Old new England.
When I first opened my eyes upon
my native town, it was already nearly two hundred
years old, counting from the time when it was part
of the original Salem settlement, old enough
to have gained a character and an individuality of
its own, as it certainly had. We children felt
at once that we belonged to the town, as we did to
our father or our mother.
The sea was its nearest neighbor,
and penetrated to every fireside, claiming close intimacy
with every home and heart. The farmers up and
down the shore were as much fishermen as farmers; they
were as familiar with the Grand Banks of Newfoundland
as they were with their own potato-fields. Every
third man you met in the street, you might safely
hail as “Shipmate,” or “Skipper,”
or “Captain.” My father’s early
seafaring experience gave him the latter title to the
end of his life.
It was hard to keep the boys from
going off to sea before they were grown. No inland
occupation attracted them. “Land-lubber”
was one of the most contemptuous epithets heard from
boyish lips. The spirit of adventure developed
in them a rough, breezy type of manliness, now almost
extinct.
Men talked about a voyage to Calcutta,
or Hong-Kong, or “up the Straits,” meaning
Gibraltar and the Mediterranean, as if it
were not much more than going to the next village.
It seemed as if our nearest neighbors lived over there
across the water; we breathed the air of foreign countries,
curiously interblended with our own.
The women of well-to-do families had
Canton crape shawls and Smyrna silks and Turk satins,
for Sabbath-day wear, which somebody had brought home
for them. Mantel-pieces were adorned with nautilus
and conch-shells, and with branches and fans of coral;
and children had foreign curiosities and treasures
of the sea for playthings. There was one imported
shell that we did not value much, it was so abundant the
freckled univalve they called a “prop.”
Yet it had a mysterious interest for us little ones.
We held it to our ears, and listened for the sound
of the waves, which we were told that, it still kept,
and always would keep. I remember the time when
I thought that the ocean was really imprisoned somewhere
within that narrow aperture.
We were accustomed to seeing barrels
full of cocoa-nuts rolled about; and there were jars
of preserved tropical fruits, tamarinds, ginger-root,
and other spicy appetizers, almost as common as barberries
and cranberries, in the cupboards of most housekeepers.
I wonder what has become of those
many, many little red “guinea-peas” we
had to play with! It never seemed as if they really
belonged to the vegetable world, notwithstanding their
name.
We had foreign coins mixed in with
our large copper cents, all kinds, from
the Russian “kopeck” to the “half-penny
token” of Great Britain. Those were the
days when we had half cents in circulation to make
change with. For part of our currency was the
old-fashioned “ninepence,” twelve
and a half cents, and the “four pence ha’penny,” six
cents and a quarter. There was a good deal of
Old England about us still.
And we had also many living reminders
of strange lands across the sea. Green parrots
went scolding and laughing down the thimbleberry hedges
that bordered the cornfields, as much at home out of
doors as within. Java sparrows and canaries and
other tropical songbirds poured their music out of
sunny windows into the street, delighting the ears
of passing school children long before the robins
came. Now and then somebody’s pet monkey
would escape along the stone walls and shed-roofs,
and try to hide from his boy-persecutors by dodging
behind a chimney, or by slipping through an open scuttle,
to the terror and delight of juveniles whose premises
he invaded.
And there were wanderers from foreign
countries domesticated in many families, whose swarthy
complexions and un-Caucasian features became
familiar in our streets, Mongolians, Africans,
and waifs from the Pacific islands, who always were
known to us by distinguished names, Hector
and Scipio, and Julius Cæsar and Christopher Columbus.
Families of black people were scattered about the place,
relics of a time when even New England had not freed
her slaves. Some of them had belonged in my great-grandfather’s
family, and they hung about the old homestead at “The
Farms” long after they were at liberty to go
anywhere they pleased. There was a “Rose”
and a “Phillis” among them, who came often
to our house to bring luscious high blackberries from
the Farms woods, or to do the household washing.
They seemed pathetically out of place, although they
lived among us on equal terms, respectable and respected.
The pathos of the sea haunted the
town, made audible to every ear when a coming northeaster
brought the rote of the waves in from the islands
across the harbor-bar, with a moaning like that we
heard when we listened for it in the shell. Almost
every house had its sea-tragedy. Somebody belonging
to it had been shipwrecked, or had sailed away one
day, and never returned.
Our own part of the bay was so sheltered
by its islands that there were seldom any disasters
heard of near home, although the names of the two
nearest Great and Little Misery are
said to have originated with a shipwreck so far back
in the history of the region that it was never recorded.
But one such calamity happened in
my infancy, spoken of always by those who knew its
victims in subdued tones; the wreck of the
“Persia.” The vessel was returning
from the Mediterranean, and in a blinding snow-storm
on a wild March night her captain probably mistook
one of the Cape Ann light-houses for that on Baker’s
Island, and steered straight upon the rocks in a lonely
cove just outside the cape. In the morning the
bodies of her dead crew were found tossing about with
her cargo of paper-manufacturers’ rags, among
the breakers. Her captain and mate were Beverly
men, and their funeral from the meeting-house the
next Sabbath was an event which long left its solemnity
hanging over the town.
We were rather a young nation at this
time. The History of the United States could
only tell the story of the American Revolution, of
the War of 1812, and of the administration of about
half a dozen presidents.
Our republicanism was fresh and wide-awake.
The edge of George Washington’s little hatchet
had not yet been worn down to its latter-day dullness;
it flashed keenly on our young eyes and ears in the
reading books, and through Fourth of July speeches.
The Father of his Country had been dead only a little
more than a quarter of a century, and General Lafayette
was still alive; he had, indeed, passed through our
town but a few years before, and had been publicly
welcomed under our own elms and lindens. Even
babies echoed the names of our two heroes in their
prattle.
We had great “training days,”
when drum and fife took our ears by storm; When the
militia and the Light Infantry mustered and marched
through the streets to the Common with boys and girls
at their heels, such girls as could get
their mother’s consent, or the courage to run
off without it.(We never could.)But we always managed
to get a good look at the show in one way or another.
“Old Election,” “’Lection
Day” we called it, a lost holiday now, was a
general training day, and it came at our most delightful
season, the last of May. Lilacs and tulips were
in bloom, then; and it was a picturesque fashion of
the time for little girls whose parents had no flower-gardens
to go around begging a bunch of lilacs, or a tulip
or two. My mother always made “’Lection
cake” for us on that day. It was nothing
but a kind of sweetened bread with a shine of egg-and-molasses
on top; but we thought it delicious.
The Fourth of July and Thanksgiving
Day were the only other holidays that we made much
account of, and the former was a far more well behaved
festival than it is in modern times. The bells
rang without stint, and at morning and noon cannon
were fired off. But torpedoes and fire-crackers
did not make the highways dangerous; perhaps
they were thought too expensive an amusement.
Somebody delivered an oration; there was a good deal
said about “this universal Yankee nation”;
some rockets went up from Salem in the evening; we
watched them from the hill, and then went to bed,
feeling that we had been good patriots.
There was always a Fast Day, which
I am afraid most of us younger ones regarded merely
as a day when we were to eat unlimited quantities of
molasses-gingerbread, instead of sitting down to our
regular meals.
When I read about Christmas in the
English story-books, I wished we could have that beautiful
holiday. But our Puritan fathers shook their
heads at Christmas.
Our Sabbath-school library books were
nearly all English reprints, and many of the story-books
were very interesting. I think that most of my
favorites were by Mrs. Sherwood. Some of them
were about life in India, “Little
Henry and his Bearer,” and “Ayah and Lady.”
Then there were “The Hedge of Thorns;”
“Theophilus and Sophia;” “Anna Ross,”
and a whole series of little English books that I
took great delight in.
I had begun to be rather introspective
and somewhat unhealthily self-critical, contrasting
myself meanwhile with my sister Lida, just a little
older, who was my usual playmate, and whom I admired
very much for what I could not help seeing, her
unusual sweetness of disposition. I read Mrs.
Sherwood’s “Infant’s Progress,”
and I made a personal application of it, picturing
myself as the naughty, willful “Playful,”
and my sister Lida as the saintly little “Peace.”
This book gave me a morbid, unhappy
feeling, while yet it had something of the fascination
of the “Pilgrim’s Progress,” of which
it is an imitation. I fancied myself followed
about by a fiend-like boy who haunted its pages, called
“Inbred-Sin;” and the story implied that
there was no such thing as getting rid of him.
I began to dislike all boys on his account. There
was one who tormented my sister and me we
only knew him by name by jumping out at
us from behind doorways or fences on our way to school,
making horrid faces at us. “Inbred-Sin,”
I was certain, looked just like him; and the two,
strangely blended in one hideous presence, were the
worst nightmare of my dreams. There was too much
reality about that “Inbreed-Sin.”
I felt that I was acquainted with him. He was
the hateful hero of the little allegory, as Satan is
of “Paradise Lost.”
I liked lessons that came to me through
fables and fairy tales, although, in reading Aesop,
I invariably skipped the “moral” pinned
on at the end, and made one for myself, or else did
without.
Mrs. Lydia Maria Child’s story
of “The Immortal Fountain,” in the “Girl’s
Own Book,” which it was the joy of
my heart to read, although it preached a searching
sermon to me, I applied in the same way
that I did the “Infant’s Progress.”
I thought of Lida as the gentle, unselfish Rose, and
myself as the ugly Marion. She was patient and
obliging, and I felt that I was the reverse.
She was considered pretty, and I knew that I was
the reverse of that, too. I wondered if Lida really
had bathed in the Immortal Fountain, and oh, how I
wished I could find the way there! But I feared
that trying to do so would be of no use; the fairies
would cross their wands to keep me back, and their
wings would darken at my approach.
The book that I loved first and best,
and lived upon in my childhood, was “Pilgrim’s
Progress.” It was as a story that I cared
for it, although I knew that it meant something more, something
that was already going on in my own heart and life.
Oh, how I used to wish that I too could start off
on a pilgrimage! It would be so much easier than
the continual, discouraging struggle to be good!
The lot I most envied was that of
the contented Shepherd Boy in the Valley of Humiliation,
singing his cheerful songs, and wearing “the
herb called Heart’s Ease in his bosom”;
but all the glorious ups and downs of the “Progress”
I would gladly have shared with Christiana and her
children, never desiring to turn aside into any “By-Path
Meadow” while Mr. Great-Heart led the way, and
the Shining Ones came down to meet us along the road.
It was one of the necessities of my nature, as a child,
to have some one being, real or ideal, man or woman,
before whom I inwardly bowed down and worshiped.
Mr. Great-Heart was the perfect hero of my imagination.
Nobody, in books or out of them, compared with him.
I wondered if there were really any Mr. Great-Hearts
to be met with among living men.
I remember reading this beloved book
once in a snow-storm, and looking up from it out among
the white, wandering flakes, with a feeling that they
had come down from heaven as its interpreters; that
they were trying to tell me, in their airy up-and-down-flight,
the story of innumerable souls. I tried to fix
my eye on one particular flake, and to follow its
course until it touched the earth. But I found
that I could not. A little breeze was stirring
an the flake seemed to go and return, to descend and
then ascend again, as if hastening homeward to the
sky, losing itself at last in the airy, infinite throng,
and leaving me filled with thoughts of that “great
multitude, which no man could number, clothed with
white robes,” crowding so gloriously into the
closing pages of the Bible.
Oh, if I could only be sure that I
should some time be one of that invisible company!
But the heavens were already beginning to look a great
way off. I hummed over one of my best loved hymns,
“Who are these in bright array?”
and that seemed to bring them nearer again.
The history of the early martyrs,
the persécutions of the Waldenses and of the
Scotch Covenanters, I read and re-read with longing
emulation! Why could not I be a martyr, too?
It would be so beautiful to die for the truth as they
did, as Jesus did! I did not understand then that
He lived and died to show us what life really means,
and to give us true life, like His, the
life of love to God with all our hearts, of love to
all His human children for His sake; and
that to live this life faithfully is greater even
than to die a martyr’s death.
It puzzled me to know what some of
the talk I heard about being a Christian could mean.
I saw that it was something which only men and women
could comprehend. And yet they taught me to say
those dear words of the Master, “Suffer the
little children to come unto Me!” Surely He
meant what He said. He did not tell the children
that they must receive the kingdom of God like grown
people; He said that everybody must enter into it
“as a little child.”
But our fathers were stalwart men,
with many foes to encounter. If anybody ever
needed a grown-up religion, they surely did; and it
became them well.
Most of our every-day reading also
came to us over the sea. Miss Edgworth’s
juvenile stories were in general circulation, and we
knew “Harry and Lucy” and “Rosamond”
almost as well as we did our own playmates. But
we did not think those English children had so good
a time as we did; they had to be so prim and methodical.
It seemed to us that the little folks across the water
never were allowed to romp and run wild; some of us
may have held a vague idea that this freedom of ours
was the natural inheritance of republican children
only.
Primroses and cowslips and daisies
bloomed in these pleasant story-books of ours, and
we went a-Maying there, with our transatlantic playmates.
I think we sometimes started off with our baskets,
expecting to find those English flowers in our own
fields. How should children be wiser than to
look for every beautiful thing they have heard of,
on home ground?
And, indeed, our commonest field-flowers
were, many of them, importations from the mother-country clover,
and dandelions, and ox-eye daisies. I was delighted
when my mother told me one day that a yellow flower
I brought her was a cowslip, for I thought she meant
that it was the genuine English cowslip, which I had
read about. I was disappointed to learn that
it was a native blossom, the marsh-marigold.
My sisters had some books that I appropriated
to myself a great deal: “Paul and Virginia;”
“Elizabeth, or the Exiles of Siberia;”
“Nina: an Icelandic Tale;” with the
“Vicar of Wakefield;” the “Tour to
the Hebrides;” “Gulliver’s Travels;”
the “Arabian Nights;” and some odd volumes
of Sir Walter Scott’s novels.
I read the “Scottish Chiefs” my
first novel when I was about five years old.
So absorbed was I in the sorrows of Lady Helen Mar
and Sir William Wallace, that I crept into a corner
where nobody would notice me, and read on through
sunset into moonlight, with eyes blurred with tears.
I did not feel that I was doing anything wrong, for
I had heard my father say he was willing his daughters
should read that one novel. He probably did not
intend the remark for the ears of his youngest, however.
My appetite for reading was omnivorous,
and I devoured a great many romances. My sisters
took them from a circulating library, many more, perhaps,
than came to my parents’ knowledge; but it was
not often that one escaped me, wherever it was hidden.
I did not understand what I was reading, to be sure;
and that was one of the best and worst things about
it. The sentimentalism of some of those romances
was altogether unchildlike; but I did not take much
of it in. It was the habit of running over pages
and pages to get to the end of a story, the habit of
reading without caring what I read, that I know to
have been bad for my mind. To use a nautical
expression, my brain was in danger of getting “water-logged.”
There are so many more books of fiction written nowadays,
I do not see how the young people who try to read one
tenth of them have any brains left for every-day use.
One result of my infantile novel-reading
was that I did not like to look at my own face in
a mirror, because it was so unlike that of heroines,
always pictured with “high white foreheads”
and “cheeks of a perfect oval.” Mine
was round, ruddy, and laughing with health; and, though
I practiced at the glass a good deal, I could not lengthen
it by puckering down my lips. I quite envied
the little girls who were pale and pensive-looking,
as that was the only ladyfied standard in the romances.
Of course, the chief pleasure of reading them was that
of identifying myself with every new heroine.
They began to call me a “bookworm” at
home. I did not at all relish the title.
It was fortunate for me that I liked
to be out of doors a great deal, and that I had a
brother, John, who was willing to have me for an occasional
companion. Sometimes he would take me with him
when he went huckleberrying, up the rural Montserrat
Road, through Cat Swamp, to the edge of Burnt Hills
and Beaver Pond. He had a boy’s pride in
explaining these localities to me, making me understand
that I had a guide who was familiar with every inch
of the way. Then, charging me not to move until
he came back, he would leave me sitting alone on a
great craggy rock, while he went off and filled his
basket out of sight among the bushes. Indeed,
I did not want to move, it was all so new and fascinating.
The tall pine-trees whispering to each other across
the sky-openings above me, the graceful ferns, the
velvet mosses dotted with scarlet fairy-cups, as if
the elves had just spread their table for tea, the
unspeakable charm of the spice-breathing air, all wove
a web of enchantment about me, from which I had no
wish to disentangle myself. The silent spell
of the woods held me with a power stronger even than
that of the solemn-voiced sea. Sometimes this
same brother would get permission to take me on a
longer excursion, to visit the old homestead
at “The Farms.” Three or four miles
was not thought too long a walk for a healthy child
of five years; and that road, in the old time, led
through a rural Paradise, beautiful at every season, whether
it were the time of song-sparrows and violets, of wild
roses, of coral-hung barberry-bushes, or of fallen
leaves and snow-drifts. The wildness of the road,
now exchanged for elegant modern cultivation, was
its great charm to us. We stopped at the Cove
Brook to hear the cat-birds sing, and at Mingo’s
Beach to revel in the sudden surprise of the open
sea, and to listen to the chant of the waves, always
stronger and grander there than anywhere along the
shore. We passed under dark wooded cliffs out
into sunny openings, the last of which held under
its skirting pines the secret of the prettiest woodpath
to us in all the world, the path to the ancestral farmhouse.
We found children enough to play with
there, as numerous a family as our own.
We were sometimes, I fancy, the added drop too much
of already overflowing juvenility. Farther down
the road, where the cousins were all grown-up men
and women, Aunt Betsey’s cordial, old-fashioned
hospitality sometimes detained us a day or two.
We watched the milking, and fed the chickens, and
fared gloriously. Aunt Betsey could not have
done more to entertain us, had we been the President’s
children.
I have always cherished the memory
of a certain pair of large-bowed spectacles that she
wore, and of the green calash, held by a ribbon bridle,
that sheltered her head, when she walked up from the
shore to see us, as she often did. They announced
to us the approach of inexhaustible kindliness and
good cheer. We took in a home-feeling with the
words “Aunt Betsey” then and always.
She had just the husband that belonged to her in my
Uncle David, an upright man, frank-faced, large-hearted,
and spiritually minded. He was my father’s
favorite brother, and to our branch of the family
“The Farms” meant “Uncle David and
Aunt Betsey.”
My brother John’s plans for
my entertainment did not always harmonize entirely
with my own ideas. He had an inventive mind, and
wanted me to share his boyish sports. But I did
not like to ride in a wheelbarrow, nor to walk on
stilts, nor even to coast down the hill on his sled
and I always got a tumble, if I tried, for I was rather
a clumsy child; besides, I much preferred girls’
quieter games.
We were seldom permitted to play with
any boys except our brothers. I drew the inference
that our boys must be a great deal better than “the
other boys.” My brother John had some fine
play-fellows, but he seemed to consider me in the
way when they were his guests. Occasionally we
would forget that the neighbor-boys were not girls,
and would find ourselves all playing together in delightful
unconsciousness; although possibly a thought, like
that of the “Ettrick Shepherd,” may now
and then have flitted through the mind of some masculine
juvenile:
“Why the boys should drive away
Little sweet maidens from the play,
Or love to banter and fight so well,
That Is the thing I never could tell.”
One day I thoughtlessly accepted an
invitation to get through a gap in the garden-fence,
to where the doctor’s two boys were preparing
to take an imaginary sleigh-ride in midsummer.
The sleigh was stranded among tall weeds an cornstalks,
but I was politely handed in by the elder boy, who
sat down by my side and tucked his little brother in
front at our feet, informing me that we were father
and mother and little son, going to take a ride to
Newburyport. He had found an old pair of reins
and tied them to a saw-horse, that he switched and
“Gee-up"-ed vigorously. The journey was
as brief as delightful. I ran home feeling like
the heroine of an elopement, asking myself meanwhile,
“What would my brother John say if he knew I
had been playing with boys?” He was very particular
about his sisters’ behavior. But I incautiously
said to one sister in whom I did not usually confide,
that I thought James was the nicest boy in the lane,
and that I liked his little brother Charles, too.
She laughed at me so unmercifully for making the remark,
that I never dared look towards the gap in the fence
again, beyond which I could hear the boys’ voices
around the old sleigh where they were playing, entirely
forgetful of their former traveling companion.
Still, I continued to think that my courteous cavalier,
James, was the nicest boy in the lane.
My brother’s vigilant care of
his two youngest sisters was once the occasion to
them of a serious fright. My grandfather the
sexton sometimes trusted him to toll the
bell for a funeral. In those days the bell was
tolled for everybody who died. John was social,
and did not like to go up into the belfry and stay
an hour or so alone, and as my grandfather positively
forbade him to take any other boy up there, he one
day got permission for us two little girls to go with
him, for company. We had to climb up a great many
stairs, and the last flight was inclosed by a rough
door with a lock inside, which he was charged to fasten,
so that no mischievous boys should follow.
It was strange to be standing up there
in the air, gazing over the balcony-railing down into
the street, where the men and women looked so small,
and across to the water and the ships in the east,
and the clouds and hills in the west! But when
he struck the tongue against the great bell, close
to our ears, it was more than we were prepared for.
The little sister, scarcely three years old, screamed
and shrieked,
“I shall be stunned-ded!
I shall be stunned-ded!” I do not know where
she had picked up that final syllable, but it made
her terror much more emphatic. Still the great
waves of solemn sound went eddying on, over the hills
and over the sea, and we had to hear it all, though
we stopped our ears with our fingers. It was
an immense relief to us when the last stroke of the
passing-bell was struck, and John said we could go
down.
He took the key from his pocket and
was fitting it into the lock, when it slipped, beyond
our reach. Now the little sister cried again,
and would not be pacified; and when I looked up and
caught John’s blank, dismayed look, I began
to feel like crying, too. The question went swiftly
through my mind, How many days can we stay
up here without starving to death? for
I really thought we should never get down out of our
prison in the air: never see our mother’s
face again.
But my brother’s wits returned
to him. He led us back to the balcony, and shouted
over the railing to a boy in the street, making him
understand that he must go and inform my father that
we were locked into the belfry. It was not long
before we saw both him and my grandfather on their
way to the church. They came up to the little
door, and told us to push with our united strength
against it. The rusty lock soon yielded, and
how good it was to look into those two beloved human
faces once more! But we little girls were not
invited to join my brother again when he tolled the
bell: if we had been, I think we should have
promptly declined the invitation.
Many of my childish misadventures
came to me in connection with my little sister, who,
having been much indulged, too it for granted that
she could always have what she wanted.
One day we two were allowed to take
a walk together; I, as the older, being supposed to
take care of her. Although we were going towards
the Cove, over a secluded road, she insisted upon
wearing a brand-new pair of red morocco boots.
All went well until we came to a bog by the roadside,
where sweet-flag and cat-tails grew. Out in the
middle of the bog, where no venturesome boy had ever
attempted their seizure, there were many tall, fine-looking
brown cat-tails growing. She caught sight of
them, and before I saw what she was doing, she had
shot from my side like an arrow from the bow, and
was far out on the black, quaking surface, that at
first upheld her light weight. I stood petrified
with horror. I knew all about that dangerous
place. I had been told that nobody had ever found
out how deep that mud was. I was uttered just
one imploring “Come back!” when she turned
to me with a shriek, throwing up her arms towards
me. She was sinking! There was nobody in
sight, and there was no time to think. I ran,
or rather flew, across the bog, with just one thought
in my mind, “I have got to get her out!”
Some angel must have prevented me from making a misstep,
and sinking with her. I felt the power of a giant
suddenly taking possession of my small frame.
Quicker than I could tell of it, I had given one tremendous
pull (she had already sunk above her boot-tops), and
had dragged her back to the road. It is a marvel
to me now how I a child of scarcely six
years succeeded in rescuing her. It
did not seem to me as if I were doing it myself, but
as if some unseen Power had taken possession of me
for a moment, and made me do it. And I suppose
that when we act from a sudden impulse to help another
out of trouble, it never is ourself that does the
good deed. The Highest Strength just takes us
and uses us. I certainly felt equal to going
straight through the earth to China after my little
sister, if she had stink out of sight.
We were two miserable looking children
when we reached home, the sticky ooze having changed
her feet into unmanageable lumps of mud, with which
my own clothes also were soiled. I had to drag
or carry her all the way, for she could not or would
not walk a step. And alas for the morocco boots!
They were never again red. I also received a scolding
for not taking better care of my little sister, and
I was not very soon allowed again to have her company
in my rambles.
We usually joined with other little
neighbor girls in some out-of-door amusement near
home. And our sports, as well as our books, had
a spice of Merry Old England. They were full
of kings and queens, and made sharp contrasts, as
well as odd mixtures, with the homeliness of our everyday
life.
One of them, a sort of rhymed dialogue,
began with the couplet:
“Queen Anne, Queen Anne, she sits
in the sun,
As fair as a lady, as white as a nun.”
If “Queen Anne” did not
give a right guess as to which hand of the messenger
held the king’s letter to her, she was contemptuously
informed that she was
“as brown as a bun.”
In another name, four little girls
joined hands across, in couples, chanting:
“I wish my father were a king,
I wish my mother were a queen,
And I a little companion!”
concluding with a close embrace in
a dizzying whirl, breathlessly shouting all together,
“A bundle of fagots! A
bundle of fagots!”
In a third, which may have begun with
a juvenile reacting of the Colonial struggle for liberty,
we ranged ourselves under two leaders, who made an
archway over our heads of their lifted hands and arms,
saying, as we passed beneath,
“Lift up the gates as high as the
sky,
And let King George and his army pass
by!”
We were told to whisper “Oranges”
or “Lemons” for a pass-word; and “Oranges”
always won the larger enlistment, whether British or
American.
And then there was “Grandmother Gray,”
and the
“Old woman from Newfoundland,
With all her children in her hand;”
and the
“Knight from Spain
Inquiring for your daughter Jane,”
and numberless others, nearly all
of them bearing a distinct Old World flavor.
One of our play-places was an unoccupied end of the
burying-ground, overhung by the Colonel’s apple-trees
and close under his wall, so that we should not be
too near the grave-stones.
I do not think that death was at all
a real thing to me or to my brothers and sisters at
this time. We lived so near the graveyard that
it seemed merely the extension of our garden.
We wandered there at will, trying to decipher the
moss-grown inscriptions, and wondering at the homely
carvings of cross-bones and cherubs and willow-trees
on the gray slate-stones. I did not associate
those long green mounds with people who had once lived,
though we were careful, having been so instructed,
not to step on the graves. To ramble about there
and puzzle ourselves with the names and dates, was
like turning over the pages of a curious old book.
We had not the least feeling of irreverence in taking
the edge of the grave-yard for our playground.
It was known as “the old burying-ground”;
and we children regarded it with a sort of affectionate
freedom, as we would a grandmother, because it was
old.
That, indeed, was one peculiar attraction
of the town itself; it was old, and it seemed old,
much older than it does now. There was only one
main street, said to have been the first settlers’
cowpath to Wenham, which might account for its zigzag
picturesqueness. All the rest were courts or
lanes.
The town used to wear a delightful
air of drowsiness, as if she had stretched herself
out for an afternoon nap, with her head towards her
old mother, Salem, and her whole length reclining towards
the sea, till she felt at her feet, through her green
robes, the clip of the deep water at the Farms.
All her elder children recognized in her quiet steady-going
ways a maternal unity and strength of character, as
of a town that understood her own plans, and had settled
down to peaceful, permanent habits. Her spirit
was that of most of our Massachusetts coast-towns.
They were transplanted shoots of Old England.
And it was the voice of a mother-country more ancient
than their own, that little children heard crooning
across the sea in their cradle-hymns and nursery-songs.