The letter that Philip Sterling wrote
to Ruth Bolton, on the evening of setting out to seek
his fortune in the west, found that young lady in her
own father’s house in Philadelphia. It
was one of the pleasantest of the many charming suburban
houses in that hospitable city, which is territorially
one of the largest cities in the world, and only prevented
from becoming the convenient metropolis of the country
by the intrusive strip of Camden and Amboy sand which
shuts it off from the Atlantic ocean. It is
a city of steady thrift, the arms of which might well
be the deliberate but delicious terrapin that imparts
such a royal flavor to its feasts.
It was a spring morning, and perhaps
it was the influence of it that made Ruth a little
restless, satisfied neither with the out-doors nor
the in-doors. Her sisters had gone to the city
to show some country visitors Independence Hall, Girard
College and Fairmount Water Works and Park, four objects
which Americans cannot die peacefully, even in Naples,
without having seen. But Ruth confessed that
she was tired of them, and also of the Mint.
She was tired of other things. She tried this
morning an air or two upon the piano, sang a simple
song in a sweet but slightly metallic voice, and then
seating herself by the open window, read Philip’s
letter. Was she thinking about Philip, as she
gazed across the fresh lawn over the tree tops to
the Chelton Hills, or of that world which his entrance,
into her tradition-bound life had been one of the
means of opening to her? Whatever she thought,
she was not idly musing, as one might see by the expression
of her face. After a time she took up a book;
it was a medical work, and to all appearance about
as interesting to a girl of eighteen as the statutes
at large; but her face was soon aglow over its pages,
and she was so absorbed in it that she did not notice
the entrance of her mother at the open door.
“Ruth?”
“Well, mother,” said the
young student, looking up, with a shade of impatience.
“I wanted to talk with thee a little about thy
plans.”
“Mother; thee knows I couldn’t
stand it at Westfield; the school stifled me, it’s
a place to turn young people into dried fruit.”
“I know,” said Margaret
Bolton, with a half anxious smile, thee chafes against
all the ways of Friends, but what will thee do?
Why is thee so discontented?”
“If I must say it, mother, I
want to go away, and get out of this dead level.”
With a look half of pain and half
of pity, her mother answered, “I am sure thee
is little interfered with; thee dresses as thee will,
and goes where thee pleases, to any church thee likes,
and thee has music. I had a visit yesterday
from the society’s committee by way of discipline,
because we have a piano in the house, which is against
the rules.”
“I hope thee told the elders
that father and I are responsible for the piano, and
that, much as thee loves music, thee is never in the
room when it is played. Fortunately father is
already out of meeting, so they can’t discipline
him. I heard father tell cousin Abner that he
was whipped so often for whistling when he was a boy
that he was determined to have what compensation he
could get now.”
“Thy ways greatly try me, Ruth,
and all thy relations. I desire thy happiness
first of all, but thee is starting out on a dangerous
path. Is thy father willing thee should go away
to a school of the world’s people?”
“I have not asked him,”
Ruth replied with a look that might imply that she
was one of those determined little bodies who first
made up her own mind and then compelled others to
make up theirs in accordance with hers.
“And when thee has got the education
thee wants, and lost all relish for the society of
thy friends and the ways of thy ancestors, what then?”
Ruth turned square round to her mother,
and with an impassive face and not the slightest change
of tone, said,
“Mother, I’m going to study medicine?”
Margaret Bolton almost lost for a moment her habitual
placidity.
“Thee, study medicine!
A slight frail girl like thee, study medicine!
Does thee think thee could stand it six months?
And the lectures, and the dissecting rooms, has thee
thought of the dissecting rooms?”
“Mother,” said Ruth calmly,
“I have thought it all over. I know I can
go through the whole, clinics, dissecting room and
all. Does thee think I lack nerve? What
is there to fear in a person dead more than in a person
living?”
“But thy health and strength,
child; thee can never stand the severe application.
And, besides, suppose thee does learn medicine?”
“I will practice it.”
“Here?”
“Here.”
“Where thee and thy family are known?”
“If I can get patients.”
“I hope at least, Ruth, thee
will let us know when thee opens an office,”
said her mother, with an approach to sarcasm that she
rarely indulged in, as she rose and left the room.
Ruth sat quite still for a tine, with
face intent and flushed. It was out now.
She had begun her open battle.
The sight-seers returned in high spirits
from the city. Was there any building in Greece
to compare with Girard College, was there ever such
a magnificent pile of stone devised for the shelter
of poor orphans? Think of the stone shingles
of the roof eight inches thick! Ruth asked the
enthusiasts if they would like to live in such a sounding
mausoleum, with its great halls and echoing rooms,
and no comfortable place in it for the accommodation
of any body? If they were orphans, would they
like to be brought up in a Grecian temple?
And then there was Broad street!
Wasn’t it the broadest and the longest street
in the world? There certainly was no end to it,
and even Ruth was Philadelphian enough to believe
that a street ought not to have any end, or architectural
point upon which the weary eye could rest.
But neither St. Girard, nor Broad
street, neither wonders of the Mint nor the glories
of the Hall where the ghosts of our fathers sit always
signing the Declaration; impressed the visitors so
much as the splendors of the Chestnut street windows,
and the bargains on Eighth street. The truth
is that the country cousins had come to town to attend
the Yearly Meeting, and the amount of shopping that
preceded that religious event was scarcely exceeded
by the preparations for the opera in more worldly
circles.
“Is thee going to the Yearly
Meeting, Ruth?” asked one of the girls.
“I have nothing to wear,”
replied that demure person. “If thee wants
to see new bonnets, orthodox to a shade and conformed
to the letter of the true form, thee must go to the
Arch Street Meeting. Any departure from either
color or shape would be instantly taken note of.
It has occupied mother a long time, to find at the
shops the exact shade for her new bonnet. Oh,
thee must go by all means. But thee won’t
see there a sweeter woman than mother.”
“And thee won’t go?”
“Why should I? I’ve
been again and again. If I go to Meeting at all
I like best to sit in the quiet old house in Germantown,
where the windows are all open and I can see the trees,
and hear the stir of the leaves. It’s such
a crush at the Yearly Meeting at Arch Street, and then
there’s the row of sleek-looking young men who
line the curbstone and stare at us as we come out.
No, I don’t feel at home there.”
That evening Ruth and her father sat
late by the drawing-room fire, as they were quite
apt to do at night. It was always a time of confidences.
“Thee has another letter from
young Sterling,” said Eli Bolton.
“Yes. Philip has gone to the far west.”
“How far?”
“He doesn’t say, but it’s
on the frontier, and on the map everything beyond
it is marked ‘Indians’ and ‘desert,’
and looks as desolate as a Wednesday Meeting.”
“Humph. It was time for
him to do something. Is he going to start a
daily newspaper among the Kick-a-poos?”
“Father, thee’s unjust
to Philip. He’s going into business.”
“What sort of business can a
young man go into without capital?”
“He doesn’t say exactly
what it is,” said Ruth a little dubiously, “but
it’s something about land and railroads, and
thee knows, father, that fortunes are made nobody
knows exactly how, in a new country.”
“I should think so, you innocent
puss, and in an old one too. But Philip is honest,
and he has talent enough, if he will stop scribbling,
to make his way. But thee may as well take care
of theeself, Ruth, and not go dawdling along with
a young man in his adventures, until thy own mind is
a little more settled what thee wants.”
This excellent advice did not seem
to impress Ruth greatly, for she was looking away
with that abstraction of vision which often came into
her grey eyes, and at length she exclaimed, with a
sort of impatience,
“I wish I could go west, or
south, or somewhere. What a box women are put
into, measured for it, and put in young; if we go anywhere
it’s in a box, veiled and pinioned and shut
in by disabilities. Father, I should like to
break things and get loose!”
What a sweet-voiced little innocent, it was to be
sure.
“Thee will no doubt break things
enough when thy time comes, child; women always have;
but what does thee want now that thee hasn’t?”
“I want to be something, to
make myself something, to do something. Why
should I rust, and be stupid, and sit in inaction because
I am a girl? What would happen to me if thee
should lose thy property and die? What one useful
thing could I do for a living, for the support of mother
and the children? And if I had a fortune, would
thee want me to lead a useless life?”
“Has thy mother led a useless life?”
“Somewhat that depends upon
whether her children amount to anything,” retorted
the sharp little disputant. “What’s
the good, father, of a series of human beings who
don’t advance any?”
Friend Eli, who had long ago laid
aside the Quaker dress, and was out of Meeting, and
who in fact after a youth of doubt could not yet define
his belief, nevertheless looked with some wonder at
this fierce young eagle of his, hatched in a Friend’s
dove-cote. But he only said,
“Has thee consulted thy mother
about a career, I suppose it is a career thee wants?”
Ruth did not reply directly; she complained
that her mother didn’t understand her.
But that wise and placid woman understood the sweet
rebel a great deal better than Ruth understood herself.
She also had a history, possibly, and had sometime
beaten her young wings against the cage of custom,
and indulged in dreams of a new social order, and had
passed through that fiery period when it seems possible
for one mind, which has not yet tried its limits,
to break up and re-arrange the world.
Ruth replied to Philip’s letter
in due time and in the most cordial and unsentimental
manner. Philip liked the letter, as he did everything
she did; but he had a dim notion that there was more
about herself in the letter than about him.
He took it with him from the Southern Hotel, when
he went to walk, and read it over and again in an unfrequented
street as he stumbled along. The rather common-place
and unformed hand-writing seemed to him peculiar and
characteristic, different from that of any other woman.
Ruth was glad to hear that Philip
had made a push into the world, and she was sure that
his talent and courage would make a way for him.
She should pray for his success at any rate, and
especially that the Indians, in St. Louis, would not
take his scalp.
Philip looked rather dubious at this
sentence, and wished that he had written nothing about
Indians.