Grandma Baker’s cottage formed
the extreme right horn of the crescent that was the
village. The middle of the crescent backed up
against a hill, the horns dipped toward the shore-line
and the water. Near Grandma Baker’s front
gate were currant bushes, and a path bordered with
dahlias and gillyflowers led to the door, which had
two stone slabs for steps, and on both sides of which
were large lilac bushes, she called them
“lay-locks.” Behind the house were
apple-trees, and more currant bushes, as well as gooseberries
and raspberries. A herb garden grew under her
kitchen windows, so that her kitchen and pantry always
smelled of thyme and wintergreen, and her bedrooms
were fragrant with lavender.
The quiet gentleman to whom she had
given an upper room that looked out upon woods and
waters, a bit of pasture, a stretch of coast, and
a pale blue sky full of sudsy clouds, thought that
Mr. Jason Vandervelde’s fervent praises hadn’t
done justice to this bit of untouched Eden tucked
away in a bend of the Maine coast. It gave him
what his heart craved beauty, fragrance,
stillness. A few weather-beaten old men, digging
clams, dragging lobster-pots, or handling a boat.
A few quiet women, busy with household affairs.
No one to have to talk to. No one to ask him
questions. There was but one other visitor in
the village, Grandma Baker told him, a young widow, “a
nice common sort of a woman,” who was staying
up the street with Mis’ Thatcher.
Mr. Johnston, as the gentleman called
himself, hadn’t seen the “nice common
sort of a woman” yet, though he had been here
a whole week, and he wasn’t in the least curious
about her. He didn’t know that when you’re
a “nice common sort of a woman” to these
Maine folk, you’re receiving high praise from
sturdy democrats. The phrase, to him, called
up a good, homely creature, amiably innocuous, placidly
cow-like.
Mr. Johnston slept in a four-poster,
under a patchwork quilt that aroused poignant memories.
At his own request he ate in a corner of the big kitchen,
near the window opening upon the herb garden.
Already he had struck up a firm friendship with his
brisk, strong old landlady.
“Fit in the war, didn’t
ye?” asked the old lady, genially.
Mr. Johnston’s face took on
a look of weariness and obstinacy. Grandma Baker
smiled cheerfully.
“Tell the truth and shame the
devil,” she chirped. “You fit, but
you needn’t be scared I’ll ask you any
questions about it. I mind Abner, my husband,
comin’ back from Virginia after he’d fit
the hull dratted Civil War straight through and helped
win it. And he wouldn’t open his trap.
Couldn’t bear havin’ to talk about it.
Some men’s like that. Ornery, o’
course, but you got to humor ’em. You put
me a hull lot in mind o’ my Abner.”
And she looked with great kindliness upon the taciturn
person known to her as Mr. Johnston. True to
her word, she asked him no questions. She fed
him, and let him alone.
He was so weary, at first, that he
didn’t want to do anything but lie under a tree
idly for long drowsy hours, as he had lain under the
trees on the edge of the River Swamp years before.
This Maine landscape, so rugged and yet so tender,
had a brooding and introspective calm, as of a serene
and strong old man who has lived a vigorous, simple,
and pure life, and to the jangled nerves and tired
mind of Peter Champneys it was like the touch of a
healing hand. With every day he felt his strength
of mind and body returning, and the restless perturbation
that had tormented him receding, fading. These
green and gracious trees, bathed in a lucent light,
this sweet sea-wind, and the voice of the waters, a
voice monotonously soothing, helped him to find himself, and
to find himself newer, fresher, a more vital personality.
This newer Peter Champneys was not going to be, perhaps,
so easy-going a chap. He was more insistent,
he was sterner; to the art-conscience, in itself a
troublesome possession, he was adding the race-conscience,
which questions, demands, and will have nothing short
of the truth. He had been forced to see things
as they are, things stripped of pleasant trappings
and made brutally bare; and his conscience and his
courage now arose to face facts. Any misery, rather
than be slave to shams! Any grief to bear, any
price to pay, but let him possess his own soul, let
him have the truth!
He could not sit in judgment upon
himself as an artist only; he had to take himself
seriously as a very wealthy man in an hour when very
wealthy men stood, so to speak, before the tribunal
of the conscience of mankind. He could not afford
to be crushed by the burden of much money. Neither
could he ignore the stern question: what was
he going to do with the Champneys wealth? He wished
that that red-headed woman had taken half of it off
his hands!
The Champneys money made him very
thoughtful this morning, walking with his hands behind
his back, his head bare to the wind. The water
rippled in the sunlight. Out on the horizon a
solitary sail glimmered. The semicircle of village
houses resembled the white beads of a broken necklace,
lying exactly where they’d fallen. He turned
a small headland, and the village vanished.
He had a pleasant sense of being alone
with this rocky coast, with its salty-sweet wind,
its blue water, its limitless sky, from which poured
a flood of clear, pale golden sunlight. And then,
as if out of the heart of them all, came a figure
immensely alive, the light focusing upon her as if
she were the true meaning of the picture in which
she appeared; as if this background were not accidental,
but had been chosen and arranged for her with delicate
and deliberate care.
He thought he had never seen any woman’s
body so superbly free in its movement: she had
the grace of a birch stirred by a spring wind.
The poise of her shoulders, the sweep of her garments
blown by the sea-breeze, the joyous and vigorous grace
of her whole attitude, reminded him of the winged
Victory. So might that splendid vision have walked
upon the glad Greek coast in the bright light of the
world’s morning.
The woman walked swiftly, lightly,
her head held high, her long loose hair blown about
her like flame. Where the rough path narrowed
between two large boulders, he had paused to allow
her to pass; and so they came face to face, he the
taller by a head. She lifted her cool, gray-green
eyes that had in them the silvery sparkle of the sea,
and met his golden gaze. Her face framed in her
flaming mane was warmly pale, the brow thoughtful,
the mouth virginal. For a long moment they regarded
each other steadily, wonderingly; and in that single
moment the eternal miracle occurred by which life and
the face of the world changed for them.
That long, clear, grave gaze pierced
her heart like a golden poniard. He was of a
thin body and visage, but the effect was of virility,
not weakness, as if the soul of him, like
a blade in a scabbard, had fretted the body fine.
There was a quiet stateliness in his bearing, a simple
and unaffected dignity, to which the thick, blue-black
hair, the foreign beard, and the aquiline features
lent an added touch of distinction. One was reminded
of those dangerously mild and rather sad faces of
Spanish soldiers which look at one from Velasquez’s
canvases. This man might wear a ruff and a velvet
doublet, or, better yet, a coat of mail, she reflected,
instead of the well-cut but rather worn gray
tweeds that clothed him.
She was not conscious of her flying
hair, or the wind-blown disorder of her skirts.
She was conscious, rather, that for the first time
a man was looking at her as from a height, and she
was filled with a beautiful astonishment, a sort of
divine amazement, as if it were toward this that always,
inevitably, she had been moving, and now
it was here! Her blood leaped to it, and went
racing fierily through her veins, as if there had
been poured into it the elixir of life. She was
gloriously conscious of her youth and her womanhood.
A quick and vivid rush of warm blood stained her,
brow to bosom. Her every-day mind was saying,
“It is the stranger who’s staying at Grandma
Baker’s the gentleman who’s
been ill.” But beyond and behind her every-day
mind, her heart was shouting, exultant, ecstatic,
and very sure: “It is You! It is You!”
In quick sympathy with that bright
flush of hers the blood showed for an instant in his
pale face. He had been staring at her! An
agitation new to him, an emotion to which all others
he had ever experienced were childishly mild, filled
him as the resistless sweep of the sea at flood tide
fills the shallows of the shores. Love did not
come to him gently and insidiously, but as with the
overwhelming rush of great waters. This, then,
must be that “nice, common sort of a woman”
staying with the Widow Thatcher, at the other end of
the village this woman clothed with the
sun of her red hair, and with the sea in her eyes!
A smile curved his lips. His kindling glance
played over her like lightning, and said to her:
“I know you. I have always known you.
Do you not recognize me? I am I, and
you are You!”
Had he obeyed his instincts, he would
have flung himself before her and clasped her around
the knees. Being a modern gentleman, he had to
stand aside, bowing, and let her pass. She, too,
bowed slightly. She went by with her quick and
resilient tread, her cheek royally red. A wind
roared in her ears, her heart beat thickly.
When she had turned the little headland
she paused, and mechanically braided her hair.
Her fingers shook, and she breathed as if she had
been running. The incredible, the unbelievable,
had pounced upon her as from a clear sky, and the
world was never again to be the same. She had
been so sure, so safe, with her pleasant life all
mapped out before her, like the raked and swept paths
of an ordered and formal garden; a life in which reason
and convention and culture and wealth should rule,
and from which tumultuous and tormenting passions
and disorderly emotions should be rigidly excluded.
In that ordered existence, she would be, if not happy,
at least satisfied and proud. And now! A
strange man in passing had looked into her eyes; love
had come, and the gates of her formal garden had been
pulled down, wild nature threatened to invade and
overrun her trimmed and clipped borders and her smooth
lawns.
The Widow Thatcher commented approvingly
upon her fine color when she appeared at the house.
“You just stay here a leetle
mite longer, Mis’ Riley, and you’ll be
that changed you won’t know yourself,”
said the kindly woman, heartily.
“I’m sure of that!” murmured her
guest.
The red-haired lady who called herself
Mrs. Riley Riley had been her mother’s
name had been, up to this time, an altogether
satisfying guest, simple, friendly, with a sound and
healthy appetite, and well deserving that praiseful
“nice, common sort of a woman” bestowed
upon her. Now, mysteriously, she changed.
She wasn’t less friendly, but her appetite was
capricious and she would fall into reveries, sudden
fits of gravity, sitting beside the window, staring
somberly out at the waters. She would snatch up
her hat and go out, get as far as the gate, and return
to the house. Mrs. Thatcher heard her pacing
up and down her room, when she should have been sound
asleep. She would laugh, and then sigh upon the
heels of it, break into fitful singing, and fall into
sudden silence in the midst of her song.
“She’s gettin’ religion,”
the widow reflected. “The Spirit’s
workin’ on her. ‘T ain’t nothin’
I can do except pray for her.” And the
simple soul got on her knees and besought Heaven that
the stranger under her roof might “escape whatever
trouble ’t is that’s threatenin’
her, O Lord, an’ save her soul alive!”
Although the widow didn’t know
it, her guest had come to the dividing of the ways.
She had come to this quiet place to find peace, to
rest, to escape from the world for a breathing-space.
And in this quiet place that which had missed her
in the great outside world had come to her, the most
tremendous of all powers had seized upon her.
The situation was not without a sly and ironical humor.
She wondered what Marcia would say
if she should write to her: “I have fallen
in love at sight, hopelessly, irremediably, head over
ears, with, a strange man who passed me on the shore.
He wears gray tweeds. His name, I am
told, is Johnston. That’s all I know about
him, except that I seem to have known him since the
beginning of all things. He is as familiar to
my heart as my blood is, and all he had to do to make
me love him was to look at me. Yes! I love
him as I could never love anybody but him. He’s
the one man.”
She could fancy Marcia’s astonishment,
her shocked “Oh, but Anne, there’s Berkeley
Hayden!”
And indeed, there was Berkeley Hayden!
When Anne had determined to have her
marriage to Peter Champneys annulled, Marcia had upheld
her, though Jason hadn’t liked it at all.
If he hadn’t exactly opposed her course, he had
tried to dissuade her from it. But she had persisted,
and as the case was simple and quite clear her freedom
was a foregone conclusion, though there were, of course,
the usual formalities, the usual wearisome delays.
She had closed the Champneys house,
and gone to Marcia, who wanted her. Jason, too,
had insisted that she should make her home with them
for the time being. And then had come the war,
and she and Marcia found themselves swept into the
whirlpool of work it involved. But not even the
tremendous news that filled all the newspapers had
kept the Champneys romance from being featured.
Her case received very much more notice than pleased
her. She was weary of her own photographs, sick
of the interest she aroused.
Hayden kept discreetly in the background.
He behaved beautifully. But he knew that Anne
was going to marry him. Jason and Marcia knew
it. Anne herself knew it. Now that the war
was on, a good many of his plans would have to be
postponed, but when Anne had secured her freedom,
and things had righted themselves, they two would take
up life as he wished to live it. All the women
of his family had occupied prominent social positions:
his wife should surpass them all. She
should be the acknowledged leader, the most brilliant
figure of her day. Nothing less than this would
satisfy him.
For all his esthetic tastes, Hayden
was an immensely able and capable man of business.
He had not the warmth of heart that at times obscured
Jason Vandervelde’s judgment, nor the touch of
unworldliness that marked the behavior of the Champneys
men. His intellect had a cold, clear brilliancy,
diamond-bright, diamond-hard; to this he added tact,
and the power of organizing and directing and of getting
results. In certain crises such men are invaluable.
Hayden hated war. It was, so
to speak, an uncouth and barbarous gesture, a bestial
and bellowing voice. He felt constrained to offer
his services, and even before America became actually
involved he was able to render valuable aid.
There were delicate and dangerous missions where his
tact, his diplomacy, and his shrewd, cold, unimpassioned
intelligence won the stakes for which he played.
This in itself was good; but for the time being it
took him away from Anne. He saw her only occasionally.
She, like him, was immersed in work. Once or
twice he was able to snatch her from the thick of
things and carry her off with him to lunch or to dinner.
She enjoyed these small oases in the desert of work.
She liked to watch his clever, composed face, to listen
to his modulated voice. The serene ease of his
manner soothed her. She was tremendously proud
of Hayden. She was glad he cared for her.
This seemed to her an excellent foundation for their
marriage. They would please and interest each
other; neither would be bored! And when, leaning
across the table one day at lunch, he looked at her
with unwonted fire in his quiet eyes, and said in
a low voice: “Just as soon as this business
is finished, as soon as we’ve cleaned up the
mess, I’m going to claim you, Anne. It’s
all I can do to wait!” Anne met his eyes, smiled
slightly, and nodded. A faint flush rose to her
cheek, and a deeper one rose to his. For a moment
he touched her hand.
“You understand you are promised
to me,” he said. “If I dared show
you what I really feel, Anne ” and
he glanced around the crowded dining-room, and smiled.
She smiled in return, tranquilly.
She was not stirred. His touch had no power to
thrill her. She was comfortably content that things
should be as they were, that was all. Yet her
very lack of emotion added to her charm for him.
He disliked emotional women. Excess of affection
would have bored him. It smacked of crudeness,
and he had an epicurean distaste for crudeness.
Busy as he was, he found time to select
the ring he wished her to wear. He was fastidious
and hyper-critical to a degree, and he wished her
ring to suit her, to be flawless. It was really
a work of art, and Anne Champneys wondered at her
own coolness when she received the exquisite jewel.
She understood his feeling, she appreciated the beauty
of the gem, yet it left her unmoved. It gratified
her woman’s vanity; it did not stir her to one
heart-throb. She accepted it, not indifferently,
but placidly. After a while she would accept
a plain gold ring from him just as placidly.
This was her fate. She did not quarrel with it.
Marcia watched her pleasedly.
She loved Anne Champneys, she admired Hayden exceedingly,
and that they should marry each other seemed natural
and inevitable. Hayden was just the man she would
have chosen for Anne. Even the fact that Jason
wasn’t altogether happy about it couldn’t
dampen Marcia’s delight in the affair. Jason
would come around, in time. He was too fond of
Anne not to.
“Well, you’re free,”
he had told Anne, the day that the Champneys marriage
was declared null and void, and both parties had received
the right to remarry, as a matter of course. “You
are free. I’m sure I hope you won’t
regret it!”
“Why should I regret it?”
wondered Anne, good-humoredly. But the big man
shook his head, remembering Chadwick Champneys.
Hayden had become more and more involved
in war work; he was in constant demand, he was sent
hither and thither to attend to this and that troublesome
affair. Twice he had to go abroad. At home,
Anne’s work called her into the homes of soldiers;
she came in close contact with the families of the
men who were fighting, and what she saw she was never
able to forget. She got down to bed-rock.
Her own early life made her acutely understanding.
Where Marcia would have been blind, Anne saw; where
the woman who had never known poverty and hardship
would have remained deaf, the woman who had slaved
in the Baxters’ kitchen, who had been an overworked,
unloved child in bondage, heard, and understood to
the core of her soul what she was hearing. These
voices from the depths were not inarticulate to Anne!
When Berkeley came back from his second
voyage abroad, he was more impatient than she had
ever seen him. The end was in sight then, as
he knew, and he saw no reason for further delay.
He urged Anne to marry him. Why should they waste
time? When he consulted Marcia, she agreed with
him. Everybody, she said, was getting married.
Why shouldn’t he and Anne? Already the
rumor of their engagement had crept out. There
were hints of it in the social chatter of the papers.
Why not announce it formally, and have the marriage
follow immediately?
But Anne Champneys found herself in
a curious mood. The nervous strain of war work,
perhaps, was accountable. She meant to marry
Berkeley; but she didn’t want to marry him at
once. She did not object to having their engagement
announced. He could shout it from the housetops
if that pleased him. But in the meanwhile she
wanted a little rest, a little freedom. She wished
to be fetterless, free to come and go as she pleased.
No work, no interviews, no photographers, no weary
hours with dressmakers and tailors. No envy because
Berkeley Hayden was going to marry her, no wearisome
comments, idle flattery hiding spite, no gossip violating
all privacies. A raging impatience against it
all assailed her. It seemed to her that she had
never been allowed really to think or to act for herself
disinterestedly, that she had never been free.
Always she had been in bondage! Oh, for just
a little hour of freedom, in the open, to be just as
ordinary and inconspicuous as in her heart of hearts
she would have preferred to be, left to herself!
Marcia said her nerves were unstrung,
and no wonder, considering how she’d worked,
and what she’d seen. Jason came vigorously
to her rescue. He advised her to go off somewhere
and get acquainted with herself. To drop out
of things for a while, and treat herself to the rest
she needed. Cut and run! Scuttle for cover!
“You’ve been overdoing
things, of course. You’ve been Lady Bountiful,
and first-aider, and last-leaver. Like the Lord
and a thumping good lie, you’ve been a very
present help in time of trouble. But there’s
such a thing as being too steady on the job.
You need a change of people, scene, and mind.
Take it.”
This conversation occurred on a morning
in his office, where she had gone on some slight business,
and with concern he had noticed her tired eyes.
At his advice she brightened.
“Marcia thinks I should marry
Berkeley, immediately, and let him take me away, but ”
“But you aren’t ready
to rush into matrimony just yet?” Vandervelde
growled. “I should think you wouldn’t
be! If Hadyen’s managed to exist this long
without a wife, I take it for granted he can exist
unwed a little longer. You are certain you mean
to marry him?”
“Oh, yes, I am certain I mean
to marry him,” said Anne, flatly. “But
I that is, not so soon.”
“I think I understand, Anne,”
said the big man, kindly. “Look here, you
just tell ’em all to wait! Tell ’em
you’re tired. Then you pick yourself up
and light out for a while, by yourself. Chuck
the madding throng and all that, Anne, and beat it
for the open!”
“Oh, how I wish I could!”
she sighed. “You don’t know how I
long for a chance to be just me by myself! I
want to stay with people who have never heard the
name of Champneys or Hayden and who wouldn’t
care if my name happened to be Mudd! I want plain
living and plain thinking and plain people. I I’ll
come back to everything I should come back
to, afterward. But first I want to be free!
Just for a little while I want to be free!”
“But how could you manage it?”
mused Vandervelde. “The lady who divorced
Peter Champneys and is going to marry Berkeley Hayden
can’t pick herself up ‘unbeknownst’
and hope to get away with it. Not in these days
of good reporting! You’re copy, you understand.”
“But I don’t want to be
Mrs. Peter Champneys! I don’t want to be
the woman Berkeley Hayden’s going to marry!
I want to be just me!” she cried. “I
want to go to some place where nobody’s ever
heard either of those names! Some little place
where there are water and trees and not
much else. Like, say, Jason! Do
you remember that place you found, in Maine, I think?
You babbled about it. Said you were going
to go there if ever you wanted to get out of the world.
Said it was Eden before the serpent entered. Where’s
that place, Jason? Why can’t I go there,
just as myself ” she paused, and
looked at him hopefully.
“I don’t see why you can’t,”
said he, cheerfully.
And so Anne, who didn’t wish
to be Mrs. Peter Champneys, or the woman whom Berkeley
Hayden was to marry, or anybody but herself, came
to the out-of-the-way nook on the Maine shore, and
was welcomed by the Widow Thatcher.
She found the place idyllic.
She liked its skies unclouded by smoke, translucent
skies in which silver mountains of clouds reared themselves
out of airy continents that shifted and drifted before
the wind. She liked its clean, pure, untainted
air. And she liked contact with these simple
souls, men who labored, women who knew birth and death
and were not afraid of either. It came to her
that her own contacts with and concepts of life and
death had always, been more or less artificial.
Perhaps these simple and laborious folk had the substance
of things of which she and her sort had but the shadow.
And then she asked herself: Well, but couldn’t
one, anywhere, in any circumstances, make life real
for oneself, meet facts unafraid? Get at the
truths, somehow? That’s what she had to
find out!
And of a sudden she had been answered.
The reality, the truth, the real meaning of life was
made plain to her when a man she didn’t know,
and yet knew to the last fiber of her soul, had paused
to look into her eyes.
For two or three days she went no
further than the rambling garden at the back of the
house. She tried to read, and couldn’t.
From every page those eyes looked at her. There
was more in that remembered glance than in any book
ever written, and she was torn between the desire
to meet it again and the fear of meeting it.
On the night of the third day she
sat with her elbows on her windowsill, looking out
at the moonlight night. A sweet wind touched
her face, like the breath of love. There arose
the scent of quiet places, of trees and flowers and
herbs, mingled with the vast breathing of the sea.
And she thought the sea called to her, an imperious
and yet caressing voice in the night. She stirred
restlessly. Down there on the shore-line, where
she had met him, the rocks would glint with silvery
reflections, the water would come fawning to one’s
feet, the wind would pounce upon one like a rough
lover. She stirred restlessly. The small
bedroom seemed to hold her like a cage. And again
the sea called, a wild and compelling voice.
Her blood stirred to the magic of
the night. Her eyes gleamed, her cheek reddened.
She listened for a moment, intently. The Widow
Thatcher slept the sleep of the good housekeeper.
No one was stirring. She could have the night,
the wind, the sea, to herself. Noiselessly she
stole downstairs and let herself out.
Out there, with the scent of the summer
night greeting her, with bushes brushing her lightly
with their green fingers, her heart leaped joyously.
She flung her arms over her head and went running
down the path to the water, a tall white figure with
flying hair. Then she turned the small headland,
and the village dropped behind her. Overhead
the big gold lamp of the moon lighted shore and sea.
And here came the sea-wind, bracing, strong, and sweet.
At the rush of it she laughed aloud, and the wind
seized upon her laughter and tossed it into the night
like airy bells.
She slackened her wild race when she
neared the great boulders shutting in the little narrow
path where she had met him, and stood flushed, panting,
her shining glance uplifted, her bright hair framing
the sweetness of her face. And even as she paused,
he stepped out of the shadow and confronted her.
As if he had been awaiting her. As if he had
known she must come. He said, in a voice vibrant
with fierce joy:
“It is You!”
She answered, in a shaking tone, like
a child: “Yes, I had to come,” and
stood there looking at him, face uplifted, lips apart.
He drew nearer. “Why?” said he, in
a whisper. “Why?”
She did not reply. For a long
moment they regarded each other, passion-pale in the
moonlight.
“Was it because you knew I must be
here!” he asked.
Her hands went to her leaping heart.
She had no faintest notion of concealing the truth,
for there was no coquetry in her. These two facing
each other were as honest as the rocky coast, as unabashed
as the wind. They had no more thought of subterfuges
and conventions than the sea had. They were as
real as nature itself.
He bent upon her his compelling glance,
which seemed to lift her as upon golden pinions.
She was thrillingly conscious of his nearness.
“You knew I would be here?” he repeated.
She drew a deep breath. “Yes!” she
sighed.
And at that, inevitably, irresistibly,
they rushed together. He caught her in a mighty
embrace and she gave him back his kiss with a heavenly
shamelessness, a glorious passion, naïve and pure.
It was as if she were born anew in the fire of his
lips. For she was sure, with a crystal clarity.
This man whose heart beat against hers was her high
destiny. Body and soul, she was his. His
kiss was the chrism of life. And he, fallen into
the same divine lunacy, was equally sure. He
had been born a man to hold this strong sweet body
in his arms, to meet this spirit that complemented
his own. Not in high and lonely altitudes whose
cold stillness chilled the heart, but by simple paths
to peace, in a simple and passionate woman’s
love, could he gain the purple heights!