed pearls, the young man,
her companion the young man of the light,
forked beard, domed skull, vain eyes and peevish mouth the
young man of holy and dissolute aspect were
good enough instruments for the Eternal Justice to
employ in respect of him, Richard Calmady.
“Look, M. Destournelle,”
Helen said very quietly, “this is my cousin of
whom I have already spoken to you. But I wished
to spare him if possible, and give him room for self-justification,
so I did not tell you all. Richard, this is my
friend, M. Destournelle, to whom my honour and happiness
are not wholly indifferent.”
Dickie looked up. He did not
speak. Vaguely he prayed it might all soon be
over. Paul Destournelle looked down. He raised
his eye-glass and bowed himself, examining Richard’s
mutilated legs and strangely-shod feet. He broke
into a little, bleating, goat-like laugh.
“Mais c’est etonnant!” he
observed reflectively.
“I was in his house,”
Helen continued. “I was there unprotected,
having absolute faith in his loyalty.” She
paused a moment. “He seduced me. Richard
can you deny that?”
“Canaille!” M.
Destournelle murmured. He drew a pair of gloves
through his hands, holding them by the finger-tips.
The metal buttons of them were large, three on each
wrist. Those gloves arrested Richard’s
attention oddly.
“I do not deny it,” Dickie said.
“And having thus outraged, he deserted me.
Do you deny that?”
“No,” Dickie said again.
For it was true, that which she asserted, true, though
penetrated by subtle falsehood impossible, as it seemed
to him, to combat, “No, I do not
deny it.”
“You hear!” Helen exclaimed. “Now
do what you think fit.”
Still Destournelle drew the gloves
through his hands, holding them by the finger-tips.
“Under other circumstances I
might feel myself compelled to do you the honour of
sending you a challenge, monsieur,” he
said. “But a man of sensibility like myself
cannot do such violence to his moral and artistic
code as to fight with an outcast of nature, an abortion,
such as yourself. The sword and the pistol I
necessarily reserve for my equals. The deformed
person, the cripple, whose very existence is an offense
to the eye and to every delicacy of sense, must be
condescended to, and, if chastised at all, must be
chastised without ceremony, chastised as one would
chastise a dog.”
And with that he struck Richard again
and again across the face with those metal-buttoned
gloves.
Mad with rage, blinded and sick with
pain, Dickie essayed to fling himself upon his assailant.
But Destournelle was too adroit for him. He skipped
aside, with his little, bleating, goat-like laugh,
and Richard fell heavily full length, his forehead
coming in contact with the lower step of the descent
from the back of the box. He lay there, too weak
to raise himself.
Paul Destournelle bent down and again
examined him curiously.
“C’est etonnant!”
he repeated. He gave the prostrate body
a contemptuous kick. “Dear madame,
are you sufficiently avenged? Is it enough?”
he inquired sneeringly.
And vaguely, as from some incalculable
distance, Richard heard Helen de Vallorbes’
voice: “Yes it is a little
affair of honour which dates from my childhood.
It has taken many years in adjusting. I thank
you, mon cher, a thousand times. Now let
us go quickly. It is enough.”
Then came darkness, silence, rest.