By now it was early spring in Virginia,
and a time of balm and pleasantness. The season
had not entered into its complete heritage of gay
hues, sweet odors, song, and wealth of bliss.
Its birthday robe was yet a-weaving, its coronal of
blossoms yet folded buds, its choristers not ready
with their fullest pæans. But everywhere was
earnest of future riches. In the forest the bloodroot
was in flower, and the bluebird and the redbird flashed
from the maple that was touched with fire to the beech
just lifted from a pale green fountain. In Mistress
Stagg’s garden daffodils bloomed, and dim blue
hyacinths made sweet places in the grass. The
sun lay warm upon upturned earth, blackbirds rose in
squadrons and darkened the yet leafless trees, and
every wind brought rumors of the heyday toward which
the earth was spinning. The days were long and
sweet; at night a moon came up, and between it and
the earth played soft and vernal airs. Then a
pale light flooded the garden, the shells bordering
its paths gleamed like threaded pearls, and the house
showed whiter than a marble sepulchre. Mild incense,
cool winds, were there, but quiet came fitfully between
the bursts of noise from the lit theatre.
On such a night as this Audrey, clothed
in red silk, with a band of false jewels about her
shadowy hair, slipped through the stage door into the
garden, and moved across it to the small white house
and rest. Her part in the play was done; for
all their storming she would not stay. Silence
and herself alone, and the mirror in her room; then,
sitting before the glass, to see in it darkly the
woman whom she had left dead upon the boards yonder, no,
not yonder, but in a far country, and a fair and great
city. Love! love! and death for love! and her
own face in the mirror gazing at her with eyes of
that long-dead Greek. It was the exaltation and
the dream, mournful, yet not without its luxury, that
ended her every day. When the candle burned low,
when the face looked but dimly from the glass, then
would she rise and quench the flame, and lay herself
down to sleep, with the moonlight upon her crossed
hands and quiet brow.
She passed through the grape arbor,
and opened the door at which Haward had knocked that
September night of the Governor’s ball.
She was in Mistress Stagg’s long room; at that
hour it should have been lit only by a dying fire
and a solitary candle. Now the fire was low enough,
but the room seemed aflare with myrtle tapers.
Audrey, coming from the dimness without, shaded her
eyes with her hand. The heavy door shut to behind
her; unseeing still she moved toward the fire, but
in a moment let fall her hand and began to wonder
at the unwonted lights. Mistress Stagg was yet
in the playhouse; who then had lit these candles?
She turned, and saw Haward standing with folded arms
between her and the door.
The silence was long. He was
Marmaduke Haward with all his powers gathered, calm,
determined, so desperate to have done with this thing,
to at once and forever gain his own and master fate,
that his stillness was that of deepest waters, his
cool equanimity that of the gamester who knows how
will fall the loaded dice. Dressed with his accustomed
care, very pale, composed and quiet, he faced her
whose spirit yet lingered in a far city, who in the
dreamy exaltation of this midnight hour was ever half
Audrey of the garden, half that other woman in a dress
of red silk, with jewels in her hair, who, love’s
martyr, had exulted, given all, and died.
“How did you come here?”
she breathed at last. “You said that you
would come never again.”
“After to-night, never again,”
he answered. “But now, Audrey, this once
again, this once again!”
Gazing past him she made a movement
toward the door. He shook his head. “This
is my hour, Audrey. You may not leave the room,
nor will Mistress Stagg enter it. I will not
touch you, I will come no nearer to you. Stand
there in silence, if you choose, or cover the sight
of me from your eyes, while for my own ease, my own
unhappiness, I say farewell.”
“Farewell!” she echoed.
“Long ago, at Westover, that was said between
you and me.... Why do you come like a ghost to
keep me and peace apart?”
He did not answer, and she locked
her hands across her brow that burned beneath the
heavy circlet of mock gems. “Is it kind?”
she demanded, with a sob in her voice. “Is
it kind to trouble me so, to keep me here”
“Was I ever kind?” he
asked. “Since the night when I followed
you, a child, and caught you from the ground when
you fell between the corn rows, what kindness, Audrey?”
“None!” she answered,
with sudden passion. “Nor kindness then!
Why went you not some other way?”
“Shall I tell you why I was
there that night, why I left my companions
and came riding back to the cabin in the valley?”
She uncovered her eyes, “I thought I
thought then that you were sent”
He looked at her with strange compassion.
“My own will sent me.... When, that sunny
afternoon, we spurred from the valley toward the higher
mountains, we left behind us a forest flower, a young
girl of simple sweetness, with long dark hair, like
yours, Audrey.... It was to pluck that flower
that I deserted the expedition, that I went back to
the valley between the hills.”
Her eyes dilated, and her hands very
slowly rose to press her temples, to make a shadow
from which she might face the cup of trembling he was
pouring for her.
“Molly!” she said, beneath her
breath.
He nodded. “Well, Death
had gathered the flower.... Accident threw across
my path a tinier blossom, a helpless child. Save
you then, care for you then, I must, or I had been
not man, but monster. Did I care for you tenderly,
Audrey? Did I make you love me with all your childish
heart? Did I become to you father and mother
and sister and fairy prince? Then what were you
to me in those old days? A child fanciful and
charming, too fine in all her moods not to breed wonder,
to give the feeling that Nature had placed in that
mountain cabin a changeling of her own. A child
that one must regard with fondness and some pity, what
is called a dear child. Moreover, a child whose
life I had saved, and to whom it pleased me to play
Providence. I was young, not hard of heart, sedulous
to fold back to the uttermost the roseleaves of every
delicate and poetic emotion, magnificently generous
also, and set to play my life au grand seigneur.
To myself assume a responsibility which with all ease
might have been transferred to an Orphan Court, to
put my stamp upon your life to come, to watch you
kneel and drink of my fountain of generosity, to open
my hand and with an indulgent smile shower down upon
you the coin of pleasure and advantage, why,
what a tribute was this to my own sovereignty, what
subtle flattery of self-love, what delicate taste of
power! Well, I kissed you good-by, and unclasped
your hands from my neck, chided you, laughed at you,
fondled you, promised all manner of pretty things and
engaged you never to forget me and sailed
away upon the Golden Rose to meet my crowded years
with their wine and roses, upas shadows and apples
of Sodom. How long before I forgot you, Audrey?
A year and a day, perhaps. I protest that I cannot
remember exactly.”
He slightly changed his position,
but came no nearer to her. It was growing quiet
in the street beyond the curtained windows. One
window was bare, but it gave only upon an unused nook
of the garden where were merely the moonlight and
some tall leafless bushes.
“I came back to Virginia,”
he said, “and I looked for and found you in the
heart of a flowering wood.... All that you imagined
me to be, Audrey, that was I not. Knight-errant,
paladin, king among men, what irony, child,
in that strange dream and infatuation of thine!
I was I am of my time and of
myself, and he whom that day you thought me had not
then nor afterwards form or being. I wish you
to be perfect in this lesson, Audrey. Are you
so?”
“Yes,” she sighed.
Her hands had fallen; she was looking at him with
slowly parting lips, and a strange expression in her
eyes.
He went on quietly as before, every
feature controlled to impassivity and his arms lightly
folded: “That is well. Between the
day when I found you again and a night in the Palace
yonder lies a summer, a summer! To
me all the summers that ever I had or will have, ten
thousand summers! Now tell me how I did in this
wonderful summer.”
“Ignobly,” she answered.
He bowed his head gravely. “Ay,
Audrey, it is a good word.” With a quick
sigh he left his place, and walking to the uncurtained
window stood there looking out upon the strip of moonlight
and the screen of bushes; but when he turned again
to the room his face and bearing were as impressive
as before in their fine, still gravity, their repose
of determination. “And that evening by
the river when you fled from me to Hugon”
“I had awaked,” she said,
in a low voice. “You were to me a stranger,
and I feared you.”
“And at Westover?”
“A stranger.”
“Here in Williamsburgh, when
by dint of much striving I saw you, when I wrote to
you, when at last you sent me that letter, that piteous
and cruel letter, Audrey?”
For one moment her dark eyes met his,
then fell to her clasped hands. “A stranger,”
she said.
“The letter was many weeks ago.
I have been alone with my thoughts at Fair View.
And to-night, Audrey?”
“A stranger,” she would
have answered, but her voice broke. There were
shadows under her eyes; her lifted face had in it a
strained, intent expectancy as though she saw or heard
one coming.
“A stranger,” he acquiesced.
“A foreigner in your world of dreams and shadows.
No prince, Audrey, or great white knight and hero.
Only a gentleman of these latter days, compact like
his fellows of strength and weakness; now very wise
and now the mere finger-post of folly; set to travel
his own path; able to hear above him in the rarer air
the trumpet call, but choosing to loiter on the lower
slopes. In addition a man who loves at last,
loves greatly, with a passion that shall ennoble.
A stranger and your lover, Audrey, come to say farewell.”
Her voice came like an echo, plaintive
and clear and from far away: “Farewell.”
“How steadily do I stand here
to say farewell!” he said. “Yet I
am eaten of my passion. A fire burns me, a voice
within me ever cries aloud. I am whirled in a
resistless wind.... Ah, my love, the garden at
Fair View! The folded rose that will never bloom,
the dial where linger the heavy hours, the heavy,
heavy, heavy hours!”
“The garden,” she whispered.
“I smell the box.... The path was all in
sunshine. So quiet, so hushed.... I went
a little farther, and I heard your voice where you
sat and read and read of Eloisa.... Oh,
Evelyn, Evelyn!”
“The last time the
last farewell!” he said. “When the
Golden Rose is far at sea, when the winds blow, when
the stars drift below the verge, when the sea speaks,
then may I forget you, may the vision of you pass!
Now at Fair View it passes not; it dwells. Night
and day I behold you, the woman that I love, the woman
that I love in vain!”
“The Golden Rose!” she answered.
“The sea.... Alas!”
Her voice had risen into a cry.
The walls of the room were gone, the air pressed upon
her heavily, the lights wavered, the waters were passing
over her as they had passed that night of the witch’s
hut. How far away the bank upon which he stood!
He spoke to her, and his voice came faintly as from
that distant shore or from the deck of a swiftly passing
ship. “And so it is good-by, sweetheart;
for why should I stay in Virginia? Ah, if you
loved me, Audrey! But since it is not so Good-by,
good-by. This time I’ll not forget you,
but I will not come again. Good-by!”
Her lips moved, but there came no
words. A light had dawned upon her face, her
hand was lifted as though to stay a sound of music.
Suddenly she turned toward him, swayed, and would
have fallen but that his arm caught and upheld her.
Her head was thrown back; the soft masses of her wonderful
hair brushed his cheek and shoulder; her eyes looked
past him, and a smile, pure and exquisite past expression,
just redeemed her face from sadness. “Good-morrow,
Love!” she said clearly and sweetly.
At the sound of her own words came
to her the full realization and understanding of herself.
With a cry she freed herself from his supporting arm,
stepped backward and looked at him. The color
surged over her face and throat, her eyelids drooped;
while her name was yet upon his lips she answered
with a broken cry of ecstasy and abandonment.
A moment and she was in his arms and their lips had
met.
How quiet it was in the long room,
where the myrtle candles gave out their faint perfume
and the low fire leaped upon the hearth! Thus
for a time; then, growing faint with her happiness,
she put up protesting hands. He made her sit
in the great chair, and knelt before her, all youth
and fire, handsome, ardent, transfigured by his passion
into such a lover as a queen might desire.
“Hail, Sultana!” he said,
smiling, his eyes upon her diadem. “Now
you are Arpasia again, and I am Moneses, and ready,
ah, most ready, to die for you.”
She also smiled. “Remember
that I am to quickly follow you.”
“When shall we marry?”
he demanded. “The garden cries out for you,
my love, and I wish to hear your footstep in my house.
It hath been a dreary house, filled with shadows,
haunted by keen longings and vain regrets. Now
the windows shall be flung wide and the sunshine shall
pour in. Oh, your voice singing through the rooms,
your foot upon the stairs!” He took her hands
and put them to his lips. “I love as men
loved of old,” he said. “I am far
from myself and my times. When will you become
my wife?”
She answered him simply, like the
child that at times she seemed: “When you
will. But I must be Arpasia again to-morrow night.
The Governor hath ordered the play repeated, and Margery
Linn could not learn my part in time.”
He laughed, fingering the red silk
of her hanging sleeve, feasting his eyes upon her
dark beauty, so heightened and deepened in the year
that had passed. “Then play to them and
to me who shall watch you well to-morrow
night. But after that to them never again! only
to me, Audrey, to me when we walk in the garden at
home, when we sit in the book-room and the candles
are lighted. That day in May when first you came
into my garden, when first I showed you my house,
when first I rowed you home with the sunshine on the
water and the roses in your hair! Love, love!
do you remember?”
“Remember?” she answered,
in a thrilling voice. “When I am dead I
shall yet remember! And I will come when you
want me. After to-morrow night I will come....
Oh, cannot you hear the river? And the walls of
the box will be freshly green, and the fruit-trees
all in bloom! The white leaves drift down upon
the bench beneath the cherry-tree.... I will sit
in the grass at your feet. Oh, I love you, have
loved you long!”
They had risen and now with her head
upon his breast and his arm about her, they stood
in the heart of the soft radiance of many candles.
His face was bowed upon the dark wonder of her hair;
when at last he lifted his eyes, they chanced to fall
upon the one uncurtained window. Audrey, feeling
his slight, quickly controlled start, turned within
his arm and also saw the face of Jean Hugon, pressed
against the glass, staring in upon them.
Before Haward could reach the window
the face was gone. A strip of moonlight, some
leafless bashes, beyond, the blank wall of the theatre, that
was all. Raising the sash, Haward leaned forth
until he could see the garden at large. Moonlight
still and cold, winding paths, and shadows of tree
and shrub and vine, but no sign of living creature.
He closed the window and drew the curtain across,
then turned again to Audrey. “A phantom
of the night,” he said, and laughed.
She was standing in the centre of
the room, with her red dress gleaming in the candlelight.
Her brow beneath its mock crown had no lines of care,
and her wonderful eyes smiled upon him. “I
have no fear of it,” she answered. “That
is strange, is it not, when I have feared it for so
long? I have no other fear to-night than that
I shall outlive your love for me.”
“I will love you until the stars fall,”
he said.
“They are falling to-night.
When you are without the door look up, and you may
see one pass swiftly down the sky. Once I watched
them from the dark river”
“I will love you until the sun
grows old,” he said. “Through life
and death, through heaven or hell, past the beating
of my heart, while lasts my soul!... Audrey,
Audrey!”
“If it is so,” she answered,
“then all is well. Now kiss me good-night,
for I hear Mistress Stagg’s voice. You will
come again to-morrow? And to-morrow night, oh,
to-morrow night I shall see only you, think of only
you while I play! Good-night, good-night.”
They kissed and parted, and Haward,
a happy man, went with raised face through the stillness
and the moonlight to his lodging at Marot’s
ordinary. No phantoms of the night disturbed him.
He had found the philosopher’s stone, had drunk
of the divine elixir. Life was at last a thing
much to be desired, and the Giver of life was good,
and the summum bonum was deathless love.