On my return to college, after the
close of vacation, I devoted myself exclusively to
history. It began with their first President;
and from the evidence of history itself, I knew that
the Nation was enjoying a high state of culture when
its history began.
No record of a more primitive race
was to be found in all the Library, assiduously as
I searched for it. I read with absorbing interest
their progress toward perfect enlightenment, their
laborious searchings into science that had resulted
in such marvelous achievements. But earnestly
as I sought for it, and anxiously as I longed for it,
I found and heard no mention of a race of men.
From the most intimate intercourse with the people
of Mizora, I could discover no attempt at concealment
in anything, yet the inquiry would crowd itself
upon me. “Where are the men?” And
as constantly would I be forced to the conclusion that
Mizora was either a land of mystery beyond the scope
of the wildest and weirdest fancy, or else they were
utterly oblivious of such a race. And the last
conclusion was most improbable of all.
Man, in my country, was a necessity
of government, law, and protection. His importance,
(as I viewed it from inherited ideas) was incalculable.
It could not be possible that he had no existence
in a country so eminently adapted to his desires and
ability.
The expression, “domestic misery,”
that the Preceptress made use of one day in conversation
with me, haunted my imagination with a persistent
suspicion of mystery. It had a familiar sound
to me. It intimated knowledge of a world I
knew so well; where ill-nature, malice, spite, envy,
deceit, falsehood and dishonesty, made life a continual
anxiety.
Locks, bolts and bars shut out the
thief who coveted your jewels; but no bolts nor bars,
however ingeniously constructed or strongly made, could
keep out the thief who coveted your character.
One little word from a pretended friend might consummate
the sorrow of your whole life, and be witnessed by
the perpetrator without a pang nay, even
with exultation.
There were other miseries I thought
of that were common in my country. There were
those we love. Some who are woven into our lives
and affections by the kinship of blood; who grow up
weak and vacillating, and are won away, sometimes
through vice, to estrangement. Our hearts ache
not the less painfully that they have ceased to be
worthy of a throb; or that they have been weak enough
to become estranged, to benefit some selfish alien.
There were other sorrows in that world
that I had come from, that brought anguish alike to
the innocent and the guilty. It was the sorrow
of premature death. Diseases of all kinds made
lives wretched; or tore them asunder with death.
How many hearts have ached with cankering pain to
see those who are vitally dear, wasting away slowly,
but surely, with unrelievable suffering; and to know
that life but prolongs their misery, and death relieves
it only with inconsolable grief for the living.
Who has looked into a pair of youthful
eyes, so lovely that imagination could not invent
for them another charm, and saw the misty film of death
gather over them, while your heart ached with regret
as bitter as it was unavailing. The soft snows
of winter have fallen a veil of purity over
the new made graves of innocence and youth, and its
wild winds have been the saddest requiem. The
dews of summer have wept with your tears, and its
zéphyrs have sighed over the mouldering loveliness
of youth.
I had known no skill in my world that
could snatch from death its unlawful prey of youth.
But here, in this land so eminently blessed, no one
regarded death as a dreaded invader of their household.
“We cannot die until we get old,”
said Wauna, naively.
And looking upon their bounding animal
spirits, their strong supple frames, and the rich,
red blood of perfect health, mantling their cheeks
with its unsurpassable bloom, one would think that
disease must have strong grasp indeed that could destroy
them.
But these were not all the sorrows
that my own country knew. Crimes, with which
we had no personal connection, shocked us with their
horrible details. They crept, like noxious vapors,
into the moral atmosphere of the pure and good; tainting
the weak, and annoying the strong.
There were other sorrows in my country
that were more deplorable still. It was the fate
of those who sought to relieve the sufferings of the
many by an enforced government reform. Misguided,
imprudent and fanatical they might be, but their aim
at least was noble. The wrongs and sufferings
of the helpless and oppressed had goaded them to action
for their relief.
But, alas! The pale and haggard
faces of thousands of those patriot souls faded and
wasted in torturing slowness in dungeons of rayless
gloom. Or their emaciated and rheumatic frames
toiled in speechless agony amid the horrors of Siberia’s
mines.
In this land they would have
been recognized as aspiring natures, spreading their
wings for a nobler flight, seeking a higher and grander
life. The smile of beauty would have urged them
on. Hands innumerable would have given them a
cordial and encouraging grasp. But in the land
they had sought to benefit and failed, they suffered
in silence and darkness, and died forgotten or cursed.
My heart and my brain ached with memory,
and the thought again occurred: “Could
the Preceptress ever have known such a race of people?”
I looked at her fair, calm brow, where
not a wrinkle marred the serene expression of intellect,
although I had been told that more than a hundred
years had touched with increasing wisdom its broad
surface. The smile that dwelt in her eyes, like
the mystic sprite in the fountain, had not a suspicion
of sadness in them. A nature so lofty as hers,
where every feeling had a generous and noble existence
and aim, could not have known without anguish the
race of people I knew so well. Their sorrows
would have tinged her life with a continual sadness.
The words of Wauna had awakened a
new thought. I knew that their mental life was
far above mine, and that in all the relations of life,
both business and social, they exhibited a refinement
never attained by my people. I had supposed these
qualities to be an endowment of nature, and not a
development sought and labored for by themselves.
But my conversation with Wauna had given me a different
impression, and the thought of a future for my own
country took possession of me.
“Could it ever emerge from its
horrors, and rise through gradual but earnest endeavor
to such perfection? Could a higher civilization
crowd its sufferings out of existence and, in time,
memory?”
I had never thought of my country
having a claim upon me other than what I owed to my
relatives and society. But in Mizora, where the
very atmosphere seemed to feed one’s brain with
grander and nobler ideas of life and humanity, my
nature had drank the inspiration of good deeds and
impulses, and had given the desire to work for something
beside myself and my own kindred. I resolved
that if I should ever again behold my native country,
I would seek the good of all its people along with
that of my nearest and dearest of kin. But how
to do it was a matter I could not arrange. I
felt reluctant to ask either Wauna or her mother.
The guileless frankness of Wauna’s nature was
an impassable barrier to the confidence of crimes
and wretchedness. One glance of horror from her
dark, sweet eyes, would have chilled me into painful
silence and sorrowful regret.
The mystery that had ever surrounded
these lovely and noble blonde women had driven me
into an unnatural reserve in regard to my own people
and country. I had always perceived the utter
absence of my allusion to the masculine gender, and
conceiving that it must be occasioned by some more
than ordinary circumstances, I refrained from intruding
my curiosity.
That the singular absence of men was
connected with nothing criminal or ignoble on their
part I felt certain; but that it was associated with
something weird and mysterious I had now become convinced.
My efforts to discover their whereabouts had been
earnest and untiring. I had visited a number
of their large cities, and had enjoyed the hospitality
of many private homes. I had examined every nook
and corner of private and public buildings, (for in
Mizora nothing ever has locks) and in no place had
I ever discovered a trace or suggestion of man.
Women and girls were everywhere.
Their fair faces and golden heads greeted me in every
town and city. Sometimes a pair of unusually dark
blue eyes, like the color of a velvet-leaved pansy,
looked out from an exquisitely tinted face framed
in flossy golden hair, startling me with its unnatural
loveliness, and then I would wonder anew:
“Why is such a paradise for
man so entirely devoid of him?”
I even endeavored to discover from
the conversation of young girls some allusion to the
male sex. But listen as attentively and discreetly
as I could, not one allusion did I hear made to the
mysteriously absent beings. I was astonished
that young girls, with cheeks like the downy bloom
of a ripe peach, should chatter and laugh merrily over
every conversational topic but that of the lords of
society. The older and the wiser among women
might acquire a depreciating idea of their worth, but
innocent and inexperienced girlhood was apt to surround
that name with a halo of romance and fancied nobility
that the reality did not always possess. What,
then, was my amazement to find them indifferent
and wholly neglectful of that (to me) very important
class of beings.
Conjecture at last exhausted itself,
and curiosity became indifferent. Mizora, as
a nation, or an individual representative, was incapable
of dishonor. Whatever their secret I should make
no farther effort to discover it. Their hospitality
had been generous and unreserved. Their influence
upon my character morally had
been an incalculable benefit. I had enjoyed being
among them. The rhythm of happiness that swept
like a strain of sweet music through all their daily
life, touched a chord in my own nature that responded.
And when I contrasted the prosperity
of Mizora a prosperity that reached every
citizen in its vast territory with the varied
phases of life that are found in my own land, it urged
me to inquire if there could be hope for such happiness
within its borders.
To the Preceptress, whose sympathies
I knew were broad as the lap of nature, I at last
went with my desire and perplexities. A sketch
of my country’s condition was the inevitable
prelude. I gave it without once alluding to the
presence of Man. She listened quietly and attentively.
Her own land lay like a charming picture before her.
I spoke of its peaceful happiness, its perfected refinement,
its universal wealth, and paramount to all its other
blessings, its complete ignorance of social ills.
With them, love did not confine itself to families,
but encircled the Nation in one embrace. How
dismal, in contrast, was the land that had given me
birth.
“But one eminent distinction
exists among us as a people,” I added in conclusion.
“We are not all of one race.”
I paused and looked at the Preceptress.
She appeared lost in reverie. Her expression
was one of solicitude and approached nearer to actual
pain than anything I had ever noticed upon it before.
She looked up and caught my eye regarding her.
Then she quietly asked:
“Are there men in your country?”