There had lately come to Virginia,
and to the convention of its clergy at Williamsburgh,
one Mr. Eliot, a minister after the heart of a large
number of sober and godly men whose reputation as
a body suffered at the hands of Mr. Darden, of Fair
View parish, Mr. Bailey, of Newport, Mr. Worden, of
Lawn’s Creek, and a few kindred spirits.
Certainly Mr. Eliot was not like these; so erect,
indeed, did he hold himself in the strait and narrow
path that his most admiring brethren, being, as became
good Virginians, somewhat easy-going in their saintliness,
were inclined to think that he leaned too far the
other way. It was commendable to hate sin and
reprove the sinner; but when it came to raining condemnation
upon horse-racing, dancing, Cato at the playhouse,
and like innocent diversions, Mr. Eliot was surely
somewhat out of bounds. The most part accounted
for his turn of mind by the fact that ere he came
to Virginia he had been a sojourner in New England.
He was mighty in the pulpit, was Mr.
Eliot; no droning reader of last year’s sermons,
but a thunderer forth of speech that was now acrid,
now fiery, but that always came from an impassioned
nature, vehement for the damnation of those whom God
so strangely spared. When, as had perforce happened
during the past week, he must sit with his brethren
in the congregation and listen to lukewarm nay,
to dead and cold adjurations and expoundings,
his very soul itched to mount the pulpit stairs, thrust
down the Laodicean that chanced to occupy it, and
himself awaken as with the sound of a trumpet this
people who slept upon the verge of a precipice, between
hell that gaped below and God who sat on high, serenely
regardful of his creatures’ plight. Though
so short a time in Virginia, he was already become
a man of note, the prophet not without honor, whom
it was the fashion to admire, if not to follow.
It was therefore natural enough that the Commissary,
himself a man of plain speech from the pulpit, should
appoint him to preach in Bruton church this Sunday
morning, before his Excellency the Governor, the worshipful
the Council, the clergy in convention, and as much
of Williamsburgh, gentle and simple, as could crowd
into the church. Mr. Eliot took the compliment
as an answer to prayer, and chose for his text Daniel
fifth and twenty-seventh.
Lodging as he did on Palace Street,
the early hours of the past night, which he would
have given to prayer and meditation, had been profaned
by strains of music from the Governor’s house,
by laughter and swearing and much going to and fro
in the street beneath his window. These disturbances
filling him with righteous wrath, he came down to his
breakfast next morning prepared to give his hostess,
who kept him company at table, line and verse which
should demonstrate that Jéhovah shared his anger.
“Ay, sir!” she cried.
“And if that were all, sir” and
straightway she embarked upon a colored narration
of the occurrence at the Governor’s ball.
This was followed by a wonderfully circumstantial account
of Mr. Marmaduke Haward’s sins of omission against
old and new acquaintances who would have entertained
him at their houses, and been entertained in turn
at Fair View, and by as detailed a description of the
toils that had been laid for him by that audacious
piece who had forced herself upon the company last
night.
Mr. Eliot listened aghast, and mentally
amended his sermon. If he knew Virginia, even
so flagrant a case as this might never come before
a vestry. Should this woman go unreproved?
When in due time he was in the church, and the congregation
was gathering, he beckoned to him one of the sidesmen,
asked a question, and when it was answered, looked
fixedly at a dark girl sitting far away in a pew beneath
the gallery.
It was a fine, sunny morning, with
a tang of autumn in the air, and the concourse within
the church was very great. The clergy showed like
a wedge of black driven into the bright colors with
which nave and transept overflowed. His Excellency
the Governor sat in state, with the Council on either
hand. One member of that body was not present.
Well-nigh all Williamsburgh knew by now that Mr. Marmaduke
Haward lay at Marot’s ordinary, ill of a raging
fever. Hooped petticoat and fragrant bodice found
reason for whispering to laced coat and periwig; significant
glances traveled from every quarter of the building
toward the tall pew where, collected but somewhat
palely smiling, sat Mistress Evelyn Byrd beside her
father. All this was before the sermon. When
the minister of the day mounted the pulpit, and, gaunt
against the great black sounding-board, gave out his
text in a solemn and ringing voice, such was the genuine
power of the man that every face was turned toward
him, and throughout the building there fell a sudden
hush.
Audrey looked with the rest, but she
could not have said that she listened, not
at first. She was there because she always went
to church on Sunday. It had not occurred to her
to ask that she might stay at home. She had come
from her room that morning with the same still face,
the same strained and startled look about the eyes,
that she had carried to it the night before.
Black Peggy, who found her bed unslept in, thought
that she must have sat the night through beside the
window. Mistress Stagg, meeting her at the stairfoot
with the tidings (just gathered from the lips of a
passer-by) of Mr. Haward’s illness, thought that
the girl took the news very quietly. She made
no exclamation, said nothing good or bad; only drew
her hand across her brow and eyes, as though she strove
to thrust away a veil or mist that troubled her.
This gesture she repeated now and again during the
hour before church time. Mistress Stagg heard
no more of the ball this morning than she had heard
the night before. Something ailed the girl.
She was not sullen, but she could not or would not
talk. Perhaps, despite the fact of the Westover
coach, she had not been kindly used at the Palace.
The ex-actress pursed her lips, and confided to her
Mirabell that times were not what they once were.
Had she not, at Bath, been given a ticket to the Saturday
ball by my Lord Squander himself? Ay, and she
had footed it, too, in the country dance, with the
best of them, with captains and French counts and
gentlemen and ladies of title, ay, and had
gone down the middle with, the very pattern of Sir
Harry Wildair! To be sure, no one had ever breathed
a word against her character; but, for her part, she
believed no great harm of Audrey, either. Look
at the girl’s eyes, now: they were like
a child’s or a saint’s.
Mirabell nodded and looked wise, but said nothing.
When the church bells rang Audrey
was ready, and she walked to church with Mistress
Stagg much as, the night before, she had walked between
the lilacs to the green door when the Westover coach
had passed from her sight. Now she sat in the
church much as she had sat at the window the night
through. She did not know that people were staring
at her; nor had she caught the venomous glance of
Mistress Deborah, already in the pew, and aware of
more than had come to her friend’s ears.
Audrey was not listening, was scarcely
thinking. Her hands were crossed in her lap,
and now and then she raised one and made the motion
of pushing aside from her eyes something heavy that
clung and blinded. What part of her spirit that
was not wholly darkened and folded within itself was
back in the mountains of her childhood, with those
of her own blood whom she had loved and lost.
What use to try to understand to-day, to-day
with its falling skies, its bewildered pondering over
the words that were said to her last night? And
the morrow, she must leave that. Perhaps
when it should dawn he would come to her, and call
her “little maid,” and laugh at her dreadful
dream. But now, while it was to-day, she could
not think of him without an agony of pain and bewilderment.
He was ill, too, and suffering. Oh, she must
leave the thought of him alone! Back then to the
long yesterdays she traveled, and played quietly, dreamily,
with Robin on the green grass beside the shining stream,
or sat on the doorstep, her head on Molly’s
lap, and watched the evening star behind the Endless
Mountains.
It was very quiet in the church save
for that one great voice speaking. Little by
little the voice impressed itself upon her consciousness.
The eyes of her mind were upon long ranges of mountains
distinct against the splendor of a sunset sky.
Last seen in childhood, viewed now through the illusion
of the years, the mountains were vastly higher than
nature had planned them; the streamers of light shot
to the zenith; the black forests were still; everywhere
a fixed glory, a gigantic silence, a holding of the
breath for things to happen.
By degrees the voice in her ears fitted
in with the landscape, became, so solemn and ringing
it was, like the voice of the archangel of that sunset
land. Audrey listened at last; and suddenly the
mountains were gone, and the light from the sky, and
her people were dead and dust away in that hidden
valley, and she was sitting in the church at Williamsburgh,
alone, without a friend.
What was the preacher saying?
What ball of the night before was he describing with
bitter power, the while he gave warning of handwriting
upon the wall such as had menaced Belshazzar’s
feast of old? Of what shameless girl was he telling, what
creature dressed in silks that should have gone in
rags, brought to that ball by her paramour
The gaunt figure in the pulpit trembled
like a leaf with the passion of the preacher’s
convictions and the energy of his utterance. On
had gone the stream of rhetoric, the denunciations,
the satire, the tremendous assertions of God’s
mind and purposes. The lash that was wielded was
far-reaching; all the vices of the age irreligion,
blasphemy, drunkenness, extravagance, vainglory, loose
living fell under its sting. The condemnation
was general, and each man looked to see his neighbor
wince. The occurrence at the ball last night, he
was on that for final theme, was he? There was
a slight movement throughout the congregation.
Some glanced to where would have sat Mr. Marmaduke
Haward, had not the gentleman been at present in his
bed, raving now of a great run of luck at the Cocoa
Tree; now of an Indian who, with his knee upon his
breast, was throttling him to death. Others looked
over their shoulders to see if that gypsy yet sat
beneath the gallery. Colonel Byrd took out his
snuffbox and studied the picture on the lid, while
his daughter sat like a carven lady, with a slight
smile upon her lips.
On went the word picture that showed
how vice could flaunt it in so fallen an age.
The preacher spared not plain words, squarely turned
himself toward the gallery, pointed out with voice
and hand the object of his censure and of God’s
wrath. Had the law pilloried the girl before them
all, it had been but little worse for her. She
sat like a statue, staring with wide eyes at the window
above the altar. This, then, was what the words
in the coach last night had meant this was
what the princess thought this was what
his world thought
There arose a commotion in the ranks
of the clergy of Virginia. The Reverend Gideon
Darden, quitting with an oath the company of his brethren,
came down the aisle, and, pushing past his wife, took
his stand in the pew beside the orphan who had lived
beneath his roof, whom during many years he had cursed
upon occasion and sometimes struck, and whom he had
latterly made his tool, “Never mind him, Audrey,
my girl,” he said, and put an unsteady hand
upon her shoulder. “You’re a good
child; they cannot harm ye.”
He turned his great shambling body
and heavy face toward the preacher, stemmed in the
full tide of his eloquence by this unseemly interruption,
“Ye beggarly Scot!” he exclaimed thickly.
“Ye evil-thinking saint from Salem way, that
know the very lining of the Lord’s mind, and
yet, walking through his earth, see but a poisonous
weed in his every harmless flower! Shame on you
to beat down the flower that never did you harm!
The girl’s as innocent a thing as lives!
Ay, I’ve had my dram, the more shame
to you that are justly rebuked out of the mouth of
a drunken man! I have done, Mr. Commissary,”
addressing himself to that dignitary, who had advanced
to the altar rail with his arm raised in a command
for silence. “I’ve no child of my
own, thank God! but the maid has grown up in my house,
and I’ll not sit to hear her belied. I’ve
heard of last night; ’twas the mad whim of a
sick man. The girl’s as guiltless of wrong
as any lady here. I, Gideon Darden, vouch for
it!”
He sat heavily down beside Audrey,
who never stirred from her still regard of that high
window. There was a moment of portentous silence;
then, “Let us pray,” said the minister
from the pulpit.
Audrey knelt with the rest, but she
did not pray. And when it was all over, and the
benediction had been given, and she found herself without
the church, she looked at the green trees against the
clear autumnal skies and at the graves in the churchyard
as though it were a new world into which she had stepped.
She could not have said that she found it fair.
Her place had been so near the door that well-nigh
all the congregation was behind her, streaming out
of the church, eager to reach the open air, where
it might discuss the sermon, the futile and scandalous
interruption by the notorious Mr. Darden, and what
Mr. Marmaduke Haward might have said or done had he
been present.
Only Mistress Stagg kept beside her;
for Mistress Deborah hung back, unwilling to be seen
in her company, and Darden, from that momentary awakening
of his better nature, had sunk to himself again, and
thought not how else he might aid this wounded member
of his household. But Mary Stagg was a kindly
soul, whose heart had led her comfortably through life
with very little appeal to her head. The two
or three young women Oldfields and Porters
of the Virginian stage who were under indentures
to her husband and herself found her as much their
friend as mistress. Their triumphs in the petty
playhouse of this town of a thousand souls were hers,
and what woes they had came quickly to her ears.
Now she would have slipped her hand into Audrey’s
and have given garrulous comfort, as the two passed
alone through the churchyard gate and took their way
up Palace Street toward the small white house.
But Audrey gave not her hand, did not answer, made
no moan, neither justified herself nor blamed another.
She did not speak at all, but after the first glance
about her moved like a sleepwalker.
When the house was reached she went
up to the bedroom. Mistress Deborah, entering
stormily ten minutes later, found herself face to face
with a strange Audrey, who, standing in the middle
of the floor, raised her hand for silence in a gesture
so commanding that the virago stayed her tirade, and
stood open-mouthed.
“I wish to speak,” said
the new Audrey. “I was waiting for you.
There’s a question I wish to ask, and I’ll
ask it of you who were never kind to me.”
“Never kind to her!” cried
the minister’s wife to the four walls. “And
she’s been taught, and pampered, and treated
more like a daughter than the beggar wench she is!
And this is my return, to sit by her in
church to-day, and have all Virginia think her belonging
to me”
“I belong to no one,”
said Audrey. “Even God does not want me.
Be quiet until I have done.” She made again
the gesture of pushing aside from face and eyes the
mist that clung and blinded. “I know now
what they say,” she went on. “The
preacher told me awhile ago. Last night a lady
spoke to me: now I know what was her meaning.
Because Mr. Haward, who saved my life, who brought
me from the mountains, who left me, when he sailed
away, where he thought I would be happy, was kind
to me when he came again after so many years; because
he has often been to the glebe house, and I to Fair
View; because last night he would have me go with him
to the Governor’s ball, they think they
say out loud for all the people to hear that
I that I am like Joan, who was whipped last
month at the Court House. But it is not of the
lies they tell that I wish to speak.”
Her hand went again to her forehead,
then dropped at her side. A look of fear and
of piteous appeal came into her face. “The
witch said that I dreamed, and that it was not well
for dreamers to awaken.” Suddenly the quiet
of her voice and bearing was broken. With a cry,
she hurried across the room, and, kneeling, caught
at the other’s gown. “Ah! that is
no dream, is it? No dream that he is my friend,
only my friend who has always been sorry for me, has
always helped me! He is the noblest gentleman,
the truest, the best he loves the lady
at Westover they are to be married he
never knew what people were saying he was
not himself when he spoke to me so last night” Her
eyes appealed to the face above her. “I
could never have dreamed all this,” she said.
“Tell me that I was awake!”
The minister’s wife looked down
upon her with a bitter smile. “So you’ve
had your fool’s paradise? Well, once I had
mine, though ’twas not your kind. ’Tis
a pretty country, Audrey, but it’s not long before
they turn you out.” She laughed somewhat
drearily, then in a moment turned shrew again.
“He never knew what people were saying?”
she cried. “You little fool, do you suppose
he cared? ’Twas you that played your cards
all wrong with your Governor’s ball last night! setting
up for a lady, forsooth! bringing all the
town about your ears! You might have known that
he would never have taken you there in his senses.
At Fair View things went very well. He was entertained, and
I meant to see that no harm came of it, and
Darden got his support in the vestry. For he was
bit, there’s no doubt of that, though
what he ever saw in you more than big eyes and a brown
skin, the Lord knows, not I! Only your friend! a
fine gentleman just from London, with a whole Canterbury
book of stories about his life there, to spend a’most
a summer on the road between his plantation and a
wretched glebe house because he was only your friend,
and had saved you from the Indians when you were a
child, and wished to be kind to you still! I’ll
tell you who did wish to be kind to you, and that
was Jean Hugon, the trader, who wanted to marry you.”
Audrey rose to her feet, and moved
slowly backward to the wall. Mistress Deborah
went shrilly on: “I dare swear you believe
that Mr. Haward had you in mind all the years he was
gone from Virginia? Well, he didn’t.
He puts you with Darden and me, and he says, ’There’s
the strip of Oronoko down by the swamp, I
’ve told my agent that you’re to have
from it so many pounds a year;’ and he sails
away to London and all the fine things there, and
never thinks of you more until he comes back to Virginia
and sees you last May Day at Jamestown. Next
morning he comes riding to the glebe house. ‘And
so,’ he says to Darden, ’and so my little
maid that I brought for trophy out of the Appalachian
Mountains is a woman grown? Faith, I’d quite
forgot the child; but Saunderson tells me that you
have not forgot to draw upon my Oronoko.’
That’s all the remembrance you were held in,
Audrey.”
She paused to take breath, and to
look with shrewish triumph at the girl who leaned
against the wall. “I like not waking up,”
said Audrey to herself. “It were easier
to die. Perhaps I am dying.”
“And then out he walks to find
and talk to you, and in sets your pretty summer of
all play and no work!” went on the other, in
a high voice. “Oh, there was kindness enough,
once you had caught his fancy! I wonder if the
lady at Westover praised his kindness? They say
she is a proud young lady: I wonder if she liked
your being at the ball last night? When she comes
to Fair View, I’ll take my oath that you’ll
walk no more in its garden! But perhaps she won’t
come now, though her maid Chloe told Mistress
Bray’s Martha that she certainly loves him”
“I wish I were dead,”
said Audrey. “I wish I were dead, like Molly.”
She stood up straight against the wall, and pushed
her heavy hair from her forehead. “Be quiet
now,” she said. “You see that I am
awake; there is no need for further calling.
I shall not dream again.” She looked at
the older woman doubtfully. “Would you
mind,” she suggested, “would
you be so very kind as to leave me alone, to sit here
awake for a while? I have to get used to it,
you know. To-morrow, when we go back to the glebe
house, I will work the harder. It must be easy
to work when one is awake. Dreaming takes so
much time.”
Mistress Deborah could hardly have
told why she did as she was asked. Perhaps the
very strangeness of the girl made her uncomfortable
in her presence; perhaps in her sour and withered
heart there was yet some little soundness of pity
and comprehension; or perhaps it was only that she
had said her say, and was anxious to get to her friends
below, and shake from her soul the dust of any possible
complicity with circumstance in moulding the destinies
of Darden’s Audrey. Be that as it may, when
she had flung her hood upon the bed and had looked
at herself in the cracked glass above the dresser,
she went out of the room, and closed the door somewhat
softly behind her.