“Child,” demanded Haward,
“why did you frighten me so?” He took her
hands from her face, and drew her from the shadow
of the curtain into the evening glow. Her hands
lay passive in his; her eyes held the despair of a
runner spent and fallen, with the goal just in sight.
“Would have had me go again to the mountains
for you, little maid?” Haward’s voice trembled
with the delight of his ended quest.
“Call me not by that name,”
Audrey said. “One that is dead used it.”
“I will call you love,”
he answered, “my love, my dear love,
my true love!”
“Nor that either,” she
said, and caught her breath. “I know not
why you should speak to me so.”
“What must I call you then?”
he asked, with the smile still upon his lips.
“A stranger and a dreamer,”
she answered. “Go your ways, and I will
go mine.”
There was silence in the room, broken
by Haward. “For us two one path,”
he said; “why, Audrey, Audrey, Audrey!”
Suddenly he caught her in his arms. “My
love!” he whispered “my love
Audrey! my wife Audrey!” His kisses rained upon
her face. She lay quiet until the storm had passed;
then freed herself, looked at him, and shook her head.
“You killed him,” she
said, “that one whom I worshiped.
It was not well done of you.... There was a dream
I had last summer. I told it to to
the one you killed. Now part of the dream has
come true.... You never were! Oh, death
had been easy pain, for it had left memory, hope!
But you never were! you never were!”
“I am!” cried Haward ardently.
“I am your lover! I am he who says to you,
Forget the past, forget and forgive, and come with
me out of your dreaming. Come, Audrey, come,
come, from the dim woods into the sunshine, into
the sunshine of the garden! The night you went
away I was there, Audrey, under the stars. The
paths were deep in leaves, the flowers dead and blackening;
but the trees will be green again, and the flowers
bloom! When we are wed we will walk there, bringing
the spring with us”
“When we are wed!” she answered.
“That will never be.”
“It will be this week,”
he said, smiling. “Dear dryad, who have
no friends to make a pother, no dowry to lug with
you, no gay wedding raiment to provide; who have only
to curtsy farewell to the trees and put your hand
in mine”
She drew away her hands that he had
caught in his, and pressed them above her heart; then
looked restlessly from window to door. “Will
you let me pass, sir?” she asked at last.
“I am tired. I have to think what I am to
do, where I am to go.”
“Where you are to go!”
he exclaimed. “Why, back to the glebe house,
and I will follow, and the minister shall marry us.
Child, child! where else should you go? What
else should you do?”
“God knows!” cried the
girl, with sudden and extraordinary passion. “But
not that! Oh, he is gone, that other
who would have understood!”
Haward let fall his outstretched hand,
drew back a pace or two, and stood with knitted brows.
The room was very quiet; only Audrey breathed hurriedly,
and through the open window came the sudden, lonely
cry of some river bird. The note was repeated
ere Haward spoke again.
“I will try to understand,”
he said slowly. “Audrey, is it Evelyn that
comes between us?”
Audrey passed her hand over her eyes
and brow and pushed back her heavy hair. “Oh,
I have wronged her!” she cried. “I
have taken her portion. If once she was cruel
to me, yet to-day she kissed me, her tears fell upon
my face. That which I have robbed her of I want
not.... Oh, my heart, my heart!”
“’T is I, not you, who
have wronged this lady,” said Haward, after a
pause. “I have, I hope, her forgiveness.
Is this the fault that keeps you from me?”
Audrey answered not, but leaned against
the window and looked at the cloud in the south that
was now an amethyst island. Haward went closer
to her. “Is it,” he said, “is
it because in my mind I sinned against you, Audrey,
because I brought upon you insult and calumny?
Child, child! I am of the world. That I
did all this is true, but now I would not purchase
endless bliss with your least harm, and your name
is more to me than my own. Forgive me, Audrey,
forgive the past.” He bowed his head as
he stood before her.
Audrey gazed at him with wide, dry
eyes whose lids burned. A hot color had risen
to her cheek; at her heart was a heavier aching, a
fuller knowledge of loss. “There is no
past,” she said. “It was a dream and
a lie. There is only to-day ... and you are
a stranger.”
The purple cloud across the river
began to darken; there came again the lonely cry of
the bird; in the house quarter the slaves were singing
as they went about their work. Suddenly Audrey
laughed. It was sad laughter, as mocking and
elfin and mirthless a sound as was ever heard in autumn
twilight. “A stranger!” she repeated.
“I know you by your name, and that is all.
You are Mr. Marmaduke Haward of Fair View, while I I
am Darden’s Audrey!”
She curtsied to him, so changed, so
defiant, so darkly beautiful, that he caught his breath
to behold her. “You are all the world to
me!” he cried. “Audrey, Audrey!
Look at me, listen to me!”
He would have approached her, would
have seized her hand, but she waved him back.
“Oh, the world! We must think of that!
What would they say, the Governor and the Council,
and the people who go to balls, and all the great
folk you write to in England, what would
they say if you married me? Mr. Marmaduke Haward
of Fair View, the richest man in Virginia! Mr.
Marmaduke Haward, the man of taste, the scholar, the
fine gentleman, proud of his name, jealous of his
honor! And Darden’s Audrey, who hath gone
barefoot on errands to most houses in Fair View parish!
Darden’s Audrey, whom the preacher pointed out
to the people in Bruton church! They would call
you mad; they would give you cap and bells; they would
say, ’Does he think that he can make her one
of us? her that we turned and looked long
upon in Bruton church, when the preacher called her
by a right name’”
“Child, for God’s sake!” cried Haward.
“There is the lady, too, the
lady who left us here together! We must not forget
to think of her, of her whose picture you
showed me at Fair View, who was to be your wife, who
took me by the hand that night at the Palace.
There is reproach in her eyes. Ah, do you not
think the look might grow, might come to haunt us?
And yourself! Oh, sooner or later regret and
weariness would come to dwell at Fair View! The
lady who walks in the garden here is a fine lady and
a fit mate for a fine gentleman, and I am a beggar
maid and no man’s mate, unless it be Hugon’s.
Hugon, who has sworn to have me in the house he has
built! Hugon, who would surely kill you”
Haward caught her by the wrists, bruising
them in his grasp. “Audrey, Audrey!
Let these fancies be! If we love each other”
“If!” she echoed, and
pulled her hands away. Her voice was strange,
her eyes were bright and strained, her face was burning.
“But if not, what then? And how should
I love you who are a stranger to me? Oh, a generous
stranger who, where he thinks he has done a wrong,
would repair the damage.” Her voice broke;
she flung back her head and pressed her hands against
her throat. “You have done me no wrong,”
she said. “If you had, I would forgive
you, would say good-by to you, would go my way....
as I am going now. Let me pass, sir!”
Haward barred her way. “A
stranger!” he said, beneath his breath.
“Is there then no tie between shadow and substance,
dream and reality?”
“None!” answered Audrey,
with defiance. “Why did you come to the
mountains, eleven years ago? What business was
it of yours whether I lived or died? Oh, God
was not kind to send you there!”
“You loved me once!” he
cried. “Audrey, Audrey, have I slain your
love?”
“It was never yours!”
she answered passionately, “It was that other’s, that
other whom I imagined, who never lived outside my dream!
Oh, let me pass, let me begone! You are cruel
to keep me. I I am so tired.”
White to the lips, Haward moved backward
a step or two, but yet stood between her and the door.
Moments passed before he spoke; then, “Will you
become my wife?” he asked, in a studiously quiet
voice. “Marry me, Audrey, loving me not.
Love may come in time, but give me now the right to
be your protector, the power to clear your name.”
She looked at him with a strange smile,
a fine gesture of scorn. “Marry you, loving
you not! That will I never do. Protector!
That is a word I have grown to dislike. My name!
It is a slight thing. What matter if folk look
askance when it is only Darden’s Audrey?
And there are those whom an ill fame does not frighten.
The schoolmaster will still give me books to read,
and tell me what they mean. He will not care,
nor the drunken minister, nor Hugon.... I am
going back to them, to Mistress Deborah and the glebe
house. She will beat me, and the minister will
curse, but they will take me in.... I will work
very hard, and never look to Fair View. I see
now that I could never reach the mountains.”
She began to move toward the door. He kept with
her, step for step, his eyes upon her face. “You
will come no more to the glebe house,” she said.
“If you do, though the mountains be far the
river is near.”
He put his hand upon the latch of
the door. “You will rest here to-night?”
he asked gently, as of a child. “I will
speak to Colonel Byrd; to-morrow he will send some
one with you down the river. It will be managed
for you, and as you wish. You will rest to-night?
You go from me now to your room, Audrey?”
“Yes,” she answered, and thought she spoke
the truth.
“I love you, love
you greatly,” he continued. “I will
conquer, conquer and atone! But now,
poor tired one, I let you go. Sleep, Audrey, sleep
and dream again.” He held open the door
for her, and stood aside with bent head.
She passed him; then turned, and after
a moment of silence spoke to him with a strange and
sorrowful stateliness. “You think, sir,”
she said, “that I have something to forgive?”
“Much,” he answered, “very
much, Audrey.”
“And you wish my forgiveness?”
“Ay, Audrey, your forgiveness and your love.”
“The first is mine to give,”
she said. “If you wish it, take it.
I forgive you, sir. Good-by.”
“Good-night,” he answered. “Audrey,
good-night.”
“Good-by,” she repeated,
and slowly mounting the broad staircase passed from
his sight.
It was dark in the upper hall, but
there was a great glimmer of sky, an opal space to
mark a window that gave upon the sloping lawn and pallid
river. The pale light seemed to beckon. Audrey
went not on to her attic room, but to the window,
and in doing so passed a small half-open door.
As she went by she glanced through the aperture, and
saw that there was a narrow stairway, built for the
servants’ use, winding down to a door in the
western face of the house.
Once at the open window, she leaned
forth and looked to the east and the west. The
hush of the evening had fallen; the light was faint;
above the last rose flush a great star palely shone.
All was quiet, deserted; nothing stirring on the leaf-carpeted
slope; no sound save the distant singing of the slaves.
The river lay bare from shore to shore, save where
the Westover landing stretched raggedly into the flood.
To its piles small boats were tied, but there seemed
to be no boatmen; wharf and river appeared as barren
of movement and life as did the long expanse of dusky
lawn.
“I will not sleep in this house
to-night,” said Audrey to herself. “If
I can reach those boats unseen, I will go alone down
the river. That will be well. I am not wanted
here.”
When she arrived at the foot of the
narrow stair, she slipped through the door into a
world all dusk and quiet, where was none to observe
her, none to stay her. Crouching by the wall
she crept to the front of the house, stole around
the stone steps where, that morning, she had sat in
the sunshine, and came to the parlor windows.
Close beneath one was a block of stone. After
a moment’s hesitation she stood upon this, and,
pressing her face against the window pane, looked
her last upon the room she had so lately left.
A low fire upon the hearth, darkly illumined it:
he sat by the table, with his arms outstretched and
his head bowed upon them. Audrey dropped from
the stone into the ever growing shadows, crossed the
lawn, slipped below the bank, and took her way along
the river edge to the long landing. When she
was half way down its length, she saw that there was
a canoe which she had not observed and that it held
one man, who sat with his back to the shore.
With a quick breath of dismay she stood still, then
setting her lips went on; for the more she thought
of having to see those two again, Evelyn and the master
of Fair View, the stronger grew her determination
to commence her backward journey alone and at once.
She had almost reached the end of
the wharf when the man in the boat stood up and faced
her. It was Hugon. The dusk was not so great
but that the two, the hunter and his quarry, could
see each other plainly. The latter turned with
the sob of a stricken deer, but the impulse to flight
lasted not. Where might she go? Run blindly,
north or east or west, through the fields of Westover?
That would shortly lead to cowering in some wood or
swamp while the feet of the searchers came momently
nearer. Return to the house, stand at bay once
more? With all her strength of soul she put this
course from her.
The quick strife in her mind ended
in her moving slowly, as though drawn by an invisible
hand, to the edge of the wharf, above Hugon and his
canoe. She did not wonder to see him there.
Every word that Haward had spoken in the Westover
parlor was burned upon her brain, and he had said that
he had come up river with an Indian. This was
the Indian, and to hunt her down those two had joined
forces.
“Ma’m’selle Audrey,”
whispered the trader, staring as at a spirit.
“Yes, Jean Hugon,” she
answered, and looked down the glimmering reaches of
the James, then at the slender canoe and the deep and
dark water that flowed between the piles. In
the slight craft, with that strong man the river for
ally, she were safe as in a tower of brass.
“I am going home, Jean,”
she said. “Will you row me down the river
to-night, and tell me as we go your stories of the
woods and your father’s glories in France?
If you speak of other things I will drown myself, for
I am tired of hearing them. In the morning we
will stop at some landing for food, and then go on
again. Let us hasten”
The trader moistened his lips.
“And him,” he demanded hoarsely, “that
Englishman, that Marmaduke Haward of Fair View, who
came to me and said, ’Half-breed, seeing that
an Indian and a bloodhound have gifts in common, we
will take up the quest together. Find her, though
it be to lose her to me that same hour! And look
that in our travels you try no foul play, for this
time I go armed,’ what of him?”
Audrey waved her hand toward the house
she had left. “He is there. Let us
make haste.” As she spoke she descended
the steps, and, evading his eager hand, stepped into
the canoe. He looked at her doubtfully, half afraid,
so strange was it to see her sitting there, so like
a spirit from the land beyond the sun, a revenant
out of one of old Pierre’s wild tales, had she
come upon him. With quickened breath he loosed
the canoe from its mooring and took up the paddle.
A moment, and they were quit of the Westover landing
and embarked upon a strange journey, during which hour
after hour Hugon made wild love, and hour after hour
Audrey opened not her lips. As the canoe went
swiftly down the flood, lights sprung up in the house
it was leaving behind. A man, rising from his
chair with a heavy sigh, walked to the parlor window
and looked out upon lawn and sky and river, but, so
dark had it grown, saw not the canoe; thought only
how deserted, how desolate and lonely, was the scene.
In Williamsburgh as at Westover the
autumn was dying, the winter was coming, but neither
farewell nor greeting perturbed the cheerful town.
To and fro through Palace and Nicholson and Duke of
Gloucester streets were blown the gay leaves; of early
mornings white frosts lay upon the earth like fairy
snows, but midday and afternoon were warm and bright.
Mistress Stagg’s garden lay to the south, and
in sheltered corners bloomed marigolds and asters,
while a vine, red-leafed and purple-berried, made a
splendid mantle for the playhouse wall.
Within the theatre a rehearsal of
“Tamerlane” was in progress. Turk
and Tartar spoke their minds, and Arpasia’s
death cry clave the air. The victorious Emperor
passed final sentence upon Bajazet; then, chancing
to glance toward the wide door, suddenly abdicated
his throne, and in the character of Mr. Charles Stagg
blew a kiss to his wife, who, applauding softly, stood
in the opening that was framed by the red vine.
“Have you done, my dear?”
she cried. “Then pray come with me a moment!”
The two crossed the garden, and entered
the grape arbor where in September Mistress Stagg
had entertained her old friend, my Lady Squander’s
sometime waiting-maid. Now the vines were bare
of leaves, and the sunshine streaming through lay
in a flood upon the earth. Mary Stagg’s
chair was set in that golden warmth, and upon the
ground beside it had fallen some bright sewing.
The silken stuff touched a coarser cloth, and that
was the skirt of Darden’s Audrey, who sat upon
the ground asleep, with her arm across the chair,
and her head upon her arm.
“How came she here?” demanded
Mr. Stagg at last, when he had given a tragedy start,
folded his arms, and bent his brows.
“She ran away,” answered
Mistress Stagg, in a low voice, drawing her spouse
to a little distance from the sleeping figure.
“She ran away from the glebe house and went
up the river, wanting the Lord knows why! to
reach the mountains. Something happened to bring
her to her senses, and she turned back, and falling
in with that trader, Jean Hugon, he brought her to
Jamestown in his canoe. She walked from there
to the glebe house, that was yesterday.
The minister was away, and Deborah, being in one of
her passions, would not let her in. She’s
that hard, is Deborah, when she’s angry, harder
than the nether millstone! The girl lay in the
woods last night. I vow I’ll never speak
again to Deborah, not though there were twenty Baths
behind us!” Mistress Stagg’s voice began
to tremble. “I was sitting sewing in that
chair, now listening to your voices in the theatre,
and now harking back in my mind to old days when we
weren’t prosperous like we are now.... And
at last I got to thinking of the babe, Charles, and
how, if she had lived and grown up, I might ha’
sat there sewing a pretty gown for my own child, and
how happy I would have made her. I tried to see
her standing beside me, laughing, pretty as a rose,
waiting for me to take the last stitch. It got
so real that I raised my head to tell my dead child
how I was going to knot her ribbons, ... and there
was this girl looking at me!”
“What, Millamant! a tear, my
soul?” cried the theatric Mr. Stagg.
Millamant wiped away the tear.
“I’ll tell you what she said. She
just said: ’You were kind to me when I
was here before, but if you tell me to go away I’ll
go. You need not say it loudly.’ And
then she almost fell, and I put out my arm and caught
her; and presently she was on her knees there beside
me, with her head in my lap.... And then we talked
together for a while. It was mostly me she
didn’t say much but, Charles, the
girl’s done no wrong, no more than our child
that’s dead and in Christ’s bosom.
She was so tired and worn. I got some milk and
gave it to her, and directly she went to sleep like
a baby, with her head on my knee.”
The two went closer, and looked down
upon the slender form and still, dark face. The
sleeper’s rest was deep. A tress of hair,
fallen from its fastening, swept her cheek; Mistress
Stagg, stooping, put it in place behind the small
ear, then straightened herself and pressed her Mirabell’s
arm.
“Well, my love,” quoth
that gentleman, clearing his throat. “’Great
minds, like Heaven, are pleased in doing good.’
My Millamant, declare your thoughts!”
Mistress Stagg twisted her apron hem
between thumb and finger. “She’s more
than eighteen, Charles, and anyhow, if I understand
it rightly, she was never really bound to Darden.
The law has no hold on her, for neither vestry nor
Orphan Court had anything to do with placing her with
Darden and Deborah. She’s free to stay.”
“Free to stay?” queried
Charles, and took a prodigious pinch of snuff.
“To stay with us?”
“Why not?” asked his wife,
and stole a persuasive hand into that of her helpmate.
“Oh, Charles, my heart went out to her!
I made her so beautiful once, and I could do it again
and all the time. Don’t you think her prettier
than was Jane Day? And she’s graceful, and
that quick to learn! You’re such a teacher,
Charles, and I know she’d do her best....
Perhaps, after all, there would be no need to send
away to Bristol for one to take Jane’s place.”
“H’m!” said the
great man thoughtfully, and bit a curl of Tamerlane’s
vast periwig. “’Tis true I esteem her
no dullard,” he at last vouchsafed; “true
also that she hath beauty. In fine, solely to
give thee pleasure, my Millamant, I will give the
girl a trial no later than this very afternoon.”
Audrey stirred in her sleep, spoke
Haward’s name, and sank again to rest.
Mr. Stagg took a second pinch of snuff. “There’s
the scandal, my love. His Excellency the Governor’s
ball, Mr. Eliot’s sermon, Mr. Marmaduke Haward’s
illness and subsequent duels with Mr. Everard and Mr.
Travis, are in no danger of being forgotten.
If this girl ever comes to the speaking of an epilogue,
there’ll be in Williamsburgh a nine days’
wonder indeed!”
“The wonder would not hurt,” said Mistress
Stagg simply.
“Far from it, my dear,”
agreed Mr. Stagg, and closing his snuffbox, went with
a thoughtful brow back to the playhouse and the Tartar
camp.