“And you don’t mean to
tell me you were such a fool as to say he might go?”
J. P. Thornton, walking up the hill for the fourth
time on the way home from a session meeting with Lawyer
Ed, asked the question again in an extremity of indignation.
And Lawyer Ed answered as he had done each time before:
“I couldn’t stand in the boy’s way,
Jack; I just couldn’t.”
They had argued the question for an
hour, up and down the hills between their two homes,
and had come to no agreement. That Roderick had
had an offer to tempt any young man there was no doubt.
A partnership in the firm of Elliot and Kent, solicitors
for the British North American Transcontinental Railroad,
was such a chance as came the way of few at his age.
And yet Mr. Thornton declared that
he should have refused it unconditionally. Not
so Lawyer Ed; his generous heart condoned the boy.
“It’s the chance of a
life-time, Jack,” he declared. “It
would be shameful to keep him out of it, and, mind
you, he wouldn’t say he would go until I urged
it.”
“Oh, blow him!” J. P.
was a very dignified gentleman and did not revert
to his boyhood’s slang except under extreme provocation.
“He shouldn’t have allowed you to urge
him. And what about the brilliant prospect you
gave up once just because his father was in need?”
“Well, never mind that,”
said Lawyer Ed, hurriedly. “He doesn’t
know anything about that and he’s not going
to either.”
“And it was Bill Graham who
wanted you, and you wouldn’t go. And now
Bill’s taking him away from you. He ought
to be ashamed!”
“Bill thought he was doing me
a kindness. He knew Rod’s success is mine.”
J. P. was silent from sheer exhaustion
of all sane argument. He was grieved and bitterly
disappointed for his friend’s sake. Ed
was in imperative need of a rest and just when life
was looking a little easier to him, and the long-deferred
holiday was within reach, Roderick was deserting.
If they could only have visited the
Holy Land before he left, it would not have seemed
so bad. But though Roderick had consented to
remain until his chief returned, Lawyer Ed had felt
he could not go, for he must busy himself gathering
up the threads of his work which he had been dropping
with such relief.
Roderick had not come to his final
decision without much argument with himself.
His head said Go, but he could not quite convince
his heart that he was right in leaving Lawyer Ed so
soon. He had argued the question with himself
during many sleepless nights, but the lure of success
had proved the stronger. And he was going late
in the autumn to take up his new work.
To Old Angus the news was like the
shutting out of the light of day. Roderick was
going away. At first that was all he could comprehend.
But he did not for one moment lose his sublime faith
either in his boy or in his God. The Lord’s
hand was in it all, he told himself. He was
leading the Lad out into larger service and his father
must not stand in the way. He said not one word
of his own loss, but was deeply concerned over Lawyer
Ed’s. He was worried lest the Lad’s
going might mean business difficulties for his friend.
“If the Father will be wanting
the Lad, Edward,” he said one golden autumn
afternoon, when Lawyer Ed stopped at the farm gate
in passing, “then we must not be putting our
little wills in His way. I would not be minding
for myself, oh, no, not at all-” the
old man’s smile was more pathetic than tears.
“The dear Lord will be giving me so many children
on the Jericho Road, that He feels I can spare Roderick.”
Eddie Perkins was stumbling about
the lane trying to rake up the dead leaves into neat
piles as Angus had instructed him. He came whimpering
up with a bruised finger which he held up to the old
man. Angus comforted him tenderly, telling him
Eddie must be a man and not mind a little scratch.
He looked down at this most helpless of his children
and gently stroked the boy’s misshapen head.
“Yes, He would be very kind,
giving me so many of His little ones to care for,
and He feels I can spare Roderick. The Lad is
strong-” his voice faltered a moment,
but he went on bravely.
“But it was you I was thinking
of, Edward. I could not but be fearing that
you were making a great sacrifice. There is your
visit to the Holy Land-and the business.
It will be hard for you, Edward?”
Lawyer Ed, seated in his mud-splashed
buggy at the gate, turned quickly away, the anxiety
in Old Angus’s voice was almost too much for
his tender heart. There was a wistful plea in
it that he should vindicate Roderick from a shadow
of suspicion. He jerked his horse’s head
violently and demanded angrily what in thunder it meant
by trying to eat all the grass off the roadside like
a fool of an old cow, and then he rose valiantly to
the Lad’s defence.
“Hut, tut, Angus!” he
cried blusteringly. “Such nonsense!
You know as well as I do that the Lad didn’t
want to leave. I fairly drove him away.
Pshaw! never mind the Holy Land. We’re
all journeying to it together, anyway. And as
for my business-somebody else’ll turn
up. I always felt Algonquin would be too small
for Rod. You’ll see he’ll make a
name for himself that’ll make us all proud.”
He did it splendidly, and Angus was
comforted. He blamed himself for what he termed
his lack of faith in the boy and in his Father.
And many a night, as he sat late by his fire, trying
to reason himself into cheerful resignation, he recalled
Edward’s words hopefully. Yes, he surely
ought to be proud and glad that the Lad was going out
into a wider service. He was leaving him alone,
on his Jericho Road, here, but that was only because
the Father needed him for a busier highway, where
thieves were crueller and more numerous.
As the autumn passed and the time
for leaving approached, the Lad ran out very often
to the farm. His visits were a constantly increasing
source of discomfort-both to heart and conscience.
His father’s gallant attempts at cheerfulness,
and his sublime assurance that his son was going away
to do a greater work for the Master stung Roderick
to the quick. That Master, whom he had long ago
left out of his life’s plan, had said, “Ye
cannot serve God and Mammon.” And from
even the little Roderick had seen of the affairs of
Elliot and Kent, he knew only too well that to serve
that firm and humanity at the same time would be impossible.
There were others who did not possess
his father’s faith in his purpose, and they
spoke to him plainly on the matter. J. P. Thornton,
remembering indignantly all that Lawyer Ed had once
given up for Old Angus’s sake, and further maddened
by being forbidden to disclose it, expressed his disapproval
of Roderick’s leaving so soon, in strong incisive
terms.
His remarks succeeded only in angering
the young man, and making him more determined in his
course. Doctor Leslie was the next to speak
plainly on the matter, and his kindly, deep-searching
words were harder to set aside. Roderick was
passing the Manse one day when Mammy Viney hailed
him.
“Honey, de minesta’ want
you,” she called, in her soft rich tones.
“An’ you’se gwine away, an’
leavin’ you olé Auntie Kirsty,” she
said reproachfully, as he came up the steps and shook
hands with her.
“But you wouldn’t want
me to stay and bother Aunt Kirsty in the kitchen all
my life, now, would you, Mammy Viney? I thought
men were a nuisance there.”
“Men’s jus’ a trouble
eberywhar,” she said sternly. “Dat
Mahogany Bill he was jus’ like all de res’,
an’ here you doin’ de same, goin’
off an’ leabin’ folks in de lurch, with
all de hard work to do. I’se shame of
you-dat I is!”
Roderick laughed good-naturedly, as
he followed her into the house, but Mammy Viney tossed
her head. “Eberybody say dat it pretty
mean o’ you, anyhow,” she said with the
air of one who could tell a great deal if she wished.
“‘Deed dey’s sayin’ dat you
no business make Lawya Ed stay home!”
Roderick did not wait to hear any
more of what Algonquin was saying about him.
Mammy Viney rather enjoyed recounting such remarks,
and never took one jot or one tittle from that which
she passed along.
Doctor Leslie met him at the study
door, with outstretched hands. “Now tell
me all about this going away scheme,” he said;
and Roderick told him eagerly, about the brilliant
prospects ahead of him, and when he finished there
was the implied question in the boy’s eyes.
Would he not be blind to his and every one’s
best interests to remain in Algonquin in the face
of such inducements?
Doctor Leslie sat and looked out at
the orchard trees, with their wealth of red and gold
apples falling with soft thuds upon the grass.
How often had that question come to him in his youth,
and when he had examined his own heart and his reasons
for obeying the call to go away, he had been compelled
to remain.
He saw Roderick’s position,
and sympathised with the youthful longing to be away
and to do great deeds; but he was afraid the way had
not yet truly opened up into which Angus McRae’s
son could step. He had learned, in the year
Roderick had spent in Algonquin, that the young man
was not vitally interested in the things that are eternal.
His outlook on life was not his father’s.
The minister felt impelled to speak plainly.
“I feel sure,” he said
slowly, turning his eyes from the garden, and letting
them rest kindly upon the boy’s frank face, “I
feel sure, Roderick, that no young man who lacks ambition
will be of much use to the world. But ambition
is a dangerous guide alone. If you are anxious
to make the best of your life, my boy, the Lord will
open the way to great opportunities. But the
time and the way will be plainly shown. If this
is a door of greater opportunity, then enter it, and
God give you great and large blessing. But if
you are leaving with any doubts as to its being the
right course, if you fear that there are other obligations
you must yet fulfil, then I charge you to examine
your heart carefully, lest you fight against God.
It is no use trying to do that. One day or
other His love will hedge us about. If it cannot
draw us into the way it meets us on the Damascus Road
and blinds us with its light. But some of us
miss the best of life before that happens. Don’t
lose the way, Lad; your father instructed you well
in it.”
For days the warning followed Roderick,
tormenting him. He dared not examine his motives
carefully, lest he find them false. He was out
on life’s waters, paddling hard for the gleam
of gold, and he had no time to stop and consider whither
it was leading him. It might vanish while he
lingered.
There was another person whose opinion
he was anxious to get on this vexed question.
He wondered every waking hour what she would think
of his going. Perhaps she didn’t think
about it at all, he speculated miserably. He
still continued to waylay her in Willow Lane, as he
went to and from home, and one evening he ran upon
his poor rival, Afternoon Tea Willie, doing the same
sentinel duty.
Roderick had been home for supper
and was returning to the office early to do some left
over work, when he overtook him slowly walking towards
Algonquin.
“Good evening, Mr. Roderick,”
he said in a melancholy tone. “May I walk
into town with you?”
Roderick slackened his stride to suit
the young man. He was rather impatient at having
to endure his company, but he soon changed his mind,
for Alfred was in a confidential mood.
“I might as well go home,”
he said gloomily. “She’s gone.”
“Who’s gone?” asked Roderick perversely.
“Why, Miss Murray. She
slipped away somehow, and I don’t know how she
did it. But I’ve waited down here for her
for the last time.” He choked for a moment,
then continued firmly. “She’s showed
me plainly she doesn’t want me, and I’m
too proud to force my company upon her.”
Roderick did not know what to say;
he wanted to laugh, but it was impossible to keep
just a little of the fellow-feeling that makes us
wondrous kind from creeping into his heart.
“Well, it’s too bad,”
he said at last. “But if she doesn’t
want you, of course there is only one thing for you
to do.”
“I have been faithful to her
for a year,” said the rejected lover. “I
never before was attentive to any lady, no matter how
charming, for that length of time, and she needn’t
have treated me that way.”
The subject was the most interesting
one in the world to Roderick, and he could not resist
encouraging the young man to go on.
And poor Afternoon Tea Willie, unaccustomed
to a sympathetic hearing, poured out all his long
heartache.
“I am telling you this in strict
confidence you know, Roderick,” he said.
“It is such a relief to tell some one and it
seems right I should tell you the end of this sad
romance, for you helped me and were kind to me at
its very beginning.” He paused for a moment,
to reflect sadly on his disappointed hopes.
“You may be sure your confidence
will never be betrayed,” said Roderick, and
murmuring his gratitude the young man went on.
“It was Miss Annabel Armstrong
who put her against me from the first, I feel sure,
though I must never bear a grudge against a lady.
But you know, Roderick (I know you will never betray
a confidence), Miss Annabel hates me. I proposed
to her once, shortly after I came to Algonquin.
It was just a mad infatuation on my part, not love
at all. I did not know then what real love was.
But Miss Annabel-well, she is a lady-but
I, I really couldn’t tell you what she said to
me when I offered her all a man could, my heart and
my hand and all my property. It was awful!
I really sometimes wake up in the night yet and think
about it. And she never forgave me. And
I don’t know why.” He paused and
drew a deep breath at the remembrance.
“And I know she poisoned Miss
Murray’s mind against me-but I shan’t
hold a grudge against a lady. Now, Miss Murray
herself was so gentle and kind when she refused me-what?
I-I didn’t mean any harm.”
For his sympathetic listener had turned upon him.
“How dared you do such a thing?”
Roderick cried indignantly.
“I just couldn’t help
it,” wailed Alfred. “You couldn’t
yourself now, Roderick;” and Roderick was forced
to confess inwardly that likely he couldn’t.
“Well, never mind, go on,”
he said, all unabashed that he was taking advantage
of the poor young man merely to be able to hear something
about her.
“I just couldn’t help
it. But I only asked her twice and the first
time she refused so nicely, I thought perhaps she’d
change her mind. I never heard any one refuse
a-person-so-so sweetly
and kindly. But this last time was unmistakable,
and I feel as if it were all over. I am not
going to be trampled upon any more.”
“That’s right,”
said Roderick. “Just brace up and never
mind; you’ll soon get over it.”
The young man shook his head.
“I shall never be the same,” he said.
“But I have pride. I am not going to let
her see that she has made a wreck of my life.
But I thought she might have had more sympathy when
she had had a sorrow like that herself.”
Roderick felt his resentment rising.
He did not mind listening to poor Alfred’s
love stories, but he did not want to hear hers discussed.
But before he could interrupt, Alfred was saying
something that held his attention and made him long
for more.
“But she is all over that now. She told
me herself.”
“All over what?” Roderick could not hold
the question back.
“Caring about the young man
she was engaged to. There was a young man named
Richard Wells in Toronto, you know, and they were engaged.
When she was away for her holidays last summer, I
was so lonesome I just couldn’t stand it, so
I wrote to my cousin Flossy Wilbur and asked her to
find out how she was or her address or something.
And Flossy wrote such a comforting letter and said
she was staying with her married brother, Norman Murray-he
lives on Harrington Street, and Floss lives just a
couple of blocks away on a beautiful avenue-”
“What were you saying about Wells?” Roderick
interrupted.
“Flossy knows him and told me
all about it. I had a letter just last week.
He met another girl he liked better-no,
that couldn’t be true, nobody who once saw her
could care for any one else, I am sure. But
this other girl was rich, and so he broke the engagement.
If I ever meet that man!” Afternoon Tea Willie
stood on the side-walk, the electric light shining
through the autumn leaves making a golden radiance
about his white face. “If I ever meet that
man I-I shall certainly treat him with
the coldest contempt, Roderick. I wouldn’t
speak to him!”
“But you said she didn’t care,”
suggested Roderick impatiently.
“Not now. But Flossy said
her poor little heart must have been broken at first,
though she did not show it. She came up to Algonquin
right away. I saw her on board the Inverness
the day she came and I knew then-”
“How do you know she doesn’t care about
Wells?”
“Oh, when Flossy wrote me that
last week, I went to see her at the school-I
don’t dare go to Rosemount-and I asked
her to forgive me for proposing to her. I told
her, or at least I hinted at the tragedy in her life,
and I said I wanted to beg her pardon on my knees for
troubling her as I had done,-and that I
couldn’t forgive myself. Oh, she just
acted like an angel-there is no other word
to describe her. She asked me at first how I
found out and then she said so sweetly and gently,
that she thanked me for my consideration. And
then, just because she was so good-I did
it again! I really didn’t mean it, but
before I knew what I was doing, I was asking her again
if there was any hope for me. And, oh dear!
oh dear! she said ‘no’ again. Gave
me not the least hope. I was so overcome-you
don’t know how a man feels about such things,
Roderick. I was so overcome I burst out and said
I felt just as if I would have given all I possessed
to meet that Wells man. I said I could just
treat him with the coldest contempt if I ever met
him on the street. And she answered so sweetly
that I must not worry on her account. She said
she had cared once, but that was all over, and that
she was glad now that it had been so. And she
added-and I don’t see hew any one
with such eyes could be so cruel-she said
I must never, never speak of such a subject to her
again, and that if I ever did she would not let me
even come near her. So it’s all over with
me. I am not going to follow her about any more.
I have still been coming down to Willow Lane, but I
am coming no more after to-night. This is the
end!”
They had reached the office door and
paused. Roderick’s sympathy seemed to
have suddenly vanished. In the very face of the
other young man’s despair, he turned upon him
ruthlessly.
“That’s a wise resolution,
Alf,” he said distinctly. “And I’m
going to advise you strongly to stick to it.
You keep the width of the town between you and Miss
Murray from now on, do you understand?”
“What-whatever do
you mean?” stammered the boy, aghast at the cruelty
of one who had seemed a friend.
“Just what I say. On your
own showing, you’ve been tormenting her; and-I-well,
I won’t have it-that’s all.
I feel sure you have the good sense to stick to your
resolution,” his tone was a trifle kindlier,
“and for your own sake I hope you do. If
not, look out!” He made a significant gesture,
that made the other jump out of his way in terror.
“And look here, Alf,” he added.
“If you tell any soul in Algonquin that Miss
Murray was engaged to any one I’ll-I’ll
murder you. Do you hear?”
He ran up the steps and into the office.
And the cruellest part of it all to poor Afternoon
Tea Willie, as the door slammed in his face leaving
him alone in the darkness, was that he could hear his
false friend whistling merrily.
Roderick felt like whistling in the
days that followed. He had found out something
he had been longing to know for over a year.
He did not have to stay away from her now. And
the very next evening he marched straight up to Rosemount
and asked to see Miss Murray. She was out, much
to his disappointment, but the next Sunday he met her
as they were leaving the church. And she expressed
her regret so kindly that he was once more filled
with hope. He had stood watching for her while
his father paused for a word with Dr. Leslie, but
as usual he had been joined by Alexander Graham and
his daughter. There was a subtle air of triumph
about the man, ever since Roderick had decided to go
to Montreal, an air almost of proprietorship especially
noticeable when Lawyer Ed was about.
“Good morning, Rod,” he
said genially. “All packed yet?”
“Not quite,” said Roderick
shortly. He winced, for the thought of the actual
parting with his father was a subject upon which he
did not care to speak.
“I don’t believe you are
a bit sorry you are going,” said Leslie, shaking
the heavy plumes of her velvet hat at him, and pouting,
for never a regret had he expressed to her.
“I actually believe you’re
glad. And I don’t blame you. I’d
be just jumping for joy if I were going. It’s
a dreadfully dull little place here, in the winter
especially.”
He looked at her in surprise.
It was so unlike her to express discontent.
She had always seemed so happy. “Why,
I thought you couldn’t be ever induced to live
any other place,” he cried in surprise.
“The idea! I wish somebody’d
try me!” she flashed out the answer, with just
the faintest emphasis on a significant word.
Roderick looked down at her again
in wonder, to see her eyes droop, her colour deepen.
They passed down the church steps, side by side; her
father dropped behind with Dr. Blair, and they were
left alone together. Roderick, always shy in
a young woman’s presence, was overcome with
a vague feeling of dismay, which he did not at all
understand and which rendered him speechless.
He was relieved when Miss Annabel
Armstrong, with a girlish skip, came suddenly to her
niece’s side. “Good morning, Mr.
Roderick McRae. Good morning, niecy dear!
Come here a moment and walk with me, Leslie darling.
I want to ask you something.” She slipped
her arm into the girl’s and drew her back.
“Here, Mr. McRae, you walk by Miss Murray,
just for a moment, please.”
She shoved Helen forward into Leslie’s
place, and pulling her niece close, whispered fiercely.
“You are a young idiot, Leslie
Graham! I heard Mrs. Captain Willoughby and
the Baldwin girls laughing and talking about you just
this minute as they came out of church. I am
just deadly ashamed. How can we ever keep our
position in society if you act so? Anna Baldwin
said you were simply throwing yourself at that young
McRae’s head-and his father a common
farmer! And his Aunt!”
The girl jerked her arm from Miss
Annabel’s grasp, her eyes and cheeks blazing.
“Anna Baldwin is crazy about him herself!”
she cried violently. “And she’s
made a fool of herself more times than I can tell!
And his father is far better than your father ever
was, or mine either!” She stopped as some one
looked at her in passing. “I shall just
do exactly as I please, Aunt Annabel Armstrong,”
she added determinedly. “It’s just
like an old maid to be always interfering in other
people’s affairs!”
Miss Annabel turned white with anger.
She was proud of her niece, and yet she almost disliked
her. Leslie, young and gay and successful, the
inheritor of everything for which her aunt had scrimped
and striven and hungered all her life and never attained,
was a constant source of irritation and discontent
to Miss Annabel. Her heart and hopes were as
young as Leslie’s, and she was forced to find
herself pushed aside into the place of age, while
this radiant girl walked all unheeding into everything
that her girlhood should have been. And this
intimation concerning her age and estate was unbearable.
She grew intensely quiet.
“Leslie,” she said, “you
may heed me or not as you wish. But if you had
eyes in your head, you would see for yourself that
that young man doesn’t care the snap of his
finger for you and all your money. He’s
madly in love with Helen Murray. He’s always
hanging about Rosemount!” she added, growing
reckless. “He was there only last night.
Just look at him now!”
The startled eyes of the girl obeyed.
Roderick was walking beside Helen Murray, and looking
down at her with the joy of her presence shining in
his face. He was not schooled in hiding his feelings,
and his eyes told his secret so plainly that Leslie
Graham could not but read.
She said not another word. They
had reached a corner and she suddenly left her aunt
and walked swiftly homeward alone. She had had
a revelation. For a long time she had suspected
and feared. Now she knew. In all her gay
thoughtless life she had never wanted anything very
badly that she had not been able to get. Now,
the one thing she wanted most, the thing which had
all unconsciously become the supreme desire of her
life, she had learned in one flash was already another’s.
She was as certain of it as though Roderick had proclaimed
his feelings from the church pulpit. Her thoughts
ran swiftly back over the months of their acquaintance
and picked up here and there little items of remembrance
that should have shown her earlier the true state of
things. She was forced to confess that not once
had he shown her any slightest preference, except
as her father’s daughter. And yet she had
refused to look and listen. And then, upon knowledge,
came shame and humiliation and rage at finding she
had boldly proffered herself and was found undesirable.
It was the birth of her woman’s heart.
The happy, careless girl’s heart was dying,
and the new life did not come without much anguish
of soul.
As soon as she could escape from the
dinner table she fled to her room to face this dread
thing which had come upon her. All undisciplined
and unused to pain, through her mother’s careless
indulgence, entirely pagan, too, for her religious
experience had been but one of form, the girl met
this crisis in her life alone.
At first the smarting sense of her
humiliation predominated and her heart cried for recompense.
She would show him what would happen If he dared
set her aside. Well she knew she could injure
Roderick’s chances for success if she set her
mind to the task; for was it not her influence that
had helped to give him those chances?
The force of her anger drove her to
action. She threw on her plumed hat and her
velvet coat, and slipping out unseen, walked swiftly
out of the town and up the lake shore. Every
little breeze from the waters sent a shower of golden
leaves dropping about her. But the air was still
in the woods. It was a perfect autumn day, a
true Sabbath day in Nature’s world, with everything
in a beautiful state of rest after labour. The
bronze oaks, the yellow elms and the crimson maples
along the shore, now and then dropped a jewel too
heavy to be held into the coloured waters beneath.
The tower of the little Indian church across the
lake pointed a silver finger up out of a soft blue
haze. The whole world seemed at peace, in contrast
to the tumult within the girl’s untrained heart.
She seated herself on a fallen log
beside the water, the warm, hazy sunshine falling
through the golden branches upon her. And sitting
there, she felt the spirit of the serene day steal
over hers. Wiser and nobler thoughts came to
her sorely tried young heart. Some strong unknown
Spirit rose up within her and demanded that she do
what was right. It was her only guide, she could
not reason with it, but she blindly obeyed.
There would be long days of pain and hard struggle
ahead of her, she well knew, but the Spirit heeded
them not at all. She must do what was right.
She must act the strong, the womanly part, let the
future bring what it would.
And she went back from the soft rustling
peace of the woods, not a careless, selfishly happy
girl any more, but a strong, steady-purposed woman.
Roderick was so busy and happy during
the ensuing week that he had almost forgotten the
existence of Miss Leslie Graham, when she was brought
to his dismayed senses by the sound of her voice over
the telephone.
“Tra-la-la-la,
Mr. Roderick McRae,” she sang out in her merriest
voice. “Why don’t you come round
and say good-bye to your friends? Are you going
to fold your tent like the Arabs and silently steal
away?”
Roderick began to stammer out an explanation,
but she cut him off gaily.
“Don’t apologise, you
are going to be punished for your sins,” she
called laughingly. “For you can’t
come now. I am off to-day to Toronto with Aunt
Annabel. We took a sudden notion we wanted to
go to the city. We’re going to spend a
whole month in a riotous purchasing of autumn hats.
So, as I am a good meek and forgiving person and as
you’ll be gone before we get back I just thought
I’d say ‘Bon Voyage’ to you before
I leave.”
She talked so fast that Roderick had
scarcely any chance to reply. He tried to stammer
out his thanks to her for her kindness, but she laughingly
interrupted him. It was quite too bad they couldn’t
say good-bye, Daddy would do that for her. But
Mamma was coming to Toronto with them. They
were both dreadfully sorry and Mamma sent her best
regards. They all hoped he’d have a lovely
time, and come home very rich; and before he could
answer, she had called a gay “Good-bye and good-luck,”
and had rung off.
Roderick was conscious of a slight
feeling of surprise, and a decided feeling of relief.
“She’s a great girl,”
he said to himself admiringly. “She’s
just a splendid good friend and a brick, and I’ll
write and tell her so!”
And he had no idea of how very much
she merited his praise.
As the time for leaving approached,
Roderick grew busier every day. It was hard
to get Lawyer Ed in the office long enough to settle
things. He was striving to take up the burden
of his old work again cheerfully, but the new civic
and social and church duties he had assumed in the
year were hard to drop. Then the Local Option
campaign was at its height and demanded his attention.
To Roderick, and to most of the town
people, he seemed to be shouldering all his old burdens
with his usual energy and light-heartedness, but J.
P. missed a familiar note of joyousness in his tone,
and Archie Blair noticed that Ed did not go up the
steps of his office in one leap now as he had always
done, but walked up like other people. But to
the casual observer, Lawyer Ed was the same.
He was here, there and everywhere, making sure that
this one and that was going to vote the right way.
And Roderick, watching him, remembered how anxious
he had been over the effect the campaign would have
upon his business. And now that he was not required
to enter it, he often longed to plunge in and help
his friend to victory.
On the whole, the campaign helped
Lawyer Ed materially, in the hard days preceding the
parting with his boy. After all, there was nothing
so dear to his Irish heart as a fight, and the rounding
up of his troops before the battle kept him busy and
happy. And everything was pointing to victory.
Father Tracy had promised to see to it that his flock
voted the right way, and Jock McPherson had declared
himself on the side of the temperance cause.
Whatever Lawyer Ed may have had to do with influencing
his fellow Irishmen, he could take no credit for Jock’s
conversion. He had set out to interview the McPherson
one night after a session meeting, but fortunately
J. P. Thornton prevented his impetuous friend making
the mistake of approaching the elder on that difficult
subject. Jock was still feeling a little dour
over the temperance question and the wise Englishman
knew that whichever side of the cause was presented
first that was the side to which the McPherson was
most likely to object.
“Leave him to the other fellows,
Ed,” advised his friend. “They are
almost certain to work their own destruction.”
He was right; for not a week later
Lawyer Ed came up the steps of the Thornton home,
staggering with laughter, to report that Jock was as
staunch on the temperance question as Dr. Leslie himself,
and to explain how it came about.
As J. P. had prophesied, Jock had
come over to their side because a particularly offensive
person interested in the liquor business, had claimed
him as a friend. It had happened on the Saturday
afternoon before. Jock was down town, standing
on the sidewalk in front of Crofter’s hotel
discussing the bad state of the roads with a farmer
friend, when Mr. Crofter came forth, and after introducing
the subject of Local Option in a friendly fashion,
said:
“Well, sir, I’m glad to
see one good Presbyterian who hasn’t gone off
his head over this tom-foolery.” Here he
made the fatal mistake of slapping Mr. McPherson on
the shoulder. “It does me good to see a
man who isn’t a fanatic, but can take a glass
and leave it alone, and give every other fellow the
same privilege.”
“Yus.” Jock drew
in his breath with a peculiar snuffing sound that
would have warned any one who knew him well that there
was danger in the air. “Yus,” he
repeated the word very slowly, “and take another
glass, and leave it alone.”
“What did you say?” enquired
Mr. Crofter, a little puzzled. “I don’t
think I quite caught you, Mr. McPherson.”
“I would be thinking,”
said Jock with dreadful deliberation, “that it
must be a grand sight, but I nuffer saw one.”
“Never saw what?”
“A man that could take a glass and leave it
alone. He always took it.”
Mr. Crofter went back into the hotel
with something of the feeling of a baseball player
who has made a mighty swing with his bat and missed.
And Jock informed Dr. Leslie the next
day that he had intended all along to vote for Local
Option, but had omitted to say so earlier. The
case of Father Tracy had brought even greater joy.
One day Mike Cassidy came raging into Lawyer Ed’s
office with the tale of another fight with his enemies
the Duffys, and the information that he was going
to court with it this time if he died for it.
Roderick was out, and on the pretence that he must
consult his young partner, Lawyer Ed managed to get
Mike to consider the matter for an hour, and in the
interval he went to see Father Tracy.
The Catholic priest and the Presbyterian
elder were good friends, for his reverence was a jolly
Irishman, very proud of his title of the “Protestant
Priest.” It was whispered that he was not
in favour in ecclesiastical circles, but little cared
he, for he was in the highest favour with everybody
in Algonquin, especially those in need, and the hero
of every boy who could wave a lacrosse stick.
“Good mornin’, Father
O’Flynn,” cried Lawyer Ed, as, swinging
his cane, he was ushered into the priest’s sanctum.
“Sure and I suppose it’s yer owld job
ye’re at-
“Checkin’ the crazy ones,
urgin’ the aisy ones,
Helpin’ the lazy ones on wid a stick.”
“It is that, then,” said
Father Tracy, his blue eyes dancing. “And
here’s wan o’ the crazy ones. Sit
ye down, man, till I finish this note, and I’ll
be checkin’ ye all right. I’ll not
be a minute.”
Lawyer Ed of course could not sit
down, but wandered about the room examining the pictures
on the wall, a few photographs of popes and cardinals.
“Sure this is a terrible place
for a heretic like me to be in, Father,” he
exclaimed. “Oi’m getting clane narvous.
If it wasn’t called a Presbytry, I’d
niver dare venture. It’s got a good name.
By the way, I don’t see John Knox here,”
he added, anxiously examining the cardinals again.
Father Tracy’s pen signed his
name with a flourish. “You’ll see
John Knox soon enough if ye don’t mend your
ways, Edward Brians,” he said. “Now,
what do ye want of me this morning?” But the
two Irishmen could not let such a good joke pass unnoticed;
when they had laughed over it duly, the business was
stated.
“He’ll go to no law,”
said the shepherd of this wayward sheep. “I’ll
see him to-night, and it’s grateful I am to you,
Edward, for your interest. I hear the boys are
getting together to see about a junior league.
Algonquin ought to get the championship this year-”
But Lawyer Ed knew better than to
let Father Tracy get off onto the subject of lacrosse.
“I wish Algonquin would take the championship
vote for Local Option next January, Father,”
he said tentatively. He waited, but Father Tracy
said nothing. He was not so much noted for his
leanings towards teetotalism as towards lacrosse.
“It would keep Mike Cassidy
straight,” ventured the visitor again.
“I can keep Mike Cassidy straight
without the aid of any such heretic props,”
said Father Tracy, looking decidedly grim.
Lawyer Ed burst out laughing. “’Pon
me word you’re right,” he exclaimed.
“Man, I wish sometimes that our Protestant priests
had the power that you have. But I’m not
here to urge you, mind that. I’m not such
a fool as to go down to the Rainy Rapids and try to
turn them back with a pebble. But I just thought
I might as well ask you what your opinion was, when
I was here. A great many people of your flock
tell me they will vote just as the Father tells them.”
He glanced back at his host as he moved to the door.
“Yes, and they’d better,”
said the Father. “So you’d like to
know what to say to them, eh?”
“I certainly would.” He waited anxiously.
Father Tracy stood watching him go
down the steps, his portly figure filling up the doorway,
his good-natured face beaming. “And if
it’s news ye’re after I suppose ye’ll
rest neither day nor night till ye get it.”
“Not likely.”
“Well-” Father
Tracy was enjoying the other’s anxiety and was
as deliberate as Jock McPherson-“well,
if you meet any of my stray sheep that look as if
they were goin’ to vote for the whiskey, ye can
tell them for me that I’d say mass for a dead
dog before I’d meddle wid their lost souls.”
Lawyer Ed went down the street, half
a block at a stride, in the direction of J. P.’s
office.
Archie Blair’s horse and buggy
were standing in front of a house next to the Catholic
church. The temptation, combined with his desperate
hurry, was too much. He leaped in and, without
so much as “By your leave,” he tore down
the street and never drew rein until he fairly fell
out of the vehicle in front of J. P.’s office.
He burst in with the glorious news: “I’ve
got four hundred new votes promised me for local option.
Hurrah! That’s better than going to the
Holy Land any day in the year!”
But when the day came at last that
was to take Roderick from him, even Lawyer Ed’s
love of battle failed him. It was a dreary day,
with Nature in accord with his gloom. A chill
wind had blown all night from the north, lashing Lake
Algonquin into foam and making the pines along the
Jericho Road moan sadly. Early in the day the
snow began to drive down from the north and by afternoon
the roads were drifted.
Roderick was to leave on the afternoon
train for Toronto, and there take the night express
for Montreal and he came into Algonquin in the morning,
to bid his friends good-bye. The sudden change
in the weather had, as usual, been accompanied by
the return of the old pain in his arm. It had
been more frequent this autumn, but he had paid little
heed to it. But to-day it added just the last
burden required to make him thoroughly miserable.
Lawyer Ed was stamping about, complaining loudly
of the cold, blowing his nose, and talking about everything
and anything but Roderick’s pending departure.
The Lad’s drooping spirits went lower at the
sight of him.
As he went about saying farewell he
realised that he had not known how many friends he
had made. Alexander Graham was full of expressions
of congratulation and good-will.
“You must make good, Rod, my
boy,” he said. “We’ll be watching
you, you know, and of course the blame will fall on
me if you don’t. But I have no fears.”
He laughed in a patronising way that made Roderick
feel very small indeed.
“I’m so sorry you couldn’t
come up again. The wife and Leslie took a sudden
notion that they must go to Toronto for a month-or
Leslie took it rather, and made her mother and aunt
go with her. I’m sorry they are not here-but
they are in Toronto and you might-”
he paused knowingly,-“I guess I don’t
need to tell you where they are staying. Miss
Leslie probably left her address.” He laughed
in such an insinuating way that Roderick’s face
grew crimson.
“No, Miss Graham did not give
me her address,” he said, so stiffly that the
man looked at him in wonder, then laughed again.
This was some of Leslie’s nonsense, as usual,
just to tease him. She had forced a little lover’s
quarrel probably and gone without saying good-bye.
But he knew Leslie could make it all right just when
she chose.
He parted from Roderick in quite a
fatherly manner, but the young man went away feeling
more uncomfortable and downhearted than ever.
There was one person who seemed frankly
glad to see him go. Mr. Fred Hamilton did not
actually express his joy, but he looked it, and Roderick
felt something of the same feeling when they said good-bye.
Dr. Leslie and several other old friends came next.
Archie Blair had gone to the city to a medical congress,
and he missed him. But he had bidden almost
every one else in Algonquin farewell when at last he
sent his trunk to the station, and taking Lawyer Ed’s
horse and cutter, drove out to the farm for the severest
ordeal of that hard day.
As he passed the school, the children
came storming out to their afternoon recess, pelting
each other with snowballs. Roderick hesitated
a moment before the gate, but the wild onslaught of
some fifty shrieking youngsters frightened the horse,
and it dashed away down the road, so he decided to
leave his farewell with her to the last.
The bleak wind was sweeping down from
the lake and the old board fence and the frail houses
on Willow Lane creaked before it. The water
roared up on the beach as he passed along the Pine
Road, and the snow drove into his eyes and half blinded
him. The McDuff home was deserted. There
was no track to the door through the snow, no smoke
from the old broken chimney. Peter Fiddle was
either out at the farm or down in the warm tavern
on Willow Lane singing and playing.
The dull pain in Roderick’s
arm had increased to a steady ache that did not help
to make the soreness of his heart any easier.
The bare trees along the way; creaked and moaned,
cold grey clouds gathered and spread across the sky.
Hitherto Roderick had felt nothing
but impatience at the thought of staying in Algonquin
all his life to watch Old Peter and Eddie Perkins
and Mike Cassidy and their like, but now that the day
had come for him to leave, it seemed as though everything
was calling upon him to stay, every finger post pointing
towards home. Doctor Leslie’s farewell,
a warning to again consider. Lawyer Ed’s
patient, cheery acceptance of the situation, J. P.
Thornton’s open disapproval, Helen Murray’s
smile the other evening at the door of Rosemount,
his father’s love and confidence in him, all
pulled him back with strong hands. The rainbow
gold shone but dimly that day, and he would fain have
turned his back upon it for the sure chance of a life
like his father’s in Algonquin.
He found Old Angus watching for him
at the window. His brave attempts at cheerfulness
made Roderick’s trial doubly hard. He bustled
about, even trying to hum a tune, his old battle song,
“My Love, be on thy guard.”
“I’ll be back before you
know I’m gone, Auntie,” said the Lad, when
Aunt Kirsty appeared and burst into tears at the sight
of him. He tried to laugh as he said it, but
he made but a feeble attempt. They sat by the
fire, the Lad trying to talk naturally of his trip,
his father making pathetic attempts to help him, and
Aunt Kirsty crying silently over her knitting.
At last, as Roderick glanced at the clock. Old
Angus took out the tattered Bible from the cup-board
drawer. It had always been the farewell ceremony
in all the Lad’s coming and going, the reading
of a few words of comfort and courage and a final
prayer. Old Angus read, as he so often did when
his son was leaving, the one hundred and thirty-ninth
psalm, the great assurance that no matter how far
one might go from home and loved ones, one might never
go away from the presence of God.
“If I ascend up into Heaven
thou art there. If I make my bed in hell behold
thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning
and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even
there shall thy hand lead me and thy right hand shall
uphold me.”
The prayer was simple and direct,
as were all Old Angus’s communions with
his Father. He had come to-day to a place where
the way was very puzzling, and Roderick, knowing him
so well, understood why he prayed for himself, that
he might not be troubled with the why of it all, but
that he might know that God was guiding them all aright.
But there was an anguished note in his voice new
to the Lad, and one that made the pain in his heart
grow almost unbearable. He had heard that sound
in his father’s voice once before; and was puzzled
to remember when. And then there came vividly
to his heart’s ear, the cry that had rung out
over the dark waters to him the night the little boy
was lost. “Roderick, my son, where are
you?” The father’s heart was uttering
that cry now, and the son’s heart heard it.
There were tears in the eyes of both men when they
arose from their knees.
Aunt Kirsty came to him for her farewell
with a big bundle in her arms. It was done up
carefully in a newspaper and tied with yarn, and contained
a huge lunch, composed of all the good things she had
been able to cook in a day’s baking. Roderick
felt as if he could not eat anything between home
and Montreal, but he took the bulky parcel gratefully
and tenderly. She put her arms about him, the
tears streaming down her face, then fled from the
room as fast as her ample size would permit, and gave
vent to her grief in loud sobs and wails. Old
Angus followed his son out to the cutter in the shed.
He stumbled a little. He seemed to have suddenly
become aged and decrepit. It was not the physical
parting that was weighing him down so heavily.
Had Roderick been called to go as a missionary to
some far-off land, as his father had so often dreamed
in his younger days that he might, Old Angus would
have sent him away with none of the foreboding which
filled his heart to-day when he saw his boy leave
to take a high position in the work of the world.
Roderick caught the blanket off the
horse, and as he did so his arm gave a sudden, sharp
twinge. His face twisted.
“Is it the old pain in your
arm, Roderick, my son?” his father asked anxiously.
“It’s nothing,”
said the Lad lightly. “It’ll be all
right to-morrow.”
“You should see a doctor,”
admonished his father. “There will be great
doctors in Montreal.”
“Perhaps I shall,” said
the boy. “Now, Father, don’t stand
there in the cold!” He caught the old man’s
hand in both his. “Father!” he cried
sharply. “I-oh-I
feel I shouldn’t leave you!”
“Hoots, toots, Lad!”
The man clapped him upon the back comfortingly.
“You must not be saying that whatever.
Indeed it’s a poor father I would be to want
you always by me. No, no, you must go, but Roderick-”
“Yes, Father.”
The old man’s face was pale
and intense. “You will not be leaving the
Heavenly Father. Oh mind, mind and hold to Him!”
Roderick pressed his hand, and felt
for the first time something of the utter bitterness
of that road to success. “I’ll try,
Father,” he faltered. “Oh, I will!”
He sprang into the cutter and took
the lines, the old man put his hands for a moment
on the Lad’s bowed head praying for a blessing
upon him, and then the horse dashed out of the gate
and away down the lane. At the turn Roderick
looked back. His father was standing on the snowy
threshold where he had left him, waving his cap.
A yellow gleam of wintry sunlight through ragged
clouds lit up his face, the wind fluttered his old
coat and his silver hair, and, standing there in his
loneliness, he was making a desperate attempt at a
smile that had more anguish in it than a rain of tears.
Roderick drove swiftly down the snowy
road, his eyes blinded. For one moment he hated
success and money and fame and would have thrown them
all away to be able to go back to his father.
Well he knew the parting was more, far more than
a temporal leave-taking. It was a departure
from the old paths where his father had taught him
to walk.
As he sped along, his head down, he
did not see a figure on the road ahead of him.
He was almost upon it when he suddenly jerked his
horse out of the way. It was Old Peter.
Evidently he had drunk just enough to make him tremendously
polite. He stepped to the side of the road and
bowed profoundly.
Roderick made an attempt to pull up
his horse and say good-bye. A sudden impulse
to take Peter home to his father seized him.
Old Angus would be so comforted to think that his
boy’s last act was giving a helping hand on
the Jericho Road. But his horse was impatient,
and Peter had already turned in at his own gate and
was plunging through the snow to his house.
A bottle was sticking out of his pocket. Evidently
he intended to make a night of it. The sight
of it made the young man change his mind. There
was no use, as he had so often said, bothering with
Peter Fiddle. He was determined to drink himself
to death and he would.
Roderick let his horse go and went
spinning down the road. Then he realised that
he had given his arm a wrench, when he had pulled his
horse out of Peter’s way. The pain in it
grew intense for a few moments. He resolved
that as soon as he was settled at his new work he
would have it attended to. It was the relic of
his old rainbow expedition and though it had annoyed
him only at intervals it had never ceased to remind
him that there was trouble there for him some future
day.
He had another hard parting to face,
but one with hope in it for the future. When
he tied his horse at the school gate and went in he
was wondering how he would tell Helen how much the
farewell meant to him. For he was determined
that she must know. The school was quiet, for
the hour for dismissing had not come. As he entered
the hall, Madame came swaying out of Miss Murray’s
room with a group of cherubs peeping from behind her.
“Now you, Johnnie Pickett,” she was saying,
“you just come and tell me if anybody’s
bad and I’ll fix them.” Then she
saw Roderick, and greeted him with a rapturous smile.
“There’s a dear boy,”
she cried, “to come and say good-bye to your
old teacher. Now, you Johnnie Pickett, what
are you following me out here for? Aren’t
you to watch the room for Miss Murray? Go on
back. Well, and you are really going this afternoon?”
she said, turning to her visitor again. “And
how is your father standing it? What’s
the matter now?”
A small youngster with blazing eyes
shot from the room and launched himself upon her.
“Please, teacher,” he
cried, his voice shrill with wrath, “them kids,
they won’t mind me at all. Dutchy Scott’s
makin’ faces, and the girls is talkin’,
an’ Pie-face Hurd he’s calling names.
He said I was a nigger!” His blue eyes and
white hair belied the accusation, but his voice rose
to a scream at the indignity. Mrs. Doasyouwouldbedoneby
marched the deposed monitor hack to the room to restore
order, explaining volubly that it was quite as wicked
a crime to call a boy Pie-face as for that boy to
call one a nigger.
“I’ve got Miss Murray’s
room in charge,” she said, returning to Roderick
smiling and breathless. “Go on back there,
now! I see you looking out there, you, Jimmie
Hurd. Just wait till I catch you!”
“She isn’t sick, is she?” asked
Roderick dismayed.
“No. Oh, no! She
went with a crowd of young folks to a tea-meeting at
Arrow Head. They started early, and I made her
run home an hour before the time to bundle up.
Now, Johnnie Pickett, leave that chalk alone!
You don’t need to think I don’t see you-”
Roderick went on his journey miserably
disappointed. She had gone on a sleigh ride
and she must have known, indeed she did know, he intended
to call and say good-bye to her. Each farewell
had been harder than the last and now this absence
of farewell was the hardest of all. There was
one more-Lawyer Ed’s. Like Old
Angus, he was making an attempt at cheerfulness that
was heartbreaking. He tramped about, singing
loudly, scolding every one who came near him, and proclaiming
his joy over the Lad’s going in a manner that
drove poor Roderick’s sore heart to desperation.
He drove with him to the station, carried his bag
on board, loaded him with books and magazines and bade
him a joyful farewell, with not a word of regret.
But he gave way as the train moved out and Roderick
saw him hastily wipe his eyes and as he looked back
for one last glimpse of his beloved figure, the Lad
saw Lawyer Ed move slowly away, showing for the first
time in his life the signs of approaching age.
That night Old Angus sat late over
his kitchen fire. He was mentally following
the Lad. He was in Toronto now; later, on the
way to Montreal, lying asleep in his berth probably.
Old Angus’s faith forbade his doubting that
God’s hand was in his boy’s departure.
But the remembrance of all his joyous plans on the
day the Lad started in Algonquin persisted in coming
up to haunt him. He sat far into the night trying
to reason himself back into his former cheerfulness.
The storm had risen anew, and gusts of wind came
tearing up from the lake, lashing the trees and shaking
the old house. The snow beat with a soft, quick
pad-pad upon the window-pane. Occasionally the
jingle of bells came to him muffled in the snow.
Finally, he heard a new sound, some one singing.
It was probably a sleigh-load of young folk returning
from a country tea-meeting, he reflected. Then
he suddenly sat up straight. Something familiar
in the fitful sounds made him slip out to the door
and listen. The wind was lulled for a moment,
and he could dimly discern a figure going along the
road. And he could hear a voice raised loud
and discordant in the 103rd psalm! Old Angus
came back into the house swiftly. He caught
up his coat and cap. Peter had fallen among
thieves once more! And he would probably be left
by the road-side to freeze were he not rescued.
He hastily lit a lantern and carefully closed up
the stove. Then, softly opening the door, he
hurried out into the storm.
He found the lane and the road beyond
badly drifted, but he plunged along, his swaying lantern
making a faint yellow star in the swirling white mists
of the storm. He reached the road. Peter’s
voice came to him fitfully on the wind. He had
probably started out to come to him and had lost his
bearings. There was nothing to do but follow
and bring him back. He plunged into the road
and staggered forward in the direction of the voice.
The snow had stopped falling but the
wind that was driving it into drifts was growing bitterly
cold. Old Angus needed all his strength to battle
with it, as he forced his way forward, sinking sometimes
almost to his waist. He struggled on.
Peter was somewhere there ahead, perhaps fallen to
freeze by the roadside, and the Good Samaritan must
not give in till he found him. But his own strength
was going fast. In his thought for Peter he had
forgotten that he was not able to battle with such
a wind. He fell again and again, and each time
he rose it was with an added sense of weakness.
He kept calling to Peter, but the roar of the lake
on the one hand and the answering roar of the pines
on the other drowned his voice. He was almost
exhausted when he stumbled over a dark object half
buried in snow in the middle of the road. He
staggered to his feet and turned his lantern upon it.
It was Peter, lain down in a drunken stupor to die
of cold.
“Peter! Peter!”
Angus McRae tried to speak his name, but his benumbed
lips refused to make an articulate sound. He
dropped the lantern beside him and tried to raise
the prostrate figure. As he did so he felt the
light of the lantern grow dim. It faded away,
and the Good Samaritan and the man who had fallen
among thieves lay side by side in the snow.