GOOD FOR EVIL.
“Bertie Sanderson has not been
in the mill for a week,” said Tessa to Katie,
as the two friends walked home together one hot afternoon.
“One of the rag-room girls said so. I wonder
if she has the fever!”
“That’s not likely; the
girls are all getting better,” said her companion.
“Yes; but she’s been absent
for more than a week,” persisted Tessa.
“Let’s go round that way and inquire.”
But Katie, somehow, shrank from this.
While she knew nothing with absolute certainty, she
could not help feeling that Bertie was in some way
connected with the general avoidance of herself by
the girls of the Sunday-school class, and the evident
suspicion with which both Miss Eunice and Miss Etta
regarded her. What her former companion could
have said or done, she had no idea; but the sense
of an undefined something had made her of late keep
as far as possible from Bertie. She was about
to say with her usual impulsiveness:
“No; I hate Bertie! Don’t
let’s go near her,” when she remembered
all her purposes of doing Tessa good and setting her
a Christian example. Is it Christian to cherish
a dislike of another because one has reason to suppose
that other has done one an injury? Katie’s
enlightened conscience knew it was not. It was
not like him who said:
“Love your enemies, bless them
that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully
use you and persecute you;” and who, by acting
in strict accordance with his own teachings, “left
us an example that we should follow in his steps.”
For a few moments the little girl
said nothing as she walked silently by the side of
her companion; then, having during those silent moments
sent up an earnest prayer that the hateful feelings
might be taken away from her heart, that so she might
become more like Christ, she answered by turning her
steps in the other direction.
The two girls found, as Tessa had
suggested, that Bertie had indeed taken the fever,
and was very ill in her own comfortable home.
Dr. Bolen had suggested her being removed to the temporary
hospital, and being cared for by the competent nurses
there; but her mother would not hear of it. She
was always a very foolish woman, had been very much
opposed to her daughter’s going into the mill,
and now told her husband that this fever was all the
result of his obstinacy, and she hoped he enjoyed
having murdered his own child. Now, however, she
meant to have her own way. Her Bertie, who was
every bit as good as the city young ladies, her cousins,
was not to go to an empty house and be nursed with
a lot of common mill-girls. If her mother couldn’t
take care of her, she should like to know who could which
would have been unanswerable if Mrs. Sanderson had
known how to nurse anybody a thing of which
she was profoundly ignorant. So poor Bertie had
a hard time of it, and daily grew worse instead of
better; and as if this were not enough, Mrs. Sanderson
never thought of isolating the patient, or of keeping
the other children from her, and before long the third
child, a boy of six years old, was taken down with
the fever also, and the incompetent mother had her
hands more than full with the care of her house, the
two patients, and two fretful, badly trained little
children, with only Nina, who had never been taught
to do anything in the world, to help her.
Matters were in this state on the
evening when the girls called, and poor Mrs. Sanderson,
coming to the door, without an atom of prudence or
caution, insisted on dragging in Katie at least, because
in her wild delirium Bertie had been incessantly shouting
her name. Katie was impulsive, not very old or
experienced, and had, moreover, been always taught
to obey grown people, so without a thought of possible
danger to herself, she followed the woman into the
house, while Tessa waited for her outside, and was
soon standing by the bedside of her old acquaintance.
She would never have known Bertie
Sanderson. The long, disorderly hair, as well
as the disfiguring “bangs,” had, by the
doctor’s orders, all been shaved off; the round,
rosy cheeks were pallid and sunken; the solid frame
was wasted almost to a skeleton, and there was a fierce,
wild look in the eyes alternated with an expression
of intense fear.
Katie stood aghast, and even as she
looked the wasted lips suddenly shrieked out:
“Katie, Katie Robertson!
Send her here. I want to tell her something.”
“I am here,” said Katie,
as soothingly as she could, for her fright.
But Bertie took no sort of notice
of her; evidently did not recognize her at all, and
went on:
“It wasn’t a lie!
I did see her find it and put it in her pocket.
That’s being a thief, isn’t it? It
was money a great deal of money. I
saw a five and a nought. It wasn’t a lie,
I tell you! She did steal it! Katie’s
a thief, for all she’s so saintly.”
Katie started. This, then, was
the mystery; this was the secret thing that had been
setting so many against her. She had never in
all her speculations concerning the general avoidance
thought of this as a cause. Bertie must have
seen her find that fifty-dollar bill and put it in
her pocket. But even if, from mere idleness, she
had repeated the story to her companions, had she
told simply what she really saw, could it be called
stealing? And if Miss Eunice or Miss Etta had
heard it they would naturally have spoken of it to
their brother; he would have told the facts as he
knew them, and that would have made matters all straight.
Bertie must have altered her tale
in some way, exaggerated it, or suppressed a part.
What for? Could her companion be so malicious
as simply to desire to make her unpopular and to prevent
the young ladies from looking upon her with approbation?
She could not understand it. Of course she could
not, for malice and jealousy were entirely foreign
to Katie’s nature, even if she had not been
striving “in all her ways to acknowledge”
her Saviour. She did wish, however, that she had
thought of mentioning her good fortune and Mr. James’s
kindness at the time, that all this trouble might
have been avoided.
Meanwhile Bertie began to moan and
cry and call for Katie; and the latter, after speaking
in vain again and again, turned to go.
“Oh, don’t go away!”
said Mrs. Sanderson, imperatively. “She’ll
know you by-and-by; and I can’t stand her calling
for you; besides, if you can just stay with Bertie
and give her the medicine and drink, I might get a
chance to see to Alf., who is most as bad as she is,
and see what Nina’s doing with those children;
they’ve been screaming this half-hour.
I don’t believe she’s given ’em a
mite of dinner, and I guess there ain’t anything
in the house for supper. You just stay where you
are.”
Not a thought had selfish Mrs. Sanderson
for the fact that she was exposing a neighbor’s
child to the same evil which had overtaken her own.
Nor in Katie’s inexperience did she think of
it either; but she did feel very indignant at the
tone of command and very much inclined to rebel.
Moreover, she did not want to stay
and take care of a girl who had behaved so shamefully
toward herself. One by one the bitter things she
had been forced to endure through this girl’s
treachery and deceitfulness came to her remembrance the
avoidance of her companions, the disapprobation and
suspicion of the overseer, the changed manner of her
Sunday-school teacher, the tears she had shed in secret,
and the discouragement she had felt in her efforts
to be good; and a sense of indignation possessed her
which for a moment made her feel almost glad that
the girl had thus got her deserts.
But this feeling was not of long continuance.
The Good Spirit, who was leading Katie along the paths
of righteousness, would not allow her to turn aside
from them because for the moment the way seemed unpleasant
and opposed to her natural inclinations. Unheard
by outward ears, but heard quite plainly in her heart,
he whispered words that made the little girl pause
and think a second time before she refused to do as
she was commanded. Here was a good opportunity
of being like Christ. He forgave his enemies.
He was kind to the unthankful and the evil. He
gave up his life that those who hated and persecuted
and finally killed Him might be saved. This thought
decided her.
“Let me speak a word to Tessa
first,” she said; “then I’ll stay.”
She then told her waiting companion
how ill Bertie was, and how Mrs. Sanderson was overwhelmed
with so many to see to, and wanted her to stay and
help. She asked Tessa to get tea for the boys
and send one of them for her at bedtime, all of which
her friend promised faithfully to attend to, and went
her way.
When Katie returned to the sick-room,
Mrs. Sanderson actually thanked her, and then went
off, glad to attend to other responsibilities, and
the young nurse was left with the excited, tossing
patient. Strangely to herself, she did not feel
the least anger or bitterness toward her now, in spite
of all her unkindness to herself. The words which
had been in a recent Sunday-school lesson, “I
was sick and ye visited me,” came again
and again to her mind, and it hardly seemed to be Bertie
to whom she was called to minister. She had no
experience in sickness, but to some people nursing
is an intuitive gift, and Katie inherited it from
her mother. Her touch was cool and light.
She seemed to know by instinct when the patient needed
drink or change of position. She smoothed the
disordered bed, shook up the pillows, turned the cool
side uppermost, closed the open blind through which
the western sun was blazing into the sick girl’s
eyes, and finding a large newspaper lying on the floor,
made a fan of it, keeping off the flies and creating
a current of air, till by degrees the tossings and
cries ceased, the wildly staring eyes closed, and
Bertie fell into a light, though restless, sleep.
Meanwhile, Mr. Sanderson had come
home from the bindery, and seemed surprised to find
Katie sitting so quietly by his sick child. He
remonstrated with his wife in another room for
exposing a stranger to such danger of infection; but
when she asked him what she was to do with two sick
children and three well ones on her hands, and who
was to get the meals for them all, he had no answer
to give, only he set about making the fire and getting
supper himself, holding the baby on one arm and telling
Nina what to do about setting the table. When
all was ready he sent Katie down to her supper and
himself watched the two sick children, which,
now that one of them slept, was quite possible, resuming
his watch after he had had his own. Mrs. Sanderson
declared that she was completely “beat out,”
as well she might be, poor woman, and dropping on
the lounge in the sitting-room was asleep in a moment,
while Katie coaxed Nina to help her wash the dishes,
clear up the room, and put the two younger children
to bed.
By this time Dr. Bolen came in, looked
at his patients, and said that, though Bertie was
certainly not better, sleep was the best thing for
her and should be encouraged as much as possible.
Alf., he thought, would do well. Then seeing
Katie and not recognizing her, he asked where that
other girl came from and what she was doing there.
Mrs. Sanderson explained, dwelling emphatically upon
Bertie’s cries for her friend and the soothing
influence her presence had exerted.
“That’s all very well,”
said the doctor; “but how am I going to excuse
it to her mother if she gets the fever, and what am
I going to do with another patient upon my hands and
no one to nurse her?”
“Oh, well, there’s no
harm done. She’s only been here a little
while, and her brother’s coming to take her
home before long.”
“Not quite so fast, my good
lady. She has been exposed to the fever already,
and if she goes home now, may communicate it to her
two brothers or the other girl that boards with them.
Then her mother would be sure to go home to take care
of them, and there would be an end of my hospital
and my quarantine. No; she must either go to her
mother and take her chance there, or she must stay
here till we see whether she has escaped the contagion.”
“Please, let me stay here,”
said Katie, who had overheard this conversation.
“I don’t think I shall have the fever,
but I am sure I can be of use to them all.”
“Wouldn’t you like to go and be with your
mother?”
“Yes, sir, I’d like to,
but I’d rather stay here; because, because
they need me, and” the rest of the
sentence was spoken low as if without being intended
for any one to hear, but both the doctor and Mr. Sanderson
heard it and marveled at the words. They were:
“Even Christ pleased not himself.”