He came to her next through music,
when the rain clouds had broken away. That divine
whistle, mellow, mocking, irresistible, still was
heard when morning lay on the hills. Often, when
afternoon had touched all the air to gold, when the
shadows of chestnut and cypress and gnarled olive
lay long on the grass, other sounds floated down to
Daphne, music from some instrument that she did not
know. It was no harp, surely, yet certain clear,
ranging notes seemed to come from the sweeping of
harp strings; again, it had all the subtle, penetrating
melody of the violin. Whatever instrument gave
it forth, it drew the girl’s heart after it
to wander its own way. When it was gay it won
her feet to some dance measure, and all alone in the
great empty rooms she would move to it with head thrown
back and her whole body swaying in a new sense of
rhythm. When it was sad, it set her heart to
beating in great throbs, for then it begged and pleaded.
There was need in it, a human cry that surely was
not the voice of a god. It spoke out of a great
yearning that answered to her own. Whether it
was swift or slow she loved it, and waited for it
day by day, thinking of Apollo and his harping to
the muses nine.
So her old life and her old mood slipped
away like a garment no longer needed: her days
were set to melody, and her nights to pleasant dreams.
The jangle of street cars and the twinges of conscience,
the noises of her native city, and her heart searchings
in the Little Church of All the Saints faded to the
remoteness of a faint gray bar of cloud that makes
the sunset brighter in the west. She went singing
among the olives or past the fountain under the ilexes
on the hill: duties and perplexities vanished
in the clear sunshine and pleasant shadow of this
golden world.
And all this meant that she had forgotten
about the mails. She had ceased to long for
letters containing good news, or to fear that one
full of bad tidings would come, and every one knows
that such a state of mind as this is serious.
Now, when Assunta found her one morning, pacing the
long, frescoed hall, by the side of the running water,
and put a whole sheaf of letters into her hand, Daphne
looked at them cautiously, and started to open one,
then lost her courage and held them for a while to
get used to them. Finally she went upstairs and
changed her dress, putting on her short skirt and red
felt hat, and walked out into the highway with Hermes
skipping after her. She walked rapidly up the
even way, under the high stone walls green with overhanging
ivy and wistaria vines, and the lamb kept pace with
her with his gay gallop, broken now and then by a
sidelong leap of sheer joy up into the air. Presently
she found a turning that she had not known before,
marked by a little wayside shrine, and taking it,
followed a narrow grass-grown road that curled about
the side of a hill.
She read her father’s letter
first, walking slowly and smiling. If he were
only here to share this wide beauty! Then she
read her sister’s, which was full of woeful
exclamations and bad news. The sick man was slowly
dying, and they could not leave him. Meanwhile
she was desolated by thinking of her little sister.
Of course she was safe, for Giacomo and Assunta were
more trustworthy than the Italian government, but it
must be very stupid, and she had meant to give Daphne
such a gay time at the villa. She would write
at once to some English friends at Lake Scala, ten
miles away, to see if they could not do something to
relieve her sister’s solitude.
“To relieve my solitude!”
gasped Daphne. “Oh I am so afraid something
will!”
There were several other letters,
all from friends at home. One, in a great square
envelope, addressed with an English scrawl, she dreaded,
and she kept it for the last. When she did tear
it open her face grew quite pale. There was
much in it about duty and consecration, and much concerning
two lives sacrificed to the same great ideal.
It breathed thoughts of denial and of annihilation
of self, and, yes, Eustace took her at
her word and was ready to welcome again the old relation.
If she would permit him, he would send back the ring.
Hermes hid behind a stone and dashed
out at his mistress to surprise her, expecting to
be chased as usual, but Daphne could not run.
With heavy feet and downcast eyes she walked along
the green roadway, then, when her knees suddenly became
weak, sat down on a stone and covered her face with
her hands. She had not known until this moment
how she had been hoping that two and two would not
make four; she had not really believed that this could
be the result of her letter of atonement. Her
soul had traveled far since she wrote that letter,
and it was hard to find the way back. Hiding
the brown and purple distances of the Campagna came
pictures of dim, candle-lighted spaces, of a thin
face with a setting of black and white priestly garments,
and in her ears was the sound of a voice endlessly
intoning. It made up a vision of the impossible.
She sat there a long, long time, and
when she wakened to a consciousness of where she was,
it was a whining voice that roused her.
“Signorina, for the love of
heaven, give me a few soldi, for I am starving.”
Daphne looked up and was startled,
and yet old beggar women were common enough sights
here among the hills. This one had an evil look,
with her cunning, half-shut eyes.
The girl shook her head.
“I have no money with me,” she remarked.
“But Signorina, so young, so
beautiful, surely she has money with her.”
A dirty brown hand came all too close to Daphne’s
face, and she sprang to her feet.
“I have spoken,” she said
severely, giving a little stamp. “I have
none. Now go away.”
The whining continued, unintermittent.
The old woman came closer, and her hand touched the
girl’s skirt. Wrenching herself away, Daphne
found herself in the grasp of two skinny arms, and
an actual physical struggle began. The girl
had no time for fear, and suddenly help came.
A firm hand caught the woman’s shoulder, and
the victim was free.
“Are you hurt?” asked Apollo anxiously.
She shook her head, smiling.
“Frightened?”
“No. Don’t you always rescue me?”
“But this is merest accident,
my being here. It really isn’t safe for
you alone on these roads.”
“I knew you were near.”
“And yet, I have just this minute
come round the hill. You could not possibly
have seen me.”
“I have ways of knowing,” said Daphne,
smiling demurely.
A faint little bleat interrupted them.
“Oh, oh!” cried the girl, “she is
running away with Hermes!”
Never did Apollo move more swiftly
than he did then! Daphne followed, with flying
feet. He reached the beggar woman, held her,
took the lamb with one hand from her and handed it
to Daphne. There followed a scene which the girl
remembered afterward with a curious sense of misgiving
and of question. The thief gave one glance at
the beautiful, angry face of the man, then fell at
his feet, groveling and beseeching. What she
was saying the girl did not know, but her face and
figure bore a look of more than mortal fear.
“What does she think him?”
murmured the girl. Then she turned away with
him, and, with the lamb at their heels, they walked
together back along the grassy road.
“You look very serious,”
remarked her protector. “You are sure it
is not fright?”
She shook her head, holding up her bundle of letters.
“Bad news?”
“No, good,” she answered, smiling bravely.
“I hope good news will be infrequent,”
he answered. “You look like Iphigenia
going to be sacrificed.”
“I will admit that there is
a problem,” said the girl. “There’s
a question about my doing something.”
“And you know it must be right
to do it because you hate it?” he asked.
She nodded.
“Don’t you think so, too?
Now when you answer,” she added triumphantly,
“I shall know what kind of god you are.”
They had reached the turning of the
ways, and he stopped, as if intending to leave her.
“I cannot help you,” he said sadly, “for
I do not know the case. Only, I think it is
best not to decide by any abstruse rule. Life
is life’s best teacher, and out of one’s
last experience comes insight for the next.
But don’t be too sure that duty and unhappiness
are one.”
She left him, standing by the little
wayside shrine with a strange look on his face.
A tortured Christ hung there, casting the shadow of
pain upon the passers-by. The expression in
the brown eyes of the heathen god haunted her all
the way down the hill, and throughout the day:
they seemed to understand, and yet be glad.