Having little knowledge of rhetorical
art, and possessing but a limited imagination, it
is only a strong sense of the duty I owe to Science
and the progressive minds of the age, that induces
me to come before the public in the character of an
author. True, I have only a simple narration
of facts to deal with, and am, therefore, not expected
to present artistic effects, and poetical imagery,
nor any of those flights of imagination that are the
trial and test of genius.
Yet my task is not a light one.
I may fail to satisfy my own mind that the true merits
of the wonderful and mysterious people I discovered,
have been justly described. I may fail to interest
the public; which is the one difficulty most likely
to occur, and most to be regretted not
for my own sake, but theirs. It is so hard to
get human nature out of the ruts it has moved in for
ages. To tear away their present faith, is like
undermining their existence. Yet others who come
after me will be more aggressive than I. I have this
consolation: whatever reception may be given
my narrative by the public, I know that it has been
written solely for its good. That wonderful civilization
I met with in Mizora, I may not be able to more than
faintly shadow forth here, yet from it, the present
age may form some idea of that grand, that ideal life
that is possible for our remote posterity. Again
and again has religious enthusiasm pictured a life
to be eliminated from the grossness and imperfections
of our material existence. The Spirit the
Mind that mental gift, by or through which
we think, reason, and suffer, is by one tragic and
awful struggle to free itself from temporal blemishes
and difficulties, and become spiritual and perfect.
Yet, who, sweeping the limitless fields of space with
a telescope, glancing at myriads of worlds that a
lifetime could not count, or gazing through a microscope
at a tiny world in a drop of water, has dreamed that
patient Science and practice could evolve for the
living human race, the ideal life of exalted knowledge:
the life that I found in Mizora; that Science had
made real and practicable. The duty that I owe
to truth compels me to acknowledge that I have not
been solicited to write this narrative by my friends;
nor has it been the pastime of my leisure hours; nor
written to amuse an invalid; nor, in fact, for any
of those reasons which have prompted so many men and
women to write a book. It is, on the contrary,
the result of hours of laborious work, undertaken for
the sole purpose of benefiting Science and giving
encouragement to those progressive minds who have
already added their mite of knowledge to the coming
future of the race. “We owe a duty to posterity,”
says Junius in his famous letter to the king.
A declaration that ought to be a motto for every schoolroom,
and graven above every legislative hall in the world.
It should be taught to the child as soon as reason
has begun to dawn, and be its guide until age has
become its master.
It is my desire not to make this story
a personal matter; and for that unavoidable prominence
which is given one’s own identity in relating
personal experiences, an indulgence is craved from
whomsoever may peruse these pages.
In order to explain how and why I
came to venture upon a journey no other of my sex
has ever attempted, I am compelled to make a slight
mention of my family and nationality.
I am a Russian: born to a family
of nobility, wealth, and political power. Had
the natural expectations for my birth and condition
been fulfilled, I should have lived, loved, married
and died a Russian aristocrat, and been unknown to
the next generation and this narrative
would not have been written.
There are some people who seem to
have been born for the sole purpose of becoming the
playthings of Fate who are tossed from one
condition of life to another without wish or will
of their own. Of this class I am an illustration.
Had I started out with a resolve to discover the North
Pole, I should never have succeeded. But all my
hopes, affections, thoughts, and desires were centered
in another direction, hence but my narrative
will explain the rest.
The tongue of woman has long been
celebrated as an unruly member, and perhaps, in some
of the domestic affairs of life, it has been unnecessarily
active; yet no one who gives this narrative a perusal,
can justly deny that it was the primal cause of the
grandest discovery of the age.
I was educated in Paris, where my
vacations were frequently spent with an American family
who resided there, and with whom my father had formed
an intimate friendship. Their house, being in
a fashionable quarter of the city and patriotically
hospitable, was the frequent resort of many of their
countrymen. I unconsciously acquired a knowledge
and admiration for their form of government, and some
revolutionary opinions in regard to my own.
Had I been guided by policy, I should
have kept the latter a secret, but on returning home,
at the expiration of my school days, I imprudently
gave expression to them in connection with some of
the political movements of the Russian Government and
secured its suspicion at once, which, like the virus
of some fatal disease, once in the system, would lose
its vitality only with my destruction.
While at school, I had become attached
to a young and lovely Polish orphan, whose father
had been killed at the battle of Grochow when she
was an infant in her mother’s arms. My love
for my friend, and sympathy for her oppressed people,
finally drew me into serious trouble and caused my
exile from my native land.
I married at the age of twenty the
son of my father’s dearest friend. Alexis
and I were truly attached to each other, and when I
gave to my infant the name of my father and witnessed
his pride and delight, I thought to my cup of earthly
happiness, not one more drop could be added.
A desire to feel the cheering air
of a milder climate induced me to pay my Polish friend
a visit. During my sojourn with her occurred the
anniversary of the tragedy of Grochow, when, according
to custom, all who had lost friends in the two dreadful
battles that had been fought there, met to offer prayers
for their souls. At her request, I accompanied
my friend to witness the ceremonies. To me, a
silent and sympathizing spectator, they were impressive
and solemn in the extreme. Not less than thirty
thousand people were there, weeping and praying on
ground hallowed by patriot blood. After the prayers
were said, the voice of the multitude rose in a mournful
and pathetic chant. It was rudely broken by the
appearance of the Russian soldiers.
A scene ensued which memory refuses
to forget, and justice forbids me to deny. I
saw my friend, with the song of sorrow still trembling
on her innocent lips, fall bleeding, dying from the
bayonet thrust of a Russian soldier. I clasped
the lifeless body in my arms, and in my grief and
excitement, poured forth upbraidings against the government
of my country which it would never forgive nor condone.
I was arrested, tried, and condemned to the mines
of Siberia for life.
My father’s ancient and princely
lineage, my husband’s rank, the wealth of both
families, all were unavailing in procuring a commutation
of my sentence to some less severe punishment.
Through bribery, however, the co-operation of one
of my jailors was secured, and I escaped in disguise
to the frontier.
It was my husband’s desire that
I proceed immediately to France, where he would soon
join me. But we were compelled to accept whatever
means chance offered for my escape, and a whaling
vessel bound for the Northern Seas was the only thing
I could secure passage upon with safety. The
captain promised to transfer me to the first southward
bound vessel we should meet.
But none came. The slow, monotonous
days found me gliding farther and farther from home
and love. In the seclusion of my little cabin,
my fate was more endurable than the horrors of Siberia
could have been, but it was inexpressibly lonesome.
On shipboard I sustained the character of a youth,
exiled for a political offense, and of a delicate constitution.
It is not necessary to the interest
of this narrative to enter into the details of shipwreck
and disaster, which befel us in the Northern Seas.
Our vessel was caught between ice floes, and we were
compelled to abandon her. The small boats were
converted into sleds, but in such shape as would make
it easy to re-convert them into boats again, should
it ever become necessary. We took our march for
the nearest Esquimaux settlement, where we were kindly
received and tendered the hospitality of their miserable
huts. The captain, who had been ill for some time,
grew rapidly worse, and in a few days expired.
As soon as the approach of death became apparent,
he called the crew about him, and requested them to
make their way south as soon as possible, and to do
all in their power for my health and comfort.
He had, he said, been guaranteed a sum of money for
my safe conduct to France, sufficient to place his
family in independent circumstances, and he desired
that his crew should do all in their power to secure
it for them.
The next morning I awoke to find myself
deserted, the crew having decamped with nearly everything
brought from the ship.
Being blessed with strong nerves,
I stared my situation bravely in the face, and resolved
to make the best of it. I believed it could be
only a matter of time when some European or American
whaling vessel should rescue me: and I had the
resolution to endure, while hope fed the flame.
I at once proceeded to inure myself
to the life of the Esquimaux. I habited myself
in a suit of reindeer fur, and ate, with compulsory
appetite, the raw flesh and fat that form their principal
food. Acclimated by birth to the coldest region
of the temperate zone, and naturally of a hardy constitution,
I found it not so difficult to endure the rigors of
the Arctic temperature as I had supposed.
I soon discovered the necessity of
being an assistance to my new friends in procuring
food, as their hospitality depends largely upon the
state of their larder. A compass and a small
trunk of instruments belonging to the Captain had
been either over-looked or rejected by the crew in
their flight. I secured the esteem of the Esquimaux
by using the compass to conduct a hunting party in
the right direction when a sudden snow-storm had obscured
the landmarks by which they guide their course.
I cheerfully assumed a share of their hardships, for
with these poor children of the North life is a continual
struggle with cold and starvation. The long,
rough journeys which we frequently took over ice and
ridges of snow in quest of animal food, I found monotonously
destitute of everything I had experienced in former
traveling, except fatigue. The wail of the winds,
and the desolate landscape of ice and snow, never
varied. The coruscations of the Aurora Borealis
sometimes lighted up the dreary waste around us, and
the myriad eyes of the firmament shone out with a
brighter lustre, as twilight shrank before the gloom
of the long Arctic night.
A description of the winter I spent
with the Esquimaux can be of little interest to the
readers of this narrative. Language cannot convey
to those who have dwelt always in comfort the feeling
of isolation, the struggle with despair, that was
constantly mine. We were often confined to our
ice huts for days while the blinding fury of the wind
driven snow without made the earth look like chaos.
Sometimes I crept to the narrow entrance and looked
toward the South with a feeling of homesickness too
intense to describe. Away, over leagues of perilous
travel, lay everything that was dear or congenial;
and how many dreary months, perhaps years, must pass
before I could obtain release from associations more
dreadful than solitude. It required all the courage
I could command to endure it.
The whale-fishing opens about the
first week in August, and continues throughout September.
As it drew near, the settlement prepared to move farther
north, to a locality where they claimed whales could
be found in abundance. I cheerfully assisted
in the preparations, for to meet some whaling vessel
was my only hope of rescue from surroundings that
made existence a living death.
The dogs were harnessed to sleds heavily
laden with the equipments of an Esquimaux hut.
The woman, as well as the men, were burdened with immense
packs; and our journey begun. We halted only to
rest and sleep. A few hours work furnished us
a new house out of the ever present ice. We feasted
on raw meat sometimes a freshly killed deer;
after which our journey was resumed.
As near as I could determine, it was
close to the 85 deg. north latitude, where we
halted on the shore of an open sea. Wild ducks
and game were abundant, also fish of an excellent
quality. Here, for the first time in many months,
I felt the kindly greeting of a mild breeze as it hailed
me from the bosom of the water. Vegetation was
not profuse nor brilliant, but to my long famished
eyes, its dingy hue was delightfully refreshing.
Across this sea I instantly felt a
strong desire to sail. I believed it must contain
an island of richer vegetation than the shore we occupied.
But no one encouraged me or would agree to be my companion.
On the contrary, they intimated that I should never
return. I believed that they were trying to frighten
me into remaining with them, and declared my intention
to go alone. Perhaps I might meet in that milder
climate some of my own race. My friend smiled,
and pointing to the South, said, as he designated
an imaginary boundary:
“Across that no white man’s foot
has ever stepped.”
So I was alone. My resolution,
however, was not shaken. A boat was constructed,
and bidding adieu to my humble companions, I launched
into an unknown sea.