Evelyn, hearing footsteps across the
floor of the attic room above her own bedchamber,
arose and set wide the door; then went back to her
chair by the window that looked out upon green grass
and party-colored trees and long reaches of the shining
river. “Come here, if you please,”
she called to Audrey, as the latter slowly descended
the stair from the room where, half asleep, half awake,
she had lain since morning.
Audrey entered the pleasant chamber,
furnished with what luxury the age afforded, and stood
before the sometime princess of her dreams. “Will
you not sit down?” asked Evelyn, in a low voice,
and pointed to a chair.
“I had rather stand,”
answered Audrey. “Why did you call me?
I was on my way”
The other’s clear eyes dwelt
upon her. “Whither were you going?”
“Out of your house,” said
Audrey simply, “and out of your life.”
Evelyn folded her hands in her silken
lap, and looked out upon river and sky and ceaseless
drift of colored leaves. “You can never
go out of my life,” she said. “Why
the power to vex and ruin was given you I do not know,
but you have used it. Why did you run away from
Fair View?”
“That I might never see Mr.
Haward again,” answered Audrey. She held
her head up, but she felt the stab. It had not
occurred to her that hers was the power to vex and
ruin; apparently that belonged elsewhere.
Evelyn turned from the window, and
the two women, the princess and the herdgirl, regarded
each other. “Oh, my God!” cried Evelyn.
“I did not know that you loved him so!”
But Audrey shook her head, and spoke
with calmness: “Once I loved and knew it
not, and once I loved and knew it. It was all
in a dream, and now I have waked up.” She
passed her hand across her brow and eyes, and pushed
back her heavy hair. It was a gesture that was
common to her. To Evelyn it brought a sudden
stinging memory of the ballroom at the Palace; of how
this girl had looked in her splendid dress, with the
roses in her hair; of Haward’s words at the
coach door. She had not seen him since that night.
“I am going a long way,” continued Audrey.
“It will be as though I died. I never meant
to harm you.”
The other gazed at her with wide,
dry eyes, and with an unwonted color in her cheeks.
“She is beautiful,” thought Audrey; then
wondered how long she must stay in this room and this
house. Without the window the trees beckoned,
the light was fair upon the river; in the south hung
a cloud, silver-hued, and shaped like two mighty wings.
Audrey, with her eyes upon the cloud, thought, “If
the wings were mine, I would reach the mountains to-night.”
“Do you remember last May Day?”
asked Evelyn, in a voice scarcely above a whisper.
“He and I, sitting side by side, watched your
running, and I praised you to him. Then we went
away, and while we gathered flowers on the road to
Williamsburgh he asked me to be his wife. I said
no, for he loved me not as I wished to be loved.
Afterward, in Williamsburgh, he spoke again....
I said, ‘When you come to Westover;’ and
he kissed my hand, and vowed that the next week should
find him here.” She turned once more to
the window, and, with her chin in her hand, looked
out upon the beauty of the autumn. “Day
by day, and day by day,” she said, in the same
hushed voice, “I sat at this window and watched
for him to come. The weeks went by, and he came
not. I began to hear talk of you. Oh, I deny
not that it was bitter!”
“Oh me! oh me!” cried
Audrey. “I was so happy, and I thought no
harm.”
“He came at last,” continued
Evelyn. “For a month he stayed here, paying
me court. I was too proud to speak of what I had
heard. After a while I thought it must have been
an idle rumor.” Her voice changed, and with
a sudden gesture of passion and despair she lifted
her arms above her head, then clasped and wrung her
hands. “Oh, for a month he forgot you!
In all the years to come I shall have that comfort:
for one little month, in the company of the woman
whom, because she was of his own rank, because she
had wealth, because others found her fair and honored
her with heart as well as lip, he wished to make his
wife, for that short month he forgot you!
The days were sweet to me, sweet, sweet! Oh, I
dreamed my dreams!... And then we were called
to Williamsburgh to greet the new Governor, and he
went with us, and again I heard your name coupled with
his.... There was between us no betrothal.
I had delayed to say yes to his asking, for I wished
to make sure, to make sure that he loved
me. No man can say he broke troth with me.
For that my pride gives thanks!”
“What must I do?” said
Audrey to herself. “Pain is hard to bear.”
“That night at the ball,”
continued Evelyn, “when, coming down the stair,
I saw you standing beside him ... and after that, the
music, and the lights, and you dancing with him, in
your dark beauty, with the flowers in your hair ...
and after that, you and I in my coach and his face
at the window!... Oh, I can tell you what he
said! He said: ’Good-by, sweetheart....
The violets are for you; but the great white blossoms,
and the boughs of rosy mist, and all the trees that
wave in the wind are for Audrey.’”
“For me!” cried Audrey, “for
me an hour in Bruton church next morning!”
A silence followed her words.
Evelyn, sitting in the great chair, rested her cheek
upon her hand and gazed steadfastly at her guest of
a day. The sunshine had stolen from the room,
but dwelt upon and caressed the world without the
window. Faint, tinkling notes of a harpsichord
floated up from the parlor below, followed by young
Madam Byrd’s voice singing to the perturbed
Colonel:
“’O Love! they
wrong thee much,
That say thy sweet
is bitter,
When thy rich
fruit is such
As nothing can
be sweeter.
Fair house of
joy and bliss’”
The song came to an end, but after
a pause the harpsichord sounded again, and the singer’s
voice rang out:
“’Under the greenwood
tree,
Who loves to lie
with me’”
Audrey gave an involuntary cry; then,
with her lip between her teeth, strove for courage,
failed, and with another strangled cry sank upon her
knees before a chair and buried her face in its cushions.
When a little time had passed, Evelyn
arose and went to her. “Fate has played
with us both,” she said, in a voice that strove
for calmness. “If there was great bitterness
in my heart toward you then, I hope it is not so now;
if, on that night, I spoke harshly, unkindly, ungenerously,
I I am sorry. I thought what others
thought. I I cared not to touch you....
But now I am told that ’t was not you that did
unworthily. Mr. Haward has written to me; days
ago I had this letter.” It was in her hand,
and she held it out to the kneeling girl. “Yes,
yes, you must read; it concerns you.” Her
voice, low and broken, was yet imperious. Audrey
raised her head, took and read the letter. There
were but a few unsteady lines, written from Marot’s
ordinary at Williamsburgh. The writer was too
weak as yet for many words; few words were best, perhaps.
His was all the blame for the occurrence at the Palace,
for all besides. That which, upon his recovery,
he must strive to teach his acquaintance at large he
prayed Evelyn to believe at once and forever.
She whom, against her will and in the madness of his
fever, he had taken to the Governor’s house was
most innocent, guiltless of all save a
childlike affection for the writer, a misplaced confidence,
born of old days, and now shattered by his own hand.
Before that night she had never guessed his passion,
never known the use that had been made of her name.
This upon the honor of a gentleman. For the rest,
as soon as his strength was regained, he purposed traveling
to Westover. There, if Mistress Evelyn Byrd would
receive him for an hour, he might in some measure
explain, excuse. For much, he knew, there was
no excuse, only pardon to be asked.
The letter ended abruptly, as though
the writer’s strength were exhausted. Audrey
read it through, then with indifference gave it back
to Evelyn. “It is true, what
he says?” whispered the latter, crumpling the
paper in her hand.
Audrey gazed up at her with wide,
tearless eyes. “Yes, it is true. There
was no need for you to use those words to me in the
coach, that night, though even then I did
not understand. There is no reason why you should
fear to touch me.”
Her head sank upon her arm. In
the parlor below the singing came to an end, but the
harpsichord, lightly fingered, gave forth a haunting
melody. It was suited to the afternoon:
to the golden light, the drifting leaves, the murmurs
of wind and wave, without the window: to the shadows,
the stillness, and the sorrow within the room.
Evelyn, turning slowly toward the kneeling figure,
of a sudden saw it through a mist of tears. Her
clasped hands parted; she bent and touched the bowed
head. Audrey looked up, and her dark eyes made
appeal. Evelyn stooped lower yet; her tears fell
upon Audrey’s brow; a moment, and the two, cast
by life in the selfsame tragedy, were in each other’s
arms.
“You know that I came from the
mountains,” whispered Audrey. “I am
going back. You must tell no one; in a little
while I shall be forgotten.”
“To the mountains!” cried
Evelyn. “No one lives there. You would
die of cold and hunger. No, no! We are alike
unhappy: you shall stay with me here at Westover.”
She rose from her knees, and Audrey
rose with her. They no longer clasped each other, that
impulse was past, but their eyes met in
sorrowful amity. Audrey shook her head.
“That may not be,” she said simply.
“I must go away that we may not both be unhappy.”
She lifted her face to the cloud in the south, “I
almost died last night. When you drown, there
is at first fear and struggling, but at last it is
like dreaming, and there is a lightness.... When
that came I thought, ’It is the air of the mountains, I
am drawing near them.’ ... Will you let
me go now? I will slip from the house through
the fields into the woods, and none will know”
But Evelyn caught her by the wrist.
“You are beside yourself! I would rouse
the plantation; in an hour you would be found.
Stay with me!”
A knock at the door, and the Colonel’s
secretary, a pale and grave young man, bowing on the
threshold. He was just come from the attic room,
where he had failed to find the young woman who had
been lodged there that morning. The Colonel,
supposing that by now she was recovered from her swoon
and her fright of the night before, and having certain
questions to put to her, desired her to descend to
the parlor. Hearing voices in Mistress Evelyn’s
room
“Very well, Mr. Drew,”
said the lady. “You need not wait.
I will myself seek my father with with
our guest.”
In the parlor Madam Byrd was yet at
the harpsichord, but ceased to touch the keys when
her step-daughter, followed by Darden’s Audrey,
entered the room. The master of Westover, seated
beside his young wife, looked quickly up, arched his
brows and turned somewhat red, as his daughter, with
her gliding step, crossed the room to greet him.
Audrey, obeying a motion of her companion’s
hand, waited beside a window, in the shadow of its
heavy curtains. “Evelyn,” quoth the
Colonel, rising from his chair and taking his daughter’s
hand, “this is scarce befitting”
Evelyn stayed his further speech by
an appealing gesture. “Let me speak with
you, sir. No, no, madam, do not go! There
is naught the world might not hear.”
Audrey waited in the shadow by the
window, and her mind was busy, for she had her plans
to lay. Sometimes Evelyn’s low voice, sometimes
the Colonel’s deeper tones, pierced her understanding;
when this was so she moved restlessly, wishing that
it were night and she away. Presently she began
to observe the room, which was richly furnished.
There were garlands upon the ceiling; a table near
her was set with many curious ornaments; upon a tall
cabinet stood a bowl of yellow flowers; the lady at
the harpsichord wore a dress to match the flowers,
while Evelyn’s dress was white; beyond them
was a pier glass finer than the one at Fair View.
This glass reflected the doorway,
and thus she was the first to see the man from whom
she had fled. “Mr. Marmaduke Haward, massa!”
announced the servant who had ushered him through
the hall.
Haward, hat in hand, entered the room.
The three beside the harpsichord arose; the one at
the window slipped deeper into the shadow of the curtains,
and so escaped the visitor’s observation.
The latter bowed to the master of Westover, who ceremoniously
returned the salute, and to the two ladies, who curtsied
to him, but opened not their lips.
“This, sir,” said Colonel
Byrd, holding himself very erect, “is an unexpected
honor.”
“Rather, sir, an unwished-for
intrusion,” answered the other. “I
beg you to believe that I will trouble you for no
longer time than matters require.”
The Colonel bit his lip. “There
was a time when Mr. Haward was most welcome to my
house. If ’t is no longer thus”
Haward made a gesture of assent.
“I know that the time is past. I am sorry
that ’t is so. I had thought, sir, to find
you alone. Am I to speak before these ladies?”
The Colonel hesitated, but Evelyn,
leaving Madam Byrd beside the harpsichord, came to
her father’s side. That gentleman glanced
at her keenly. There was no agitation to mar
the pensive loveliness of her face; her eyes were
steadfast, the lips faintly smiling. “If
what you have to say concerns my daughter,”
said the Colonel, “she will listen to you here
and now.”
For a few moments dead silence; then
Haward spoke, slowly, weighing his words: “I
am on my way, Colonel Byrd, to the country beyond the
falls. I have entered upon a search, and I know
not when it will be ended or when I shall return.
Westover lay in my path, and there was that which needed
to be said to you, sir, and to your daughter.
When it has been said I will take my leave.”
He paused; then, with a quickened breath, again took
up his task: “Some months ago, sir, I sought
and obtained your permission to make my suit to your
daughter for her hand. The lady, worthy of a better
mate, hath done well in saying no to my importunity.
I accept her decision, withdraw my suit, wish her
all happiness.” He bowed again formally;
then stood with lowered eyes, his hand griping the
edge of the table.
“I am aware that my daughter
has declined to entertain your proposals,” said
the Colonel coldly, “and I approve her determination.
Is this all, sir?”
“It should, perhaps, be all,”
answered Haward. “And yet” He
turned to Evelyn, snow-white, calm, with that faint
smile upon her face. “May I speak to you?”
he said, in a scarcely audible voice.
She looked at him, with parting lips.
“Here and now,” the Colonel answered for
her. “Be brief, sir.”
The master of Fair View found it hard
to speak, “Evelyn” he began,
and paused, biting his lip. It was very quiet
in the familiar parlor, quiet and dim, and drawing
toward eventide. The lady at the harpsichord chanced
to let fall her hand upon the keys. They gave
forth a deep and melancholy sound that vibrated through
the room. The chord was like an odor in its subtle
power to bring crowding memories. To Haward, and
perhaps to Evelyn, scenes long shifted, long faded,
took on fresh colors, glowed anew, replaced the canvas
of the present. For years the two had been friends;
later months had seen him her avowed suitor. In
this very room he had bent over her at the harpsichord
when the song was finished; had sat beside her in
the deep window seat while the stars brightened, before
the candles were brought in.
Now, for a moment, he stood with his
hand over his eyes; then, letting it fall, he spoke
with firmness. “Evelyn,” he said,
“if I have wronged you, forgive me. Our
friendship that has been I lay at your feet: forget
it and forget me. You are noble, generous, high
of mind: I pray you to let no remembrance of
me trouble your life. May it be happy, may
all good attend you.... Evelyn, good-by!”
He kneeled and lifted to his lips
the hem of her dress. As he rose, and bowing
low would have taken formal leave of the two beside
her, she put out her hand, staying him by the gesture
and the look upon her colorless face. “You
spoke of a search,” she said. “What
search?”
Haward raised his eyes to hers that
were quiet, almost smiling, though darkly shadowed
by past pain. “I will tell you, Evelyn.
Why should not I tell you this, also?... Four
days ago, upon my return to Fair View, I sought and
found the woman that I love, the woman that,
by all that is best within me, I love worthily!
She shrank from me; she listened not; she shut eye
and ear, and fled. And I, confident
fool! I thought, ’To-morrow I will
make her heed,’ and so let her go. When
the morrow came she was gone indeed.” He
halted, made an involuntary gesture of distress, then
went on, rapidly and with agitation: “There
was a boat missing; she was seen to pass Jamestown,
rowing steadily up the river. But for this I
should have thought I should have feared God
knows what I should not have feared! As it is
I have searchers out, both on this side and on the
southern shore. An Indian and myself have come
up river in his canoe. We have not found her
yet. If it be so that she has passed unseen through
the settled country, I will seek her toward the mountains.”
“And when you have found her,
what then, sir?” cried the Colonel, tapping
his snuffbox.
“Then, sir,” answered
Haward with hauteur, “she will become my wife.”
He turned again to Evelyn, but when
he spoke it was less to her than to himself.
“It grows late,” he said. “Night
is coming on, and at the fall of the leaf the nights
are cold. One sleeping in the forest would suffer
... if she sleeps. I have not slept since she
was missed. I must begone”
“It grows late indeed,”
replied Evelyn, with lifted face and a voice low,
clear, and sweet as a silver bell, “so
late that there is a rose flush in the sky beyond
the river. Look! you may see it through yonder
window.”
She touched his hand and made him
look to the far window. “Who is it that
stands in the shadow, hiding her face in her hands?”
he asked at last, beneath his breath.
“’Tis Audrey,” answered
Evelyn, in the same clear, sweet, and passionless
tones. She took her hand from his and addressed
herself to her father. “Dear sir,”
she said, “to my mind no quarrel exists between
us and this gentleman. There is no reason” she
drew herself up “no reason why we
should not extend to Mr. Marmaduke Haward the hospitality
of Westover.” She smiled and leaned against
her father’s arm. “And now let us
three, you and Maria, whom I protest you
keep too long at the harpsichord, and I, who love
this hour of the evening, let us go walk
in the garden and see what flowers the frost has spared.”