Milly, too, had not been without a
sharp reminder that the leaves in her life so blank
to her, had been fully inscribed by another. She
hardly yet felt mistress of the house, but it was
pleasant to rest and read in the low, white-panelled
drawing-room, which lowered awnings kept cool, although
the afternoon sun struck a golden shaft across the
flowering window-boxes of its large and deeply recessed
bow-window. The whole room was lighter and more
feminine than Milly would have made it, but at bottom
the taste that reigned there was more severe than her
own. The only pictures on the panels were a few
eighteenth century colored prints, already charming,
soon to be valuable, and one or two framed pieces
of needlework which harmonized with them.
Presently the door-bell rang and a
Mr. Fitzroy was announced by the parlor-maid, in a
tone which implied that she was accustomed to his
name. He looked about the age of an undergraduate
and was extraordinarily well-groomed, in spite of,
or perhaps because of, being in a riding-dress.
His sleek dark hair was neatly parted in the middle
and he was clean shaven, when to be so smacked of the
stage; but his manners and expression smacked of nothing
of the kind.
“I’m awfully glad to find
you at home, Mrs. Stewart,” he said. “I’ve
been lunching at the Morrisons’, and, you know,
I’m afraid there’s going to be a row.”
The Morrisons? They lived outside
Oxford, and Milly knew them by sight, that was all.
“What about?” she asked,
kindly, thinking the young man had come for help,
or at least sympathy, in some embarrassment of his
own.
“Why, about your acting Galatea.
Jim Morrison’s been a regular fool about it.
He’d no business to take it for granted that
that was the part I wanted Mrs. Shaw for. Now
it appears she’s telling every one that she’s
been asked to play the lead at the Besselsfield theatricals;
and, by Jove, he says she is to, too!”
Milly went rather pale and then quite pink.
“Then of course I couldn’t
think of taking the part,” she said, gasping
with relief at this providential escape.
Mr. Fitzroy in his turn flushed.
He had an obstinate chin and the cares of stage-management
had already traced a line right across his smooth
forehead. It deepened to a furrow as he leaned
forward out of his low wicker chair, clutching the
pair of dogskin gloves which he held in his hand.
“Oh, come, I say now, Mrs. Stewart!”
and his voice and eye were surprisingly stern for
one so young. “That’s not playing
fair. You promised me you’d see me through
this show, and you know as well as I do, Mrs. Shaw
can no more act than those fire-irons.”
“But I ” Milly
was about to say “I’ve never acted in my
life” when she remembered that she
knew less than any one in her acquaintance what she
had or had not done in that recent life which was not
hers. “I shouldn’t act Galatea at
all well,” she substituted lamely; “and
I shouldn’t look the part nearly as well as
Mrs. Shaw will.”
“Excuse me, Mrs. Stewart, but
I’m certain you’re simply cut out for it
all round, and you told me the other day you were particularly
anxious to play it. You promised you’d
stick to me through thick and thin and not care a
twopenny I mean a straw what
Jim Morrison and Mrs. Shaw ”
In the stress of conversation they
had neither of them noticed the tinkle of the front-door
bell. Now the door of the room, narrow and in
the thickness of an enormous wall, was thrown open
and Mrs. Shaw was announced.
Fitzroy, forgetful of manners in his
excitement, stooped forward and gripping Milly’s
arm almost hissed:
“Remember! You’ve promised me.”
The words filled Milly with misery.
That any one should be able to accuse her of breaking
a promise, however unreal her responsibility for it,
was horrible to her.
Mrs. Shaw entered, no longer the seraph
of twenty months ago. She had latterly put off
the aesthetic raiment she had worn with such peculiar
grace, and her dress and coiffure were quite in the
fashion of the hour. The transformation somewhat
shocked Milly, who could never help feeling a slight
austere prejudice against fashionably dressed woman.
Then, considering how little she knew Mrs. Shaw, it
was embarrassing to be kissed by her.
“It’s odd I should find
you here, Mr. Fitzroy,” said Mrs. Shaw, settling
her rustling skirts on a chintzy chair. “I’ve
just come to talk to Mrs. Stewart about the acting.
I’m so sorry there’s been a misunderstanding
about it.”
Her tone was civil but determined,
and there was a fighting look in her eye.
“So am I, Mrs. Shaw, most uncommonly
sorry,” returned Fitzroy, patting his sleek
hair and feeling that his will was adamant, however
pretty Mrs. Shaw might be.
“Of course, I shouldn’t
have thought of taking the part away from Mrs. Stewart,”
she resumed, glancing at Milly, not without meaning,
“but Mr. Morrison asked me to take it quite
a fortnight ago. I’ve learned most of it
and rehearsed two scenes already with him. He
says they go capitally, and we both think it seems
rather a pity to waste all that labor and change the
part now.”
Fitzroy cast a look at Mrs. Stewart
which was meant to call up reinforcements from that
quarter; but as she sat there quite silent, he cleared
his throat and begun:
“It’s an awful bore, of
course, but I fancy it’s about three weeks or
a month since I first asked Mrs. Stewart to play the
lead isn’t it, Mrs. Stewart?”
Milly muttered assent, horribly suspecting
a lie. A flash of indignant scorn from Mrs. Shaw
confirmed the suspicion.
“Mrs. Stewart said something
quite different when I spoke to her about it at tennis
on Friday. Didn’t you, Mildred?” she
asked.
Milly crimsoned.
“Did I?” she stammered.
“I’m afraid I’ve got a dreadfully
bad memory for for dates of
that kind.”
Mrs. Shaw smiled coldly. Mr.
Fitzroy felt himself deceived in Mrs. Stewart as an
ally. He had counted on her promised support,
on her wit and spirit to carry him through, and her
conduct was simply cowardly.
“The fact is, Mrs. Shaw,”
he said, “Jim Morrison’s not bossing this
show at all. That’s where the mistake has
come in. My aunt, Lady Wolvercote, is a bit of
an autocrat, don’t you know, and she doesn’t
like us fellows to arrange things on our own account.
If she knew you I’m sure she’d see what
a splendid Galatea you’d make, but as it is she’s
set her heart on getting Mrs. Stewart from the very
first.”
Had he stopped here his position would
have been good, but an indignant instinct, urging
him to push the reluctant Mrs. Stewart into the proper
place of woman that natural shield of man
against all the social disagreeables he brings on
himself made Fitzroy rush into the fatal
detail.
“My aunt told you so at the
Masonic; didn’t she, Mrs. Stewart?”
Milly, under the young man’s
imperious eye, assented feebly, but Mrs. Shaw laughed.
She perfectly remembered Mildred having mentioned on
that very occasion that she did not know Lady Wolvercote
by sight.
“I’m afraid I’ve
come just a few minutes too soon,” she said,
dryly. “You and Mr. Fitzroy don’t
seem to have talked things over quite enough.”
The saying was dark and yet too clear.
Milly, the meticulously truthful, saw herself convicted
of some horrible falsehood. She blushed violently,
gasped, and rolled her handkerchief into a tight ball.
Mr. Fitzroy ignoring the insinuation, changed his
line.
“The part we really wanted you
to take, Mrs. Shaw, was that of a nymph in an Elizabethan
masque which Lumley has written, with music by Stephen
Bampton. It’s to be played in the rose garden
and there’s a chorus of nymphs who sing and
dance. We want them to look perfectly lovely,
don’t you know, and as there can’t be
any make-up to speak of, it’s awfully difficult
to find the right people.”
Mrs. Shaw disdained the lure and mentally
condemned his anxiously civil manner as “soapy.”
“I shall ask Mr. Morrison to
go to Lady Wolvercote at once,” she said, “and
see whether she really wishes me to give up the part.
Time’s getting on, and he says he won’t
be able to have many more rehearsals.”
There was a sound as of a carriage
stopping in the street below, the jingling of bits,
and a high female voice giving an order. Fitzroy,
inwardly exasperated by Mrs. Shaw’s resistance
and the abject conduct of his ally, sprang to his
feet.
“I believe that’s my aunt!”
he exclaimed. “She wants me to call at
Blenheim on the way home, and I suppose the Morrisons
told her where I was.”
He managed to slip his head out between
the edge of an awning and the mignonette and geraniums
of a window-box.
“It’s my aunt, right enough.
May I fetch her up, Mrs. Stewart?” He was down
the stairs in a moment and voluble in low-voiced colloquy
with the lady in the barouche.
Lady Wolvercote was organizing the
great fancy fair for the benefit of the County Cottage
Hospitals, and had left the dramatic part of the programme
to her nephew to arrange. She was a tall, slight
woman, of the usual age for aunts, and pleasant to
every one; but she took it for granted that every
one would do as she wished naturally, since
they always did in her neighborhood. As she stumbled
up the stairs after Charlie Fitzroy it
was a dark staircase and narrow in proportion to its
massive oak balusters she felt faintly annoyed
with him for dragging her into the quarrels of his
middle-class friends, but confident that she could
manage them without the least trouble.
Milly was relieved at the return of
Mr. Fitzroy with his aunt. She had had an unhappy
five minutes with Mrs. Shaw, who had been saying cryptic
but unpleasant things and calling her “Mildred”;
whereas she did not so much as know Mrs. Shaw’s
Christian name.
Seeing Mrs. Shaw, beautiful, animated,
well-dressed, and Milly neatly clothed, since her
clothes were not of her own choosing, but with her
hair unbecomingly knotted, the brightness of her eyes,
complexion, and expression in eclipse, Lady Wolvercote
wondered at her nephew’s choice. But that
was his affair. She began to talk in a rather
high-pitched voice and continuously, like one whose
business it is to talk; so that it was difficult to
interrupt without rudeness.
“So you’re going to be
kind enough to act Galatea for us at our fancy fair,
Mrs. Stewart? We want it to be a great success,
and Lord Wolvercote and I have heard so much about
your acting. My nephew said the part of Galatea
would suit you exactly; didn’t you, Charlie?”
“Down to the ground,”
interpolated, or rather accompanied, Fitzroy.
“We shall have the placards out on Wednesday,
and people are looking forward already to seeing Mrs.
Stewart. There’ll be a splendid audience.”
“Every one has promised to fill
their houses for the fair,” Lady Wolvercote
was continuing, “and the Duke thinks he may be
able to get down ,” she
mentioned a royalty. “You’re going
to help us too, aren’t you, Mrs. Shaw?
It’s so very kind of you. We’ve got
such a pretty part for you in a musical affair which
Lenny Lumley wrote with somebody or other for the
Duchess of Ulster’s Elizabethan bazaar.
There’s a chorus of fairies nymphs,
Charlie? Yes, nymphs, and we want them all to
be very pretty and able to sing, and there’s
a charming dance for them. I’m afraid that
silly boy, Jim Morrison, made some mistake about it,
and told you we wanted you to act Galatea. But
of course we couldn’t possibly do without you
in the other thing, and Mrs. Stewart seems quite pointed
out for that Galatea part. Jim’s such a
dear, isn’t he? And such a splendid actor,
every one says he really ought to go on the stage.
But we none of us pay the least attention to anything
the dear boy says, for he always does manage to get
things wrong.”
Mrs. Shaw had been making little movements
preparatory to going. She had no gift for the
stage except beauty, but that produces an illusion
of success, and she took her acting with the seriousness
of a Düse.
“I’m sorry I didn’t
know Mr. Morrison’s habits better,” she
replied. “I’ve been studying the
part of Galatea a good deal and rehearsing it with
him as well. Of course, I don’t for a moment
wish to prevent Mrs. Stewart from taking it, but I’ve
spent a good deal of time upon it and I’m afraid
I can’t undertake anything else. Of course,
it’s very inconvenient stopping in Oxford in
August, and I shouldn’t care to do it except
for the sake of a part which I felt gave me a real
opportunity ”
“But it’s a very pretty
part we’ve got for you,” resumed Lady
Wolvercote, perplexed. “And we were hoping
to see you over at Besselsfield a good deal for rehearsals ”
It seemed to her a “part of
nature’s holy plan” that the prospect of
Besselsfield should prove irresistibly attractive to
the wives of professional men.
“Thanks, so much, but I’m
sure you and Mr. Fitzroy must know plenty of girls
who would do for that sort of part,” returned
Mrs. Shaw.
Milly here broke in eagerly:
“Please, Lady Wolvercote, do
persuade Mrs. Shaw to take Galatea; I’m sure
I sha’n’t be able to do it a bit; and I
would try and take the nymph. I should love the
music, and I know I could do the singing, anyhow.”
She rose because Mrs. Shaw had risen
and was looking for her parasol and shaking out her
plumes. But why did Mr. Fitzroy and Mrs. Shaw
both stare at her in an unvarnished surprise, touched
with ridicule on the lady’s side?
“No, no, Mrs. Stewart, that
won’t do!” cried he, in obvious dismay.
At the same moment Mrs. Shaw ejaculated, ironically:
“That’s very brave of
you Mildred! I thought you hated music and were
never going to try to sing again.”
She and Fitzroy had both been present
on an occasion when Mildred, urged on by Milly’s
musical reputation, had committed herself to an experiment
in song which had not been successful.
“Thank you very much,”
Mrs. Shaw went on, “for offering to change, but
of course Lady Wolvercote must arrange things as she
likes; and, to speak frankly, I’m not particularly
sorry to give the acting up, as my husband was rather
upset at my not being able to go to Switzerland with
him on the 28th. No, please don’t trouble;
I can let myself out. Good-bye, Lady Wolvercote;
I hope the fair and the theatricals will be a great
success. Good-bye, Mr. Fitzroy, good-bye.”
Lady Wolvercote’s faint remonstrances
were drowned in the adieus, and Mrs. Shaw sailed out
with flying colors, while Milly sank back abjectly
into the seat from which she had risen. Every
minute she was realizing with a more awful clearness
that she, whose one appearance on the stage had been
short and disastrous, was cast to play the leading
part in a public play before a large and brilliant
audience. She hardly heard Fitzroy’s bitter
remarks on Mrs. Shaw not forgetting Jim
Morrison or Lady Wolvercote exclaiming
in a voice almost dreamy with amazement:
“Really it’s too extraordinary!”
“I’m very sorry Mrs. Shaw
won’t take the part,” said Milly, clasping
and unclasping her slender fingers, “for I know
I can’t do it myself.”
Fitzroy was protesting, but she forced
herself to continue: “You don’t know
what I’m like when I’m nervous. When
we had tableaux vivants at Ascham I was supposed
to be Charlotte putting a wreath on Werther’s
urn, and I trembled so much that I knocked the urn
down. It was only card-board, so it didn’t
break, but every one laughed and the tableau was spoiled.”
Fitzroy and his aunt cried out that
that was nothing, a first appearance; any one could
see she had got over that now. Pale, with terrified
eyes, she looked from one to the other of her tormentors,
who continued to sing the praises of her past prowess
on the boards and to foretell the unprecedented harvest
of laurels she would reap at Besselsfield. The
higher their enthusiasm rose, the more profound became
her dejection. There seemed no loop-hole for escape,
unless the earth would open and swallow her, which
however much to be desired was hardly to be expected.
The ting of a bicycle-bell below did
not seem to promise assistance, for cyclists affected
the quiet street. But it happened that this bicycle
bore Ian to the door. He did not notice the coronet
on the carriage which stood before it, and assumed
it to belong to one of the three or four ladies in
Oxford who kept such équipages. Yet in the
blank state of Milly’s memory, he was sorry
she had not denied herself to visitors, which Mildred
had already learned to do with a freedom only possible
to women who are assured social success. Commonly
the sight of a carriage would have sent him tiptoeing
past the drawing-room, but now, vaguely uneasy, he
came straight in. He looked particularly tall
in the frame of the doorway, so low that his black
hair almost touched the lintel; particularly handsome
in the shaded, white-panelled room, into which the
dark glow of his sunburned skin and brown eyes, bright
with exercise, seemed to bring the light and warmth
of the summer earth and sky.
Milly sprang to meet him. Lady
Wolvercote was surprised to learn that this was Mrs.
Stewart’s husband. She had no idea a Don
could be so young and good-looking. Judging of
Dons solely by the slight and slighting references
of her undergraduate relatives, she had imagined them
to be weird-looking men, within various measurable
distances of the grave.
“Lady Wolvercote and Mr. Fitzroy
want me to act Galatea at the Besselsfield theatricals,”
said Milly, clinging to his sleeve and looking up
at him with appealing eyes. “Please tell
them I can’t possibly do it. I’m I’m
not well enough am I?”
“We’re within three weeks
of the performance, sir,” put in Fitzroy.
“Mrs. Stewart promised she’d do it, and
we shall be in a regular fix now if she gives it up.
Mrs. Shaw’s chucked us already.”
“Yes, and every one says how
splendidly Mrs. Stewart acts,” pleaded Lady
Wolvercote.
Stewart had half forgotten the matter;
but now he remembered that Mildred had been keen to
have the part only a week ago, and a little pettish
because he had advised her to leave it alone, on account
of Mrs. Shaw. Now she was hanging on him with
desperate eyes and that worried brow which he had
not seen once since he had married her.
“I’m extremely sorry,
Lady Wolvercote,” he said, “but my wife’s
had a nervous break-down lately and I can’t
allow her to act. She’s not fit for it.”
“Ah, I see I quite
understand!” returned Lady Wolvercote. “But
we’d take great care of her, Mr. Stewart.
She could come and stay at Besselsfield.”
Fitzroy’s gloom lifted.
His aunt was a trump. Surely an invitation to
Besselsfield must do the job. But Stewart, though
apologetic, was inflexible. He had forbidden
his wife to act and there was an end of it. The
perception of the differences between the two personalities
of Milly which had been thrust to-day on his unwilling
mind, made him grasp the meaning of her frantic appeals
for protection. He relieved her of all responsibility
for her refusal to act.
Lady Wolvercote observed, as she and
her nephew went sadly on their way, that Mr. Stewart
seemed a very, very odd man in spite of his presentable
manners and appearance; and Fitzroy replied gloomily
that of course he was a beast. Dons always were
beasts.