Henry Brierly was at the Dilworthy’s
constantly and on such terms of intimacy that he came
and went without question. The Senator was not
an inhospitable man, he liked to have guests in his
house, and Harry’s gay humor and rattling way
entertained him; for even the most devout men and
busy statesmen must have hours of relaxation.
Harry himself believed that he was
of great service in the University business, and that
the success of the scheme depended upon him to a great
degree. He spent many hours in talking it over
with the Senator after dinner. He went so far
as to consider whether it would be worth his while
to take the professorship of civil engineering in the
new institution.
But it was not the Senator’s
society nor his dinners at which this scapegrace
remarked that there was too much grace and too little
wine which attracted him to the house.
The fact was the poor fellow hung around there day
after day for the chance of seeing Laura for five
minutes at a time. For her presence at dinner
he would endure the long bore of the Senator’s
talk afterwards, while Laura was off at some assembly,
or excused herself on the plea of fatigue. Now
and then he accompanied her to some reception, and
rarely, on off nights, he was blessed with her company
in the parlor, when he sang, and was chatty and vivacious
and performed a hundred little tricks of imitation
and ventriloquism, and made himself as entertaining
as a man could be.
It puzzled him not a little that all
his fascinations seemed to go for so little with Laura;
it was beyond his experience with women. Sometimes
Laura was exceedingly kind and petted him a little,
and took the trouble to exert her powers of pleasing,
and to entangle him deeper and deeper. But this,
it angered him afterwards to think, was in private;
in public she was beyond his reach, and never gave
occasion to the suspicion that she had any affair
with him. He was never permitted to achieve the
dignity of a serious flirtation with her in public.
“Why do you treat me so?” he once said,
reproachfully.
“Treat you how?” asked Laura in a sweet
voice, lifting her eyebrows.
“You know well enough.
You let other fellows monopolize you in society,
and you are as indifferent to me as if we were strangers.”
“Can I help it if they are attentive,
can I be rude? But we are such old friends,
Mr. Brierly, that I didn’t suppose you would
be jealous.”
“I think I must be a very old
friend, then, by your conduct towards me. By
the same rule I should judge that Col. Selby must
be very new.”
Laura looked up quickly, as if about
to return an indignant answer to such impertinence,
but she only said, “Well, what of Col. Selby,
sauce-box?”
“Nothing, probably, you’ll
care for. Your being with him so much is the
town talk, that’s all?”
“What do people say?” asked Laura calmly.
“Oh, they say a good many things.
You are offended, though, to have me speak of it?”
“Not in the least. You
are my true friend. I feel that I can trust you.
You wouldn’t deceive me, Harry?” throwing
into her eyes a look of trust and tenderness that
melted away all his petulance and distrust. “What
do they say?”
“Some say that you’ve
lost your head about him; others that you don’t
care any more for him than you do for a dozen others,
but that he is completely fascinated with you and
about to desert his wife; and others say it is nonsense
to suppose you would entangle yourself with a married
man, and that your intimacy only arises from the matter
of the cotton, claims, for which he wants your influence
with Dilworthy. But you know everybody is talked
about more or less in Washington. I shouldn’t
care; but I wish you wouldn’t have so much to
do with Selby, Laura,” continued Harry, fancying
that he was now upon such terms that his, advice, would
be heeded.
“And you believed these slanders?”
“I don’t believe anything
against you, Laura, but Col. Selby does not mean
you any good. I know you wouldn’t be seen
with him if you knew his reputation.”
“Do you know him?” Laura
asked, as indifferently as she could.
“Only a little. I was
at his lodgings’ in Georgetown a day or two ago,
with Col. Sellers. Sellers wanted to talk
with him about some patent remedy he has, Eye Water,
or something of that sort, which he wants to introduce
into Europe. Selby is going abroad very soon.”
Laura started; in spite of her self-control.
“And his wife! Does he take his family?
Did you see his wife?”
“Yes. A dark little woman,
rather worn must have been pretty once
though. Has three or four children, one of them
a baby. They’ll all go of course.
She said she should be glad enough to get away from
Washington. You know Selby has got his claim
allowed, and they say he has had a run, of luck lately
at Morrissey’s.”
Laura heard all this in a kind of
stupor, looking straight at Harry, without seeing
him. Is it possible, she was thinking, that this
base wretch, after, all his promises, will take his
wife and children and leave me? Is it possible
the town is saying all these things about me?
And a look of bitterness coming into her face does
the fool think he can escape so?
“You are angry with me, Laura,”
said Harry, not comprehending in the least what was
going on in her mind.
“Angry?” she said, forcing
herself to come back to his presence. “With
you? Oh no. I’m angry with the cruel
world, which, pursues an independent woman as it never
does a man. I’m grateful to you Harry;
I’m grateful to you for telling me of that odious
man.”
And she rose from her chair and gave
him her pretty hand, which the silly fellow took,
and kissed and clung to. And he said many silly
things, before she disengaged herself gently, and
left him, saying it was time to dress, for dinner.
And Harry went away, excited, and
a little hopeful, but only a little. The happiness
was only a gleam, which departed and left him thoroughly,
miserable. She never would love him, and she
was going to the devil, besides. He couldn’t
shut his eyes to what he saw, nor his ears to what
he heard of her.
What had come over this thrilling
young lady-killer? It was a pity to see such
a gay butterfly broken on a wheel. Was there
something good in him, after all, that had been touched?
He was in fact madly in love with this woman.
It is not for us to analyze the passion
and say whether it was a worthy one. It absorbed
his whole nature and made him wretched enough.
If he deserved punishment, what more would you have?
Perhaps this love was kindling a new heroism in him.
He saw the road on which Laura was
going clearly enough, though he did not believe the
worst he heard of her. He loved her too passionately
to credit that for a moment. And it seemed to
him that if he could compel her to recognize her position,
and his own devotion, she might love him, and that
he could save her. His love was so far ennobled,
and become a very different thing from its beginning
in Hawkeye. Whether he ever thought that if
he could save her from ruin, he could give her up
himself, is doubtful. Such a pitch of virtue
does not occur often in real life, especially in such
natures as Harry’s, whose generosity and unselfishness
were matters of temperament rather than habits or
principles.
He wrote a long letter to Laura, an
incoherent, passionate letter, pouring out his love
as he could not do in her presence, and warning her
as plainly as he dared of the dangers that surrounded
her, and the risks she ran of compromising herself
in many ways.
Laura read the letter, with a little
sigh may be, as she thought of other days, but with
contempt also, and she put it into the fire with the
thought, “They are all alike.”
Harry was in the habit of writing
to Philip freely, and boasting also about his doings,
as he could not help doing and remain himself.
Mixed up with his own exploits, and his daily triumphs
as a lobbyist, especially in the matter of the new
University, in which Harry was to have something handsome,
were amusing sketches of Washington society, hints
about Dilworthy, stories about Col. Sellers, who
had become a well-known character, and wise remarks
upon the machinery of private legislation for the
public-good, which greatly entertained Philip in his
convalescence.
Laura’s name occurred very often
in these letters, at first in casual mention as the
belle of the season, carrying everything before her
with her wit and beauty, and then more seriously,
as if Harry did not exactly like so much general admiration
of her, and was a little nettled by her treatment
of him.
This was so different from Harry’s
usual tone about women, that Philip wondered a good
deal over it. Could it be possible that he was
seriously affected? Then came stories about
Laura, town talk, gossip which Harry denied the truth
of indignantly; but he was evidently uneasy, and at
length wrote in such miserable spirits that Philip
asked him squarely what the trouble was; was he in
love?
Upon this, Harry made a clean breast
of it, and told Philip all he knew about the Selby
affair, and Laura’s treatment of him, sometimes
encouraging him and then throwing him off,
and finally his belief that she would go, to the bad
if something was not done to arouse her from her infatuation.
He wished Philip was in Washington. He knew
Laura, and she had a great respect for his character,
his opinions, his judgment. Perhaps he, as an
uninterested person whom she would have some confidence,
and as one of the public, could say some thing to her
that would show her where she stood.
Philip saw the situation clearly enough.
Of Laura he knew not much, except that she was a
woman of uncommon fascination, and he thought from
what he had seen of her in Hawkeye, her conduct towards
him and towards Harry, of not too much principle.
Of course he knew nothing of her history; he knew
nothing seriously against her, and if Harry was desperately
enamored of her, why should he not win her if he could.
If, however, she had already become what Harry uneasily
felt she might become, was it not his duty to go to
the rescue of his friend and try to save him from
any rash act on account of a woman that might prove
to be entirely unworthy of him; for trifler and visionary
as he was, Harry deserved a better fate than this.
Philip determined to go to Washington
and see for himself. He had other reasons also.
He began to know enough of Mr. Bolton’s affairs
to be uneasy. Pennybacker had been there several
times during the winter, and he suspected that he
was involving Mr. Bolton in some doubtful scheme.
Pennybacker was in Washington, and Philip thought he
might perhaps find out something about him, and his
plans, that would be of service to Mr. Bolton.
Philip had enjoyed his winter very
well, for a man with his arm broken and his head smashed.
With two such nurses as Ruth and Alice, illness seemed
to him rather a nice holiday, and every moment of his
convalescence had been precious and all too fleeting.
With a young fellow of the habits of Philip, such
injuries cannot be counted on to tarry long, even
for the purpose of love-making, and Philip found himself
getting strong with even disagreeable rapidity.
During his first weeks of pain and
weakness, Ruth was unceasing in her ministrations;
she quietly took charge of him, and with a gentle firmness
resisted all attempts of Alice or any one else to share
to any great extent the burden with her. She
was clear, decisive and peremptory in whatever she
did; but often when Philip, opened his eyes in those
first days of suffering and found her standing by
his bedside, he saw a look of tenderness in her anxious
face that quickened his already feverish pulse, a
look that, remained in his heart long after he closed
his eyes. Sometimes he felt her hand on his forehead,
and did not open his eyes for fear she world take
it away. He watched for her coming to his chamber;
he could distinguish her light footstep from all others.
If this is what is meant by women practicing medicine,
thought Philip to himself, I like it.
“Ruth,” said he one day
when he was getting to be quite himself, “I
believe in it?”
“Believe in what?”
“Why, in women physicians.”
“Then, I’d better call in Mrs. Dr. Longstreet.”
“Oh, no. One will do,
one at a time. I think I should be well tomorrow,
if I thought I should never have any other.”
“Thy physician thinks thee mustn’t
talk, Philip,” said Ruth putting her finger
on his lips.
“But, Ruth, I want to tell you
that I should wish I never had got well if ”
“There, there, thee must not
talk. Thee is wandering again,” and Ruth
closed his lips, with a smile on her own that broadened
into a merry laugh as she ran away.
Philip was not weary, however, of
making these attempts, he rather enjoyed it.
But whenever he inclined to be sentimental, Ruth would
cut him off, with some such gravely conceived speech
as, “Does thee think that thy physician will
take advantage of the condition of a man who is as
weak as thee is? I will call Alice, if thee has
any dying confessions to make.”
As Philip convalesced, Alice more
and more took Ruth’s place as his entertainer,
and read to him by the hour, when he did not want to
talk to talk about Ruth, as he did a good
deal of the time. Nor was this altogether unsatisfactory
to Philip. He was always happy and contented
with Alice. She was the most restful person he
knew. Better informed than Ruth and with a much
more varied culture, and bright and sympathetic, he
was never weary of her company, if he was not greatly
excited by it. She had upon his mind that peaceful
influence that Mrs. Bolton had when, occasionally,
she sat by his bedside with her work. Some people
have this influence, which is like an emanation.
They bring peace to a house, they diffuse serene
content in a room full of mixed company, though they
may say very little, and are apparently, unconscious
of their own power.
Not that Philip did not long for Ruth’s
presence all the same. Since he was well enough
to be about the house, she was busy again with her
studies. Now and then her teasing humor came
again. She always had a playful shield against
his sentiment. Philip used sometimes to declare
that she had no sentiment; and then he doubted if he
should be pleased with her after all if she were at
all sentimental; and he rejoiced that she had, in
such matters what he called the airy grace of sanity.
She was the most gay serious person he ever saw.
Perhaps he waw not so much at rest
or so contented with her as with Alice. But
then he loved her. And what have rest and contentment
to do with love?