At the top of the ramp, a Lhari glanced
briefly at his papers, motioned him through.
Bart passed through the airlock, and into a brightly
lit corridor half full of passengers. The line
was moving slowly, and for the first time Bart had
a chance to think.
He had never seen violent death before. In this
civilized world, you didnt. He knew if he thought about Briscoe, hed
start bawling like a baby, so he swallowed hard a couple of times, set his chin,
and concentrated on the trip to Procyon Alpha. That meant this ship was
outbound on the Aldebaran run Proxima Centauri,
Sirius, Pollux, Procyon, Capella and Aldebaran.
The line of passengers was disappearing
through a doorway. A woman ahead of Bart turned
and said nervously, “We won’t be put into
cold-sleep right away, will we?”
He reassured her, remembering his
inbound trip five years ago. “No, no.
The ship won’t go into warp-drive until we’re
well past Pluto. It will be several days, at
least.”
Beyond the doorway the lights dwindled,
and a Mentorian interpreter took his dark glasses,
saying, “Kindly remove your belt, shoes and other
accessories of leather or metal before stepping into
the decontamination chamber. They will be separately
decontaminated and returned to you. Papers, please.”
With a small twinge of fright, Bart
surrendered them. Would the Mentorian ask why
he was carrying two wallets? Inside the other
one, he still had his Academy ID card which identified
him as Bart Steele, and if the Mentorian looked through
them to check, and found out he was carrying two sets
of identity papers....
But the Mentorian merely dumped all
his pocket paraphernalia, without looking at it, into
a sack. “Just step through here.”
Holding up his trousers with both
hands, Bart stepped inside the indicated cubicle.
It was filled with faint bluish light. Bart felt
a strong tingling and a faint electrical smell, and
along his forearms there was a slight prickling where
the small hairs were all standing on end. He
knew that the invisible R-rays were killing all the
microorganisms in his body, so that no disease germ
or stray fungus would be carried from planet to planet.
The bluish light died. Outside,
the Mentorian gave him back his shoes and belt, handed
him the paper sack of his belongings, and a paper cup
full of greenish fluid.
“Drink this.”
“What is it?”
The medic said patiently, “Remember,
the R-rays killed all the microorganisms in
your body, including the good ones the antibodies
that protect you against disease, and the small yeasts
and bacteria that live in your intestines and help
in the digestion of your food. So we have to
replace those you need to stay healthy. See?”
The green stuff tasted a little brackish,
but Bart got it down all right. He didn’t
much like the idea of drinking a solution of “germs,”
but he knew that was silly. There was a big difference
between disease germs and helpful bacteria.
Another Mentorian official, this one
a young woman, gave him a key with a numbered tag,
and a small booklet with WELCOME ABOARD printed on
the cover.
The tag was numbered 246-B, which
made Bart raise his eyebrows. B class was normally
too expensive for Bart’s father’s modest
purse. It wasn’t quite the luxury class
A, reserved for planetary governors and ambassadors,
but it was plenty luxurious. Briscoe had certainly
sent him traveling in style!
B Deck was a long corridor with oval
doors; Bart found one numbered 246, and, not surprisingly,
the key opened it. It was a pleasant little cabin,
measuring at least six feet by eight, and he would
evidently have it to himself. There was a comfortably
big bunk, a light that could be turned on and off
instead of the permanent glow-walls of the cheaper
class, a private shower and toilet, and a placard on
the walls informing him that passengers in B class
had the freedom of the Observation Dome and the Recreation
Lounge. There was even a row of buttons dispensing
synthetic foods, in case a passenger preferred privacy
or didn’t want to wait for meals in the dining
hall.
A buzzer sounded and a Mentorian voice
announced, “Five minutes to Room Check.
Passengers will please remove all metal in their clothing,
and deposit in the lead drawers. Passengers will
please recline in their bunks and fasten the retaining
straps before the steward arrives. Repeat, passengers
will please....”
Bart took off his belt, stuck it and
his cuff links in the drawer and lay down. Then,
in a sudden panic, he got up again. His papers
as Bart Steele were still in the sack. He got
them out, and with a feeling as if he were crossing
a bridge and burning it after him, tore up every scrap
of paper that identified him as Bart Steele of Vega
Four, graduate of the Space Academy of Earth.
Now, for better or worse, he was who was
he? He hadn’t even looked at the new papers
Briscoe had given him!
He glanced through them quickly.
They were made out to David Warren Briscoe, of Aldebaran
Four. According to them, David Briscoe was twenty
years old, hair black, eyes hazel, height six foot
one inch. Bart wondered, painfully, if Briscoe
had a son and if David Briscoe knew where his father
was. There was also a license, validated with
four runs on the Aldebaran Intrasatellite Cargo Company planetary
ships with the rank of Apprentice Astrogator;
and a considerable sum of money.
Bart put the papers in his pants pocket
and the torn-up scraps of his old ones into the trashbin
before he realized that they looked exactly like what
they were torn-up legal identity papers
and a broken plastic card. Nobody destroyed
identity papers for any good reason. What could
he do?
Then he remembered something from
the Academy. Starships were closed-system cycles,
no waste was discarded, but everything was collected
in big chemical tanks, broken down to separate elements,
purified and built up again into new materials.
He threw the paper into the toilet, worked the plastic
card back and forth, back and forth until he had wrenched
it into inch-wide bits, and threw it after them.
The cabin door opened and a Mentorian
said irritably, “Please lie down and fasten
your straps. I haven’t all day.”
Hastily Bart flushed the toilet and
went to the bunk. Now everything that could identify
him as Bart Steele was on its way to the breakdown
tanks. Before long, the complex hydrocarbons and
cellulose would all be innocent little molecules of
carbon, oxygen, hydrogen; they might turn up in new
combinations as sugar on the table!
The Mentorian grumbled, “You
young people think the rules mean everybody but you,”
and strapped him far too tightly into the bunk.
Bart felt resentful; just because Mentorians could
work on Lhari ships, did they have to act as if they
owned everybody?
When the man had gone, Bart drew a
deep breath. Was he really doing the right thing?
If hed refused to get out of the robotcab
If hed driven Briscoe straight to the police
Then maybe Briscoe would still be alive. And
now it was too late.
A warning siren went off in the ship,
rising to hysterical intensity. Bart thought,
incredulously, this is really happening.
It felt like a nightmare. His father a fugitive
from the Lhari. Briscoe dead. He himself
traveling, with forged papers, to a star he’d
never seen.
He braced himself, knowing the siren
was the last warning before takeoff. First there
would be the hum of great turbines deep in the ship,
then the crushing surge of acceleration. He had
made a dozen trips inside the solar system, but no
matter how often he did it, there was the strange
excitement, the little pinpoint of fear, like an exotic
taste, that was almost pleasant.
The door opened and Bart grabbed a
fistful of bed-ticking as two Lhari came into the
room.
One of them said, in their strange
shrill speech, “This boy is the right age.”
Bart froze.
“You’re seeing spies in
every corner, Ransell,” said the other, then
in Universal, “Could we trrouble you for your
paperesses, sirr?”
Bart, strapped down and helpless,
moved his head toward the drawer, hoping his face
did not betray his fear. He watched the two Lhari
riffle through his papers with their odd pointed claws.
“What isss your planet?”
Bart bit his lip, hard he had almost said,
“Vega Four.”
“Aldebaran Four.”
The Lhari said in his own language,
“We should have Margil in here. He actually
saw them.”
The other replied, “But I saw
the machine that disintegrated. I still say there
was enough protoplasm residue for two bodies.”
Bart fought to keep his face perfectly straight.
“Did anyone come into your cabin?” The
Lhari asked in Universal.
“Only the steward. Why? Is something
wrong?”
“There iss some thought that
a stowaway might be on boarrd. Of courrrse we
could not allow that, anyone not prrroperly prrotected
would die in the first shift into warp-drive.”
“Just the steward,” Bart said again.
“A Mentorian.”
The Lhari said, eying him keenly, “You are ill?
Or discommoded?”
Bart grasped at random for an excuse.
“That that stuff the medic made me
drink made me feel sort of sick.”
“You may send for a medical
officer after acceleration,” said the Lhari
expressionlessly. “The summoning bell is
at your left.”
They turned and went out and Bart
gulped. Lhari, in person, checking the passenger
decks! Normally you never saw one on board; just
Mentorians. The Lhari treated humans as if they
were too dumb to bother about. Well, at least
for once someone was acting as if humans were worthy
antagonists. We’ll show them someday!
But he felt very alone, and scared....
A low hum rose, somewhere in the ship, and Bart grabbed
ticking as he felt the slow surge. Then a violent sense of pressure popped
his ear drums, weight crowded down on him like an elephant sitting on his chest,
and there was a horrible squashed sensation dragging his limbs out of shape.
It grew and grew. Bart lay still and sweated, trying to ease his
uncomfortable position, unable to move so much as a finger. The Lhari
ships hit 12 gravities in the first surge of acceleration. Bart felt as if
he were spreading out, under the weight, into a puddle of flesh melted flesh like
Briscoe’s
Bart writhed and bit his lip till
he could taste blood, wishing he were young enough
to bawl out loud.
Abruptly, it eased, and the blood
started to flow again in his numbed limbs. Bart
loosened his straps, took a few deep breaths, wiped
his face wringing wet, whether with sweat
or tears he wasn’t sure and sat up
in his bunk. The loudspeaker announced, “Acceleration
One is completed. Passengers on A and B Decks
are invited to witness the passing of the Satellites
from the Observation Lounge in half an hour.”
Bart got up and washed his face, remembering
that he had no luggage with him, not so much as a
toothbrush.
At the back of his mind, packed up
in a corner, was the continuing worry about his father,
the horror at Briscoe’s ghastly death, the fear
of the Lhari; but he slammed the lid firmly on them
all. For the moment he was safe. They might
be looking for Bart Steele by now, but they weren’t
looking for David Briscoe of Aldebaran. He might
just as well relax and enjoy the trip. He went
down to the Observation Lounge.
It had been darkened, and one whole
wall of the room was made of clear quartzite.
Bart drew a deep breath as the vast panorama of space
opened out before him.
They were receding from the sun at
some thousands of miles a minute. Swirling past
the ship, gleaming in the reflected sunlight like iron
filings moving to the motion of a magnet, were the
waves upon waves of cosmic dust tiny free
electrons, ions, particles of gas; free of the heavier
atmosphere, themselves invisible, they formed in their
billions into bright clouds around the ship; pale,
swirling veils of mist. And through their dim
shine, the brilliant flares of the fixed stars burned
clear and steady, so far away that even the hurling
motion of the ship could not change their positions.
One by one he picked out the constellations.
Aldebaran swung on the pendant chain of Taurus like
a giant ruby. Orion strode across the sky, a
swirling nebula at his belt. Vega burned, cobalt
blue, in the heart of the Lyre.
Colors, colors! Inside the atmosphere
of Earth’s night, the stars had been pale white
sparks against black. Here, against the misty-pale
swirls of cosmic dust, they burned with color heaped
on color; the bloody burning crimson of Antares, the
metallic gold of Capella, the sullen pulsing of Betelgeuse.
They burned, each with its own inward flame and light,
like handfuls of burning jewels flung by some giant
hand upon the swirling darkness. It was a sight
Bart felt he could watch forever and still be hungry
to see; the never-changing, ever-changing colors of
space.
Behind him in the darkness, after
a long time, someone said softly, “Imagine being
a Lhari and not being able to see anything out there
but bright or brighter light.”
A bell rang melodiously in the ship
and the passengers in the lounge began to stir and
move toward the door, to stretch limbs cramped like
Bart’s by tranced watching, to talk quickly of
ordinary things.
“I suppose that bell means dinner,”
said a vaguely familiar voice at Bart’s elbow.
“Synthetics, I suppose, but at least we can all
get acquainted.”
The light from the undarkened hall
fell on their faces as they moved toward the door.
“Bart! Why, it can’t be!”
In utter dismay, Bart looked down
into the face of Tommy Kendron.
In the rush of danger, he had absolutely
forgotten that Tommy Kendron was on this ship to
make his alias useless; Tommy was looking at him in
surprise and delight.
“Why didn’t you tell me,
or did you and your father decide at the last minute?
Hey, it’s great that we can go part way together,
at least!”
Bart knew he must cut this short very
quickly. He stepped out into the full corridor
light so that Tommy could see his black hair.
“I’m sorry, you’re confusing me
with someone else.”
“Bart, come off it ”
Tommy’s voice died out. “Sorry, I’d
have sworn you were a friend of mine.”
Bart wondered suddenly, had he done
the wrong thing? He had a feeling he might need
a friend. Badly.
Well, it was too late now. He
stared Tommy in the eye and said, “I’ve
never seen you before in my life.”
Tommy looked deflated. He stepped
back slightly, shaking his head. “Never
saw such a resemblance. Are you a Vegan?”
“No,” Bart lied flatly. “Aldebaran.
David Briscoe.”
“Glad to know you, Dave.”
With undiscourageable friendliness, Tommy stuck out
a hand. “Say, that bell means dinner, why
don’t we go down together? I don’t
know a soul on the ship, and it looks like luck running
into a fellow who could be my best friend’s twin
brother.”
Bart felt warmed and drawn, but sensibly
he knew he could not keep up the pretense. Sooner
or later, he’d give himself away, use some habitual
phrase or gesture Tommy would recognize.
Should he take a chance reveal
himself to Tommy and ask him to keep quiet? No.
This wasn’t a game. One man was already
dead. He didn’t want Tommy to be next.
There was only one way out. He
said coldly, “thank you, but I have other things
to attend to. I intend to be very busy all through
the voyage.” He spun on his heel and walked
away before he could see Tommy’s eager, friendly
smile turn hurt and defensive.
Back in his cabin, he gloomily dialed
some synthetic jellies, thinking with annoyance of
the anticipated good food of the dining room.
He knew he couldn’t risk meeting Tommy again,
and drearily resigned himself to staying in his cabin.
It looked like an awfully boring trip ahead.
It was. It was a week before
the Lhari ship went into warp-drive, and all that
time Bart stayed in his cabin, not daring to go to
the observation Lounge or dining hall. He got
tired of eating synthetics (oh, they were nourishing
enough, but they were altogether uninteresting) and
tired of listening to the tapes the room steward got
him from the ship’s library. By the time
they had been in space a week, he was so bored with
his own company that even the Mentorian medic was a
welcome sight when he came in to prepare him for cold-sleep.
Bart had had the best education on
Earth, but he didn’t know precisely how the
Lhari warp-drive worked. He’d been told
that only a few of the Lhari understood it, just as
the man who flew a copter didn’t need to understand
Newton’s Three Laws of Motion in order to get
himself back and forth to work.
But he knew this much; when the ship
generated the frequencies which accelerated it beyond
the speed of light, in effect the ship went into a
sort of fourth dimension, and came out of it a good
many light-years away. As far as Bart knew, no
human being had ever survived warp-drive except in
the suspended animation which they called cold-sleep.
While the medic was professionally reassuring him
and strapping him in his bunk, Bart wondered what
humans would do with the Lhari star-drive if they
had it. Well, he supposed they could use automation
in their ships.
The Mentorian paused, needle in hand.
“Do you wish to be wakened for the week we shall
spend in each of the Proxima, Sirius and Pollux systems,
sir? You can, of course, be given enough drug
to keep you in cold-sleep until we reach the Procyon
system.”
Bart wondered if the room steward
had mentioned the passenger so bored with the trip
that he didn’t even visit the Observation Lounge.
He felt tempted he was getting awfully
tired of staring at the walls. On the other hand,
he wanted very much to see the other star-systems.
When he passed through them on the trip to Earth,
he’d been too young to pay much attention.
Firmly he put the temptation aside.
Better not to risk meeting other passengers, Tommy
especially, if he decided he couldn’t take the
boredom.
The needle went into his arm.
He felt himself sinking into sleep, and, in sudden
panic, realized that he was helpless. The ship
would touch down on three worlds, and on any of them
the Lhari might have his description, or his alias!
He could be taken off, drugged and unconscious, and
might never wake up! He tried to move, to protest,
to tell them he was changing his mind, but already
he was unable to speak. There was a freezing
moment of intense, painful cold. Then he was
floating in what felt like waves of cosmic dust, swirling
many-colored before his eyes. And then there
was nothing, no color, nothing at all except the nowhere
night of sleep.