On a cool piazza overlooking a handsome
flower garden the breakfast table was tastefully arranged.
It was Rose’s idea to have it there, and in
her cambric wrapper, her golden curls combed smoothly
back, and her blue eyes shining with the light of
a new joy, she occupies her accustomed seat beside
one who for several happy weeks has called her his,
loving her more and more each day, and wondering how
thoughts of any other could ever have filled his heart.
There was much to be done about his home, so long
deserted, and as Rose was determined upon a trip to
the seaside he had made arrangements to be absent from
his business for two months or more, and was now enjoying
all the happiness of a quiet, domestic life, free
from care of any kind. He had heard of Maggie’s
illness, but she was better now, he supposed, and
when Theo hinted vaguely that a marriage between her
and Arthur Carrollton was not at all improbable, he
hoped it would be so, for the Englishman, he knew,
was far better adapted to Margaret than he had ever
been. Of Theo’s hints he was speaking to
Rose as they sat together at breakfast, and she had
answered, “It will be a splendid match,”
when the doorbell rang, and the servant announced,
“A lady in the parlor, who asks for Mr. Warner.”
“I told you someone would come,”
said Rose. “Do, pray, see who it is.
How does she look, Janet?”
“Tall, white as a ghost, with
big black eyes,” was Janet’s answer; and,
with his curiosity awakened, Henry Warner started for
the parlor, Rose following on tiptoe, and listening
through the half-closed door to what their visitor
might say.
Margaret had experienced no difficulty
in finding the house of Mrs. Warner, which seemed
to her a second Paradise, so beautiful and cool it
looked, nestled amid the tall, green forest trees.
Everything around it betokened the fine taste of its
occupants, and Maggie, as she reflected that she too
was nearly connected with this family, felt her wounded
pride in a measure soothed, for it was surely no disgrace
to claim such people as her friends. With a beating
heart she rang the bell, asking for Mr. Warner, and
now, trembling in every limb, she awaited his coming.
He was not prepared to meet her, and at first he did
not know her, she was so changed; but when, throwing
aside her bonnet, she turned her face so that the
light from the window opposite shone fully upon her,
he recognized her in a moment, and exclaimed, “Margaret-Margaret
Miller! why are you here?”
The words reached Rose’s ear,
and darting forward she stood within the door, just
as Margaret, staggering a step or two towards Henry,
answered passionately, “I have come to tell you
what I myself but recently have learned”; and
wringing her hands despairingly, she continued, “I
am not Maggie Miller, I am not anybody; I am Hagar
Warren’s grandchild, the child of her daughter
and your own father! Oh, Henry, don’t you
see it? I am your sister. Take me as such,
will you? Love me as such, or I shall surely
die. I have nobody now in the wide world but
you. They are all gone, all-Madam Conway,
Theo too, and-and-” She
could not speak that name. It died upon her lips,
and tottering to a chair she would have fallen had
not Henry caught her in his arms.
Leading her to the sofa, while Rose,
perfectly confounded, still stood within the door,
he said to the half-crazed girl: “Margaret,
I do not understand you. I never had a sister,
and my father died when I was six months old.
There must be some mistake. Will you tell me what
you mean?”
Bewildered and perplexed, Margaret
began a hasty repetition of Hagar’s story, but
ere it was three-fourths told there came from the open
door a wild cry of delight, and quick as lightning
a fairy form flew across the floor, white arms were
twined round Maggie’s neck, kiss after kiss
was pressed upon her lips, and Rose’s voice was
in her ear, never before half so sweet as now, when
it murmured soft and low to the weary girl: “My
sister Maggie-mine you are-the
child of my own father, for I was Rose Hamilton, called
Warner, first to please my aunt, and next to please
my Henry. Oh, Maggie darling, I am so happy now!”
and the little snowy hands smoothed caressingly the
bands of hair, so unlike her own fair waving tresses.
It was, indeed, a time of almost perfect
bliss to them all, and for a moment Margaret forgot
her pain, which, had Hagar known the truth, need not
have come to her. But she scarcely regretted it
now, when she felt Rose Warner’s heart throbbing
against her own, and knew their father was the same.
“You are tired,” Rose
said, at length, when much had been said by both.
“You must have rest, and then I will bring to
you my aunt, our aunt, Maggie-our father’s
sister. She has been a mother to me. She
will be one to you. But stay,” she continued,
“you have had no breakfast. I will bring
you some,” and she tripped lightly from the
room.
Maggie followed her with swimming
eyes, then turning to Henry she said, “You are
very happy, I am sure.”
“Yes, very,” he answered,
coming to her side. “Happy in my wife, happy
in my newly found sister,” and he laid his hand
on hers with something of his former familiarity.
But the olden feeling was gone, and
Maggie could now meet his glance without a blush,
while he could talk with her as calmly as if she had
never been aught to him save the sister of his wife.
Thus often changeth the human heart’s first
love.
After a time Rose returned, bearing
a silver tray heaped with the most tempting viands:
but Maggie’s heart was too full to eat, and after
drinking a cup of the fragrant black tea, which Rose
herself had made, she laid her head upon the pillow
which Henry brought, and, with Rose sitting by, holding
lovingly her hand, she fell into a quiet slumber.
For several hours she slept, and when she awoke at
last the sun was shining in at the western window,
casting over the floor a glimmering light, and reminding
her so forcibly of the dancing shadows on the grass
which grew around the old stone house that her eyes
filled with tears, and, thinking herself alone, she
murmured, “Will it never be my home again?”
A sudden movement, the rustling of
a dress, startled her, and lifting up her head she
saw standing near a pleasant-looking, middle-aged
woman, who, she rightly guessed, was Mrs. Warner, her
own aunt.
“Maggie,” the lady said,
laying her hand on the fevered brow, “I have
heard a strange tale to-day. Heretofore I had
supposed Rose to be my only child, but though you
take me by surprise you are not the less welcome.
There is room in my heart for you, Maggie Miller, room
for the youngest-born of my only brother. You
are somewhat like him, too,” she continued,
“though more like your mother;” and with
the mention of that name a flush stole over the lady’s
face, for she, too, was very proud, and her brother’s
marriage with a servant girl had never been quite
forgiven.
Mrs. Warner had seen much of the world,
and Maggie knew her to be a woman of refinement, a
woman of whom even Madam Conway would not be ashamed;
and, winding her arms around her neck, she said impulsively,
“I am glad you are my aunt; and you will love
me, I am sure, even if I am poor Hagar’s grandchild.”
Mrs. Warner knew nothing of Hagar
save from Henry’s amusing description, the entire
truth of which she somewhat doubted; but she knew
that whatever Hagar Warren might be, the beautiful
girl before her was not answerable for it, and very
kindly she tried to soothe her, telling her how happy
they would be together. “Rose will leave
me in the autumn,” she said, “and without
you I should be all alone.” Of Hagar, too,
she spoke kindly and considerately, and Maggie, listening
to her, felt somewhat reconciled to the fate which
had made her what she was. Still, there was much
of pride to overcome ere she could calmly think of
herself as other than Madam Conway’s grandchild;
and when that afternoon, as Henry and Rose were sitting
with her, the latter spoke of her mother, saying she
had a faint remembrance of a tall, handsome girl who
sang her to sleep on the night when her own mother
died, there came a visible shadow over Maggie’s
face, and instantly changing the conversation she
asked why Henry had never told her anything definite
concerning himself and family.
For a moment Henry seemed embarrassed.
Both the Hamiltons and the Warners were very aristocratic
in their feelings, and by mutual consent the name
of Hester Warren was by them seldom spoken. Consequently,
if there existed a reason for Henry’s silence
with regard to his own and Rose’s history, it
was that he disliked bringing up a subject he had
been taught to avoid, both by his aunt and the mother
of Mr. Hamilton, who for several years after her son’s
death had lived with her daughter in Leominster, where
she finally died. This, however, he could not
say to Margaret, and after a little hesitancy he answered
laughingly, “You never asked me for any particulars;
and, then, you know, I was more agreeably occupied
than I should have been had I spent my time in enlightening
you with regard to our genealogy”; and the saucy
mouth smiled archly, first on Rose, and then on Margaret,
both of whom blushed slightly, the one suspecting
he had not told her the whole truth, and the other
knowing he had not.
Very considerate was Rose of Maggie’s
feelings and not again that afternoon did she speak
of Hester, though she talked much of their father;
and Margaret, listening to his praises, felt herself
insensibly drawn towards this new claimant for her
filial love. “I wish I could have seen
him,” she said; and, starting to her feet, Rose
answered: “Strange I did not think of it
before. We have his portrait. Come this
way,” and she led the half-unwilling Maggie into
an adjoining room, where from the wall a portly, good-humored-looking
man gazed down upon the sisters, his eyes seeming
to rest with mournful tenderness on the face of her
whom in life they had not looked upon. He seemed
older than Maggie had supposed, and the hair upon his
head was white, reminding her of Hagar. But she
did not for this turn away from him. There was
something pleasing in the mild expression of his face,
and she whispered faintly, “’Tis my father.”
On the right of this portrait was
another, the picture of a woman, in whose curling
lip and soft brown eyes Maggie recognized the mother
of Henry. To the left was another still, and
she gazed upon the angel face, with eyes of violet
blue, and hair of golden brown, on which the fading
sunlight now was falling, encircling it as it were
with a halo of glory.
“You are much like her,”
she said to Rose, who made no answer, for she was
thinking of another picture, which years before had
been banished to the garret by her haughty grandmother,
as unworthy a place beside him who had petted and
caressed the young girl of plebeian birth and kindred.
“I can make amends for it, though,”
thought Rose, returning with Maggie to the parlor.
Then, seeking out her husband, she held with him a
whispered consultation, the result of which was that
on the morrow there was a rummaging in the garret,
an absence from home for an hour or two, and when
about noon she returned there was a pleased expression
on her face, as if she had accomplished her purpose,
whatever it might have been.
All that morning Maggie had been restless
and uneasy, wandering listlessly from room to room,
looking anxiously down the street, starting nervously
at the sound of every footstep, while her cheeks alternately
flushed and then grew pale as the day passed on.
Dinner being over she sat alone in the parlor, her
eyes fixed upon the carpet, and her thoughts away
with one who she vaguely hoped would have followed
her ere this. True, she had added no postscript
to tell him of her new discovery; but Hagar knew,
and he would go to her for a confirmation of the letter.
She would tell him where Maggie was gone, and he,
if his love could survive that shock, would follow
her thither; nay, would be there that very day, and
Maggie’s heart grew wearier, fainter, as time
wore on and he did not come. “I might have
known it,” she whispered sadly. “I
knew that he would nevermore think of me,” and
she wept silently over her ruined love.
“Maggie, sister,” came
to her ear, and Rose was at her side. “I
have a surprise for you, darling. Can you bear
it now?”
Oh, how eagerly poor Maggie Miller
looked up in Rose’s face! The car whistle
had sounded half an hour before. Could it be that
he had come? Was he there? Did he love her
still? No, Maggie, no; the surprise awaiting
you is of a far different nature, and the tears flow
afresh when Rose, in reply to the question “What
is it, darling?” answers, “It is this,”
at the same time placing in Maggie’s hand an
ambrotype which she bade her examine. With a
feeling of keen disappointment Maggie opened the casing,
involuntarily shutting her eyes as if to gather strength
for what she was to see.
It was a young face-a handsome
face-a face much like her own, while in
the curve of the upper lip and the expression of the
large black eyes there was a look like Hagar Warren.
They had met together thus, the one a living reality,
the other a semblance of the dead, and she who held
that picture trembled violently. There was a fierce
struggle within, the wildly beating heart throbbing
for one moment with a newborn love, and then rebelling
against taking that shadow, beautiful though it was,
in place of her whose memory she had so long revered.
“Who is it, Maggie?” Rose
asked, leaning over her shoulder.
Maggie knew full well whose face it
was she looked upon, but not yet could she speak that
name so interwoven with memories of another, and she
answered mournfully, “It is Hester Hamilton.”
“Yes, Margaret, your mother,”
said Rose. “I never called her by that
name, but I respect her for your sake. She was
my father’s pet, so it has been said, for he
was comparatively old, and she his young girl-wife.”
“Where did you get this?”
Maggie asked; and, coloring crimson, Rose replied,
“We have always had her portrait, but grandmother,
who was very old and foolishly proud about some things,
was offended at our father’s last marriage,
and when after his death the portraits were brought
here, she-Forgive her, Maggie-she
did not know you, or she would not have done it-
“I know,” interrupted
Maggie. “She despised this Hester Warren,
and consigned her portrait to some spot from which
you have brought it and had this taken from it.”
“Not despised her!” cried
Rose, in great distress, as she saw a dark expression
stealing over the face of Maggie, in whose heart a
chord of sympathy had been struck when she thought
of her mother banished from her father’s side.
“Grandma could not despise her,” continued
Rose; “she was so good, so beautiful.”
“Yes, she was beautiful,”
murmured Maggie, gazing earnestly upon the fair, round
face, the soft, black eyes, and raven hair of her who
for years had slept beneath the shadow of the Hillsdale
woods. “Oh, I wish I were dead like her!”
she exclaimed at last, closing the ambrotype and laying
it upon the table. “I wish I was lying in
that little grave in the place of her who should have
borne my name, and been what I once was;” and
bowing her face upon her hands she wept bitterly, while
Rose tried in vain to comfort her. “I am
not sorry you are my sister,” sobbed Margaret
through her tears. “That’s the only
comfort I have left me now; but, Rose, I love Arthur
Carrollton so much-oh, so much, and how
can I give him up!”
“If he is the noble, true-hearted
man he looks to be, he will not give you up,”
answered Rose, and then for the first time since this
meeting she questioned Margaret concerning Mr. Carrollton
and the relations existing between them. “He
will not cast you off,” she said, when Margaret
had told her all she had to tell. “He may
be proud, but he will cling to you still. He
will follow you, too-not to-day, perhaps,
nor to-morrow, but ere long he will surely come;”
and, listening to her sister’s cheering words,
Maggie herself grew hopeful, and that evening talked
animatedly with Henry and Rose of a trip to the seaside
that they were intending to make. “You will
go, too, Maggie,” said Rose, caressing her sister’s
pale cheek, and whispering in her ear, “Aunt
Susan will be here to tell Mr. Carrollton where you
are, if he does not come before we go, which I am
sure he will.”
Maggie tried to think so too, and
her sleep that night was sweeter than it had been
before for many weeks-but the next day came,
and the next, and Maggie’s eyes grew dim with
watching and with tears, for up and down the road,
as far as she could see, there came no trace of him
for whom she waited.
“I might have known it; it was
foolish of me to think otherwise,” she sighed;
and, turning sadly from the window where all the afternoon
she had been sitting, she laid her head wearily upon
the lap of Rose.
“Maggie,” said Henry,
“I am going to Worcester to-morrow, and perhaps
George can tell me something of Mr. Carrollton.”
For a moment Maggie’s heart
throbbed with delight at the thought of hearing from
him, even though she heard that he would leave her.
But anon her pride rose strong within her. She
had told Hagar twice of her destination, Hagar had
told him, and if he chose he would have followed her
ere this; so somewhat bitterly she said: “Don’t
speak to George of me. Don’t tell him I
am here. Promise me, will you?”
The promise was given, and the next
morning, which was Saturday, Henry started for Worcester
on the early train. The day seemed long to Maggie,
and when at nightfall he came to them again it was
difficult to tell which was the more pleased at his
return, Margaret or Rose.
“Did you see Theo?” asked
the former; and Henry replied: “George told
me she had gone to Hillsdale. Madam Conway is
very sick.”
“For me! for me! She’s
sick with mourning for me!” cried Maggie.
“Darling grandma! she does love me still, and
I will go home to her at once.”
Then the painful thought rushed over
her: “If she wished for me, she would send.
It’s the humiliation, not the love, that makes
her sick. They have cast me off-grandma,
Theo, all, all!” and, sinking upon the lounge,
she wept aloud.
“Margaret,” said Henry,
coming to her side, “but for my promise I should
have talked to George of you, for there was a troubled
expression on his face when he asked me if I had heard
from Hillsdale.”
“What did you say?” asked
Maggie, holding her breath to catch the answer, which
was, “I told him you had not written to me since
my return from Cuba, and then he looked as if he would
say more, but a customer called him away, and our
conversation was not resumed.”
For a moment Maggie was silent.
Then she said: “I am glad you did not intrude
me upon him. If Theo has gone to Hillsdale, she
knows that I am here, and does not care to follow
me. It is the disgrace that troubles them, not
the losing me!” and again burying her head in
the cushions of the lounge, she wept bitterly.
It was useless for Henry and Rose to try to comfort
her, telling her it was possible that Hagar had told
nothing. “And if so,” said Henry,
“you well know that I am the last one to whom
you would be expected to flee for protection.”
Margaret would not listen. She was resolved upon
being unhappy, and during the long hours of that night
she tossed wakefully upon her pillow, and when the
morning came she was too weak to rise; so she kept
her room, listening to the music of the Sabbath bells,
which to her seemed sadly saying, “Home, home.”
“Alas! I have no home,” she said,
turning away to weep, for in the tolling of those bells
there came to her no voice whispering of the darkness,
the desolation, and the sorrow that were in the home
for which she so much mourned.
Thus the day wore on, and ere another
week was gone Rose insisted upon a speedy removal
to the seashore, notwithstanding it was so early in
the season, for by this means she hoped that Maggie’s
health would be improved. Accordingly, Henry
went once more to Worcester, ostensibly for money,
but really to see if George Douglas now would speak
to him of Margaret. But George was in New York,
they said; and, somewhat disappointed, Henry went
back to Leominster, where everything was in readiness
for their journey. Monday was fixed upon for their
departure, and at an early hour Margaret looked back
on what had been to her a second home, smiling faintly
as Rose whispered to her cheerily, “I have a
strong presentiment that somewhere in our travels
we shall meet with Arthur Carrollton.”