This is the year 1977. It will
be objected that the episode I am going to tell, having
happened in 1917, having been witnessed by twenty-odd
thousand people, must have been, if true, for sixty
years common property and an old tale. But when
General Cochrane who saved England at the
end of the great war told me the Kitchener
incident of the story last year, sitting in the rose-garden
of the White Hart Inn at Sonning-on-Thames, I had
never heard of it.
I wonder why he told me. Probably,
as is the case in most things which most people do,
from a mixture of impulses. For one thing I am
an American girl, with a fresher zest to hear tales
of those titanic days than the people or the children
of the people who lived through them. Also the
great war of 1914 has stirred me since I was old enough
to know about it, and I have read everything concerning
it which I could lay hands on, and talked to everyone
who had knowledge of it. Also, General Cochrane
and I made friends from the first minute. I was
a quite unimportant person of twenty-four years, he
a magnificent hero of eighty, one of the proud figures
of England; it made me a bit dizzy when I saw that
he liked me. One feels, once in a long time, an
unmistakable double pull, and knows that oneself and
another are friends, and not age, color, race nor
previous condition of servitude makes the slightest
difference. To have that happen with a celebrity,
a celebrity whom it would have been honor enough simply
to meet, is quite dizzying. This was the way
of it.
I was staying with my cousin Mildred
Ward, an Atlanta girl who married Sir Cecil Ward,
an English baronet of Oxfordshire. I reached
Martin-Goring on a day in July just in time to dress
for dinner. When I came down, a bit early, Milly
looked me over and pronounced favorably.
“You’re not so hard to
look at,” she pronounced. “It takes
an American really to wear French clothes. I’m
glad you’re looking well tonight, because one
of your heroes Oh!”
She had floated inconsequently against
a bookcase in a voyage along the big room, and a spray
of wild roses from a vase on the shelf caught in her
pretty gold hair.
“Oh why does Middleton
stick those catchy things up there?” she complained,
separating the flowers from her hair, and I followed
her eyes above the shelf.
“Why, that’s a portrait
of Kitchener the old great Kitchener, isn’t
it?” I asked. “Did he belong to Cecil’s
people?”
“No,” answered Milly,
“only Cecil’s grandfather and General Cochrane or
something ” her voice trailed.
And then, “I’ve got somebody you’ll
be crazy about tonight, General Cochrane.”
“General Cochrane?”
“Oh! You pretend to know
about the great war and don’t know General Cochrane,
who saved England when the fleet was wrecked.
Don’t know him!”
“Oh!” I said again.
“Know him? Know him! I know every breath,
he drew. Only I couldn’t believe my ears.
The boy Donald Cochrane? It isn’t true
is it? How did you ever, ever ?”
“He lives five miles from us,”
said Milly, unconcernedly. “We see a lot
of him. His wife was Cecil’s great-aunt.
She’s dead now. His daughter is my best
friend. ’The boy Donald Cochrane’!”
She smiled a little. “He’s no boy
now. He’s old. Even heroes do that get
old.”
And with that the footman at the door
announced “General Cochrane.”
I stared away up at a very tall, soldierly
old man with a jagged scar across his forehead.
His wide-open, black-lashed gray eyes flashed a glance
like a menace, like a sword, and then suddenly smiled
as if the sun had jumped from a bank of storm-clouds.
And I looked into those wonderful eyes and we were
friends. As fast as that. Most people would
think it nonsense, but it happened so. A few people
will understand. He took me out to dinner, and
it was as if no one else was at the table. I
was aware only of the one heroic personality.
At first I dared not speak of his history, and then,
without planning or intention, my own voice astonished
my own ears. I announced to him:
“You have been my hero since I was ten years
old.”
It was a marvelous thing he did, the
lad of twenty, even considering that the secret was
there at his hand, ready for him to use. The
histories say that that no matter if he
did not invent the device, it was his ready wit which
remembered it, and his persistence which forced the
war department to use it. Yes, and his heroism
which led the ship and all but gave his life.
And when he had fulfilled his mission he stepped back
into the place of a subaltern; he was modest, even
embarrassed, at the great people who thronged to him.
England was saved; that was all his affair; nothing,
so the books say, could prod him into prominence though
he rose to be a General later after that,
after being the first man in England for those days.
It was this personage with whom I had gone out to
dinner, and to whom I dared make that sudden speech:
“You have been my hero, General Cochrane, since
I was ten years old.”
He slued about with the menacing,
shrapnel look, and it seemed that there might be an
explosion of sharp-pointed small bullets over the
dinner-table.
“Don’t!” I begged.
The sun came out; the artillery attack was over; he
looked at me with boyish shyness.
“D’you know, when people
say things like that I feel as if I were stealing,”
he told me confidentially. “Anybody else
could have done all I did. In fact, it wasn’t
I at all,” he finished.
“Not you? Who then? Weren’t
you the boy Donald Cochrane?”
“Yes,” he said, and stopped
as if he were considering it. “Yes,”
he said quietly in the clean-cut, terse English manner
of speaking, “I suppose I was the boy Donald
Cochrane.” He gazed across the white lilacs
and pink roses on the table as if dreaming a bit.
Then he turned with a long breath. “My
child,” he said, “there is something about
you which gives me back my youth, and the
freshness of a great experience. I thank you.”
I gazed into those compelling eyes,
gasping like a fish with too much oxygen, I felt myself,
Virginia Fox, meshed in the fringes of historic days,
stirred by the rushing mighty wind of that Great Experience.
I was awestruck into silence. Just then Milly
got up, and eight women flocked into the library.
I was good for nothing there, simply
good for nothing at all. I tried to talk to the
nice, sensible English women, and I could not.
I knew Milly was displeased with me for not keeping
up my end, but I was sodden with thrills. I had
sat through a dinner next to General Cochrane, the
Donald Cochrane who was the most dramatic figure of
the world war of sixty years ago. It has always
moved me to meet persons who even existed at that
time. I look at them and think what intense living
it must have meant to pick up a paper and read as
the news of the day, mind you that Germany
had entered Belgium, that King Albert was fighting
in the trenches, that Von Kluck was within seventeen
miles of Paris, that Von Kluck was retreating think
of the rapture of that Paris saved! that
the Germans had taken Antwerp; that the Lusitania
was sunk; that Kitchener was drowned at sea!
I wonder if the people who lived and went about their
business in America in those days realized that they
were having a stage-box for the greatest drama of history?
I wonder. Terror and heroism and cruelty find
self-sacrifice on a scale which had never been dreamed,
which will never, God grant, need to be dreamed on
this poor little racked planet again. Of course,
there are plenty of those people alive yet, and I’ve
talked to many and they remember it, all of them remember
well, even those who were quite small. And it
has stirred me simply to look into the eyes of such
an one and consider that those eyes read such things
as morning news. The great war has had a hold
on me since I first heard of it, and I distinctly
remember the day, from my father, at the age of seven.
“Can you remember when it happened,
father?” I asked him. And then: “Can
you remember when they drove old people out of their
houses and killed them?”
“Yes,” said my father.
And I burst into tears. And when I was not much
older he told me about Donald Cochrane, the boy who
saved England.
It was not strange to my own mind
that I could not talk commonplaces now, when I had
just spent an hour tailing to the man who had been
that historic boy the very Donald Cochrane.
I could not talk commonplaces.
Milly’s leisurely voice broke
my meditation. “I’m sorry that my
cousin, Virginia Fox, should have such bad manners,
Lady Andover,” she was drawling. “She
was brought up to speak when spoken to, but I think
it’s the General who has hypnotized her.
Virginia, did you know that Lady Andover asked you ”
And I came to life.
“It was Miss Fox who hypnotized
the General, I fancy,” said Lady Andover most
graciously, considering I had overlooked her existence
a second before. “He had a word for no
one else during dinner.” I felt myself go
scarlet; it had pleased the Marvelous Person, then,
to like me a little, perhaps for the youth and enthusiasm
in me.
With that the men straggled into the
room and the tall grizzled head of my hero, his lined
face conspicuous for the jagged, glorious scar, towered
over the rest. I saw the vivid eyes flash about,
and they met mine; I was staring at him, as I must,
and my heart all but jumped out of me when he came
straight to where I stood, my back against the bookcase.
“I was looking for you,” he said simply.
Then he glanced over my head and his
hand shot up in a manner of salute; I turned to see
why. I was in front of the portrait of Lord Kitchener.
“Did you know him, General Cochrane?”
I asked.
“Know him?” he demanded,
and the gray glance plunged out at me from under the
thick lashes.
“Don’t do it,” I
pleaded, putting my hands over my eyes. “When
you look at me so it’s bombs and
bullets.” The look softened, but the lean,
wrinkled face did not smile.
“You asked if I knew Kitchener,” he stated.
I spoke haltingly. “I didn’t know.
Ought I to have known?”
General Cochrane gazed down, all at
once dreamy, as if he looked through me at something
miles and aeons away.
“No,” he said. “There’s
no reason why you should. You have an uncommon
knowledge of events of that time, an astonishing knowledge
for a young thing, so that I forget you can’t
know all of it.” He stopped,
as if considering. “It is because I am
old that I have fancies,” he went on slowly.
“And you have understanding eyes. I have
had a fancy this evening that you and I were meant
to be friends; that a similarity of interests, a a
likeness oh, hang it all!” burst out
the General like a college boy. “I never
could talk except straight and hot. I mean I’ve
a feeling of a bond between us you’ll
think me most presuming ”
I interrupted, breathless. “It’s
so,” I whispered. “I felt it, only
I’d not have dared ” and I
choked.
Old General Cochrane frowned thoughtfully.
“Curious,” was what he said. “It’s
psychology of course, but I’m hanged if I know
the explanation. However, since it’s so,
my child, I’m glad. A man as old as I makes
few new friends. And a beautiful young woman with
a brain and charm and innocent
eyes and French clothes!”
One may guess if I tried to stop this
description. I could have listened all night.
With that:
“‘Did I know Kitchener!’
the child asked,” reflected the General, and
threw back his splendid head and laughed. I stared
up, my heart pumping. Then, “Well, rather.
Why, little Miss Fox ” and he stopped.
“I’ve a mind to tell the child a fairy-story,”
he said. “A true fairy-story which is so
extraordinary that few have been found to believe it,
even of those who saw it happen.”
He halted again.
“Tell me!”
General Coehrane looked about the
roomful of people and tossed out his hand. “In
this mob?” he objected. “It’s
too long a story in any case. But why shouldn’t
you and I have a séance, to let a garrulous old fellow
talk about his youth?” he demanded in his lordly
way. “Why not come out on the river in
my boat? They’ll let you play about with
an octogenarian, won’t they?”
“I’ll come,” I answered the General
eagerly.
“Very good. Tomorrow.
Oh, by George, no. That confounded Prime Minister
comes down to me tomorrow. I detest old men,”
said General Cochrane. “Well, then, the
day after?”
The Thames was a picture-book river
that day, gay with row-boats and punts and launches,
yet serene for all its gaiety; slipping between grassy
banks under immemorial trees with the air of a private
stream wandering, protected, through an estate.
The English have the gift above other nations of producing
an atmosphere of leisure and seclusion, and surely
there is no little river on earth so used and so unabused
as the Thames. Of all the craft abroad that bright
afternoon, General Cochrane’s white launch with
its gold line above the water and its gleaming brass
trimmings was far and away the prettiest, and I was
bursting with pride as we passed the rank and file
on the stream and they looked at us admiringly.
To be alive on such a day in England was something;
to be afloat on the silvery Thames was enchantment;
to be in that lovely boat with General Cochrane, the
boy Donald Cochrane, was a rapture not to be believed
without one’s head reeling. Yet here it
was happening, the thing I should look back upon fifty,
sixty years from now, an old gray woman, and tell
my grandchildren as the most interesting event of
my life. It was happening, and I was enjoying
every second, and not in the least awed into misery,
as is often the case with great moments. For
the old officer was as perfect a playmate as any good-for-nothing
young subaltern in England, and that is putting it
strongly.
“Wouldn’t it be nicer
to land at Sonning and have our tea there?” he
suggested. We were dropping through the lock just
higher than the village; the wet, mossy walls were
rising above us on both sides and the tops of the
lock-keeper’s gorgeous pink snapdragons were
rapidly going out of sight. My host went on:
“There’s rather a nice rose-garden, and
it’s on the river, and the plum-cake’s
good. What do you think, that or on board?”
“The rose-garden,” I decided.
Sonning is a village cut out of a
book and pasted on the earth. It can’t
be true, it’s so pretty. And the little
White Hart Inn is adorable.
“Is it really three hundred
years old?” I asked. “The standard
roses look like an illustration out of ‘Alice
in Wonderland.’ Yes, please tea
in the White Hart garden.”
The old General heaved a sigh.
“Thank Heaven,” he said. “I
was most awfully anxious for fear you’d say
on the boat, and I didn’t order any.”
We slipped under an arch of the ancient
red bridge and were at the landing. I remember
the scene as we stood on shore and looked down the
shining way of the river, the tall grasses bending
on either side like green fur stroked by the breeze;
I remember the trim sea-wall and velvet lawn, and
the low, long house with leaded windows of the place
next the inn. A house-boat was moored to the
shore below, white, with scarlet geraniums flowing
the length of the upper deck, and willow chairs and
tables; people were having tea up there; muslin curtains
blew from the portholes below. Some Americans
went past with two enormous Scotch deer-hound puppies
on leash. “Be quiet, Jock,” one of
them said, and the big, gentle-faced beast turned
on her with a giant, caressing bound, the last touch
of beauty in the beautiful, quiet scene.
It was early, so that we took the
table which pleased us, one set a bit aside against
a ten-foot hedge, and guarded by a tall bush of tea-roses.
A plump maid hurried across the lawn and spread a cloth
on our table and waited, smiling, as if seeing us
had simply made her day perfect. And the General
gave the orders.
“The plum-cake is going to be
wonderful,” I said then, “and I’m
hungry as a bear for tea. But the best thing
I’ve been promised this afternoon is a fairy-story.”
The shrapnel look flashed, keen and
bright and afire, but I looked back steadily, not
afraid. I knew what sunlight was going to break;
and it broke.
“D’you know,” said
he, “I’m really quite mad to talk about
myself. Men always are. You’ve heard
the little tale of the man who said, ’Let’s
have a garden-party. Let’s go out on the
lawn and talk about me’? One becomes a
frightful bore quite easily. So that I’ve
made rules I don’t hector people
about about things I’ve been concerned
with. As to the incident I said I’d tell
you, that would be quite impossible to tell to well,
practically anyone.”
My circulatory system did a prance;
he could tell it practically to no one, yet he was
going to tell it to me! I instantly said that.
“But you’re going to tell it to me?”
I was anxious.
“Child, you flatter well,”
said the Marvelous Person, who had brought me picnicking.
“It’s the American touch; there’s
a way with American women quite irresistible.”
“Oh American women!” I remonstrated.
“Yes, indeed. They’re
delightful you’re witches, every mother’s
daughter of you. But you ah that’s
different, now. You and I, as we decided long
ago, on day before yesterday, have a bond. I can’t
help the conviction that you’re the hundred-thousandth
person. You have understanding eyes. If
I were a young man And yet it’s not
just that; it’s something a bit rarer.
Moreover, they tell me there’s a chap back in
America.”
“Yes,” I owned. “There
is a chap.” And I persisted: “I’m
to have a fairy-story?”
The black-lashed gaze narrowed as
it traveled across the velvet turf and the tall roses,
down the path of the quiet river. He had a fine
head, thick-thatched and grizzled, not white; his
nose was of the straight, short English type, slightly
chopped up at the end a good-looking nose;
his mouth was wide and not chiseled, yet sensitive
as well as strong; the jaw was powerful and the chin
square with a marked dimple in it; there was also
color, the claret and honey of English tanned complexions.
Of course his eyes, with the exaggeratedly thick and
long black lashes, were the wonderful part of him,
but there is no describing the eyes. It was the
look from them, probably, which made General Cochrane’s
face remarkable. I suppose it was partly that
compelling look which had brought about his career.
He was six feet four, lean and military, full of presence,
altogether a conspicuously beautiful old lion in a
land where every third man is beautiful.
“What are you looking munitions-of-war
at, General, down the innocent little Thames River?
You must be seeing around corners, past Wargrave,
as far as Henley.”
“I didn’t see the Thames
River,” he shot at me in his masterful way.
“I was looking at things past, and people dead
and gone. We ancients do that. I saw London
streets and crowds; I read the posters which told
that Kitchener was drowned at sea, and then I saw,
a year later, England in panic; I saw an almighty
meeting in Trafalgar Square and I heard speeches which
burned my ears men urging Englishmen to
surrender England and make terms with the Huns.
Good God!” His fist came down on the rattling
little iron table.
“My blood boils now when I remember.
Child,” he demanded, “I can’t see
why your alluring ways should have set me talking.
Fancy, I’ve never told this tale but twice,
and I’m holding forth to a little alien whom
I haven’t known two days, a young ne’er-do-well
not born till forty years after the tale happened!”
“What difference does that make?”
I asked. “Age means nothing to real people.
And we’ve known each other since since
we hunted pterodactyls together, pre-historically.
Only I hate bats,” I objected to my
own arrangement. I went on: “If you
knew how I want to hear! It’s the most
wonderful thing in my life, this afternoon you.”
“I know you are honest,”
he said. “Different from the ruck.
I knew that the moment I saw you.”
“Then,” I prodded, “do
begin with the posters about Lord Kitchener.”
“But that’s not the beginning,”
he protested. “You’ll spoil it all,”
he said.
“Oh, no, then! Begin at
the beginning. I didn’t know. I wanted
to get you started.”
The gray eyes dreamed down the placid river water.
“The beginning was before I
was born. It began when Kitchener, a young general,
picked up a marauding party of black rascals on his
way to Khartoum. They had a captive, a white
girl, a lady. They had murdered her father and
mother and young brother. The father was newly
appointed Colonel of a regiment, traveling to his
post with his family. The Arabs were saving the
girl for their devilish head chieftain. Kitchener
had the lot executed, and sent for the girl.
She was ”
The old man’s hand lifted to
his head and he took off his hat and laid it on the
ground.
“I cannot speak of that girl
without uncovering,” he said, quietly. “She
was my mother.” There was an electrical
silence. I knew enough to know that no words
fitted here. The old officer went on: “She
was one of the wonderful people. What she seemed
to think of, after the horrors she had gone through,
was not herself or her suffering, but only to show
her gratitude. It was a long journey weeks through
that land of hell, while she was in Kitchener’s
hands, and not once did she lose courage. The
Sirdar told me that it was having an angel in camp she
held that rough soldiery in the hollow of her hand.
She told Kitchener her story, and after that she would
not talk of herself. You’ve heard that he
never had a love affair? That’s wrong.
He was in love then, and for the rest of his life,
with my mother.”
I gasped. The shrapnel eyes menaced me.
“She could not speak of herself,
d’you see? It was salvation to think only
of others, so that she’d not told him that she
was engaged to my father. Love from any other
was the last thing she was thinking of. After
what had happened she was living from one breath to
another and she dared not consider her own affairs.
The night before they reached Cairo, Kitchener asked
her to marry him. He was over forty then; she
was nineteen. She told him of her engagement,
of course told him also that it might be
she would never marry at all; a life of her own and
happiness seemed impossible now. She might go
into a sisterhood. Work for others was what she
must have. Then, unexpectedly, my father was at
Cairo to meet her, and Kitchener went to him and told
him. From that on the two men were close friends.
My people were not married till five years later,
and when I came to be baptized General Kitchener was
godfather. All my young days I was used to seeing
him about the house at intervals, as if he belonged
to us. I remember his eyes following my mother.
Tall and slight she was, with a haunted look, from
what she’d seen; she moved softly, spoke softly.
It was no secret from the two, my father and mother,
that he loved her always. Yet, so loyal, so crystal
he was that my father had never one moment of jealousy.
On the contrary they were like brothers. Then
they died my father and mother. The
two almost together. I came into Kitchener’s
hands, Lord Kitchener by then. When he met me
in London, a long lad of seventeen, he held my fingers
a second and looked hard at me.
“‘You’re very like
her, Donald,’ he said. And held on.
And said it again. ’Your mother’s
double. I’d know you for her boy if I caught
one look of your eyes, anywhere,’ he said.
’Her boy.’ Well what?
Do I want more tea? Of course, I do.”
For the smiling plump maid had long
ago brought the steaming stuff, the bread and butter
and jam and plum cake, I had officiated and General
Cochrane had been absorbing his tea as an Englishman
does, automatically, while he talked.
About us the tables were filling up,
all over the rose-garden. The Americans were
there with the beautiful long-legged giant deer-hound
puppy, Jock, and were having trouble with his table
manners. People came in by twos and threes and
more, from the river, with the glow of exercise on
their faces; an elderly country parson sat near, black-coated,
white-collared, with his elderly daughter and their
dog, a well-behaved Scottie this one, big-headed,
with an age-old, wise, black face. And a group
of three pretty girls with their pretty pink-cheeked
mother and a young man or so were having a gay time
with soft-voiced laughter and jokes, not far away.
The breeze lifted the long purple and rose-colored
motor veils of mother and daughters. The whole
place was full of bright colors and low-toned cheerful
talk, yet so English was the atmosphere, that it was
as if the General and I were shut into an enchanted
forest. No one looked at us, no one seemed to
know we were there. The General began to talk
again, unconscious as the rest of anything or anybody
not his affair.
“I got my commission in 1915
in K-1, Kitchener’s first hundred thousand,
and I went off to the front in the second year of the
war. I had a scratch and was slightly gassed
once, but nothing much happened for a long time.
And in 1916, in May, came the news that my godfather,
the person closest to me on earth, was drowned at
sea. I was in London, just out of the hospital
and about to go back to France.”
The old General stopped and stared
down at the graveled path with its trim turf border
lying at his feet.
“It was to me as if the world,
seething in its troubles, was suddenly empty with
that man gone. I drifted with the crowd about
London town, and the crowd appeared to be like myself,
dazed. The streets were full and there was continually
a profound, sorrowful sound, like the groan of a nation;
faces were blank and gray. Those surging, mournful
London streets, and the look of the posters with great
letters on them his name that
memory isn’t likely to leave me till I die.
Of course, I got hold of every detail and tried to
picture the manner of it to myself, but I couldn’t
get it that he was dead. Kitchener, the heart
of the nation; I couldn’t comprehend that he
had stopped breathing. I couldn’t get myself
satisfied that I wasn’t to see him again.
It seemed there must be some way out. You’ll
remember, perhaps, that four boats were seen to put
off from the Hampshire as she sank? I tried
to trace those boats. I traveled up there and
interviewed people who had seen them. I got no
good from it. But it kept coming to me that it
was not a mine that had sunk the ship, that it was
a torpedo from a German submarine, and that Kitchener
was on one of the boats that put off and that he had
been taken prisoner by the enemy. God knows why
that thought persisted there were reasons
against it it was a boy’s theory.
But it persisted; I couldn’t get it out of my
head. I was in St. Paul’s at the Memorial
Service; I heard the ‘Last Post’ played
for him, and I saw the King and Queen in tears; all
that didn’t settle my mind. I went back
to the front, heavy-hearted, and tried to behave myself
as I believed he’d have had me the
Sirdar. My people had called him the Sirdar always.
Luck was with me in France; I had chances, and did
a bit of work, and got advancement.”
“I know,” I nodded.
“I’ve read history. A few trifles
like the rescue of the rifles and holding that trench
and ”
The old soldier interrupted, looking
thunderous. “It has a bearing on the episode
I’m about to tell you. That’s why
I refer to it.”
I didn’t mind his haughtiness.
It was given me to see the boy’s shyness within
that grim old hero.
“So that when I landed in London
in 1917, having been stupid enough to get my right
arm potted, it happened that my name was known.
They picked me out to make a doing over. I was
most uncommonly conspicuous for nothing more than
thousands of other lads had done. They’d
given their lives like water, thousands of them it
made me sick with shame, when I thought of those others,
to have my name ringing through the land. But
so it was, and it served a purpose, right enough, I
saw later.
“Then, as I began to crawl about,
came the crisis of the war. Ill news piled on
ill news; the army in France was down with an epidemic;
each day’s news was worse than the last; to
top all, the Germans found the fleet. It was
in letters a foot long about London newsboys
crying awful words:
“‘Fleet discovered German
submarines and Zeppelins approaching.’
“A bit later, still worse.
’The Bellerophon sunk by German torpedo ten
dreadnoughts sunk ’ There were
the names of the big ships, the Queen Elizabeth,
the Warspite, the Thunderer, the Agamemnon,
the King Edward a lot more, battle
cruisers, too then ten more dreadnoughts and
more and worse every hour. The German navy was
said to be coming into the North Sea and advancing
to our coast. And our navy was going gone nothing
to stand between us and the fate of Belgium.
“Then England went mad!
I thank God I’ll not live through such days
again. The land went mad with fear. You’ll
remember that there had been a three-year strain which
human nerves were not meant to bear. Well, there
was a faction who urged that the only sane act now
possible was to surrender to Germany quickly and hope
for a mercy which we couldn’t get if we struggled.
The government, under enormous pressure, weakened.
It’s easy to cry ‘Shame!’ now, but
how could it stand firm with the country stampeding
back of it?
“So things were the day of the
mass meeting in Trafalgar Square. I was tall,
and so thin and gaunt that, with my uniform and my
arm in its sling, it was easy to get close to the
front, straight under the speakers. And no sooner
had I got there than I was seized with a restlessness,
an uncontrollable desire to see my godfather Kitchener.
Only to see him, to lay eyes on him. I wish I
might express to you the push of that feeling.
It was thirst in a desert. With that spell on
me I stood down in front of the stone lions and stared
up at Nelson on his column, and listened to the speakers.
They were mad, quite, those speakers. The crowd
was mad, too. It overflowed that great space,
and there were few steady heads in the lot. You’ll
realize it looked a bit of a close shave, with the
German navy coming and our fleet being destroyed,
no one knew how fast, and the army in France, and struck
down by illness. At that moment it looked a matter
of three or four days before the Huns would be landing.
Never before in a thousand years was England as near
the finish. As I stood there fidgeting, with the
starvation on me for my godfather, it flashed to me
that there’s a legend in every nation about
some one of its heroes, how in the hour of need he
will come back to save the people Charlemagne
in France, don’t you know, and Barbarossa and
King Arthur and oh, a number. And I
spoke aloud, so that the chap next prodded me in the
ribs and said: ’Stop that, will you?
I can’t hear’ I spoke aloud
and said:
“‘This is the hour. Come back and
save us.’
“The speakers had been ranting
along, urging on the people to force the government
to give in and make terms with those devils who’d
crushed Belgium. Of course there were plenty
there ready to die in the last ditch for honor and
the country, but the mob was with the speakers.
Quite insane with terror the mob was. And I spoke
aloud to Kitchener, like a madman of a sort also,
begging him to come from another world and save his
people.
“‘This is the hour; come
and save us,’ said I, and said it as if my words
could get through to Kitchener in eternity.
“With that a taxicab forced
through the crowd, close to the platform, and it stopped
and somebody got out. I could see an officer’s
cap and the crowd pressing. My eyes were riveted
on that brown cap; my breath came queerly; there was
a murmur, a hush and a murmur together, where that
tall officer with the cap over his face pushed toward
the speakers. I felt I should choke if I didn’t
see him and I couldn’t see him.
Then he made the platform, and before my eyes, before
the eyes of twenty thousand people, he stood there Kitchener!”
General Cochrane stared defiantly
at me. “I’m not asking you to believe
this,” he said. “I’m merely
telling you what happened.”
“Go on,” I whispered.
He went on: “A silence
like death fell on that vast crowd. The voice
of the speaker screaming out wild cowardice about
mercy from the Germans kept on for a few words, and
then the man caught the electrical atmosphere and
was aware that something was happening. He halted
half-way in a word, and turned and faced the grim,
motionless figure Kitchener. The man
stared a half minute and shot his hands up and howled,
and ran into the throng. All over the great place,
by then, was a whisper swelling into a bass murmur,
into a roar, his name.
“‘Kitchener Kitchener!’
and ‘K. of K.!’ and ‘Kitchener of
Khartoum!’
“Never in my life have I heard
a volume of sound like London shouting that day the
name of Kitchener. After a time he lifted his
hand and stood, deep-eyed and haggard, as the mass
quieted. He spoke. I can’t tell you
what he said. I couldn’t have told you the
next hour. But he quieted us and lifted us, that
crowd, fearstruck, sobbing, into courage. He
put his own steady dignity into those cheap, frightened
little Johnnies. He gave us strength even if
the worst came, and he held up English pluck and doggedness
for us to look at and to live by. As his voice
stopped, as I stood down in front just under him, I
flung up my arms, and I suppose I cried out something;
I was but a lad of twenty, and half crazed with the
joy of seeing him. And he swung forward a step
to me as if he had seen me all the time and
I think he had. ’Do the turn, Donald,’
he said, ’The time has come for a Cochrane to
save England.’
“And with that he wheeled and
without a look to right or left, in his own swift,
silent, shy way he was gone.
“Nobody saw where he went.
I all but killed myself for an hour trying to find
him, but it was of no use. And with that, as I
sat at my lunch, too feverish and stirred to eat food,
demanding over and over what he meant, what the ‘turn’
was which I was to do, why a Cochrane should have a
chance to save England with that, suddenly
I knew.”
General Cochrane halted again, and
again he gazed down the little river, the river of
England, the river which he, more than any other, had
kept for English folk and their peaceful play-times.
I knew I must not hurry him; I waited.
“The thing came to me like lightning,”
he went on, “and I had only to go from one simple
step to another; it seemed all thought out for me.
It was something, don’t you see, which I’d
known all my lifetime, but hadn’t once thought
of since the war began. I went direct to my bankers
and got a box out of the safe and fetched it home in
a cab. There I opened it and took out papers
and went over them.... This part of the tale
is mostly in print,” General Cochrane interrupted
himself. “Have you read it? I don’t
want to bore you with repetitions.”
I answered hurriedly, trembling for
fear I might say the wrong thing: “I’ve
read what’s in print, but your telling it puts
it in another world. Please go on. Please
don’t shorten anything.”
The shadow of a smile played.
“I rather like telling you a story, d’you
know,” he spoke, half absent-mindedly his
real thoughts were with that huge past. He swept
back to it. “You know, of course, about
Dundonald’s Destroyer the invention
of my great-grandfather’s kinsman, Thomas Cochrane,
tenth Earl of Dundonald? He was a good bit of
an old chap in various ways. He did things to
the French fleet that put him as a naval officer in
the class with Nelson and Drake. But he’s
remembered in history by his invention. It was
a secret, of course, one of the puzzles of the time
and of years after, up to 1917. It was known there
was something. He offered it to the government
in 1811, and the government appointed a committee
to examine into it. The chairman was the Duke
of York, commander-in-chief of the army, said to be
the ablest administrator of military affairs of that
time. Also there were Admirals Lord Keith and
Exmouth and the Congreve brothers of the ordnance
department. A more competent committee of five
could not have been gathered in the world. This
board would not recommend the adoption of the scheme.
Why? They reported that there was no question
that the invention would do all which Dundonald claimed,
but it was so unspeakably dreadful as to be impossible
for civilized men.
“There was not a shadow of doubt,
the committee reported, that Dundonald’s device
would not merely defeat but annihilate and sweep out
of existence any hostile force, whole armies and navies.
’No power on earth could stand against it,’
said the old fellow, and the five experts backed him
up. But they considered that the devastation would
be inhuman beyond permissible warfare. Not war,
annihilation. In fact, they shelved it because
it was too efficient. There was great need of
means for fighting Napoleon just then, so they gave
it up reluctantly, but it was a bit too shocking.
“The weak point of the business
was, as Dundonald himself declared, that it was so
simple as everybody knows now that
its first use would tell the secret and put it in
the hands of other nations. Therefore the committee
recommended that this incipient destruction should
be stowed away and kept secret, so that no power more
unscrupulous than England should get it and use it
for the annihilation of England and the conquest of
the world. Also the committee persuaded the Earl
before he went on his South American adventure to
swear formally that he would never disclose his device
except in the service of England. He kept that
oath.
“Well, the formula for this
affair was, of course, in pigeonholes or vaults in
the British Admiralty ever since the committee in 1811
had examined and refused it. But there was also,
unknown to the public, another copy. The Earl
was with my great-grandfather, his kinsman and lifelong
friend, shortly before his death, and he gave this
copy to him with certain conditions. The old
chap had an ungovernable temper, quarreled right and
left, don’t you know, his life long, and at this
time and until he died he was not on speaking terms
with his son Thomas, who succeeded him as Earl, or
indeed with any of the three other sons. Which
accounts for his trusting to my great-grandfather the
future of his invention. I found a quaint note
with the papers. He said in effect that he had
come to believe with the committee that it was quite
too shocking for decent folk. Yet, he suggested,
the time might come when England was in straits and
only a sweeping blow could serve her. If that
time should come it would be a joy to him in heaven
or in hell he said to think
that a man of his name had used the work of his brains
to save England.
“Therefore, the Earl asked my
grandfather to guard this gigantic secret and to see
to it that one man in each generation of Cochranes
should know it and have it at hand for use in an emergency.
My grandfather came into the papers when he came of
age, and after him my father; I was due to read them
when I should be twenty-one. I was only twenty
in 1917. But the papers were mine, and from the
moment it flashed to me what Kitchener meant I didn’t
hesitate. It was this enormous power which was
placed suddenly in the hands of a lad of twenty.
The Sirdar placed it there.
“I went over the business in
an hour it was simple, like most big things.
You know what it was, of course; everybody knows now.
Wasn’t it extraordinary that in five thousand
years of fighting no one ever hit on it before?
I rushed to the War Office.
“Well, the thing came off.
At first they pooh-poohed me as an unbalanced boy,
but they looked up the documents in the Admiralty and
there was no question. It isn’t often a
youngster is called into the councils of the government,
and I’ve wondered since how I held my own.
I’ve come to believe that I was merely a body
for Kitchener’s spirit. I was conscious
of no fatigue, no uncertainty. I did things as
the Sirdar might have done them, and it appears to
me only decent to realize that he did do them, and
not I. You probably know the details.”
I waited, hoping that he would not
stop. Then I said: “I know that the
government asked for twenty-five volunteers for a service
which would destroy the German fleet, but which would
mean almost certain death to the volunteers.
I know that you headed the list and that thousands
offered.” My voice shook and I spoke with
difficulty as I realized to whom I was speaking.
“I know that you were the only one who came back
alive, and that you were barely saved.”
General Cochrane seemed not to hear
me. He was living over enormous events.
“It was a bright morning in
the North Sea,” he talked on, but not to me
now. “Nobody but ourselves knew just what
was to be done, but everybody hoped they
didn’t know what. It was a desperate England
from which we sailed away. We hadn’t long
to wait the second morning. There were
their ships, the triumphant long lines of the invader.
There were their crowded transports, the soldiers
coming to crucify England as they had crucified Belgium thousands
and tens of thousands of them. Then we
did it. German power was wiped off the face of
the earth. German arrogance was ended for all
time. And that was the last I knew,” said
General Cochrane. “I was conscious till
it was known that the trick had worked. Of course
it couldn’t be otherwise, yet it was so beyond
anything which mankind had dreamed that I couldn’t
believe it till I knew. Then, naturally, I didn’t
much care if I lived or died. I’d done
the turn as the Sirdar told me, and one life was a
small thing to pay. I dropped into blackness
quite happily, and when I woke up to this good earth
I was glad. England was right. The Sirdar
had saved her.”
“And the Sirdar?” I asked him. “Was
it himself?”
“Himself? Most certainly.”
“I mean well ”
I stammered. And then I plunged in. “I
must know,” I said. “Was it Lord
Kitchener in flesh and blood? Had he been a prisoner
in Germany and escaped? Or was it his
ghost?”
The old lion rubbed his cheek consideringly.
“Ah, there you have me,” and he smiled.
“Didn’t I tell you this was a tale which
could be told to few people?” he demanded. “’Flesh
and blood’ ah, that’s what I
can’t tell you. But himself?
Those people, the immense crowd which saw him and
recognized him, they knew. Afterwards they begged
the question. The papers were full of a remarkable
speech made by an unknown officer who strikingly resembled
Kitchener. That’s the way they got out of
it. But those people knew, that day. There
wasn’t any doubt in their minds when that roar
of his name went up. They knew! But people
are ashamed to own to the supernatural. And yet
it’s all around us,” mused General Cochrane.
“Could it have been did
you ever think ” I began, and dared
not go on.
“Did I ever think what, child?”
repeated the old officer, with his autocratic friendliness.
“Out with it. You and I are having a truth-feast.”
“Well, then,” I said, “if you won’t
be angry ”
“I won’t. Come along.”
“Did you ever think that it
might have been that you were only a boy,
and wounded and weak and overstrained and
full of longing for your godfather. Did you ever
think that you might have mistaken the likeness of
the officer for Kitchener himself? That the thought
of Dundonald’s Destroyer was working in your
mind before, and that it materialized at that moment
and you imagined the words he said.
Perhaps imagined them afterwards, as you searched
for him over London. The two things might have
suggested each other in your feverish boy’s brain.”
I stopped, frightened, fearful that
he might think me not appreciative of the honor he
had done me in telling this intimate experience.
But General Cochrane was in no wise disturbed.
“Yes, I’ve thought that,”
he answered dispassionately. “It may be
that was the case. And yet I can’t
see it. That thing happened to me. I’ve
not been able to explain it away to my own satisfaction.
I’ve not been able to believe otherwise than
that the Sirdar, England’s hero, came to save
England in her peril, and that he did it by breathing
his thought into me. His spirit got across somehow
from over there to me. I was the only
available person alive. The copy in the archives
was buried, dead and buried and forgotten for seventy
years. So he did it that way.
And if your explanation is the right one it isn’t
so much less wonderful, is it?” he demanded.
“In these days psychology dares say more than
in 1917. One knows that ghost stories, as they
called them in those ignorant times, are not all superstition
and imagination. One knows that a soul lives
beyond the present, that a soul sometimes struggles
back from what we call the hereafter to this little
earth makes the difficult connection between
an unseen world of spirit, unconditioned by matter,
and our present world of spirit, conditioned by matter.
When the pull is strong enough. And what pull
could be stronger than England’s danger?
To Kitchener?” The black-lashed, gray eyes flamed
at me, unblinking the rift of light through the curtain
of eternal silences.
When I spoke again: “It’s
a story the world ought to own some day,” I
said. “Love of country, faithfulness that
death could not hinder.”
“Well,” said old General
Cochrane, “when I’m gone you may write
it for the world if you like, little American.
And what I’ll do will be to find the Sirdar,
the very first instant I’m over the border, and
say to him, ’I’ve known it was your work
all along, sir, and however did you get it across?’”
A month ago my cousin sent me some
marked newspapers. General Cochrane has gone
over the border, and I make no doubt that before now
he has found the Sirdar and that the two sons and
saviors of a beloved little land on a little planet
have talked over that moment, in the leisures and
simplicities of eternity, and have wondered perhaps
that anyone could wonder how he got it across.