There had been a norther during the
day, and at sunset the valley, seen from Dysart’s
cabin on the mesa, was a soft blur of golden haze.
The wind had hurled the yellow leaves from the vineyard,
exposing the gnarled deformity of the vines, and the
trailing branches of the pepper-trees had swept their
fallen berries into coral reefs on the southerly side.
A young man with a delicate, discontented
face sat on the porch of the Dysart claim cabin, looking
out over the valley. A last gust of lukewarm
air strewed the floor with scythe-shaped eucalyptus-leaves,
and Mrs. Dysart came out with her broom to sweep them
away.
She was a large woman, with a crease
at her waist that buried her apron-strings, and the
little piazza creaked ominously as she walked about.
The invalid got up with a man’s instinctive distrust
of a broom, and began to move away.
“Don’t disturb yourself,
Mr. Palmerston,” she said, waving him back into
his chair with one hand, and speaking in a large, level
voice, as if she were quelling a mob, “don’t
disturb yourself; I won’t raise any dust.
Does the north wind choke you up much?”
“Oh, no,” answered the
young fellow, carelessly; “it was a rather more
rapid change of air than I bargained for, but I guess
it’s over now.”
“Sick folks generally think
the north wind makes them nervous. Some of them
say it’s the electricity; but I think it’s
because most of ’em’s men-folks, and being
away from their families, they naturally blame things
on the weather.”
Mrs. Dysart turned her ample back
toward her hearer, and swept a leaf-laden cobweb from
the corner of the window.
The young man’s face relaxed.
“I don’t think it made
me nervous,” he said. “But then, I’m
not very ill. I’m out here for my mother’s
health. She threatened to go into a decline if
I didn’t come.”
“Well, you’ve got a consumptive
build,” said Mrs. Dysart, striking her broom
on the edge of the porch, “and you’re light-complected;
that’s likely to mean scrofula. You’d
ought to be careful. California’s a good
deal of a hospital, but it don’t do to depend
too much on the climate. It ain’t right;
it’s got to be blessed to your use.”
Palmerston smiled, and leaned his
head against the redwood wall of the cabin. Mrs.
Dysart creaked virtuously to and fro behind her broom.
“Isn’t that Mr. Dysart’s
team?” asked the young man, presently, looking
down the valley.
His companion walked to the edge of
the porch and pushed back her sunbonnet to look.
“Yes,” she announced, “that’s
Jawn; he’s early.”
She piled her cushiony hands on the
end of the broom-handle, and stood still, gazing absently
at the approaching team.
“I hope your mother’s
a Christian woman,” she resumed, with a sort
of corpulent severity.
The young man’s face clouded,
and then cleared again whimsically.
“I really never inquired,”
he said lightly; “but I am inclined to think
she is. She is certainly not a pagan.”
“You spoke as if she was a good
deal wrapped up in you,” continued his hostess,
addressing herself unctuously to the landscape.
“I was thinkin’ she’d need something
to sustain her if you was to be taken away. There’s
nothing but religion that can prepare us for whatever
comes. I wonder who that Jawn’s a-bringin’
now,” she broke off suddenly, holding one of
her fat hands above her eyes and leaning forward with
a start. “He does pick up the queerest
lot. I just held my breath the other day when
I saw him fetchin’ you. I’d been
wantin’ a boarder all summer, and kind of lookin’
for one, but I wasn’t no more ready for you than
if you’d been measles. It does seem sometimes
as if men-folks take a satisfaction in seein’
how they can put a woman to.”
Mrs. Dysart wabbled heavily indoors,
where she creaked about unresignedly, putting things
to rights. Palmerston closed his eyes and struggled
with a smile that kept breaking into a noiseless laugh.
He had a fair, high-bred face, and his smile emphasized
its boyishness.
When the wagon rattled into the acacias
west of the vineyard, he got up and sauntered toward
the barn. John Dysart saw him coming, and took
two or three steps toward him with his hand at the
side of his mouth.
“He’s deaf,” he
whispered with a violent facial enunciation which must
have assailed the stranger’s remaining senses
like a yell. “I think you’ll like
him; he’s a wonderful talker.”
The newcomer was a large, seedy-looking
man, with the resigned, unexpectant manner of the
deaf. Dysart went around the wagon, and the visitor
put up his trumpet.
“Professor Brownell,”
John called into it. “I want to make you
acquainted with Mr. Palmerston. Mr. Palmerston
is a young man from the East, a student at Cambridge no,
Oxford”
“Ann Arbor,” interrupted the young man,
eagerly.
Dysart ignored the interruption. “He’s
out here for his health.”
The stranger nodded toward the young
man approvingly, and dropped the trumpet as if he
had heard enough.
“How do you do, Mr. Palmerston?”
he said, reaching down to clasp the young fellow’s
slim white hand. “I’m glad to meet
a scholar in these wilds.”
Palmerston blushed a helpless pink,
and murmured politely. The stranger dismounted
from the wagon with the awkwardness of age and avoirdupois.
John Dysart stood just behind his guest, describing
him as if he were a panorama:
“I never saw his beat.
He talks just like a book. He’s filled me
chuck-full of science on the way up. He knows
all about the inside of the earth from the top crust
to China. Ask him something about his machine,
and get him started.”
Palmerston glanced inquiringly toward
the trumpet. The stranger raised it to his ear
and leaned graciously toward him.
“Mr. Dysart is mistaken,”
called Palmerston, in the high, lifeless voice with
which we all strive to reconcile the deaf to their
affliction; “I am a Western man, from Ann Arbor.”
“Better still, better still,”
interrupted the newcomer, grasping his hand again;
“you’ll be broader, more progressive ’the
heir of all the ages,’ and so forth. I
was denied such privileges in my youth. But nature
is an open book, ‘sermons in stones.’”
He turned toward the wagon and took out a small leather
valise, handling it with evident care.
Dysart winked at the young man, and
pointed toward the satchel.
“Jawn,” called Mrs. Dysart
seethingly, from the kitchen door, “what’s
the trouble?”
John’s facial contortions stopped
abruptly, as if the mainspring had snapped. He
took off his hat and scratched his head gingerly with
the tip of his little finger. He had a round,
bald head, with a fringe of smooth, red-brown hair
below the baldness that made it look like a filbert.
“I’m coming, Emeline,”
he called, glancing hurriedly from the two men to
the vicinity of his wife’s voice, as if anxious
to bisect himself mentally and leave his hospitality
with his guest.
“I’ll look after Professor
Brownell,” said Palmerston; “he can step
into my tent and brush up.”
Dysart’s countenance cleared.
“Good,” he said eagerly,
starting on a quick run toward the kitchen door.
When he was half-way there he turned and put up his
hand again. “Draw him out!” he called
in a stentorian whisper. “You’d ought
to hear him talk; it’s great. Get him started
about his machine.”
Palmerston smiled at the unnecessary
admonition. The stranger had been talking all
the time in a placid, brook-like manner while he felt
under the wagon-seat for a second and much smaller
traveling-bag. The young man possessed himself
of this after having been refused the first by a gentle
motion of the owner’s hand. The visitor
accepted his signal of invitation, and followed him
toward the tent.
“Our universities and colleges
are useful in their way; they no doubt teach many
things that are valuable: but they are not practical;
they all fail in the application of knowledge to useful
ends. I am not an educated man myself, but I
have known many who are, and they are all alike shallow,
superficial, visionary. They need to put away
their books and sit down among the everlasting hills
and think. You have done well to come out here,
young man. This is good; you will grow.”
He stopped at the door of the tent
and took off his rusty hat. The breeze blew his
long linen duster about his legs.
“Have you looked much into electrical
phenomena?” he asked, putting up his trumpet.
Palmerston moved a step back, and
said: “No; not at all.” Then
he raised his hand to possess himself of the ear-piece,
and colored as he remembered that it was not a telephone.
His companion seemed equally oblivious of his confusion
and of his reply.
“I have made some discoveries,”
he went on; “I shall be pleased to talk them
over with you. They will revolutionize this country.”
He waved his hand toward the mesa. “Every
foot of this land will sometime blossom as the rose;
greasewood and sage-brush will give place to the orange
and the vine. Water is king in California, and
there are rivers of water locked in these mountains.
We must find it; yes, yes, my young friend, we must
find it, and we can find it. I have solved
that. The solution is here.” He stooped
and patted his satchel affectionately. “This
little instrument is California’s best friend.
There is a future for all these valleys, wilder than
our wildest dreams.”
Palmerston nodded with a guilty feeling
of having approved statements of which he intended
merely to acknowledge the receipt, and motioned his
guest into the white twilight of the tent.
“Make yourself comfortable,
professor,” he called. “I want to
find Dysart and get my mail.”
As he neared the kitchen door Mrs.
Dysart’s voice came to him enveloped in the
sizzle of frying meat.
“Well, I don’t know, Jawn;
he mayn’t be just the old-fashioned water-witch,
but it ain’t right; it’s tamperin’
with the secrets of the Most High, that’s what
I think.”
“Well, now, Emeline, you hadn’t
ought to be hasty. He don’t lay claim to
anything more’n natural; he says it’s all
based on scientific principles. He says he can
tell me just where to tunnel Now, here’s
Mr. Palmerston; he’s educated. I’m
going to rely on him.”
“Well, I’m goin’
to rely on my heavenly Fawther,” said Mrs. Dysart
solemnly, from the quaking pantry.
Palmerston stood in the doorway, smiling.
John jumped up and clapped his hand vigorously on
his breast pockets.
“Well, now, there! I left
your mail in the wagon in my other coat,” he
said, hooking his arm through the young man’s
and drawing him toward the barn. “Did you
get him turned on?” he asked eagerly, when they
were out of his wife’s hearing. “How
does he strike you, anyway? Doesn’t he
talk like a book? He wants me to help him find
a claim show him the corners, you know.
He’s got a daughter down at Los Angeles; she’ll
come up and keep house for him. He says he’ll
locate water on shares if I’ll help him find
a claim and do the tunneling. Emeline she’s
afraid I’ll get left, but I think she’ll
come round. Isn’t it a caution the way he
talks science?”
Palmerston acknowledged that it was.
“The chances are that he is
a fraud, Dysart,” he said kindly; “most
of those people are. I’d be very cautious
about committing myself.”
“Oh, I’m cautious,”
protested John; “that’s one of my peculiarities.
Emeline thinks because I look into things I’m
not to be trusted. She’s so quick herself
she can’t understand anybody that’s slow
and careful. Here’s your letters quite
a batch of ’em. Would you mind our putting
up a cot in your tent for the professor?”
“Not at all,” said the
young fellow good-naturedly. “It’s
excellent discipline to have a deaf man about; you
realize how little you have to say that’s worth
saying.”
“That’s a fact, that’s
a fact,” said Dysart, rather too cheerfully
acquiescent. “A man that can talk like that
makes you ashamed to open your head.”
Palmerston fell asleep that night
to the placid monotone of the newcomer’s voice,
and awoke at daybreak to hear the same conversational
flow just outside the tent. Perhaps it was Dysart’s
explosive “Good-morning, professor!” which
seemed to have missed the trumpet and hurled itself
against the canvas wall of the tent close to the sleeper’s
ear, that awoke him. He sat up in bed and tried
to shake off the conviction that his guest had been
talking all night. Dysart’s greeting made
no break in the cheerful optimism that filtered through
the canvas.
“Last night I was an old man
and dreamed dreams; this morning I am a young man
and see visions. I see this thirsty plain fed
by irrigating-ditches and covered with bearing orchards.
I am impatient to be off on our tramp. This is
an ideal spot. With five acres of orange-trees
here, producing a thousand dollars per acre, one might
give his entire time to scientific investigation.”
“He’d want to look after
the gophers some,” yelled Dysart.
“I am astonished that this country
is so little appreciated,” continued Brownell,
blindly unheeding. “It is no doubt due to
the reckless statements of enthusiasts. It is
a wonderful country wonderful, wonderful,
wonderful!”
There was a diminuendo in the repeated
adjective that told Palmerston the speaker was moving
toward the house; and it was from that direction that
he heard Mrs. Dysart, a little later, assuring her
visitor, in a high, depressed voice, that she hadn’t
found the country yet that would support anybody without
elbow-grease, and she didn’t expect to till it
was Gawd’s will to take her to her heavenly home.
John Dysart and his visitor returned
from their trip in the mountains, that evening, tired,
dusty, and exultant. The professor’s linen
duster had acquired several of those triangular rents
which have the merit of being beyond masculine repair,
and may therefore be conscientiously endured.
He sat on the camp-chair at Palmerston’s tent
door, his finger-tips together and his head thrown
back in an ecstasy of content.
“This is certainly the promised
land,” he said gravely, “a land flowing
with milk and honey. Nature has done her share
lavishly: soil, climate, scenery everything
but water; yes, and water, too, waiting for the brain,
the hand of man, the magic touch of science the
one thing left to be conquered to give the sense of
mastery, of possession. This country is ours
by right of conquest.” He waved his hands
majestically toward the valley. “In three
months we shall have a stream flowing from these mountains
that will transform every foot of ground before you.
These people seem worthy, though somewhat narrow.
It will be a pleasure to share prosperity with them
as freely as they share their poverty with me.”
Palmerston glanced conversationally
toward the trumpet, and his companion raised it to
his ear.
“Dysart is a poor man,”
shouted Palmerston, “but he is the best fellow
in the world. I should hate to see him risk anything
on an uncertainty.”
Brownell had been nodding his head
backward and forward with dreamy emphasis; he now
shook it horizontally, closing his eyes. “There
is no uncertainty,” he said, lowering his trumpet;
“that is the advantage of science: you
can count upon it with absolute certainty. I am
glad the man is poor very glad; it heightens
the pleasure of helping him.”
The young man turned away a trifle impatiently.
“A reservoir will entail some
expense,” the professor rambled on; “but
the money will come. ‘To him that hath shall
be given.’”
Palmerston’s face completed
the quotation, but the speaker went on without opening
his eyes: “When the water is once flowing
out of the tunnel, capital will flow into it.”
“A good deal of capital will
flow into the tunnel before any water flows out of
it,” growled Palmerston, taking advantage of
his companion’s physical defect to relieve his
mind.
Later in the evening Dysart drew the
young man into the family conference, relying upon
the sympathy of sex in the effort to allay his wife’s
misgivings.
“The tunnel won’t cost
over two dollars a foot, with what I can do myself,”
maintained the little man, “and the professor
says we’ll strike water that’ll drown
us out before we’ve gone a hundred feet.
Emeline here she’s afraid of it because it sounds
like a meracle, but I tell her it’s pure science.
It isn’t any more wonderful than a needle traveling
toward a magnet: the machine tells where the water
is, and how far off it is, something like a compass I
don’t understand it, but I can see that it ain’t
any more meraculous than a telegraph. It’s
science.”
“Oh, yes, I know,” mourned
Mrs. Dysart, who overflowed a small rocking-chair
on the piazza; “there’s folks that think
the creation of the world in six days is nothin’
but science, but they’re not people for Christians
to be goin’ pardners with. If Gawd has put
a hundred feet of dirt on top of that water, I tell
Jawn he had his reasons, and I can’t think it’s
right for anybody whose treasure ought to be laid up
in heaven to go pryin’ into the bowels of the
earth huntin’ for things that our heavenly Fawther’s
hid.”
“But there’s gold, Emeline.”
“Oh, yes; I know there’s
gold, and I know ’the love of money is the root
of all evil.’ I don’t say that the
Lord don’t reign over the inside of the earth,
but I do say that people that get their minds fixed
on things that’s underground are liable to forget
the things that are above.”
“Well, now, I’m sure they
hadn’t ought,” protested Dysart. “I’m
sure ‘the earth is the Lord’s, and the
fullness thereof,’ Emeline.”
Mrs. Dysart sank slowly back in her
chair at this unexpected thrust from her own weapon,
and then rallied with a long, corpulent sigh.
“Well, I don’t know.
You recollect that old man was up here last winter,
hammerin’ around among the rocks as if the earth
was a big nut that he was tryin’ to crack?
I talked with him long enough to find out what he
was; he was an atheist.”
Mrs. Dysart leaned forward and whispered
the last word in an awe-struck tone, with her fat
eyes fixed reproachfully upon her husband.
“Oh, I guess not, Emeline,” pleaded John.
Mrs. Dysart shut her lips and her
eyes very tight, and nodded slowly and affirmatively.
“Yes, he was. He set right in that identical
spot where Mr. Palmerston is a-settin’, and
talked about the seven theological periods of creation,
and the fables of Jonah and the whale and Noah’s
ark, till I was all of a tremble. Mebbe that’s
science, Jawn, but I call it blasphemin’.”
Dysart rested his elbows on his knees
and looked over the edge of the porch as if he were
gazing into the bottomless pit.
“Oh, come, now, Mrs. Dysart,”
Palmerston broke in cheerfully; “I’m not
at all afraid of Mr. Dysart losing his faith, but I’m
very much afraid of his losing his money. I wish
he had as good a grip on his purse as he has on his
religion.”
Mrs. Dysart glanced at the young man
with a look of relief to find him agreeing with her
in spite of his irreverent commingling of the temporal
and the spiritual.
“Well, I’m sure we’ve
lost enough already, when it comes to that,”
she continued, folding her hands resignedly in her
convex lap. “There was that artesian well
down at San Pasqual”
“Well, now, Emeline,”
her husband broke in eagerly, “that well would
have been all right if the tools hadn’t stuck.
I think yet we’d have got water if we’d
gone on.”
“We’d ‘a’
got water if it had ‘a’ been our heavenly
Fawther’s will,” announced Mrs. Dysart,
with solemnity, rising slowly from her chair, which
gave a little squeak of relief. “I’ve
got to set the sponge,” she went on in the same
tone, as if it were some sacred religious rite.
“I wish you’d talk it over with Mr. Palmerston,
Jawn, and tell him the offer you’ve had from
this perfessor I’m sure I don’t
know what he’s perfessor of. He ain’t
a perfessor of religion I know that.”
She sent her last arrow over her wide
shoulder as she passed the two men and creaked into
the house. Her husband looked after her gravely.
“Now that’s the way with
Emeline,” he said; “she’s all faith,
and then, again, she has no faith. Now, I’m
just the other way.” He rubbed his bald
head in a vain attempt to formulate the obverse of
his wife’s character. “Well, anyway,”
he resumed, accepting his failure cheerfully, “the
professor he wants to find a claim, as I was telling
you, but he wants one that’s handy to the place
he’s selected for the tunnel. Of course
he won’t say just where that is till we get the
papers made out, but he gave me a kind of a general
idea of it, and the land around there’s all
mine. He’d have to go ’way over east
to find a government section that hasn’t been
filed on, and of course there’d be a big expense
for pipe; so he offers to locate the tunnel for half
the water if we get ten inches or over, and I’m
to make the tunnel, and deed him twenty acres of land.”
“Suppose you get less than ten inches what
then?”
“Then it’s all to be mine; but I’m
to deed him the land all the same.”
“How many inches of water have you from your
spring now?”
“About ten, as near as I can guess.”
“Well, suppose he locates the
tunnel so it will drain your spring; are you to have
the expense of the work and the privilege of giving
him half the water and twenty acres of land is
that it?”
John rubbed the back of his neck and reflected.
“The professor laughs at the
idea of ten inches of water. He says we’ll
get at least a hundred, maybe more. You see, if
we were to get that much, I’d have a lot of
water to sell to the settlers below. It ’u’d
be a big thing.”
“So it would; but there’s
a big ‘if’ in there, Dysart. Do you
know anything about this man’s record?”
“I asked about him down in Los
Angeles. Some folks believe in him, and some
don’t. They say he struck a big stream for
them over at San Luis. I don’t go much
on what people say, anyway; I size a man up, and depend
on that. I like the way the professor talks.
I don’t understand all of it, but he seems to
have things pretty pat. Don’t you think
he has?”
“Yes; he has things pat enough.
Most swindlers have. It’s their business.
Not that I think him a deliberate swindler, Dysart.
Possibly he believes in himself. But I hope you’ll
be cautious.”
“Oh, I’m cautious,”
asserted John. “I’d be a good deal
richer man to-day if I hadn’t been so cautious.
I’ve spent a lot of time and money looking into
things. I’ll get there, if caution’ll
do it. Now, Emeline she’s impulsive; she
has to be held back; she never examines into anything:
but I’m just the other way.”
In spite of Palmerston’s warning
and Mrs. Dysart’s fears, temporal and spiritual,
negotiations between Dysart and Brownell made rapid
progress. The newcomer’s tent was pitched
upon the twenty acres selected, and gleamed white
against the mountain-side, suggesting to Palmerston’s
idle vision a sail becalmed upon a sage-green sea.
“Dysart’s ship, which will probably never
come in,” he said to himself, looking at it with
visible indignation, one morning, as he sat at his
tent door in that state of fuming indolence which
the male American calls taking a rest.
“Practically there is little
difference between a knave and a fool,” he fretted;
“it’s the difference between the gun that
is loaded and the one that is not: in the long
run the unloaded gun does the more mischief. A
self-absorbed fool is a knave. After all, dishonesty
is only abnormal selfishness; it’s a question
of degree. Hello, Dysart!” he said aloud,
as his host appeared around the tent. “How
goes it?”
“Slow,” said John emphatically,
“slow. I’m feeling my way like a cat,
and the professor he’s just about as cautious
as I am. We’re a good team. He’s
been over the canyon six times, and every time that
machine of his’n gives him a new idea.
He’s getting it down to a fine point. He
wanted to go up again to-day, but I guess he can’t.”
“What’s up?” inquired Palmerston
indifferently.
“Well, his daughter wrote him
she was coming this afternoon, and somebody’ll
have to meet her down at Malaga when the train comes
in. I’ve just been oiling up the top-buggy,
and I thought maybe if you”
“Why, certainly,” interrupted
Palmerston, responding amiably to the suggestion of
John’s manner; “if you think the young
lady will not object, I shall be delighted. What
time is the train due?”
“Now, that’s just what
I told Emeline,” said John triumphantly.
“He’d liever go than not, says I; if he
wouldn’t then young folks has changed since
I can remember. The train gets there about two
o’clock. If you jog along kind of comfortable
you’ll be home before supper. If the girl’s
as smart as her father, you’ll have a real nice
visit.”
Mrs. Dysart viewed the matter with
a pessimism which was scarcely to be distinguished
from conventionality.
“I think it’s a kind of
an imposition, Mr. Palmerston,” she said, as
her boarder was about to start, “sendin’
you away down there for a total stranger. It’s
a good thing you’re not bashful. Some young
men would be terribly put out. I’m sure
Jawn would ‘a’ been at your age. But
my father wouldn’t have sent a strange young
man after one of his daughters he knowed
us too well. My, oh! just to think of it!
I’d have fell all in a heap.”
Palmerston ventured a hope that the
young lady would not be completely unnerved.
“Oh, I’m not frettin’
about her,” said his hostess. “I
don’t doubt she can take care of herself.
If she’s like some of her folks, she’ll
talk you blind.”
Palmerston drove away to hide the
smile that teased the corners of his mouth.
“The good woman has the instincts
of a chaperon, without the traditions,” he reflected,
letting his smile break into a laugh. “Her
sympathy is with the weaker sex when it comes to a
personal encounter. We may need her services
yet, who knows?”
Malaga was a flag-station, and the
shed which was supposed to shelter its occasional
passengers from the heat of summer and the rain of
winter was flooded with afternoon sunshine. Palmerston
drove into the square shadow of the shed roof, and
set his feet comfortably upon the dashboard while
he waited. He was not aware of any very lively
curiosity concerning the young woman for whom he was
waiting. That he had formed some nebulous hypothesis
of vulgarity was evidenced by his whimsical hope that
her prevailing atmosphere would not be musk; aggressive
perfumery of some sort seemed inevitable. He found
himself wondering what trait in her father had led
him to this deduction, and drifted idly about in the
haze of heredity until the whistle of the locomotive
warned him to withdraw his feet from their elevation
and betake himself to the platform. Half a minute
later the engine panted onward and the young man found
himself, with uplifted hat, confronting a slender figure
clad very much as he was, save for the skirt that
fell in straight, dark folds to the ground.
“Miss Brownell?” inquired Palmerston smiling.
The young woman looked at him with evident surprise.
“Where is my father?” she asked abruptly.
“He was unable to come.
He regretted it very much. I was so fortunate
as to take his place. Allow me” He
stooped toward her satchel.
“Unable to come is he ill?”
pursued the girl, without moving.
“Oh, no,” explained Palmerston
hastily; “he is quite well. It was something
else some matter of business.”
“Business!” repeated the young woman,
with ineffable scorn.
She turned and walked rapidly toward
the buggy. Palmerston followed with her satchel.
She gave him a preoccupied “Thank you”
as he assisted her to a seat and shielded her dress
with the shabby robe.
“Do you know anything about
this business of my father’s?” she asked
as they drove away.
“Very little; it is between
him and Mr. Dysart, with whom I am boarding.
Mr. Dysart has mentioned it to me.” The
young man spoke with evident reluctance. His
companion turned her clear, untrammeled gaze upon him.
“You needn’t be afraid
to say what you think. Of course it is all nonsense,”
she said bitterly.
Palmerston colored under her intent
gaze, and smiled faintly.
“I have said what I think to
Mr. Dysart. Don’t you really mean that I
need not be afraid to say what you think?”
She was still looking at him, or rather
at the place where he was. She turned a little
more when he spoke, and regarded him as if he had
suddenly materialized.
“I think it is all nonsense,”
she said gravely, as if she were answering a question.
Then she turned away again and knitted her brows.
Palmerston glanced covertly now and then at her profile,
unwillingly aware of its beauty. She was handsome,
strikingly, distinguishedly handsome, he said to himself;
but there was something lacking. It must be femininity,
since he felt the lack and was masculine. He smiled
to think how much alike they must appear he
and this very gentlemanly young woman beside him.
He thought of her soft felt hat and the cut of her
dark-blue coat, and there arose in him a rigidly subdued
impulse to offer her a cigar, to ask her if she had
a daily paper about her, to She turned upon
him suddenly, her eyes full of tears.
“I am crying!” she exclaimed
angrily. “How unspeakably silly!”
Palmerston’s heart stopped with
that nameless terror which the actual man always experiences
when confronted by this phase of the ideal woman.
He had been so serene, so comfortable, under the unexpected
that there flashed into his mind a vague sense of
injury that she should surprise him in this way with
the expected. It was inconsiderate, inexcusable;
then, with an inconsistency worthy of a better sex,
he groped after an excuse for the inexcusable.
“You are very nervous your
journey has tired you you are not strong,”
he pleaded.
“I am not nervous,”
insisted the young woman indignantly. “I
have no nerves I detest them. And
I am quite as strong as you are.” The young
fellow winced. “It is not that. It
is only because I cannot have my own way. I cannot
make people do as I wish.” She spoke with
a heat that seemed to dry her tears.
Palmerston sank back and let the case
go by default. “If you like that view of
it better”
“I like the truth,” the
girl broke in vehemently. “I am so tired
of talk! Why must we always cover up the facts
with a lot of platitudes?”
“Oh, I don’t know,”
said Palmerston lightly. “I suppose there
ought to be a skeleton of truth under all we say,
but one doesn’t need to rattle his bones to
prove that he has them.”
The girl laughed. Palmerston
caught a glimpse of something reassuring in her laugh.
“It might not be cheerful,”
she admitted, “but it would be honest, and we
might learn to like it. Besides, the truth is
not always disagreeable.”
“Wouldn’t the monotony
of candor appall us?” urged Palmerston.
“Isn’t it possible that our deceptions
are all the individuality we have?”
“Heaven forbid!” said his companion curtly.
They drove on without speaking.
The young man was obstinately averse to breaking the
silence, which, nevertheless, annoyed him. He
had a theory that feminine chatter was disagreeable.
Just why he should feel aggrieved that this particular
young woman did not talk to him he could not say.
No doubt he would have resented with high disdain the
suggestion that his vanity had been covertly feeding
for years upon the anxiety of young women to make
talk for his diversion.
“Do you think my father has
closed his agreement with this man of whom you were
speaking this Mr. Dysart?” asked Miss
Brownell, returning to the subject as if they had
never left it.
“I am very certain he has not;
at least, he had not this morning,” rejoined
Palmerston.
“I wish it might be prevented,”
she said earnestly, with a note of appeal.
“I have talked with Dysart,
but my arguments fail to impress him; perhaps you
may be more successful.”
Palmerston was aware of responding
to her tone rather than to her words. The girl
shook her head.
“I can do nothing. People
who have only common sense are at a terrible disadvantage
when it comes to argument. I know it is all nonsense;
but a great many people seem to prefer nonsense.
I believe my father would die if he were reduced to
bare facts.”
“There is something in that,”
laughed Palmerston. “A theory makes a very
comfortable mental garment, if it is roomy enough.”
The young woman turned and glanced
at him curiously, as if she could not divine what
he was laughing at.
“They are like children such
people. My father is like a child. He does
not live in the world; he cannot defend himself.”
Palmerston’s skepticism rushed
into his face. The girl looked at him, and the
color mounted to her forehead.
“You do not believe in him!”
she broke out. “It cannot be you
cannot think you do not know him!”
“I know very little of your
father’s theories, Miss Brownell,” protested
Palmerston. “You cannot blame me if I question
them; you seem to question them yourself.”
“His theories I loathe
them!” She spoke with angry emphasis. “It
is not that; it is himself. I cannot bear to
think that you that any one”
“Pardon me,” interrupted
Palmerston; “we were speaking of his theories.
I have no desire to discuss your father.”
He knew his tone was resentful.
He found himself wondering whether it was an excess
of egotism or of humility that made her ignore his
personality.
“Why should we not discuss him?”
she asked, turning her straightforward eyes upon him.
“Because” Palmerston
broke into an impatient laugh “because
we are not disembodied spirits; at least, I am not.”
The girl gave him a look of puzzled
incomprehension, and turned back to her own thoughts.
That they were troubled thoughts her face gave abundant
evidence. Palmerston waited curiously eager for
some manifestation of social grace, some comment on
the scenery which should lead by the winding path
of young-ladyism to the Mecca of her personal tastes
and preferences; should unveil that sacred estimate
of herself which she so gladly shared with others,
but which others too often failed to share with her.
“I wish you would tell me all
you know about it,” she said presently, “this
proposition my father has made. He writes me very
indefinitely, and sometimes it is hard for me to learn,
even when I am with him, just what he is doing.
He forgets that he has not told me.”
The young man hesitated, weighing
the difficulties that would beset him if he should
attempt to explain his hesitation, seeing also the
more tangible difficulties of evasion if she should
turn her clear eyes upon him. It would be better
for Dysart if she knew, he said to himself. They
had made no secret of the transaction, and sooner or
later she must hear of it from others, if not from
her father. He yielded to the infection of her
candor, and told her what she asked. She listened
with knitted brows and an introspective glance.
“Mr. Dysart might lose his work,”
she commented tentatively.
Palmerston was silent.
The girl turned abruptly. “Could
he lose anything else?” The color swept across
her face, and her voice had a half-pathetic menace
in it.
“Every business arrangement
is uncertain, contains a possibility of loss.”
Palmerston was defiantly aware that
he had not answered her question. He emphasized
his defiance by jerking the reins.
“Don’t!” said the
girl reproachfully. “I think his mouth is
tender.”
“You like horses?” inquired
the young man, with a sensation of relief.
She shook her head. “No;
I think not. I never notice them except when
they seem uncomfortable.”
“But if you didn’t like them you wouldn’t
care.”
“Oh, yes, I should. I don’t like
to see anything uncomfortable.”
Palmerston laughed. “You
have made me very uncomfortable, and you do not seem
to mind. I must conclude that you have not noticed
it, and that conclusion hurts my vanity.”
The young woman did not turn her head.
“I try to be candid,”
she said, “and I am always being misunderstood.
I think I must be very stupid.”
Her companion began to breathe more
freely. She was going to talk of herself, after
all. He was perfectly at home when it came to
that.
“Not at all,” he said
graciously; “you only make the rest of us appear
stupid. We are at a disadvantage when we get what
we do not expect, and none of us expect candor.”
“But if we tell the truth ourselves,
I don’t see why we shouldn’t expect it
from others.”
“Oh, yes, if we ourselves tell the truth.”
“I think you have been telling
me the truth,” she said, turning her steadfast
eyes upon him.
“Thank you,” said Palmerston
lightly. “I hope my evident desire for
approval doesn’t suggest a sense of novelty in
my position.”
Miss Brownell smiled indulgently,
and then knitted her brows. “I am glad
you have told me,” she said; “I may not
be able to help it, but it is better for me to know.”
They were nearing the Dysart house,
and Palmerston remembered that he had no definite
instruction concerning the newcomer’s destination.
“I think I will take her directly
to her father’s tent,” he reflected, “and
let Mrs. Dysart plan her own attack upon the social
situation.”
When he had done this and returned
to his boarding-place, there was a warmth in the greeting
of his worthy hostess which suggested a sense of his
recent escape from personal danger.
“I’m real glad to see
you safe home, Mr. Palmerston,” she said amply.
“I don’t wonder you look fagged; the ride
through the dust was hard enough without having all
sorts of other things to hatchel you. I do hope
you won’t have that same kind of a phthisicky
ketch in your breath that you had the other night
after you overdone. I think it was mostly nervousness,
and, dear knows, you’ve had enough to make you
nervous to-day. I told Jawn after you was gone
that I’d hate to be answerable for the consequences.”
Two days later John Dysart came into
Palmerston’s tent, and drew a camp-stool close
to the young man’s side.
“I’m in a kind of a fix,”
he said, seating himself and fastening his eyes on
the floor with an air of profound self-commiseration.
“You see, this girl of Brownell’s she
came up where I was mending the flume yesterday, and
we got right well acquainted. She seems friendly.
She took off her coat and laid it on a boulder, and
we set down there in our shirt-sleeves and had quite
a talk. I think she means all right, but she’s
visionary. I can’t understand it, living
with a practical man like the professor. But
you can’t always tell. Now, there’s
Emeline. Emeline means well, but she lets her
prejudices run away with her judgment. I guess
women generally do. But, someway, this girl rather
surprised me. When I first saw her I thought
she looked kind of reasonable; maybe it was her cravat I
don’t know.”
John shook his head in a baffled way.
He had taken off his hat, and the handkerchief which
he had spread over his bald crown to protect it from
the flies drooped pathetically about his honest face.
“What did Miss Brownell say?”
asked Palmerston, flushing a little.
John looked at him absently from under
his highly colored awning. “The girl?
Oh, she don’t understand. She wanted me
to be careful. I told her I’d been careful
all my life, and I wasn’t likely to rush into
anything now. She thinks her father’s ’most
too sanguine about the water, but she doesn’t
understand the machine I could see that.
She said she was afraid I’d lose something,
and she wants me to back out right now. I’m
sure I don’t know what to do. I want to
treat everybody right.”
“Including yourself, I hope,” suggested
Palmerston.
“Yes, of course. I don’t
feel quite able to give up all my prospects just for
a notion; and yet I want to do the square thing by
Emeline. It’s queer about women especially
Emeline. I’ve often thought if there was
only men it would be easier to make up your mind; but
still, I suppose we’d oughtn’t to feel
that way. They don’t mean any harm.”
John drew the protecting drapery from
his head, and lashed his bald crown with it softly,
as if in punishment for his seeming disloyalty.
“You could withdraw from the
contract now without any great loss to Mr. Brownell,”
suggested Palmerston.
John looked at him blankly. “Why,
of course he wouldn’t lose anything; I’d
be the loser. But I haven’t any notion of
doing that. I’m only wondering whether
I ought to tell Emeline about the girl. You see,
Emeline’s kind of impulsive, and she’s
took a dead set against the girl because, you see,
she thinks,” John leaned forward confidentially
and shut one eye, as if he were squinting along his
recital to see that it was in line with the facts, “you
see, she thinks well, I don’t know
as I’d ought to take it on myself to say just
what Emeline thinks, but I think she thinks well,
I don’t know as I’d ought to say what I
think she thinks, either; but you’d understand
if you’d been married.”
“Oh, I can understand,”
asserted the young man. “Mrs. Dysart’s
position is very natural. But I think you should
tell her what Miss Brownell advises. There is
no other woman near, and it will prove very uncomfortable
for the young lady if your wife remains unfriendly
toward her. You certainly don’t want to
be unjust, Dysart.”
John shook his head dolorously over
this extension of his moral obligations.
“No,” he declared valiantly;
“I want to be square with everybody; but I don’t
want to prejudice Emeline against the professor, and
I’m afraid this would. You see, Emeline’s
this way well, I don’t know as I’d
ought to say just how Emeline is, but you know she’s
an awful good woman!”
John leaned forward and gave the last
three words a slow funereal emphasis which threatened
his companion’s gravity.
“Oh, I know,” Palmerston
broke out quickly; “Mrs. Dysart’s a good
woman, and she’s a very smart woman, too; she
has good ideas.”
“Yes, yes; Emeline’s smart,”
John made haste to acquiesce; “she’s smart
as far as she knows, but when she don’t quite
understand, then she’s prejudiced. I guess
women are generally prejudiced about machinery; they
can’t be expected to see into it: but still,
if you think I’d ought to tell her what this
Brownell girl says, why, I’m a-going to do it.”
John got up with the air of a man
harassed but determined, and went out of the tent.
The next afternoon Mrs. Dysart put
on her beaded dolman and her best bonnet and panted
through the tar-weed to call upon her new neighbor.
Palmerston watched the good woman’s departure,
and awaited her return, taunting himself remorselessly
meanwhile for the curiosity which prompted him to
place a decoy-chair near his tent door, and exulting
shamefacedly at the success of his ruse when she sank
into it with the interrogative glance with which fat
people always commit themselves to furniture.
“Well, I’ve been to see
her, and I must say, for a girl that’s never
found grace, she’s about the straightforwardest
person I ever came across. I know I was prejudiced.”
Mrs. Dysart took off her bonnet, a sacred edifice
constructed of cotton velvet, frowzy feathers, and
red glass currants, and gazed at it penitentially.
“That father of hers is enough to prejudice
a saint. But the girl ain’t to blame.
I think she must have had a prayin’ mother,
though she says she doesn’t remember anything
about her exceptin’ her clothes, which does sound
worldly.”
Mrs. Dysart straightened out the varnished
muslin leaves of her horticultural headgear, and held
the structure at arm’s length with a sigh of
gratified sense and troubled spirit.
“I invited her to come to the
mothers’ meetin’ down at Mrs. Stearns’s
in the wash with me next Thursday afternoon, and I’m
goin’ to have her over to dinner some day when
the old perfessor’s off on a tramp. I try
to have Christian grace, but I can’t quite go
him, though I would like to see the girl brought into
the fold.”
Palmerston remembered the steadfast
eyes of the wanderer, and wondered how they had met
all this. His companion replaced the bonnet on
her head, where it lurched a little, by reason of
insufficient skewering, as she got up.
“Then you were pleased with
Miss Brownell?” the young man broke out, rather
senselessly, he knew aware, all at once,
of a desire to hear more.
Mrs. Dysart did not sit down.
“Yes,” she said judicially;
“for a girl without any bringin’ up, and
with no religious inflooences, and no mother and no
father to speak of, I think she’s full as good
as some that’s had more chances. I’ve
got to go and start a fire now,” she went on,
with an air of willingness but inability to continue
the subject. “There’s Jawn comin’
after the milk-pail; I do wish he could be brought
to listen to reason.”
Palmerston watched the good woman
as she labored down the path, her dusty skirts drawn
close about her substantial ankles, and the beaded
dolman glittering unfeelingly in the sun.
“I hope she has a sense of humor,”
he said to himself. Then he got up hastily, went
into the tent, and brought out a letter, which he read
carefully from the beginning to the signature scribbled
in the upper corner of the first page “Your
own Bess.” After that he sat quite still,
letting his glance play with the mists of the valley,
until Mrs. Dysart rang the supper-bell.
“If she has a sense of humor,
how much she must enjoy her!” he said to himself,
with the confusion of pronouns we all allow ourselves
and view with such scorn in others.
When a man first awakes to the fact
that he is thinking of the wrong woman, it is always
with a comfortable sense of certainty that he can
change his attitude of mind by a slight effort of the
will. If he does not make the effort, it is only
because he is long past the necessity of demonstrating
himself to himself, and not from any fickleness of
fancy on his own part. It was in this comfortable
state of certainty that Sidney Palmerston betook himself,
a few days later, to the Brownell tent, armed with
a photograph which might have been marked “Exhibit
A” in the case which he was trying with himself
before his own conscience. If there was in his
determination to place himself right with Miss Brownell
any trace of solicitude for the young woman, to the
credit of his modesty be it said, he had not formulated
it. Perhaps there was. A belief in the general
overripeness of feminine affection, and a discreet
avoidance of shaking the tree upon which it grows,
have in some way become a part of masculine morals,
and Sidney Palmerston was still young enough to take
himself seriously.
Miss Brownell had moved a table outside
the tent, and was bending over a map fastened to it
by thumb-tacks.
“I am trying to find out what
my father is doing,” she said, looking straight
into Palmerston’s eyes without a word of greeting.
“I suppose you know they are about to begin
work on the tunnel.”
The young man was beginning to be
a trifle tired of the tunnel. “Dysart mentioned
it yesterday,” he said. “May I sit
down, Miss Brownell?”
She gave a little start, and went
into the tent for another chair. When she reappeared,
Palmerston met her at the tent door and took the camp-chair
from her hand.
“I want to sit here,”
he said willfully, turning his back toward the table.
“I don’t want to talk about the tunnel;
I want to turn the conversation upon agreeable things myself,
for instance.”
She frowned upon him smilingly, and
put her hand to her cheek with a puzzled gesture.
“Have I talked too much about
the tunnel?” she asked. “I thought
something might be done to stop it.”
Palmerston shook his head. “You
have done everything in your power. Dysart has
been fairly warned. Besides, who knows?”
he added rather flippantly. “They may strike
a hundred inches of water, as your father predicts.”
“I have not been objecting merely
to rid myself of responsibility; I have never felt
any. I only wanted I hoped” She
stopped, aware of the unresponsive chill that always
came at mention of her father. “I know
he is honest.”
“Of course,” protested
Palmerston, with artificial warmth; “and, really,
I think the place for the work is well selected.
I am not much of an engineer, but I went up the other
day and looked about, and there are certainly indications
of water. I” he stopped suddenly,
aware of his mistake.
The girl had not noticed it.
“I wish I could make people over,” she
said, curling her fingers about her thumb, and striking
the arm of her chair with the soft side of the resultant
fist, after the manner of women.
Her companion laughed.
“Not every person, I hope; not
this one, at least.” He drew the photograph
from his breast pocket and held it toward her.
She took it from him, and looked at it absently an
instant.
“What a pretty girl!”
she said, handing it back to him. “Your
sister?”
The young man flushed. “No; my fiancee.”
She held out her hand and took the
card again, looking at it with fresh eyes.
“A very pretty girl,” she said.
“What is her name?”
“Elizabeth Arnold.”
“Where does she live?”
Palmerston mentioned a village in
Michigan. His companion gave another glance at
the picture, and laid it upon the arm of the chair.
The young man rescued it from her indifference with
a little irritable jerk. She was gazing unconsciously
toward the horizon.
“Don’t you intend to congratulate me?”
he inquired with a nettled laugh.
She turned quickly, flushing to her
forehead. “Pardon me. I said she was
very pretty I thought young men found that
quite sufficient. I have never heard them talk
much of girls in any other way. But perhaps I
should have told you: I care very little about
photographs, especially of women. They never
look like them. They always make me think of paper
dolls.”
She halted between her sentences with
an ungirlish embarrassment which Palmerston was beginning
to find dangerously attractive.
“But the women themselves you find
them interesting?”
“Oh, yes; some of them.
Mrs. Dysart, for instance. As soon as she learned
I had no mother, she invited me to a mothers’
meeting. I thought that very interesting.”
“Very sensible, too. They
are mostly childless mothers, and a sprinkling of
motherless children will add zest to the assemblage.”
They both laughed, and the young man’s
laugh ended in a cough. The girl glanced uneasily
toward the bank of fog that was sweeping across the
valley.
“Mr. Palmerston,” she
said, “the fog is driving in very fast, and it
is growing quite damp and chilly. I think you
ought to go home. Wait a minute,” she added,
hurrying into the tent and returning with a soft gray
shawl. “I am afraid you will be cold; let
me put this about your shoulders.”
She threw it around him and pinned
it under his chin, standing in front of him with her
forehead on a level with his lips.
“Now hurry!”
A man does not submit to the humiliation
of having a shawl pinned about his shoulders without
questioning his own sanity, and some consciousness
of this fact forced itself upon Palmerston as he made
his way along the narrow path through the greasewood.
He had removed the obnoxious drapery, of course, and
was vindicating his masculinity by becoming very cold
and damp in the clammy folds of the fog which had overtaken
him; but the shawl hung upon his arm and reminded
him of many things not altogether unpleasant
things, he would have been obliged to confess if he
had not been busy assuring himself that he had no confession
to make. He had done his duty, he said to himself;
but there was something else which he did not dare
to say even to himself something which made
him dissatisfied with his duty now that it was done.
Of course he did not expect her to care about his
engagement, but she should have been sympathetic;
well-bred women were always sympathetic, he argued,
arriving at his conclusion by an unanswerable transposition
of adjectives. He turned his light coat collar
up about his throat, and the shawl on his arm brushed
his cheek warmly. No man is altogether colorblind
to the danger-signals of his own nature. Did he
really want her to care, after all? he asked himself
angrily. He might have spared himself the trouble
of telling her. She was absorbed in herself, or,
what was the same, in that unsavory fraud whom she
called father. The young man unfastened the flap
of his tent nervously, and took himself in out of
the drenching mist, which seemed in some way to have
got into his brain. He was angry with himself
for his interest in these people, as he styled them
in his lofty self-abasement. They were ungrateful,
unworthy. His eye fell upon two letters propped
up on his table in a manner so conspicuous as to suggest
a knowledge of his preoccupation as if
some one were calling him out of his reverie in an
offensively loud voice. He turned the address
downward, and busied himself in putting to rights
the articles which John had piled up to attract his
tardy notice. He would read his letters, of course,
but not in his present mood: that would be a
species of sacrilege, he patronizingly informed his
restive conscience.
And he did read them later, after
he had carefully folded the gray shawl and placed
it out of his range of vision half a score
of closely written pages filled with gentle girlish
analysis of the writer’s love and its unique
manifestations, and ending with a tepid interest in
the “queer people” among whom her lover’s
lot was cast. “It is very hard, my dear,”
she wrote, “to think of you in that lonely place,
cut off from everybody and everything interesting;
but we must bear it bravely, since it is to make you
strong and well.”
Palmerston held the letter in his
hand, and looked steadily through the tent window
across the sea of fog that had settled over the valley.
“After all, she is not selfish,”
he reflected; “she has nothing to gain by saving
Dysart, except” he smiled grimly “her
rascally father’s good name.”
The rains were late, but they came
at last, blowing in soft and warm from the southeast,
washing the dust from the patient orange-trees and
the draggled bananas, and luring countless green things
out of the brown mould of the mesa into the winter
sun. Birds fledged in the golden drought of summer
went mad over the miracles of rain and grass, and
riotously announced their discovery of a new heaven
and a new earth to their elders. The leafless
poinsettia flaunted its scarlet diadem at Palmerston’s
tent door, a monarch robbed of all but his crown, and
the acacias west of the Dysart dooryard burst
into sunlit yellow in a night.
The rains had not been sufficient
to stop work on the tunnel, and John watched its progress
with the feverish eagerness of an inexperienced gambler.
Now that it was fairly under way, Brownell seemed to
lose interest in the result, and wandered, satchel
in hand, over the mountain-side, leaving fragments
of his linen duster on the thorny chaparral, and devising
new schemes for the enrichment of the valley, to which
his daughter listened at night in skeptical silence.
Now and then his voice fell from some overhanging
crag in a torrent of religious rapture, penetrating
the cabin walls and trying Mrs. Dysart’s pious
soul beyond endurance.
“Now listen to that, Emeline!”
said John, exultantly, during one of these vocal inundations.
“He’s a-singin’ the doxology.
Now I believe he’s a Christian.”
Mrs. Dysart averted her face with
a sigh of long-suffering patience.
“Singin’ is the easiest
part of the Christian religion, Jawn. As for
that,” she jerked her head toward
the source of vocal supply, “it’s
soundin’ brass; that’s what I’d say
if I was settin’ in judgment, which I thank
our heavenly Fawther I’m not.”
“Well, there goes Mr. Palmerston
and the girl, anyway,” said John, with eager
irrelevance; “they seem to be gettin’ pretty
thick.”
Mrs. Dysart moved toward the open
window with piously restrained curiosity.
“I’m sorry for that girl,”
she said; “she’s got one man more’n
she can manage now, without tacklin’ another.”
“Oh, well, now, Emeline, young
folks, will be young folks, you know.”
There was in John’s voice something dangerously
near satisfaction with this well-known peculiarity
of youth.
“Yes; and they’ll be old
folks, too, which most of ’em seems to forget,”
returned Mrs. Dysart, sending a pessimistic glance
after the retreating couple.
Mrs. Dysart was right. Sidney
Palmerston and his companion were not thinking of
old age that winter day. The mesa stretched a
mass of purple lupine at their feet. There was
the odor of spring, the warmth of summer, the languor
of autumn, in the air. As they neared the canyon
the path grew narrow, and the girl walked ahead, turning
now and then, and blocking the way, in the earnestness
of her speech. They had long since ceased to
talk of the tunnel; Sidney had ceased even to think
of it. For weeks he had hardly dared to think
at all. There had been at first the keen sense
of disappointment in himself which comes to every confident
soul as it learns the limitations of its own will;
then the determination, so easy to youth’s foreshortening
view, to keep the letter of his promise and bury the
spirit out of his own sight and the sight of the world
forever; then the self-pity and the pleading with
fate for a little happiness as an advance deposit on
the promise of lifelong self-sacrifice; then the perfumed
days when thought was lulled and duty became a memory
and a hope. Strangely enough, it was always duty,
this unholy thing which he meant to do this
payment of a debt in base metal, when the pure gold
of love had been promised. But ethics counted
for little to-day as he followed a figure clad in blue
serge down the path that led from the edge of the
canyon to the bed of the stream. Budding willows
made a green mist in the depths below them, and the
sweet, tarry odors of the upland blew across the tops
of the sycamores in the canyon and mingled with the
smell of damp leaf-mould and the freshness of growing
things.
The girl paused and peered down into
the canyon inquiringly.
“Do you think of leaping?” asked Palmerston.
She smiled seriously, still looking
down. “No; I was wondering if the rainfall
had been as light in the mountains as it has been in
the valley, and how the water-supply will hold out
through the summer if we have no more.”
Palmerston laughed. “Do
you always think of practical things?” he asked.
She turned and confronted him with
a half-defiant, half-whimsical smile.
“I do not think much about what
I think,” she said; “I am too busy thinking.”
As she spoke she took a step backward
and tripped upon some obstacle in the path.
Palmerston sprang forward and caught
her upraised arm with both hands.
“I I love
you!” he said eagerly, tightening his grasp,
and then loosening it, and falling back with the startled
air of one who hears a voice when he thinks himself
alone.
The young woman let her arm fall at
her side, and stood still an instant, looking at him
with untranslatable eyes.
“You love me?” she repeated
with slow questioning. “How can you?”
Palmerston smiled rather miserably.
“Far more easily than I can explain why I have
told you,” he answered.
“If it is true, why should you
not tell me?” she asked, still looking at him
steadily.
Evasion seemed a drapery of lies before
her gaze. Palmerston spoke the naked truth:
“Because I cannot ask you to
love me in return because I have promised
to marry another woman, and I must keep my promise.”
He made the last avowal with the bitter
triumph of one who chooses death where he might easily
have chosen dishonor.
His listener turned away a little,
and looked through the green haze of the canyon at
the snow of San Antonio.
“You say that you love me, and
yet you intend to marry this other girl, who loves
you, and live a lie?” she asked without looking
at him.
“My God! but you make it hard!” groaned
Palmerston.
She faced about haughtily.
“I make it hard!” she
exclaimed. “I have been afraid of you not
for myself, but for for others, about something
in which one might be mistaken. And you come
to me and tell me this! You would cheat a woman
out of her life, a girl who loves you who
promised to marry you because you told her you loved
her; who no doubt learned to love you because of your
love for her. And this is what men call honor!
Do you know what I intend to do? I intend to
write to this girl and tell her what you have told
me. Then she may marry you if she wishes.
But she shall know. You shall not feed her on
husks all her life, if I can help it. And because
I intend to do this, even if even if I loved
you, I could never see you again!”
Palmerston knew that he stood aside
to let her pass and walk rapidly out of the canyon.
The call of insects and the twitter
of linnets seemed to deepen into a roar. A faint
“halloo” came from far up the mountain-side,
and in the distance men’s voices rang across
the canyon.
A workman came running down the path,
almost stumbling over Palmerston in his haste.
“Where’s the old man where’s
Dysart?” he panted, wiping his forehead with
his sleeve. “We’ve struck a flow that’s
washing us into the middle of next week. The
old professor made a blamed good guess this time,
sure.”