The first of June was now arrived,
and all the young competitors were in a state of the
most anxious suspense. Leonora and Cecilia continued
to be the foremost candidates; their quarrel had never
been finally adjusted, and their different pretensions
now retarded all thoughts of a reconciliation.
Cecilia, though she was capable of acknowledging any
of her faults in public before all her companions,
could not humble herself in private to Leonora; Leonora
was her equal, they were her inferiors; and submission
is much easier to a vain mind, where it appears to
be voluntary, than when it is the necessary tribute
to justice or candour. So strongly did Cecilia
feel this truth that she even delayed making any apology,
or coming to any explanation with Leonora, until success
should once more give her the palm.
If I win the bracelet to-day, said
she to herself, I will solicit the return of Leonora’s
friendship; it will be more valuable to me than even
the bracelet; and at such a time, and asked in such
a manner, she surely cannot refuse it to me.
Animated with this hope of a double triumph, Cecilia
canvassed with the most zealous activity; by constant
attention and exertion she had considerably abated
the violence of her temper, and changed the course
of her habits. Her powers of pleasing were now
excited, instead of her abilities to excel; and, if
her talents appeared less brilliant, her character
was acknowledged to be more amiable; so great an influence
upon our manners and conduct have the objects of our
ambition. Cecilia was now, if possible, more than
ever desirous of doing what was right, but she had
not yet acquired sufficient fear of doing wrong.
This was the fundamental error of her mind; it arose
in a great measure from her early education.
Her mother died when she was very
young; and though her father had supplied her place
in the best and kindest manner, he had insensibly
infused into his daughter’s mind a portion of
that enterprising, independent spirit, which he justly
deemed essential to the character of her brother.
This brother was some years older than Cecilia, but
he had always been the favourite companion of her
youth; what her father’s precepts inculcated,
his example enforced, and even Cecilia’s virtues
consequently became such as were more estimable in
a man than desirable in a female.
All small objects and small errors
she had been taught to disregard as trifles; and her
impatient disposition was perpetually leading her into
more material faults; yet her candour in confessing
these, she had been suffered to believe, was sufficient
reparation and atonement.
Leonora, on the contrary, who had
been educated by her mother in a manner more suited
to her sex, had a character and virtues more peculiar
to a female; her judgment had been early cultivated,
and her good sense employed in the regulation of her
conduct; she had been habituated to that restraint,
which, as a woman, she was to expect in life, and early
accustomed to yield; compliance in her seemed natural
and graceful.
Yet, notwithstanding the gentleness
of her temper, she was in reality more independent
than Cecilia; she had more reliance upon her own judgment,
and more satisfaction in her own approbation.
Though far from insensible to praise, she was not
liable to be misled by the indiscriminate love of
admiration; the uniform kindness of her manner, the
consistency and equality of her character, had fixed
the esteem and passive love of her companions.
By passive love, we mean that species
of affection which makes us unwilling to offend, rather
than anxious to oblige; which is more a habit than
an emotion of the mind. For Cecilia, her companions
felt active love, for she was active in showing her
love to them.
Active love arises spontaneously in
the mind, after feeling particular instances of kindness,
without reflection on the past conduct or general
character; it exceeds the merits of its object, and
is connected with a feeling of generosity, rather
than with a sense of justice.
Without determining which species
of love is the more flattering to others, we can easily
decide which is the most agreeable feeling to our
own minds; we give our hearts more credit for being
generous than for being just; and we feel more self-complacency
when we give our love voluntarily, than when we yield
it as a tribute which we cannot withhold. Though
Cecilia’s companions might not know all this
in theory, they proved it in practice; for they loved
her in a much higher proportion to her merits than
they loved Leonora.
Each of the young judges were to signify
their choice by putting a red or a white shell into
a vase prepared for the purpose. Cecilia’s
colour was red, Leonora’s white. In the
morning nothing was to be seen but these shells, nothing
talked of but the long-expected event of the evening.
Cecilia, following Leonora’s example, had made
it a point of honour not to inquire of any individual
her vote previous to their final determination.
They were both sitting together in
Louisa’s room; Louisa was recovering from the
measles. Every one, during her illness, had been
desirous of attending her; but Leonora and Cecilia
were the only two that were permitted to see her,
as they alone had had the distemper. They were
both assiduous in their care of Louisa; but Leonora’s
want of exertion to overcome any disagreeable feelings
of sensibility often deprived her of presence of mind,
and prevented her being so constantly useful as Cecilia.
Cecilia, on the contrary, often made too much noise
and bustle with her officious assistance, and was
too anxious to invent amusements and procure comforts
for Louisa, without perceiving that illness takes
away the power of enjoying them.
As she was sitting in the window in
the morning, exerting herself to entertain Louisa,
she heard the voice of an old pedlar who often used
to come to the house. Down stairs she ran immediately
to ask Mrs. Villars’s permission to bring him
into the hall.
Mrs. Villars consented, and away Cecilia
ran to proclaim the news to her companions; then first
returning into the hall, she found the pedlar just
unbuckling his box, and taking it off his shoulders.
“What would you be pleased to want, Miss?”
said he. “I’ve all kinds of tweezer-cases,
rings, and lockets of all sorts,” continued he,
opening all the glittering drawers successively.
“Oh!” said Cecilia, shutting
the drawer of lockets which tempted her most, “these
are not the things which I want; have you any china
figures, any mandarins?”
“Alack-a-day, Miss, I had a
great stock of that same china ware, but now I’m
quite out of them kind of things; but I believe,”
said he, rummaging in one of the deepest drawers,
“I believe I have one left, and here it is.”
“Oh, that is the very thing! what’s its
price?”
“Only three shillings, ma’am.”
Cecilia paid the money, and was just going to carry
off the mandarin, when the pedlar took out of his
great-coat pocket a neat mahogany case; it was about
a foot long, and fastened at each end by two little
clasps; it had besides a small lock in the middle.
“What is that?” said Cecilia, eagerly.
“It’s only a china figure,
Miss, which I am going to carry to an elderly lady,
who lives nigh at hand, and who is mighty fond of such
things.”
“Could you let me look at it?”
“And welcome, Miss,” said he, and opened
the case.
“O goodness! how beautiful!” exclaimed
Cecilia.
It was a figure of Flora, crowned
with roses, and carrying a basket of flowers in her
hand. Cecilia contemplated it with delight.
“How I should like to give this to Louisa,”
said she to herself; and at last breaking silence,
“Did you promise it to the old lady?”
“O no, Miss; I didn’t
promise it she never saw it; and if so be
that you’d like to take it, I’d make no
more words about it.”
“And how much does it cost?”
“Why, Miss, as to that, I’ll let you have
it for half-a-guinea.”
Cecilia immediately produced the box
in which she kept her treasure, and emptying it upon
the table, she began to count the shillings; alas!
there were but six shillings. “How provoking!”
said she; “then I can’t have it where’s
the mandarin? O I have it,” said she, taking
it up, and looking at it with the utmost disgust.
“Is this the same that I had before?”
“Yes, Miss, the very same,”
replied the pedlar, who, during this time, had been
examining the little box out of which Cecilia had taken
her money; it was of silver.
“Why, ma’am,” said
he, “since you’ve taken such a fancy to
the piece, if you’ve a mind to make up the remainder
of the money, I will take this here little box, if
you care to part with it.”
Now this box was a keepsake from Leonora
to Cecilia. “No,” said Cecilia hastily,
blushing a little, and stretching out her hand to receive
it.
“Oh, Miss!” said he, returning
it carelessly, “I hope there’s no offence;
I meant but to serve you, that’s all. Such
a rare piece of china-work has no cause to go a begging,”
added he, putting the Flora deliberately into the
case; then turning the key with a jerk, he let it
drop into his pocket, and lifting up his box by the
leather straps, he was preparing to depart.
“Oh, stay one minute!”
said Cecilia, in whose mind there had passed a very
warm conflict during the pedlar’s harangue.
“Louisa would so like this Flora,” said
she, arguing with herself; “besides, it would
be so generous in me to give it to her instead of
that ugly mandarin; that would be doing only common
justice, for I promised it to her, and she expects
it. Though, when I come to look at this mandarin,
it is not even so good as hers was; the gilding is
all rubbed off, so that I absolutely must buy this
for her. O yes, I will, and she will be so delighted!
and then every body will say it is the prettiest thing
they ever saw, and the broken mandarin will be forgotten
forever.”
Here Cecilia’s hand moved, and
she was just going to decide: “O! but stop,”
said she to herself; “consider Leonora gave me
this box, and it is a keepsake; however, now we have
quarreled, and I dare say that she would not mind
my parting with it; I’m sure that I should not
care if she was to give away my keepsake the smelling
bottle, or the ring which I gave her; so what does
it signify; besides, is it not my own, and have I
not a right to do what I please with it?”
At this dangerous instant for Cecilia,
a party of her companions opened the door; she knew
that they came as purchasers, and she dreaded her
Flora’s becoming the prize of some higher bidder.
“Here,” said she, hastily putting the
box into the pedlar’s hand, without looking at
it; “take it, and give me the Flora.”
Her hand trembled, though she snatched it impatiently;
she ran by, without seeming to mind any of her companions she
almost wished to turn back.
Let those who are tempted to do wrong
by the hopes of future gratification, or the prospect
of certain concealment and impunity, remember that,
unless they are totally depraved, they bear in their
own hearts a monitor who will prevent their enjoying
what they have ill obtained.
In vain Cecilia ran to the rest of
her companions, to display her present, in hopes that
the applause of others would restore her own self-complacency;
in vain she saw the Flora pass in due pomp from hand
to hand, each viewing with the other in extolling the
beauty of the gift and the generosity of the giver.
Cecilia was still displeased with herself, with them,
and even with their praise; from Louisa’s gratitude,
however, she yet expected much pleasure, and immediately
she ran up stairs to her room.
In the mean time Leonora had gone
into the hall to buy a bodkin; she had just broken
hers. In giving her change, the pedlar took out
of his pocket, with some half-pence, the very box
which Cecilia had sold him. Leonora did not in
the least suspect the truth, for her mind was above
suspicion; and besides, she had the utmost confidence
in Cecilia. “I should like to have that
box,” said she, “for it is like one of
which I was very fond.”
The pedlar named the price, and Leonora
took the box; she intended to give it to little Louisa.
On going to her room she found her
asleep, and she sat down softly by her bed-side.
Louisa opened her eyes.
“I hope I didn’t disturb you,” said
Leonora.
“O no; I didn’t hear you come in; but
what have you got there?”
“It is only a little box; would
you like to have it? I bought it on purpose for
you, as I thought perhaps it would please you; because
it’s like that which I gave Cecilia.”
“O yes! that out of which she
used to give me Barbary drops. I am very much
obliged to you. I always thought that exceedingly
pretty; and this, indeed, is as like it as possible.
I can’t unscrew it; will you try?”
Leonora unscrewed it.
“Goodness!” exclaimed
Louisa, “this must be Cecilia’s box; look,
don’t you see a great L at the bottom of it?”
Leonora’s colour changed.
“Yes,” she replied calmly, “I see
that, but it is no proof that it is Cecilia’s;
you know that I bought this box just now of the pedlar.”
“That may be,” said Louisa;
“but I remember scratching that L with my own
needle, and Cecilia scolded me for it, too. Do
go and ask her if she has lost her box do,”
repeated Louisa, pulling her by the sleeve, as she
did not seem to listen.
Leonora indeed did not hear, for she
was lost in thought; she was comparing circumstances,
which had before escaped her attention. She recollected
that Cecilia had passed her as she came into the hall,
without seeming to see her, but had blushed as she
passed. She remembered that the pedlar appeared
unwilling to part with the box, and was going to put
it again into his pocket with the half-pence; “and
why should he keep it in his pocket and not show it
with his other things?” Combining all these
circumstances, Leonora had no longer any doubt of
the truth; for though she had honourable confidence
in her friends, she had too much penetration to be
implicitly credulous. “Louisa,” she
began, but at this instant she heard a step, which,
by its quickness, she knew to be Cecilia’s,
coming along the passage. “If you love me,
Louisa,” said Leonora, “say nothing about
the box.”
“Nay, but why not? I dare say she has lost
it.”
“No, my dear, I am afraid she has not.”
Louisa looked surprised.
“But I have reasons for desiring you not to
say any thing about it.”
“Well, then, I won’t, indeed.”
Cecilia opened the door, came forward
smiling, as if secure of a good reception, and, taking
the Flora out of the case, she placed it on the mantel-piece,
opposite to Louisa’s bed. “Dear, how
beautiful,” cried Louisa, starting up.
“Yes,” said Cecilia, “and guess
who it’s for?”
“For me, perhaps!” said the ingenuous
Louisa.
“Yes, take it, and keep it for
my sake; you know that I broke your mandarin.”
“O! but this is a great deal prettier and larger
than that.”
“Yes, I know it is; and I meant
that it should be so. I should only have done
what I was bound to do if I had only given you a mandarin.”
“Well, and that would have been
enough, surely; but what a beautiful crown of roses!
and then that basket of flowers! they almost look as
if I could smell them. Dear Cecilia! I’m
very much obliged to you, but I won’t take it
by way of payment for the mandarin you broke; for I’m
sure you could not help that; and, besides, I should
have broken it myself by this time. You shall
give it to me entirely, and I’ll keep it as long
as I live as your keepsake.”
Louisa stopped short and coloured.
The word keepsake recalled the box to her mind, and
all the train of ideas which the Flora had banished.
“But,” said she, looking up wishfully in
Cecilia’s face, and holding the Flora doubtfully,
“did you ”
Leonora, who was just quitting the
room, turned her head back, and gave Louisa a look,
which silenced her.
Cecilia was so infatuated with her
vanity, that she neither perceived Leonora’s
sign, nor Louisa’s confusion, but continued showing
off her present, by placing it in various situations,
till at length she put it into the case, and laying
it down with an affected carelessness upon the bed,
“I must go now, Louisa. Good bye,”
said she, running up and kissing her; “but I’ll
come again presently;” then clapping the door
after her, she went.
But as soon as the fermentation of
her spirits subsided, the sense of shame, which had
been scarcely felt when mixed with so many other sensations,
rose uppermost in her mind. “What?”
said she to herself, “is it possible that I
have sold what I promised to keep for ever? and what
Leonora gave me? and I have concealed it too, and have
been making a parade of my generosity. O! what
would Leonora, what would Louisa, what would every
body think of me, if the truth were known?”
Humiliated and grieved by these reflections,
Cecilia began to search in her own mind for some consoling
idea. She began to compare her conduct with the
conduct of others of her own age; and at length, fixing
her comparison upon her brother George, as the companion
of whom, from her infancy, she had been habitually
the most emulous, she recollected that an almost similar
circumstance had once happened to him, and that he
had not only escaped disgrace, but had acquired glory
by an intrepid confession of his fault. Her father’s
words to her brother, on that occasion, she also perfectly
recollected.
“Come to me, George,”
he said, holding out his hand; “you are a generous,
brave boy. They who dare to confess their faults
will make great and good men.”
These were his words; but Cecilia,
in repeating them to herself, forgot to lay that emphasis
on the word men, which would have placed it
in contradistinction to the word women. She willingly
believed that the observation extended equally to
both sexes, and flattered herself that she should
exceed her brother in merit, if she owned a fault which
she thought that it would be so much more difficult
to confess. “Yes, but,” said she,
stopping herself, “how can I confess it?
This very evening, in a few hours, the prize will
be decided; Leonora or I shall win it. I have
now as good a chance as Leonora, perhaps a better;
and must I give up all my hopes? all that I have been
labouring for this month past! O, I never can; if
it were to-morrow, or yesterday, or any day but this,
I would not hesitate, but now I am almost certain
of the prize, and if I win it well, why
then I will I think, I will tell all yes,
I will; I am determined,” said Cecilia.
Here a bell summoned them to dinner.
Leonora sat opposite to her, and she was not a little
surprised to see Cecilia look so gay and unrestrained.
“Surely,” said she to herself, “if
Cecilia had done this, that I suspect, she would not,
she could not look as she does.” But Leonora
little knew the cause of her gayety; Cecilia was never
in higher spirits, or better pleased with herself,
than when she had resolved upon a sacrifice or a confession.
“Must not this evening be given
to the most amiable? Whose, then, will it be?”
All eyes glanced first at Cecilia and then at Leonora.
Cecilia smiled; Leonora blushed. “I see
that it is not yet decided,” said Mrs. Villars;
and immediately they ran up stairs, amidst confused
whisperings.
Cecilia’s voice could be distinguished
far above the rest. “How can she be so
happy?” said Leonora to herself. “O,
Cecilia, there was a time when you could not have
neglected me so! when we were always together,
the best of friends and companions, our wishes, tastes,
and pleasures the same. Surely she did once love
me,” said Leonora; “but now she is quite
changed. She has even sold my keepsake, and would
rather win a bracelet of hair from girls whom she
did not always think so much superior to Leonora,
than have my esteem, my confidence, and my friendship,
for her whole life; yes, for her whole life, for I
am sure she will be an amiable woman. Oh that
this bracelet had never been thought of, or that I
was certain of her winning it; for I am certain that
I do not wish to win it from her. I would rather,
a thousand times rather, that we were as we used to
be, than have all the glory in the world. And
how pleasing Cecilia can be when she wishes to please!
how candid she is! how much she can improve herself! let
me be just, though she has offended me she
is wonderfully improved within this last month; for
one fault, and that against myself, should I
forget all her merits?”
As Leonora said these last words,
she could but just hear the voices of her companions;
they had left her alone in the gallery. She knocked
softly at Louisa’s door “Come
in,” said Louisa. “I in not asleep.
Oh,” said she, starting up with the Flora in
her hand, the instant that the door was opened.
“I’m so glad you are come, Leonora, for
I did so long to hear what you were all making such
a noise about have you forgot that the
bracelet ”
“O yes! is this the evening?”
“Well, here’s my white
shell for you. I’ve kept it in my pocket
this fortnight; and though Cecilia did give me this
Flora, I still love you a great deal better.”
“I thank you, Louisa,”
said Leonora, gratefully. “I will take your
shell, and I shall value it as long as I live.
But here is a red one, and if you wish to show me
that you love me, you will give this to Cecilia.
I know that she is particularly anxious for your preference,
and I am sure that she deserves it.”
“Yes, if I could I would choose
both of you; but you know I can only choose which
I like the best.”
“If you mean, my dear Louisa,”
said Leonora, “that you like me the best, I
am very much obliged to you; for, indeed I wish you
to love me; but it is enough for me to know it in
private. I should not feel the least more pleasure
at hearing it in public, or in having it made known
to all my companions, especially at a time when it
would give poor Cecilia a great deal of pain.”
“But why should it give her
pain? I don’t like her for being jealous
of you.”
“Nay, Louisa, surely you don’t
think Cecilia jealous; she only tries to excel and
to please. She is more anxious to succeed than
I am, it is true, because she has a great deal more
activity, and perhaps more ambition; and it would
really mortify her to lose this prize. You know
that she proposed it herself; it has been her object
for this month past, and I am sure she has taken great
pains to obtain it.”
“But, dear Leonora, why should you lose it?”
“Indeed, my dear, it would be
no loss to me; and, if it were, I would willingly
suffer it for Cecilia; for, though we seem not to be
such good friends as we used to be, I love her very
much, and she will love me again, I’m sure she
will; when she no longer fears me as a rival, she
will again love me as a friend.”
Here Leonora heard a number of her
companions running along the gallery. They all
knocked hastily at the door, calling, “Leonora!
Leonora! will you never come? Cecilia has been
with us this half hour.”
Leonora smiled. “Well,
Louisa,” said she, smiling, “will you promise
me?”
“O, I’m sure, by the way
they speak to you, that they won’t give you
the prize!” said the little Louisa; and the tears
started into her eyes.
“They love me though, for all
that; and as for the prize, you know whom I wish to
have it.”
“Leonora! Leonora!”
called her impatient companions; “don’t
you hear us? What are you about?”
“O, she never will take any
trouble about any thing,” said one of the party;
“let’s go away.”
“O go! go! make haste,”
cried Louisa; “don’t stay, they are so
angry I will, I will, indeed!”
“Remember, then, that you have
promised me,” said Leonora, and she left the
room. During all this time Cecilia had been in
the garden with her companions. The ambition
which she had felt to win the first prize, the prize
of superior talents and superior application, was not
to be compared to the absolute anxiety which she now
expressed to win this simple testimony of the love
and approbation of her equals and rivals.
To employ her exuberant activity,
she had been dragging branches of lilacs, and laburnums,
roses, and sweet-briar, to ornament the bower in which
her fate was to be decided. It was excessively
hot, but her mind was engaged, and she was indefatigable.
She stood still, at last, to admire her works; her
companions all joined in loud applause. They were
not a little prejudiced in her favour by the great
eagerness which she expressed to win their prize,
and by the great importance which she seemed to affix
to the preference of each individual. At last,
“Where is Leonora?” cried one of them,
and immediately, as we have seen, they ran to call
her.
Cecilia was left alone. Overcome
with heat and too violent exertion, she had hardly
strength to support herself; each moment appeared to
her intolerably long; she was in a state of the utmost
suspense, and all her courage failed her; even hope
forsook her, and hope is a cordial which leaves the
mind depressed and enfeebled. “The time
is now come,” said Cecilia; “in a few
moments it will be decided. In a few moments!
goodness! how much I do hazard! If I should not
win the prize, how shall I confess what I have done?
How shall I beg Leonora to forgive me? I, who
hoped to restore my friendship to her as an honour! they
are gone to seek for her the moment she
appears I shall be forgotten what shall what
shall I do?” said Cecilia, covering her face
with her hands.
Such was her situation, when Leonora,
accompanied by her companions, opened the hall-door;
they most of them ran forward to Cecilia. As
Leonora came into the bower, she held out her hand
to Cecilia “We are not rivals,
but friends, I hope,” said she. Cecilia
clasped her hand, but she was in too great agitation
to speak.
The table was now set in the arbour the
vase was now placed in the middle. “Well!”
said Cecilia, eagerly, “who begins?” Caroline,
one of her friends, came forward first, and then all
the others successively. Cecilia’s emotion
was hardly conceivable. “Now
they are all in. Count them, Caroline!”
“One, two, three, four; the
numbers are both equal.” There was a dead
silence.
“No, they are not,” exclaimed
Cecilia, pressing forward and putting a shell into
the vase “I have not given
mine, and I give it to Leonora.” Then snatching
the bracelet, “It is yours, Leonora,” said
she; “take it, and give me back your friendship.”
The whole assembly gave a universal clap and shout
of applause.
“I cannot be surprised at this
from you, Cecilia,” said Leonora; “and
do you then still love me as you used to do?”
“O Leonora! stop! don’t
praise me; I don’t deserve this,” said
she, turning to her loudly applauding companions;
“you will soon despise me O Leonora,
you will never forgive me! I have deceived
you I have sold ”
At this instant Mrs. Villars appeared the
crowd divided she had heard all that passed
from her window.
“I applaud your generosity,
Cecilia,” said she, “but I am to tell you
that in this instance it is unsuccessful; you have
it not in your power to give the prize to Leonora it
is yours I have another vote to give you you
have forgotten Louisa.”
“Louisa! but surely, ma’am,
Louisa loves Leonora better than she does me!”
“She commissioned me, however,”
said Mrs. Villars, “to give you a red shell,
and you will find it in this box.”
Cecilia started, and turned as pale
as death it was the fatal box.
Mrs. Villars produced another box she
opened it it contained the Flora “And
Louisa also desired me,” said she, “to
return you this Flora” she put it
into Cecilia’s hand Cecilia trembled
so that she could not hold it; Leonora caught it.
“O, madam! O, Leonora!”
exclaimed Cecilia; “now I have no hope left.
I intended, I was just going to tell ”
“Dear Cecilia,” said Leonora,
“you need not tell it me; I know it already,
and I forgive you with all my heart.”
“Yes, I can prove to you,”
said Mrs. Villars, “that Leonora has forgiven
you: it is she who has given you the prize; it
was she who persuaded Louisa to give you her vote.
I went to see her a little while ago, and perceiving,
by her countenance, that something was the matter,
I pressed her to tell me what it was.
“‘Why, madam,’ said
she, ’Leonora has made me promise to give my
shell to Cecilia. Now I don’t love Cecilia
half so well as I do Leonora; besides, I would not
have Cecilia think I vote for her because she gave
me a Flora.’ Whilst Louisa was speaking,”
continued Mrs. Villars, “I saw the silver box
lying on the bed; I took it up, and asked if it was
not yours, and how she came by it.
“‘Indeed, madam,’
said Louisa, ’I could have been almost certain
that it was Cecilia’s; but Leonora gave it me,
and she said that she bought it of the pedlar this
morning. If any body else had told me so, I could
not have believed them, because I remembered the box
so well; but I can’t help believing Leonora.’
“‘But did you not ask Cecilia about it?’
said I.
“‘No, madam,’ replied Louisa, ‘for
Leonora forbade me.’
“I guessed her reason.
‘Well,’ said I, ’give me the box,
and I will carry your shell in it to Cecilia.’
“‘Then, madam,’
said she, ’if I must give it her, pray do take
the Flora, and return it to her first, that she may
not think it is for that I do it.’”
“O, generous Leonora!”
exclaimed Cecilia; “but indeed, Louisa, I cannot
take your shell.”
“Then, dear Cecilia, accept
of mine instead of it; you cannot refuse it I
only follow your example. As for the bracelet,”
added Leonora, taking Cecilia’s hand, “I
assure you I don’t wish for it, and you do,
and you deserve it.”
“No,” said Cecilia, “indeed
I do not deserve it; next to you, surely, Louisa deserves
it best.”
“Louisa! O yes, Louisa,”
exclaimed every body with one voice.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Villars,
“and let Cecilia carry the bracelet to her;
she deserves that reward. For one fault I cannot
forget all your merits, Cecilia; nor, I am sure, will
your companions.”
“Then, surely, not your best
friend,” said Leonora, kissing her.
Every body present was moved they
looked up to Leonora with respectful and affectionate
admiration.
“O, Leonora, how I love you!
and how I wish to be like you!” exclaimed Cecilia;
“to be as good, as generous!”
“Rather wish, Cecilia,”
interrupted Mrs. Villars, “to be as just; to
be as strictly honourable, and as invariably consistent.
“Remember that many of our sex
are capable of great efforts, of making what they
call great sacrifices to virtue or to friendship; but
few treat their friends with habitual gentleness,
or uniformly conduct themselves with prudence and
good sense.”