With February the cold that the Butterfly
Man had wished for came with a vengeance. The
sky lost its bright blue friendliness and changed
into a menacing gray, the gray of stormy water.
Overnight the flowers vanished, leaving our gardens
stripped and bare, and our birds that had been so
gay were now but sorry shivering balls of ruffled
feathers, with no song left in them. When rain
came the water froze in the wagon-ruts, and ice-covered
puddles made street-corners dangerous.
This intense cold, damp, heavy, penetrating,
coming upon the heels of the unseasonably warm weather,
seemed to bring to a head all the latent sickness
smoldering in the mill-parish, for it suddenly burst
forth like a conflagration. If the Civic League
had not already done so much to better conditions
in the poorer district, we must have had a very serious
epidemic, as Dr. Westmoreland bluntly told the Town
Council.
As it was, things were pretty bad
for awhile, and the inevitable white hearse moved
up and down, stopping now at this door, now at that.
In one narrow street, I remember, it moved in the
exact shape of a figure eight within the week.
I do not like to recall those days. I buried
the children with the seal of Holy Mother Church upon
their innocence; I repeated over them “The Lord
hath given, the Lord hath taken away” and
knew in my heart that it was man-made want, the greed
of money-madness, that had taken them untimely out
of their mothers’ laps. And the earth was
like iron; it opened unwillingly to receive the babes
of the poor.
In and out of stricken mill-houses
and shabby shacks, as regularly as Westmoreland and
I, whose business and duty lay there, came John Flint.
He made no effort to comfort parents, although these
seemed to derive a curious consolation from his presence.
He did not even come because he wanted to; he came
because the children begged to see the Butterfly Man
and one may not refuse a sick child. He had made
friends with them, made toys for them; and now he
saw dull eyes brighten at his approach and pale faces
try to smile; languid and fever-hot hands were held
out to him. All the force of the affection of
young children, their dazzling faith, the almost unthinkable
power upon their plastic minds of those whom they
trust, came home to him. He could not, in such
an hour, accept lightly, with a careless smile, the
fact that children loved him. And once or twice
a small hand that clung to him grew cold in his clasp,
and under his eyes a child’s closed to this
world.
Now, something that saw straight,
thought like a naked sword-blade, ate like a testing
acid into shams and hated evasions and half-truths
and subterfuges, had of late been showing more and
more behind John Flint’s reserve; and I think
it might have hardened into a mentality cold and bright
and barren, hard and cutting as a diamond, had it not
been for the children whom he had to see suffer and
die.
There was one child of whom he was
particularly fond a child with the fairest
of fair hair, deep and sweet blue eyes, and the quickest,
shyest, most fleeting of smiles to lighten flashingly
her small pale serious face. She had been one
of the first of the mill folks’ children to
make friends with the Butterfly Man. She used
to watch for him, and then, holding on to one of his
fingers, she liked to trot sedately down the street
beside him.
This child’s going was sudden
and rather painful. Westmoreland did what he
could, but there was no stamina in that frail body,
so her’s had been one of the small hands to
fall limp and still out of John Flint’s.
The doll he had made for her lay in the crook of her
arm; it had on a red calico dress, very garish in
the gray room, and against the child’s whiteness.
Westmoreland stood, big and compassionate,
at the foot of the bed. His ruddy face showed
wan and behind his glasses his gray tired eyes winked
and blinked.
“There must be,” said
the Doctor, as if to himself, “some eternal vast
reservoir somewhere, that stores up all this terrible
total of unnecessary suffering the cruel
and needless suffering inflicted upon children and
animals, in particular. Perhaps it’s a spiritual
serum used for the saving of the race. Perhaps
races higher up than we use it as we
use rabbits and guinea-pigs. No, no, nothing’s
wasted; there’s a forward end to pain, somewhere.”
He looked down at the child and shook his head doubtfully:
“But when all is said and done,”
he muttered, “what do such as these get out
of it? Nothing so far as we can see.
They’re victims, they and the innocent beasts,
thrust into a world which tortures and devours them.
Why? Why? Why?”
“There is nothing to do but
leave that everlasting Why to God,” said I,
painfully.
The Butterfly Man looked up and one
saw that cold sword-straight, diamond-hard something
in his eyes:
“Parson,” said he, grimly,
“you’re a million miles off the right
track and you know it. Leaving things
to God things like poor kids dying because
they’re gouged out of their right to live is
just about as rotten stupid and wrong as it can well
be. God’s all right; he does his part of
the job. You do yours, and what happens?
Why, my butterflies answer that! I’m punk
on your catechism, and if this is all it can
teach I hope I die punk on it; but as near as I can
make out, original sin is leaving things like this” and
he looked at his small friend with her doll on her
arm “to God, instead of tackling
the job yourself and straightening it out.”
The child’s mother, a gaunt
creature without a trace of youth left in her, although
she could not have been much more than thirty, shambled
over to a chair on the other side of the bed.
She wore a faded red calico wrapper a scrap
of it had made the doll’s frock and
a blue-checked apron with holes in it. Her hair
was drawn painfully back from her forehead, and there
was a wispy fringe of it on the back of her scraggy
neck. In her dull eyes glimmered nothing but the
innate uneasiness of those who are always in need,
and her mouth had drawn itself into the shape of a
horseshoe. There is no luck in a horseshoe hung
thus on a woman’s face. One might fancy
she felt no emotion, her whole demeanor was so apathetic;
but of a sudden she leaned over and took up one of
the thick shining curls; half smiling, she began to
wrap it about her finger.
“I useter be right smart proud
o’ Louisa’s hair,” she remarked in
a drawling, listless voice. “She come by
it from them uppidy folks o’ her pa’s.
I’ve saw her when she wasn’t much more
‘n hair an’ eyes, times her pa was laid
up with the misery in his chest, an’ me with
nothin’ but piecework weeks on end.
“... She was a cu’rus
kind o’ child, Louisa was. She sort o’
’spicioned things wasn’t right, but you
think that child ever let a squeal out o’ her?
Not her! Lemme tell you-all somethin’, jest
to show what kind o’ a heart that child had,
suhs.”
With a loving and mothering motion
she moved the bright curl about and about her hard
finger. She spoke half intimately, half garrulously;
and from the curl she would lift her faded eyes to
the Butterfly Man’s.
“‘T was a Sarrerday night,
an’ I was a-walkin’ up an’ down,
account o’ me bein’ awful low in the mind.
“‘Ma,’ says Louisa,
’I’m reel hungry to-night. You reckon
I could have a piece o’ bread with butter on
it? I wisht I could taste some bread with butter
on it,’ says she.
“‘Darlin’,’
says I, turrible sad, ‘Po’ ma c’n
give yo’ the naked bread an’ thanks
to God I got even that to give,’ I says.
’But they ain’t a scrap o’ butter
in this house, an’ no knowin’ how to git
any. Oh, darlin’, ma’s so sorry!’
“She looks up with that quick
smile o’ her’n. Yes, suh, Mr. Flint,
she ups and smiles. ‘You don’t belong
to be sorry any, ma,’ says she, comfortin’.
‘Don’t you mind none at all. Why,
ma, darlin’, I just love naked bread without
no butter on it!’ says she. My God,
Mr. Flint, I bust out a-cryin’ in her face.
Seemed like I natchelly couldn’t stand no mo’!”
And smiling vaguely with her poor old down-curved
mouth, she went on fingering the curl.
“Will you-all look a’
that!” she murmured, with pride. “Even
her hair’s lovin’, an’ sort o’
holds on like it wants you should touch it. My
Lord o’ glory, I’m glad her pa ain’t
livin’ to see this day! He had his share
o’ misery, po’ man, him dyin’
o’ lung-fever an’ all....
“Six head o’ young ones
we’d had, me an’ him. An’ they’d
all dropped off. Come spring, an’ one’d
be gone. I kep’ a-comfortin’ that
man best I could they was better off, angels not bein’
pindlin’ an’ hungry an’ barefoot,
an’ thanks be, they ain’t no mills in heaven.
But their pa he couldn’t see it thataway nohow.
He was turrible sot on them children, like us pore
folks gen’rally is. They was reel fine-lookin’
at first.
“When all the rest of ’em
had went, her pa he sort o’ sot his heart on
Louisa here. ‘For we ain’t got nothin’
else, ma,’ says he. ‘An’ please
the good Lord, we’re a-goin’ to give this
one book-learnin’ an’ sich, an’
so be she’ll miss them mills,’ he says.
’Ma, less us aim to make a lady o’ our
Louisa. Not that the Lord ain’t done it
a’ready,’ says her pa, ‘but we got
to he’p Him keep on an’ finish the job
thorough.’ An’ here’s him an’
her both gone, an’ me without a God’s soul
belongin’ to me this day! My God, Mr. Flint,
ain’t it something turrible the things happens
to us pore folks?”
The Butterfly Man looked from her
to Westmoreland and me: doctor of bodies, doctor
of souls, naturalist, what had we to say to this woman
stripped of all? But she, with the greater wisdom
of the poor, spoke for herself and for us. A
sort of veiled light crept into her sodden face.
“It ain’t I ain’t
grateful to you-all,” said she. “God
knows I be. You was good to Louisa. Doctor,
you remember that day you give her a ride in your
ottermobile an’ forgot to bring her home for
more ’n a hour? My, but that child was
happy!”
“‘Ma,’ says she
when I come home that night, ’you know what heaven
is?’
“‘Child,’ says I,
‘folks like me mostly knows what it ain’t.’
“‘I beat you, ma!’
says she, clappin’ her hands. ‘Heaven
ain’t nothin’ much but country an’
roads an’ trees an’ butterflies, an’
things like that,’ says she. ‘An’
God’s got ottermobiles, plenty an’ plenty
ottermobiles, an’ you ride free in ’em
long’s you feel like it, ’cause that’s
what they’s for. An’, ma,’
says she, ’God’s, showfers is all of ’em
Dr. Westmorelands and Mr. Flints.’ Yea,
suh, you-all been mighty kind to Louisa. But
I reckon,” she drawled, “it was Mr. Flint
Louisa loved best, him bein’ a childern’s
kind o’ man, an’ on account o’ Loujaney.”
She laid a hand upon the rag doll lying on the little
girl’s arm.
“From the first day you give
her that doll, Mr. Flint which she named
Loujaney, for her an’ me both that
child ain’t been parted from it.”
She smiled down at the two. I could almost have
prayed she would weep instead. It would have
been easier to bear.
“The King’s Daughters,
they give her a mighty nice doll off their Christmas
tree last year, but Louisa, she didn’t take to
it like she done to Loujaney.
“‘That doll’s
jest a visitin’ lady,’ says she, ’but
Loujaney, she’s my child. Mr. Flint
made her a-purpose for me, same’s God made me
for you, ma, an’ she’s mine by bornation.
I can live with Loujaney. I ain’t a mite
ashamed afore her when we ain’t got nothin’,
but I turn ’tother’s face to the wall
so she won’t know. Loujaney’s pore
folks same’s you an’ me, an’ she
knows prezac’ly how ’t is. That’s
why I love her so much.
“An’ day an’ night,”
resumed the drawling voice, “them two’s
been together. She jest lived an’ et an’
slept with that doll. If ever a doll gits to
grow feelin’s, Loujaney’s got ’em.
I s’pose I’d best give that visitin’
doll to some child that wants it bad, but I ain’t
got the heart to take Loujaney away from her ma.
I’m a-goin’ to let them two go right on
sleepin’ together.
“Mr. Flint, suh, seein’
Louisa liked you so much, an’ it’s you
she’d want to have it ” she
leaned over, pushed the thick fair hair aside, and
laid her finger upon a very whimsy of a curl, shorter,
paler, fairer than the others, just above the little
right ear.
“Her pa useter call that the
wishin’ curl,” said she, half apologetically.
“You see, suh, he was a comical sort of man,
an’ a great hand for pertendin’ things.
I never could pertend. Things is what they is
an’ pertendin’ don’t change ’em
none. But him an’ her was different.
That’s how come him to pertend the Lord’d
put the rainbow’s pot o’ gold in Louisa’s
hair with a wish in it, an’ that ridic’lous
curl one side her head, like a mark, was the wishin’
curl. He’d pertend he could pull it twict
an’ say whisperin’, ‘Bickery-ickery-ee my
wish is comin’ to me,’ an’ he’d
git it. An’ she liked to pertend ‘twas
so an’ she could wish things on it for me an’
git ’em.... Clo’es an’ shoes
an’ fire an’ cake an’ beefsteak
an’ butter an’ stayin’ home....
Just pertendin’, you see.
“Mr. Flint, suh, I ain’t
got a God’s thing any more to wish for, but
you bein’ the sort o’ man you are, I’d
rather ’twas you had Louisa’s wishin’
curl, to remember her by.” Snip! went the
scissors; and there it lay, pale as the new gold of
spring sunlight, curling as young grape-tendrils,
in the Butterfly Man’s open palm.
“Silver and gold have I none;
but such as I have give I thee,” said the
great Apostle to the lame man who lay beside the gate
of the temple that is called, Beautiful.
“I ain’t got nothin’
else,” said the common mill-woman; and laid in
John Flint’s hand Louisa’s wishing-curl.
He stared at it, and turned as pale
as the child on her pillow. The human pity of
the thing, its sheer stark piercing simplicity, squeezed
his heart as with a great hand.
“My God!” he choked.
“My God!” and a rending sob
tore loose from his throat. For the first time
in his life he had to weep; uncontrolled, unashamed,
childlike, fatherly, brotherly. For he had experienced,
unselfishly, on account of one of the humblest of God’s
creatures, one of the great divine emotions.
And when that happens to a man it is as if his soul
were winnowed by the wind of an archangel’s wings.
Westmoreland and I slipped out and
left him with the woman. She would know what
further thing to say to him.
Outside in the bleak bitter street,
the Doctor laid his hand on my shoulder. He winked
his eyes rapidly. “Father,” said he,
earnestly, “when I witness such a thing as we’ve
seen this morning, I do not lose faith. I gain
it.” And he gripped me heartily with his
big gloved hand. “Tell John Flint,”
he added, “that sometimes a rag doll is a mighty
big thing for a man to have to his credit.”
Then he was gone, with a tear freezing on his cheek.
“Angels,” John Flint had
said more than once, “are not middle-aged doctors
with shoulders on them like a barn-door, and ribs like
a dray; angels don’t have bald heads and wear
a red tie and tan shoes. But I’d pass them
all up, from Gabriel down, wings and tailfeathers,
for one Walter Westmoreland.”
I would, too. And I walked along,
thinking of what I had just witnessed; sensing its
time value. To those slight and fragile things
which had, for John Flint, outweighed the scales of
evil a gray moth, a butterfly’s wing,
a bird’s nest I added a child’s
fair hair, and a rag doll that was going to sleep
with its ma.
There were but few people on the freezing
streets, for folks preferred to stay indoors and hug
the fire. Fronting the wind, I walked with a
lowered head, and thus collided with a lady who turned
a corner at the same time I did.
“Don’t apologize, Padre,”
said Mary Virginia, for it was she. “It
was my fault I wasn’t looking where
I was going.”
“Are you by any chance bound
for the Parish House? Because my mother will
be on her way to a poor thing that’s just lost
her only child. Where have you been these past
weeks? I haven’t seen you for ages.”
“Oh, I’ve been rather
busy, too, Padre. And I haven’t been quite
well ” she hesitated. I thought
I understood. For, possibly from some servant
who had overheard Mrs. Eustis expostulating with her
daughter, the news of Mary Virginia’s unannounced
engagement had sifted pretty thoroughly throughout
the length and breadth of Appleboro; a town where
an unfledged and callow rumor will start out of a morning
and come home to roost at night with talons and tailfeathers.
That Mary Virginia had all James Eustis’s
own quiet will-power, everybody knew. She would
not, perhaps, marry Laurence in the face of her mother’s
open opposition. Neither would she marry anybody
else to please her mother in defiance of her own heart.
There was a pretty struggle ahead, and Appleboro took
sides for and against, and settled itself with eager
expectancy to watch the outcome.
So I concluded that Mary Virginia
had not been having a pleasant time. Indeed,
it struck me that she was really unwell. One might
even suspect she had known sleepless nights, from
the shadowed eyes and the languor of her manner.
Just then, swinging down the street
head erect, shoulders square, the freezing weather
only intensifying his glowing fairness, came Howard
Hunter. The man was clear red and white.
His gold hair and beard glittered, his bright blue
eyes snapped and sparkled. He seemed to rejoice
in the cold, as if some Viking strain in him delighted
in its native air.
As he paused to greet us a coldness
not of the weather crept into Mary Virginia’s
eyes. She did not speak, but bowed formally.
Mr. Hunter, holding her gaze for a moment, lifted
his brows whimsically and smiled; then, bowing, he
passed on. She stood looking after him, her lips
closed firmly upon each other.
Tucking her hand in my arm, she walked
with me to the Parish House gate. No, she said,
she couldn’t come in. But I was to give
her regards to the Butterfly Man, and her love to
Madame.
“Parson,” the Butterfly
Man asked me that night, “have you seen Mary
Virginia recently?”
“I saw her to-day.”
“I saw her to-day, too.
She looked worried. She hasn’t been here
lately, has she?”
“No. She hasn’t been
feeling well. I hear Mrs. Eustis has been very
outspoken about the engagement, and I suppose that’s
what worries Mary Virginia.”
“I don’t think so.
She knew she had to go up against that, from the first.
She’s more than a match for her mother.
There’s something else. Didn’t I
tell you I had a hunch there was going to be trouble?
Well, I’ve got a hunch it’s here.”
“Nonsense!” said I, shortly.
“I know,” said he, stubbornly.
And he added, irrelevantly: “It’s
generally known, parson, that Eustis will be nominated.
Inglesby’s managed to gain considerable ground,
thanks to Hunter, and folks say if it wasn’t
for Eustis he’d win. As it is, he’ll
be swamped. I hear he was thunderstruck when
he got wind of what Mayne was going to play against
him for he knows Laurence brought Eustis
out. Inglesby’s mighty sore. He’s
the sort that hates to have to admit he can’t
get what he wants.”
“Then he’d better save
himself the trouble of having to put it to the test,”
said I.
“I’m wondering,”
said John Flint. “I wish I hadn’t
got that hunch!”
I did not see Mary Virginia again
for some time. Just then I moved breathlessly
in a horrid round of sickbeds, for the wave had reached
its height; already it had swept seventeen of my flock
out of time into eternity.
I came home on one of the last of
those heavy evenings, to find Laurence waiting for
me in my study. He was standing in the middle
of the room, his hands clasped behind his back.
“Padre,” said he by way
of greeting, “have you seen Mary Virginia lately?
Has Madame?”
“No, except for a chance meeting
one morning on the street. But she has been sending
me help right along, bless her.”
“Has Madame heard anything from her, Padre?”
“No, I don’t think so.
But we’ve been frightfully busy of late, you
understand.”
“No, neither of you know,”
said Laurence, in a low voice. “You wouldn’t
know. Padre, I don’t look at
me like that, please; I’m not ill. But,
without reason swear to you before God,
without any reason whatever, that I can conjure up she
has thrown me over, jilted me Mary Virginia,
Padre! And I’m to forget her. I’m
to forget her, you understand? Because she can’t
marry me.” He spoke in a level, quiet,
matter of fact voice. Then laughter shook him
like a nausea.
I laid my hand upon him. “Now
tell me,” said I, “what you have to tell
me.”
“I’ve really told you
all I know,” said Laurence. “Day before
yesterday she sent for me. You can’t think
how happy it made me to have her send for me, how
happy I’ve been since I knew she cared!
I felt as if there wasn’t anything I couldn’t
do. There was nothing too great to be accomplished
“Well, I went. She was
standing in the middle of the long drawing-room.
There was a fire behind her. She was so like ice
I wonder now she didn’t thaw. All in white,
and cold, and frozen. And she said she couldn’t
marry me. That’s why she had sent for me to
tell me that she meant to break our engagement:
Mary Virginia!
“I wanted to know why.
I was within my rights in asking that, was I not?
And she wouldn’t let me get close to her, Padre.
She waved me away. I got out of her that there
were reasons: no, she wouldn’t say what
those reasons were; but there were reasons. Her
reasons, of course. When I began to talk, to
plead with her, she begged me not to make things harder
for her, but to be generous and go away. She just
couldn’t marry me, didn’t I understand?
So I must release her.”
He hung his head. The youth of
him had been dimmed and darkened.
“And you said ?”
“I said,” said Laurence
simply, “that she was mine as much as I was
hers, and that I’d go just then because she asked
me to, but I was coming back. I tried to see
her again yesterday. She wouldn’t see me.
She sent down word she wasn’t at home. But
I knew all along she was. Mary Virginia, Padre!
“I tried again. I haven’t
got any pride where she’s concerned. Why
should I? She’s she’s my
soul, I think. I can’t put it into words,
because you can’t put feelings into words, but
she’s the pith of life. Then I wrote her.
Half a dozen times I wrote her. I got down to
the level of bribing the colored maid to take the
notes to her, one every hour, like a medicine, and
slip them under her door. I know she received
them. I repeated it again to-day. It’s
Mary Virginia at stake, and I can’t take chances,
can I? And this afternoon she sent this.
“Oh, Laurence, be generous and
spare me the torment of questions. So far
you have not reproached me; spare me that, too!
Don’t you understand? I cannot marry you.
Accept the inevitable as I do. Forgive me
and forget me. M.V.E.”
The writing showed extreme nervousness,
haste, agitation.
“Well?” said Laurence.
But I stood staring at the crumpled bit of paper.
I knew what I knew. I knew what my mother had
thought fit to reveal to me of the girl’s feelings:
Mary Virginia had been very sure. I remembered
what my eyes had seen, my ears heard. I was sure
she was faithful, for I knew my girl. And yet
There came back to me a morning in
spring and I riding gaily off in the glad sunshine,
full of faith and of hope. To find what I had
found. I handed the note back, in silence.
“Oh, why, why, why?” burst
out the boy, in a gust of acute torment. “For
God’s sake, why? Think of her eyes and her
mouth, Padre and her forehead like a saint’s No,
she’s not false. God never made such eyes
as hers untruthful. I believe in her. I’ve
got to believe in her. I tell you, I belong to
her, body and soul.” He began to walk up
and down the room, and his shoulders twitched, as
if a lash were laid over them. “I could
forgive her for not loving me, if she doesn’t
love me and found it out, and said so. Women
change, do they not? But to take a
man that loves her and tear his living soul
to shreds and tatters
“If she’s a liar
and a jilt, who and what am I to believe? Why
should she do it, Padre to me that love
her? Oh, my God, think of it: to be betrayed
by the best beloved! No, I can’t think it.
This isn’t just any light girl: this is
Mary Virginia!”
I put my hand on his shoulder.
He is a head over me, and once again as broad, perhaps.
We two fell into step. I did not attempt to counsel
or console.
“Here I come like a whining
kid, Padre,” said he, remorsefully, “piling
my troubles upon your shoulders that carry such burdens
already. Forgive me!”
“I shouldn’t be able to
forgive you if you didn’t come,” said I.
Up and down the little room, up and down, the two
of us.
Came a light tap at the door.
The Butterfly Man’s head followed it.
“Didn’t I hear Laurence
talking?” asked he, smiling. The smile froze
at sight of the boy’s face. He closed the
door, and leaned against it.
“What’s wrong with her?”
he asked, quickly. It did not occur to us to
question his right to ask, or to wonder how he knew.
In a dull voice Laurence told him.
He held out his hand for the note, read it in silence,
and handed it back.
“What do you make of it?” I asked.
“Trouble,” said he, curtly;
and he asked, reproachfully, “Don’t you
know her, both of you, by this time?”
“I know,” said Laurence,
“that she has sent me away from her.”
“Because she wants to, or because
she thinks she has to?” asked John Flint.
“Why should she do so unless
it pleased her?” I asked sorrowfully.
His eyes flashed. “Why,
she’s herself! A girl like her couldn’t
play anybody false because there’s no falseness
in her to do it with. What are you going to do
about it?”
“There is nothing to do,”
said Laurence, “but to release her; a gentleman
can do no less.”
John Flint’s lips curled.
“Release her? I’d hang on till hell
froze over and caught me in the ice! I’d
wait. I’d write and tell her she didn’t
need to make herself unhappy about me, I was unhappy
enough about her for the two of us, because she didn’t
trust me enough to tell me what her trouble was, so
I could help her. That first and always I was
her friend, right here, whenever she needed me and
whatever she needed me for. And I’d stand
by. What else is a man good for?”
“I believe,” said I, “that
John Flint has given you the right word, Laurence.
Just hold fast and be faithful.”
Laurence lifted his haggard face.
“There isn’t any question of my being
faithful to her, Padre. And I couldn’t make
myself believe that she’s less so than I. What
Flint says tallies with my own intuition. I’ll
write her to-night.” He laid his hand on
John Flint’s arm. “You’re all
right, Bughunter,” said he, earnestly. “’Night,
Padre.” Then he was gone.
“Do you think,” said John
Flint, when he had rejected every conjecture his mind
presented as the possible cause of Mary Virginia’s
action, “that Inglesby could be at the bottom
of this?”
“I think,” said I, “that
you have an obsession where that man is concerned.
He is a disease with you. Good heaven, what could
Inglesby possibly have to do with Mary Virginia’s
affairs?”
“That’s what I’m wondering.
Well, then, who is it?”
“Perhaps,” said I, unwillingly, “it
is Mary Virginia herself.”
“Forget it! She’s not that sort.”
“She is a woman.”
“Ain’t it the truth, though?”
he jeered. “What a peach of a reason for
not acting like herself, looking like herself, being
like herself! She’s a woman! So are
all the rest of the folks that weren’t born men,
if you’ll notice. They’re women; we’re
men: and both of us are people. Get it?”
“I get it,” said I, annoyed.
“Your attitude, John Flint, is a vulgar platitude.
And permit me to ”
“I’ll permit you to do
anything except get cross,” said he, quickly.
The ghost of a smile touched his face. “Being
bad-tempered, parson, suits you just about as well
as plaid pants and a Hello Bill button.”
“I am a human being,” I began, frigidly.
“And I’m another.
And so is Mary Virginia. And there we are, parson.
I’m troubled. I don’t like the looks
of things. It’s no use telling myself this
is none of my business; it is very much my business.
You remember ... when I came here ...” he hesitated,
for this is a subject we do not like to discuss, “what
you were up against ... parson, I’ve thought
you must have been caught and crucified yourself, and
learned things on the cross, and that’s why
you held on to me. But with the kids, it was
different particularly the little girl.
The first thing I ever got from her was a lovely look,
the first time ever I set eyes on her she came with
an underwing moth. I’d be a poor sort that
wouldn’t be willing to be spilt like water and
scattered like dust, if she needed me now, wouldn’t
I?”
“But,” said I, perplexed,
“what can you do? A young lady has seen
fit to break her engagement; young ladies often see
fit to do that, my dear fellow. This isn’t
an uncommon case. Also, one doesn’t interfere
in a lady’s private affairs, not even when one
is an old priest who has loved her since her childhood,
nor yet a Butterfly Man who is her devoted friend.
Don’t you see?”
“I see there’s something wrong,”
said he, doggedly.
“Perhaps. But that doesn’t
give one the right to pry into something she evidently
doesn’t wish to reveal,” I told him.
“I suppose,” said he,
heavily, “you are right. But if you hear
anything, let me know, won’t you?”
I promised; but I found out nothing,
save that it had not been Mrs. Eustis who influenced
her daughter’s action. This came out in
a call Mrs. Eustis made at the Parish House.
“My dear,” she told my
mother, “when she told me she had broken that
engagement, I was astounded! But I can’t
say I wasn’t pleased. Laurence is a dear
boy; and his family’s as good as ours no
one can take that away from the Maynes. But Mary
Virginia should have done better.
“I quarreled with her, argued
with her, pleaded with her. I cried and cried.
But she’s James Eustis to the life you
might as well try to move the Rock of Gibraltar.
Then one morning she came to my room and told me she
found she couldn’t marry Laurence! And she
had already told him so, and broken her engagement,
and I wasn’t to ask her any questions.
I didn’t. I was too glad.”
“And Laurence ?” asked
my mother, ironically.
“Laurence? Laurence is
a man. Men get over that sort of thing.
I’ve known a man to be perfectly mad over his
wife and marry, six months after her death.
They’re like that. They always get over
it. It’s their nature.”
“Let us hope, then, for Laurence’s
peace of mind,” said my mother, “that
he’ll get over it like all the rest
of his sex. Though I shouldn’t call Laurence
fickle, or faithless, if you ask me.”
“He is a very fine boy.
I always liked him myself and James adores him.
If I had two or three daughters, I’d be willing
to let one of them marry Laurence after
awhile. But having only one I must say I want
her to do better.”
“I see,” said my mother. To me she
said later:
“And yet, Armand, although I
condemn it, I can quite appreciate Mrs. Eustis’s
point of view. I was somewhat like that myself,
once upon a time.”
“You? Never!”
My mother smiled tolerantly.
“Ah, but you never offered me
a daughter-in-law I did not relish. It was much
easier for me to bear the Church!”
That night I went over to John Flint’s,
for I thought that the fact of Mary Virginia’s
deliberately choosing to act as she had done would
in a measure settle the matter and relieve his anxiety.
There was a cedar wood fire before
which Kerry lay stretched; little white Pitache, grown
a bit stiff of late, occupied a chair he had taken
over for his own use and from which he refused to be
dislodged. Major Cartwright had just left, and
the room still smelt of his cigar, mingling pleasantly
with the clean smell of the burning cedar.
On the table, within reach of his
hand, was ranged the Butterfly Man’s entire
secular library: Andrew Lang’s translation
of Homer; Omar; Richard Burton’s Kasidah; Saadi’s
Gulistan, over which he chuckled; Robert Burns; Don
Quixote; Joan of Arc, and Huckleberry Finn; Treasure
Island; the Bible Miss Sally Ruth had given him I
never could induce him to change it for my own Douai
version ; one or two volumes of Shakespeare;
the black Obituary Book, grown loathsomely fat; and
the “Purely Original Verse of James Gordon Coogler,”
which a light-minded professor of mathematics at the
University of South Carolina had given him, and in
which he evilly delighted. Other books came and
went, but these remained. To-night it was the
Bible which lay open, at the Book of Psalms.
“Look at this.” He
laid his finger on a verse of the nineteenth:
“The testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise
the simple.”
“The times I’ve turned
that over in my mind, out in the woods by night and
the fields by day!” said the Butterfly Man, musingly.
“The simple is me, parson, and the testimony
is green things growing, and butterflies and moths,
and Kerry, and people, and trouble, and Louisa’s
hair, and well, about everything, I reckon.
“Yes, everything’s testimony,
and it can make wise the simple if he’s
not too simple. I reckon, parson, the simple is
lumped in three lots the fool for a little
while, the fool for half the day, and the life-everlasting
twenty-four-hours-a-day, dyed-in-the-wool damn-fool.
“Some of us are the life-everlasting
kind, the kind that used to make old man Solomon wall
his eyes and throw fits and then get busy and hatch
out proverbs with stings in their tails. A lot
of us are half-the-day fools; and all the rest are
fools for a little while. There’s nobody
born that hasn’t got his times and seasons for
being a fool for a while. But that’s the
sort of simple the testimony slams some sense into.
Like me,” he added earnestly, and closed
the great Book.
I told him presently what I had heard;
that, as he surmised, Mrs. Eustis was not responsible
for Mary Virginia’s change of mind or
perhaps of heart. He nodded. But he offered
no comment. Now, since I had come in, he had
been from time to time casting at me rather speculative
and doubtful glances. He drummed on the table,
smiled sheepishly, and presently reached for a package,
unwrapped it, and laid before me a book.
‘"The Relation of Insect Life
to Human Society,’” I read, “By John
Flint and Rev. Armand Jean De Rance. With notes
and drawings by Father De Rance.” It bore
the imprint of a great publishing house.
“You suggested it more than
once,” said John Flint. “Off and on,
these two years, I’ve been working on it.
All the notes I particularly asked you for were for
this. Mighty fine and acute notes they are, too you’d
never have been willing to do it if you’d known
they were for publication I know you.
And I saved the drawings. I’m vain of those
illustrations. Abbot’s weren’t in
it, next to yours.”
As a matter of fact I have a pretty
talent for copying plant and insect. I have but
little originality, but this very limitation made
the drawings more valuable. They were almost painfully
exact, the measurements and coloration being as approximately
perfect as I could get them.
Now that the book has been included
in all standard lists I needn’t speak of it
at length the reviewers have given it what
measure of bricks and bouquets it deserved. But
it is a clever, able, comprehensive book, and that
is why it has made its wide appeal.
Every least credit that could possibly
be given to me, he had scrupulously rendered.
He had made full use of note and drawing. He
made light enough of his own great labor of compilation,
but his preface was quick to state his “great
indebtedness to his patient and wise teacher.”
One sees that the situation was not
without irony. But I could not cloud his pleasure
in my co-authorship nor dim his happiness by disclaiming
one jot or tittle of what he had chosen to accredit
me with. It is more blessed to give than to receive,
but much more difficult to receive than to give.
“Do you like it?” he asked, hopefully.
“I am most horribly proud of it,” said
I, honestly.
“Sure, parson? Hand on your heart?”
“Sure. Hand on my heart.”
“All right, then,” said he, sighing with
relief.
“Here’s your share of
the loot,” and he pushed a check across the
table.
“But ” I hesitated, blinking,
for it was a check of sorts.
“But nothing. Blow it in.
Say, I’m curious. What are you going to
do with yours?”
“What are you going to do with yours?”
I asked in return.
He reddened, hesitated; then his head went up.
“I figure it, parson, that by
way of that rag-doll I’m kin to Louisa’s
ma. As near as I can get to it, Louisa’s
ma’s my widow. It’s a devil of a
responsibility for a live man to have a widow.
It worries him. Just to get her off my mind I’m
going to invest my share of this book for her.
She’ll at least be sure of a roof and fire and
shoes and clothes and bread with butter on it and
staying home sometimes. She’ll have to
work, of course; anyway you looked at it, it wouldn’t
be right to take work away from her. She’ll
work, then; but she won’t be worked. Louisa’s
managed to pull something out of her wishin’
curl for her ma, after all. I’m sure I
hope they’ll let the child know.”
I could not speak for a moment; but
as I looked at him, the red in his tanned cheek deepened.
“As a matter of fact, parson,”
he explained, “somebody ought to do something
for a woman that looks like that, and it might just
as well be me. I’m willing to pay good
money to have my widow turn her mouth the other way
up, and I hope she’ll buy a back-comb for those
bangs on her neck.”
“And all this,” said I,
“came out of one little wishin’ curl,
Butterfly Man?”
“But what else could I do?”
he wondered, “when I’m kin to Loujaney
by bornation?” and to hide his feeling, he asked
again:
“Now what are you going to do with yours?”
I reflected. I watched his clever,
quizzical eyes, out of which the diamond-bright hardness
had vanished, and into which I am sure that dear child’s
curl had wished this milder, clearer light.
“You want to know what I am
going to do with mine?” said I, airily.
“Well; as for me, the very first thing I am going
to do is to purchase, in perpetuity, a fine new lamp
for St. Stanislaus!”