1 Sa: 32.
Mary Virginia had gone, weeping and
bewept, and the spirit of youth seemed to have gone
with her, leaving the Parish House darkened because
of its absence. A sorrowful quiet brooded over
the garden that no longer echoed a caroling voice.
Kerry, seeking vainly for the little mistress, would
come whining back to John Flint, and look up mutely
into his face; and finding no promise there, lie down,
whimpering, at his feet. The man seemed as desolate
as the dog, because of the child’s departure.
“When I come back,” Mary
Virginia said to him at parting, “I expect you’ll
know more about moths and butterflies than anybody
else in the world does. You’re that sort.
I’d love to be here, watching you grow up into
it, but I’ve got to go away and grow up into
something myself. I’m very glad you came
here, Mr. Flint. You’ve helped me, lots.”
“Me?” with husky astonishment.
“You, of course,” said
the child, serenely. “Because you are such
a good man, Mr. Flint, and so patient, and you stick
at what you try to do until you do it better than
anybody else does. Often and often when I’ve
been trying to do sums I’m frightfully
stupid about arithmetic and I wanted to
give up, I’d think of you over here just trying
and trying and keeping right on trying, until you’d
gotten what you wanted to know; and then I’d
keep on trying, too. The funny part is, that
I like you for making me do it. You see, I’m
a very, very bad person in some things, Mr. Flint,”
she said frankly. “Why, when my mother
has to tell me to look at so and so, and see how well
they behave, or how nicely they can do certain things,
and how good they are, and why don’t I profit
by such a good example, a perfectly horrid raging
sort of feeling comes all over me, and I want to be
as naughty as naughty! I feel like doing and
saying things I’d never want to do or say, if
it wasn’t for that good example. I just
can’t seem to bear being good-exampled.
But you’re different, thank goodness. Most
really good people are different, I guess.”
He looked at her, dumbly he
had no words at his command. She missed the irony
and the tragedy, but she sensed the depths of feeling
under that mute exterior.
“I’m glad you’re
sorry I’m going away,” said she, with the
directness that was so engaging. “I perfectly
love people to feel sorry to part with me. I
hope and hope they’ll keep on being sorry because
they’ll be that much gladder when I come back.
I don’t believe there’s anything quite
so wonderful and beautiful as having other folks like
you, except it’s liking other folks yourself!”
“I never had to be bothered
about it, either way,” said he dryly. His
face twitched.
“Maybe that’s because
you never stayed still long enough in any one place
to catch hold,” said she, and laughed at him.
“Good-by, Mr. Flint! I’ll
never see a butterfly or a moth, the whole time I’m
gone, without making believe he’s a messenger
from Madame, and the Padre, and you, and Kerry.
I’ll play he’s a carrier-butterfly, with
a message tucked away under his wings: ’Howdy,
Mary Virginia! I’ve just come from flying
over the flowers in the Parish House garden; and the
folks are all well, and busy, and happy. But they
haven’t forgotten you for a single solitary minute,
and they miss you and wish you’d come back;
and they send you their dear, dear love and
I’ll carry your dear, dear love back to them!’
So if you see a big, big, beautiful, strange fellow
come sailing by your window some morning, why, that’s
mine, Mr. Flint! Remember!”
And then she was gone, and he had
his first taste of unselfish human sorrow. Heretofore
his worries had been purely personal and self-centered:
this was different, and innocent. It shocked and
terrified him to find out how intensely he could miss
another being, and that being a mere child. He
wasn’t used to that sort of pain, and it bewildered
him.
Eustis himself had wanted the little
girl sent to a preparatory school which would fit
her for one of the women’s colleges. He
had visions of the forward sweep of women visions
which his wife didn’t share. Her daughter
should go to the Church School at which she herself
had been educated, an exclusive and expensive institution
where the daughters of the wealthy were given a finishing
hand-polish with ecclesiastical emery, as a sort of
social hall-mark. Mrs. Eustis had a horror of
what she called, in quotation-marks, the modern non-religious
method of educating young ladies.
The Eustis house was closed, and left
in charge of the negro caretakers, for Mrs. Eustis
couldn’t stand the loneliness of the place after
the child’s departure, and Eustis himself found
his presence more and more necessary at the great
plantation he was building up. Mrs. Eustis left
Appleboro, and my mother missed her. There was
a vein of pure gold underlying the placid little woman’s
character, which the stronger woman divined and built
upon.
Laurence, too, entered college that
Fall. I had coached him, in such hours as I could
spare. He was conscientious enough, though his
Greek was not the Greek of Homer and he vexed the
soul of my mother with a French she said was spoke
full fair and fetisly
After ye schole of Strattford
atte Bowe.
But if he hadn’t Mary Virginia’s
sensitiveness to all beauty, nor her playful fancy
and vivid imagination, he was clear-brained and clean-thinking,
with that large perspective and that practical optimism
which seem to me so essentially American. He saw
without confusion both the thing as it was and as
it could become. With only enough humor to save
him, he had a sternness more of the puritan than of
the cavalier blood from which he had sprung. Above
all was he informed with that new spirit brooding
upon the face of all the waters, a spirit that for
want of a better name one might call the Race Conscience.
It was this last aspect of the boy’s
character that amazed and interested John Flint, who
was himself too shrewd not to divine the sincerity,
even the commonsense, of what Laurence called “applied
Christianity.” Altruism and Slippy
McGee! He listened with a puzzled wonder.
“I wish,” he grumbled
to Laurence, “that you’d come off the roof.
It gives a fellow stiff neck rubbering up at you!”
“I’d rather stay up the
air’s better, and you can see so much farther,”
said Laurence. And he added hospitably: “There’s
plenty of room come on up, yourself!”
“With one leg?” sarcastically.
“And two eyes,” said the
boy. “Come on up the sky’s
fine!” And he laughed into the half-suspicious
face.
The gimlet eyes bored into him, and
the frank and truthful eyes met them unabashed, unwavering,
with a something in them which made the other blink.
“When I got pitched into this
burg,” said the lame man thoughtfully, “I
landed all there except a leg, but I never
carried my brains in my legs. I hadn’t
got any bats in my belfry. But I’m getting
’em. I’m getting ’em so bad
that when I hear some folks talk bughouse these days
it pretty near listens like good sense to me.
Why, kid, I’m nut enough now to dangle over
the edge of believing you know what you’re talking
about!”
“Fall over: I know
I know what I’m talking about,” said Laurence
magnificently.
“I’m double-crossed,”
said John Flint, soberly and sadly, “Anyway I
look at it ” he swept the horizon
with a wide-flung gesture, “it’s bugs
for mine. I began by grannying bugs for him,”
he tossed his head bull-like in my direction, “and
I stand around swallowing hot air from you ”
He glared at Laurence, “and what’s the
result? Why, that I’ve got bugs in the
bean, that’s what! Think of me licking an
all-day sucker a kid dopes out! Me! Oh, he venly
saints!” he gulped. “Ain’t
I the nut, though?”
“Well, supposing?” said
Laurence, laughing. “Buck up! You could
be a bad egg instead of a good nut, you know!”
John Flint’s eyes slitted, then
widened; his mouth followed suit almost automatically.
He looked at me.
“Can you beat it?” he wondered.
“Beating a bad egg would be
a waste of time I wouldn’t be guilty of,”
said I amusedly. “But I hope to live to
see the good nut grow into a fine tree.”
“Do your damnedest excuse
me, parson!” said he contritely. “I
mean, don’t stop for a little thing like me!”
Laurence leaned forward. “Man,”
said he, impressively, “he won’t have
to! You’ll be marking time and keeping step
with him yourself before you know it!”
“Huh!” said John Flint, non-committally.
Laurence came to spend his last evening at home with
us.
“Padre,” said he, when
we walked up and down in the garden, after an old
custom, after dinner, “do you really know what
I mean to do when I’ve finished college and
start out on my own hook?”
“Put ‘Mayne & Son’
on the judge’s shingle and walk around the block
forty times a day to look at it!” said I, promptly.
“Of course,” said he.
“That first. But a legal shingle can be
turned into as handy a weapon as one could wish for,
Padre, and I’m going to take that shingle
and spank this sleepy-headed old town wide awake with
it!” He spoke with the conviction of youth, so
sure of itself that there is no room for doubt.
There was in him, too, a hint of latent power which
was impressive. One did not laugh at Laurence.
“It’s my town,”
with his chin out. “It could be a mighty
good town. It’s going to become one.
I expect to live all my life right here, among my
own people, and they’ve got to make it worth
my while. I don’t propose to cut myself
down to fit any little hole: I intend to make
that hole big enough to fit my possible measure.”
“May an old friend wish more power to your shovel?”
“It’ll be a steam shovel!” said
he, gaily. Then his face clouded.
“Padre! I’m sick
of the way things are run in Appleboro! I’ve
talked with other boys and they’re sick of it,
too. You know why they want to get away?
Because they think they haven’t got even a fighting
chance here. Because towns like this are like
billion-ton old wagons sunk so deep in mudruts that
nothing but dynamite can blow them out and
they are not dealers in dynamite. If they want
to do anything that even looks new they’ve
got to fight the stand-patters to a finish, and they’re
blockaded by a lot of reactionaries that don’t
know the earth’s moving. There are a lot
of folks in the South, Padre, who’ve been dead
since the civil war, and haven’t found it out
themselves, and won’t take live people’s
word for it. Well, now, I mean to do things.
I mean to do them right here. And I certainly
shan’t allow myself to be blockaded by anybody,
living or dead. You’ve got to fight the
devil with fire; I’m going to blockade
those blockaders, and see that the dead ones are decently
buried.”
“You have tackled a big job, my son.”
“I like big jobs, Padre.
They’re worth while. Maybe I’ll be
able to keep some of the boys home the
town needs them. Maybe I can keep some of those
poor kids out of the mills, too. Oh, yes, I expect
a right lively time!”
I was silent. I knew how supinely
Appleboro lay in the hollow of a hard hand. I
had learned, too, how such a hand can close into a
strangling fist.
“Of course I can’t clean
up the whole state, and I can’t reorganize the
world,” said the boy sturdily. “I’m
not such a fool as to try. But I can do my level
best to disinfect my own particular corner, and make
it fit for men and safe for women and kids to live
and breathe in. Padre, for years there hasn’t
been a rotten deal nor a brazen steal in this state
that the man who practically owns and runs this town
hadn’t a finger in, knuckle-deep. He’s
got to go.”
“Goliath doesn’t always
fall at the hand of the son of Jesse, my little David,”
said I quietly. I also had dreamed dreams and
seen visions.
“That’s about what my
father says,” said the boy. “He wants
me to be a successful man, a ‘safe and sane
citizen.’ He thinks a gentleman should
practise his profession decently and in order.
But to believe, as I do, that you can wipe out corruption,
that you can tackle poverty the same as you would
any other disease, and prevent it, as smallpox and
yellow fever are prevented, he looks upon as madness
and a waste of time.”
“He has had sorrow and experience,
and he is kind and charitable, as well as wise,”
said I.
“That’s exactly where
the hardest part comes in for us younger fellows.
It isn’t bucking the bad that makes the fight
so hard: it’s bucking the wrong-idea’d
good. Padre, one good man on the wrong side is
a stumbling-block for the stoutest-hearted reformer
ever born. It’s men like my father, who
regard the smooth scoundrel that runs this town as
a necessary evil, and tolerate him because they wouldn’t
soil their hands dealing with him, that do the greatest
injury to the state. I tell you what, it wouldn’t
be so hard to get rid of the devil, if it weren’t
for the angels!”
“And how,” said I, ironically,
“do you propose to set about smoothing the rough
and making straight the crooked, my son?”
“Flatten ’em out,”
said he, briefly. “Politics. First
off I’m going to practice general law; then
I’ll be solicitor-general for this county.
After that, I shall be attorney-general for the state.
Later I may be governor, unless I become senator instead.”
“Well,” said I, cautiously,
“you’ll be so toned down by that time that
you might make a very good governor indeed.”
“I couldn’t very well
make a worse one than some we’ve already had,”
said the boy sternly. There was something of the
accusing dignity of a young archangel about him.
I caught a glimpse of that newer America growing up
about us an America gone back to the older,
truer, unbuyable ideals of our fathers.
“I guess you’d better
tell me good-by now, Padre,” said he, presently.
“And bless me, please it’s a
pretty custom. I won’t see you again, for
you’ll be saying mass when I’m running
for my train. I’ll go tell John Flint good-by,
too.”
He went over and rapped on the window,
through which we could see Flint sitting at his table,
his head bent over a book.
“Good-by, John Flint”
said Laurence. “Good luck to you and your
leggy friends! When I come back you’ll
probably have mandibles, and you’ll greet me
with a nip, in pure Bugese.”
“Good-by,” said John Flint,
lifting his head. Then, with unwonted feeling:
“I’m horrible sorry you’ve got to
go I’ll miss you something fierce.
You’ve been very kind thank you.”
“Mind you take care of the Padre,”
said the boy, waiving the thanks with a smile.
“Don’t let him work too hard.”
“Who, me?” Flint’s
voice took the knife-edge of sarcasm. “Oh,
sure! It don’t need but one leg to keep
up with a gent trying to run a thirty-six hour a day
job with one-man power, does it? Son, take it
from me, when a man’s got the real, simonpure,
no-imitation, soulsaving bug in his bean, a forty-legged
cyclone couldn’t keep up with him, much less
a guy with one pedal short.” He glared at
me indignantly. From the first it has been one
of his vainest notions that I am perversely working
myself to death.
“There’s nothing to be
done with the Padre, then, I’m afraid,”
said Laurence, chuckling.
“I might soak him in
the cyanide jar for ten minutes a day without killing
him,” mused Mr. Flint. “But,”
disgustedly, “what’d be the use?
When he came to and found he’d been that long
idle he’d die of heart-failure.”
He pushed aside the window screen, and the two shook
hands heartily. Then the boy, wringing my hand
again, walked away without another word. I felt
a bit desolate there are times when I could
envy women their solace of tears as if he
figured in his handsome young person that newer, stronger,
more conquering generation which was marching ahead,
leaving me, older and slower and sadder, far, far
behind it. Ah! To be once more that young,
that strong, that hopeful!
When I began to reflect upon what
seemed visionary plans, I was saddened, foreseeing
inevitable disillusion, perhaps even stark failure,
ahead of him. That he would stubbornly try to
carry out those plans I did not doubt: I knew
my Laurence. He might accomplish a certain amount
of good. But to overthrow Inglesby, the Boss of
Appleboro for he meant no less than this why,
that was a horse of another color!
For Inglesby was our one great financial
figure. He owned our bank; his was the controlling
interest in the mills; he owned the factory outright;
he was president of half a dozen corporations and chairman
and director of many more.
Did we have a celebration? There
he was, in the center of the stage, with a jovial
loud laugh and an ultra-benevolent smile to hide the
menace of his little cold piglike eyes, and the meaning
of his heavy jaw. Will the statement that he
had a pew in every church in town explain him?
He had one in mine, too; paid for, which many of them
are not.
At the large bare office in the mill
he was easy of access, and would listen to what you
had to say with flattering attention and sympathy.
But it was in his private office over the bank that
this large spider really spun the web of our politics.
Mills, banks, churches, schools, lights, railroads,
stores, heating, water-power all these juicy
flies apparently walked into his parlor of their own
accord. He had made and unmade governors; he
had sent his men to Washington. How? We
suspected; but held our peace. If our Bible had
bidden us Americans to suffer rascals gladly instead
of mere fools we couldn’t be more
obedient to a mandate.
Men like James Eustis and Judge Mayne
despised Inglesby but gave him a wide berth.
They wouldn’t be enmeshed. It was known
that Major Appleby Cartwright had blackballed him.
“I can stand a man, suh, that
likes to get along in this world within
proper bounds. But Inglesby hasn’t got any
proper bounds. He’s a a cross
between a Republican mule and a party-bolting boa-constrictor,
an’ a hybrid like that hasn’t got any place
in nature. On top of that he drinks ten cents
a bottle grape juice and smokes five cent cigars.
And he’s got the brazen and offensive effrontery
to offer ’em to self-respectin’ men!”
And here was Laurence, our little
Laurence, training himself to overthrow this overgrown
Goliath! Well, if the boy could not bring this
Philistine to the earth, he might yet manage to give
him a few manful clumps on the head; perhaps enough
to insure a chronic headache.
So thinking, I went in and watched
John Flint finish a mounting-block from a plan in
the book open upon the table, adding, however, certain
improvements of his own.
He laid the block aside and then took
a spray of fresh leaves and fed it to a horned and
hungry caterpillar prowling on a bit of bare stem
at the bottom of his cage.
“Get up there on those leaves,
you horn-tailed horror! Move on, you
lepidopterous son of a wigglejoint, or I’ll pull
your real name on you in a minute and paralyze you
stiff!” He drew a long breath. “You
know how I’m beginning to remember their real
names? I swear ’em half an hour a day.
Next time you have trouble with those hickeys of yours,
try swearing caterpillar at ’em, and you’ll
find out.”
I laughed, and he grinned with me.
“Say,” said he, abruptly.
“I’ve been listening with both my ears
to what that boy was talking to you about awhile ago.
Thinks he can buck the Boss, does he?”
“Perhaps he may,” I admitted.
“Nifty old bird, the Big Un,”
said Mr. Flint, squinting his eyes. “And,”
he went on, reflectively, “he’s sure got
your number in this burg. Take you by and large,
you lawabiders are a real funny sort, ain’t
you? Now, there’s Inglesby, handing out
the little kids their diplomas come school-closing,
and telling ’em to be real good, and maybe when
they grow up he’ll have a job in pickle for ’em work
like a mule in a treadmill, twelve hours, no unions,
and the coroner to sit on the remains, free
and gratis, for to ease the widow’s mind.
Inglesby’s got seats in all your churches first-aid
to the parson’s pants-pockets.
“Inglesby’s right there
on the platform at all your spiel-fests, smirking
at the women and telling ’em not to bother their
nice little noddles about anything but holding down
their natural jobs of being perfect ladies ain’t
he and other gents just like him always right there
holding down their natural jobs of protecting
’em and being influenced to do what’s
right? Sure he is! And nobody howls for the
hook! You let him be It him with a
fist in the state’s jeans up to the armpit!
“Look here, that Mayne kid’s
dead right. It’s you good guys that are
to blame. We little bad ones see you kowtowing
to the big worse ones, and we get to thinking we
can come in under the wires easy winners, too.
However, let me tell you something while I’m
in the humor to gas. It’s this: sooner
or later everybody gets theirs. My sort and
Inglesby’s sort, we all get ours. Duck and
twist and turn and sidestep all we want, at the end
it’s right there waiting for us, with a loaded
billy up its sleeve: Ours! Some fine day
when we’re looking the other way, thinking we’ve
even got it on the annual turnout of the cops up Broadway
for class, why, Ours gets up easy on its hind legs,
spits on its mitt, and hands us exactly what’s
coming to us, biff! and we wake up sitting on our
necks in the middle of day-before-yesterday and year-after-next.
I got mine. If I was you I wouldn’t be too
cock-sure that kid don’t give Inglesby his, some
of these days, good and plenty.”
“Maybe so,” said I, cautiously.
“Gee, that’d be fly-time
for all the good guys in this tank, wouldn’t
it?” he grinned. “Sure! I can
see ’em now, patting the bump on their beams
where they think the brain-patch sprouts, and handing
out hunks of con to the Lord about his being right
on his old-time job of swatting sinners in their dinners.
Yet they’ll all of them go right on leading
themselves up to be trimmed by the very next holdup
that’s got the nerve to do them! Friend,
believe a goat when he tells you that you stillwater-and-greenpasture
sheep are some bag of nuts!”
“Thank you,” said I, with due meekness.
“Keep the change,” said
he, unabashed. “I wasn’t meaning you,
anyhow. I’ve got more manners, I hope, than
to do such. And, parson, you don’t need
to have cold feet about young Mayne. If you ask
me, I’d bet the limit on him. Why,
I think so much of that boy that if he was a rooster
I’d put the gaffs and my last dollar on him,
and back him to whip everything in feathers clean
up to baldheaded eagles. Believe me, he’d
do it!” he finished, with enthusiasm.
Bewildered by a mental picture of
a Laurence with ruffled neck-feathers and steel spurs,
I hurriedly changed the subject to the saner and safer
one of our own immediate affairs.
“Yep, ten orders in to-day’s
mail and seven in yesterday’s; and good orders
for the wasp-moths, single or together, and that house
in New York wants steady supplies from now on.
And here’s a fancy shop wants a dozen trays,
like that last one I finished. We’re looking
up,” said he, complacently.
The winter that followed was a trying
one, and the Guest Rooms were never empty. I
like to record that John Flint put his shoulder to
the wheel and became Madame’s right hand man
and Westmoreland’s faithful ally. His wooden
leg made astonishingly little noise, and his entrance
into a room never startled the most nervous patient.
He went on innumerable errands, and he performed countless
small services that in themselves do not seem to amount
to much, but swell into a great total.
“He may have only one leg,”
said Westmoreland, when Flint had helped him all of
one night with a desperately ill millworker, “but
he certainly has two hands; he knows how to use his
ears and eyes, he’s dumb until he ought to speak,
and then he speaks to the point. Father, Something
knew what It was about when you and I were allowed
to drag that tramp out of the teeth of death!
Yes, yes, I’m certainly glad and grateful we
were allowed to save John Flint.”
From that time forth the big man gave
his ex-patient a liking which grew with his years.
Absent-minded as he was, he could thereafter always
remember to find such things as he thought might interest
him. Appleboro laughs yet about the day Dr. Westmoreland
got some small butterflies for his friend, and having
nowhere else to put them, clapped them under his hat,
and then forgot all about them; until he lifted his
hat to some ladies and the swarm of insects flew out.
Without being asked, and as unostentatiously
as he did everything else, Flint had taken his place
in church every Sunday.
“Because it’d sort of
give you a black eye if I didn’t,” he explained.
“Skypiloting’s your lay, father, and I’ll
see you through with it as far as I can. I couldn’t
fall down on any man that’s been as white to
me as you’ve been.”
I must confess that his conception
of religion was very, very hazy, and his notions of
church services and customs barbarous. For instance,
he disliked the statues of the saints exceedingly.
They worried him.
“I can’t seem to stand
a man dolled-up in skirts,” he confessed.
“Any more than I’d be stuck on a dame
with whiskers. It don’t somehow look right
to me. Put the he-saints in pants instead of those
brown kimonas with gold crocheting and a rope sash,
and I’d have more respect for ’em.”
When I tried to give him some necessary
instructions, and to penetrate the heathen darkness
in which he seemed immersed, he listened with the
utmost respect and attention and wrinkled
his brow painfully, and blinked, and licked his lips.
“That’s all right, father,
that’s all right. If you say it’s
so, I guess it’s so. I’ll take your
word for it. If it’s good enough for you
and Madame, there’s got to be something in it,
and it’s sure good enough for me. Look
here: the little girl and young Mayne have got
a different brand from yours, haven’t they?”
“Neither of them is of the Old Faith.”
“Huh! Well, I tell you
what you do: you just switch me in somewhere
between you and Madame and him and her. That’ll
give me a line on all of you and maybe
it’ll give all of you a line on me. See?”
I saw, but as through a glass darkly.
So the matter rested. And I must in all humility
set down that I have never yet been able to get at
what John Flint really believes he believes.