Eli Bolton and his wife talked over
Ruth’s case, as they had often done before,
with no little anxiety. Alone of all their children
she was impatient of the restraints and monotony of
the Friends’ Society, and wholly indisposed
to accept the “inner light” as a guide
into a life of acceptance and inaction. When
Margaret told her husband of Ruth’s newest project,
he did not exhibit so much surprise as she hoped for.
In fact he said that he did not see why a woman should
not enter the medical profession if she felt a call
to it.
“But,” said Margaret,
“consider her total inexperience of the world,
and her frail health. Can such a slight little
body endure the ordeal of the preparation for, or
the strain of, the practice of the profession?”
“Did thee ever think, Margaret,
whether, she can endure being thwarted in an, object
on which she has so set her heart, as she has on this?
Thee has trained her thyself at home, in her enfeebled
childhood, and thee knows how strong her will is,
and what she has been able to accomplish in self-culture
by the simple force of her determination. She
never will be satisfied until she has tried her own
strength.”
“I wish,” said Margaret,
with an inconsequence that is not exclusively feminine,
“that she were in the way to fall in love and
marry by and by. I think that would cure her
of some of her notions. I am not sure but if
she went away, to some distant school, into an entirely
new life, her thoughts would be diverted.”
Eli Bolton almost laughed as he regarded
his wife, with eyes that never looked at her except
fondly, and replied,
“Perhaps thee remembers that
thee had notions also, before we were married, and
before thee became a member of Meeting. I think
Ruth comes honestly by certain tendencies which thee
has hidden under the Friend’s dress.”
Margaret could not say no to this,
and while she paused, it was evident that memory was
busy with suggestions to shake her present opinions.
“Why not let Ruth try the study
for a time,” suggested Eli; “there is a
fair beginning of a Woman’s Medical College in
the city. Quite likely she will soon find that
she needs first a more general culture, and fall,
in with thy wish that she should see more of the world
at some large school.”
There really seemed to be nothing
else to be done, and Margaret consented at length
without approving. And it was agreed that Ruth,
in order to spare her fatigue, should take lodgings
with friends near the college and make a trial in
the pursuit of that science to which we all owe our
lives, and sometimes as by a miracle of escape.
That day Mr. Bolton brought home a
stranger to dinner, Mr. Bigler of the great firm of
Pennybacker, Bigler & Small, railroad contractors.
He was always bringing home somebody, who had a scheme;
to build a road, or open a mine, or plant a swamp
with cane to grow paper-stock, or found a hospital,
or invest in a patent shad-bone separator, or start
a college somewhere on the frontier, contiguous to
a land speculation.
The Bolton house was a sort of hotel
for this kind of people. They were always coming.
Ruth had known them from childhood, and she used to
say that her father attracted them as naturally as
a sugar hogshead does flies. Ruth had an idea
that a large portion of the world lived by getting
the rest of the world into schemes. Mr. Bolton
never could say “no” to any of them, not
even, said Ruth again, to the society for stamping
oyster shells with scripture texts before they were
sold at retail.
Mr. Bigler’s plan this time,
about which he talked loudly, with his mouth full,
all dinner time, was the building of the Tunkhannock,
Rattlesnake and Young-womans-town railroad, which
would not only be a great highway to the west, but
would open to market inexhaustible coal-fields and
untold millions of lumber. The plan of operations
was very simple.
“We’ll buy the lands,”
explained he, “on long time, backed by the notes
of good men; and then mortgage them for money enough
to get the road well on. Then get the towns
on the line to issue their bonds for stock, and sell
their bonds for enough to complete the road, and partly
stock it, especially if we mortgage each section as
we complete it. We can then sell the rest of
the stock on the prospect of the business of the road
through an improved country, and also sell the lands
at a big advance, on the strength of the road.
All we want,” continued Mr. Bigler in his frank
manner, “is a few thousand dollars to start the
surveys, and arrange things in the legislature.
There is some parties will have to be seen, who might
make us trouble.”
“It will take a good deal of
money to start the enterprise,” remarked Mr.
Bolton, who knew very well what “seeing”
a Pennsylvania Legislature meant, but was too polite
to tell Mr. Bigler what he thought of him, while he
was his guest; “what security would one have
for it?”
Mr. Bigler smiled a hard kind of smile,
and said, “You’d be inside, Mr. Bolton,
and you’d have the first chance in the deal.”
This was rather unintelligible to
Ruth, who was nevertheless somewhat amused by the
study of a type of character she had seen before.
At length she interrupted the conversation by asking,
“You’d sell the stock,
I suppose, Mr. Bigler, to anybody who was attracted
by the prospectus?”
“O, certainly, serve all alike,”
said Mr. Bigler, now noticing Ruth for the first time,
and a little puzzled by the serene, intelligent face
that was turned towards him.
“Well, what would become of
the poor people who had been led to put their little
money into the speculation, when you got out of it
and left it half way?”
It would be no more true to say of
Mr. Bigler that he was or could be embarrassed, than
to say that a brass counterfeit dollar-piece would
change color when refused; the question annoyed him
a little, in Mr. Bolton’s presence.
“Why, yes, Miss, of course,
in a great enterprise for the benefit of the community
there will little things occur, which, which and,
of course, the poor ought to be looked to; I tell
my wife, that the poor must be looked to; if you can
tell who are poor there’s so many
impostors. And then, there’s so many poor
in the legislature to be looked after,” said
the contractor with a sort of a chuckle, “isn’t
that so, Mr. Bolton?”
Eli Bolton replied that he never had
much to do with the legislature.
“Yes,” continued this
public benefactor, “an uncommon poor lot this
year, uncommon. Consequently an expensive lot.
The fact is, Mr. Bolton, that the price is raised
so high on United States Senator now, that it affects
the whole market; you can’t get any public improvement
through on reasonable terms. Simony is what
I call it, Simony,” repeated Mr. Bigler, as
if he had said a good thing.
Mr. Bigler went on and gave some very
interesting details of the intimate connection between
railroads and politics, and thoroughly entertained
himself all dinner time, and as much disgusted Ruth,
who asked no more questions, and her father who replied
in monosyllables:
“I wish,” said Ruth to
her father, after the guest had gone, “that you
wouldn’t bring home any more such horrid men.
Do all men who wear big diamond breast-pins, flourish
their knives at table, and use bad grammar, and cheat?”
“O, child, thee mustn’t
be too observing. Mr. Bigler is one of the most
important men in the state; nobody has more influence
at Harrisburg. I don’t like him any more
than thee does, but I’d better lend him a little
money than to have his ill will.”
“Father, I think thee’d
better have his ill-will than his company. Is
it true that he gave money to help build the pretty
little church of St. James the Less, and that he is,
one of the vestrymen?”
“Yes. He is not such a
bad fellow. One of the men in Third street asked
him the other day, whether his was a high church or
a low church? Bigler said he didn’t know;
he’d been in it once, and he could touch the
ceiling in the side aisle with his hand.”
“I think he’s just horrid,”
was Ruth’s final summary of him, after the manner
of the swift judgment of women, with no consideration
of the extenuating circumstances. Mr. Bigler
had no idea that he had not made a good impression
on the whole family; he certainly intended to be agreeable.
Margaret agreed with her daughter, and though she
never said anything to such people, she was grateful
to Ruth for sticking at least one pin into him.
Such was the serenity of the Bolton
household that a stranger in it would never have suspected
there was any opposition to Ruth’s going to the
Medical School. And she went quietly to take
her residence in town, and began her attendance of
the lectures, as if it were the most natural thing
in the world. She did not heed, if she heard,
the busy and wondering gossip of relations and acquaintances,
gossip that has no less currency among the Friends
than elsewhere because it is whispered slyly and creeps
about in an undertone.
Ruth was absorbed, and for the first
time in her life thoroughly happy; happy in the freedom
of her life, and in the keen enjoyment of the investigation
that broadened its field day by day. She was
in high spirits when she came home to spend First
Days; the house was full of her gaiety and her merry
laugh, and the children wished that Ruth would never
go away again. But her mother noticed, with a
little anxiety, the sometimes flushed face, and the
sign of an eager spirit in the kindling eyes, and,
as well, the serious air of determination and endurance
in her face at unguarded moments.
The college was a small one and it
sustained itself not without difficulty in this city,
which is so conservative, and is yet the origin of
so many radical movements. There were not more
than a dozen attendants on the lectures all together,
so that the enterprise had the air of an experiment,
and the fascination of pioneering for those engaged
in it. There was one woman physician driving
about town in her carriage, attacking the most violent
diseases in all quarters with persistent courage,
like a modern Bellona in her war chariot, who was popularly
supposed to gather in fees to the amount ten to twenty
thousand dollars a year. Perhaps some of these
students looked forward to the near day when they
would support such a practice and a husband besides,
but it is unknown that any of them ever went further
than practice in hospitals and in their own nurseries,
and it is feared that some of them were quite as ready
as their sisters, in emergencies, to “call a
man.”
If Ruth had any exaggerated expectations
of a professional life, she kept them to herself,
and was known to her fellows of the class simply as
a cheerful, sincere student, eager in her investigations,
and never impatient at anything, except an insinuation
that women had not as much mental capacity for science
as men.
“They really say,” said
one young Quaker sprig to another youth of his age,
“that Ruth Bolton is really going to be a saw-bones,
attends lectures, cuts up bodies, and all that.
She’s cool enough for a surgeon, anyway.”
He spoke feelingly, for he had very likely been weighed
in Ruth’s calm eyes sometime, and thoroughly
scared by the little laugh that accompanied a puzzling
reply to one of his conversational nothings.
Such young gentlemen, at this time, did not come very
distinctly into Ruth’s horizon, except as amusing
circumstances.
About the details of her student life,
Ruth said very little to her friends, but they had
reason to know, afterwards, that it required all her
nerve and the almost complete exhaustion of her physical
strength, to carry her through. She began her
anatomical practice upon detached portions of the
human frame, which were brought into the demonstrating
room dissecting the eye, the ear, and a
small tangle of muscles and nerves an occupation
which had not much more savor of death in it than
the analysis of a portion of a plant out of which the
life went when it was plucked up by the roots.
Custom inures the most sensitive persons to that
which is at first most repellant; and in the late war
we saw the most delicate women, who could not at home
endure the sight of blood, become so used to scenes
of carnage, that they walked the hospitals and the
margins of battle-fields, amid the poor remnants of
torn humanity, with as perfect self-possession as
if they were strolling in a flower garden.
It happened that Ruth was one evening
deep in a line of investigation which she could not
finish or understand without demonstration, and so
eager was she in it, that it seemed as if she could
not wait till the next day. She, therefore,
persuaded a fellow student, who was reading that evening
with her, to go down to the dissecting room of the
college, and ascertain what they wanted to know by
an hour’s work there. Perhaps, also, Ruth
wanted to test her own nerve, and to see whether the
power of association was stronger in her mind than
her own will.
The janitor of the shabby and comfortless
old building admitted the girls, not without suspicion,
and gave them lighted candles, which they would need,
without other remark than “there’s a new
one, Miss,” as the girls went up the broad stairs.
They climbed to the third story, and
paused before a door, which they unlocked, and which
admitted them into a long apartment, with a row of
windows on one side and one at the end. The room
was without light, save from the stars and the candles
the girls carried, which revealed to them dimly two
long and several small tables, a few benches and chairs,
a couple of skeletons hanging on the wall, a sink,
and cloth-covered heaps of something upon the tables
here and there.
The windows were open, and the cool
night wind came in strong enough to flutter a white
covering now and then, and to shake the loose casements.
But all the sweet odors of the night could not take
from the room a faint suggestion of mortality.
The young ladies paused a moment.
The room itself was familiar enough, but night makes
almost any chamber eerie, and especially such a room
of detention as this where the mortal parts of the
unburied might almost be supposed to be,
visited, on the sighing night winds, by the wandering
spirits of their late tenants.
Opposite and at some distance across
the roofs of lower buildings, the girls saw a tall
edifice, the long upper story of which seemed to be
a dancing hall. The windows of that were also
open, and through them they heard the scream of the
jiggered and tortured violin, and the pump, pump of
the oboe, and saw the moving shapes of men and women
in quick transition, and heard the prompter’s
drawl.
“I wonder,” said Ruth,
“what the girls dancing there would think if
they saw us, or knew that there was such a room as
this so near them.”
She did not speak very loud, and,
perhaps unconsciously, the girls drew near to each
other as they approached the long table in the centre
of the room. A straight object lay upon it,
covered with a sheet. This was doubtless “the
new one” of which the janitor spoke. Ruth
advanced, and with a not very steady hand lifted the
white covering from the upper part of the figure and
turned it down. Both the girls started.
It was a negro. The black face seemed to defy
the pallor of death, and asserted an ugly life-likeness
that was frightful.
Ruth was as pale as the white sheet,
and her comrade whispered, “Come away, Ruth,
it is awful.”
Perhaps it was the wavering light
of the candles, perhaps it was only the agony from
a death of pain, but the repulsive black face seemed
to wear a scowl that said, “Haven’t you
yet done with the outcast, persecuted black man, but
you must now haul him from his grave, and send even
your women to dismember his body?”
Who is this dead man, one of thousands
who died yesterday, and will be dust anon, to protest
that science shall not turn his worthless carcass
to some account?
Ruth could have had no such thought,
for with a pity in her sweet face, that for the moment
overcame fear and disgust, she reverently replaced
the covering, and went away to her own table, as her
companion did to hers. And there for an hour
they worked at their several problems, without speaking,
but not without an awe of the presence there, “the
new one,” and not without an awful sense of
life itself, as they heard the pulsations of the music
and the light laughter from the dancing-hall.
When, at length, they went away, and
locked the dreadful room behind them, and came out
into the street, where people were passing, they, for
the first time, realized, in the relief they felt,
what a nervous strain they had been under.