Washington dreamed his way along the
street, his fancy flitting from grain to hogs, from
hogs to banks, from banks to eyewater, from eye-water
to Tennessee Land, and lingering but a feverish moment
upon each of these fascinations. He was conscious
of but one outward thing, to wit, the General, and
he was really not vividly conscious of him.
Arrived at the finest dwelling in
the town, they entered it and were at home.
Washington was introduced to Mrs. Boswell, and his
imagination was on the point of flitting into the
vapory realms of speculation again, when a lovely
girl of sixteen or seventeen came in. This vision
swept Washington’s mind clear of its chaos of
glittering rubbish in an instant. Beauty had
fascinated him before; many times he had been in love
even for weeks at a time with the same object but
his heart had never suffered so sudden and so fierce
an assault as this, within his recollection.
Louise Boswell occupied his mind and
drifted among his multiplication tables all the afternoon.
He was constantly catching himself in a reverie reveries
made up of recalling how she looked when she first
burst upon him; how her voice thrilled him when she
first spoke; how charmed the very air seemed by her
presence. Blissful as the afternoon was, delivered
up to such a revel as this, it seemed an eternity,
so impatient was he to see the girl again. Other
afternoons like it followed. Washington plunged
into this love affair as he plunged into everything
else upon impulse and without reflection.
As the days went by it seemed plain that he was growing
in favor with Louise, not sweepingly so,
but yet perceptibly, he fancied. His attentions
to her troubled her father and mother a little, and
they warned Louise, without stating particulars or
making allusions to any special person, that a girl
was sure to make a mistake who allowed herself to marry
anybody but a man who could support her well.
Some instinct taught Washington that
his present lack of money would be an obstruction,
though possibly not a bar, to his hopes, and straightway
his poverty became a torture to him which cast all
his former sufferings under that held into the shade.
He longed for riches now as he had ever longed for
them before.
He had been once or twice to dine
with Col. Sellers, and had been discouraged to
note that the Colonel’s bill of fare was falling
off both in quantity and quality a sign,
he feared, that the lacking ingredient in the eye-water
still remained undiscovered though Sellers
always explained that these changes in the family
diet had been ordered by the doctor, or suggested
by some new scientific work the Colonel had stumbled
upon. But it always turned out that the lacking
ingredient was still lacking though it
always appeared, at the same time, that the Colonel
was right on its heels.
Every time the Colonel came into the
real estate office Washington’s heart bounded
and his eyes lighted with hope, but it always turned
out that the Colonel was merely on the scent of some
vast, undefined landed speculation although
he was customarily able to say that he was nearer
to the all-necessary ingredient than ever, and could
almost name the hour when success would dawn.
And then Washington’s heart world sink again
and a sigh would tell when it touched bottom.
About this time a letter came, saying
that Judge Hawkins had been ailing for a fortnight,
and was now considered to be seriously ill. It
was thought best that Washington should come home.
The news filled him with grief, for he loved and
honored his father; the Boswells were touched by the
youth’s sorrow, and even the General unbent and
said encouraging things to him. There was
balm in this; but when Louise bade him good-bye, and
shook his hand and said, “Don’t be cast
down it will all come out right I
know it will all come out right,” it seemed a
blessed thing to be in misfortune, and the tears that
welled up to his eyes were the messengers of an adoring
and a grateful heart; and when the girl saw them and
answering tears came into her own eyes, Washington
could hardly contain the excess of happiness that
poured into the cavities of his breast that were so
lately stored to the roof with grief.
All the way home he nursed his woe
and exalted it. He pictured himself as she must
be picturing him: a noble, struggling young spirit
persecuted by misfortune, but bravely and patiently
waiting in the shadow of a dread calamity and preparing
to meet the blow as became one who was all too used
to hard fortune and the pitiless buffetings of fate.
These thoughts made him weep, and weep more broken-heartedly
than ever; and be wished that she could see his sufferings
now.
There was nothing significant in the
fact that Louise, dreamy and distraught, stood at
her bedroom bureau that night, scribbling “Washington”
here and there over a sheet of paper. But there
was something significant in the fact that she scratched
the word out every time she wrote it; examined the
erasure critically to see if anybody could guess at
what the word had been; then buried it under a maze
of obliterating lines; and finally, as if still unsatisfied,
burned the paper.
When Washington reached home, he recognized
at once how serious his father’s case was.
The darkened room, the labored breathing and occasional
moanings of the patient, the tip-toeing of the attendants
and their whispered consultations, were full of sad
meaning. For three or four nights Mrs. Hawkins
and Laura had been watching by the bedside; Clay had
arrived, preceding Washington by one day, and he was
now added to the corps of watchers. Mr. Hawkins
would have none but these three, though neighborly
assistance was offered by old friends. From this
time forth three-hour watches were instituted, and
day and night the watchers kept their vigils.
By degrees Laura and her mother began to show wear,
but neither of them would yield a minute of their
tasks to Clay. He ventured once to let the midnight
hour pass without calling Laura, but he ventured no
more; there was that about her rebuke when he tried
to explain, that taught him that to let her sleep
when she might be ministering to her father’s
needs, was to rob her of moments that were priceless
in her eyes; he perceived that she regarded it as
a privilege to watch, not a burden. And, he
had noticed, also, that when midnight struck, the
patient turned his eyes toward the door, with an expectancy
in them which presently grew into a longing but brightened
into contentment as soon as the door opened and Laura
appeared. And he did not need Laura’s
rebuke when he heard his father say:
“Clay is good, and you are tired,
poor child; but I wanted you so.”
“Clay is not good, father he
did not call me. I would not have treated him
so. How could you do it, Clay?”
Clay begged forgiveness and promised
not to break faith again; and as he betook him to
his bed, he said to himself: “It’s
a steadfast little soul; whoever thinks he is doing
the Duchess a kindness by intimating that she is not
sufficient for any undertaking she puts her hand to,
makes a mistake; and if I did not know it before, I
know now that there are surer ways of pleasing her
than by trying to lighten her labor when that labor
consists in wearing herself out for the sake of a person
she loves.”
A week drifted by, and all the while
the patient sank lower and lower. The night drew
on that was to end all suspense. It was a wintry
one. The darkness gathered, the snow was falling,
the wind wailed plaintively about the house or shook
it with fitful gusts. The doctor had paid his
last visit and gone away with that dismal remark to
the nearest friend of the family that he “believed
there was nothing more that he could do” a
remark which is always overheard by some one it is
not meant for and strikes a lingering half-conscious
hope dead with a withering shock; the medicine phials
had been removed from the bedside and put out of sight,
and all things made orderly and meet for the solemn
event that was impending; the patient, with closed
eyes, lay scarcely breathing; the watchers sat by
and wiped the gathering damps from his forehead while
the silent tears flowed down their faces; the deep
hush was only interrupted by sobs from the children,
grouped about the bed.
After a time it was toward
midnight now Mr. Hawkins roused out of a
doze, looked about him and was evidently trying to
speak. Instantly Laura lifted his head and in
a failing voice he said, while something of the old
light shone in his eyes:
“Wife children come
nearer nearer. The darkness grows.
Let me see you all, once more.”
The group closed together at the bedside,
and their tears and sobs came now without restraint.
“I am leaving you in cruel poverty.
I have been so foolish so short-sighted.
But courage! A better day is is coming.
Never lose sight of the Tennessee Land! Be
wary. There is wealth stored up for you there
wealth that is boundless! The children
shall hold up their heads with the best in the land,
yet. Where are the papers? Have you
got the papers safe? Show them show
them to me!”
Under his strong excitement his voice
had gathered power and his last sentences were spoken
with scarcely a perceptible halt or hindrance.
With an effort he had raised himself almost without
assistance to a sitting posture. But now the
fire faded out of his eyes and be fell back exhausted.
The papers were brought and held before him, and the
answering smile that flitted across his face showed
that he was satisfied. He closed his eyes, and
the signs of approaching dissolution multiplied rapidly.
He lay almost motionless for a little while, then
suddenly partly raised his head and looked about him
as one who peers into a dim uncertain light.
He muttered:
The voice died out in a whisper; the
sentence was never finished. The emaciated fingers
began to pick at the coverlet, a fatal sign.
After a time there were no sounds but the cries of
the mourners within and the gusty turmoil of the wind
without. Laura had bent down and kissed her
father’s lips as the spirit left the body; but
she did not sob, or utter any ejaculation; her tears
flowed silently. Then she closed the dead eyes,
and crossed the hands upon the breast; after a season,
she kissed the forehead reverently, drew the sheet
up over the face, and then walked apart and sat down
with the look of one who is done with life and has
no further interest in its joys and sorrows, its hopes
or its ambitions. Clay buried his face in the
coverlet of the bed; when the other children and the
mother realized that death was indeed come at last,
they threw themselves into each others’ arms
and gave way to a frenzy of grief.