Maxwell Davison settled in Oxford
for six months, in order to see his great book on
Persian Literature through the press. His advent
had been looked forward to as promising a welcome
variety, bringing a splash of vivid color into a somewhat
quiet-hued, monotonous world. But there was doomed
to be some disappointment. Mr. Davison went rather
freely to College dinners but seldom into general
society. It came to be understood that he disliked
meeting women; Mrs. Stewart, however, he appeared
to except from his condemnation or rule. Ian was
his cousin, which made a pretext at first for going
to the Stewarts’ house; but he went because
he found the couple interesting in their respective
ways. Some Dons, unable to believe that a man
without a University education could teach them anything,
would lecture him out of their little pocketful of
knowledge about Oriental life and literature.
Ian, on the contrary, was an admirable producer of
all that was interesting in others; and in Davison
that all was much. At first he had tried to keep
Mrs. Stewart in what he conceived to be her proper
place; but as time went on he found himself dropping
in at the old house with surprising frequency, and
often when he knew Ian to be in College or too busy
to attend to him.
He had brought horses with him and
offered to give Mildred a mount whenever she liked.
Milly had learned the rudiments of the art, but she
was too timid to care for riding. Mildred, on
the other hand, delighted in the swift motion through
the air, the sensation of the strong bounding life
almost incorporated with her own, and if she had moments
of terror she had more of ecstatic daring. She
and Davison ended by riding together once or twice
a week.
Interesting as Mildred found Maxwell
Davison’s companionship, it did not altogether
conduce to her happiness. She who had been so
content to be merely alive, began now to chafe at
the narrow limits of her existence. He opened
the wide horizons of the world before her, and her
soul seemed native to them. One April afternoon
they rode to Wytham together. The woods of Wytham
clothe a long ridge of hill around which the young
Thames sweeps in a strong curve and through them a
grass ride runs unbroken for a mile and a half.
Now side by side, now passing and repassing each other,
they had “kept the great pace” along the
track, the horses slackening their speed somewhat
as they went down the dip, only to spring forward
with fresh impetus, lifting their hind-quarters gallantly
to the rise; then given their heads for the last burst
along the straight bit to the drop of the hill, away
they went in passionate competition, foam-flecked
and sending the clods flying from their hurrying hoofs.
A mile and a half of galloping only
serves to whet the appetite of a well-girt horse,
and the foaming rivals hardly allowed themselves to
be pulled up at the edge of a steep grassy slope,
where already here and there a yellow cowslip bud
was beginning to break its pale silken sheath.
At length their impatient dancing was over, and they
stood quiet, resigned to the will of the incomprehensible
beings who controlled them. But Mildred’s
blood was dancing still and she abandoned herself
to the pleasure of it, undistracted by speech.
Beyond the shining Thames, wide-curving through its
broad green meadows, and the gray bridge and tower
of Eynsham, that great landscape, undulating, clothed
in the mystery of moving cloud-shadows, gave her an
agreeable impression of being a view into a strange
country, hundreds of miles away from Oxford and the
beaten track. But Maxwell’s eyes were fixed
upon her.
The wood about them was just breaking
into the various beauty of spring foliage, emerald
and gold and red; a few trees still holding up naked
gray branches among it; here and there a white cloud
of cherry blossom, shining in a clearing or floating
mistily amid bursting tree-tops below them. They
turned to the right, down a narrow ride, mossy and
winding, where perforce they trod on flowers as they
went; for the path and the wood about it were carpeted
with blue dog-violets and the pale soft blossoms of
primroses, opening in clusters amid their thick fresh
foliage and the brown of last year’s fallen leaves.
The sky above wore the intense blue in which dark
clouds are seen floating, and as the gleams of travelling
sunshine passed over the wooded hill, its colors also
glowed with a peculiar intensity. The horses,
no longer excited by a vista of turf, were walking
side by side. But the beauty of earth and sky
were nothing to Maxwell, whose whole being was intent
on the beauty of the woman in the saddle beside him;
the rose and the gold of cheek and hair, the lithe
grace of the body, lightly moving to the motion of
her horse.
She turned to him with a sudden bright smile.
“How perfectly delightful riding
is! I owe all the pleasure of it to you.”
“Do you?” he asked, smiling
too, but slightly and gravely, narrowing on her his
inscrutable eyes. “Well, then, will you
do what I want?”
“I thought you were a fatalist
and never wanted anything. But if you condescend
to want me to do something, your slave obeys.
You see I’m learning the proper way for a woman
to talk.”
“I want you to remove the preposterous
black pot with which you’ve covered up your
hair. I’ll carry it for you.”
“Oh, Max! What would people
think if they met me riding without my hat? Fancy
Miss Cayley! What she’d say! And the
Warden of Canterbury! What he’d feel!”
She laughed delightedly.
“They never ride this way.
It’s the ‘primrose path,’ you see,
and they’re afraid of the ‘everlasting
bonfire.’ I’m not; you’re not.
You’re not afraid of anything.”
“I am. I’m afraid of old maids and most
butlers.”
Maxwell laughed, but his laugh was a harsh one.
“Humbug! If you really
wanted to do anything you’d do it. I know
you better than you know yourself. If you won’t
take your hat off it’s because you don’t
really want to do what I want; and when you say pretty
things to me about your gratitude for the pleasure
I’m giving you, you’re only telling the
same old lies women tell all the world over.”
“There! Catch my reins!”
cried Mildred, leaning over and holding them out to
him. “How do you suppose I can take my hat
off if you don’t?”
He obeyed and drew up to her, stooping
near, a hand on the mane of her horse. The horses
nosed together and fidgeted, while she balanced herself
in the saddle with lifted arms, busy with hat-pins.
The task accomplished, she handed the hat to him and
they cantered on. Presently she turned towards
him, brightening.
“You were quite right about
the hat, Max. It’s ever so much nicer without
it; one feels freer, and what I love about riding is
the free feeling. It’s as though one had
got out of a cage; as though one could jump over all
the barriers of life; as though there were nobody and
nothing to hinder one from galloping right out into
the sky if one chose. But I can’t explain
what I mean.”
“Of course you don’t mean
the sky,” he answered. “What you really
mean is the desert. There’s space, there’s
color, glorious, infinite, with an air purer than
earthly. Such a life, Mildred! The utter
freedom of it! None of this weary, dreary slavery
you call civilization. That would be the life
for you.”
It was true that Mildred’s was
an essentially nomadic and adventurous soul.
Whether the desert was precisely the most suitable
sphere for her wanderings was open to doubt, but for
the moment as typifying freedom, travel, and motion all
that really was as the breath of life to her it
fascinated her imagination. Maxwell, closely watching
that sunshine-gilded head, saw her eyes widen, her
whole expression at once excited and meditative, as
though she beheld a vision. But in a moment she
had turned to him with a challenging smile.
“I thought slavery was the only proper thing
for women.”
“So it is for ordinary
women. It makes them happier and less mischievous.
But I don’t fall into the mistake which
causes such a deal of unnecessary misery and waste
in the world the mistake of supposing that
you can ever make a rule which it’s good for
every one to obey. You’ve got to make your
rule for the average person. Therefore it’s
bound not to fit the man or woman who is not average,
and it’s folly to wish them to distort themselves
to fit it.”
“And I’m not average?
I needn’t be a slave? Oh, thank you, Max!
I am so glad.”
“Confound it, Mildred, I’m
not joking. You are a born queen and you oughtn’t
to be a slave; but you are one, all the same.
You’re a slave to the ‘daily round, the
common task,’ which were never meant for such
as you; you’re a slave to the conventional idiocy
of your neighbors. You daren’t even take
your hat off till I make you; and now you see how nice
it is to ride with your hat off.”
They had been slowly descending the
steep, stony road which leads to Wytham Village, but
as he spoke they were turning off into a large field
to the right, across which a turfy track led gradually
up to the woods from which they had come. The
track lay smooth before them, and the horses began
to sidle and dance directly their hoofs touched it.
Mildred did not answer his remarks, except by a reference
to the hat.
“Don’t lose it, that’s
all!” she shouted, looking back and laughing,
as she shot up the track ahead of him. He fancied
she was trying to show him that she could run away
from him if she chose; and with a quiet smile on his
lips and a firm hand on his tugging horse, he kept
behind her until she was a good way up the field.
Then he gave his horse its head and it sprang forward.
She heard the eager thud of the heavy hoofs drawing
up behind, and in a few seconds he was level with her.
For a minute they galloped neck and neck, though at
a little distance from each other. Then she saw
him ahead, riding with a seat looser than most Englishmen’s,
yet with an assurance, a grace of its own, the hind-quarters
of his big horse lifting powerfully under him, as it
sped with great bounds over the flying turf.
Her own mare saw it, too, and vented her annoyance
in a series of kicks, which, it must be confessed,
seriously disturbed Mildred’s equilibrium.
Then settling to business, she sprang after her companion.
Maxwell heard her following him up the long grass
slope towards the gate which opens into the main ride
by which they had started. He fancied he had
the improvised race well in hand, but suddenly the
hoofs behind him hurried their beat; Mildred flew
past him at top speed and flung her mare back on its
haunches at the gate.
“I’ve won! Hurrah!
I’ve won!” she shouted, breathlessly, and
waved her whip at him.
Maxwell was swearing beneath his breath,
in a spasm of anger and anxiety.
“Don’t play the fool!”
he cried, savagely, as he drew rein close to her.
“You might have thrown the mare down or mixed
her in with the gate, pulling her up short like that.
It’s a wonder you didn’t come off yourself,
for though you’re a devil to go, you know as
well as I do you’re a poor horse-woman.”
He was violently angry, partly at
Mildred’s ignorant rashness, partly because,
after all, she had beaten him. She, taking her
hat from his hand and fastening it on again, uttered
apologies, but from the lips only; for she had never
seen a man furious before, and she was keenly interested
in the spectacle. Maxwell’s eyes were not
inscrutable now; they glittered with manifest rage.
His harsh voice was still harsher, his hard jaw clinched,
the muscles of his lean face, which was as pale as
its brownness allowed it to be, stood out like cords,
and the hand that grasped her reins shook. Mildred
felt somewhat as she imagined a lion-tamer might feel;
just the least bit alarmed, but mistress of the brute,
on the whole, and enjoying the contact with anything
so natural and fierce and primitive. The feeling
had not had time to pall on her, when going through
the gate, they were joined by two other members of
the little clan of Wytham riders, and all rode back
to Oxford together, through flying scuds of rain.