Rumors of Ruth’s frivolity and
worldliness at Fallkill traveled to Philadelphia in
due time, and occasioned no little undertalk among
the Bolton relatives.
Hannah Shoecraft told another, cousin
that, for her part, she never believed that Ruth had
so much more “mind” than other people;
and Cousin Hulda added that she always thought Ruth
was fond of admiration, and that was the reason she
was unwilling to wear plain clothes and attend Meeting.
The story that Ruth was “engaged” to a
young gentleman of fortune in Fallkill came with the
other news, and helped to give point to the little
satirical remarks that went round about Ruth’s
desire to be a doctor!
Margaret Bolton was too wise to be
either surprised or alarmed by these rumors.
They might be true; she knew a woman’s nature
too well to think them improbable, but she also knew
how steadfast Ruth was in her purposes, and that,
as a brook breaks into ripples and eddies and dances
and sports by the way, and yet keeps on to the sea,
it was in Ruth’s nature to give back cheerful
answer to the solicitations of friendliness and pleasure,
to appear idly delaying even, and sporting in the sunshine,
while the current of her resolution flowed steadily
on.
That Ruth had this delight in the
mere surface play of life that she could, for instance,
be interested in that somewhat serious by-play called
“flirtation,” or take any delight in the
exercise of those little arts of pleasing and winning
which are none the less genuine and charming because
they are not intellectual, Ruth, herself, had never
suspected until she went to Fallkill. She had
believed it her duty to subdue her gaiety of temperament,
and let nothing divert her from what are called serious
pursuits: In her limited experience she brought
everything to the judgment of her own conscience,
and settled the affairs of all the world in her own
serene judgment hall. Perhaps her mother saw
this, and saw also that there was nothing in the Friends’
society to prevent her from growing more and more
opinionated.
When Ruth returned to Philadelphia,
it must be confessed though it would not
have been by her that a medical career did
seem a little less necessary for her than formerly;
and coming back in a glow of triumph, as it were,
and in the consciousness of the freedom and life in
a lively society and in new and sympathetic friendship,
she anticipated pleasure in an attempt to break up
the stiffness and levelness of the society at home,
and infusing into it something of the motion and sparkle
which were so agreeable at Fallkill. She expected
visits from her new friends, she would have company,
the new books and the periodicals about which all the
world was talking, and, in short, she would have life.
For a little while she lived in this
atmosphere which she had brought with her. Her
mother was delighted with this change in her, with
the improvement in her health and the interest she
exhibited in home affairs. Her father enjoyed
the society of his favorite daughter as he did few
things besides; he liked her mirthful and teasing ways,
and not less a keen battle over something she had
read. He had been a great reader all his life,
and a remarkable memory had stored his mind with encyclopædic
information. It was one of Ruth’s delights
to cram herself with some out of the way subject and
endeavor to catch her father; but she almost always
failed. Mr. Bolton liked company, a house full
of it, and the mirth of young people, and he would
have willingly entered into any revolutionary plans
Ruth might have suggested in relation to Friends’
society.
But custom and the fixed order are
stronger than the most enthusiastic and rebellious
young lady, as Ruth very soon found. In spite
of all her brave efforts, her frequent correspondence,
and her determined animation, her books and her music,
she found herself settling into the clutches of the
old monotony, and as she realized the hopelessness
of her endeavors, the medical scheme took new hold
of her, and seemed to her the only method of escape.
“Mother, thee does not know
how different it is in Fallkill, how much more interesting
the people are one meets, how much more life there
is.”
“But thee will find the world,
child, pretty much all the same, when thee knows it
better. I thought once as thee does now, and
had as little thought of being a Friend as thee has.
Perhaps when thee has seen more, thee will better
appreciate a quiet life.”
“Thee married young. I
shall not marry young, and perhaps not at all,”
said Ruth, with a look of vast experience.
“Perhaps thee doesn’t
know thee own mind; I have known persons of thy age
who did not. Did thee see anybody whom thee would
like to live with always in Fallkill?”
“Not always,” replied
Ruth with a little laugh. “Mother, I think
I wouldn’t say ‘always’ to any one
until I have a profession and am as independent as
he is. Then my love would be a free act, and
not in any way a necessity.”
Margaret Bolton smiled at this new-fangled
philosophy. “Thee will find that love,
Ruth, is a thing thee won’t reason about, when
it comes, nor make any bargains about. Thee
wrote that Philip Sterling was at Fallkill.”
“Yes, and Henry Brierly, a friend
of his; a very amusing young fellow and not so serious-minded
as Philip, but a bit of a fop maybe.”
“And thee preferred the fop to the serious-minded?”
“I didn’t prefer anybody;
but Henry Brierly was good company, which Philip wasn’t
always.”
“Did thee know thee father had
been in correspondence with Philip?”
Ruth looked up surprised and with
a plain question in her eyes.
“Oh, it’s not about thee.”
“What then?” and if there
was any shade of disappointment in her tone, probably
Ruth herself did not know it.
“It’s about some land
up in the country. That man Bigler has got father
into another speculation.”
“That odious man! Why
will father have anything to do with him? Is
it that railroad?”
“Yes. Father advanced
money and took land as security, and whatever has
gone with the money and the bonds, he has on his hands
a large tract of wild land.”
“And what has Philip to do with that?”
“It has good timber, if it could
ever be got out, and father says that there must be
coal in it; it’s in a coal region. He wants
Philip to survey it, and examine it for indications
of coal.”
“It’s another of father’s
fortunes, I suppose,” said Ruth. “He
has put away so many fortunes for us that I’m
afraid we never shall find them.”
Ruth was interested in it nevertheless,
and perhaps mainly because Philip was to be connected
with the enterprise. Mr. Bigler came to dinner
with her father next day, and talked a great deal
about Mr. Bolton’s magnificent tract of land,
extolled the sagacity that led him to secure such
a property, and led the talk along to another railroad
which would open a northern communication to this
very land.
“Pennybacker says it’s
full of coal, he’s no doubt of it, and a railroad
to strike the Erie would make it a fortune.”
“Suppose you take the land and
work the thing up, Mr. Bigler; you may have the tract
for three dollars an acre.”
“You’d throw it away,
then,” replied Mr. Bigler, “and I’m
not the man to take advantage of a friend. But
if you’ll put a mortgage on it for the northern
road, I wouldn’t mind taking an interest, if
Pennybacker is willing; but Pennybacker, you know,
don’t go much on land, he sticks to the legislature.”
And Mr. Bigler laughed.
When Mr. Bigler had gone, Ruth asked
her father about Philip’s connection with the
land scheme.
“There’s nothing definite,”
said Mr. Bolton. “Philip is showing aptitude
for his profession. I hear the best reports of
him in New York, though those sharpers don’t
’intend to do anything but use him. I’ve
written and offered him employment in surveying and
examining the land. We want to know what it
is. And if there is anything in it that his enterprise
can dig out, he shall have an interest. I should
be glad to give the young fellow a lift.”
All his life Eli Bolton had been giving
young fellows a lift, and shouldering the loses when
things turned out unfortunately. His ledger,
take-it-altogether, would not show a balance on the
right side; but perhaps the losses on his books will
turn out to be credits in a world where accounts are
kept on a different basis. The left hand of the
ledger will appear the right, looked at from the other
side.
Philip, wrote to Ruth rather a comical
account of the bursting up of the city of Napoleon
and the navigation improvement scheme, of Harry’s
flight and the Colonel’s discomfiture.
Harry left in such a hurry that he hadn’t even
time to bid Miss Laura Hawkins good-bye, but he had
no doubt that Harry would console himself with the
next pretty face he saw a remark which
was thrown in for Ruth’s benefit. Col.
Sellers had in all probability, by this time, some
other equally brilliant speculation in his brain.
As to the railroad, Philip had made
up his mind that it was merely kept on foot for speculative
purposes in Wall street, and he was about to quit
it. Would Ruth be glad to hear, he wondered,
that he was coming East? For he was coming, in
spite of a letter from Harry in New York, advising
him to hold on until he had made some arrangements
in regard to contracts, he to be a little careful
about Sellers, who was somewhat visionary, Harry said.
The summer went on without much excitement
for Ruth. She kept up a correspondence with
Alice, who promised a visit in the fall, she read,
she earnestly tried to interest herself in home affairs
and such people as came to the house; but she found
herself falling more and more into reveries, and growing
weary of things as they were. She felt that
everybody might become in time like two relatives from
a Shaker establishment in Ohio, who visited the Boltons
about this time, a father and son, clad exactly alike,
and alike in manners. The son; however, who
was not of age, was more unworldly and sanctimonious
than his father; he always addressed his parent as
“Brother Plum,” and bore himself, altogether
in such a superior manner that Ruth longed to put bent
pins in his chair. Both father and son wore
the long, single breasted collarless coats of their
society, without buttons, before or behind, but with
a row of hooks and eyes on either side in front.
It was Ruth’s suggestion that the coats would
be improved by a single hook and eye sewed on in the
small of the back where the buttons usually are.
Amusing as this Shaker caricature
of the Friends was, it oppressed Ruth beyond measure;
and increased her feeling of being stifled.
It was a most unreasonable feeling.
No home could be pleasanter than Ruth’s.
The house, a little out of the city; was one of those
elegant country residences which so much charm visitors
to the suburbs of Philadelphia. A modern dwelling
and luxurious in everything that wealth could suggest
for comfort, it stood in the midst of exquisitely kept
lawns, with groups of trees, parterres of flowers
massed in colors, with greenhouse, grapery and garden;
and on one side, the garden sloped away in undulations
to a shallow brook that ran over a pebbly bottom and
sang under forest trees. The country about teas
the perfection of cultivated landscape, dotted with
cottages, and stately mansions of Revolutionary date,
and sweet as an English country-side, whether seen
in the soft bloom of May or in the mellow ripeness
of late October.
It needed only the peace of the mind
within, to make it a paradise. One riding by
on the Old Germantown road, and seeing a young girl
swinging in the hammock on the piazza and, intent upon
some volume of old poetry or the latest novel, would
no doubt have envied a life so idyllic. He could
not have imagined that the young girl was reading a
volume of reports of clinics and longing to be elsewhere.
Ruth could not have been more discontented
if all the wealth about her had been as unsubstantial
as a dream. Perhaps she so thought it.
“I feel,” she once said
to her father, “as if I were living in a house
of cards.”
“And thee would like to turn it into a hospital?”
“No. But tell me father,”
continued Ruth, not to be put off, “is thee
still going on with that Bigler and those other men
who come here and entice thee?”
Mr. Bolton smiled, as men do when
they talk with women about “business”
“Such men have their uses, Ruth. They keep
the world active, and I owe a great many of my best
operations to such men. Who knows, Ruth, but
this new land purchase, which I confess I yielded
a little too much to Bigler in, may not turn out a
fortune for thee and the rest of the children?”
“Ah, father, thee sees every
thing in a rose-colored light. I do believe
thee wouldn’t have so readily allowed me to begin
the study of medicine, if it hadn’t had the
novelty of an experiment to thee.”
“And is thee satisfied with it?”
“If thee means, if I have had
enough of it, no. I just begin to see what I
can do in it, and what a noble profession it is for
a woman. Would thee have me sit here like a
bird on a bough and wait for somebody to come and
put me in a cage?”
Mr. Bolton was not sorry to divert
the talk from his own affairs, and he did not think
it worth while to tell his family of a performance
that very day which was entirely characteristic of
him.
Ruth might well say that she felt
as if she were living in a house of cards, although
the Bolton household had no idea of the number of perils
that hovered over them, any more than thousands of
families in America have of the business risks and
contingences upon which their prosperity and
luxury hang.
A sudden call upon Mr. Bolton for
a large sum of money, which must be forthcoming at
once, had found him in the midst of a dozen ventures,
from no one of which a dollar could be realized.
It was in vain that he applied to his business acquaintances
and friends; it was a period of sudden panic and no
money. “A hundred thousand! Mr. Bolton,”
said Plumly. “Good God, if you should
ask me for ten, I shouldn’t know where to get
it.”
And yet that day Mr. Small (Pennybacker,
Bigler and Small) came to Mr. Bolton with a piteous
story of ruin in a coal operation, if he could not
raise ten thousand dollars. Only ten, and he
was sure of a fortune. Without it he was a beggar.
Mr. Bolton had already Small’s notes for a
large amount in his safe, labeled “doubtful;”
he had helped him again and again, and always with
the same result. But Mr. Small spoke with a
faltering voice of his family, his daughter in school,
his wife ignorant of his calamity, and drew such a
picture of their agony, that Mr. Bolton put by his
own more pressing necessity, and devoted the day to
scraping together, here and there, ten thousand dollars
for this brazen beggar, who had never kept a promise
to him nor paid a debt.
Beautiful credit! The foundation
of modern society. Who shall say that this is
not the golden age of mutual trust, of unlimited reliance
upon human promises? That is a peculiar condition
of society which enables a whole nation to instantly
recognize point and meaning in the familiar newspaper
anecdote, which puts into the mouth of a distinguished
speculator in lands and mines this remark: “I
wasn’t worth a cent two years ago, and now I
owe two millions of dollars.”