Overhead was a sky of soft, dusky
blue, broken by the clear light of the stars:
all about were the familiar walks of the villa garden,
mysterious now in the darkness, and seeming to lead
into infinite space. The lines of aloe, fig,
and palm stood like shadows guarding a world of mystery.
Daphne, wandering alone in the garden at midnight,
half exultant, half afraid, stepped noiselessly along
the pebbled walks with a feeling that that world was
about to open for her. Ahead, through an arch
where the thick foliage of the ilexes had been cut
to leave the way clear for the passer-by, a single
golden planet shone low in the west, and the garden
path led to it.
Daphne had been unable to sleep, for
sleeplessness had become a habit during the past week.
Whether she was too happy or too unhappy she could
not tell: she only knew that she was restless
and smothering for air and space. Hastily dressing,
she had stolen on tiptoe down the broad stairway by
the running water and out into the night, carrying
a tiny Greek lamp with a single flame, clear, as only
the flame of olive oil can be. She had put the
lamp down in the doorway, and it was burning there
now, a beacon to guide her footsteps when she wanted
to return. Meanwhile, the air was cool on throat
and forehead and on her open palms: she had no
wish to go in.
Here was a fountain whose jets of
water, blown high from the mouths of merry dolphins,
fell in spray in a great stone basin where mermaids
waited for the shower to touch bare shoulders and bended
heads. The murmur of the water, mingled with
the murmur of unseen live things, and the melody of
night touched the girl’s discordant thoughts
to music. Of what avail, after all, was her fierce
struggle for duty? Here were soft shadows, and
great spaces, and friendly stars.
Of course her lover-god, Apollo, was
gone. She had known the other day when she left
him on the hill that she would not see him again, for
the look of his face had told her that. Of course,
it was better so. Now, everything would go on
as had been intended. Anna would come home; after
this visit was over, there would be New York again,
and Eustace. Yes, she was brave to share his
duty with him, and the years would not be long.
And always these autumn days would be shining through
the dark hours of her life, these perfect days of
sunshine without shadow. Of their experiences
she need not even tell, for she was not sure that
it had actually been real. She would keep it
as a sacred memory that was half a dream.
She was walking now by the rows of
tall chrysanthemums, and she reached out her fingers
to touch them, for she could almost feel their deep
yellow through her finger-tips. It was like taking
counsel of them, and they, like all nature, were wise.
Cypress and acacia and palm stood about like strong
comforters; help came from the tangled vines upon
the garden wall, from the matted periwinkle on the
ground at her feet, and the sweet late roses blossoming
in the dark.
Yes, he was gone, and the beauty and
the power of him had vanished. It was better
so, she kept saying to herself, her thoughts, no matter
where they wandered, coming persistently back, as if
the idea, so obviously true, needed proving after
all. The only thing was, she would have liked
to see him just once more to show him how invincible
she was. He had taken her by surprise that day
upon the hill, and had seen what she had not meant
to tell. Now, if she could confront him once,
absolutely unshaken, could tell him her decision, give
him words of dismissal in a voice that had no tremor
in it, as her voice had had the other day, that would
be a satisfactory and triumphant parting for one who
had come badly off. Her shoulder burned yet where
he had kissed it, and yet she was not angry.
He must have known that day how little she was vexed.
If she could only see him once again, she said wistfully
to herself, to show him how angry she was, all would
be well.
Daphne had wandered to the great stone
gate that led out upon the highway, and was leaning
her forehead against a moss-grown post, when she heard
a sudden noise. Then the voice of San Pietro
Martire broke the stillness of the night, and Daphne,
listening, thought she heard a faint sound of bleating.
Hermes was calling her, and Hermes was in danger.
Up the long avenue she ran toward the house, and,
seizing the tiny lamp at the doorway, sped up the
slope toward the inclosure where the two animals grazed,
the flame making a trail of light like that of a firefly
moving swiftly in the darkness. The bray rang
out again, but there was no second sound of bleating.
Inside the pasture gate she found the donkey anxiously
sniffing at something that lay in the grass.
Down on her knees went Daphne, for there lay Hermes
stretched out on his side, with traces of blood at
his white throat.
The girl put down her lamp and lifted
him in her arms. Some cowardly dog had done
this thing, and had run away on seeing her, or hearing
her unfasten the gate. She put one finger on
the woolly bosom, but the heart was not beating.
The lamb’s awkward legs were stretched out
quite stiffly, and his eyes were beginning to glaze.
Two tears dropped on the fat white side; then Daphne
bent and kissed him. Looking up, she saw San
Pietro gazing on with the usual grief of his face
intensified. It was as if he understood that
the place at his back where the lamb had cuddled every
night must go cold henceforward.
“We must bury him, San Pietro,”
said Daphne presently. “Come help me find
a place.”
She put the lambkin gently down upon
the ground, and, rising, started, with one arm over
San Pietro’s neck, to find a burial place for
the dead. The donkey followed willingly, for
he permitted himself to love his lady with a controlled
but genuine affection; and together they searched
by the light of the firefly lamp. At last Daphne
halted by a diminutive cypress, perhaps two feet high,
and announced that she was content.
The tool-house was not far away.
Investigating, she found, as she had hoped, that
the door was not locked. Arming herself with
a hoe she came back, and, under the light of southern
stars, dug a little grave in the soft, dark earth,
easily loosened in its crumbling richness. Then
she took the lamp and searched in the deep thick grass
for flowers, coming back with a mass of pink-tipped
daisies gathered in her skirt. The sight of
the brown earth set her to thinking: there ought
to be some kind of shroud. Near the tool-house
grew a laurel tree, she remembered, and from that
she stripped a handful of green, glossy leaves, to
spread upon the bottom of the grave. This done,
she bore the body of Hermes to his resting-place,
and strewed the corpse with pink daisies.
“Should he have Christian or
heathen burial?” she asked, smiling. “This
seems to be a place where the two faiths meet.
I think neither. He must just be given back
to Mother Nature.”
She heaped the sod over him with her
own hands, and fitted neatly together some bits of
turf. Then she took up her lamp to go. San
Pietro, tired of ceremony, was grazing in the little
circle of light.
“To-morrow,” said Daphne,
as she went down the hill, “he will be eating
grass from Hermes’ grave.”