April 9th.  As I am leaving this School to-morrow for the Easter Holadays, I revert to this Dairy, which has not been written in for some months, owing to being a Senior now and carrying a heavy schedule.

My trunk has now gone, and I have but just returned from Chapel, where Miss Everett made a Speach, as the Head has quinzy.  She raised a large Emblem that we have purchaced at fifty cents each, and said in a thrilling voice that our beloved Country was now at war, and expected each and all to do his duty.

“I shall not,” she said, “point out to any the Fields of their Usefulness.  That they must determine for themselves.  But I know that the Girls of this school will do what they find to do, and return to the school at the end of two weeks, school opening with evening Chapel as usual and no tardiness permitted, better off for the use they have made of this Precious Period.”

We then sang the Star-Spangled Banner, all standing and facing the piano, but watching to see if Fräulein sang, which she did.  Because there are those who consider that she is a German Spy.

I am now sitting in the Upper House, wondering what I can do.  For I am like this and always have been.  I am an American through and through, having been told that I look like a tipical American girl.  And I do not beleive in allowing Patriotism to be a matter of words ­words, emty words.

No.  I am one who beleives in doing things, even though necesarily small.  What if I can be but one of the little drops of Water or little grains of Sand?  I am ready to rise like a lioness to my country’s call and would, if permitted and not considered imodest by my Familey, put on the clothing of the Other Sex and go into the trenches.

What can I do?

It is strange to be going home in this manner, thinking of Duty and not of boys and young men.  Usualy when about to return to my Familey I think of Clothes and affairs de COUER, because at school there is nothing much of either except on Friday evenings.  But now all is changed.  All my friends of the Other Sex will have roused to the defense of their Country, and will be away.

And I to must do my part, or bit, as the English say.

But what?  Oh what?

April 10th.  I am writing this in the Train, which accounts for poor writing, etcetera.  But I cannot wait for I now see a way to help my Country.

The way I thought of it was this: 

I had been sitting in deep thought, and although returning to my Familey was feeling sad at the idea of my Country at war and I not helping.  Because what could I do, alone and unarmed?  What was my strength against that of the German Army?  A trifle light as air!

It was at this point in my pain and feeling of being utterly useless, that a young man in the next seat asked if he might close the Window, owing to Soot and having no other coller with him.  I assented.

How little did I realize that although resembling any other Male of twenty years, he was realy Providence?

The way it happened was in this manner.  Although not supposed to talk on trains, owing to once getting the wrong suit-case, etcetera, one cannot very well refuse to anser if one is merely asked about a Window.  And also I pride myself on knowing Human Nature, being seldom decieved as to whether a gentleman or not.  I gave him a steady glance, and saw that he was one.

I then merely said to him that I hoped he intended to enlist, because I felt that I could at least do this much for my Native Land.

“I have already done so,” he said, and sat down beside me.  He was very interesting and I think will make a good soldier, although not handsome.  He said he had been to Plattsburg the summer before, drilling, and had not been the same since, feeling now very ernest and only smoking three times a day.  And he was two inches smaller in the waste and three inches more in chest.  He then said: 

“If some of you girls with nothing to do would only try it you would have a new outlook on Life.”

“Nothing to do!” I retorted, in an angry manner.  “I am sick and tired of the way my Sex is always reproached as having nothing to do.  If you consider French and music and Algebra and History and English composition nothing, as well as keeping house and having children and atending to social duties, I do not.”

“Sorry,” he said, stiffly.  “Of course I had no idea ­do you mean that you have a Familey of your own?”

“I was refering to my Sex in general,” I replied, in a cold tone.

He then said that there were Camps for girls, like Plattsburg only more Femanine, and that they were bully. (This was his word.  I do not use slang.)

“You see,” he said, “they take a lot of over-indulged society girls and make them over into real People.”

Ye gods!  Over-indulged!

“Why don’t you go to one?” he then asked.

“Evadently,” I said, “I am not a real Person.”

“Well, I wouldn’t go as far as that.  But there isn’t much left of the way God made a girl, by the time she’s been curled and dressed and governessed for years, is there?  They can’t even walk, but they talk about helping in the War.  It makes me sick!”

I now saw that I had made a mistake, and began reading a Magazine, so he went back to his seat and we were as strangers again.  As I was very angry I again opened my window, and he got a cinder in his eye and had to have the Porter get it out.

He got out soon after, and he had the impertinance to stop beside me and say: 

“I hate to disapoint you, but I find I have a clean coller in my bag after all.”  He then smiled at me, although I gave him no encouragment whatever, and said:  “You’re sitting up much better, you know.  And if you would take off those heals I’ll venture to say you could walk with any one.”

I detested him with feirceness at that time.  But since then I have pondered over what he said.  For it is my Nature to be fair and to consider things from every angel.  I therfore said this to myself.

“If members of the Male Sex can reduce their wastes and increase their usefulness to their Native Land by camping, exercising and drilling, why not get up a camp of my own, since I knew that I would not be alowed to go away to train, owing to my Familey?”

I am always one to decide quickly.  So I have now made a sketch of a Unaform and written out the names of ten girls who will be home when I am.  I here write out the Purpose of our organisation: 

To defend the Country and put ourselves into good Physical Condition. ­Memo:  Look up “physical” as it looks odd, as if mispelled.

Motto:  To be voted on later.

Password:  Plattsburg.

Dues:  Ten dollars each in advance to buy Tent, etcetera.

Unaform:  Kakhi, with orange-colored necktie.  In times of danger the orange color to be changed to something which will not atract the guns of the Enemy.

Name:  Girls’ Aviation Corps.  But to be known generally as the G. A. C. as because of Spies and so on we must be as secret as possable.

I have done everything thus in advance, because we will have but a short time, and besides I know that if everything is not settled Jane will want to run things, and probably insist on a set of By-Laws, etcetera, which will take to much time.

I have also decided to be Captain, as having organised the Camp and having a right to be.

10 P. M. I am now in my familiar Chamber, and Hannah says they intended to get new furnature but feel they should not, as War is here and everything very expencive.

But I must not complain.  It is war time.

I shall now record the events from 5 P. M. to the present.

Father met me at the station as usual, and asked me if I cared to stop and buy some candy on the way home.  Ye gods, was I in a mood for candy?

“I think not, father,” I replied, in a dignafied way.  “Our dear Country is now at war, and it is no time for self-indulgence.”

“Good for you!” he said.  “Evadently that school of yours is worth something after all.  But we might have a bit of candy, anyhow, don’t you think?  Because we want to keep our Industries going and money in circulation.”

I could not refuse under such circumstances, and purchaced five pounds.

Alas, war has already made changes in my Familey.  George, the butler, has felt the call of Duty and has enlisted, and we now have a William who chips the best china, and looks like a German although he says not, and willing to put out the Natioual Emblem every morning from a window in father’s dressing room.  Which if he is a Spy he would probably not do, or at least without being compeled to.

I said nothing about the G. A. C. during dinner, as I was waiting to see if father would give me ten dollars before I organized it.  But I am a person of strong feelings, and I was sad and depressed, thinking of my dear Country at War and our beginning with soup and going on through as though nothing was happening.  I therfore observed that I considered it unpatriotic, with the Enemy at our gatez, to have Sauterne on the table and a Cocktail beforehand, as well as expencive tobacco and so on, even although economising in other ways, such as furnature.

“What’s that?” my father said to me, in a sharp tone.

“Let her alone, father,” Leila said.  “She’s just dramatising herself as usual.  We’re probably in for a dose of Patriotism.”

I would perhaps have made a sharp anser, but a street piano outside began to play The Star-Spangled Banner.  I then stood up, of course, and mother said:  “Sit down, for heaven’s sake, Barbara.”

“Not until our National Anthem is finished, mother,” I said in a tone of gentle reproof.  “I may not vote or pay taxes, but this at least I can do.”

Well, father got up to, and drank his coffee standing.  But he gave William a dollar for the man outside, and said to tell him to keep away at meal times as even patriotism requires nourishment.

After dinner in the drawing room, mother said that she was going to let me give a Luncheon.

“There are about a dösen girls coming out when you do, Bab,” she said.  “And you might as well begin to get acquainted.  We can have it at the Country Club, and have some boys, and tennis afterwards, if the courts are ready.”

“Mother!” I cried, stupafied.  “How can you think of Social pleasures when the enemy is at our gates?”

“Oh nonsense, Barbara,” she replied in a cold tone.  “We intend to do our part, of course.  But what has that to do with a small Luncheon?”

“I do not feel like festivaty,” I said.  “And I shall be very busy this holaday, because although young there are some things I can do.”

Now I have always loved my mother, although feeling sometimes that she had forgoten about having been a girl herself once, and also not being much given to Familey embrases because of her hair being marceled and so on.  I therfore felt that she would probably be angry and send me to bed.

But she was not.  She got up very sudenly and came around the table while William was breaking a plate in the pantrey, and put her hand on my shoulder.

“Dear little Bab!” she said.  “You are right and I am wrong, and we will just turn in and do what we can, all of us.  We will give the party money to the Red Cross.”

I was greatly agatated, but managed to ask for the ten dollars for my share of the Tent, etcetera, although not saying exactly what for, and father passed it over to me.  War certainly has changed my Familey, for even Leila came over a few moments ago with a hat that she had bought and did not like.

I must now stop and learn the Star-Spangled Banner by heart, having never known but the first verse, and that not entirely.

Later:  How helpless I feel and how hopeless!

I was learning the second verse by singing it, when father came over in his robe de nuit, although really pagamas, and said that he enjoyed it very much, and of course I was right to learn it as aforsaid, but that if the Familey did not sleep it could not be very usefull to the Country the next day such as making shells and other explosives.

April 11th:  I have had my breakfast and called up Jane Raleigh.  She was greatly excited and said: 

“I’m just crazy about it.  What sort of a Unaform will we have?”

This is like Jane, who puts clothes before everything.  But I told her what I had in mind, and she said it sounded perfectly thrilling.

“We each of us ought to learn some one thing,” she said, “so we can do it right.  It’s an age of Specialties.  Suppose you take up signaling, or sharp-shooting if you prefer it, and I can learn wireless telegraphy.  And maybe Betty will take the flying course, because we ought to have an Aviator and she is afraid of nothing, besides having an uncle who is thinking of buying an Aeroplane.”

“What else would you sugest?” I said freezingly.  Because to hear her one would have considered the entire G. A. C. as her own idea.

“Well,” she said, “I don’t know, unless we have a Secret Service and guard your father’s mill.  Because every one thinks he is going to have trouble with Spies.”

I made no reply to this, as William was dusting the Drawing Room, but said, “Come over.  We can discuss that privatly.”  I then rang off.

I am terrably worried, because my father is my best friend, having always understood me.  I cannot endure to think that he is in danger.  Alas, how true are the words of Dryden: 

     “War, he sung, is Toil and Trouble,
     Honour but an empty Bubble.”

Noon:  Jane came over as soon as she had had her breakfast, and it was a good thing I had everything written out, because she started in right away to run things.  She wanted a Constitution and By-Laws as I had expected.  But I was ready for her.

“We have a Constitution, Jane,” I said, solemnly.  “The Constitution of the United States, and if it is good enough for a whole Country I darsay it is good enough for us.  As for By-laws, we can make them as we need them, which is the way laws ought to be made anyhow.”

We then made a list, Jane calling up as I got the numbers in the telephone book.  Everybody accepted, although Betty Anderson objected to the orange tie because she has red hair, and one of the Robinson twins could not get ten dollars because she was on probation at School and her Familey very cold with her.  But she had loned a girl at school five dollars and was going to write for it at once, and thought she could sell a last year’s sweater for three dollars to their laundress’s daughter.  We therfore admited her.

All is going well, unless our Parents refuse, which is not likely, as we intend to purchace the Tent and Unaforms before consulting them.  It is the way of Parents not to care to see money wasted.

Our motto we have decided on.  It is but three letters, W. I. H., and is a secret.

Later:  Sis has just informed me that Carter Brooks has not enlisted, but is playing around as usual!  I feel dreadfully, as he is a friend of my Familey.  Or rather was.

7 P. M.:  The G. A. C. is a fact.  It is also ready for duty.  How wonderful it is to feel that one is about to be of some use to one’s own, one’s Native Land!

We held a meeting early this P. M. in our library, all doors being closed and Sentries posted.  I had made some fudge also, although the cook, who is a new one, was not pleasant about the butter and so on.

We had intended to read the Constitution of the U. S. out loud, but as it is long we did not, but signed our names to it in my father’s copy of the American Common Wealth.  We then went out and bought the Tent and ten camp chairs, although not expecting to have much time to sit down.

The G. A. C. was then ready for duty.

Before disbanding for the day I made a short speach in the shop, which was almost emty.  I said that it was our intention to show the members of the Other Sex that we were ready to spring to the Country’s call, and also to assist in recruiting by visiting the different Milatary Stations and there encouraging those who looked faint-hearted and not willing to fight.

“Each day,” I said, in conclusion, “one of us will be selected by the Captain, myself, to visit these places and as soon as a man has signed up, to pin a flower in his buttonhole.  As we have but little money, the tent having cost more than expected, we can use carnations as not expencive.”

The man who had sold us the tent thought this was a fine idea, and said he thought he would enlist the next day, if we would be around.

We then went went to a book shop and bought the Plattsburg Manual, and I read to the members of the Corps these rules, to be strictly observed: 

1.  Carry yourself at all times as though you were proud of Yourself, your Unaform, and your Country.

2.  Wear your hat so that the brim is parallel to the ground.

3.  Have all buttons fastened.

4.  Never have sleeves rolled up.

5.  Never wear sleeve holders.

6.  Never leave shirt or coat unbuttoned at the throat.

7.  Have leggins and trousers properly laced. (Only leggins).

8.  Keep shoes shined.

9.  Always be clean shaved. (Unecessary).

10.  Keep head up and shoulders square.

11.  Camp life has a tendency to make one careless as to personal cleanliness.  Bear this in mind.

We then gave the Milatary Salute and disbanded, as it was time to go home and dress for dinner.

On returning to my domacile I discovered that, although the sun had set and the hour of twilight had arived, the Emblem of my Country still floated in the breese.  This made me very angry, and ringing the door-bell I called William to the steps and pointing upward, I said: 

“William, what does this mean?”

He pretended not to understand, although avoiding my eye.

“What does what mean, Miss Barbara?”

“The Emblem of my Country, and I trust of yours, for I understand you are naturalized, although if not you’d better be, floating in the breese after sunset.”

Did I or did I not see his face set into the lines of one who had little or no respect for the Flag?

“I’ll take it down when I get time, miss,” he said, in a tone of resignation.  “But what with making the salid and laying the table for dinner and mixing cocktails, and the cook so ugly that if I as much as ask for the paprika she’s likely to throw a stove lid, I haven’t much time for Flags.”

I regarded him sternly.

“Beware, William,” I said.  “Remember that, although probably not a Spy or at least not dangerous, as we in this country now have our eyes open and will stand no nonsense, you must at all times show proper respect to the National Emblem.  Go upstairs and take it in.”

“Very well, miss,” he said.  “But perhaps you will allow me to say this, miss.  There are to many houses in this country where the Patriotic Feeling of the inhabatants are shown only by having a paid employee hang out and take in what you call The Emblem.”

He then turned and went in, leaving me in a stupafied state on the door-step.

But I am not one to be angry on hearing the truth, although painfull.  I therfore ran in after him and said: 

“William, you are right and I am wrong.  Go back to your Pantrey, and leave the Flag to me.  From now on it will be my duty.”

I therfore went upstairs to my father’s dressing room, where he was shaveing for dinner, and opened the window.  He was disagreable and observed: 

“Here, shut that!  It’s as cold as blue blazes.”

I turned and looked at him in a severe manner.

“I am sorry, father,” I said.  “But as between you and my Country I have no choice.”

“What the dickens has the Country got to do with giving me influensa?” he exclaimed, glaring at me.  “Shut that window.”

I folded my arms, but remained calm.

“Father,” I said, in a low and gentle tone, “need I remind you that it is at present almost seven P. M. and that the Stars and Stripes, although supposed to be lowered at sunset, are still hanging out this window?”

“Oh, that’s it, is it?” he said in a releived tone.  “You’re nothing if you’re not thorough, Bab!  Well, as they have hung an hour and fifteen minutes to long as it is, I guess the Country won’t go to the dogs if you shut that window until I get a shirt on.  Go away and send Williarm up in ten minutes.”

“Father,” I demanded, intencely, “do you consider yourself a Patriot?”

“Well,” he said, “I’m not the shouting tipe, but I guess I’ll be around if I’m needed.  Unless I die of the chill I’m getting just now, owing to one shouting Patriot in the Familey.”

“Is this your Country or William’s?” I insisted, in an inflexable voice.

“Oh, come now,” he said, “we can divide it, William and I. There’s enough for both.  I’m not selfish.”

It is always thus in my Familey.  They joke about the most serious things, and then get terrably serious about nothing at all, such as overshoes on wet days, or not passing in French grammer, or having a friend of the Other Sex, etcetera.

“There are to many houses in this country, father,” I said, folding my arms, “where the Patriotism of the Inhabatants is shown by having a paid employee hang out and take in the Emblem between Cocktails and salid, so to speak.”

“Oh damm!” said my father, in a feirce voice.  “Here, get away and let me take it in.  And as I’m in my undershirt I only hope the neighbors aren’t looking out.”

He then sneazed twice and drew in the Emblem, while I stood at the Salute.  How far, how very far from the Plattsburg Manual, which decrees that our flag be lowered to the inspiring music of the Star-Spangled Banner, or to the bugel call, “To the Colors.”

Such, indeed, is life.

Later:  Carter Brooks dropped in this evening.  I was very cold to him and said: 

“Please pardon me if I do not talk much, as I am in low spirits.”

“Low spirits on a holaday!” he exclaimed.  “Well, we’ll have to fix that.  How about a motor Picnic?”

It is always like that in our house.  They regard a Party or a Picnic as a cure for everything, even a heartache, or being worried about Spies, etcetera.

“No, thank you,” I said.  “I am worried about those of my friends who have enlisted.”  I then gave him a scornful glance and left the room.  He said “Bab!” in a strange voice and I heard him coming after me.  So I ran as fast as I could to my Chamber and locked the door.

IN CAMP GIRLS AVIATION CORPS, APRIL 12TH.

We are now in Camp, although not in Unaform, owing to the delivery waggon not coming yet with our clothes.  I am writing on a pad on my knee, while my Orderley, Betty Anderson, holds the ink bottle.

What a morning we have had!

Would one not think that, in these terrable times, it would be a simple matter to obtain a spot wherein to prepare for the defence of the Country?  Should not the Young be encouraged to spring to the call, “To arms, to arms, ye braves!” instead of being reproved for buying a Tent with no place as yet to put it, and the Adams’s governess being sent along with Elaine because we need a Chaperone?

Ye gods!  A Chaperone to a Milatary Camp!

She is now sitting on one of the camp stools and embroidering a centerpeice.  She brought her own lunch and Elaine’s, refusing to allow her to eat the regular Milatary rations of bacon and boiled potatoes, etcetera, and not ofering a thing to us, although having brought chicken sandwitches, cake and fruit.

I shall now put down the events of the day, as although the Manual says nothing of keeping a record, I am sure it is always done.  Have I not read, again and again, of the Captain’s log, which is not wood, as it sounds, but is a journal or Dairy?

This morning the man at the tent store called up and asked where to send the tent.  I then called a meeting in my Chamber, only to meet with bitter disapointment, as one Parent after another had refused to allow their grounds to be used.  I felt sad ­helpless, as our house has no grounds, except for hanging out washing, etcetera.

I was very angry and tired to, having had to get up at sunrise to put out the Emblem, and father having wakened and been very nasty.  So I got up and said: 

“It is clear that our Families are Patriots in name only, and not in deed.  Since they have abandoned us, The G. A. C. must abandon them and do as it thinks best.  Between Familey and Country, I am for the Country.”

Here they all cheered, and Hannah came in and said mother had a headache and to keep quiet.

I could but look around, with an eloquent gesture.

“You see, Members of the Corps,” I said in a tence voice, “that things at present are intollerable.  We must strike out for ourselves.  Those who are willing please signafy by saying Aye.”

They all said it and I then sugested that we take my car and as many as possable of the officers and go out to find a suitable spot.  I then got my car and crowded into it the First and Second Lieutenants, the Sergeant and the Quartermaster, which was Jane.  She had asked to be Veterinarian, being fond of dogs, but as we had no animals, I had made her Quartermaster, giving her charge of the Quarters, or Tent, etcetera.  The others followed in the Adams’s limousine, taking also cooking utensils and food, although Mademoiselle was very disagreeable about the frying pan and refused to hold it.

We went first to the tent store.  The man in the shop then instructed me as to how to put up the Tent, and was very kind, offering to send some one to do it.  But I refused.

“One must learn to do things oneself if one is to be usefull,” I said.  “It is our intention to call on no member of the Male Sex, but to show that we can get along without them.”

“Quite right,” he said.  “I’m sure you can get along without us, miss, much better than we could get along without you.”

Mademoiselle considered this a flirtatious speach and walked out of the shop.  But I consider that it was a General Remark and not personal, and anyhow he was thirty at least, and had a married apearance.

As there was not room for the Tent and camp chairs in my car, the delivery waggon followed us, making quite a procession.

We tried several farm houses, but one and all had no Patriotism whatever and refused to let us use their terratory.  It was heartrending, for where we not there to help to protect that very terratory from the enemy?  But no, they cared not at all, and said they did not want papers all over the place, and so on.  One woman observed that she did not object to us, but that we would probably have a lot of boys hanging around and setting fire to things with cigarettes, and anyhow if we were going to shoot it would keep the hens from laying.

Ye gods!  Is this our National Spirit?

I simply stood up in the car and said: 

“Madame, we intend to have no Members of the Other Sex.  And if you put eggs above the Stars and Stripes you are nothing but a Traitor and we will keep an eye on you.”

We then went on, and at last found a place where no one was living, and decided to claim it in the name of the government.  We then put up the tent, although not as tight as it should have been, owing to the Adams’s chauffeur not letting us have his wrench to drive the pins in with, and were ready for the day’s work.

We have now had luncheon and the Quartermaster, Jane, is burning the papers and so on.

After I have finished this Log we will take up the signaling.  We have decided in this way:  Lining up in a row, and counting one to ten, and even numbers will study flag signals, and the odds will take up telagraphy, which is very clearly shown in the Manual.

After that we will have exercises to make us strong and elastic, and then target practise.

We have as yet no guns, but father has one he uses for duck shooting in the fall, and Betty’s uncle was in Africa last year and has three, which she thinks she can secure without being noticed.  We have passed this Resolution:  To have nothing to do with those of the other Sex who are not prepared to do their Duty.

Evening, April 12th.  I returned to my domacile in time to take in Old Glory, and also to dress for dinner, being muddy and needing a bath, as we had tried bathing in the creek at the camp while Mademoiselle was asleep in the tent, but found that there was an oil well near and the water was full of oil, which stuck to us and was very disagreeable to smell.

Carter Brooks came to dinner, and I played the National Anthem on the phonograph as we went in to the Dining Room.  Mother did not like it, as the soup was getting cold, but we all stood until it was finished.  I then saluted, and we sat down.

Carter Brooks sat beside me, and he gave me a long and piercing glance.

“What’s the matter with you, Bab?” he said.  “You were rather rude to me last night and now you’ve been looking through me and not at me ever since I came, and I’ll bet you’re feverish.”

“Not at all.”  I said, in a cold tone.  “I may be excited, because of war and my Country’s Peril.  But for goodness sake don’t act like the Familey, which always considers that I am sick when I am merely intence.”

“Intence about what?” he asked.

But can one say when one’s friends are a disapointment to one?  No, or at least not at the table.

The others were not listening, as father was fussing about my waking him at daylight to put out the Emblem.

“Just slide your hand this way, under the table cloth,” Carter Brooks said in a low tone.  “It may be only intencity, but it looks most awfully like chicken pocks or somthing.”

So I did, considering that it was only Politeness, and he took it and said: 

“Don’t jerk!  It is nice and warm and soft, but not feverish.  What’s that lump?”

“It’s a blister,” I said.  And as the others were now complaining about the soup, I told him of the Corps, etcetera, thinking that perhaps it would rouse him to some patriotic feelings.  But no, it did not.

“Now look here,” he said, turning and frowning at me, “Aviation Corps means flying.  Just remember this, ­if I hear of your trying any of that nonsense I’ll make it my business to see that you’re locked up, young lady.”

“I shall do exactly as I like, Carter” I said in a friggid manner.  “I shall fly if I so desire, and you have nothing to say about it.”

However, seeing that he was going to tell my father, I added: 

“We shall probably not fly, as we have no machine.  There are Cavalry Regiments that have no horses, aren’t there?  But we are but at the beginning of our Milatary existence, and no one can tell what the next day may bring forth.”

“Not with you, anyhow,” he said in an angry tone, and was very cold to me the rest of the dinner hour.

They talked about the war, but what a disapointment was mine!  I had returned from my Institution of Learning full of ferver, and it was a bitter moment when I heard my father observe that he felt he could be of more use to his Native Land by making shells than by marching and carrying a gun, as he had once had milk-leg and was never the same since.

“Of course,” said my father, “Bab thinks I am a slacker.  But a shell is more valuable against the Germans than a milk leg, anytime.”

I at that moment looked up and saw William looking at my father in a strange manner.  To those who were not on the alert it might have apeared that he was trying not to smile, my father having a way of indulging in “quips and cranks and wanton wiles” at the table which mother does not like, as our Butlers are apt to listen to him and not fill the glasses and so on.

But if my Familey slept mentaly I did not.  At once I suspected William.  Being still not out, and therfore not listened to with much atention, I kept my piece and said nothing.  And I saw this.  William was not what he seemed.

As soon as dinner was over I went into my father’s den, where he brings home drawings and estamates, and taking his Leather Dispach case, I locked it in my closet, tying the key around my neck with a blue ribben.  I then decended to the lower floor, and found Carter Brooks in the hall.

“I want to talk to you,” he said.  “Have you young Turks ­I mean young Patriots any guns at this camp of yours?”

“Not yet.”

“But you expect to, of course?”

I looked at him in a steady manner.

“When you have put on the Unaform of your Country” I said, “or at least of Plattsburg, I shall tell you my Milatary secrets, and not before.”

“Plattsburg!” he exclaimed.  “What do you know of Plattsburg?”

I then told him, and he listened, but in a very disagreeable way.  And at last he said: 

“The plain truth, Bab, is that some good-looking chap has filled you up with a lot of dope which is meant for men, not romantic girls.  I’ll bet to cents that if a fellow with a broken noze or a squint had told you, you’d have forgotten it the next minute.”

I was exasparated.  Because I am tired of being told that the defence of our Dear Country is a masculine matter.

“Carter” I said, “I do not beleive in the double, standard, and never did.”

“The what?”

“The double standard,” I said with dignaty.  “It was all well and good when war meant wearing a kitchin stove and wielding a lance.  It is no longer so.  And I will show you.”

I did not mean to be boastfull, such not being my nature.  But I did not feel that one who had not yet enlisted, remarking that there was time enough when the Enemy came over, etcetera, had any right to criticise me.

12 Midnight.  How can I set down what I have discovered?  And having recorded it, how be sure that Hannah will not snoop around and find this record, and so ruin everything?

It is midnight.  Leila is still out, bent on frivolaty.  The rest of the Familey sleeps quietly, except father, who has taken cold and is breathing through his mouth, and I sit here alone, with my secret.

William is a Spy.  I have the proofs.  How my hand trembles as I set down the terrable words.

I discovered it thus.

Feeling somewhat emty at bed time and never sleeping well when hollow inside, I went down to the pantrey at eleven P. M. to see if any of the dinner puding had been left, although not hopeful, owing to the servants mostly finishing the desert.

William was in the pantrey.

He was writing somthing, and he tried to hide it when I entered.

Being in my robe de nuit I closed the door and said through it: 

“Please go away, William.  Because I want to come in, unless all the puding is gone.”

I could hear him moving around, as though concealing somthing.

“There is no puding, miss,” he said.  “And no fruit except for breakfast.  Your mother is very particuler that no one take the breakfast fruit.”

“William,” I said sternly, “go out by the kitchen door.  Because I am hungry, and I am coming in for somthing.”

He was opening and closing the pantrey drawers, and although young, and not a housekeeper, I knew that he was not looking in them for edables.

“If you’ll go up to your room, Miss Bab,” he said, “I’ll mix you an Eggnogg, without alkohol, of course, and bring it up.  An Eggnogg is a good thing to stay the stomache with at night.  I frequently resort to one myself.”

I saw that he would not let me in, so I agreed to the Eggnogg, but without nutmeg, and went away.  My knees tremble to think that into our peacefull home had come “Grim-vizaged War,” but I felt keen and capable of dealing with anything, even a Spy.

William brought up the Eggnogg, with a dash of sherry in it, and I could hear him going up the stairs to his chamber.  I drank the Eggnogg, feeling that I would need all my strength for what was to come, and then went down to the pantrey.  It was in perfect order, except that one of the tea towles had had a pen wiped on it.

I then went through the drawers one by one, although not hopeful, because he probably had the incrimanating document in the heal of his shoe, which Spies usually have made hollow for the purpose, or sowed in the lining of his coat.

At least, so I feared.  But it was not so.  Under one of the best table cloths I found it.

Yes.  I found it.

I copy it here in my journal, although knowing nothing of what it means.  Is it a scheme to blow up my father’s mill, where he is making shells for the defence of his Native Land?  I do not know.  With shaking hands I put it down as follows: 

48 D. D. S. F. T. S. C. I. H. F. K.

But in one way its meaning is clear.  Treachery is abroad and Treason has but just stocked up the stairs to its Chamber.

April 13th.  It is now noon and snowing, although supposed to be spring.  I am writing this Log in the tent, where we have built a fire.  Mademoiselle is sitting in the Adams’s limousine, wrapped in rugs.  She is very sulky.

There are but nine of us, as I telephoned the Quartermaster early this morning and summoned her to come over and discuss important business.

Her Unaform had come and so had mine.  What a thrill I felt as she entered Headquarters (my chamber) in kakhi and saluted.  She was about to sit down, but I reminded her that war knows no intimacies, and that I was her Captain.  She therfore stood, and I handed her William’s code.  She read it and said: 

“What is it?”

“That is what the G. A. C. is to find out,” I said.  “It is a cipher.”

“It looks like it,” said Jane in a flutering tone.  “Oh, Bab, what are we to do?”

I then explained how I had discovered it and so on.

“Our first duty,” I went on, “is to watch William.  He must be followed and his every movement recorded.  I need not tell you that our mill is making shells, and that the fate of the Country may hang on you today.”

“On me?” said Jane, looking terrafied.

“On you.  I have selected you for this first day.  To-morrow it will be another.  I have not yet decided which.  You must remain secreted here, but watching.  If he goes out, follow him.”

I was again obliged to remind her of my rank and so on, as she sat down and began to object at once.

“The Familey,” I said, “will be out all day at First Aid classes.  You will be safe from discovery.”

Here I am sorry to say Jane disapointed me, for she observed, bitterly: 

“No luncheon, I suppose!”

“Not at all,” I said.  “It is a part of the Plattsburg idea that a good soldier must have nourishment, as his strength is all he has, the Officers providing the brains.”

I then rang for Hannah, and ofered her to dollars to bring Jane a tray at noon and to sneak it from the kitchin, not the pantrey.

“From the kitchin?” she said.  “Miss Bab, it’s as much as my life is worth to go to the kitchin.  The cook and that new Butler are fighting something awfull.”

Jane and I exchanged glances.

“Hannah,” I said, in a low tone, “I can only say this.  If you but do your part you may avert a great calamaty.”

“My God, Miss Bab!” she cried.  “That cook’s a German.  I said so from the beginning.”

“Not the cook, Hannah.”

We were all silent.  It was a terrable moment.  I shortly afterwards left the house, leaving Jane to study flag signals, or wig-waging as vulgarly called, and to watch.

Camp, 4 P. M. Father has just been here.

We were trying to load one of Betty’s uncle’s guns when my Orderley reported a car coming at a furious gate.  On going to the opening of the tent I saw that it was our car with father and Jane inside.  They did not stop in the road, but turned and came into the field, bumping awfully.

Father leaped out and exclaimed: 

“Well!”

He then folded his arms and looked around.

“Upon my word, Bab!” he said.  “You might at least take your Familey into your confidence.  If Jane had not happened to be at the house I’d never have found you.  But never mind about that now.  Have you or have you not seen my leather Dispach Case?”

Alas, my face betrayed me, being one that flushes easily and then turns pale.

“I thought so,” he said, in an angry voice.  “Do you know that you have kept a Board of Directors sitting for three hours, and that ­Bab, you are hopeless!  Where is it?”

How great was my humiliation, although done with the Highest Motives, to have my Corps standing around and listening.  Also watching while I drew out the rihben and the key.

“I hid it in my closet, father,” I said.

“Great thunder!” he said.  “And we have called in the Secret Service!”

He then turned on his heal and stocked away, only stopping to stare at Mademoiselle in the car, and then driving as fast as possable back to the mill.

As he had forgotten Jane, she was obliged to stay.  It was by now raining, and the Corps wanted to go home.  But I made a speach, saying that if we weakened now what would we do in times of Real Danger?

“What are a few drops of rain?” I inquired, “to the falling of bullets and perhaps shells?  We will now have the class in bandageing.”

The Corps drew lots as to who would be bandaged, there being no volunteers, as it was cold and necesary to remove Unaform etcetera.  Elaine got number seven.  The others then practiced on her, having a book to go by.

I here add to this log Jane’s report on William.  He had cleaned silver until 1 P. M., when he had gone back to the kitchin and moved off the soup kettle to boil some dish towles.  The cook had then set his dish towles out in the yard and upset the pan, pretending that a dog had done so.  Hannah had told Jane about it.

At 1:45 William had gone out, remarking that he was going to the drug store to get some poizon for the cook.  Jane had followed him and he had really mailed A letter.

April 14th.  I have taken a heavy cold and am, alas, hors de combat.  The Familey has issued orders that I am to stay in bed this A. M. and if stopped sneazing by 2 P. M. am to be allowed up but not to go to Camp.

Elaine is in bed to, and her mother called up and asked my Parents if they would not send me back to school, as I had upset everything and they could not even get Elaine to the Dentist’s, as she kept talking about teeth being unimportant when the safety of the Nation was hanging in the Balence.

As I lie here and reflect, it seems to me that everywhere around me I see nothing but Sloth and Indiference.  One would beleive that nothing worse could happen than a Cook giving notice.  Will nothing rouze us to our Peril?  Are we to sit here, talking about housecleaning and sowing women and how wide are skirts, when the minions of the German Army may at any time turn us into slaves?  Never!

Later:  Carter Brooks has sent me a book on First Aid.  Ye gods, what chance have I at a wounded Soldier when every person of the Femanine Sex in this Country is learning First Aid, and even hoping for small accidents so they can practice on them.  No, there are some who can use their hands (i. e. at bandageing and cutting small boils, etcetera.  Leila has just cut one for Henry, the chauffeur, although not yellow on top and therfore not ready) and there are others who do not care for Nursing, as they turn sick at the sight of blood, and must therfore use their brains.  I am of this class.

William brought up my tray this morning.  I gave him a peircing glance and said: 

“Is the Emblem out?”

He avoided my eye.

“Not yet, miss,” he said.  “Your father left sharp orders as to being disturbed before 8 A. M.”

“As it is now 9:30,” I observed coldly, “there has been time enough lost.  I am hors de combat, or I would have atended to it long ago.”

He had drawn a stand beside the bed, and I now sat up and looked at my Tray.  The orange was cut through the wrong way!

Had I needed proof, dear log or journal, I had it there.  For any butler knows how to cut a breakfast orange.

“William,” I said, as he was going out, “how long have you been a Butler?”

Perhaps this was a foolish remark as being calculated to put him on his guard.  But “out of the fullness of the Heart the Mouth speaketh.”  It was said.  I could not withdraw my words.

He turned suddenly and looked at me.

“Me, miss?” he said in a far to inocent tone.  “Why, I don’t know exactly.”  He then smiled and said:  “There are some who think I am not much of a Butler now.”

“Just a word of advise, William,” I said in a signifacant tone.  “A real Butler cuts an orange the other way.  I am telling you, because although having grape fruit mostly, some morning some one may order an orange, and one should be very careful these days.”

Shall I ever forget his face as he went out?  No, never.  He knew that I knew, and was one to stand no nonsense.  But I had put him on his guard.  It was to be a battle of Intellagence, his brains against mine.

Although regretful at first of having warned him, I feel now that it is as well.  I am one who likes to fight in the open, not as a serpent coiled in the grass and pretending, like the one in the Bible, to be a friend.

3 P. M. No new developments.  Although forbidden to go out nothing was said about the roof.  I have therfore been up on it exchanging Signals with Lucy Gray next door by means of flags.  As their roof slants and it is still raining, she sliped once and slid to the gutter.  She then sat there and screamed like a silly, although they got her back with a clothesline which the Policeman asked for.

But Mrs. Gray was very unpleasant from one of their windows and said I was a Murderer at heart.

Has the Average Parent no soul?

Noon, April 14 (In Camp).

This is a fine day, being warm and bright and all here but Elaine and Mademoiselle ­the latter not greatly missed, as although French and an Ally she thinks we should be knitting etcetera, and ordered the car to be driven away when ever we tried to load the gun.

A quorum being present, it was moved and seconded that we express wherever possable our disaproval in war time of

1.  Cigarettes

2.  Drinking

3.  Low-necked dresses

4.  Parties

5.  Fancy deserts

6.  Golf and other sports ­except when necesary for health.

7.  Candy.

We also pleged ourselves to try and make our Families rise early, and to insist on Members of our Families hoisting and taking down the Stars and Stripes, instead of having it done by those who may not respect it, or only aparently so.

Passed unanamously.

The class in Telegraphy reported that it could do little or nothing, as it is easy to rap out a dot but not possable to rap a dash.  We therfore gave it up for The Study of the Rifle and Its Care.

Luncheon today:  Canned salmon, canned beans and vanila wafers.

2 A. M., April 15th.  I have seen a Spy at his nefarius work!

I am still trembling.  At one moment I think that I must go again to Father and demand consideration, as more mature than he seems to think, and absolutely certain I was not walking in my sleep.  But the next moment I think not, but that if I can discover William’s plot myself, my Familey will no longer ignore me and talk about my studying Vocal next winter instead of coming out.

To return to William, dear Log or journal.  I had been asleep for some time, but wakened up to find myself standing in the dining room with a napkin in each hand.  I was standing in the Flag Signal position for A, which is the only one I remember as yet without the Manual.

I then knew that I had been walking in my sleep, having done so several times at School, and before Examinations being usualy tied by my Room-mate with a string from my ankle to the door knob, so as in case of getting out of bed to wake up.

I was rather scared, as I do not like the dark, feeling when in it that Something is behind me and about to cluch at me.

I therfore stood still and felt like screaming, when suddenly the door of the Butler’s pantrey squeaked.  Could I then have shreiked I would have, but I had no breath for the purpose.

Somebody came into the room and felt for the table, passing close by me and stepping by accident on the table bell, which is under the rug.  It rang and scared me more than ever.  We then both stood still, and I hoped if he or it heard my Heart thump he or it would think it was the hall clock.

After a time the footsteps moved on around the table and out into the hall.  I was still standing in position A, being as it were frosen thus.

However, seeing that it was something human and not otherwise, as its shoes creaked, I now became angry at the thought that Treason was under the roof of my home.  I therfore followed the Traitor out into the hall and looked in through the door at him.  He had a flash light, and was opening the drawers of my father’s desk.  It was William.

I then concealed myself behind my father’s overcoat in the hack hall, and considered what to do.  Should I scream and be probably killed, thus dying a noble Death?  Or should I remain still?  I decided on the latter.

And now, dear Log or Journal, I must record what followed, which I shall do as acurately as I can, in case of having later on to call in the Secret Service and read this to them.

There is a safe built in my resadence under the stairs, in which the silver service, plates, etcetera, are stored, as to big for the Safe Deposit, besides being a nusance to send for every time there is a dinner.

This safe only my father can unlock, or rather, this I fondly believed until tonight.  But how diferent are the facts!  For William walked to it, after listening at the foot of the stairs, and opened it as if he had done so before quite often.  He then took from it my father’s Dispach Case, locked the safe again, and went back through the dining room.

It is a terrable thing to see a crime thus comitted and to know not what to do.  Had William repaired again to his chamber, or would he return for the plates, etcetera?

At last I crept upstairs to my father’s room, which was locked.  I could not waken him by gently taping, and I feared that if I made a noise I would warn the lurking Criminal in his den.  I therfore went to my bathroom and filled my bath sponge with water, and threw it threw the transom in the direction of my father’s bed.

As it happened it struck on his face, and I heard him getting up and talking dreadfully to himself.  Also turning on the lights.  I put my mouth to the keyhole and said: 

“Father!”

Had he but been quiet, all would have been well.  But he opened the door and began roaring at me in a loud tone, calling me an imp of Mischeif and other things, and yelling for a towle.

I then went in and closed the door and said: 

“That’s right.  Bellow and spoil it all.”

“Spoil what?” he said, glareing at me.  “There’s nothing left to spoil, is there?  Look at that bed!  Look at me!”

“Father,” I said, “while you are raging about over such a thing as a wet Sponge, which I was driven to in desparation, the house is or rather has been robbed.”

He then sat down on the bed and said: 

“You are growing up, Bab, although it is early for the burglar obsession.  Go on, though.  Who is robbing us and why?  Because if he finds any Money I’ll divide with him.”

Such a speach discouraged me, for I can bear anything except to be laughed at.  I therfore said: 

“William has just taken your Dispach Case out of the safe.  I saw him.”

“William!”

“William,” I repeated in a tence voice.

He was then alarmed and put on his slippers and dressing gown.

“You stay here,” he observed.  “Personally I think you’ve had a bad dream, because William can’t possably know the combination of that safe.  It’s as much as I can do to remember it myself.”

“It’s a Spy’s business to know everything, father.”

He gave me a peircing glance.

“He’s a Spy, is he?” he then said.  “Well, I might have known that all this war preparation of yours would lead to Spies.  It has turned more substantile intellects than yours.”

He then swiched on the hall lights from the top of the stairs and desended.  I could but wait at the top, fearing at each moment a shot would ring out, as a Spy’s business is such as not to stop at Murder.

My father unlocked the safe and looked in it.  Then he closed it again and disapeared into the back of the house.  How agonising were the moments that ensued!  He did not return, and at last, feeling that he had met a terrable Death, I went down.

I went through the fatal dining room to the pantrey and there found him not only alive, but putting on a plate some cold roast beef and two apples.

“I thought we’d have a bite to eat,” he said.  “I need a little nourishment before getting back into that puddle to sleep.”

“Father!” I said.  “How can you talk of food when knowing ­”

“Get some salt and pepper,” he said, “and see if there is any mustard mixed.  You’ve had a dream, Bab.  That’s all.  The Case is in the safe, and William is in his bed, and in about two minutes a cold repast is going to be in me.”

Ye gods!

He is now asleep, and I am writing this at 2 A. M.

I, and I alone, know that there is a Criminal in this house, serving our meals and quareling with the cook as if a regular Butler, but really a Spy.  And although I cry aloud in my anguish, those who hear me but maintain that I am having a nightmare.

I am a Voice crying in the Wilderness.

April 15th:  9 A. M. William is going about as usual, but looks as though he had not had enough sleep.

Father has told mother about last night, and I am not to have coffee in the evenings.  This is not surprizing, as they have always considered me from a physical and not a mental standpoint.

My very Soul is in revolt.

6 P. M. This being Sunday, camp did not convene until 3 P. M. and then but for a short time.  We flag-signaled mostly and are now to the letter E. Also got the gun loaded at last and fired it several times, I giving the orders as in the book, page 262, in a loud voice: 

(1) “Hold the rifle on the mark.” (2) “Aim properly.” (3) “Squeeze the Triger properly.” (4) “Call the shot.”

We had but just started, and Mademoiselle had taken the car and gone back to the Adams’s residence to bring out Mr. Adams, as she considers gun-shooting as dangerous, when a farmer with to dogs came over a fense and objected, saying that it was Sunday and that his cows were getting excited anyhow and would probahly not give any milk.

“These are War times,” I said, in a dignafied manner.  “And if you are doing nothing for the country yourself you should at least allow others to do so.”

He was a not unreasonable tipe and this seemed to effect him.  For he sat down on one of our stools and said: 

“Well, I don’t know about that, miss.  You see ­”

“Captain,” I put in.  Because he might as well know that we meant business.

“Captain, of course!” he said.  “You’ll have to excuze me.  This thing of Women in War is new to me.  But now don’t you think that you’ll be doing the country a service not to interfere with the food supply and so on?” He then looked at me and remarked:  “If I was you, miss or Captain, I would not come any to clost to my place.  My wife was pretty well bruized up that time you upset our milk waggon.”

It was indeed he!  But he was not unpleasant about it, although remarking that if he had a daughter and a machine, although he had niether, and expected niether, the one would never be allowed to have the other until carefully taught on an emty road.

He then said: 

“You girls have been wig-wagging, I see.”

“We are studying flag signals.”

“Humph!” he observed.  “I used to know something about that myself, in the Spanish war.  Now let’s see what I remember.  Watch this.  And somebody keep an eye on that hill and report if a blue calico dress is charging from the enemies’ Trenches.”

It was very strange to see one who apeared to be but an ordinary Farmer, Or Milkman, pick up our flags and wave them faster than we could read them.  It was indeed thrilling, although discouraging, because if that was the regular rate of Speed we felt that we could never acheive it.  I remarked this, and he then said: 

“Work hard at it, and I reckon I can slip over now and then and give you a lesson.  Any girl that can drive an automobile hell-bent” (these are his words, not mine) “can do most anything she sets her mind on.  You leave that gun alone, and work at the signaling, and I guess I can make out to come every afternoon.  I start out about 2 A. M. and by noon I’m mostly back.”

We all thanked him, and saluted as he left.  He saluted to, and said: 

“Name’s Schmidt, but don’t worry about that.  Got some German blood way back, but who hasn’t?”

He then departed with his to dogs, and we held a meeting, and voted to give up everything but signaling.

Passed unanamously.

8 P. M. I am now at home.  Dinner is over, being early on Sundays because of Servants’ days out and so on.

Leila had a Doctor to dinner.  She met him at the Red Cross, and he would, I think, be a good husband.  He sat beside me, and I talked mostly about her, as I wished him to know that, although having her faults as all have, she would be a good wife.

“She can sow very well,” I told him, “and she would probably like to keep House, but of course has no chance here, as mother thinks no one can manage but herself.”

“Indeed!” he said, looking at me.  “But of course she will probably have a house of her own before long.”

“Very likely,” I said.  “Although she has had a number of chances and always refuses.”

“Probably the right Person has not happened along;” he observed.

“Perhaps,” I said, in a signifacant tone.  “Or perhaps he does not know he is the right Person.”

William, of whom more anon, was passing the ice cream just then.  I refused it, saying: 

“Not in war time.”

“Barbara,” mother said, stiffly.  “Don’t be a silly.  Eat your desert.”

As I do not like seens I then took a little, but no cake.

During dinner Leila made an observation which has somewhat changed my opinion of Carter Brooks.  She said his mother did not want him to enlist which was why he had not.  She has no other sons and probably never will have, being a widow.

I have now come to William.

Lucy Gray had been on Secret Service that day, but did the observing from the windows of their house, as my Familey was at home and liable to poke into my room at any moment.

William had made it up with the cook, Lucy said, and had showed her a game of Solitaire in the morning by the kitchin window.  He had then fallen asleep in the pantrey, the window being up.  In the afternoon, luncheon being over and the Familey out in the car for a ride, he had gone out into the yard behind the house and pretended to look to see if the crocuses were all gone.  But soon he went into the Garage and was there a half hour.

Now it is one of the rules of this Familey that no house servants go to the Garage, owing to taking up the Chauffeur’s time when he should be oiling up, etcetera.  Also owing to one Butler stealing the Chauffeur’s fur coat and never being seen again.

But alas, what am I to do?  For although I reported this being in the Garage to mother, she but said: 

“Don’t worry me about him, Bab.  He is hopelessly inefficient.  But there are no Men Servants to be had and we’ll have to get along.”

1 A. M. I have been on watch all evening, but everything is quiet.

I must now go to bed, as the Manual says, page 166: 

“Retire early and get a good night’s rest.”

April 16th.  In camp.  Luncheon of sardines, pickels, and éclairs as no one likes to cook, owing to smoke in the eyes, etcetera.

Camp convened at 12 noon, as we spent the morning helping to get members of the Other Sex to enlist.  We pinned a pink Carnation on each Enlister, and had to send for more several times.  We had quite a Crowd there and it was very polite except one, who said he would enlist twice for one kiss.  The Officer however took him by the ear and said the Army did not wish such as he.  He then through (threw?) him out.

This morning I warned the new Chauffeur, feeling that if he had by chance any Milatary Secrets in the Garage he should know about William.

“William!” he said, looking up from where he was in the Repair Pit at the time.  “William!”

“I am sorry, Henry,” I said, in a quiet voice.  “But I fear that William is not what he apears to be.”

“I think you must be mistaken, miss.”  He then hamered for some time.  When he was through he climbed out and said:  “There’s to much Spy talk going on, to my thinking, miss.  And anyhow, what would a Spy be after in this house?”

“Well,” I observed, in an indignant manner, for I am sensative and hate to have my word doubted, “as my father is in a business which is now War Secrets and nothing else, I can understand, if you can’t.”

He then turned on the engine and made a terrable noise, to see if hitting on all cylinders.  When he shut it off I told him about William spending a half hour in the Garage the day before.  Although calm before he now became white with anger and said: 

“Just let me catch him sneaking around here, and I’ll ­what’s he after me for anyhow?  I haven’t got any Milatary Secrets.”

I then sugested that we work together, as I felt sure William was after my father’s blue prints and so on, which were in the Dispach Case in the safe at night.  He said he was not a Spy-catcher, but if I caught William at any nonsense I might let him know, and if he put a padlock on the outside of his door and mother saw it and raised a fuss, I could stand up for him.

I agreed to do so.

10 P. M. Doctor Connor called this evening, to bring Sis a pattern for a Surgicle Dressing.  They spent to hours in the Library looking at it.  Mother is rather upset, as she thinks a Doctor makes a poor husband, having to be out at night and never able to go to Dinners owing to baby cases and so on.

She said this to father, but I heard her and observed: 

“Mother, is a doctor then to have no Familey life, and only to bring into the world other people’s children?”

She would usualy have replied to me, but she merely sighed, as she is not like herself, being worried about father.

She beleives that my Father’s Life is in danger, as although usualy making steel, which does not explode and is therfore a safe business, he is now making shells, and every time it has thundered this week she has ohserved: 

“The mill!”

She refuses to be placated, although knowing that only those known to the foremen can enter, as well as having a medal with a number on it, and at night a Password which is new every night.

I know this, because we have this evening made up a list of Passwords for the next week, using a magazine to get them out of, and taking advertisements, such as Cocoa, Razers, Suspenders and so on.  Not these actualy but others like them.

We then learned them off by heart and burned the paper, as one cannot be to carefull with a Spy in the house, even if not credited as such by my Parents.

Have forgotten the Emblem.  Must take it in.

April 17th.  In camp.

Henry brought me out in the big car, as mine has a broken spring owing to going across the field with it.

He says he has decided to help me, and that I need not watch the safe, etcetera, at night.  I therfore gave him a key to the side door, and now feel much better.  He also said not to have any of the Corps detailed to watch William in the daytime, as he can do so, because the Familey is now spending all day at the Red Cross.

He thinks the Password idea fine, as otherwise almost anybody could steal a medal and get into the mill.

William seems to know that I know something, and this morning, while opening the door for me, he said: 

“I beg pardon, Miss Bab, but I see Henry is driving you today.”

“It is not hard to see,” I replied, in a hauty manner.  It is not the Butler’s business who is driving me, and anyhow I had no intention of any unecessary conversation with a Spy.

“Your own car being out of order, miss?”

“It is,” I retorted.  “As you will probably be going to the Garage, although against orders, while Henry is out, you can see it yourself.”

I then went out and sat in front in order to converce with Henry, as the back is lonely.  I looked up at the door and William was standing there, with a very queer look on his face.

3 P. M. Mr. Schmidt is late and the Corps is practising, having now got to K.

Luncheon was a great surprize, as at 12:45 a car apeared on the sky line and was reported by our Sentry as aproaching rapidly.

When it came near it was seen to be driven by Carter Brooks, and to contain several baskets, etcetera.  He then dismounted and saluted and said: 

“The Commiseriat has sent me forward with the day’s rations, sir.”

“Very good,” I returned, in an official manner.  “Corps will line up and count.  Odd numbers to unpack and evens to set the table.”

This of course was figurative, as we have no table, but eat upon the ground.

He then carried over the baskets and a freezer of ice cream.  He had brought a fruit salid, cold chicken, potatoe Chips, cake and ice-cream.  It was a delightful Repast, and not soon to be forgotten by the Corps.

Mademoiselle got out of the Adams’s car and came over, although she had her own lunch as usual.  She then had the Chauffeur carry over a seat cushion, and to see her one would beleive she was always pleasant.  I have no use for those who are only pleasant in the presence of Food or Strangers.

Carter Brooks sat beside me, and observed: 

“You see, Bab, although a Slacker myself, I cannot bear that such brave spirits as those of the Girls’ Aviation Corps should go hungry.”

I then gave him a talking-to, saying that he had been a great disapointment, as I thought one should rise to the Country’s Call and not wait until actualy needed, even when an only son.

He made no defence, but said in a serious tone: 

“You see, it’s like this.  I am not sure of myself, Bab.  I don’t want to enlist because others of the Male Sex, as you would say, are enlisting and I’m ashamed not to.  And I don’t want to enlist just to wear a Unaform and get away from business.  I don’t take it as lightly as all that.”

“Have you no Patriotism?” I demanded.  “Can you repeat unmoved the celabrated lines: 

     “Lives there a man with Soul so dead,
     He (or who) never to himself hath said: 
     This is my own, my Native Land.”

I then choked up, although being Captain I felt that tears were a femanine weakness and a bad Example.

Mademoiselle had at that moment felt an ant somewhere and was not looking.  Therfore she did not perceive when he reached over and put his hand on my foot, which happened to be nearest to him.  He then pated my foot, and said: 

“What a nice kid you are!”

It is strange, now that he and the baskets, etcetera, have gone away, that I continue to think about his pating my foot.  Because I have known him for years, and he is nothing to me but a good friend and not sentamental in any way.

I feel this way.  Suppose he enlists and goes away to die for his Country, as a result of my Speach.  Can I endure to think of it?  No.  I did not feel this way about Tom Gray, who has gone to Florida to learn to fly, although at one time thinking the Sun rose and set on him.  It is very queer.

The Sentry reports Mr. Schmidt and the dogs coming over the fense.

Evening.  Doctor Connor is here again.  He is taking Sis to a meeting where he is to make a Speach.  I ofered to go along, but they did not apear to hear me, and perhaps it is as well, for I must watch William, as Henry is taking them in the car.  I am therfore writing on the stairs, as I can then hear him washing Silver in the pantrey.

Mother has been very sweet to me this evening.  I cannot record how I feel about the change.  I used to feel that she loved me when she had time to do so, but that she had not much time, being busy with Bridge, Dinners, taking Leila out and Housekeeping, and so on.  But now she has more time.  Tonight she said: 

“Bab, suppose we have a little talk.  I have been thinking all day what I would do if you were a boy, and took it into that Patriotic head of yours to enlist.  I couldn’t bear it, that’s all.”

I was moved to tears by this afection on the part of my dear Parent, but I remembered being Captain of the Corps, and so did not weep.  She then said that she would buy us an Emblem for the Camp, and have a luncheon packed each day.  She also ofered me a wrist watch.

I cannot but think what changes War can make, bringing people together because of worry and danger, and causing gifts, such as flags and watches, and ofering to come out and see us in a day or so.

It is now 9 P. M. and the mention of the flag has reminded me that our own Emblem still fluters beneath the Starry Sky.

Later:  William is now in the Garage.  I am watching from the window of the sowing room.

The terrable thought comes ­has he a wireless concealed there, by which he sends out clandestine messages, perhaps to Germany?

This I know.  He cannot get into Henry’s room, as the padlock is now on.

Later:  He has returned, foiled!

April 18th.  Nothing new.  Working hard at signaling.  Mr. Schmidt says I am doing well and if he was an Officer he would give me a job.

April 19th.  Nothing new.  But Doctor Connor had told Leila that my father looks sick or at least not well.  When I went to him, being frightened, as he is my only Male Parent and very dear to me, he only laughed and said: 

“Nonsense!  We’re rushed at the Mill, that’s all.  You see, Bab, War is more than Unaforms and saluting.  It is a nasty Business.  And of course, between your forgetting The Emblem until midnight, when I am in my first sleep, and putting it out at Dawn, I am not getting all the rest I really need.”

He then took my hand and said: 

“Bab, you haven’t by any chance been in my Dispach Case for anything, have you?”

“Why?  Is something missing?” I said in I startled tone.

“No.  But sometimes I think ­however, never mind about that.  I think I’ll take the Case upstairs and lock my door hereafter, and if the Emblem is an hour or to late, we will have to stand for it.  Eight o’clock is early enough for any Flag, especialy if it has been out late the night before.”

“Father” I said, in a tence voice.  “I have before this warned you, but you would not listen, considering me imature and not knowing a Spy when I see one.”

I then told him what I knew about William, but he only said: 

“Well, the only thing that matters is the Password, and that cannot be stolen.  As for William, I have had his record looked up by the Police, and it is fine.  Now go to bed, and send in the Spy.  I want a Scotch and Soda.”

April 20th.  Henry and I have searched the Garage, but there is no Wireless, unless in a Chimney.  Henry says this is often done, by Spies, who raise a Mast out of the chimney by night.

To night I shall watch the Chimney, as there is an ark light near it, so that it is as bright as Day.

The cook has given notice, as she and William cannot get along, and as he can only make to salids and those not cared for by the other servants.

April 27th.  After eight days I am at last alowed this Log or Journal, being supported with pillows while writing as Doctor Connor says it will not hurt me.

He has just gone, and I am sure kissed Leila in the hall while Hannah and the nurse were getting pen, ink, etcetera.  Perhaps after all Romanse has at last come to my beloved sister, who will now get married.  If so, I can come out in November, which is the best time, as December is busy with Xmas and so on.

How shall I tell the tradgic story of that night?  How can I put, by means of a pen, my Experiences on paper?  There are some things which may not be written, but only felt, and that mostly afterwards, as during the time one is to excited to feel.

On April 21st, Saturday, I had a bad cold and was not allowed to go to camp.  I therfore slept most of the day, being one to sleep easily in daytime, except for Hannah coming in to feel if I was feverish.

My father did not come home to dinner, and later on telephoned that he was not to be looked for until he arived, owing to somthing very important at the Mill and a night shift going on for the first time.

We ate Dinner without him, and mother was very nervous and kept saying that with foremen and so on she did not see why father should have to kill himself.

Ye gods!  Had we but realised the Signifacance of that remark!  But we did not, but went to living in a Fool’s Paradice, and complaining because William had put to much vinigar in the French Dressing.

William locked up the house and we retired to our Chambers.  But as I had slept most of the day I could not compose myself to Slumber, but sat up in my robe de nuit and reflected about Carter Brooks, and that perhaps it would be better for him not to enlist as there is plenty to be done here at home, where one is safe from bullets, machine guns and so on.  Because, although not Sentamental about him or silly in any way, I felt that he should not wish to go into danger if his mother objected.  And after all one must consider mothers and other Parents.

I put a dressing gown over my robe de nuit, and having then remembered about the Wireless, I put out my light and sat in the window seat.  But there was no Mast to be seen, and nothing but the ark light swinging.

I then saw some one come in the drive and go back to the Garage, but as Henry has a friend who has been out of work and sleeps with him, although not told to the Familey, as probably objecting, ­although why I could not see, since he used half of Henry’s bed and therfore cost nothing ­I considered that it was he.

It was not, however, as I shall now record in this Log or Journal.

I had perhaps gone to sleep in my place of watching, when I heard a rapping at my Chamber door.  “Only this and nothing more.”  Poe ­The Raven.

I at once opened the door, and it was the cook.  She said that Henry had returned from the mill with a pain in his ear, and had telephoned to her by the house ’phone to bring over a hot water bottle, as father was driving himself home when ready.

She then said that if I would go over with her to the Garage and drop some laudinum into his ear, she being to nervous, and also taking my hot water bottle, she would be grateful.

Although not fond of her, owing to her giving notice and also being very fussy about cake taken from the pantrey, I am one to go always where needed.  I also felt that a member of the Corps should not shirk Duty, even a Chauffeur’s ear.  I therfore got my hot water bottle and some slippers, etcetera, and we went to the Garage.

I went up the stairs to Henry’s room, but what was my surprize to find him not there, but only his friend.  I then said: 

“Where is Henry?”

The cook was behind me, and she said: 

“He is coming.  He has to walk around because it aches so.”

Then Henry’s friend said, in a queer voice: 

“Now, Miss Bab, there is nothing to be afraid of, unless you make a noise.  If you do there will be trouble and that at once.  We three are going to have a little talk.”

Ye gods!  I tremble even to remember his words, for he said: 

“What we want is simple enough.  We want tonight’s Password at the Mill.  Don’t scream.”

I dropped the hot water bottle, because there is no use pretending one is not scared at such a time.  One is.  But of course I would not tell them the Password, and the cook said: 

“Be careful, Miss Bab.  We are not playing.  We are in terrable ernest.”

She did not sound like a cook at all, and she looked diferent, being very white and with to red spots on her cheeks.

“So am I,” I responded, although with shaking teeth.  “And just wait until the Police hear of this and see what happens.  You will all be arested.  If I scream ­”

“If you scream,” said Henry’s friend in an awful voice, “you will never scream again.”

There was now a loud report from below, which the neighbors afterwards said they heard, but considered gas in a muffler, which happens often and sounds like a shot.  There was then a sort of low growl and somebody fell with a thump.  Then the cook said to Henry’s friend: 

“Jump out of the window.  They’ve got him!”

But he did not jump, but listened, and we then heard Henry saying: 

“Come down here, quick.”

Henry’s friend then went downstairs very rapidly, and I ran to the window thinking to jump out.  But it was closed and locked, and anyhow the cook caught me and said, in a hissing manner: 

“None of that, you little fool.”

I had never been so spoken to, especially by a cook, and it made me very angry.  I then threw the bottle of laudinum at her, and broke a front tooth, also cutting her lip, although I did not know this until later, as I then fainted.

When I came to I was on the floor and William, whom I had considered a Spy, was on the bed with his hands and feet tied.  Henry was standing by the door, with a revolver, and he said: 

“I’m sorry, Miss Bab, because you are all right and have helped me a lot, especially with that on the bed.  If it hadn’t been for you our Goose would have been cooked.”

He then picked me up and put me in a chair, and looked at his watch.

“Now,” he said, “we’ll have that Password, because time is going and there are things to be done, quite a few of them.”

I could see William then, and I saw his eyes were partly shut, and that he had been shot, because of blood, etcetera.  I was about to faint again, as the sight of blood makes me sick at the stomache, but Henry held a bottle of amonia under my nose and said in a brutal way: 

“Here, none of that.”

I then said that I would not tell the Password, although killed for it, and he said if I kept up that attitude I would be, because they were desperate and would stop at nothing.

“There is no use being stubborn,” he said, “because we are going to get that Password, and the right one to, because if the wrong one you, to, will be finished off in short order.”

As I was now desperate myself I decided to shriek, happen what may.  But I had merely opened my mouth to when he sprang at me and put his hand over my mouth.  He then said he would be obliged to gag me, and that when I made up my mind to tell the Password, if I would nod my Head he would then remove the gag.  As I grew pale at these words he threw up a window, because air prevents fainting.

He then tied a towel around my mouth and lips, putting part of it between my teeth, and tied it in a hard knot behind.  He also tied my hands behind me, although I kicked as hard as possable, and can do so very well, owing to skating and so on.

How awfull were my sensations as I thus sat facing Death, and remembering that I had often been excused from Chapel when not necesary, and had been confirmed while pretending to know the Creed while not doing so.  Also not always going to Sunday School as I should, and being inclined to skip my Prayers when very tired.

We sat there for a long time, which seemed Eternities, Henry making dreadful threats, and holding a revolver.  But I would not tell the Password, and at last he went out, locking the door behind him, to consult with the other Spies.

I then heard a whisper, and saw that William was not dead.  He said: 

“Here, quick.  I’ll unloose your hands and you can drop out the window.”

He did so, but just in time, as Henry returned, looking fierce and saying that I had but fifteen minutes more.  I was again in my chair, and he did not percieve that my hands were now untied.

I must stop here, as my hands tremble to much to hold my trusty pen.

April 28th.  Leila has just been in.  She kissed me in a fraternal manner, and I then saw that she wore an engagement ring.  Well, such is Life.  We only get realy acquainted with our Families when they die, or get married.

Doctor Connor came in a moment later and kissed me to, calling me his brave little Sister.

How pleasant it is to lie thus, having wine jelatine and squab and so on, and wearing a wrist watch with twenty-seven diamonds, and mother using the vibrator on my back to make me sleepy, etcetera.  Also, to know that when one’s father returns he will say: 

“Well, how is the Patriot today?” and not smile while saying it.

I have recorded in this journal up to where I had got my hands loose, and Henry was going to shoot me in fifteen minutes.

We have thus come to Mr. Schmidt.

Suddenly Henry swore in an angry manner.  This was because my father had brought the machine home and was but then coming along the drive.  Had he come alone it would have been the end of him and the Mill, for Henry and his friend would have caught him, and my father is like me ­he would die before giving the Password and blowing up all the men and so on in the Mill.  But he brought the manager with him, as he lives out of town and there is no train after midnight.

My father said: 

“Henry!”

So Henry replied: 

“Coming, sir” and went out, but again locked the door.

Before he went out he said: 

“Now mind, any noise up here and we will finish you and your father also.  Don’t you overturn A chair by mistake, young lady.”

He then went down, and I could hear my dear Parent’s voice which I felt I would probably never hear again, discussing new tires and Henry’s earache, which was not a real one, as I now knew.

I looked at William, but he had his eyes shut and I saw he was now realy unconscious.  I then however heard a waggon in our alley, and I went to the window.  What was my joy to see that it was Mr. Schmidt’s milk waggon which had stopped under the ark light, with he himself on the seat.  He was getting some milk bottles out, and I suppose he heard the talking in our Garage, for he stopped and then looked up.  Then he dropped a milk bottle, but he stood still and stared.

With what anguished eyes, dear Log or Journal, did I look down at him, unable to speak or utter a sound.  I then tried to untie the Towle but could not, owing to feeling weak and sick and the knots being hard.

I at one moment thought of jumping out, but it was to far for our Garage was once a Stable and is high.  But I knew that if the Criminals who surounded my Father and the manager heard such a sound, they would then attack my Father and kill him.

I was but a moment thinking all this, as my mind is one to work fast when in Danger.  Mr. Schmidt was still staring, and the horse was moving on to the next house, as Mr. Schmidt says it knows all his Customers and could go out alone if necesary.

It was then that I remembered that, although I could not speak, I could signal him, although having no flags.  I therfore signaled, saying: 

“Quiet.  Spies.  Bring police.”

It was as well that he did not wait for the last to letters, as I could not remember C, being excited and worried at the time.  But I saw him get into his waggon and drive away very fast, which no one in the Garage noticed, as milk waggons were not objects of suspicion.

How strange it was to sit down again as if I had not moved, as per orders, and hear my Father whistling as he went to the house.  I began to feel very sick at my Stomache, although glad he was safe, and wondered what they would do without me.  Because I had now seen that, although insisting that I was still a child, I was as dear to them as Leila, though in a different way.

I had not cried as yet, but at the thought of Henry’s friend and the others coming up to kill me before Mr. Schmidt could get help, I shed a few tears.

They all came back as soon as my Father had slamed the house door, and if they had been feirce before they were awfull then, the cook with a handkerchief to her mouth, and Henry’s friend getting out a watch and giving me five minutes.  He had counted three minutes and was holding his Revolver to just behind my ear, when I heard the milk waggon coming back, with the horse galloping.

It stopped in the alley, and the cook said, in a dreadfull voice: 

“What’s that?”

She dashed to the Window, and looked out, and then turned to the other Spies and said: 

“The Police!”

I do not know what happened next, as I fainted again, having been under a strain for some time.

I must now stop, as mother has brought the Vibrater.

April 29th.  All the people in my father’s Mill have gone together and brought me a riding horse.  I have just been to the window of my Chamber to look at it.  I have always wanted a horse, but I cannot see that I deserve this one, having but done what any member of the G. A. C. should do.

As I now have a horse, perhaps the Corps should become Cavalry.  Memo:  Take this up with Jane.

Later:  Carter Brooks has just gone, and I have a terrable headache owing to weeping, which always makes my head ache.

He has gone to the War.

I cannot write more.

10 P. M. I can now think better, although still weeping at intervals.  I must write down all that has happened, as I do not feel like telling Jane, or indeed anybody.

Always before I have had no Secrets from Jane, even in matters of the Other Sex.  But I feel very strange about this and like thinking about it rather than putting it into speach.

Also I feel very kind toward everybody, and wish that I had been a better girl in many ways.  I have tried to be good, and have never smoked cigarettes or been decietful except when forced to be by the Familey not understanding.  But I know I am far from being what Carter Brooks thinks me to be.

I have called Hannah and given her my old watch, with money to for a new chrystal.  Also stood by at Salute while my father brought in the Emblem.  For William can no longer do it, as he was not really a Butler at all but a Secret Service Inspector, and also being still in the Hospital, although improving.

He had not told the Familey, as he was afraid they would not then treat him as a real Butler.  As for the code in the pantrey, it was really not such, but the silver list, beginning with 48 D. K. or dinner knives, etcetera.  When taking my Father’s Dispach Case from the safe, it was to keep the real Spies from getting it.  He did it every night, and took the important papers out until morning, when he put them back.

To-night my father brought in the Emblem and folded it.  He then said: 

“Well, I admit that Fathers are not real Substatutes for young men in Unaform, but in times of Grief they may be mighty handy to tie to.”  He then put his arms around me and said:  “You see, Bab, the real part of War, for a woman ­and you are that now, Bab, in spite of your years ­the real thing she has to do is not the fighting part, although you are about as good a soldier as any I know.  The thing she has to do is to send some one she cares about, and then sit back and wait.”

As he saw that I was agatated, he then kissed me and sugested that we learn something more than the first verse of the National Hymn, as he was tired of making his lips move and thus pretending to sing when not actualy doing so.

I shall now record about Carter Brooks coming today.  I was in a chair with pilows and so on, when Leila came in and kissed me, and then said: 

“Bab, are you able to see a caller?”

I said yes, if not the Police, as I had seen a great many and was tired of telling about Henry and Henry’s friend, etcetera.

“Not the Police,” she said.

She then went out in the hall and said: 

“Come up.  It’s all right.”

I then saw a Soldier in the door, and could not beleive that it was Carter Brooks, until he saluted and said: 

“Captain, I have come to report.  Owing to the end of the Easter Holadays the Girls’ Aviation Corps ­”

I could no longer be silent.  I cried: 

“Oh, Carter!”

So he came into the room and turned round, saying: 

“Some soldier, eh?”

Leila had gone out, and all at once I knew that my Patriotism was not what I had thought it, for I could not bear to see him going to War, especialy as his mother would be lonly without him.

Although I have never considered myself weak, I now felt that I was going to cry.  I therfore said in a low voice to give me a Handkercheif, and he gave me one of his.

“Why, look here,” he said, in an astounded manner, “you aren’t crying about me, are you?”

I said from behind his Handkercheif that I was not, except being sorry for his mother and also for him on account of Leila.

“Leila!” he said.  “What about Leila?”

“She is lost to you forever,” I replied in a choking tone.  “She is betrothed to another.”

He became very angry at that, and observed: 

“Look here, Bab.  One minute I think you are the cleverest Girl in the World, and the next ­you little stuped, do you still insist on thinking that I am in love with Leila?”

At that time I began to feel very queer, being week and at the same time excited and getting red, the more so as he pulled the Handkercheif from my eyes and commanded me:  “Bab, look at me.  Do I look as though I care for Leila?”

I, however, could not look at him just then.  Because I felt that I could not endure to see the Unaform.

“Don’t you know why I hang around this House?” he said, in a very savige manner.  “Because if you don’t everybody else does.”

Dear Log or Journal, I could but think of one thing, which was that I was not yet out, but still what is called a Sub-Deb, and so he was probably only joking, or perhaps merely playing with me.

I said so, in a low tone, but he only gave a Groan and said: 

“I know you are not out and all the rest of it.  Don’t I lie awake at night knowing it?  And that’s the reason I ­” Here he stopped and said:  “Damm it” in a feirce voice.  “Very well,” he went on.  “I came to say Good-bye, and to ask you if you will write to me now and then.  Because I’m going to War half because the Country needs me and the other half because I’m not going to disapoint a certain young Person who has a way of expecting people to be better than they are.”

He then very suddenly stood up and said: 

“I guess I’d better go.  And don’t you dare to cry, because if you do there will be Trouble.”

But I could not help it, as he was going to War for my Native Land, and might never come back.  I therfore asked for his Handkercheif again, but he did not listen.  He only said: 

“You are crying, and I warned you.”

He then stooped over and put his hand under my Chin and said: 

“Good-bye, sweetheart.”

And kissed me.

He went out at once, slaming the door, and passed Leila in the lower
Hall without speaking to her.

April 30th.  I now intend to close this Log or Journal, and write no more in it.  I am not going back to school, but am to get strong and well again, and to help mother at the Red Cross.  I wish to do this, as it makes me feel usefull and keeps me from worrying.

After all, I could not realy care for any one who would not rise to the
Country’s Call.

May 3rd.  I have just had a letter from Carter.  It is mostly about blisters on his feet and so on, and is not exactly a love letter.  But he ends with this, which I shall quote, and so end this Dairy: 

“After all, Bab, perhaps we all needed this.  I know I did.

“I want to ask you something.  Do you remember the time you wrote me that you were blited and I sugested that we be blited together.  How about changing that a bit, and being plited. Because if I am not cheered by something of the sort, my Patriotism is going to ooze out of the blisters on my heels.”

I have thought about this all day, and I have no right to ruin his Career.  I beleive that the Army should be encouraged as much as possible.  I have therefore sent him a small drawing, copied from the Manual, like this: 

{1” tall figure of a man holding semifore flags ­his right arm is to the right and his left arm is up}

Which means “Afirmative”