A SHADOW ON THE PATH
Across the campus the ivy procession
wound its lovely length, flanked by rainbow clad Junior
ushers immensely conscious of themselves and their
importance as they bore the looped laurel chains between
which walked the even more important Seniors, all
in white and each bearing an American Beauty rose
before her proudly, like a wand of youth.
At the head of the procession, as
president of the class, walked Antoinette Holiday,
a little lady of quality, as none who saw her could
have helped recognizing. Her uncle, watching the
procession from the steps of a campus house, smiled
and sighed as he beheld her. She was so young,
so blithe-hearted, so untouched by the sad and sordid
things of life. If only he could keep her so
for a little, preserve the shining splendor of her
shield of innocent young joy. But, even as he
thought, he knew the folly of his wish. Tony
would be the last to desire to have life tempered
or kept from her. She would want to drain the
whole cup, bitter, sweet and all.
Farther back in the procession was
Carlotta, looking as heavenly fair and ethereal as
if she had that morning been wafted down from the skies.
Out of the crowd Phil Lambert’s eyes met hers
and smiled. Very sensibly and modernly these
two had decided to remain the best of friends since
fate prevented their being lovers. But Phil’s
eyes were rather more than friendly, resting on Carlotta,
and, underneath the diaphanous, exquisite white cloud
of a gown that she wore, Carlotta’s heart beat
a little faster for what she saw in his face.
The hand that held her rose trembled ever so slightly
as she smiled bravely back at him. She could not
forget those “very different” kisses of
his, nor, with all the will in the world, could she
go back to where she was before she went up the mountain
and came down again in the purple dusk. She knew
she had to get used to a strange, new world, a world
without Philip Lambert, a rather empty world, it seemed.
She wondered if this new world would give her anything
so wonderful and sweet as this thing that she had
by her own act surrendered. Almost she thought
not.
Ted, standing beside his uncle, watching
the procession, suddenly heard a familiar whistle,
a signal dating back to Holiday Hill days, as unmistakable
as the Star Spangled Banner itself, though who should
be using it here and why was a mystery. In a
moment his roving gaze discovered the solution.
Standing upon a slight elevation on the campus opposite
he perceived Dick Carson. The latter beckoned
peremptorily. Ted wriggled out of the group,
descended with one leap over the rail to the lawn,
and made his way to where the other youth waited.
“What in Sam Hill’s chewing
you?” he demanded upon arrival. “You’ve
made me quit the only spot I’ve struck to-day
where I had room to stand on my own feet and see anything
at the same time.”
“I say, Ted, what train was
Larry coming on?” counterquestioned Dick.
“Chicago Overland. Why?”
“Are you sure?”
“Of course I am sure. He
wired Tony. What in thunder are you driving at?
Get it out for Pete’s sake?”
“The Chicago Overland smashed
into a freight somewhere near Pittsburgh this morning.
There were hundreds of people killed. Oh, Lord,
Ted! I didn’t mean to break it to you like
that.” Dick was aghast at his own clumsiness
as Ted leaned against the brick wall of the college
building, his face white as chalk. “I wasn’t
thinking guess I wasn’t thinking
about much of anything except Tony,” he added.
Ted groaned.
“Don’t wonder,”
he muttered. “Let’s not let her get
wind of it till we have to. Are you sure there there
isn’t any mistake?” Ted put up his hand
to brush back a refractory lock of hair and found his
forehead wet with cold perspiration. “There’s
got to be a mistake. Larry I won’t
believe it, so there!”
“You don’t have to believe
it till you know. Even if he was on the train
it doesn’t mean he is hurt.” Dick
would not name the harsher possibility to Larry Holiday’s
brother.
“Of course, it doesn’t,”
snapped Ted. “I say, Dick, is it in the
papers yet?”
“No, it will be in an hour though,
as soon as the evening editions get out.”
“Good! Dick, it’s
up to you to keep Tony from knowing. She is going
to sing in the concert at five. That will keep
her occupied until six. But from now till then
nix on the news. Take her out on the fool pond,
walk her up Sunset Hill, quarrel with her, make love
to her, anything, so she won’t guess. I
don’t dare go near her. I’d give it
away in a minute, I’m such an idiot. Besides
I can’t think of anything but Larry. Gee!”
The boy swept his hand across his eyes. “Last
time I saw him I consigned him to the devil because
he told me some perfectly true things about myself
and tried to give me some perfectly sound advice.
And now I’m damned if I believe it.
Larry is all right. He’s got to be,”
fiercely.
“Of course, he is,” soothed
Dick. “And I’ll try to do as you say
about Tony. I’m not much of an actor, but
I guess I can carry it through for for
her sake.”
The little break in the speaker’s
voice made Ted turn quickly and stare at the other
youth.
“Dick, old chap, is it like
that with you? I didn’t know.”
Ted’s hand went out and held
the other’s in a cordial grip.
“Nobody knows. I I
didn’t mean to show it then. It’s
no good. I know that naturally.”
“I’m not so sure about
that. I know one member of the family that would
be mighty proud to have you for a brother.”
The obvious ring of sincerity touched
Dick. It was a good deal coming from a Holiday.
“Thank you, Ted. That means
a lot, I can tell you. I’ll never forget
your saying it like that. You won’t give
me away, I know.”
“Sure not, old man. Tony
is way up in the clouds just now, anyway. We are
all mostly ants in our minor ant hills so far as she
is concerned. Gee! I hope it isn’t
this thing about Larry that is going to pull her down
to earth. If anything had to happen to any of
us why couldn’t it have been me instead of Larry.
He is worth ten of me.”
“We don’t know that anything
has happened to Larry yet,” Dick reminded.
“I say, Ted, they must have got the ivy planted.
Everybody’s coming back. Tony is lunching
with me at Boyden’s right away, and I’ll
see that she has her hands full until it is time for
the concert. You warn Miss Carlotta, so she’ll
be on guard after I surrender her. I’m afraid
you will have to tell your uncle.”
“I will. Trot on, old man,
and waylay Tony. I’ll make a mess of things
sure as preaching if I run into her now.”
Tony thought she had never known Dick
to be so entertaining or talkative as he was during
that luncheon hour. He regaled her with all kinds
of newspaper yarns and related some of his own once
semi-tragic but now humorous misadventures of his
early cub days. He talked, too, on current events
and world history, talked well, with the quiet poise
and assurance of the reader and thinker, the man who
has kept his eyes and ears open to life.
It was a revelation to Tony.
For once their respective roles were reversed, he
the talker, she the listener.
“Goodness me, Dick!” she
exclaimed during a pause in what had become almost
a monologue. “Why haven’t you ever
talked like this before? I always thought I had
to do it all and here you talk better than I ever
thought of doing because you have something to say
and mine is just chatter and nonsense.”
He smiled at that.
“I love your chatter. But
you are tired to-day and it is my turn. Do you
know what we are going to do after luncheon?”
“No, what?”
“We are going to take a canoe
out on your Paradise and get into a shady spot somewhere
along the bank and you will lean back against a whole
lot of becoming cushions and put up that red parasol
of yours so nobody but me can see your face and then ”
“Dicky! Dicky! Whatever
is in you to-day? Paradise, pillows and parasols
are familiar symptoms. You will be making love
to me next.”
“I might, at that,” murmured
Dick. “But you did not hear the rest of
my proposition. And then I shall read
you a story a story that I wrote myself.”
“Dick!” Tony nearly upset
her glass of iced tea in her amazement at this unexpected
announcement. “You don’t mean you
have really and truly written a story!”
“Honest to goodness such
as it is. Please to remember it is my maiden
effort and make a margin of allowance. But I want
your criticism, too all the benefit of
your superior academic training.”
“Superior academic bosh!”
scoffed Tony. “I’ll bet it is a corking
story,” she added unacademically. “Come
on. Let’s go, quick. I can’t
wait to hear it.”
Nothing loath to get away speedily
before the newsboys began to cry the accident through
the streets, Dick escorted his pretty companion back
to the campus and on to Paradise, at which point they
took a canoe and, finally selecting a shady point
under an over-reaching sycamore tree, drifted in to
shore where Tony leaned against the cushions, tilted
her parasol as specified at the angle which forbade
any but Dick to see her charming, expressive young
face and commanded him to “shoot.”
Dick shot. Tony listened intently,
watching his face as he read, feeling as if this were
a new Dick a Dick she did not know at all,
albeit a most interesting person.
“Why Dick Carson!” she
exclaimed when he finished. “It is great a
real story with real laughter and tears in it.
I love it. It is so so human.”
The author flushed and fidgeted and
protested that it wasn’t much just
a sketch done from life with a very little dressing
up and polishing down.
“I have a lot more of them in
my head, though,” he added. “And I’m
going to grind them out as soon as I get time.
I wish I had a bigger vocabulary and knew more about
the technical end of the writing game. I am going
to learn, though going to take some night
work at the University next fall. Maybe I’ll
catch up a little yet if I keep pegging away.”
“Catch up! Dick, you make
me so ashamed. Here Larry and Ted and I have
had everything done for us all our lives and we’ve
slipped along with the current, following the line
of least resistance. And you have had everything
to contend with and you are way ahead of the rest of
us already. But why didn’t you tell me
before about the story? I think you might have,
Dicky. You know I would be interested,”
reproachfully.
“I I wasn’t
talking much about it to anybody till I knew it was
any good. But I just took a notion
to read it to you to-day. That’s all.”
It wasn’t all, but he wanted
Tony to think it was. Not for anything would
he have betrayed how reading the story was a desperate
expedient to keep her diverted and safe from news
of the disaster on the Overland.
He escorted Tony back to the campus
house at the latest possible moment and Carlotta,
in the secret, pretended to upbraid her roommate for
her tardiness and flew about helping her to get dressed,
talking continuously the while and keeping a sharp
eye on the door lest some intruder burst in and say
the very thing Tony Holiday must not be permitted
to hear. It would be so ridiculously easy for
somebody to ask, “Oh, did you hear about the
awful wreck on the Overland?” and then the fat
would be in the fire.
But, thanks to Carlotta, nobody had
a chance to say it and later Tony Holiday, standing
in the twilight in front of College Hall’s steps,
sang her solo, Gounod’s beautiful Ave Maria,
smiled happily down into the faces of the dear folks
from her beloved Hill and only regretted that Larry
was not there with the rest Larry who, for
all the others knew, might never come again.
After dinner Ted rushed off again
to the telegraph office which he had been haunting
all the afternoon to see if any word had come from
his brother, and Doctor Holiday went on up to the
campus to escort his niece to the informal hop.
He had decided to go on just as if nothing was wrong.
If Larry was safe then there was no need of clouding
Tony’s joy, and if he wasn’t well,
there would be time enough to grieve when they knew.
By virtue of his being a grave and reverend uncle he
was admitted to the sacred precincts of his niece’s
room and had hardly gotten seated when the door flew
open and Ted flew in waving two yellow telegraph blanks
triumphantly, one in each hand, and announcing that
everything was all right Larry was all
right, had wired from Pittsburgh.
Before Tony had a chance to demand
what it was all about the door opened again and a
righteously indignant house mother appeared on the
threshold, demanding by what right an unauthorized
male had gone up her stairway and entered a girl’s
room, without permission or escort.
“I apologize,” beamed
Ted with his most engaging smile. “Come
on outside, Mrs. Maynerd and I’ll tell you all
about it.” And tucking his arm in hers
the irrepressible youth conveyed the angry personage
out into the hall, leaving his uncle to explain the
situation to Tony.
In a moment he was back triumphant.
“She says I may stay since I’m
here, and Uncle Phil is here to play dragon,”
he announced. “She thought at first Carlotta
would have to be expunged to make it legal, but I
overruled her, told her you and I had played tiddle-de-winks
with each other in our cradles,” he added with
an impish grin at his sister’s roommate.
“Of course I never laid eyes on you till two
years ago, but that doesn’t matter. I have
a true tiddle-de-winks feeling for you, anyway, and
that is what counts, isn’t it, sweetness?”
Carlotta laughed and averred that
she was going to expunge herself anyway as Phil was
waiting for her downstairs. She picked up a turquoise
satin mandarin cloak from the chair and Ted sprang
to put it around her bare shoulders, stooping to kiss
the tip of her ear as he finished.
“Lucky Phil!” he murmured.
Carlotta shook her head at him and
went over to Tony, over whom she bent for an instant
with unusual feeling in her lovely eyes.
“Oh, my dear,” she whispered.
“I wish I could tell you how I feel. I’m
so glad so glad.” And then she
was gone before Tony could answer.
“Oh me!” she sighed.
“She has been so wonderful. You all have.
Ted Uncle Phil! Come over here.
I want to hold you tight.”
And, with her brother on one side
of her and her uncle on the other, Tony gave a hand
to each and for a moment no one spoke. Then Ted
produced his telegrams one of which was addressed
to Tony and one to her uncle. Both announced
the young doctor’s safety. “Staying
over in Pittsburgh. Letter follows,” was
in the doctor’s message. “Sorry can’t
make commencement. Love and congratulations,”
was in Tony’s.
“There, didn’t I tell
you he was all right?” demanded Ted, as if his
brother’s safety were due to his own remarkably
good management of the affair. “Gee!
Tony! If you knew how I felt when Dick told me
this morning. I pretty nearly disgraced myself
by toppling over, just like a girl, on the campus.
Lord! It was fierce.”
“I know.” Tony squeezed
his hand sympathetically. “And Dick why
Dick must have kept me out in Paradise on purpose.”
“Sure he did. Dick’s
a jim dandy and don’t you forget it.”
“I shan’t,” said
Tony, her eyes a little misty, remembering how Dick
had fought all day to keep her care-free happiness
intact. “I don’t know whether to
be angry at you all for keeping it from me or to fall
on your necks and weep because you were all so dear
not to tell me. And oh! If anything had
happened to Larry! I don’t see how I could
have stood it. It makes us all seem awfully near,
doesn’t it?”
“You bet!” agreed Ted
with more fervor than elegance. “If the
old chap had been done for I’d have felt like
making for the river, myself. Funny, now the
scare is over and he is all safe, I shall probably
cuss him out as hard as ever next time he tries to
preach at me.”
“You had better listen to him
instead. Larry is apt to be right and you are
apt to be wrong, and you know it.”
“Maybe it is because I do know
it and because he is so devilish right that I damn
him,” observed the youngest Holiday sagely, his
eyes meeting his uncle’s over his sister’s
head.
It wasn’t until he had danced
and flirted and made merry for three consecutive hours
at the hop, and proposed in the exuberance of his mood
to at least three different charmers whose names he
had forgotten by the next day, that Ted Holiday remembered
Madeline and his promise to keep tryst with her that
afternoon. Other things of more moment had swept
her clean from his mind.
“Thunder!” he muttered
to himself. “Wonder what she is thinking
when I swore by all that was holy to come. Oh
well; I should worry. I couldn’t help it.
I’ll write and explain how it happened.”
So said, so done. He scribbled
off a hasty note of explanation and apology which
he signed “Yours devotedly, Ted Holiday”
and went out to the corner mail box to dispatch the
same so it would go out in the early morning collection,
and prepared to dismiss the matter from his mind again.
Coming back into his room he found
his uncle standing on the threshold.
“Had to get a letter off,”
murmured the young man as his uncle looked inquiring.
He turned to light a cigarette with an air of determined
casualness. He didn’t care to have Uncle
Phil know any more about the Madeline affair.
“It must have been important.”
“Was,” curtly. “Did you think
I was joy riding again?”
“No, I heard you stirring and
thought you might be sick. I haven’t been
able to get to sleep myself.”
Seeing how utterly worn out his uncle
looked, Ted’s resentment took quick, shamed
flight. Poor Uncle Phil! He never spared
himself, always bore the brunt of everything for them
all. And here he himself had just snapped like
a cur because he suspected his guardian of desiring
to interfere with his high and mighty private business.
“Too bad,” he said.
“Wish you’d smoke, Uncle Phil. It’s
great to cool off your nerves. Honest it is!
Have one?” He held out his case.
Doctor Holiday smiled at that, though
he declined the proffered weed. He understood
very well that the boy was making tacit amends for
his ungraciousness of a moment before.
“No, I’ll get to sleep
presently. It has been rather a wearing day.”
“Should say it had been.
I hope Aunt Margery doesn’t know about the wreck.
She’ll worry, if she knew Larry was coming east.”
“I wired her this evening.
I didn’t want to take any chance of her thinking
he was in the smash.”
Ted laid down his cigarette.
“You never forget anybody do
you, Uncle Phil?” he said rather soberly for
him.
“I never forget Margery.
She is a very part of myself, lad.”
And when he was alone Ted pondered
over that last speech of his uncle’s. He
wondered if there would ever be a Margery for him,
and, if so, what she would think of the Madelines
if she knew of them.