“My little Grace looks tired,”
the captain said, bending down and taking her in his
arms as the little folks were bidding good night.
“I shall carry you up stairs, darling, after
the old custom.”
“Thank you, papa; I’m
very willing,” replied Grace, clasping his neck
with her small arms.
“Lulu, shall I say good night
to you first?” he asked, smiling down at his
eldest daughter, standing by his side; “as you
have Eva with you, you will perhaps not care for the
usual bit of good night chat with your father?”
“Yes, indeed I do care for it,
papa!” cried Lulu. “Why, I sha’n’t
have another chance this year! I wouldn’t
miss it for anything!”
“Then you shall not,”
he said, looking both pleased and amused; “that
sounds as though the next opportunity were far in the
distance.”
He passed out of the room as he spoke,
and on up the wide stairway, Lulu and Eva following,
each with an arm about the other’s waist.
“Those talks must be so delightful,”
remarked the latter in a low tone, and with a slight
sigh, “I’m very glad you don’t let
me hinder them, dear Lu.”
“I knew you wouldn’t want
me to,” said Lulu; “you are always so kind
and thoughtful for others; and though papa sometimes
gives me a quarter of an hour or more, when we have
a great deal to say to each other, I think he won’t
stay more than a minute or two to-night! so that it
won’t keep me long away from you.”
“Oh please don’t hurry
for my sake,” said Eva, adding softly, “You
know I, too, shall be glad of a few minutes alone
with my best Friend. So if you like, I will go
into the little tower room while your papa is with
you.”
“You can have both that and
my bedroom to yourself, dear,” returned Lulu,
“for I shall receive papa in the little sitting
room that is Gracie’s and mine.”
They had reached the upper hall.
The captain passed into Gracie’s bedroom, Lulu
into her own, Eva with her.
“Such a sweet, pretty room!”
Eva said, glancing around it; “I am always struck
with that thought on coming into it, though I have
seen it so often.”
“Yes,” returned Lulu,
her face lighting up with pleasure, “I think
it so myself. Our dear father is constantly adding
pretty things here and there to our room, and doing
oh so much to make his children happy! Yet, would
you believe it, Eva? I am sometimes both ill-tempered
and disobedient to him.”
“Not now! not lately?”
Evelyn said half in assertion, half inquiringly and
with a look of surprise.
“Yes,” Lulu replied in
a low, remorseful tone, her eyes downcast, her face
flushing painfully; “only last month, one day
Max was teasing me and I was in very bad humor, so
answered him very crossly. Papa happened to be
in the next room and overheard it all, and called to
us both to come to him. His voice sounded stern,
and I felt angry and rebellious. Max, never does
feel so, I believe, anyway he’s always obedient,
and he went at once, but I waited to be called a second
time, and O Eva, I’m dreadfully,
dreadfully ashamed! but I feel as if I must tell you
because I can’t bear to have you think me so
much better than I am.”
“Dear Lu, don’t tell it
if it hurts you so. I’m sure if you were
not a good girl you wouldn’t feel so very sorry
and ashamed,” Evelyn interrupted, putting both
arms round her friend and kissing her with warmth
of affection.
“No, indeed, I’m not!”
said Lulu; “and I’ll tell it, if only to
punish myself for my badness. Papa has never
punished me for it, though I really did wish he would
and asked him to over and over again.”
“That seems very odd,”
Eva said, half smiling. “Most people are
only too glad to escape punishment.”
“Maybe I’m different from
most folks,” said Lulu, “but I always want
to beat myself when I’ve been so hateful, and
so if papa punishes me I always feel a good deal happier
after it’s over.
“But I must finish my story.
Papa asked, ’Lulu, did you hear me bid you come
to me?’ and I answered, ‘Yes, sir’;
then muttered, ’but I’ll not come a step
till I get ready.’”
Evelyn seemed lost in astonishment.
“Oh Lu! did you really say that? could you venture
to speak so to your father a man whom everybody
respects so highly, and who is so dear and kind to
you?”
“I did,” acknowledged
Lulu, her head hanging still lower and her cheek flushing
more hotly. “You see when I lived with Aunt
Beulah I got into the way of being very saucy to her,
and I suppose that’s how I came to speak so
to papa. Oh don’t you think I ought to be
dreadfully ashamed, and that papa should have punished
me very severely?”
“I suppose he is the best judge
of that,” Eva answered, doubtfully. “But
what did he do? Surely he didn’t pass it
over as of no consequence? I think he couldn’t
feel it right to allow his own child to refuse obedience
to his commands.”
“No; of course not. The
minute I’d said the words I could have bitten
my tongue off for it. I hoped papa hadn’t
heard, but he had, and he rose from his chair and
came toward me (very quietly; not at all as if he was
in a passion), and I jumped up, saying ‘I will,
papa; I’m coming.’”
“Then he said in a tone as if
he were grieved and astonished that his own little
girl could talk so to him ’Tardy obedience
following upon a most insolent refusal to obey,’
and took my hand and led me to the side of his chair.
“Then he sat down and talked
to Max a little, and sent him up to his room, and
after Max had gone he talked to me.
“He said he must punish me,
but he would try a new way, and for four days I shouldn’t
be his child at all at least not be treated
like it, but just as if I were only a little girl
visitor; he wouldn’t give me any orders, or
advice, or direction, or instruction; and I mustn’t
take any liberty with him that I wouldn’t feel
free to take with a stranger gentleman.
“He said I must understand that
he did not intend to subject me to any harsh treatment,
but would be as polite and attentive to my wants as
if I were a guest in the house.”
“O Lu, did you like it? was it nice?”
“No, indeed! I thought
they were the longest days I’d ever lived, and
wondered how I could ever have thought I’d like
to be my own mistress instead of having to obey papa.
“He didn’t give me one
cross word or even look, but he didn’t invite
me to sit on his knee, and I didn’t dare do
so; he didn’t call me pet names and hug me up
in his arms, as he so often does when I haven’t
been naughty, and I couldn’t wait on him as
I always love to do; he wouldn’t let me do the
least thing for him. I just felt as if I wasn’t
one of the family at all, and would ten times rather
have had the hardest of whippings; at least so far
as the pain was concerned.”
“Yes, of course; it wouldn’t
have been half so hard to bear. At least I can
imagine that to be made to feel yourself only a stranger
in your father’s house would be a great deal
worse than having to endure quite severe bodily pain.
So I think you may feel that you have been punished.”
“Not so severely as I deserve,”
returned Lulu, shaking her head and sighing; “no
not half. There, I can hear Gracie calling me
to say good-night. Excuse me while I run into
her room for a few minutes.”
She found Grace alone and just getting into bed.
“Where’s papa?” Lulu asked.
“Gone down stairs; but he said
he’d be back in a few minutes to have his bit
of chat with you in our sitting-room.”
“Then I’ll just kiss you
good night and hurry back to get ready for him.”
When the captain came he found Lulu
ready and waiting for him, seated by the fire with
her Bible open in her hand.
“I was learning my verse for
to-morrow morning, papa,” she said, closing
the book and laying it aside, as she rose to give him
the easy chair she had been occupying.
“That was right,” he replied,
sitting down and drawing her to his knee; “one
could hardly end the old year, or begin the new, in
a better way than by the study of God’s word.
Well, has my little daughter anything particular to
say to her father to-night?”
“Only that I wish I’d
been a better daughter to you, papa, and that I hope
I shall be this no next year: the year
that’s to begin in a few hours. I do hope
that when its last night comes you can say, ’My
daughter Lulu hasn’t been once disobedient or
in a passion for a whole year.’”
“It will be a very happy thing
for me for us both if I can,”
he said, “and I am not without hope that it
may be so. But my dear child, you will need constant
watchfulness lest your besetting sins overcome you
when you least expect it.”
“I wish I could ever get done
with the fight,” she sighed. “It’s
such a hard one.”
“Yes, I know, dear child, for
I am engaged in the same conflict; but we must keep
on resolutely till the dear Master calls us home.
“But we have the promise of
His help all the way, and that we shall be ‘more
than conquerors through Him that loved us.’
And the prize is eternal life at God’s right
hand.”
“It will be always easy to be
good when we get to heaven?”
“Yes; the last remains of the
old evil nature will have been taken away, and we
will have no more inclination to sin.”
“I am very glad of that! and
that God gave me such a good Christian father to help
me in my hard fight! And, papa, I must tell you
again that I am very, very sorry and ashamed because
of my naughtiness last month.”
“Dear child, my dear humble
penitent little girl!” he said tenderly, “it
was all long since fully and freely forgiven.
Now good night, my darling; and good bye till next
year,” he added in playful tone, kissing her
fondly over and over again, “unless something
unforeseen should make you want your father before
morning. In that case you will not have far to
run to find him.”
“Oh no; and it makes me glad
always at night to remember that you are so near,
and the doors all open between our rooms, so that you
could hear me if I should call out to you, papa.
I know you wouldn’t be displeased at being wakened
if I were in trouble and needed you.”
“No, indeed, daughter; in that
case I should be only too glad to be roused that I
might hasten to your assistance.
“But let your greatest rejoicing
be in the thought that you and I and all of us are
under the care of Him who neither slumbers nor sleeps.
’It is better to trust in the Lord than to put
confidence in man.’”
Rosie in her mamma’s room, which
she shared at this time, as on a former occasion,
was preparing for bed, Grandma Elsie quietly reading
in an easy chair beside the fire.
Presently Rosie went to the side of
the chair and dropping on her knees on the carpet,
looked up smilingly into the sweet placid face bent
over the book.
“Mamma, dear, I have come for
my good night kiss before getting into bed,”
she said softly, adding sportively, “the last
I shall solicit from you this year.”
“And you are going to be satisfied
with one?” her mother asked letting the book
fall into her lap, while she laid one hand gently on
her young daughter’s head and gazed tenderly
down into the blooming face; with a somewhat sad expression
too, Rosie thought.
“I say, no to that, mamma,”
she returned, laying her head in her mother’s
lap and taking into her own the hand that had been
resting on it, to press it again and again to her
lips with ardent affection, “for I shall not
be satisfied with less than half a dozen.”
Elsie gave them in quick succession,
gathering her child in her arms and making her rest
her fair head on the maternal bosom, and Rosie felt
a warm tear fall on her cheek.
“Mamma!” she exclaimed
in concerned surprise, “you are crying!
What can be the matter? have I said or done anything
to grieve you, dear heart?” reaching up an arm
to clasp her mother’s neck, while she scanned
the loved features with earnest, tender scrutiny.
For a minute or more there was no
reply. Then Elsie said, in moved tones, softly
smoothing the hair back from Rosie’s temples
as she spoke, and gazing tenderly down into her eyes,
“My heart is sad for you, my darling, because,
while another year is rapidly drawing to a close, I
have yet no reason to hope that you have sought a refuge
within the fold of the good Shepherd who gives to
his sheep eternal life; the dear Saviour who has been
all these years inviting you to come to him and be
saved.”
“Mamma, I am very young yet,”
murmured Rosie, hanging her head and blushing.
“Old enough to have become a
disciple of Jesus years ago,” her mother said
in sorrowful tones. “O my darling, give
him the best years of your life; the whole of your
life, whether it be long or short. Is he not
worthy of it?”
“Yes, mamma; surely there can
be only one answer to that and I do mean to to
try to turn over a new leaf with the coming of the
new year. But, mamma, I know of a number of good
Christians who didn’t begin to be such till
they were many years older than I am. There is
grandpa for one.”
“Yes, my child,” sighed
her mother, “but he has always deeply regretted
having so long delayed beginning the Christian course entering
the service of the dear Master whom now he loves better
than wife or child or any created being. There
are many reasons, my darling, why delay is both dangerous
and unwise as well as basely ungrateful.”
“You allude to the uncertainty of life, mamma?”
“Yes, and of the continuance
of health and reason. How many have been suddenly
overtaken by fatal illness that at once robbed them
of the power to think, so that if preparation for
the solemn realities of another world had not been
already made, the opportunity for so doing was forever
lost!
“There is also danger that God’s
Spirit may cease to strive with you, and without His
help you can not come to Christ.
“Nor do we know how soon Jesus
may come again in the clouds of heaven. He himself
has told us that he will come as a thief in the night;
that is when he is not expected.
“But, Rosie, my dear child,
even if you could know certainly that delay will not
cost you the loss of your soul, it will bring you other
loss great and irreparable.”
“What, mamma?” Rosie asked
with a look of mingled surprise and alarm. “I
can not think what you mean.”
“While it is a precious truth
that all who finally repent and accept of Christ as
their only Saviour, will inherit eternal life a
life of holiness and unspeakable happiness at God’s
right hand,” answered her mother, “yet
there will be a difference in the portions of those
who have spent many years in the faithful service
of the Master using their time and talents
for the advancement of his cause and kingdom, and
striving to win others to know and serve him, and themselves
to grow in grace and conformity to his likeness and
his will and that of others who have been
saved only at the last and so as by fire. All
will be perfectly happy but some will have a greater
capacity for happiness than others.
“According to the teachings
of God’s word sin is the greatest folly, the
service of God the highest wisdom.
“’Doth not wisdom cry?
and understanding put forth her voice?... Riches
and honor are with me; yea, durable riches and righteousness.
My fruit is better than gold, yea, than fine gold;
and my revenue than choice silver!
“’They that be wise shall
shine as the brightness of the firmament; and they
that turn many to righteousness, as the stars forever
and ever.’
“Rosie, my darling, it is the
dearest wish of my heart to see you engaged in that
work; but you cannot teach others what you do not know
yourself; you must first give your heart to God and
learn for yourself the sweetness of his love.
Will you not do it now? at once? Oh listen to
his gracious invitation, ‘Give me thine heart.’”
For some moments a deep and solemn
hush seemed to fill the room, Rosie still kneeling
there with her head pillowed on her mother’s
breast, Elsie’s heart going up in an almost
agonizing petition for her child.
At length Rosie lifted her head looking
up into her mother’s face with dewy eyes and
a very sweet smile.
“Mamma,” she said in low
tremulous tones, “I have tried to do it; I have
asked the Lord to forgive all my sins, to cleanse me
from mine iniquities, and to take me for his very
own; and I think he has heard and granted my petition.
“You know when the leper came
to him saying, ’Lord, if thou wilt, thou canst
make me clean,’ Jesus at once put forth his hand
and touched him saying, ‘I will; be thou clean’;
and immediately the leprosy departed from him.
Mamma, I have been praying the leper’s prayer,
and I think the dear Lord Jesus has said the same
words to me.”
“I am sure of it,” Elsie
said with emotion, “for he is the unchangeable
God; ‘Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to-day,
and forever’; as ready to be moved with compassion
for a sin-sick soul to-day, as he was for the leper
when on earth. And he has said, ’Him that
cometh to me I will in no wise cast out.’”
Clasping her hands and looking upward,
“Bless the Lord, O my soul,” she exclaimed;
“‘and all that is within me, bless his
holy name!’”