If I have not heretofore spoken of
Mary Virginia, it is because all that winter she and
Mrs. Eustis had been away; and in consequence Appleboro
was dull enough. For the Eustises are our wealthiest
and most important family, just as the Eustis house,
with its pillared, Greek-temple-effect front, is by
far the handsomest house in town. When we have
important folks to entertain, we look to the Eustises
to save our faces for us by putting them up at their
house.
One afternoon, shortly after we had
gotten settled in Appleboro, I came home to find my
mother entertaining no less a personage than Mrs.
Eustis; she wasn’t calling on the Catholic priest
and his mother, you understand; far from it!
She was recognizing Armand De Rance and Adele de Marsignan!
Mrs. Eustis was a fair, plump little
partridge of a woman, so perfectly satisfied with
herself that brains, in her case, would have amounted
to a positive calamity. She is an instance of
the fascination a fool seems to have for men of undoubted
powers of mind and heart, for Eustis, who had both
to an unusual degree, loved her devotedly, even while
he smiled at her. She had, after some years of
childlessness, laid him under an everlasting obligation
by presenting him with a daughter, an obligation deepened
by the fact that the child was in every sense her
father’s child, not her mother’s.
That afternoon she brought the little
girl with her, to make our acquaintance. When
the child, shyly friendly, looked up, it seemed to
me for an anguished moment as if another little girl
had walked out of the past, so astonishingly like
was she to that little lost playmate of my youth.
Right then and there Mary Virginia walked into my heart
and took possession, as of a place swept and garnished
and long waiting her coming.
When we knew her better my mother
used to say that if she could have chosen a little
girl instead of the little boy that had been I, she
must have chosen Mary Virginia Eustis out of all the
world.
Like Judge Mayne’s Laurence,
she chose to make the Parish House her second home for
indeed my mother ever seemed to draw children to her,
as by some delightful magic. Here, then, the child
learned to sew and to embroider, to acquire beautiful
housewifely accomplishments, and to speak French with
flawless perfection; she reaped the benefit of my
mother’s girlhood spent in a convent in France;
and Mrs. Eustis was far too shrewd not to appreciate
the value of this. And so we acquired Mary Virginia.
I watched the lovely miracle of her
growth with an almost painful tenderness. Had
I not become a priest, had I realized those spring
hopes of mine; and had there been little children resembling
their mother, then my own little girls had been like
this one. Even thus had been their blue eyes,
and theirs, too, such hair of such curling blackness.
The hours I spent with the little
girl and Laurence helped me as well as them; these
fresh souls and growing minds freshened and revived
mine, and kept me young in heart.
“We are all made of dust,”
said my mother once. “But Mary Virginia’s
is star dust. Star dust, and dew, and morning
gold,” she added musingly.
“She simply cannot imagine evil,
much less see it in anything or in anybody,”
I told Madame, for at times the child’s sheer
innocence troubled me for her. “One is
puzzled how to bring home to this naïve soul the ugly
truth that all is not good. Now, Laurence is better
balanced. He takes people and events with a saving
grain of skepticism. But Mary Virginia is divinely
blind.”
My mother regarded me with a tolerant
smile. “Do not worry too much over that
divinely blind one, my son,” said she. “I
assure you, she is quite capable of seeing a steeple
in daylight! Observe this: yesterday Laurence
angered her, and she seized him by the hair and bumped
his head against the study wall no mild
thump, either! She has in her quite enough of
the leaven of unrighteousness to save her, at a pinch for
Laurence was entirely right, she entirely wrong.
Yet she made him apologize before she consented
to forgive him, and he did it gratefully. She
allowed him to understand how magnanimous she was in
thus pardoning him for her own naughtiness, and he
was deeply impressed, as men-creatures should be under
such circumstances. Such wisdom, and she but
a child! I was enchanted!”
“Good heavens! Surely,
Mother, I misunderstand you! Surely you reproved
her!”
“Reprove her?” My mother’s
voice was full of astonishment. “Why should
I reprove her? She was perfectly right!”
“Perfectly right? Why,
you said indeed, I assure you, you said
that Laurence had been entirely right, she entirely
wrong!”
“Oh, that! I see; well, as for that,
she was.”
“Then, surely ”
“My son, a woman who is in the
wrong is entirely right when she makes the man apologize,”
said my mother firmly. “That is the Law,
fixed as the Mèdes’ and the Persians’,
and she who forgets or ignores it is ground between
the upper and the nether millstones. Mary Virginia
remembered and obeyed. When she grows up you will
all of you adore her madly. Why, then, should
she be reproved?”
I have never been able to reflect
upon Laurence getting his head bumped and then gratefully
apologizing to the darling shrew who did it, without
a cold wind stirring my hair. And yet Laurence,
and I, too, love her all the more dearly for it! Miserere,
Domine!
It was May when Mary Virginia came
back to Appleboro. She had written us a bubbling
letter, telling us just when we were to expect her,
and how happy she was at the thought of being home
once more. We, too, rejoiced, for we had missed
her sadly. My mother was so happy that she planned
a little intimate feast to celebrate the child’s
return.
I remember how calm and mild an evening
it was. At noon there had been a refreshing shower,
and the air was deliciously pure and clear, and full
of wet woodsy scents. The raindrops fringing the
bushes became prisms, a spiderweb was a fairy foot-bridge;
and all our birds, leaving for a moment such household
torments as squalling insatiable mouths that must
be filled, became jubilant choristers. “The
opulent dyepots of the angels” had been emptied
lavishly across the sky, and the old Parish House
lay steeped in a serene and heavenly glow, every window
glittering diamond-bright to the west.
Next door Miss Sally Ruth was feeding
and scolding her cooing pigeons, which fluttered about
her, lighting upon her shoulder, surrounding her with
a bright-colored living cloud; the judge’s black
cat Panch lay along the Mayne side of the fence and
blinked at them regretfully with his slanting emerald
eyes. From the Mayne kitchen-steps came, faintly,
Daddy January’s sweet quavering old voice:
“ Gwine tuh climb
up higher ‘n’ higher,
Some uh dese days ”
John Flint, silent, depressed, with
folded lips and somber eyes, hobbled about awkwardly,
savagely training himself to use the crutches Westmoreland
had lately brought him. Very unlovely he looked,
dragging himself along like a wounded beast.
The poor wretch struck a discordant note in the sweet
peacefulness of the spring evening; nor could we say
anything to comfort him, we who were not maimed.
Came a high, sweet, shrill call at
the gate; a high yelp of delight from Pitache, hurtling
himself forward like a woolly white cannonball; a
sound of light and flying feet; and Mary Virginia ran
into the garden, the little overjoyed dog leaping
frantically about her. She wore a white frock,
and over it a light scarlet jacket. Her blue eyes
were dancing, lighting her sweet and fresh face, colored
like a rose. The gay little breeze that came
along with her stirred her skirts, and fluttered her
scarlet ribbons, and the curls about her temples.
You might think Spring herself had paused for a lovely
moment in the Parish House garden and stood before
you in this gracious and virginal shape, at once delicate
and vital.
Miss Sally Ruth, scattering pigeons
right and left, dashed to the fence to call greetings.
My mother, seizing the child by the arms, held her
off a moment, to look her over fondly; then, drawing
her closer, kissed her as a daughter is kissed.
I laid my hand on the child’s
head, happy with that painful happiness her presence
always occasioned me, when she came back after an
absence as if the Other Girl flashed into
view for a quick moment, and then was gone. Laurence,
who had followed, stood looking down at her with boyish
condescension.
“Huh! I can eat hominy
off her head!” said he, aggravatingly.
“Old Mister Biggity!”
flashed Mary Virginia. And then she turned and
met, face to face, the fixed stare of John Flint, hanging
upon his crutches as one might upon a cross, a
stare long, still, intent, curious, speculative, almost
incredulous.
“You are the Padre’s last
guest, aren’t you?” her eyes were full
of gravest sympathy. “I’m so sorry
you met with such a misfortune but I’m
gladder you’re alive. It’s so good
just to be alive in the spring, isn’t it?”
She smiled at him directly, taking him, as it were,
into a pleasant confidence. She seemed perfectly
unconscious of the evil unloveliness of him; Mary
Virginia always seemed to miss the evil, passing it
over as if it didn’t exist. Instead, diving
into the depths of other personalities, always she
brought to the surface whatever pearl of good might
lie concealed at the bottom. To her this sinister
cripple was simply another human being, with whose
misfortune one must sympathize humanly.
Clelie, in a speckless white apron
and a brand-new red-and-white bandanna to do greater
honor to the little girl whom she adored, set a table
under the trees and spread it with the thin dainty
sandwiches, the delectable little cakes, and the fine
bonbons she and my mother had made to celebrate
the child’s return. And we had tea, making
very merry, for she had a thousand amusing things
to tell us, every airy trifle informed with something
of her own brave bright mirthful spirit. John
Flint sat nearby in the wheel chair, his crutches lying
beside it, and looked on silently and ate his cake
and drank his tea stolidly, as if it were no unusual
thing for him to break bread in such company.
“Padre,” said Mary Virginia
with deep gravity. “My aunt Jenny says I’m
growing up. She says I’ll have to put up
my hair and let down my frocks pretty soon, and that
I’ll probably be thinking of beaux in another
year, though she hopes to goodness I won’t, until
I’ve got through with school at least.”
The almost unconscious imitation of
Miss Jenny’s pecking, birdlike voice made me
smile.
“Beaux! Long skirts!
Put up hair! Great Scott, will you listen to the
kid!” scoffed Laurence. “You everlasting
little silly, you! P’tite Madame, these
cakes are certainly all to the good. May I have
another two or three, please!”
“I’m ’most thirteen
years old, Laurence Mayne,” said Mary Virginia,
with dignity. “You’re only seventeen,
so you don’t need to give yourself such hateful
airs. You’re not too old to be greedy, anyhow.
Padre, am I growing up?”
“I fear so, my child,” said I, gloomily.
“You’re not glad, either, are you, Padre?”
“But you were such a delightful child,”
I temporized.
“Oh, lovely!” said Laurence,
eying her with unflattering brotherliness. “And
she had so much feeling, too, Mary Virginia! Why,
when I was sick once, she wanted me to die, so she
could ride to my funeral in the front carriage; she
doted on funerals, the little ghoul! She was
horribly disappointed when I got better she
thought it disobliging of me, and that I’d done
it to spite her. Once, too, when I tried to reason
with her and Mary Virginia needed reason
if ever a kid did she bumped my head until
I had knots on it. There’s your delightful
Mary Virginia for you!”
“Anyhow, you didn’t die
and become an angel you stayed disagreeably
alive and you’re going to become a lawyer,”
said Mary Virginia, too gently. “And your
head was bumpable, Laurence, though I’m sorry
to say I don’t ever expect to bump it again.
Why, I’m going away to school and when I come
back I’ll be Miss Eustis, and you’ll be
Mr. Mayne! Won’t it be funny, though?”
“I don’t see anything
funny in calling you Miss Eustis,” said Laurence,
with boyish impatience. “And I’m certainly
not going to notice you if you’re silly enough
to call me Mister Mayne. I hope you won’t
be a fool, Mary Virginia. So many girls are fools.”
He ate another cake.
“Not half as big fools as boys
are, though,” said she, dispassionately.
“My father says the man is always the bigger
fool of the two.”
Laurence snorted. “I wonder
what we’ll be like, though both of
us?” he mused.
“You? You’re biggity
now, but you’ll be lots worse, then,” said
Mary Virginia, with unflattering frankness. “I
think you’ll probably strut like a turkey, and
you’ll be baldheaded, and wear double-lensed
horn spectacles, and spats, and your wife will call
you ‘Mr. Mayne’ to your face and ‘Your
Poppa’ to the children, and she’ll perfectly
despise people like Madame and the Padre and
me!”
“You never did have any reasoning
power, Mary Virginia,” said Laurence, with brotherly
tact. “Our black cat Panch would put it
all over you. Allow me to inform you I’m
not biggity, miss! I’m logical something
a girl can’t understand. And I’d like
to know what you think you’re going to
grow up to be?”
“Oh, let’s quit talking
about it,” she said petulantly. “I
hate to think of growing up. Grown ups don’t
seem to be happy and I want to be
happy!” She turned her head, and met once more
the absorbed and watchful stare of the man in the
wheel-chair.
“Weren’t you sorry when
you had to stop being a little boy and grow up?”
she asked him, wistfully.
“Me?” he laughed harshly.
“I couldn’t say, miss. I guess I was
born grown up.” His face darkened.
“That wasn’t a bit fair,”
said she, with instant sympathy.
“There’s a lot not fair,”
he told her, “when you’re born and brought
up like I was. The worst is not so much what happens
to you, though that’s pretty bad; it’s
that you don’t know it’s happening and
there’s nobody to put you wise. Why,”
his forehead puckered as if a thought new to him had
struck him, “why, your very looks get to be
different!”
Mary Virginia started. “Oh,
looks!” said she, thoughtfully. “Now,
isn’t it curious for you to say just that, right
now, for it reminds me that I brought something to
the Padre something that set me to thinking
about people’s looks, too, and how
you never can tell. Wait a minute, and I’ll
show you.” She reached for the pretty crocheted
bag she had brought with her, and drew from it a small
pasteboard box. None of us, idly watching her,
dreamed that a moment big with fate was upon us.
I have often wondered how things would have turned
out if Mary Virginia had lost or forgotten that pasteboard
box!
“I happened to put my hand on
a tree and this little fellow moved, and
I caught him. I thought at first he was a part
of the tree-trunk, he looked so much like it,”
said the child, opening the little box. Inside
lay nothing more unusual than a dark-colored and rather
ugly gray moth, with his wings folded down.
“One wouldn’t think him
pretty, would one?” said she, looking down at
the creature.
“No,” said Flint, who
had wheeled nearer, and craned his neck over the box.
“No, miss, I shouldn’t think I’d
call something like that pretty,” he
looked from the moth to Mary Virginia, a bit disappointedly.
Mary Virginia smiled, and picking
up the little moth, held his body, very gently, between
her finger-tips. He fluttered, spreading out his
gray wings; and then one saw the beautiful pansy-like
underwings, and the glorious lower pair of scarlet
velvet barred and bordered with black.
“I brought him along, thinking
the Padre might like him, and tell me something about
him,” said the little girl. “The Padre’s
crazy about moths and butterflies, you must understand,
and we’re always on the lookout to get them
for him. I never found this particular one before,
and you can’t imagine how I felt when he showed
me what he had hidden under that gray cloak of his!”
“He’s a member of a large
and most respectable family, the Catocalae,”
I told her. “I’ll take him, my dear,
and thank you there’s always a demand
for the Catocalae. And you may call him an Underwing,
if you prefer that’s his common name.”
“I got to thinking,” said
the little girl, thoughtfully, lifting her clear and
candid eyes to John Flint’s. “I got
to thinking, when he threw aside his plain gray cloak
and showed me his lovely underwings, that he’s
like some people people you’d think
were very common, you know. You couldn’t
be expected to know what was underneath, could you?
So you pass them by, thinking how ordinary, and matter
of fact, and uninteresting and even ugly they are,
and you feel rather sorry for them because
you don’t know. But if you can once get
close enough to touch them why, then you
find out!” Her eyes grew deeper, and brighter,
as they do when she is moved; and the color came more
vividly to her cheek. “Don’t you reckon,”
said she naively, “that plenty of folks are
like him? They’re the sad color of the
street-dust, of course, for things do borrow from their
surroundings, didn’t you know that? That’s
called protective mimicry, the Padre says. So
you only think of the dust-colored outside and
all the while the underwings are right there, waiting
for you to find them! Isn’t it wonderful
and beautiful? And the best of all is, it’s
true!”
The cripple in the chair put out his
hand with a hint of timidity in his manner; he was
staring at Mary Virginia as if some of the light within
her had dimly penetrated his grosser substance.
“Could I hold it for
a minute in my own hand?” he asked,
turning brick-red.
“Of course you may,” said
Mary Virginia pleasantly. “I see by the
Padre’s face this isn’t a rare moth he’s
been here all along, only my eyes have just been opened
to him. I don’t want him to go in any collection.
I don’t want him to go anywhere, except back
into the air I owe him that for what he
taught me. So I’m sure the Padre won’t
mind, if you’d like to set him free, yourself.”
She put the moth on the man’s
finger, delicately, for a Catocala is a swift-winged
little chap; it spread out its wings splendidly, as
if to show him its loveliness; then, darting upward,
vanished into the cool green depth of the shrubbery.
“I remember running after a
butterfly once, when I was a kid,” said he.
“He came flying down our street, Lord knows where
from, or why, and I caught him after a chase.
I thought he was the prettiest thing ever my eyes
had seen, and I wanted the worst way in the world to
keep him with me. A brown fellow he was, all
sprinkled over with little splotches of silver, as
if there’d been plenty of the stuff on hand,
and it’d been laid on him thick. But after
awhile I got to thinking he’d feel like he was
in jail, shut up in my hot fist. I couldn’t
bear that, so I ran to the end of the street, to save
him from the other kids, and then I turned him loose
and watched him beat it for the sky. They’re
pretty things, butterflies. Somehow I always liked
them better than any other living creatures.”
He was staring after the moth, his forehead wrinkled.
He spoke almost unconsciously, and he certainly had
no idea that he had given us cause for a hopeful astonishment.
Now, Mary Virginia’s eyes had
fallen, idly enough, upon John Flint’s hands
lying loosely upon his knees. Her face brightened.
“Padre,” she suggested
suddenly, “why don’t you let him help you
with your butterflies? Look at his hands!
Why, they’re just exactly the right sort to
handle setting needles and mounting blocks, and to
stretch wings without loosening a scale. He could
be taught in a few lessons, and just think what a
splendid help he could be! And you do so need
help with those insects of yours, Padre I’ve
heard you say so, over and over.”
The child was right John
Flint did have good hands large enough,
well-shaped, steel-muscled, powerful, with flexible,
smooth-skinned, sensitive fingers, the fingers of
an expert lapidary rather than a prize-fighter.
“If you think there’s
any way I could help the parson for awhile, I’d
be proud to try, miss. It’s true,”
he added casually, with a sphinx-like immobility of
countenance, “that I’m what might be called
handy with my fingers.”
“We’ll call it settled,
then,” said Mary Virginia happily.
Laurence took her home at dusk; it
was a part of his daily life to look after Mary Virginia,
as one looks after a cherished little sister.
When they were younger the boy had often complained
that she might as well be his sister, she quarreled
with him so much; and the little girl said, bitterly,
he was as disagreeable as if he’d been a brother.
In spite of which the little girl, for all her delicious
impertinences, looked up to the boy; and the boy had
adored her, from the time she gurgled at him from
her cradle.
My mother left us, and John Flint
and I sat outdoors in the pleasant twilight, he smoking
the pipe Laurence had given him.
“Parson,” said he, abruptly,
“Parson, you folks are swells, ain’t you?
The real thing, I mean, you and Madame? Even the
yellow nigger’s a lady nigger, ain’t she?”
“I am a poor priest, such as
you see, my son, Madame is Madame.
And Clelie is a good servant.”
“But you were born a swell,
weren’t you?” he persisted. “Old
family, swell diggings, trained flunkies, and all
that?”
“I was born a gentleman, if
that is what you mean. Of an old family, yes.
And there was an old house once.”
“How’d you ever
hit the trail for the Church? I wonder! But
say, you never asked me any more questions than you
had to, so you can tell me to shut up, if you want
to. Not that I wouldn’t like to know how
the Sam Hill the like of you ever got nabbed by the
skypilots.”
“God called me through affliction, my son.”
“Oh,” said my son, blankly.
“Huh! But I bet you the best crib ever
cracked you were some peach of a boy before you got
that ‘S.O.S.’”
“I was, like the young, the
thoughtless young, a sinner.”
“I suppose,” said he tentatively,
after a pause, “that I’m one hell
of a sinner myself, according to Hoyle, ain’t
I?”
“I do not think it would injure
you to change your course of life, nor
yet your way of mentioning it,” I said, feeling
my way cautiously. “But we are
bidden to remember there is more joy in heaven over
one sinner saved than over the ninety-and-nine just
men.”
“Is that so? Well, it listens
like good horse-sense to me,” said Mr. Flint,
promptly. “Because, look here: you
can rake in ninety-and-nine boobs any old time there’s
one born every time the clock ticks, parson but
they don’t land something like me every day,
believe me! And I bet you a stack of dollar chips
a mile high there was some song-and-dance in the sky-joint
when they put one over on you for fair.
Sure!” He puffed away at his pipe, and I, having
nothing to say to this fine reasoning, held my peace.
“Parson, that kid’s a
swell, too, ain’t she? And the boy?”
“Laurence is the son of Judge Hammond Mayne.”
“And the little girl?” Insensibly his
voice softened.
“I suppose,” I agreed,
“that the little girl is what you might call
a swell, too.”
“I never,” said he, reflectively,
“came what you might call talking close
to real swells before. I’ve seen ’em,
of course at a distance. Some of ’em,
taking ’em by and large, looked pretty punk,
to me; some of ’em was middling, and a few looked
as if they might have the goods. But none of
’em struck me as being real live breathing people,
same as other folks. Why, parson, some of those
dames’d throw a fit, fancying they was poisoned,
if they had to breathe the same air with folks like
me me being what I am and they being what
they think they are. Yet here’s you and
Madame, the real thing and the boy and
the little girl the little girl ”
he stopped, staring at me dumbly, as the vision of
Mary Virginia rose before him.
“She is, indeed, a dear, dear
child,” said I. His words stung me somewhat,
for once upon a time, I myself would have resented
that such as he should have breathed the same air
with Mary Virginia.
“I’d almost think I’d
dreamed her,” said he, thoughtfully, “that
is, if I was good enough to have dreams like that,”
he added hastily, with his first touch of shame.
“I’ve seen ’em from the Battery up,
and some of ’em was sure-enough queens, but
I didn’t know they came like this one.
She’s bran-new to me, parson. Say, you just
show me what she wants me to help you with, and I’ll
do it. She seems to think I can, and it oughtn’t
to be any harder than opening a time-vault, ought it?”
“No,” said I gravely,
“I shouldn’t think it would be. Though
I never opened a time-vault, you understand, and I
hope and pray you’ll never touch one again,
either. I’d rather you wouldn’t even
refer to it, please. It makes me feel, rather well,
let’s say particeps criminis.”
“I suppose that’s the
polite for punching you in the wind,” said he,
just as gravely. “And I didn’t think
you’d ever monkeyed with a vault; why, you couldn’t,
not if you was to try till Gabriel did his little
turn in the morning not unless you’d
been caught when you were softer and put wise.
Man, it’s a bigger job than you think, and you’ve
got to have the know-how and the nerve before you
can put it over. But there I’ll
keep it dark, seeing you want me to.” He
stretched out his hands, regarding them speculatively.
“They are classy mitts,” he remarked
impersonally. “Yep, seemed like they were
just naturally made to do what they did.
They were built for fine work.” At that
his jaw snapped; a spasm twitched his face; it darkened.
“The work little Miss Eustis
suggested for you,” I insinuated hastily, “is
what very many people consider very fine work indeed.
About one in a thousand can do it properly.”
“Lead me to it,” said
he wearily, and without enthusiasm, “and turn
me loose. I’ll do what I can, to please
her. At least, until I can make a getaway for
keeps.”