With the New Year had descended upon
John Flint an obsessing and tormenting spirit which
made him by fits and starts moody, depressed, nervous,
restless, or wholly silent and abstracted. I have
known him to come in just before dawn, snatch a few
hours’ sleep, and be off again before day had
well set in, though he must already have been far
afield, for Kerry heeled him with lagging legs and
hanging head. Or he would shut himself up, and
refusing himself to all callers, fall into a cold
fury of concentrated effort, sitting at his table hour
after hour, tireless, absorbed, accomplishing a week’s
overdue work in a day and a night. Often his
light burned all night through. Some of the most
notable papers bearing his name, and research work
of far-reaching significance, came from that workroom
then as if lumps of ambergris had been
tossed out of a whirlpool.
All this time, too, he was working
in conjunction with the Washington Bureau, experimenting
with remedies for the boll-weevil, and fighting the
plague of the cattle-tick. This, and the other
outside work in which he was so immensely interested,
could not be allowed to hang fire. Like many
another, he found himself for his salvation caught
in the great human net he himself had helped to spin.
It was not only the country people who held him.
Gradually, as he passed to and from on his way among
them, and became acquainted with their children, there
had sprung up a most curious sort of understanding
between the Butterfly Man on the one side, and the
half-articulate foreigners in the factory and the
sly secretive mill-workers on the other.
People I had never been able to get
at humanly, people who resisted even Madame, not only
chose to open their doors but their mouths, to Meester
Fleent. Uncouth fumbling men, slip-shod women,
dirty-faced children, were never dumb and suspicious
or wholly untruthful and evasive, where the Butterfly
Man was concerned. He was one to whom might be
told, without shame, fear, or compunction, the plain,
blunt, terrible truth. He understood.
“I wish you’d look up
Petronovich’s boy, father,” he might tell
me, or, “Madame, have a woman-talk with Lovena
Smith’s girl at the mills, will you? Lovena’s
a fool, and that girl’s up against things.”
And we went, and wondered, afterwards, what particularly
tender guardian angels kept close company with our
Butterfly Man.
Then occurred the great event which
put Meester Fleent in a place apart in the estimation
of all Appleboro, forever settled his status among
the mill-hands and the “hickeys,” and incidentally
settled a tormenting doubt of himself in his own mind.
I mean the settling of the score against Big Jan.
Half-Russian Jan was to the Poles
what a padrone too often is to the Italian laborers,
a creature who herded them together and mercilessly
worked them for the profit of others, and incidentally
his own, an exacting tyrant against whose will it
was useless to rebel. He had a little timid wife
with red eyes perhaps because she cried
so much over the annual baby which just as annually
died. He made a good deal of money, but the dark
Slav passion for whisky forced him to spend what he
earned, and this increased a naturally sullen temper.
He was the thorn in the Parish side; that we could
do so little for the Poles was due in a large measure
to Jan’s stubborn hindering.
His people lived in terror of him.
When they displeased him he beat them. It was
not a light beating, and once or twice we had in the
Guest Rooms nursed its victims back into some semblance
of humanity. But what could we do? Jan was
so efficient a foreman that Inglesby’s power
was always behind him. So when Jan chose to get
very drunk, and sang long, monotonous songs, particularly
when he sang through his teeth, lugubriously:
“Yeszeze Polska nie
Zginela
Poki my Zygemy ...”
men and women trembled. Poland
might not be lost, but somebody’s skin always
paid for that song.
In passing one morning it
was a holiday through the Poles’ quarters,
an unpleasant enough stretch which other folks religiously
avoided, the Butterfly Man heard shrieks coming from
Michael Karski’s back yard. It was Michael’s
wife and children who screamed.
“It is the Boss who beats Michael,
Meester Fleent,” a man volunteered. “The
Boss, he is much drunk. Karski’s woman,
she did not like the ways of him in her house, and
Michael said, ’I will to send for the police.’
So Big Jan beats Michael, and Michael’s woman,
she hollers like hell.”
John Flint knew inoffensive, timid
Michael; he knew his broad-bosomed, patient, cowlike
wife, and he liked the brood of shockheaded youngsters
who plodded along patient in old clothes, bare-footed,
and with scanty enough food. He had made a corn-cob
doll for the littlest girl and a cigar-box wagon with
spool wheels for the littlest boy. Perhaps that
is why he turned and went with the rest to Michael’s
yard where Big Jan was knocking Michael about like
a ten-pin, grunting through his teeth: “Now!
Sen’ for those policemens, you!”
Michael was no pretty thing to look
upon, for Jan was in an uglier mood than usual, and
Michael had greatly displeased him; therefore it was
Michael’s turn to pay. Nobody interfered,
for every one was horribly afraid Big Jan would turn
upon him. Besides, was not he the Boss,
and could he not say Go, and then must not a man go,
short of pay, and with his wife and children crying?
Of a verity!
The Butterfly Man slipped off his
knapsack and laid his net aside. Then he pushed
his way through the scared onlookers.
“Meester Fleent! For God’s
love, save my man, Meester Flint!” Michael’s
wife Katya screamed at him.
By way of answer Meester Fleent very
deliberately handed her his eye-glasses. Then
one saw that his eyes, slitted in his head, were cold
and bright as a snake’s; his chin thrust forward,
and in his red beard his lips made a straight line
like a clean knife-cut. Two bright red spots
had jumped into his tanned cheeks. His lean hands
balled.
He said no word; but the crumpled
thing that was Michael was of a sudden plucked bodily
out of Big Jan’s hands and thrust into the waiting
woman’s. The astonished Boss found himself
confronting a pale and formidable face with a pair
of eyes like glinting sword-blades.
Kerry had followed his master, and
was now close to his side. For the moment Flint
had forgotten him. But Big Jan’s evil eyes
caught sight of him. He knew the Butterfly Man’s
dog very well. He snickered. A huge foot
shot out, there was a howl of anguish and astonishment,
and Kerry went flying through the air as if shot from
a catapult.
“So!” Jan grunted like
a satisfied hog, “I feex you like that
in one meenute, me.”
The red jumped from John Flint’s
cheeks to his eyes, and stayed there. Why, this
hulking brute had hurt Kerry! His breath exhaled
in a whistling sigh. He seemed to coil himself
together; with a tiger-leap he launched himself at
the great hulk before him. It went down.
It had to.
I know every detail of that historic
fight. Is it not written large in the Book of
the Deeds of Appleboro, and have I not heard it by
word of mouth from many a raving eye-witness?
Does not Dr. Walter Westmoreland lick his lips over
it unto this day?
A long groaning sigh went up from
the onlookers. Meester Fleent was a great and
a good man; but he was a crippled man. Death was
very close to him.
Big Jan was not too drunk to fight
savagely, but he was in a most horrible rage, and
this weakened him. He meant to kill this impudent
fellow who had taken Michael away from him before he
had half-finished with him. But first he would
break every bone in the crippled man’s body,
take him in his hands and break his back over one knee
as one does a slat. A man with one leg to balk
him, Big Jan? That called for a killing.
Jan had no faintest idea he might not be able to make
good this pleasant intention.
It was a stupendous fight, a Homeric
fight, a fight against odds, which has become a town
tradition. If Jan was formidable, a veritable
bison, his opponent was no cringing workman scared
out of his wits and too timid to defend himself.
John Flint knew his own weakness, knew what he could
expect at Jan’s hands, and it made him cool,
collected, wary, and deadly. He was no more the
mild-mannered, soft-spoken Butterfly Man, but another
and a more primal creature, fighting for his life.
Big Jan, indeed, fancied he had nobody but the Butterfly
Man to deal with; as a matter of fact he was tackling
Slippy McGee.
Skilled, watchful, dangerous, that
old training saved him. Every time Jan came to
his feet, roaring, thrashing his arms like flails,
making head-long, bull-like rushes, the Butterfly
Man managed to send him sprawling again. Then
he himself caught one well-aimed blow, and went staggering;
but before slow-moving and raging Jan could follow
up his advantage, with a lightning-like quickness
the Butterfly Man made a battering ram of his head,
caught Jan in the pit of the stomach, and even as
he fell Jan went down, too, and went down underneath.
Desperately, fighting like a fiend, John Flint kept
him down. And presently using every wrestler’s
trick that he knew, and bringing to bear every ounce
of his saved and superb strength, in a most orderly,
businesslike, cold-blooded manner he proceeded to pound
Big Jan into pulp. The devil that had been chained
these seven years was a-loose at last, rampant, fully
aroused, and not easily satisfied. Besides, had
not Jan most brutally and wantonly tried to kill Kerry!
If it was a well deserved it was none
the less a most drastic punishment, and when it was
over Big Jan lay still. He would lie prone for
many a day, and he would carry marks of it to his grave.
When the tousled victor, with a reeling
head, an eye fast closing, and a puffed and swollen
lip, staggered upright and stood swaying on his feet,
he found himself surrounded by a great quiet ring of
men and women who regarded him with eyes of wonder
and amaze. He was superhuman; he had accomplished
the impossible; paid the dreaded Boss in his own coin,
yea, given him full measure to the running over thereof!
No man of all the men Jan had beaten in his time had
received such as Jan himself had gotten at this man’s
hands to-day. The reign of the Boss was over:
and the conqueror was a crippled man! A great
sighing breath of sheer worshipful admiration went
up; they were too profoundly moved to cheer him; they
could only stand and stare. When they wished,
reverently, to help him, he waved them aside.
“Where’s my dog?”
he demanded thickly through his swollen lips.
“Where’s Kerry? If he’s dead ”
he cast upon fallen Jan a menacing glare.
“Your dog’s in bed with
the baby, and Ma’s give him milk with brandy
in it, and he drank it and growled at her, and the
boys is holding him down now to keep him from coming
out to you, and he ain’t much hurt nohow,”
squealed one of Michael’s big-eyed children.
John Flint, stretching his arms above
his head, drew in a great gulping mouthful of air,
exhaled it, and laughed a deepchested, satisfied laugh,
for all he was staggering like a drunken man.
Here Michael’s wife Katya came puffing out of
her house like a traction engine such was
the shape in which nature formed her and
falling on her knees, caught his hand to her vast
bosom, weeping like the overflowing of a river and
blubbering uncouth sounds.
“Get up, you crazy woman!”
snarled John Flint, his face going brick-red.
“Stop licking my hand, and get up!” Although
he did not know it, Katya symbolized the mental attitude
of every laborer in Appleboro toward him from that
hour.
“Here’s Doctor Westmoreland!
And here comes the po-lice!” yelled a boy,
joyous with excitement.
Westmoreland cast one by no means
sympathetic glance at the wreck on the ground, and
his big arms went about John Flint; his fingers flew
over him like an apprehensive father’s.
“What’s all this?
Who’s been fighting here, you people?”
demanded the town marshal’s brisk voice.
“Big Jan? And good Lord! Mister
Flint!” His eyes bulged. He looked
from Big Jan on the ground to the Butterfly Man under
Westmoreland’s hands, with an almost ludicrous
astonishment.
“I’m sure sorry, Mr. Flint,
if I have to give you a little trouble for awhile,
but ”
“But you’ll be considerably
sorrier if you do it,” said Dr. Walter Westmoreland
savagely. “You take that hulk over there
to the jail, until I have time to see him. I
can’t have him sent home to his wife in that
shape. And look here, Marshal: Jan got exactly
what he deserved; it’s been coming to him this
long time. If Inglesby’s bunch tries to
take a hand in this, I’ll try to make
Appleboro too hot to hold somebody. Understand?”
The marshal was a wise enough man,
and he understood. Inglesby’s pet foreman
had been all but killed, and Inglesby would be furiously
angry. But Mr. Flint had done it, and
behind Mr. Flint were powers perhaps as potent as
Inglesby’s. One thing more may have influenced
the marshal: The hitherto timid and apathetic
people had merged into a compact and ominous ring
around the Butterfly Man and the doctor. A shrill
murmur arose, like the wind in the trees presaging
a storm. There would be riot in staid Appleboro
if one were so foolish as to lay a detaining hand
upon John Flint this day. More yet, the beloved
Westmoreland himself would probably begin it.
Never had the marshal seen Westmoreland look so big
and so raging.
“All right, Doctor,” said
he, hastily backing off. “I reckon you’re
man enough to handle this.”
Some proud worshiper brought Mr. Flint
his hat, knapsack, and net, and the mountainous Katya
insisted upon tenderly placing his glasses upon his
nose upside down. Westmoreland used
to say afterward that for a moment he feared Flint
was going to bite her hand! Then man and dog
were placed in the doctor’s car and hurried home
to my mother; who made no comment, but put both in
the larger Guest Room, the whimpering dog on a comfort
at the foot of his master’s bed. Kerry had
a broken rib, but outside of this he was not injured.
He would be out and all right again in a week, Westmoreland
assured his anxious master.
“Oh, you man, you!”
crowed Westmoreland. “John, John, if anything
were needed to make me love you, this would clinch
it! Prying open nature’s fist, John, having
butterflies bear your name, working hand in glove
with your government, boosting boys, writing books,
are all of them fine big grand things. But if
along with them one’s man enough to stand up,
John, with the odds against him, and punish a bully
and a scoundrel, the only way a bully and a scoundrel
can feel punishment, that’s a heart-stirring
thing, John! It gets to the core of my heart.
It isn’t so much the fight itself, it’s
being able to take care of oneself and others when
one has to. Yes, yes, yes. A fight like that
is worth a million dollars to the man who wins it!”
Westmoreland may be president of the
Peace League, and tell us that force is all wrong.
Nevertheless, his great-grandmother was born in Tipperary.
We kept the Butterfly Man indoors
for a week, while Westmoreland doctored a viciously
black eye and sewed up his lip. Morning and afternoon
Appleboro called, and left tribute of fruit and flowers.
“Gad, suh, he behaved like one
of Stonewall Jackson’s men!” said Major
Cartwright, pridefully. “No yellow in him;
he’s one of us!”
At nights came the Polish folks, and
these people whom he had once despised because they
“hadn’t got sense enough to talk American,”
he now received with a complete and friendly understanding.
“I just come by and see how you make to feel,
Meester.”
“Oh, I feel fine, Joe, thank you.”
There would be an interval of absolute
silence, which, did not seem to embarrass either visited
or visitor. Then:
“Baby better now?” Meester would ask,
interestedly.
“That beeg doctor, he oil heem an’ make
heem well all right.”
After awhile: “I mebbe go now, Meester.”
“Good-night,” said the host, briefly.
At the door the Pole would turn, and
look back, with the wistfully animal look of the Under
Dog.
“Those cheeldren, they make
to get you the leetle bug. You mebbe like that,
Meester, yes? They make to get you plenty much
bug, those cheeldren. We all make to get
you the bug, Meester, thank you.”
“That’s mighty nice of
you folks.” Then one felt the note in the
quiet voice which explained his hold upon people.
“Hell, no. We like
to do that for you, Meester. Thank you.”
And closing the door gently after him, he would slink
off.
“They don’t need to be
so allfired grateful,” said John Flint frankly.
“Parson, I’m the guy to be grateful.
I got a whole heap more out of that shindy than a
black eye and a pretty mouth. I was bluemolding
for a man-tussle, and that scrap set me up again.
You see I wasn’t sure of myself any
more, and it was souring on my stomach. Now I
know I haven’t lost out, I feel like a white
man. Yep, it gives a fellow the holiday-heart
to be dead sure he’s plenty able to use his fists
if he’s got to. Westmoreland’s right
about that.”
I was discreetly silent. God
forgive me, in my heart I also was most sinfully glad
my Butterfly Man could and would use his fists when
he had to. I do not believe in peace at any price.
I know very well that wrong must be conquered before
right can prevail. But I shouldn’t have
been so set up!
“Here,” said he one morning.
“Ask Madame to give this to Jan’s wife.
And say, beg her for heaven’s sake to buy some
salve for her eyelids, will you?” “This”
was a small roll of bills. “I owe it to
Jan,” he explained, with his twistiest smile.
Westmoreland’s skill removed
all outward marks of the fray, and the Butterfly Man
went his usual way; but although he had laid at rest
one cruel doubt, he was still in deep waters.
Because of his stress his clothes had begun to hang
loosely upon him.
Now the naturalist who knows anything
at all of those deep mysterious well-springs underlying
his great profession, understands that he is a ’prentice
hand learning his trade in the workshop of the Almighty;
wherein “the invisible things of Him from
the creation of the world are clearly seen, being
understood by the things that are made.”
As Paul on a time reminded the Romans.
Wherefore I who had learned somewhat
from the Little Peoples now applied what they had
taught me, and when I saw my man grow restless, move
about aimlessly, withdraw into himself and become as
one blind and dumb and unhearing, I understood he
was facing a change, making ready to project himself
into some larger phase of existence as yet in the
womb of the future. So I did not question what
wind drove him forth before it like a lost leaf.
The loving silent companionship of red Kerry, the
friendly faces of young children to whom he was kind,
the eyes of poor men and women looking to him for help,
these were better for him now than I.
But my mother was not a naturalist,
and she was provoked with John Flint. He ate
irregularly, he slept as it pleased God. He was
“running wild” again. This displeased
her, particularly as Appleboro had at her instigation
included Mr. John Flint in its most exclusive list,
and there were invitations she was determined he should
accept. She had put her hand to the social plow
in his behalf, and she had no faintest notion of withdrawing
it. Once fairly aroused, Madame had that able-bodied
will heaven seems to have lavished so plenteously upon
small women: In recompense, I dare say, for lack
of size.
Therefore Mr. Flint duteously appeared
at intervals among the elect, and appeared even to
advantage. And my mother remarked, complacently,
that blood will tell: he had the air! He
was not expected to dance, but he was a superb cardplayer.
He never told jokes, and so avoided deadly repetition.
He had in a large measure that virtue the Chinese
extol the virtue of allowing others to save
their faces in peace. Was it any wonder Mr. Flint’s
social position was soon solidly established?
He played the game as my mother forced
it upon him, though at times, I think, it bored and
chafed him sorely. What chafed him even more
sorely was the unprecedented interest many young ladies and
some old enough to know better suddenly
evinced in entomology.
Mr. Flint almost overnight developed
a savage cunning in eluding the seekers of entomological
lore. One might suppose a single man would rejoice
to see his drab workroom swarm with these brightly-colored
fluttering human butterflies; he bore their visits
as visitations, displaying the chastened resignation
Job probably showed toward the latest ultra-sized
carbuncle.
“Cheer up!” urged Laurence,
who was watching this turn of affairs with unfeeling
mirth. “The worst is yet to come. These
are only the chickens: wait until the hens get
on your trail!”
“Mr. Flint,” said Mary
Virginia one afternoon, rubbing salt into his smarting
wounds, “Mr. Flint, I am so glad all the girls
like you so much. You fascinate them. They
say you are such a profoundly clever and interesting
man, Mr. Flint! Why, some of those girls are perfectly
demented about you!”
“Demented,” said he, darkly,
“is the right word for them when it comes down
to fussing about me.” Now Laurence
had just caught him in his rooms, and, declaring that
he looked overworked and pale, had dragged him forcibly
outside on the porch, where we were now sitting.
Mary Virginia, in a white skirt, sport coat, and a
white felt hat which made her entrancingly pretty,
had been visiting my mother and now strolled over
to John Flint’s, after her old fashion.
“I feel like making the greatest
sort of a fuss about you myself,” she said honestly.
“Anyhow, I’m mighty glad girls like you.
It’s a good sign.”
“If they do though
God knows I can’t see why I’m
obliged to them, seeing it pleases you!”
said Flint, without, however, showing much gratitude
in eyes or voice. “To tell you the truth,
it looks to me at times as if they were wished on
me.”
Mary Virginia tried to look horrified,
and giggled instead.
“If I could only make any of
them understand anything!” said the Butterfly
Man desperately, “but I can’t. If
only they really wanted to know, I’d be more
than glad to teach them. But they don’t.
I show them and show them and tell them and tell them,
over and over and over again, and the same thing five
minutes later, and they haven’t even listened!
They don’t care. What do they take up my
time and say they like my butterflies for, when they
don’t like them at all and don’t want
to know anything about them? That’s what
gets me!”
Laurence winked at Mary Virginia, shamelessly.
“Bugs!” said he, inelegantly.
“That’s what’s intended to get you,
you old duffer!”
“Mr. Flint,” said Mary
Virginia, with dancing eyes. “I don’t
blame those girls one single solitary bit for wanting
to know all about butterflies.”
“But they don’t want to
know, I tell you!” Mr. Flint’s voice rose
querulously.
“My dear creature, I’d
be stuck on you myself if I were a girl,” said
Laurence sweetly. “Padre, prepare yourself
to say, ’Bless you, my children!’ I see
this innocent’s finish.”
And he began to sing, in a lackadaisical manner, through
his nose:
“Now you’re married
you must obey,
You must be true to
all you say,
Live together all your
life ”
No answering smile came to John Flint’s
lips. He made no reply to the light banter, but
stiffened, and stared ahead of him with a set face
and eyes into which crept an expression of anguish.
Mary Virginia, with a quick glance, laid her hand
on his arm.
“Don’t mind Laurence and
me, we’re a pair of sillies. You and the
Padre are too good to put up with us the way you do,”
she said, coaxingly. “And we
girls do like you, Mr. Flint, whether we’re wished
on you or not.”
That seductive “we” in
that golden voice routed him, horse and foot.
He looked at the small hand on his arm, and his glance
went swiftly to the sweet and innocent eyes looking
at him with such frank friendliness.
“It’s better than I deserve,”
he said, gently enough. “And it isn’t
I’m not grateful to the rest of them for liking
me, if they do. It’s that I
want to box their ears when they pretend to like my
insects, and don’t.”
“Being a gentleman has its drawbacks,”
said I, tentatively.
“Believe me!” he
spoke with great feeling. “It’s nothing
short of doing a life-stretch!”
The boy and girl laughed gaily.
When he spoke thus it added to his unique charm.
So profoundly were they impressed with what he had
become, that even what he had been, as they remembered
it, increased their respect and affection. That
past formed for him a somber background, full of half-lights
and shadows, against which he stood out with the revealing
intensity of a Rembrandt portrait.
“What I came over to tell you,
is that Madame says you’re to stay home this
evening, Mr. Flint,” said Mary Virginia, comfortably.
“I’m spending the night with Madame, you’re
to know, and we’re planning a nice folksy informal
sort of a time; and you’re to be home.”
“Orders from headquarters,” commented
Laurence.
“All right,” agreed the Butterfly Man,
briefly.
Mary Virginia shook out her white
skirts, and patted her black hair into even more distractingly
pretty disorder.
“I’ve got to get back
to the office mean case I’m working
on,” complained Laurence. “Mary Virginia,
walk a little way with me, won’t you? Do,
child! It will sweeten all my afternoon and make
my work easier.”
“You haven’t grown up
a bit thank goodness!” said Mary Virginia.
But she went with him.
The Butterfly Man looked after them speculatively.
“Mrs. Eustis,” he remarked,
“is an ambitious sort of a lady, isn’t
she? Thinks in millions for her daughter, expects
her to make a great match and all that. Miss
Sally Ruth told me she’d heard Mrs. Eustis tried
once or twice to pull off a match to suit herself,
but Miss Mary Virginia wouldn’t stand for it.”
“Why, naturally, Mrs. Eustis
would like to see the child well settled in life,”
said I.
“Oh, you don’t have to
be a Christian all the time,” said he
calmly. “I know Mrs. Eustis, too.
She talked to me for an hour and a half without stopping,
one night last week. See here, parson: Inglesby’s
got a roll that outweighs his record. Suppose
he wants to settle down and reform with
a young wife to help him do it wouldn’t
it be a real Christian job to lady’s-aid him?”
I eyed him askance.
“Now there’s Laurence,”
went on the Butterfly Man, speculatively. “Laurence
is making plenty of trouble, but not so much money.
No, Mrs. Eustis wouldn’t faint at the notion
of Inglesby, but she’d keel over like a perfect
lady at the bare thought of Laurence.”
“I don’t see,” said
I, crossly, “why she should be called upon to
faint for either of them. Inglesby’s Inglesby.
That makes him impossible. As for the boy, why,
he rocked that child in her cradle.”
“That didn’t keep either
of them from growing up a man and a woman. Looks
to me as if they were beginning to find it out, parson.”
I considered his idea, and found it
so eminently right, proper, and beautiful, that I
smiled over it. “It would be ideal,”
I admitted.
“Her mother wouldn’t agree
with you, though her father might,” he said
dryly. And he asked:
“Ever had a hunch?”
“A presentiment, you mean?”
“No; a hunch. Well, I’ve
got one. I’ve got a hunch there’s
trouble ahead for that girl.”
This seemed so improbable, in the
light of her fortunate days, that I smiled cheerfully.
“Well, if there should be, here
are you and I to stand by.”
“Sure,” said he, laconically,
“that’s all we’re here for to
stand by.”
Although it was January, the weather
was again springlike. All day the air was like
a golden wine, drenched in a golden sun. All day
in the cedars’ dark and vivid green the little
wax-wings flew in and out, and everywhere the blackberry
bramble that “would grace the parlors of heaven”
was unfolding its crisp red leaves and white buds;
and all the roads and woods were gay with the scarlet
berries of the casida, which the robins love.
And the nights were clear and still and starry, nights
of a beauty so vital one sensed it as something alive.
Because Mary Virginia was to spend
that night at the Parish House, Mrs. Eustis having
been called away and the house for once free of guests,
my mother had seized the occasion to call about her
the youth in which her soul delighted. To-night
she was as rosy and bright-eyed as any one of her
girl-friends. She beamed when she saw the old
rooms alive and alight with fresh and laughing faces
and blithe figures. There was Laurence, with
that note in his voice, that light in his eyes, that
glow and glory upon him, which youth alone knows; and
Dabney, with his black hair, as usual, on end, and
his intelligent eyes twinkling behind his glasses;
and Claire Dexter, colored like a pearl set in a cluster
of laughing girls; and Mary Virginia, all in white,
so beautiful that she brought a mist to the eyes that
watched her. All the other gay and charming figures
seemed but attendants for this supremer loveliness,
snow-white, rose-red, ebony-black, like the queen’s
child in the fairy-tale.
The Butterfly Man had obediently put
in his appearance. With the effect which a really
strong character produces, he was like an insistent
deep undernote that dominates and gives meaning to
a lighter and merrier melody. All this bright
life surged, never away from, but always toward and
around him. Youth claimed him, shared itself with
him, gave him lavishly of its best, because he fascinated
and ensnared its fresh imagination. Though he
should live to be a thousand it would ever pay homage
to some nameless magic quality of spirit which was
his.
“Are you writing something new?
Have you found another butterfly?” asked the
young things, full of interest and respect.
Well, he had promised a certain
paper by a certain time, though what people could
find to like so much in what he had to say about his
insects
“Because,” said Dabney,
“you create in us a new feeling for them.
They’re living things with a right to their lives,
and you show us what wonderful little lives most of
them are. You bring them close to us in a way
that doesn’t disgust us. I guess, Butterfly
Man, the truth is you’ve found a new way of
preaching the old gospel of One Father and one life;
and the common sense of common folks understands what
you mean, thanks you for it, likes you for it, and asks
you to tell us some more.”
“Whenever a real teacher appears,
always the common people hear him gladly,” said
I, reflectively.
“Only,” said Mary Virginia,
quickly, “when the teacher himself is just as
uncommon as he can be, Padre.” She smiled
at John Flint with a sincerity that honored him.
He stood abashed and silent before
this naïve appreciation. It was at once his greatest
happiness and his deepest pain that open
admiration of these clean-souled youngsters.
When he had gone, I too slipped away,
for the still white night outside called me.
I went around to that favorite retreat of mine, the
battered seat shut in among spireas and syringas.
I like to say my rosary out of doors. The beads
slipping through my fingers soothed me with their
monotonous insistent petition. Prayer brought
me closer to the heart of the soft and shining night,
and the big still stars.
They shall perish, but thou shalt
endure; yea, all of them shall wax old as a garment;
as a vesture shalt thou change them, and they
shall be changed; but thou art the same and thy
years shall have no end.
The surety of the beautiful words
brought the great overshadowing Presence near me.
And I fell into a half-revery, in which the hailmarys
wove themselves in and out, like threads in a pattern.
Dreamily enough, I heard the youthful
guests depart, in a gale of laughter and flute-like
goodnights. And I noted, too, that no light as
yet shone in the Butterfly Man’s rooms.
Well he would hurl himself into the work
to-morrow, probably, and clear it up in an hour or
two. He was like that.
My retreat was just off the path,
and near the little gate between our grounds and Judge
Mayne’s. Thus, though I was completely hidden
by the screening bushes and the shadow of the holly
tree as well, I could plainly see the two who presently
came down the bright open path. Of late it had
given me a curious sense of comfort to see Laurence
with Mary Virginia, and, I reflected, he had been
her shadow recently. I liked that. His strength
seemed to shield her from Hunter’s ambiguous
smile, from Inglesby’s thoughts, even from her
own mother’s ambition.
I could see my girl’s dear dark
head outlined with a circle of moonlight as with a
halo, and it barely reached my tall boy’s shoulder.
Her hand lay lightly on his arm, and he bent toward
her, bringing his close-cropped brown head nearer
hers. I couldn’t have risen or spoken then,
without interrupting them. I merely glanced out
at them, smilingly, with my rosary in my finger.
I reached the end of a decade:
“As it was in the beginning, is now, and
ever shall be ”
They stopped at the gate, and fell
silent for a space, the girl with her darling face
uplifted. The fleecy wrap she wore fell about
her slim shoulders in long lines, glinting with silver.
She did not give the effect of remoteness, but of
being near and dear and desirable and beautiful.
The boy, looking upon her with his heart in his eyes,
drew nearer.
“Mary Virginia,” said
he, eagerly and huskily and passionately and timidly
and hopefully and despairingly, “Mary Virginia,
are you going to marry anybody?”
Mary Virginia came back from the stars
in the night sky to the stars in the young man’s
eyes. “Why, yes, I hope I am,” said
she lightly enough, but one saw she had been startled.
“What a funny boy you are, Laurence, to be sure!
You don’t expect me to remain a spinster, do
you?”
“You are going to be married?”
This time despair was uppermost.
“I most certainly am!”
said Mary Virginia stoutly. “Why, I confided
that to you years and years and years ago!
Don’t you remember I always insisted he should
have golden hair, and sea-blue eyes, and a classic
brow, and a beautiful willingness to go away somewhere
and die of a broken heart if I ordered him to?”
“Who is it?”
“Who is who?” she parried provokingly.
“The chap you’re going to marry?”
Mary Virginia appeared to reflect
deeply and anxiously. She put out a foot, with
the eternal feminine gesture, and dug a neat little
hole in the graveled walk with her satin toe.
“Laurence,” said she.
“I’m going to tell you the truth.
The truth is, Laurence, that I simply hate to have
to tell you the truth.”
“Mary Virginia!” he stammered
wretchedly. “You hate to have to tell me
the truth? Oh, my dear, why? Why?”
“Because.”
“But because why?”
“Because,” said the dear hussy, demurely,
“I don’t know.”
Laurence’s arms fell to his
sides, helplessly; he craned his neck and stared.
“Mary Virginia!” said he, in a breathless
whisper.
Mary Virginia nodded. “It’s
really none of your business, you know,” she
explained sweetly; “but as you’ve asked
me, why, I’ll tell you. That same question
plagues and fascinates me, too, Laurence. Why,
just consider! Here’s a whole big, big
world full of men tall men, short men,
lean men, fat men, silly men, wise men, ugly men, handsome
men, sad men, glad men, good men, bad men, rich men,
poor men, oh, all sorts and kinds and conditions
and complexions of men: any one of whom
I might wake up some day and find myself married to:
and I don’t know which one! It delights
and terrifies and fascinates and amuses and puzzles
me when I begin to think about it. Here I’ve
got to marry Somebody and I don’t know any more
than Adam’s housecat who and where that Somebody
is, and he might pop from around the corner at me,
any minute! It makes the thing so much more interesting,
so much more like a big risky game of guess, when
you don’t know, don’t you think?”
“No: it makes you miserable,” said
Laurence, briefly.
“But I’m not miserable at all!”
“You’re not, because you don’t have
to be. But I am!”
“You? Why, Laurence!
Why should you be miserable?” Her voice
lost its blithe lightness; it was a little faint.
She said hastily, without waiting for his reply:
“I guess I’d better run in. It was
silly of me to walk to the gate with you at this hour.
I think Madame’s calling me. Goodnight,
Laurence.”
“No, you don’t,”
said he. “And it wasn’t silly of you
to come, either; it was dear and delightful, and I
prayed the Lord to put the notion into your darling
head, and He did it. And now you’re here
you don’t budge from this spot until you’ve
heard what I’ve got to say.
“Mary Virginia, I reckon you’re
just about the most beautiful girl in the world.
You’ve been run after and courted and flattered
and followed until it was enough to turn any girl’s
head, and it would have turned any girl’s head
but yours. You could say to almost any man alive,
Come, and he’d come oh, yes, he’d
come quick. You’ve got the earth to pick
and choose from but I’m asking you
to pick and choose me. I haven’t
got as much to offer you as I shall have some of these
days, but I’ve got me myself, body and brain
and heart and soul, sound to the core, and all of
me yours, and I think that counts most, if you care
as I do. Mary Virginia, will you marry me?”
“Oh, but, Laurence! Why Laurence I indeed,
I didn’t know I didn’t think ”
stammered the girl. “At least, I didn’t
dream you cared like that.”
“Didn’t you? Well,
all I can say is, you’ve been mighty blind, then.
For I do care. I guess I’ve always cared
like that, only, somehow, it’s taken this one
short winter to drive home what I’d been learning
all my life?” said he, soberly. “I
reckon I’ve been just like other fool-boys,
Mary Virginia. That is, I spooned a bit around
every good looking girl I ran up against, but I soon
found out it wasn’t the real thing, and I quit.
Something in me knew all along I belonged to somebody
else. To you. I believe now Mary
Virginia, I believe with all my heart that
I cared for you when you were squalling in your cradle.”
“Oh! ... Did I squall, really?”
“Squall? Sometimes it
was tummy and sometimes it was temper. Between
them you yelled like a Comanche,” said this astonishing
lover.
Mary Virginia tilted her head back, adorably.
“It was very, very noble of
you to mind me under the circumstances,”
she conceded, graciously.
“Believe me, it was,”
agreed Laurence. “I didn’t know it,
of course, but even at that tender age my fate was
upon me, for I liked to mind you. Even
the bawling didn’t daunt me, and I adored you
when you resembled a squab. Yes, I was in love
with you then. I’m in love with you now.
My girl, my own girl, I’ll go out of this world
and into the next one loving you.”
“Then why,” she asked
reproachfully, “haven’t you said so?”
“Why haven’t I said what?”
“Why, you know. That you loved
me, Laurence.” Her rich voice had sunk
to a whisper.
“Good Lord, haven’t I been saying it?”
“No, you haven’t!
You’ve been merely asking me to marry you.
But you haven’t said a word about loving me,
until this very minute!”
“But you must know perfectly
well that I’m crazy about you, Mary Virginia!”
said the boy, and his voice trembled with bewilderment
as well as passion. “How in heaven’s
name could I help being crazy about you? Why,
from the beginning of things, there’s never been
anybody else, but just you. I never even pretended
to care for anybody else. No, there’s nobody
but you. Not for me. You’re everything
and all, where I’m concerned. And please,
please look up, beautiful, and tell me the truth:
look at me, Mary Virginia!”
The white-clad figure moved a hair’s
breadth nearer; the uplifted lovely face was very
close.
“Do I really mean that to you,
Laurence? All that, really and truly?”
she asked, wistfully.
“Yes! And more. And more!”
“I’ll be the unhappiest
girl in the world: I’ll be the most miserable
woman alive if you ever change your mind,
Laurence,” said she.
There was a quivering pause. Then:
“You care?” asked the
boy, almost breathlessly. “Mary Virginia,
you care?” He laid his hands upon her shoulders
and bent to search the alluring face.
“Laurence!” said Mary
Virginia, with a tremulous, half-tearful laugh, “Laurence,
it’s taken this one short winter to teach me,
too. And you were mistaken, utterly
mistaken about those symptoms of mine. It wasn’t
tummy, Laurence. And it wasn’t temper.
I think I am sure that what
I was trying so hard to squall to you in my cradle
was that I cared, Laurence.”
The young man’s arms closed
about her, and I saw the young mouths meet. I
saw more than that: I saw other figures steal
out into the moonlight and stand thus entwined, and
one was the ghost of what once was I. That other,
lost Armand De Rance, looked at me wistfully with
his clear eyes; and I was very, very sorry for him,
as one may be poignantly sorry for the innocent, beautiful
dead. My hand tightened on my beads, and the
feel of my cassock upon me, as a uniform, steadied
and sustained me.
Those two had drawn back a little
into the shadows as if the night had reached out its
arms to them. Such a night belonged to such as
these; they invest it, lend it meaning, give it intelligible
speech. As for me, I was an old priest in an
old cassock, with all his fond and foolish old heart
melting in his breast. Youth alone is eternal
and immortal. And as for love, it is of God.
“As it was in the beginning,
is now, and ever shall be, world without end, Amen.”
I had finished the decade. And then as one awakes
from a trance I rose softly and as softly crept back
to the Parish House, happy and at peace, because I
had seen that which makes the morning stars rejoice
when they sing together.
“Armand,” said my mother,
sleepily, “is that you, dear? I must have
been nodding in my chair. Mary Virginia’s
just walked to the gate with Laurence.”
“My goodness,” said she,
half an hour later. “What on earth can that
child mean? Hadn’t you better call her in,
Armand?”
“No,” said I, decidedly.
Laurence brought her back presently.
There must have been something electrical in the atmosphere,
for my mother of a sudden sat bolt upright in her
chair. Women are like that. That is one of
the reasons why men are so afraid of them.
“Padre, and p’tite Madame,”
began Laurence, “you’ve been like a father
and mother to me and and ”
“And we thought you ought to know,” said
Mary Virginia.
“My children!” cried my
mother, ecstatically, “it is the wish of my
heart! Always have I prayed our good God to let
this happen and you see?”
“But it’s a great secret:
it’s not to be breathed, yet,” said
Mary Virginia.
“Except, of course, my father ”
began Laurence.
“And the Butterfly Man,”
I added, firmly. Well knowing none of us could
keep such news from him.
“As for me,” said my mother,
gloriously reckless, “I shall open one of the
two bottles of our great-grandfather’s wine!”
The last time that wine had been opened was the day
I was ordained. “Armand, go and bring John
Flint.”
When I reached his rooms Kerry was
whining over a huddled form on the porch steps.
John Flint lay prone, his arms outstretched, horribly
suggestive of one crucified. At my step he struggled
upright. I had my arms about him in another moment.
“Are you hurt? sick? John,
John, my son, what is it? What is it?”
“No, no, I’m all right.
I was just a little shaky for the minute.
There, there, don’t you be scared, father.”
But his voice shook, and the hand I held was icy cold.
“My son, my dear son, what is wrong with you?”
He controlled himself with a great
effort. “Oh, I’ve been a little off
my feed of late, father, that’s all. See,
I’m perfectly all right, now.” And
he squared his shoulders and tried to speak in his
natural voice.
“My mother wanted you to come
over for a few minutes, there’s something you’re
to know. But if you don’t feel well enough ”
He seemed to brace himself. “Maybe
I know it already. However, I’m quite able
to walk over and hear anything I’m
to be told,” he said, composedly.
In the lighted parlor his face showed
up pale and worn, and his eyes hollow. But his
smile was ready, his voice steady, and the hand which
received the wine Mary Virginia herself brought him,
did not tremble.
“It is to our great, great happiness
we wish you to drink, old friend,” said Laurence.
Intoxicated with his new joy, glowing, shining, the
boy was magnificent.
The Butterfly Man turned and looked
at him; steadily, deliberately, a long, searching,
critical look, as if measuring him by a new standard.
Laurence stood the test. Then the man’s
eyes came back to the girl, rose-colored, radiant,
star-eyed, and lingered upon her. He arose, and
held up the glass in which our old wine seemed to leap
upward in little amber-colored flames.
“You’ll understand,”
said the Butterfly Man, “that I haven’t
the words handy to my tongue to say what’s in
my heart. I reckon I’d have to be God for
awhile, to make all I wish for you two come true.”
There was in look and tone and manner something so
sweet and reverent that we were touched and astonished.
When my mother had peremptorily sent
Laurence home to the judge, and carried Mary Virginia
off to talk the rest of the night through, I went
back to his rooms with John Flint, in spite of the
lateness of the hour: for I was uneasy about
him.
I think my nearness soothed him.
For with that boyish diffident gesture of his he reached
over presently and held me by the sleeve.
“Parson,” he asked, abruptly,
“is a man born with a whole soul, or just a
sort of shut-up seed of one? Is one given him
free, or has he got to earn and pay for one before
he gets it, parson? I want to know.”
“We all want to know that, John
Flint. And the West says Yes, and the East, No.”
“I’ve been reading a bit,”
said he, slowly and thoughtfully. “I wanted
to hear what both sides had to say. Paul is pretty
plain, on his side of the fence. But, parson,
some chaps that talk as if they knew quite as much
as Paul does, say you don’t get anything in this
universe for nothing; you have to pay for what you
get. As near as I can figure it out, you land
here with a chance to earn yourself. You can quit
or you can go on it’s all up to you.
If you’re a sport and play the game straight,
why, you stand to win yourself a water-tight fire-proof
soul. Because, you see, you’ve earned and
paid for it, parson. That sounded like good sense
to me. Looked to me as if I was sort of doing
it myself. But when I began to go deeper into
the thing, why, I got stuck. For I can’t
deny I’d been doing it more because I had to
than because I wanted to. But which-ever
way it is, I’m paying! Oh, yes, I’m
paying!”
“Ah, but so is everybody else,
my son,” said I, sadly. “... each in his
own coin. ... But after all isn’t oneself
worth while, whatever the cost?”
“I don’t know,”
said he. “That’s where I’m stuck.
Is the whole show a skin game or is it worth while?
But, parson, whatever it is, you pay a hell of a price
when you buy yourself on the instalment plan, believe
me!” his voice broke, as if on a suppressed groan.
“If I could get it over and done with, pay for
my damned little soul in one big gob, I wouldn’t
mind. But to have to buy what I’m buying,
to have to pay what I’m paying ”
“You are ill,” said I,
deeply concerned. “I was afraid of this.”
He laughed, more like a croak.
“Sure I’m sick. I’m
sick to the core of me, but you and Westmoreland can’t
dose me. Nobody can do anything for me, I have
to do it myself or go under. That’s part
of paying on the instalment plan, too, parson.”
“I don’t think I exactly understand ”
“No, you wouldn’t. You
paid in a lump sum, you see. And you got what
you got. Whatever it was that got you,
parson, got the best of the bargain.” His
voice softened.
“You are talking in parables,” said I,
severely.
“But I’m not paying in
parables, parson. I’m paying in me,”
said he, grimly. And he laughed again, a laugh
of sheer stark misery that raised a chill echo in
my heart. His hand crept back to my sleeve.
“I can’t always can the squeal,”
he whispered.
“If only I could help you!” I grieved.
“You do,” said he, quickly.
“You do, by being you. I hang on to you,
parson. And say, look here! Don’t you
think I’m such a hog I can’t find time
to be glad other folks are happy even if I’m
not. If there’s one thing that could make
me feel any sort of way good, it’s to know those
two who were made for each other have found it out.
It sort of makes it look as if some things do come
right, even if others are rotten wrong. I’m
glad till it hurts me. I’d like you to believe
that.”
“I do believe it. And,
my son! if you can find time to be glad of others’
happiness, without envy, why, you’re bound to
come right, because you’re sound at the core.”
“You reckon I’m worth my price, then,
parson?”
“I reckon you’re worth
your price, whatever it is. I don’t worry
about you, John Flint.”
And somehow, I did not. I left
him with Kerry’s head on his knee. His
hand was humanly warm again, and the voice in which
he told me goodnight was bravely steady. He sat
erect in his doorway, fronting the night like a soldier
on guard. If he were buying his soul on the instalment
plan I was sure he would be able to meet the payments,
whatever they were, as they fell due.