WHEREIN TWO ENEMIES ARE SEEN TO CRY QUITS
Godfrey Ormiston scudded along the
terrace, past the dining-room windows, at the top
of his speed, and Miss St. Quentin followed him at
a hardly less unconventional pace. Together they
burst, by the small, arched side-door, into the lobby.
There ensued discussion lively though brief.
Then, Winter setting wide the dining-room door in invitation,
sight of Honoria was presented to the company assembled
within. She, in brave attire of dark, red
cloth, black braided and befrogged, heavy, silk cords
and knotted, dangling tassels head-gear
to match, dark red and black, a tall, stiff aigrette
set at the side of it in all producing
a something delightfully independent, soldierly, ruffling
even, in her aspect, as she pushed the black-haired,
bright-faced, slim-made lad, her two hands on his
shoulders, before her into the room.
“May we come to luncheon as
we are, Cousin Katherine?” she cried. “We’re
scandalously late, but we’re also most ferociously
hungry and ”
But here, although Lady Calmady turned
on her a welcoming and far from unjoyful countenance,
she stopped dead, while Godfrey incontinently gave
vent to that which his younger brother sitting
beside his mother, Mary Ormiston, at table, on Richard
Calmady’s right described mentally
as “the most awful squawk.” Which
squawk, it may be added whatever its effect
upon other members of the company as denoting
involuntary and unceremonious descent from the high
places of thirteen-year-old, public-school omniscience
on the part of his elder, produced in eight-year-old
Dick Ormiston such overflowings of unqualified rapture
that, for a good two minutes, he had to forego assimilation
of chocolate soufflet, and, slipping his hands
beneath the table, squeeze them together just as hard
as ever he could with both knees, to avoid disgracing
himself by emission of an ecstatic giggle. For
once he had got the whip hand of Godfrey! Having
himself, for the best part of an hour now, been conversant
with interesting developments, he found it richly
diverting to behold his big brother thus incontinently
bowled over by sudden disclosure of them. He
repressed the giggle, with the help of squeezing knees
and a certain squirming all down his neat, little
back, but his blue eyes remained absolutely glued to
Godfrey’s person, as the latter, recovering
his presence of mind and good manners, proceeded solemnly
up to the head of the table to greet his unlooked-for
host.
Honoria, meanwhile, if guiltless of
an audible squawk, had been as she subsequently
reflected potentially alarmingly capable
of some such primitive expression of feeling.
For the shock of surprise which she suffered was so
forcible, that it induced in her an absurd unreasoning
instinct of flight. Indeed, that had happened,
or rather was in process of happening, which revolutionised
all her outlook. For that the unseen presence,
consciousness of which had come to be so constant a
quantity in her action and her thought, should thus
declare itself in visible form, be materialised, become
concrete, and that instantly, without prologue or
preparation, projecting itself wholesale so
to speak into the comfortable commonplaces
of a Sunday luncheon after her slightly
uproarious race home with a perfectly normal schoolboy,
from morning church too affected her much
as sudden intrusion of the supernatural might.
It modified all existing relations, introducing a new
and, as yet, incalculable element. Nor had she
quite yet realised what power the unseen Richard Calmady,
these many years, had exercised over her imagination,
until Richard Calmady seen, was there evident, actually
before her. Then all the harsh judgments she had
passed upon him, all the disapproval of, and dislike
she had felt towards, him, flashed through her mind.
And that matter too of his cancelled engagement! The
last time she had seen him was in the house in Lowndes
Square, on the night of Lady Louisa Barking’s
great ball, standing she could see all
that now it was as if photographed upon
her brain always would be and
it turned her a little sick. Nevertheless
it was impossible to pause any longer. It would
be ridiculous to fly, so she must stick it out.
That best of good Samaritans, Mary Ormiston, began
talking to Julius March across the length of the table.
“Oh dear, yes, of course,”
she was saying. “But I never realised she
was a sister of your old Oxford friend. I wish
I had. It would have been so pleasant to talk
about you and about home in that far country!
Her husband is in the Rifle Brigade, and she really
is a nice, dear woman. I saw a great deal of
her while we were at the Cape.”
And so, under cover of Mary’s
kindly conversation, Miss St. Quentin settled down
into her lazy, swinging stride. Her small head
carried high, her pale, sensitive face very serious,
her straight eyebrows drawn together by concentration
of purpose, concentration of thought, she followed
the boy up the long room.
As she came towards him, Richard Calmady
looked full at her. His head was carried somewhat
high too. His face was very still. His eyes with
those curiously small pupils to them were
very observant, in effect hiding rather than revealing
his thought. His manner, as he held out his hand
to her, was courteous, even friendly, and yet, notwithstanding
her high and fearless spirit, Honoria for
the first time in her life probably felt
afraid. And then she began to understand how it
came about that, whether he behaved well or ill, whether
he was good or bad, cruel or kind, seen or unseen
even, Richard, of necessity, could not but occupy
a good deal of space in the lives of all persons brought
into close contact with him. For she recognised
in him a rather tremendous creature, self-contained,
not easily accessible, possessed of a larger portion
than most men of energy and resolution, possessed
too and this, as she thought of it, again
turned her a trifle sick of an unusual
capacity of suffering.
“I am ashamed of being so dreadfully
late,” she said as she slipped into the vacant
place on his left. Godfrey Ormiston was
beyond her, next to Julius March. Honoria
was aware that her voice sounded slightly unsteady,
in part from her recent scamper, in part from a queer
emotion which seemed to clutch at her throat. “But
we walked home over the fields and by the Warren,
and just in that boggy bit where you cross the Welsh-road,
Godfrey found the slot of a red-deer in the snow,
and naturally we both had to follow it up.”
“Naturally,” Richard said.
“I’m not so sure it was a red-deer, Honoria,”
the boy broke in.
“Oh yes, it was,” she
declared as she helped herself to a cutlet. “It
couldn’t have been anything else.”
“Why not?” Richard asked.
He was interested by the tone of assurance in which
she spoke.
“Oh, well, the tracks were too
big for a fallow-deer to begin with. And then
there’s a difference, you can’t mistake
it if you’ve ever compared the two, in the cleft
of the hoof.”
“And you have compared the two?”
“Oh, certainly,” Honoria
answered. She was beginning to recover her
nonchalance of manner and indolent slowness of speech.
“I lose no opportunity of acquiring odds and
ends of information. One never knows when they
may come in handy.”
She looked at him as she spoke, and
her upper lip shortened and her eyes narrowed into
a delightful smile a smile, moreover, which
had the faintest trace of an asking of pardon in it.
And it struck Richard that there was in her expression
and bearing a transparent sincerity, and that her
eyes now narrowed as she smiled were
not the clear, soft brown they appeared at a distance
to be, but an indefinable colour, comparable only
to the dim, yet clear, green gloom which haunts the
under-spaces of an ilex grove upon a summer day.
He turned his head rather sharply. He did not
want to think about matters of that sort. He
was grateful to this young lady for the devoted care
she had bestowed on his mother but, otherwise
her presence was only a part of that daily discipline
which must be cheerfully undertaken in obedience to
the exigencies of his new and fair idea.
“Probably it is a deer that
has broken out of Windsor Great Park and traveled,”
he said. “They do that sometimes, you know.”
But here small Dick Ormiston, whose
spirits, lately pirouetting on giddy heights of felicity,
had suffered swift declension bootwards at mention
of his thrilling adventure in which, alas, he had neither
lot nor part, projected himself violently into the
conversational arena.
“Mother,” he piped, his
words tumbling one over the other in his eagerness “Mother,
I expect it’s the same deer that grandpapa was
talking about when Lord Shotover came over to tea last
Friday, and wanted to know if Honoria wasn’t
back at Newlands again. And then he and grandpapa
yarned, don’t you know. Because, Cousin
Richard it must have been while you were
away last year the buckhounds met at Bagshot
and ran through Frimley and right across Spendle Flats ”
“No, they didn’t, Cousin
Richard,” Godfrey interrupted. “They
ran through the bottom of Sandyfield Lower Wood.”
“But they lost any
way they lost, Cousin Richard,” the younger boy
cried. “You weren’t there, Godfrey,
so you can’t know what grandpapa said.
He said they lost somewhere just into Brockhurst, and
he told Lord Shotover how they beat up the country
for nearly a week, and how they never found it, and
had to give it up as a bad job and go home again.
And and Lord Shotover said, rotten
bad sport, stag-hunting, unless you get it on Exmoor,
where they’re not carted and they don’t
saw their antlers off. He said meets of the buckhounds
ought to be called Stockbroker’s Parade, that
was about all they amounted to. And so, Cousin
Richard, I think, don’t you, mother that
this must be that same deer?”
Whereat the elder Dick’s expression,
which had grown somewhat dark at the mention of Lord
Shotover, brightened sensibly again. And, for
cause unknown, he looked at Honoria, smiling amusedly,
before saying to the very voluble small sportsman:
“To be sure, Dick. Your
arguments are unanswerable, convincingly sound.
No reasonable man could have a doubt about it!
Of course it’s the same deer.”
And so the luncheon finished gaily
enough, though Miss St. Quentin was conscious her
contributions to the cultivation of that same gaiety
were but spasmodic. She dreaded the conclusion
of the meal, fearing lest then she might be called
upon to behold Richard Calmady once again, as she
had beheld him now just on six years ago in
the half dismantled house in Lowndes Square, on the
night of Lady Louisa Barking’s ball. And
from that she shrank, not with her former physical
repulsion towards the man himself, but with the moral
repulsion of one compelled against his will to gaze
upon a pitifully cruel sight, the suffering of which
he is powerless to lessen or amend. The short,
light-made crutches, lying on the floor by the young
man’s chair, shocked her as the callous exhibition
of some unhappy prisoner’s shackling-irons might.
It constituted an indignity offered to the Richard
sitting here beside her, so much as to think of, let
alone look at, that same Richard when on foot.
Therefore it was with an oddly mingled relief and
sense of playing traitor, that she rose with the rest
of the little company and left him by himself.
She was thankful to escape, though all the while her
inherent loyalty tormented her with accusation of
meanness, as of one who deserts a comrade in distress.
But here the small Dick, to whom such
complex refinements of sensibility were as yet wholly
foreign, created a diversion by prancing round from
the far side of the table and forcibly seizing her
hand. He was jealous of the large share Godfrey
had to-day secured of her society. He meant to
have his innings. So he rubbed his curly head
against her much braided elbow, butting her lovingly
in the exuberance of his affection as some nice, little
ram-lamb might. But just as they reached the
door, through which Lady Calmady and the rest of the
party had already passed, the boy drew up short.
“I say, hold on half a minute,
Honoria, please,” he said.
And then, turning round, his cheeks
red as peonies, he marched back to where Richard sat
alone at the head of the table.
“In case in case,
don’t you know,” he began, stuttering in
the excess of his excitement “in
case, Cousin Richard, mummy didn’t quite take
in what you said at the beginning of luncheon you
did mean for really that I was to come and stay here
in the summer holidays, and that you’d take
me out, don’t you know, and show me your horses?”
And to Honoria, glancing at them,
there was a singular, and almost tragic, comment on
life in the likeness, yet unlikeness, of those two
faces. The features almost identical, the
same blue eyes, the two heads alike in shape, each
with the same close-fitted, bright-brown cap of hair.
But the boy’s face flushed, without afterthought
or qualification of its eager happiness the
man’s colourless, full of reserve, almost alarmingly
self-contained and still.
Yet, when the elder Richard’s
answer came, it was altogether gentle and kindly.
“Yes, most distinctly for
really, Dick,” he said. “Let there
be no mistake about it. Let it be clearly understood
I want to have you here just as long, and just as
often, as your mother and father will spare you.
I’ll show you the horses, never fear, and let
you ride them too.”
“A a a real big one?”
“Just as big a one as you can
straddle.” Richard paused. “And
I’ll show you other things, if all goes well,
which I’m beginning to think and
perhaps you’ll think so too some day are
more important even than horses.”
He put his hand under the boy’s
chin, tipped up the ruddy, beaming, little face and
kissed it.
“It’s a compact,”
he said. “Now cut along, old chap.
Don’t you see you’re keeping Miss St.
Quentin waiting?”
Whereupon the small Richard started
soberly enough, being slightly impressed by something he
knew not quite what only that it made him
feel awfully fond, somehow, of this newly discovered
cousin and namesake. But, about half-way down
the room, that promise of a horse, a thorough-bred,
and just as big as he could straddle, swept all before
it, rendering his spirits uncontrollably explosive.
So he made a wild rush and flung himself headlong
upon the waiting Honoria.
“Oh! you want to bear-fight,
do you? Two can play at that game,” she
cried, “you young rascal!”
Then without apparent effort, or diminution
of her lazy grace, the elder Richard saw her pick
the boy up by his middle, and, notwithstanding convulsive
wrigglings on his part, throw him across her shoulder
and bear him bodily away through the lobby, into the
hall, and out of sight.
Hence it fell out that not until quite
late that evening did the moment so dreaded by Miss
St. Quentin actually arrive. In furtherance of
delay she practised a diplomacy not altogether flattering
to her self-respect, coming down rather late for dinner,
and retiring immediately after that meal to the Gun-Room,
under plea of correspondence which must be posted
at Farley in time for to-morrow’s day mail.
She was even late for prayers in the chapel, so that,
taking her accustomed place next to Lady Calmady in
the last but one of the stalls upon the epistle-side,
she found all the members of the household, gentle
and simple alike, already upon their knees. The
household mustered strong that night, a testimony,
it may be supposed, to feudal as much as to religious
feeling. In the seats immediately below her were
an array of women-servants, declining from the high
dignities of Mrs. Reynolds the housekeeper, the faithful
Clara, and her own lanky and loyal north-country woman
Faulstich, to a very youthful scullery maid, sitting
just without the altar rails at the end of the long
row. Opposite were not only Winter, Bates the
steward, Powell, Andrews, and the other men-servants,
but Chaplin, heading a detachment from the house stables,
and unexampled occurrence! Gnudi
the Italian chef, with his air of gentle and
philosophic melancholy and his anarchic sentiments
in theology and politics, liable, these
last when enlarged on, to cause much fluttering
in the dove-cote of the housekeeper’s room. “To
hear Signer Gnudi talk sometimes made your blood run
cold. It seemed as if you couldn’t be safe
anywhere from those wicked foreign barricades and
massacres,” as Clara put it. And yet, in
point of fact, no milder man ever larded a woodcock
or stuffed it with truffles.
Alone, behind all these, in the first
of the row of stalls with their carven spires and
dark vaulted canopies, sat Richard Calmady, whom all
his people had thus come forth silently to welcome.
But, through prayer and psalm and lesson alike, as
Miss St. Quentin noted, he remained immovable, to
her almost alarmingly cold and self-concentrated.
Only once he turned his head, leaning a little forward
and looking towards the purple, and silver, and fair,
white flowers of the altar, and the clear shining
of the altar lights.
“Then shall the righteous answer
him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungered and
fed thee? or thirsty and gave thee drink? When
saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked
and clothed thee? Or when saw we thee sick, or
in prison, and came unto thee? And the King shall
answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, inasmuch
as ye have done it unto one of the least of these
my brethren, ye have done it unto me.”
The words were given out by Julius
March, not only with an exquisite distinctness of
enunciation, but with a ring of assurance, of sustaining
and thankful conviction. Richard leaned back in
his stall again, looking across at his mother.
While Honoria, taken with a sensitive fear of inquiring
into matters not rightfully hers to inquire into,
hastily turned her eyes upon her open prayer-book.
They must have many things to say to one another,
that mother and son, as she divined, to-day, far
be it from her to attempt to surprise their confidence!
She rose from her knees, cutting her
final petitions somewhat short, directly the last
of the men-servants had filed out of the chapel, and,
crossing the Chapel-Room, a tall, pale figure in her
trailing, white, evening dress, she pulled back the
curtain of the oriel window, opened one of the curved,
many-paned casements and looked out. She was
curiously moved, very sensible of a deeper drama going
forward around her, going forward in her own thought subtly
modifying and transmuting it than she could
at present either explain or place. The night
was cloudy and very mild. A soft, sobbing, westerly
wind, with the smell of coming rain in it, saluted
her as she opened the casement. The last of the
frost must be gone, by now, even in the hollows the
snow wholly departed also. The spring, though
young and feeble yet, puling like some ailing baby-child
in the voice of that softly-complaining, westerly
wind, was here, very really present at last. Honoria
leaned her elbows on the stone window-ledge.
Her heart went out in strong emotion of tenderness
towards that moist wind which seemed to cry, as in
a certain homelessness, against her bare arms and bare
neck. “Inasmuch as ye did it unto
one of the least of these my brethren ”
But just then Katherine Calmady called
to her, and that in a sweet, if rather anxious, tone.
“Honoria, dear child, come here,”
she said. “Richard is putting me through
the longer catechism regarding those heath fires in
August year, and the state of the woods.”
Then, as the young lady approached
her, Lady Calmady laid one hand on her arm, looking
up in quick and loving appeal at the serious and slightly
troubled face.
“My answers only reveal the
woeful greatness of my ignorance. My geography
has run mad. I am planting forests in the midst
of corn-fields, so Dickie assures me, and making hay
generally as you, my dear, would say of
the map.”
Still her eyes dwelt upon Honoria’s
in insistent and loving appeal.
“Come,” she said, “explain
to him, and save me from further exposition of my
own ignorance.”
Thus admonished the young lady sat
down on the low sofa beside Richard Calmady.
As she did so Katherine rose and moved away. Honoria
determined to see only the young man’s broad
shoulders, his irreproachable dress clothes, his strangely
still and very handsome face. But, since there
was no concealing rug to cover them, it was impossible
that she should long avoid also seeing his shortened
and defective limbs and oddly shod feet. And
at that she winced and shrank a little, for all her
high spirit and inviolate, maidenly strength.
“Oh yes! those fires!”
she said hurriedly. “There were several you
remember, Cousin Katherine? or I dare say
you don’t, for you were ill all the time.
But the worst was on Spendle Flats. You know that
long three-cornered bit” she looked
Richard bravely in the face again “which
lies between the Portsmouth Road and our crossroad
to Farley? It runs into a point just at the top
of Star Hill.”
“Yes, I know,” Dickie said.
He had seen her wince. Well,
that wasn’t wonderful! She could not very
well do otherwise, if she had eyes in her head.
He did not blame her. And then, though it was
not easy to do so with entire serenity, this was precisely
one of those small unpleasant incidents which, in
obedience to his new code, he was bound to accept calmly,
good-temperedly, just as part of the day’s work,
in fact. He had done with malingering. He
had done with the egoism of sulking and hiding even
to the extent of a couvre-pieds. All right,
here it was! Richard settled his shoulders
squarely against the straight, stuffed back of the
Chippendale sofa, and talked on.
“It’s a pity that bit
is burnt,” he said. “I haven’t
been over that ground for nearly six years, of course.
But I remember there were very good trees there a
plantation at the top end, just before you come to
the big gravel-pits, and the rest self-sown. Are
they all gone?”
“Licked as clean as the back
of your hand,” Honoria replied, warming to her
subject. “They hardly repaid felling for
firewood. It made me wretched. Some idiot
threw down a match, I suppose. There had been
nearly a month’s drought, and the whole place
was like so much tinder. There was an easterly
breeze too. You can imagine the blaze! We
hadn’t the faintest chance. Poor, old Iles
lost his head completely, and sat down with his feet
in a dry ditch and wept. There must be over two
hundred acres of it. It’s a dreadful eyesore,
perfectly barren and useless, but for a little sour
grass even a gipsy’s donkey has to be hard up
before he cares to eat!” Miss St.
Quentin shifted her position with a certain impatience.
“I can’t bear to see the land doing no
work,” she said.
“Doing no work?” Dickie
inquired. He began to be interested in the conversation
from other than a purely practical and local standpoint.
“Of course,” she asserted.
“The land has no more right to lie idle than
any of the rest of us unless it’s
a bit of tilth sweetening in fallow between two crops.
That is reasonable enough. But for the rest,”
she said, a certain brightness and self-forgetting
gaining on her “let it contribute
its share all the while, like an honest citizen of
the universe. Let it work, most decidedly let
it work.”
“And what about such trifles
as the few hundred square miles of desert or mountain
range?” Richard inquired, half amused, half and
that rather unwillingly charmed. “They
are liable to be a thorn in the side of the well,
socialist.”
“Oh, I’ve no quarrel with
them. They come under a different head.” Honoria’s
manner had ceased to be in any degree embarrassed,
though a slight perplexity came into her expression.
For just then she remembered, somehow, her pacings
of the station platform at Culoz, the salutation of
the bleak, pure, evening wind from out the fastnesses
of the Alps, and all her conversation there with her
faithful admirer, Ludovic Quayle. And it occurred
to her what singular contrast in sentiment that bleak
evening wind offered to the mild, moist, westerly
wind complaint of the homeless baby, Spring which
had just now cried against her bosom! And again
Honoria became conscious of being in contact, both
in herself and in her surroundings, with more coercing,
more vital drama than she could either interpret or
place. Again something of fear invaded her, to
combat which she hurried into speech. “No,
I haven’t any quarrel with deserts and so on,”
she repeated. “They’re uncommonly
useful things for mankind to knock its head against invincible,
unnegotiable, splendidly competent to teach humanity
its place. You see we’ve grown not a little
conceited so at least it seems to me on
our evolutionary journey up from the primordial cell.
We’re too much inclined to forget we’ve
developed soul quite comparatively recently, and,
therefore, that there is probably just as long a journey
ahead of us before we reach the ultimate
of intellectual and spiritual development as
there is behind us physically from, say the parent
ascidian, to you and me. And and somehow” Honoria’s
voice had become full and sweet, and she looked straight
at Dickie with a rare candour and simplicity “somehow
those big open spaces remind one of all that.
They drive one’s ineffectualness home on one.
They remind one that environment, that mechanical
civilisation, all the short cuts of applied science,
after all count for little and inevitably come to
the place called stop. And that braces
one. It makes one the more eager after that which
lies behind the material aspects of things, and to
which these merely act as a veil.”
Honoria had bowed herself together.
Her elbows were on her knees, her chin in her two
hands, her charming face alight with a pure enthusiasm.
And Richard watched her curiously. His acquaintance
with women was fairly comprehensive, but this woman
represented a type new to his experience. He
wanted to tolerate her merely, to regard her as an
element in his scheme of self-discipline. And
it began to occur to him that, from some points of
view, she knew as much about that, as much about the
idea inspiring it, as he did. He leaned himself
back in the angle of the sofa, and clasped his hands
behind his head.
“All the same,” he said,
“I am afraid those burnt acres on Spendle Flats
are hardly extensive enough to afford an object for
me to knock my head against, and so enforce salutary
remembrance of the limitations of human science.
Possibly that has already been sufficiently brought
home to me in other ways.”
He paused a minute.
Honoria straightened herself up.
Again she saw whether she would or no those
defective shortened limbs and oddly shod feet.
And again, somehow, that complaint of the moist spring
wind seemed to cry against her bare arms and neck,
begetting an overwhelming pitifulness in her.
“So, since it’s not necessary
we should reserve it as an object lesson in general
ineffectualness, Miss St. Quentin, what shall we do
with it?”
“Oh, plant,” she said.
“With the ubiquitous Scotchman?”
“It wouldn’t carry anything
else, except along the boundaries. There you
might put in a row of horn-beam and oak. They
always look rather nice against a background of firs. Only
the stumps of the burnt trees ought to be stubbed.”
“Let them be stubbed,” Richard said.
“Where are you going to find
the labour? The estate is very much under-manned.”
“Import it,” Richard said.
“No, no,” Honoria answered,
again warming to her subject. “I don’t
believe in imported labour. If you have men by
the week, they must lodge. And the lodger is
as the ten plagues of Egypt in a village. If a
man comes by the day, he is tired and slack. His
heart is not in his work. He does as little as
he can. Moreover, in either case, the wife and
children suffer. He’s certain to take them
home short money. He’s pretty safe, being
tired in the one case, or, in the other, on the loose,
to drink.”
Dickie’s face gave. He laughed a little.
“We seem to have come to a fine
impasse!” he remarked. “Though
humiliatingly small, that tract of burnt land must
clearly be kept to knock one’s head against.”
Honoria rose to her feet.
“Richard, I wish you’d
build,” she said, in her earnestness unconscious
of the unceremonious character of her address.
“Iles ought to have done that before now.
But he is old and timid, and his one idea has been
to save. You know this Brockhurst property alone
would carry eight or ten more families. There’s
plenty of work. It needn’t be made.
It is there ready to hand. Give them good gardens,
allotments if you can, and leave to keep a pig.
That’s infinitely better than extravagant wages.
Root them down in the soil. Let them love the
place tie them up to it ”
“Your socialism is rather quaintly
crossed with feudalism, isn’t it?” Dickie
remarked.
He drew himself forward, slipped down
off the sofa, stood upright. And then, indeed,
the cruel disparity between his stature and her own for
tall though she was, he, by right of make and length
of arm, should evidently have been by some two or
three inches the taller and all the grotesqueness
of his deformity, were fully disclosed to Honoria.
For the second time that day, her tact, her presence
of mind, her ready speech, deserted her. She
backed a little away from him.
And Richard perceived that. It
is not easy to be absolutely philosophic. Something
of his old anger revived towards Miss St. Quentin.
He shuffled forward a step or two, and, steadying himself
with one hand on the arm of the sofa, reached down
to pick up his crutches. But his grasp was not
very sure just then. He secured one. To his
intense annoyance the other escaped him, falling back
on the floor with a rattle. Then, instantly,
before he could make effort to recover it, Honoria’s
white figure swept down on one knee in front of him.
She laid hold of the crutch, gave it him silently,
and rose to her full height again, pale, gallant,
stately, but with a quivering of her lips and nostrils,
and an amazement of regret and pity in her eyes, which
very certainly had never found place there heretofore.
“Thanks,” Richard said. He
waited just a minute. He too was amazed somehow.
He needed to revise the position. “About
those eight or ten happy families whom you wish to
root so firmly in the soil, and the housing of them are
you busy to-morrow morning?”
“Oh no no” Honoria
declared, with rather unnecessary emphasis.
Generosity should surely be met by
generosity. Dickie leaned his arm against the
arm of the sofa, and looked up at the speaker.
Her transparent sincerity, her superb chastity he
could call it by no other word of manner
and movement, even of outline the slight
angularity of strong muscle as opposed to soft roundness
of cushioned flesh these arrested and impressed
him.
“I had Chifney up from the stables
this afternoon and made my peace with him,”
he said. “He was very full of your praises,
Honoria for the cousinship may as well
be acknowledged between us, don’t you think?
You have supplemented my lapses in respect of him,
as of a good deal else.” Richard
looked away to the door of Lady Calmady’s bedroom.
It stood open, and Katherine came from within with
some books, and a silver candlestick, in her hands.
“My dears,” she said, “do you know
it grows very late?”
“All right,” he answered,
“we’re making out some plans for to-morrow.” He
looked at Honoria again. “Chifney engaged
he and Chaplin would find a horse, between them, which
could be trusted to well to
put up with me,” he said. “I promised
to go down and have breakfast with dear Mrs. Chifney
at the stables, but I can be back here by eleven.
Would you be inclined to come out with me then?
We could ride over to that burnt land and have a poke
round for sites for your cottages.”
“Oh yes, indeed, I can come,”
Honoria answered. Her delightful smile beamed
forth, and it had a new and very delicate charm in
it. For it so happened that the woman in her
whom to use her own phrase she
had condemned to solitary confinement in the back
attic, beat very violently against her prison door
just then in attempt to escape.
“Dear Cousin Katherine, good-night.
Good-night, Richard,” she said hurriedly. She
went out of the room, lazily, slowly, down the black,
polished staircase, across the great, silent hall,
and along the farther lobby. But she let the
Gun-Room door bang to behind her and flung herself
down in the armchair in which, by the way,
the old bull-dog had died a year ago, broken-hearted
by over long waiting for the homecoming of his absent
master. And then Honoria, though the least tearful
of women, wept not in petulant anger, or
with the easy, luxuriously sentimental overflow common
to feminine humanity, but reluctantly, with hard,
irregular sobs which hurt, yet refused to be stifled,
since the extreme limit of emotional and mental endurance
had been reached.
“Oh, it’s fine!”
she said, half aloud. “I can see that it’s
fine but, dear God, is there no way out
of it? It’s so horribly, so unspeakably
sad.”
And Richard remained on into the small
hours, sitting before the dying fire of the big hearth-place,
at the eastern end of the gallery. Mentally he
audited his accounts, the profit and loss of this day’s
doing, and, on the whole, the balance showed upon the
profit side. Verily it was only a day of small
things, of very humble ambitions, of far from world-shaking
successes! Still four persons, he judged, he had
made a degree or so happier. His mother
rejoiced, though with trembling as yet, at his return
to the ordinary habits of the ordinary man. Sweet,
dear thing, small wonder that she trembled! He
had led her such a dance in the past, that any new
departure must give cause for anxious questionings.
Dickie sunk his head in his hands. God forgive
him, what a dance he had led her! And Julius
March was happier he, Richard, was pretty
certain of that since Julius could not but
understand that, in the present case at all events,
neither fulfilment of prophecy nor answer to prayer
had been disregarded. And the hard-bitten,
irascible, old trainer, Tom Chifney, was happier probably
really the happiest of the lot since he
demanded nothing more recondite and far-reaching than
restoration to favour, and due recognition of the
importance of his calling and of the merits of his
horses. And nice, funny, voluble, little
Dick Ormiston was happier too. Richard’s
heart went out strangely to the dear little lad!
He wondered if it would be too much to ask Mary and
Roger to give him the boy altogether? Then he
put the thought from him, judging it savoured of the
selfishness, the exclusiveness, and egoism, with which
he had sworn to part company forever.
He stretched his hand out over the
arm of the chair, craving for some creature, warm,
sentient, dumbly sympathetic, to lay hold of. He
remembered there used to be a man down near Alton,
a hard-riding farmer, who bred bull-dogs white
ones with black points, like Camp and Camp’s
forefathers. He would tell Chifney to go down
there and bespeak the two best of the next litter
of puppies. Yes he wanted a dog
again. It was foolish perhaps, but after all one
did want something, and, since other things were denied,
a dog must do and he wanted one badly. Yet
the day had been a success on the whole. He had
been true to his code. Only and Richard
shrugged his shoulders rather wearily it
had got to be begun all over again to-morrow, and next
day, and next an endless perspective of
to-morrows. And the poor flesh, with its many
demands, its delicious and iniquitous passions, its
enchantments, its revelations, its adorable languors,
its drunken heats, must it have nothing, nothing at
all? Must that whole side of things be ruled
out forever? He had no more desire for mistresses,
God forbid Helen, somehow, had cleansed
him of all possibility of that. And he would
never ask any woman to marry him. The sacrifice
on her part would be too great. He thought
of little Lady Constance. Simply, it was
not right. So, practically, the emotional
joys of life were reduced to this they
must consist solely in giving giving giving of
time, sympathy, thought and money! A far from
ignoble programme no doubt, but a rather austere one
for a man of liberal tastes, of varied experience,
and of barely thirty. And he was as strong
as a bull now. He knew that. He might live
to be ninety. Yes, he thought he would ask
for little Dick Ormiston. The boy would be an
amusement and interest him. And then suddenly
the vision of Honoria St. Quentin, in her red and
black-braided gown, with that air of something ruffling
and soldierly about it, whipping the small Dick up
in her strong arms, throwing him across her shoulder
and bearing him off bodily, and of Honoria later,
her sensitive face all alight, as she discoursed of
the ultimate aim and purpose of life and of living,
came before him. Above her white dress, he could
see her white and finely angular shoulders as she
swept down to pick up that wretched crutch. Yes,
she was a being of singular contrasts, of remarkable
capacity, both mental and practical! And she
might have a heart she might. Once
or twice it had looked rather like it. But,
after all, what did that matter? The feminine
side of things was excluded. Besides he supposed
she was half engaged to Ludovic Quayle.
Dickie yawned. He was sleepy.
His meditations became unprofitable. He had best
go to bed.
“And the devil fly away with
all women, saving and excepting my well beloved mother,”
he said.