The best or the worst thing that can
happen to a boy in this country is to be poor in it
for a while, to be picked up neck and crop and flung
upon his own resources; not always to remain poor,
of course, for one may be damned quite as effectually
and everlastingly upon the cross as off it; but to
be poor long enough to acquire a sense of proportion
by coming to close grips with life; to learn what
things and people really are, the good and the bad
of them together; to have to weigh and measure cant
and sentimentality and Christian charity which
last is a fearsome thing in the balance
with truth and common sense and human kindness.
It is an experience that makes or breaks.
Peter had always adored his mother;
but it wasn’t until now that he realized how
really wonderful she had been. How she had kept
the roof over his head, and his stomach somehow satisfied,
and had sent him to church and to school decently
enough clad, Peter couldn’t imagine.
There was no possibility now of regular
schooling. Nature hasn’t provided as providently
for the human grub as for the insect one. A human
grub isn’t born upon a food-plant that is a house
as well, nor is nature his tailor and his shoemaker.
Peter wasn’t blood kin to anybody in Riverton,
so there was no home open to him. He was deeply
sensible of the genuine kindness extended to him in
his dark hour, but he wouldn’t, he couldn’t,
have gone permanently into any of their homes had
he been asked to do so, which of course he wasn’t.
He clung to the little house on the big cove.
His mother’s presence lingered there and hallowed
the place.
There was some talk of sending him
to an orphanage he was barely twelve, and
penniless. But when Mrs. Cooke, the minister’s
wife, mentioned it to Peter, gently enough, the boy
turned upon her with flaming eyes, and said he wouldn’t
stay in any asylum; he’d run away, and keep
on running away until he died! Mrs. Cooke looked
troubled, and said that Mr. McMasters, a vestryman
in the church, was really the head and front of that
project.
Peter went after Mr. McMasters, and
found him in his grocery store one of those
long, dim country stores that sell everything from
cradles to coffins. Mr. McMasters came from behind
the counter, rubbing his hands.
“Well, Peter, what can I do
for you this mawnin’?” he asked,
jovially. He was that sort.
“You can let me alone, please,”
said Peter, succinctly.
“Eh? What’s that?”
The large man stared at the little man.
“I said you can let me alone,
please,” said Peter, patiently. “I
hear it’s you doing most of the talking about
sending me to an orphanage.”
“I try to do my duty as a man
and a Christian,” said the vestryman, piously.
“You can’t be allowed to run loose, Peter.
’T aint right. ’T ain’t moral.
’T ain’t Christian. You’ll be
better off in a good orphan-asylum, bein’ taught
what you’d ought to learn. That’s
the place for you, Peter!”
“I want to stay in my own house,” said
Peter.
“Shucks! You can’t
eat and wear a measly little house, can you?
That’s what I’m askin’ the town right
now. Sure you can’t! The thing to
do is to sell that place for what it’ll fetch,
sock the money in bank for you, and it’ll be
there with interest when
you’ve grown up and aim to start in business
for yourself. Yes, sir. That’s my
idea.”
“Mr. McMasters,” said
Peter, evenly, “I want you to know one thing
sure and certain. If you send me to any orphan-asylum,
I’ll send you to some place where you’ll
be better off, too, sir.”
“Meanin’?”
Peter Champneys shot at the stout
vestryman a glance like the thrust of a golden spear.
“The cemetery, Mr. McMasters,”
said he, with the deadly South Carolina gentleness.
The two stared at each other.
It wasn’t the boy’s glance that fell first.
“Threatenin’ me, hey?
Threatenin’ a father of a family, are you?”
Mr. McMasters licked his lips.
“Oh, no, Mr. McMasters, I’m
not threatening you, at all. I’m just telling
you what’ll happen.”
The vestryman reflected. He knew
the Champneyses. They had all been men of their
word. And fine marksmanship ran in the family.
He had seen this same Peter handle a shot-gun:
you’d think the little devil had been born with
a gun in his fist! He had a thumb-nail vision
of Mrs. McMasters collecting his life-insurance getting
new clothes, and the piano she had been plaguing him
for, too, and her mother always in the house with
her. He turned purple.
“You why, you beggarly
whelp! You you damned Champneys!”
he roared. Peter met the angry eyes unflinchingly.
“I reckon you’d better
understand I’m not going to any orphan-asylum,
Mr. McMasters. I’m going to stay right here
at home. And you are not going to get my cove
lot,” he added shrewdly.
“What do I care where you go?
And who wants your old strip of sand and cockspurs?
Get to hell out o’ here!” yelled Mr. McMasters,
violently.
Peter marched out. He knew that
victory perched upon his banners. He wouldn’t
be sent away, willy-nilly, to a place the bare thought
of which had made his mother turn pale. And she
had wished him to keep the place on the cove, the
last poor remnant of Champneys land. To this
end had she pinched and slaved. When Peter thought
of McMasters intriguing to take from him even this
poor possession, his lips came together firmly.
Somehow he would manage to keep the place. If
his mother had been able to manage it, surely a man
could do so, too! He hadn’t the faintest
doubt of his ability to take care of himself.
But the town was troubled and perplexed,
until Peter solved his problem for himself with the
aid of Emma Campbell. Emma had always been his
friend, and she had been his mother’s loyal and
loving servitor. She and Peter had several long
talks; then Emma called in Cassius, an ex-husband
of hers who so long as he didn’t live with her
could get along with her, and had him widen the shed
room, Peter taking in its stead his mother’s
bedroom. Cassius built a better wash-bench, with
a shelter, under the china-berry trees in the yard,
and strung some extra clothes-lines, and Emma Campbell
moved in. Emma would take care of the house,
and look after Peter. Riverton sighed, and shrugged
its shoulders.
It was a sketchy sort of arrangement,
but it worked very well. Sometimes Peter provided
the meals which Emma cooked, for he was expert at
snaring, crabbing, shrimping, and fishing. Sometimes
the spirit moved Cassius to lay an offering of a side
of bacon, a bushel of potatoes, a string of fish,
or maybe a jug of syrup or a hen at his ex-spouse’s
feet. Cassius said Emma was so contrary he specked
she must be ’flicted wid de moonness, which is
one way of saying that one is a bit weak in the head.
But he liked her, and she washed his shirts and sewed
on a button or so for him occasionally, or occasionally
cracked him over the sconce with the hominy-spoon,
just to show that she considered her marital ties
binding. Emma had been married twice since Cassius
left her, but both these ventures had been, in her
own words, “triflin’ niggers any real lady
‘d jes’ natchelly hab to throw out.”
When Cassius complained that his third wife was “diggin’
roots” against him, Emma immediately set him
to digging potatoes for herself, to offset the ill
effects of possible conjure. She was a strategical
person, and Peter didn’t fare very badly, considering.
The boy fell heir to all those odd
jobs that boys in his position are expected to tackle.
When a task was too tiresome, too disagreeable, or
too ill-paying for anybody else, Peter was sent for
and graciously allowed to do it. It enabled people
to feel charitable and at the same time get something
done for about a fourth of what a man would have charged.
Half the time he made his living out of the river,
going partners with some negro boatman. They
are daring watermen, the coast negroes. They took
Peter on deep-sea fishing-trips, and at night he curled
up on a furled sail and went to sleep to the sound
of Atlantic waves, and of negro men singing as only
negro men can sing. Sometimes they went seining
at night in the river, and Peter never forgot the
flaring torches, the lights dipping and glinting and
sliding off brawny, half-naked figures and black faces,
while the marshes were a black, long line against
the sky, and the moon made a silver track upon the
waters, and the salty smell of the sea filled one’s
nostrils.
Now that he could no longer attend
school, Peter snatched at any book that came his way,
getting all sorts and conditions of reading-matter
from all sorts and conditions of people. His was
the unappeasable hunger and thirst of those who long
to know; and he wished to express what he learned,
by making pictures and thus interpreting it for himself
and others. It wasn’t easy. Life turned
a rather harsh face to him. He wasn’t clothed
like the birds of the air and the lilies of the field:
he had to provide his own coverings as best he might.
He wouldn’t accept charity. He would wear
his own old clothes but he wouldn’t wear anybody
else’s.
“Peter,” said Emma Campbell,
anxiously, “yo’ rind is comin’
out o’ doors. Dem britches o’
yourn looks like peep-thoo-de-winduh; daylight ’s
comin’.” She added anxiously:
“Don’t you let a heavy rain ketch you
in dem pants, Peter, or it ’ll baptize you
plum nekked to yo’ shirt-tail.”
Peter looked alarmed. One may
with decency run barefooted only to the knees.
Upon reflection, he sold his mother’s sewing-machine it
was an old machine and didn’t bring much and
bought enough to cover himself with.
“I wish I’d been born
with my clothes on me, like you were,” he confided
to the Red Admiral. “Gee, you’re lucky!”
The Red Admiral flirted his fine coat
vaingloriously. He didn’t have to worry
about trousers, nor yet shoes for his six feet!
And all he had to do was to fly around a bit and he
was sure to find his dinner waiting for him.
“Fairy,” said Peter, soberly,
“I’m not sniffling, but I’m not having
what you’d call a good time. It’s
hard to be me, butterfly. Nothing nice has happened
in such a long time. I wish you’d think
up something pleasant and wish it to happen to me.”
If you’ll hold out your first
and second fingers and wiggle them in the friendliest
way you know how, you’ll see how the Red Admiral
moved his feelers just then.
When Peter Champneys went home that
night, after a long afternoon of weeding an old lady’s
garden and whitewashing a long-suffering chicken house,
Emma Campbell spread before him, on a hot platter,
and of a crispness and brownness and odorousness to
have made St. Simon Stylites slide down his pillar
and grab for a piece of it, a fat chicken with an
accompaniment of hot biscuit and good brown gravy.
She didn’t tell Peter how she had come by the
chicken, nor did he wait to ask. He crammed his
mouth, and Emma leaned against the door and watched
him with profound satisfaction. When he had polished
the last bone to an ivory whiteness, Emma reached behind
her and handed Peter the book she had that morning
wrested from a peddler whose shirt she had washed
and ironed. Emma knew Peter liked books.
Now, Emma Campbell couldn’t
by any stretch of imagination be considered a beautiful
person. She had pulled almost all of her hair
out by the roots, from a fashion she had of twisting
and winding it tightly around a tin spoon, or a match
stem, to “pull her palate up.” The
colored people suffer from a mysterious ailment known
as “having your palate down,” for which
the one specific is to take a wisp of your hair and
wrap it as tightly around a tin spoon, or a match
stem, as you can twist it; that pulls your palate up.
It is, of course, absolutely necessary for you to
have your palate up, even though you scalp yourself
in the process of making it stay up. Emma generally
had a couple of spoons and two or three matches in
what was left of her wool. She could screw her
mouth up until it looked like a nozzle, and she could
shoot her eyes out like a crab’s. She was
so big that most folks were afraid of her. But
as she stood there beaming at Peter with the book
in his hand, the loveliest lady in the land couldn’t
have looked better or kinder.
Peter laid the Collection of Poetic
Gems on the table, and blinked at Emma Campbell.
Then, because he was only a boy, and because nothing
so pleasant as this had happened to him for a long,
long time not since his mother died he
put his head down on the green-covered book and cried
as only a boy can cry when he lets go.
Emma Campbell seemed to grow about
nine feet tall. “Peter,” said she,
in a terrifying voice, “I axes you not to lemme
see you cryin’ like dat! When I sees Miss
Maria’s chile cryin’, jes’ ’cause
a olé nigger woman gives ‘im a book, I
wants to go out an’ bust dis town wide
open wid a ax!”
When he had time to examine his Collection
of Poetic Gems, Peter was overjoyed. The paper
was poor, the cuts atrocious, the binding a poisonous
green, but many of the Gems were of purest ray serene
despite their wretched setting. Old-fashioned
stuff, most of it, but woven on the loom of immortality.
Peter, of course, had Simms’s “War Poems
of the South.” He knew much of Father Ryan
by heart. He, as well as another, could wave
his brown stick of an arm and bid somebody “Take
that banner down, ’tis tattered.”
He had been brought up on the story of the glory of
the men who wore the gray, and for him the sword of
Robert Lee would never dim nor tarnish. But these
things were different. They talked to something
deep down in him, that was neither Yankee nor Southerner,
but larger and better than both. When Peter read
these poems he felt the hair of his scalp prickle,
and his heart almost burst with a rapture that was
agony.
But one can’t exist on a collection
of gems in a vile binding. Shirts and shoes wear
out, and trousers must be replaced when they’re
too far gone to stand another stitch. Peter was
too small to do any responsible work, and he was getting
too big to be paid in pennies and dimes. People
didn’t exactly know what to do with him.
One can’t be supercilious to a boy who is a Champneys
born, but can one invite a boy who runs errands, is
on very familiar footing with all the colored people
in the county, and wears such clothes as Peter wore,
to one’s house, or to be one of the guests when
a child of the family gives a birthday party?
Not even in South Carolina!
For instance, when Mrs. Humphreys
gave a birthday party for her little girl, she was
troubled about Peter Champneys, who hadn’t been
invited. Peter had weeded her garden the day before,
and mowed her lawn; and he had looked such a little
fellow, running that lawn-mower out there in the sun!
And now, while all the other children were playing
and laughing, dressed in their party finery, Peter
was splitting wood for old Miss Carruthers, a little
farther down the street. Mrs. Humphreys could
see him from her bedroom window. It was a little
too much for the good-hearted woman, who had liked
his mother. She compromised with herself by taking
a plate if ice-cream and a thick slice of cake, slipping
out of her back door, and hurrying down to Miss Carruthers’s
back yard.
Peter stood there, leaning on his
ax. Seated on a larger woodpile was old Daddy
Christmas, one of the town beggars. Daddy Christmas
was incredibly old, wrinkled, ragged, and bent.
His grizzled, partly bald head nodded while he tried
to talk to Peter.
“Peter,” said Mrs. Humphreys,
hastily, “here’s some ice-cream and cake
for you.” She blushed as she spoke.
“It’s a hot day and you’re
working. I thought you’d like something
cool and nice.” She thrust the plate upon
him.
Peter smiled at her charmingly.
“You’re mighty kind, Mis’ Humphreys,”
he told her.
“I’ll come back for the
plate and spoon, after a while,” she said, hurrying
off. But at the gate, beside the thick crape-myrtle
bushes, she paused and looked back. Somehow she
wanted to see Maria Champneys’s boy eating that
ice-cream and cake.
“Daddy Christmas,” said
a voice, gaily, “if there’d been two plates
and two spoons, and if you’d had any sort of
a dinner to-day, I’d be perfectly willing to
share this treat with you. As it is, you’ll
have to eat it all by yourself.” A second
later the voice added: “Funny, you just
saying the Lord would provide; but I bet you didn’t
think He’d provide ice-cream and cake!”
Followed the brisk strokes of the ax, swung by a wiry,
nervous little arm.
Mrs. Humphreys walked down the lane
to her house, with a very thoughtful face.