’Mid the New England hills,
and beneath the shadow of their dim old woods, is
a running brook whose deep waters were not always as
merry and frolicsome as now; for years before our
story opens, pent up and impeded in their course,
they dashed angrily against their prison walls, and
turned the creaking wheel of an old sawmill with a
sullen, rebellious roar. The mill has gone to
decay, and the sturdy men who fed it with the giant
oaks of the forest are sleeping quietly in the village
graveyard. The waters of the mill-pond, too, relieved
from their confinement, leap gayly over the ruined
dam, tossing for a moment in wanton glee their locks
of snow-white foam, and then flowing on, half fearfully
as it were, through the deep gorge overhung with the
hemlock and the pine, where the shadows of twilight
ever lie, and where the rocks frown gloomily down
upon the stream below, which, emerging from the darkness,
loses itself at last in the waters of the gracefully
winding Chicopee, and leaves far behind the moss-covered
walls of what is familiarly known as the “Old
House by the Mill.”
’Tis a huge, old-fashioned building,
distant nearly a mile from the public highway, and
surrounded so thickly by forest trees that the bright
sunlight, dancing merrily midst the rustling leaves
above, falls but seldom on the time-stained walls
of dark gray stone, where the damp and dews of more
than a century have fallen, and where now the green
moss clings with a loving grasp, as if ’twere
its rightful resting-place. When the thunders
of the Revolution shook the hills of the Bay State,
and the royal banner floated in the evening breeze,
the house was owned by an old Englishman who, loyal
to his king and country, denounced as rebels the followers
of Washington. Against these, however, he would
not raise his hand, for among them were many long-tried
friends who had gathered with him around the festal
board; so he chose the only remaining alternative,
and went back to his native country, cherishing the
hope that he should one day return to the home he
loved so well, and listen again to the musical flow
of the brook, which could be distinctly heard from
the door of the mansion. But his wish was vain,
for when at last America was free and the British
troops recalled, he slept beneath the sod of England,
and the old house was for many years deserted.
The Englishman had been greatly beloved, and his property
was unmolested, while the weeds and grass grew tall
and rank in the garden beds, and the birds of heaven
built their nests beneath the projecting roof or held
a holiday in the gloomy, silent rooms.
As time passed on, however, and no
one appeared to dispute their right, different families
occupied the house at intervals, until at last, when
nearly fifty years had elapsed, news was one day received
that Madam Conway, a granddaughter of the old Englishman,
having met with reverses at home, had determined to
emigrate to the New World, and remembering the “House
by the Mill,” of which she had heard so much,
she wished to know if peaceable possession of it would
be allowed her, in case she decided upon removing
thither and making it her future home. To this
plan no objection was made, for the aged people of
Hillsdale still cherished the memory of the hospitable
old man whose locks were gray while they were yet
but children, and the younger portion of the community
hoped for a renewal of the gayeties which they had
heard were once so common at the old stone house.
But in this they were disappointed,
for Madam Conway was a proud, unsociable woman, desiring
no acquaintance whatever with her neighbors, who,
after many ineffectual attempts at something like
friendly intercourse, concluded to leave her entirely
alone, and contented themselves with watching the
progress of matters at “Mill Farm,” as
she designated the place, which soon began to show
visible marks of improvement. The Englishman
was a man of taste, and Madam Conway’s first
work was an attempt to restore the grounds to something
of their former beauty. The yard and garden were
cleared of weeds, the walks and flower-beds laid out
with care, and then the neighbors looked to see her
cut away a few of the multitude of trees which had
sprung up around her home. But this she had no
intention of doing. “They shut me out,”
she said, “from the prying eyes of the vulgar,
and I would rather it should be so.” So
the trees remained, throwing their long shadows upon
the high, narrow windows, and into the large square
rooms, where the morning light and the noonday heat
seldom found entrance, and which seemed like so many
cold, silent caverns, with their old-fashioned massive
furniture, their dark, heavy curtains, and the noiseless
footfall of the stately lady, who moved ever with the
same measured tread, speaking always softly and low
to the household servants, who, having been trained
in her service, had followed her across the sea.
From these the neighbors learned that
Madam Conway had in London a married daughter, Mrs.
Miller; that old Hagar Warren, the strange-looking
woman who more than anyone else shared her mistress’
confidence, had grown up in the family, receiving a
very good education, and had nursed their young mistress,
Miss Margaret, which of course entitled her to more
respect than was usually bestowed upon menials like
her; that Madam Conway was very aristocratic, very
proud of her high English blood; that though she lived
alone she attended strictly to all the formalities
of high life, dressing each day with the utmost precision
for her solitary dinner-dining off a service
of solid silver, and presiding with great dignity in
her straight, high-backed chair. She was fond,
too, of the ruby wine, and her cellar was stored with
the choicest liquors, some of which she had brought
with her from home, while others, it was said, had
belonged to her grandfather, and for half a century
had remained unseen and unmolested, while the cobwebs
of time had woven around them a misty covering, making
them still more valuable to the lady, who knew full
well how age improved such things.
Regularly each day she rode in her
ponderous carriage, sometimes alone and sometimes
accompanied by Hester, the daughter of old Hagar, a
handsome, intelligent-looking girl, who, after two
or three years of comparative idleness at Mill Farm,
went to Meriden, Conn., as seamstress in a family
which had advertised for such a person. With
her departed the only life of the house, and during
the following year there ensued a monotonous quiet,
which was broken at last for Hagar by the startling
announcement that her daughter’s young mistress
had died four months before, and the husband, a gray-haired,
elderly man, had proved conclusively that he was in
his dotage by talking of marriage to Hester, who,
ere the letter reached her mother, would probably be
the third bride of one whose reputed wealth was the
only possible inducement to a girl like Hester Warren.
With an immense degree of satisfaction
Hagar read the letter through, exulting that fortune
had favored her at last. Possessed of many sterling
qualities, Hagar Warren had one glaring fault, which
had imbittered her whole life. Why others were
rich while she was poor she could not understand,
and her heart rebelled at the fate which had made
her what she was.
But Hester would be wealthy-nay,
would perhaps one day rival the haughty Mrs. Miller
across the water, who had been her playmate; there
was comfort in that, and she wrote to her daughter
expressing her entire approbation, and hinting vaguely
of the possibility that she herself might some time
cease to be a servant, and help do the honors of Mr.
Hamilton’s house! To this there came no
reply, and Hagar was thinking seriously of making
a visit to Meriden, when one rainy autumnal night,
nearly a year after Hester’s marriage, there
came another letter sealed with black. With a
sad foreboding Hagar opened it, and read that Mr.
Hamilton had failed; that his house and farm were
sold, and that he, overwhelmed with mortification both
at his failure and the opposition of his friends to
his last marriage, had died suddenly, leaving Hester
with no home in the wide world unless Madam Conway
received her again into her family.
“Just my luck!” was Hagar’s
mental comment, as she finished reading the letter
and carried it to her mistress, who had always liked
Hester, and who readily consented to give her a home,
provided she put on no airs from having been for a
time the wife of a reputed wealthy man. “Mustn’t
put on airs!” muttered Hagar, as she left the
room. “Just as if airs wasn’t for
anybody but high bloods!” And with the canker-worm
of envy at her heart she wrote to Hester, who came
immediately; and Hagar-when she heard her
tell the story of her wrongs, how her husband’s
sister, indignant at his marriage with a sewing-girl,
had removed from him the children, one a stepchild
and one his own, and how of all his vast fortune there
was not left for her a penny-experienced
again the old bitterness of feeling, and murmured
that fate should thus deal with her and hers.
With the next day’s mail there
came to Madam Conway a letter bearing a foreign postmark,
and bringing the sad news that her son-in-law had
been lost in a storm while crossing the English Channel,
and that her daughter Margaret, utterly crushed and
heartbroken, would sail immediately for America, where
she wished only to lay her weary head upon her mother’s
bosom and die.
“So there is one person that
has no respect for blood, and that is Death,”
said old Hagar to her mistress, when she heard the
news. “He has served us both alike, he
has taken my son-in-law first and yours next.”
Frowning haughtily, Madam Conway bade
her be silent, telling her at the same time to see
that the rooms in the north part of the building were
put in perfect order for Mrs. Miller, who would probably
come in the next vessel. In sullen silence Hagar
withdrew, and for several days worked half reluctantly
in the “north rooms,” as Madam Conway
termed a comparatively pleasant, airy suite of apartments,
with a balcony above, which looked out upon the old
mill-dam and the brook pouring over it.
“There’ll be big doings
when my lady comes,” said Hagar one day to her
daughter. “It’ll be Hagar here, and
Hagar there, and Hagar everywhere, but I shan’t
hurry myself. I’m getting too old to wait
on a chit like her.”
“Don’t talk so, mother,”
said Hester. “Margaret was always kind to
me. She is not to blame for being rich, while
I am poor.”
“But somebody’s to blame,”
interrupted old Hagar. “You was always
accounted the handsomest and cleverest of the two,
and yet for all you’ll be nothing but a drudge
to wait on her and the little girl.”
Hester only sighed in reply, while
her thoughts went forward to the future and what it
would probably bring her. Hester Warren and Margaret
Conway had been children together, and in spite of
the difference of their stations they had loved each
other dearly; and when at last the weary traveler
came, with her pale sad face and mourning garb, none
gave her so heartfelt a welcome as Hester; and during
the week when, from exhaustion and excitement, she
was confined to her bed, it was Hester who nursed
her with the utmost care, soothing her to sleep, and
then amusing the little Theo, a child of two years.
Hagar, too, softened by her young mistress’ sorrow,
repented of her harsh words, and watched each night
with the invalid, who once, when her mind seemed wandering
far back in the past, whispered softly, “Tell
me the Lord’s prayer, dear Hagar, just as you
told it to me years ago when I was a little child.”
It was a long time since Hagar had
breathed that prayer, but at Mrs. Miller’s request
she commenced it, repeating it correctly until she
came to the words, “Give us this day our daily
bread”; then she hesitated, and bending forward
said, “What comes next, Miss Margaret?
Is it ’Lead us not into temptation?”
“Yes, yes,” whispered
the half-unconscious lady. “’Lead us not
into temptation,’ that’s it.”
Then, as if there were around her a dim foreboding
of the great wrong Hagar was to do, she took her old
nurse’s hand between her own, and continued,
“Say it often, Hagar, ‘Lead us not into
temptation’; you have much need for that prayer.”
A moment more, and Margaret Miller
slept, while beside her sat Hagar Warren, half shuddering,
she knew not why, as she thought of her mistress’
words, which seemed to her so much like the spirit
of prophecy.
“Why do I need that prayer more
than anyone else?” she said at last. “I
have never been tempted more than I could bear-never
shall be tempted-and if I am, old Hagar
Warren, bad as she is, can resist temptation without
that prayer.”
Still, reason as she would, Hagar
could not shake off the strange feeling, and as she
sat half dozing in her chair, with the dim lamplight
flickering over her dark face, she fancied that the
October wind, sighing so mournfully through the locust
trees beneath the window, and then dying away in the
distance, bore upon its wing, “‘Lead us
not into temptation.’ Hagar, you have much
need to say that prayer.”
Aye, Hagar Warren-much need, much need!