When Mary Virginia was graduated,
my mother sent her, to commemorate that very important
and pleasant occasion, one of her few remaining treasures a
carved ivory fan which Le Brun had painted out of his
heart of hearts for one of King Louis’ loveliest
ladies. It still exhaled, like a whiff of lost
roses, something of her vanished grace.
“I have a fancy,” wrote my
mother to Mary Virginia, “that having been
pressed against women’s bosoms and held in women’s
hands, having been, as it were, symbols which expressed
the hidden emotions of the heart, these exquisite
toys have thus been enabled to gain a soul, a soul
composed of sentience and of memory. I think
that as they lie all the long, long years in those
carved and scented boxes which are like little tombs,
they remember the lights and the flowers and the
perfumes, the glimmer and gleam of jewels and silks,
the frothy fall of laces, the laughter and whispers
and glances, the murmured word, the stifled sigh:
and above all, the touch of soft lips that used to
brush them lightly; and the poor things wonder a
bit wistfully what has become of all that gay and
lovely life, all that perished bravery and beauty
that once they knew. So I am quite sure this
apparently soulless bit of carved ivory sighs inaudibly
to feel again the touch of a warm and young hand,
to be held before gay and smiling eyes, to have
a flower-fresh face bent over it once more.
“Accept it, then, my child, with
your old friend’s love. Use it in your
happy hours, dream over it a little, sigh lightly;
and then smile to remember that this is your Hour,
that you are young, and life and love are yours.
It is in such youthful and happy smiles that we
whose day declines may relive for a brief and bright
space our golden noon. Shall I tell you a secret,
before your time to know it? Youth alone is eternal
and immortal! How do I know? ’Et Ego
in Arcadia vixi!’”
Mary Virginia showed me that letter,
long afterward, and I have inserted it here, although
I suppose it really isn’t at all relevant.
But I shall let it stand, because it is so like my
mother!
John Flint made for the schoolgirl
a most wonderful tray with handles and border of hammered
and twisted copper. The tray itself was covered
with a layer of silvery thistle-down; and on this,
hovering above flowers, some of his loveliest butterflies
spread their wings. So beautifully did their
frail bodies fit into this airy bed, so carefully
was the work done, that you might fancy only the glass
which covered them kept them from escaping.
“You will remember telling me, when
you were going away to grow up,” wrote John
Flint, “to watch out for any big fine fellows
that came by of a morning, because they’d be
messengers from you to the Parish House people.
Big and little they’ve come, and I’ve
played like they were all of them your carriers.
So you see we had word of you every single day of
all these years you’ve been gone! Now
I’m sending one or two of them back to you.
Please play like my tray’s a million times
bigger and finer and that it’s all loaded
down with good messages and hopes; and believe that
still it wouldn’t be half big enough to hold
all the good wishes the Parish House folks (you
were right: I belong, and so does Kerry) send
you to-day by the hand of your old friend,
THE BUTTERFLY MAN.
Mary Virginia showed me that letter,
too, because she was so delighted with it, and so
proud of it. I like its English very well, but
I like its Irishness even better.
But, although she had at last finished
and done with school, Mary Virginia didn’t come
home to us as we had hoped she would. Her mother
had other plans, which failed to include little Appleboro.
Why should a girl with such connections and opportunities
be buried in a little town when great cities waited
for just such with open and welcoming arms? The
best we got then was a photograph of our girl in her
graduation frock slim wistful Mary Virginia,
with much of her dear angular youthfulness still clinging
to her.
It was Mrs. Eustis herself who kept
us posted, after awhile, of the girl’s later
triumphant progress; the sensation she created, the
bored world bowing to her feet because she brought
it, along with name and wealth, so fresh a spirit,
so pure a beauty. There was a certain autocratic
old Aunt of her mother’s, a sort of awful high
priestess in the inmost shrine of the sacred elect;
this Begum, delighted with her young kinswoman, ordered
the rest of her world to be likewise delighted, and
the world agreeing with her verdict, Mary Virginia
fared very well. She was feted, photographed,
and paragraphed. Her portrait, painted by a rather
obscure young man, made the painter famous. In
the hands of the Begum the pretty girl blossomed into
a great beauty. The photograph that presently
came to us quite took our breath away, she was so
regal.
“She will never, never again
be at home in little Appleboro,” said my mother,
regretfully. “That dear, simple, passionate,
eager child we used to know has gone forever life
has taken her. This beautiful creature’s
place is not here she belongs to
a world where the women wear titles and tiaras,
and the men wear kings’ orders. No, we could
never hope to hold her any more.”
“But we could love her, could
we not? Perhaps even more than those fine ladies
with tiaras and titles and those fine gentlemen
with orders, whom your fancy conjures up for her,”
said I crisply, for her words stung. They found
an echo in my own heart.
“Love her? Oh, but of course!
But love counts for very, very little in
the world which claims Mary Virginia now, Armand.
Ambition stifles him.” I was silent.
I knew.
As for John Flint, he looked at that
photograph and turned red.
“Good Lord! To think I
had nerve to send her a few butterflies last
year ... told her to play like they meant more!
I somehow couldn’t get the notion in my head
that she’d grown up.... I never could think
of her except as a sort of kid-angel, because I couldn’t
seem to bear the idea of her ever being anything else
but what she was. Well ... she’s not, any
more. And I’ve had the nerve to give a few
insects to the Queen of Sheba!”
“Bosh!” said Laurence,
sturdily. “She ought to be glad and proud
to get that tray, and I’ll bet you Mary Virginia’s
delighted with it. She’s her father’s
daughter as well as her mother’s, please.
As for Appleboro not being good enough for her, that’s
piffle, too, p’tite Madame, and I’m surprised
at you! Her own town is good enough for any girl.
If it isn’t, let her just pitch in and help make
it good enough, if she’s worth her salt.
Not that Mary Virginia isn’t scrumptious, though.
Lordy, who’d think this was the same kid that
used to bump my head?”
“She turns heads now, instead
of bumping them,” said my mother.
“Oh, she’s not the only
head-turner Appleboro can boast of!” said the
young man grandly. “We’ve always been
long on good-lookers in Carolina, whatever else we
may lack. They’re like berries in their
season.”
“But the berry season is short
and soon over, my son: and there are seasons
when there are no berries at all except
preserved ones,” suggested my mother, with that
swift, curious cattiness which so often astounds me
in even the dearest of women.
“Dare you to tell that to the
Civic League!” chortled Laurence. “I’ll
grant you that Mary Virginia’s the biggest berry
in the patch, at the height of a full season.
But look at her getup! Don’t doodads and
fallals, and hen-feathers in the hair, and things twisted
and tied, and a slithering train, and a clothesline
length of pearls and such, count for something?
How about Claire Dexter, for instance? She mayn’t
have a Figure like her Aunt Sally Ruth, but suppose
you dolled Claire up like this? A flirt she was
born and a flirt she will die, but isn’t she
a perfect peach? That reminds me that
ungrateful minx gave two dances rightfully mine to
Mr. Howard Hunter last night. I didn’t raise
any ructions, because, to tell you the truth, I didn’t
much blame her. That fellow really knows how
to dance, and the way he can convey to a girl the
impression that he’s only alive on her account
makes me gnash my teeth with green-and-blue envy.
No wonder they all dote on him! No home complete
without this handsome ornament!” he added.
My mother’s lips came firmly together.
“It is a great mistake to figure
Mephistopheles as a rather blase brunette,”
she remarked crisply. “I am absolutely certain
that if you could catch the devil without his mask
you’d find him a perfect blonde.”
“Nietzsche’s blonde beast,
then?” suggested Laurence, amused at her manner.
“That same blonde beast is perhaps
the most magnificent of animals,” I put in.
For alone of my household I admired immensely Mr. Inglesby’s
secretary. He was the only man I have ever known
to whom the term ‘beautiful’ might be
justly applied, and at the word’s proper worth.
Such a man as this, a two-handed sword gripped in his
steel fists, a wolfskin across his broad shoulders
and eagle-wings at either side the helmet that crowns
his yellow hair, looks at one out of many a red, red
page of the past with just such blue, dangerous, and
cloudless eyes. Rolling and reeking decks have
known him, and falling walls, and shrieks, and flames
mounting skyward, and viking sagas, and
drinking-songs roared from brass throats, and terrible
hymns to Odin Allfather in the midwatches of Northern
nights.
He had called upon me shortly after
his arrival, his ostensible reason being my work among
his mill-people. I think he liked me, later.
At any rate, I had seen much of him, and I was indebted
to him for more than one shrewd and practical suggestion.
If at times I was chilled by what seemed to me a ruthless
and cold-blooded manner of viewing the whole great
social question I was nevertheless forced to admire
the almost mathematical perfection to which he had
reduced his system.
“But you wish to deal with human
beings as with figures in a sum,” I objected
once.
“Figures,” he smiled equably,
“are only stubborn on paper.
When they’re alive they’re fluid and any
clever social chemist can reduce them to first principles.
It’s really very simple, as all great things
are: When in doubt, reach the stomach!
There you are! That’s the universal eye-opener.”
“My dear friend,” he added,
laughing, “don’t look so horrified. I
didn’t make things as they are. Personally,
I might even prefer to say, like Mr. Fox in the old
story, ’It was not so. It is not so.
And God forbid it should be so!’ But I can’t,
truthfully, and therefore I don’t.
I accept what I can’t help. Self-preservation,
we all admit, is the first law of nature. Now
I consider myself, and the class I represent, as beings
much more valuable to the world than, let’s
say, your factory-hands, your mill-workers, your hewers
of wood and drawers of water. Thus, should the
occasion arise, I should most unhesitatingly use whatever
weapons law, religion, civilization itself, put into
my hands, without compunction and possibly what some
cavilers might call without mercy; having at stake
a very vital issue the preservation of
my kind, the protection of my class against Demos.”
He spoke without heat, calmly, looking
at me smilingly with his fine intelligent eyes:
there was even much of truth in his frank statement
of his case. Always has Dives spoken thus, law-protected,
dining within; while without the doors of the sick
civilization he has brought about, Lazarus lies, licked
by the dogs of chance. No, this man was advocating
no new theory; once, perhaps, I might have argued
even thus myself, and done so with a clean conscience.
This man was merely an opportunist. I knew he
would never “reach their stomachs” unless
he thought he had to. Indeed, since his coming,
things had changed greatly at the mills, and for the
better.
“The day of the great god Gouge,”
he had said to Inglesby, “is passing. It’s
bad business to overwork and underpay your hands into
a state of chronic insurrection. That means losing
time and scamping work. The square deal is not
socialism nor charity nor a matter of any one man’s
private pleasure or conscience it’s
cold hard common sense and sound scientific business.
You get better results, and that’s what you’re
after.”
Perhaps it was because Appleboro offered,
at that time, very little to amuse and interest that
keen mind of his, that the Butterfly Man amused and
interested Hunter so much. Or perhaps, proud as
he was, even he could not wholly escape that curious
likableness which drew men to John Flint.
He was delighted with our collection.
He could appreciate its scope and value, something
to which all Appleboro else paid but passing heed.
John Flint declared that most folks came to see our
butterflies just as they would have run to see the
dog-faced boy or the bearded lady merely
for something to see. But this man’s appreciation
and praise were both sincere and encouraging.
And as he never allowed anything or anybody unusual
or interesting to pass him by without at least sampling
its savor, he formed the habit of strolling over to
the Parish House to talk with the limping man who
had come there a dying tramp, was now a scientist,
with the manner and appearance of a gentleman, and
who spoke at will the language of two worlds.
That this once black sheep had strayed of his own
will and pleasure from some notable fold Hunter didn’t
for a moment doubt. Like all Appleboro, he wouldn’t
have been at all surprised to see this prodigal son
welcomed into the bosom of some Fifth Avenue father,
and have the fatted calf dressed for him by a chef
whose salary might have hired three college professors.
Hunter had known one or two such black sheep in his
time; he fancied himself none too shrewd in thus penetrating
Flint’s rather obvious secret.
My mother watched the secretary’s
comings and goings at the Parish House speculatively.
Not even the fact that he quoted her adored La Rochefoucauld,
in flawless French, softened her estimate.
“If he even had the semblance
of a heart!” said she, regretfully. “But
he is all head, that one.”
Now, I am a simple man, and this cultivated
and handsome man of the world delighted me. To
me immured in a mill town he brought the modern world’s
best. He was a window, for me, which let in light.
“That great blonde!” said
Madame, wonderingly. “He is so designedly
fascinating I wonder you fail to see the wheels go
’round. However, let me admit that I thank
God devoutly I am no longer young and susceptible.
Consider the terrible power such a man might exert
over an ardent and unsophisticated heart!”
It was Hunter who had brought me a
slim book, making known to me a poet I had otherwise
missed.
“You are sure to like Bridges,”
he told me, “for the sake of one verse.
Have you ever thought why I like you, Father
De Rance? Because you amuse me. I see in
you one of life’s subtlest ironies: A Greek
beauty-worshiper posing as a Catholic priest in
Appleboro!” He laughed. And then, with
real feeling, he read in his resonant voice:
“I love all beautiful
things:
I seek and adore them.
God has no better praise,
And man in his hasty days,
Is honored for them.”
When at times the secretary brought
his guests to see what he pleasingly enough termed
Appleboro’s one claim to distinction, the Butterfly
Man did the honors to the manner born. Drawer
after drawer and box after box would he open, patiently
answering and explaining. And indeed, I think
the contents were worth coming far to see. Some
of them had come to us from the ends of the earth;
from China and Japan and India and Africa and Australia,
from the Antilles and Mexico and South America and
the isles of the Pacific; from many and many a lonely
missionary station had they been sent us. Even
as our collection grew, the library covering it grew
with it. But this was merely the most showy and
pleasing part of the work. That which had the
greatest scientific worth and interest, that upon which
John Flint’s value and reputation were steadily
mounting, was in less lovely and more destructive
forms of insect life. Beside this last, a labor
calling for the most unremitting, painstaking, persevering
research, observation, and intelligence, the painted
beauties of his butterflies were but as precious play.
For in this last he was wringing from Nature’s
reluctant fingers some of her dearest and most deeply
hidden secrets. He was like Jacob, wrestling all
night long with an unknown angel, saying sturdily:
“I will not let thee go except
thou tell me thy name!” Like Jacob, he paid
the price of going halt for his knowledge.
I like to think that Hunter understood
the enormous value of the naturalist’s work.
But I fancy the silent and absorbed student himself
was to his mind the most interesting specimen, the
most valuable study. It amused him to try to
draw his reticent host into familiar and intimate
conversation. Flint was even as his name.
Oddly enough, Hunter shared the Butterfly
Man’s liking for that unspeakable Book of Obituaries,
and I have seen him take a batch of them from his
pocket as a free-will offering. I have seen him,
who had all French, Russian and English literature
at his fingers’ ends, sit chuckling and absorbed
for an hour over that fearful collection of lugubrious
verse and worse grammar; pausing every now and then
to cast a speculative and curious glance at his impassive
host, who, paying absolutely no attention to him,
bent his whole mind, instead, upon some tiny form
in a balsam slide mount under his microscope.
“Why don’t you admire
Mr. Hunter?” I was curious to know.
“But I do admire him.” Flint was
sincere.
“Then if you admire him, why don’t you
like him?”
He reflected.
“I don’t like the expression
of his teeth,” he admitted. “They’re
too pointed. He looks like he’d bite.
I don’t think he’d care much who he bit,
either; it would all depend on who got in his way.”
Seeing me look at him wonderingly,
he paused in his work, stretched his legs under the
table, and grinned up at me.
“I’m not saying he oughtn’t
to put his best foot foremost,” he agreed.
“We’d all do that, if we only knew how.
And I’m not saying he ought to tell on himself,
or that anybody’s got any business getting under
his guard. I don’t hanker to know anybody’s
faults, or to find out what they’ve got up their
sleeves besides their elbows, unless I have to.
Why, I’d as soon ask a fellow to take off his
patent leathers to prove he hadn’t got bunions,
or to unbutton his collar, so I’d be sure it
wasn’t fastened onto a wart on the back of his
neck. Personally I don’t want to air anybody’s
bumps and bunions. It’s none of my business.
I believe in collars and shoes, myself. But
if I see signs, I can believe all by my lonesome they’ve
got ’em, can’t I?”
“Exactly. Your deductions,
my dear Sherlock, are really marvelous. A gentleman
wears good shoes and clean collars wherefore,
you don’t like the expression of his teeth!”
said I, ironically.
“Slap me on the wrist some more,
if it makes you feel good,” he offered brazenly.
“For he may and I sure don’t.”
His grin faded, the old pucker came to his forehead.
“Parson, maybe the truth is
I’m not crazy over him because people like him
get people like me to seeing too plainly that things
aren’t fairly dealt out. Why, think a minute.
That man’s got about all a man can have, hasn’t
he? In himself, I mean. And if there’s
anything more he fancies, he can reach out and get
it, can’t he? Well, then, some folks might
get to thinking that folks like him get
more than they deserve. And some ... don’t
get any more than they deserve,” he finished,
with grim ambiguity.
“Do you like him yourself?”
he demanded, as I made no reply.
“I admire him immensely.”
“Does Madame like him?” he came back.
“Madame is a woman,” I
said, cautiously. “Also, you are to remember
that if Madame doesn’t, she is only one against
many. All the rest of them seem to adore him.”
“Oh, the rest of them!”
grunted John Flint, and scowled. “Huh!
If it wasn’t for Madame and a few more like
her, I’d say women and hens are the two plum-foolest
things God has found time to make yet. If you
don’t believe it, watch them stand around and
cackle over the first big dunghill rooster that walks
on his wings before them! There are times when
I could wring their necks. Dern a fool, anyhow!”
He wriggled in his chair with impatience.
“Liver,” said I, outraged.
“You’d better see Dr. Westmoreland about
it. When a man talks like you’re talking
now, it’s just one of two things a
liver out of whack, or plain ugly jealousy.”
“I do sound like I’ve
got a grouch, don’t I?” he admitted, without
shame. “Well ... maybe it’s jealousy,
and maybe it’s not. The truth is, he rubs
me rather raw at times, I don’t know just how
or why. Maybe it’s because he’s so
sure of himself. He can afford to be sure.
There isn’t any reason why he shouldn’t
be. And it hurts my feelings.” He
looked up at me, shrewdly. “He looks all
right, and he sounds all right, and maybe he might
be all right but, parson, I’ve got
the notion that somehow he’s not!”
“Good heavens! Why, look
at what the man has done for the mill folks!
Whatever his motives are, the result is right there,
isn’t it? His works praise him in the gates!”
“Oh, sure! But he hasn’t
played his full hand out yet, friend. You just
give him time. His sort don’t play to lose;
they can’t afford to lose; losing is the other
fellow’s job. Parson, see here: there
are two sides to all things; one of ’em’s
right and the other’s wrong, and a man’s
got to choose between ’em. He can’t
help it. He’s got to be on one side or
the other, if he’s a man. A neutral
is a squashy It that both sides do right to kick out
of the way. Now you can’t do the right side
any good if you’re standing flatfooted on the
wrong side, can you? No; you take sides according
to what’s in you. You know good and well
one side is full of near-poors, and half-ways, and
real-poors the downandouters, the guys
that never had a show, ditchers and sewercleaners and
sweatshoppers and mill hands and shuckers, and overdriven
mutts and starved women and kids. It’s
sure one hell of a road, but there’s got to
be a light somewhere about it or the best of the whole
world wouldn’t take to it for choice, would
they? Yet they do! Like Jesus Christ, say.
They turn down the other side cold, though it’s
nicer traveling. Why, you can hog that other
road in an auto, you can run down the beggars and
the kids, you can even shoot up the cops that want
to make you keep the speed laws. You haven’t
got any speed laws there. It’s your
road. You own it, see? It’s what it
is because you’ve made it so, just to please
yourself, and to hell with the hicks that have to leg
it! But you lose out on that side
even when you think you’ve won. You get
exactly what you go after, but you don’t get
any more, and so you lose out. Why? Because
you’re an egg-sucker and a nest-robber and a
shrike, and a four-flusher and a piker, that’s
why!
“The first road don’t
give you anything you can put your hands on; except
that you think and hope maybe there’s that light
at the end of it. But, parson, I guess if you’re
man enough to foot it without a pay-envelope coming
in on Saturdays, why, it’s plenty good enough
for me and Kerry. But while
I’m legging it I’ll keep a weather eye
peeled for crooks. That big blonde he-god is one
of ’em. You soak that in your thinking-tank:
he’s one of ’em!”
“But look at what he’s
doing!” said I, aghast. “What he’s
doing is good. Even Laurence couldn’t
ask for more than good results, could he?”
The Butterfly Man smiled.
“Don’t get stung, parson.
Why, you take me, myself. Suppose, parson, you’d
been on the other side, like Hunter is, when I came
along? Suppose you’d never stopped a minute,
since you were born, to think of anything or anybody
but yourself and your own interests where
would I be to-day, parson? Suppose you had the
utility-and-nothing-but-business bug biting you, like
that skate’s got? Why, what do you suppose
you’d have done with little old Slippy?
I was considerable good business to look at then,
wasn’t I? No. You’ve got to have
something in you that will let you take gambler’s
chances; you’ve got to be willing to bet the
limit and risk your whole kitty on the one little
chance that a roan will come out right, if you give
him a fair show, just because he is a man; or
you can’t ever hope to help just when that help’s
needed. Right there is the difference between
the Laurence-and-you sort and the Hunter-men,”
said John Flint, obstinately.
As for Laurence, he and Hunter met
continually, both being in constant social demand.
If Laurence did not naturally gravitate toward that
bright particular set of rather rapid young people
which presently formed itself about the brilliant
figure of Hunter, the two did not dislike each other,
though Hunter, from an older man’s sureness of
himself, was the more cordial of the two. I fancy
each watched the other more guardedly than either
would like to admit. They represented opposite
interests; one might at any moment become inimical
to the other. Of this, however, no faintest trace
was allowed to appear upon the calm unruffled surface
of things.
If Inglesby had chosen this man by
design, it had been a wise choice. For he was
undoubtedly very popular, and quite deservedly so.
He had unassailable connections, as we all knew.
He brought a broader culture, which was not without
its effect. And in spite of the fact that he
represented Inglesby, there was not a door in Appleboro
that was not open to him. Inglesby himself seemed
a less sinister figure in the light of this younger
and dazzling personality. Thus the secretary
gradually removed the thorns and briars of doubts and
prejudices, sowing in their stead the seeds of Inglesby’s
ambition and rehabilitation, in the open light of
day. He knew his work was well done; he was sure
of ultimate success; he had always been successful,
and there had been, heretofore, no one strong enough
to actively oppose him. He could therefore afford
to make haste slowly. Even had he been aware
of the Butterfly Man’s acrid estimate of him,
it must have amused him. When all was said and
done, what did a Butterfly Man even such
a one as ours amount to, in the world of
Big Business He hadn’t stocks nor bonds
nor power nor pull. He hadn’t anything
but a personality that arrested you, a setter dog,
a slowly-growing name, a room full of insects in an
old priest’s garden. Of course Hunter would
have smiled! And there wasn’t a soul to
tell him anything of Slippy McGee!