CONFIDENCES.
“’Tis the Land of Little People,
where the happy children play,
And the things they know and see there
are so wonderful and grand
Things that wiser, older folks cannot
know or understand.
In the woods they meet the fairies, find
the giants in their caves,
See the palaces of cloudland, and the
mermen in the waves,
Know what all the birdies sing of, hear
the secrets of the flowers
For the Land of Little People is another
world than ours.”
ANON.
So this is the little gypsy Blanche
has been telling me about!”
Such was Mr. Forester’s greeting
to Marjory when she went to Braeside on a return visit.
Marjory was not sure that she liked
being called a gypsy. That dark hair of hers
was always a sore point, but she was quite certain
that she did not like the kiss which Mr. Forester
bestowed upon her in all kindness of heart. To
begin with, she did not like being kissed by strangers;
and secondly, if the said strangers happened to possess
moustaches, it made their offence the greater.
Mr. Forester was a stranger, and, moreover, was the
proud owner of a long and silky moustache, so Marjory
felt that she had some excuse for her resentment.
“‘Don’t like being
called a gypsy, and don’t like being kissed’
written large all over her face eh, Blanche?”
said Mr. Forester mischievously.
“Papa, you are a horrid tease.
Go away and leave us in peace. I don’t
wonder Marjory doesn’t like your nasty, tickly
kisses.”
“Oh dear, please don’t
send me away,” he said in mock dismay. “Mayn’t
I stay if I promise to be very, very good?”
“You must ask Marjory.”
Marjory’s reply was to burst out laughing.
“Ah, that’s better,”
said Mr. Forester. “Now we’re all
quite happy. Sit down, both of you, and listen
to me.”
The girls obeyed, and Mr. Forester continued,
“Guess what I brought from Morristown to-day?”
“Sweets!” cried Blanche.
“No. Guess again.”
“Anything to eat?”
“I should be very sorry to eat it, but some
people might like to.”
“Lesson books,” hazarded Marjory.
“No; nothing so useful, I’m afraid.”
“Does mother know?”
“No. Nobody knows but me.”
“Oh, do tell us, papa.”
“Well, you are a pair of duffers.
I thought you would have been sure to guess, but I’ll
go and fetch it.”
Mr. Forester returned carrying a small
hamper. There was straw poking out of it in places,
and it was labelled, “This side up, with care.”
“Oh, it’s a new tea-set
for the schoolroom,” cried Blanche. “Mother
said we needed one.”
“No, it’s not a new tea-set
for the schoolroom, Miss Clever. There’s
a new pupil, and that’s quite enough for any
schoolroom. You’re no good as a guesser,
and yet you’ve been worrying my life out for
weeks about this very thing.”
Mr. Forester meanwhile was untying
the string which fastened down the lid of the hamper.
He slowly raised it, and there, curled up in the straw,
lay a little black retriever puppy, its baby face puckered
up partly in fear and partly in interest over this
new experience.
“What a perfect little darling!”
cried Blanche. “Oh, isn’t he sweet?
But how could you say some people might like to eat
him, papa?”
“Well, I’ve heard of the
Chinese eating puppy-dog stew; it comes after birds’-nest
soup, you know.”
“Papa!” indignantly.
Mr. Forester lifted the little fellow
out of the basket and set him on the floor. He
began running along with such a queer little waddle
that they all laughed. Then he stopped and contemplated
them questioningly, as much as to say, “What
are you laughing at?”
“There, Miss Blanche,”
said her father, “you’ve got your work
cut out for you to train that small person in the
way he should go. Don’t make a fool of
him, dear; love him as much as you like, but make him
obey orders. He’s a game little beggar,
isn’t he?”
Blanche was delighted. “O
papa, thank you a thousand times. Is he really
for my very own, like Marjory has Silky? Oh, I
am so glad to have him! You darling!” she
cried, catching up the dog and hugging him close.
“I thought I was the
darling,” said Mr. Forester comically. “In
fact, I’m sure I am, for thinking of it all
myself.”
“So you are the dearest,
darlingest papa in all the world.” And the
girl sprang into her father’s arms.
This scene made Marjory a little bit sad.
“If only I had my father too,
how happy I should be!” she thought. “But
I don’t even know if I’ve got one.”
And she sighed.
Blanche noticed the cloud on her friend’s
face, and instinctively felt what had caused it.
Tears of sympathy rushed to her eyes, and she picked
up the puppy and put him into Marjory’s arms.
“Now,” she said, with
a look which Marjory understood, it was so full of
sympathy, “you must christen him.”
Marjory looked attentively at the
little fat ball of a dog, and then said thoughtfully,
“What would you think of ‘Curly’?
He is one of the curly kind, different from Silky.”
“Yes, that will do beautifully.
We’ll call him Curly. Do you agree, papa?”
“Right you are,” replied
Mr. Forester. “But it doesn’t matter
so much what you call him as whether he comes when
he’s called; that’s the chief thing.”
And so saying he left the girls to enjoy the new treasure
by themselves.
Marjory was quite as enthusiastic
as Blanche. She was passionately fond of animals,
and the young ones always charmed her. She was
able to give Blanche instructions as to how Curly
should be fed; and they made a set of very strict
rules for his training, which was to begin at once.
Their consultation was interrupted
by the entrance of Mrs. Forester. She had been
out driving, and was very beautifully dressed.
Marjory thought she had never seen such a lovely lady
before. She kissed the girl tenderly, and, putting
her arms round her, said,
“I am very glad to welcome you
here, little Marjory, and I hope this will soon feel
like a second home to you. Now,” brightly,
“I’ve got a great piece of news for you.
Miss Waspe writes that she would be very glad to have
an extra week’s holidays till the eighteenth
of September. What do you say?”
Blanche clapped her hands. “Oh,
how jolly! a whole week more to do as we like!
Do let her have it, mother.”
Mrs. Forester laughed. “Yes,
I think we must let her have it. She will be
just as pleased as you, no doubt. Well, then,
you will begin lessons on the eighteenth of September. Will
that suit you, Marjory?”
“Oh yes, it’s my birthday.”
“In that case, wouldn’t
you rather wait until the next day, dear? It
won’t make any difference to us.”
“Oh no, thank you. I think
it would be splendid to begin on my birthday.
I’ve wanted to learn things for such a long time,
it will be a kind of present,” said Marjory.
“How funny you are!” cried
Blanche. “I should hate to have lessons
on my birthday. I always have a holiday.
Mine is in June, and Waspy and I always have a treat
of some kind.”
“Miss Waspe also says, Marjory,
that she is very glad indeed that you are going to
be her pupil, and is looking forward to the term’s
work with two of you to teach.”
Marjory blushed with pleasure.
“She is very kind. I am looking forward
too.”
Mrs. Forester turned to go, saying
that she hoped the girls would enjoy their tea and
have a nice time. Marjory followed her as she
left the room, and when they were outside the door
asked,
“Do you think I ought to say
I’m sorry for calling Mary Ann Smylie a beast?”
Mrs. Forester smiled in spite of herself
at Marjory’s solemn face.
“Do you feel sorry?” she asked.
Marjory looked down. Her conscience
had pricked her several times about it, but she could
not honestly say that she felt really sorry. In
fact, she felt quite sure that if Mary Ann were to
say the same thing again, she would feel inclined
to call her names again.
“I see,” said Mrs. Forester,
“you don’t feel very sorry. Well,
do you think it was a nice, lady-like way to speak?”
“Oh no,” replied Marjory quickly.
“Then you are sorry that you
used an unbecoming word, but you still think Mary
Ann richly deserved some punishment for her unkind
words?”
“Yes, that’s just it,”
said Marjory, wondering how it was that Mrs. Forester
understood her so well.
“But you still feel uncomfortable
when you think about Mary Ann?”
“Yes.”
“Well, if I were you, I should
go to Mary Ann and say, ’I am sorry I used an
ugly word to you, but I still think you were very unkind
in what you said.’ Then, if she is a nice
girl, she will say she wishes she hadn’t said
what she did; and if not well, you must
just leave it, dear. I will go with you if you
like. We can all drive to the village to-morrow
afternoon.”
“Oh, how good of you! Thank
you so much.” And Marjory, much relieved,
went back to Blanche.
As a matter of fact Mrs. Forester
had her own reasons for going herself with Marjory,
for that very afternoon Mrs. Smylie, by way of ingratiating
herself with the newcomer, had been making unkind remarks
about Marjory and her bringing-up, and warning Mrs.
Forester that she would not be a suitable companion
for her daughter. Mrs. Forester had known very
well how to reply to these statements, but she thought
it would be a very good thing to show the Smylies
that their spiteful, unkind words had no weight with
her.
Mrs. Smylie’s ambition knew
no bounds as far as her daughter was concerned.
She was conscious of the fact that she herself was
a plain, ordinary, country woman, and would never
be anything else; but with her daughter it was different.
With her looks and education she ought to be able
to associate with the best of people. Such was
this foolish mother’s dream, and she had thought
to curry favour with the lady of Braeside by her remarks
on what she considered should be the behaviour of
a well-brought-up young lady, and what she had always
aimed at in the education of her daughter. Mary
Ann would have laughed could she have read her mother’s
mind and seen to what heights her ambition rose.
Marjory forgot about her for the time
being. Blanche had so many treasures to show
her and so much to say to her that the afternoon passed
all too quickly.
They had tea by themselves in the
room Mrs. Forester had chosen as a schoolroom comfortable
and cheerful, with windows looking over the garden.
A new set of shelves had been put up, and all Blanche’s
books were arranged on them her story books
on the top and her lesson books on the lower shelves.
Marjory feasted her eyes upon the
collection. Here were Blanche’s old favourites,
amongst them Grimm’s “Fairy Tales,”
and Hans Andersen’s, “Alice in Wonderland,”
“Black Beauty,” and many others. One
after another she took them down to show to Marjory.
“You must read every one of
them,” she said, “and then your mind inside
will be just like mine.”
“I should love to read them
all, but I wouldn’t be allowed to read the fairy
tales,” with a sigh.
“Why not?”
“Uncle doesn’t approve of them.”
“What a pity!” cried Blanche.
“I wonder why. Do you think he would let
you if I were to ask him? I could take him my
‘Grimm’ and show him what splendid tales
they are.”
“Would you dare to?” asked Marjory, awestruck
by her friend’s bold plan.
“Dare to? Of course I should.
I can’t think why you are so frightened of Dr.
Hunter, he looks such a dear old thing. If he
were a cow or a bull it would be different,”
laughing; “but you don’t seem a bit afraid
of them, with their great horns and bulging, glaring
eyes.”
“That’s just where we’re
different,” said Marjory, laughing too.
“You’re afraid of animals and not of people,
and I’m afraid of people and not of animals.”
“Well, anyway, I’m not
afraid to ask about the fairy tales. I shall tell
him that of course we don’t really believe in
them in our everyday heads, but they are nice to think
about, and to think perhaps some day a fairy thing
might happen.”
Marjory laughed. “Isn’t that believing
in them?”
“No, not really. I can’t quite explain
what I mean.”
“I’ve made fairies for
myself,” said Marjory. “There are
plenty of them in the garden, and I understand what
they say. They know me quite well, and I only
have to sit very quietly and hardly breathe, and I
can hear them. They live in the flowers, and
you can hear them ringing their tiny little bells
and talking to one another, so low that it is only
just a whisper.”
“Do go on,” urged Blanche.
“I don’t know if you would
be able to hear them. Peter says he can’t;
but then he’s old and deaf, and he says he never
thought of listening when he was young.”
“What made you think of it?”
“Nothing; it just came.
I seem to have known about the flower fairies all
my life. I miss them so in the winter, when they
all go away under the ground to their winter palace,
and I am always so happy when I see the first snowdrop
come. I always go and kiss her, and tell her how
glad I am to see her, and how brave I think she is
to be the first to come; and I promise her that if
a hard frost comes I will put some nice leaves round
her to keep her warm.”
“Why, this is a fairy tale. What
does your uncle say?”
“I have never told him; it wouldn’t
be any good. He would only tell me to sew my
seam, or knit my stocking, or do something useful.”
“But couldn’t you make him understand?”
Marjory shook her head. “I don’t
think so.”
“Do tell me some more,” said Blanche.
“Well, there are all sorts of
fairies that belong to the different kinds of flowers.
The head one of all, who is great queen, arranges everything
for them, and tells each one exactly how long she may
stay; and they come up out of the winter palace through
the ground inside the buds, and they live in the flowers
until they begin to fade, and then they go back again
and wait for the next flower time. The fairies
bring the sweet scents with them. They have to
see that their flower houses are shut up in good time
at night, and in the daytime they have to be kind
in receiving the bees and insects that fly into them,
and give them what they can. They have to try
to keep away bad insects and worms and caterpillars
that do harm, and before they go they have to see that
everything is ready for the seeds to form, because
they mean homes for the fairies when the next year
comes. So they are really quite busy all the
time. I’m always so glad to think that the
fairies are all girls, and yet how important they
are! Not like us human beings: boys are
always most wanted and most important with us.
I heard Dr. Morison say to Uncle George one day, ’It’s
a pity she wasn’t a boy; she might have been
such a help to you.’ Of course that meant
that I wasn’t a help at all. The doctor
has two boys. I don’t like them much; they
seem to think such a lot of themselves, and they never
believe that I can do anything, because I’m
a girl; but I can do most things that boys do.”
“I’m very glad you’re
not a boy,” said Blanche. “You’re
just as good as one in being strong and knowing how
to do things, but you’re much nicer than a boy.”
And she gave her friend a loving hug; then continuing,
“I don’t suppose the fairies would talk
to a boy like they do to you.”
“No, they say that they only
talk to people who believe in them,” laughing,
and looking at Blanche.
“I say, Marj,” said Blanche
suddenly, “do you believe in ghosts?”
“No. Why?”
“Because,” lowering her
voice and speaking in a low, mysterious tone, “Crossley that’s
our maid told me that the people in the
village say your house is haunted, that a light comes
there in the middle of the night, and moves about
in the old part. Have you ever seen it?”
“No; the old part is always
shut up. I never heard about any light.”
“Wouldn’t it be fun if
we could find out about it?” said Blanche excitedly.
“Yes. But how could you
be there in the middle of the night? I might go
and look some night.”
“Not by yourself; you couldn’t.
Besides, it would be much jollier to be together.
It would be so exciting finding out what it is, and
so romantic. Mother says that all such stories
can generally be explained by some quite ordinary
thing; but still it’s fun finding out, isn’t
it?”
Marjory agreed, but her busy little
brain was trying to discover some possible explanation
of the mysterious lights. She had no fears of
the darkness. Her simple faith taught her that
she was as safe in the dark as in the daylight, but
she had many fancies fancies that had come
to her as she lay alone in her little bed watching
the moonbeams playing across her windows, and listening
to the whispering of the leaves outside. The
darkness was full of mystery and charm to the lonely
child, but fear had no place in her thoughts concerning
it. What could these lights be lights
that moved about when every one else was asleep?
Could they be the will-o’-the-wisp that Peter
had told her about? Could they perhaps be angels
with beautiful white wings and stars on their foreheads guardian
angels watching over the house while its inmates slept
peacefully?
“Oh, I should like to
see what it is!” she cried. “We must
try some night, if only you could come and stay with
me!”
“If mother and dad ever have
to go to London for anything, then I might that
is, if Waspy isn’t here.”
“Oh, I do wish they would go!
Wouldn’t it be lovely if they did, and you came
to stay?” And Marjory drew a long breath of delight
at the thought of such a pleasure.
The girls had been talking so eagerly
that they had not noticed the passing of the time,
and it was quite a shock to them when a maid came
to say that Dr. Hunter had come for Miss Marjory, and
would she please to go at once.
Marjory gave Curly an affectionate
good-night hug, and rushed downstairs with Blanche,
afraid that her uncle might be angry with her for
staying so long, it seemed such an unusual thing for
him to come to fetch her. To her relief, however,
he was all smiles when she appeared, and seemed quite
interested in her account of the afternoon’s
doings as they went home.