BITTER FRUIT
From the North Station in Boston Alan
Massey directed his course to a small cigar store
on Atlantic Avenue. A black eyed Italian lad in
attendance behind the counter looked up as he entered
and surveyed him with grave scrutiny.
“I am Mr. Massey,” announced
Alan. “Mr. Roberts is expecting me.
I wired.”
“Jim’s sick,” said the boy briefly.
“I am sorry. I hope he is not too sick
to see me.”
“Naw, he’ll see you.
He wants to.” The speaker motioned Alan
to follow him to the rear of the store. Together
they mounted some narrow stairs, passed through a
hallway and into a bedroom, a disorderly, dingy, obviously
man-kept affair. On the bed lay a large framed,
exceedingly ugly looking man. His flesh was yellow
and sagged loosely away from his big bones. The
impression he gave was one of huge animal bulk, shriveling
away in an unlovely manner, getting ready to disintegrate
entirely. The man was sick undoubtedly.
Possibly dying. He looked it.
The door shut with a soft click. The two men
were alone.
“Hello, Jim.” Alan
approached the bed. “Bad as this? I
am sorry.” He spoke with the careless,
easy friendliness he could assume when it suited him.
The man grinned, faintly, ironically.
The grin did not lessen the ugliness of his face,
rather accentuated it.
“It’s not so bad,”
he drawled. “Nothing but death and what’s
that? I don’t suffer much not
now. It’s cancer, keeps gnawing away like
a rat in the wall. By and by it will get up to
my heart and then it’s good-by Jim. I shan’t
care. What’s life good for that a chap should
cling to it like a barnacle on a rock?”
“We do though,” said Alan Massey.
“Oh, yes, we do. It’s
the way we’re made. We are always clinging
to something, good or bad. Life, love, home,
drink, power, money! Always something we are
ready to sell our souls to get or keep. With you
and me it was money. You sold your soul to me
to keep money and I took it to get money.”
He laughed raucously and Alan winced
at the sound and cursed the morbid curiosity that
had brought him to the bedside of this man who for
three years past had held his own future in his dirty
hand, or claimed to hold it. Alan Massey had
paid, paid high for the privilege of not knowing things
he did not wish to know.
“What kind of a trail had you
struck when you wired me, Massey? I didn’t
know you were anxious for details about young John
Massey’s career I thought you preferred ignorance.
It was what you bought of me.”
“I know it was,” groaned
Alan, dropping into a creaking rocker beside the bed.
“I am a fool. I admit it. But sometimes
it seems to me I can’t stand not knowing.
I want to squeeze what you know out of you as you would
squeeze a lemon until there was nothing left but bitter
pulp. It is driving me mad.”
The sick man eyed the speaker with
a leer of malicious satisfaction. It was meat
to his soul to see this lordly young aristocrat racked
with misery and dread, to hold him in his power as
a cat holds a mouse, which it can crush and crunch
at any moment if it will. Alan Massey’s
mood filled Jim Roberts with exquisite enjoyment,
enjoyment such as a gourmand feels on setting his
teeth in some rare morsel of food.
“I know,” he nodded.
“It works like that often. They say a murderer
can’t keep away from the scene of his crime
if he is left at large. There is an irresistible
fascination to him about the spot where he damned his
immortal soul.”
“I’m not a criminal,”
snarled Alan. “Don’t talk to me like
that or you will never see another cent of my money.”
“Money!” sneered the sick
man. “What’s that to me now?
I’ve lost my taste for money. It is no
good to me any more. I’ve got enough laid
by to bury me and I can’t take the rest with
me. Your money is nothing to me, Alan Massey.
But you’ll pay still, in a different way.
I am glad you came. It is doing me good.”
Alan made a gesture of disgust and
got to his feet, pacing to and fro, his face dark,
his soul torn, between conflicting emotions.
“I’ll be dead soon,”
went on the malicious, purring voice from the bed.
“Don’t begrudge me my last fling.
When I am in my grave you will be safe. Nobody
in the living world but me knows young John Massey’s
alive. You can keep your money then with perfect
ease of mind until you get to where I am now and then, maybe
you will find out the money will comfort you no longer,
that nothing but having a soul can get you over the
river.”
The younger man’s march came to a halt by the
bedside.
“You shan’t die until
you tell me what you know about John Massey,”
he said fiercely.
“You’re a fool,”
said James Roberts. “What you don’t
know you are not responsible for you can
forget in a way. If you insist on hearing the
whole story you will never be able to get away from
it to your dying day. John Massey as an abstraction
is one thing. John Massey as a live human being,
whom you have cheated out of a name and a fortune,
is another.”
“I never cheated him of a name. You did
that.”
The man grunted.
“Right. That is on my bill.
Lord knows, I wish it wasn’t. Little enough
did I ever get out of that particular piece of deviltry.
I over-reached myself, was a darned little bit too
smart. I held on to the boy, thinking I’d
get more out of it later, and he slid out of my hands
like an eel and I had nothing to show for it, until
you came along and I saw a chance to make a new deal
at your expense. You fell for it like a lamb to
the slaughter. I’ll never forget your face
when I told you John Massey was alive and that I could
produce him in a minute for the courts. If I had,
your name would have been Dutch, young man. You’d
never have gotten a look in on the money. You
had the sense to see that. Old John died without
a will. His grandson and not his grand-nephew
was his heir provided anybody could dig up the fellow,
and I was the boy that could do that. I proved
that to you, Alan Massey.”
“You proved nothing. You
scared me into handing you over a whole lot of money,
you blackmailing rascal, I admit that. But you
didn’t prove anything. You showed me the
baby clothes you said John Massey wore when he was
stolen. The name might easily enough have been
stamped on the linen later. You showed me a silver
rattle marked ‘John Massey.’ The
inscription might also easily enough have been added
later at a crook’s convenience. You showed
me some letters purporting to have been written by
the woman who stole the child and was too much frightened
by her crime to get the gains she planned to win from
it. The letters, too, might easily have been
forgery. The whole thing might have been a cock
and bull story, fabricated by a rotten, clever mind
like yours, to apply the money screw to me.”
“True,” chuckled Jim Roberts.
“Quite true. I wondered at your credulity
at the time.”
“You rat! So it was all a fake, a trap?”
“You would like to believe that,
wouldn’t you? You would like to have a
dying man’s oath that there was nothing but a
pack of lies to the whole thing, blackmail of the
crudest, most unsupportable variety?”
Alan bent over the man, shook his
fist in the evil, withered old face.
“Damn you, Jim Roberts! Was it a lie or
was it not?”
“Keep your hands off me, Alan
Massey. It was the truth. Sarah Nelson did
steal the child just as I told you. She gave the
child to me when she was dying a few months later.
I’ll give my oath on that if you like.”
Alan brushed his hand across his forehead,
and sat down again limply in the creaking rocker.
“Oh, you are willing to believe
that again now, are you?” mocked Roberts.
“I’ve got to, I suppose.
Go on. Tell me the rest. I’ve got to
know. Did you really make a circus brat of John
Massey and did he really run away from you? That
is all you told me before, you remember.”
“It was all you wanted to know.
Besides,” the man smiled his diabolical grin
again, “there was a reason for going light on
the details. At the time I held you up I hadn’t
any more idea than you had where John Massey was,
nor whether he was even alive. It was the weak
spot in my armor. But you were so panic stricken
at the thought of having to give up your gentleman’s
fortune that you never looked at the hollowness of
the thing. You could have bowled over my whole
scheme in a minute by being honest and telling me
to bring on your cousin, John Massey. But you
didn’t. You were only too afraid I would
bring him on before you could buy me off. I knew
I could count on your being blind and rotten.
I knew my man.”
“Then you don’t know now
whether John Massey is alive or not?” Alan asked
after a pause during which he let the full irony of
the man’s confession sink into his heart and
turn there like a knife in a wound.
“That is where you’re
dead wrong. I do know. I made it my business
to find out. It was too important to have an
invulnerable shield not to patch up the discrepancy
as early as possible. It took me a year to get
my facts and it cost a good chink of the filthy, but
I got them. I not only know that John Massey
is alive but I know where he is and what he is doing.
I could send for him to-morrow, and cook your goose
for you forever, young man.”
He pulled himself up on one elbow
to peer into Alan’s gloomy face.
“I may do it yet,” he
added. “You needn’t offer me hush
money. It’s no good to me, as I told you.
I don’t want money. I only want to pass
the time until the reaper comes along. You’ll
grant that it would be amusing to me to watch the
see-saw tip once more, to see you go down and your
cousin John come up.”
Alan was on his feet again now, striding
nervously from door to window and back again.
He had wanted to know. Now he knew. He had
knowledge bitter as wormwood. The man had lied
before. He was not lying now.
“What made you send that wire?
Were you on the track, too, trying to find out on
your own where your cousin is?”
“Not exactly. Lord knows
I didn’t want to know. But I had a queer
hunch. Some coincidences bobbed up under my nose
that I didn’t like the looks of. I met
a young man a few days ago that was about the age John
would have been, a chap with a past, who had run away
from a circus. The thing stuck in my crop, especially
as there was a kind of shadowy resemblance between
us that people noticed.”
“That is interesting. And his name?”
“He goes under the name of Carson Richard
Carson.”
Roberts nodded.
“The same. Good boy.
You have succeeded in finding your cousin. Congratulations!”
he cackled maliciously.
“Then it really is he?”
“Not a doubt of it. He
was taken up by a family named Holiday in Dunbury,
Massachusetts. They gave him a home, saw that
he got some schooling, started him on a country newspaper.
He was smart, took to books, got ahead, was promoted
from one paper to another. He is on a New York
daily now, making good still, I’m told.
Does it tally?”
Alan bowed assent. It tallied
all too well. The lad he had insulted, jeered
at, hated with instinctive hate, was his cousin, John
Massey, the third, whom he had told the other was
quite dead. John Massey was very much alive and
was the rightful heir to the fortune which Alan Massey
was spending as the heavens had spent rain yesterday.
It was worse than that. If the
other was no longer nameless, had the right to the
same fine, old name that Alan himself bore, and had
too often disgraced, the barrier between him and Tony
Holiday was swept away. That was the bitterest
drop in the cup. No wonder he hated Dick hated
him now with a cumulative, almost murderous intensity.
He had mocked at the other, but how should he stand
against him in fair field? It was he Alan
Massey that was the outcast, his mother
a woman of doubtful fame, himself a follower of false
fires, his life ignoble, wayward, erratic, unclean?
Would it not be John rather than Alan Massey Tony
Holiday would choose, if she knew all? This ugly,
venomous, sin-scarred old rascal held his fate in
the hollow of his evil old hand.
The other was watching him narrowly,
evidently striving to follow his thoughts.
“Well?” he asked.
“Going to beat me at my own game, give your
cousin his due?”
“No,” curtly.
“Queer,” mused the man.
“A month ago I would have understood it.
It would have seemed sensible enough to hold on to
the cold cash at any risk. Now it looks different.
Money is filthy stuff, man. It is what they put
on dead eye-lids to keep them down. Sometimes
we put it on our own living lids to keep us from seeing
straight. You are sure the money’s worth
so much to you, Alan Massey?”
The man’s eyes burned livid,
like coals. It was a strange and rather sickening
thing, Alan Massey thought, to hear him talk like this
after having lived the rottenest kind of a life, sunk
in slime for years.
“The money is nothing to me,”
he flung back. “Not now. I thought
it was worth considerable when I drove that devilish
bargain with you to keep it. It has been worse
than nothing, if you care to know. It killed my
art the only decent thing about me the
only thing I had a right to take honest pride in.
John Massey might have every penny of it to-morrow
for all I care if that were all there were to it.”
“What else is there?” probed the old man.
“None of your business,”
snarled Alan. Not for worlds would he have spoken
Tony Holiday’s name in this spot, under the baleful
gleam of those dying eyes.
The man chuckled maliciously.
“You don’t need to tell
me, I know. There’s always a woman in it
when a man takes the path to Hell. Does she want
money? Is that why you must hang on to the filthy
stuff?”
“She doesn’t want anything
except what I can’t give her, thanks to you
and myself the love of a decent man.”
“I see. When we meet the
woman we wish we’d sowed fewer wild oats.
I went through that myself once. She was a white
lily sort of girl and I well, I’d
gone the pace long before I met her. I wasn’t
fit to touch her and I knew it. I went down fast
after that nothing to keep me back.
Old Shakespeare says something somewhere about our
pleasant vices beings whips to goad us with.
You and I can understand that, Alan Massey. We’ve
both felt the lash.”
Alan made an impatient gesture.
He did not care to be lumped with this rotten piece
of flesh lying there before him.
“I suppose you are wondering
what my next move is,” went on Roberts.
“I don’t care.”
“Oh yes, you do. You care
a good deal. I can break you, Alan Massey, and
you know it.”
“Go ahead and break and be damned
if you choose,” raged Alan.
“Exactly. As I choose.
And I can keep you dancing on some mighty hot gridirons
before I shuffle off. Don’t forget that,
Alan Massey. And there will be several months
to dance yet, if the doctors aren’t off their
count.”
“Suit yourself. Don’t
hurry about dying on my account,” said Alan with
ironical courtesy.
A few moments later he was on his
way back to the station. His universe reeled.
All he was sure was that he loved Tony Holiday and
would fight to the last ditch to win and keep her
and that she would be in his arms to-night for perhaps
the last time. The rest was a hideous blur.