The first part of the meal over, the
hostess picked up a nut and threw it deftly at a door
leading into the lean-to-kitchen.
“Our table bell,” she
explained to me. And, true enough, a moment later
the orderly appeared and carried out the plates.
Then we had dessert, which was fruit
and candy, and coffee.
And all the time the guns were firing,
and every opening of the door into the corridor brought
a gale of wind into the room.
Suddenly it struck me that hardly
a foot of the plaster interior of that room was whole.
The ceiling was riddled. So were the walls.
“Shrapnel,” said the major,
following my gaze. “It gets worse every
day.”
“I think the ceiling is going
to fall,” said one of the hostesses.
True enough, there was a great bulge
in the centre. But it held for that night.
It may be holding now.
Everybody took a hand at clearing
the table. The lamp was burning low, and they
filled it without putting it out. One of the things
that I have always been taught is never to fill a
lighted lamp. I explained this to them carefully.
But they were quite calm. It seems at the front
one does a great many extraordinary things. It
is part and parcel of that utter indifference to danger
that comes with war.
Now appeared the chauffeur, who brought
the information that the car had been dragged out
of the mud and towed as far as the house.
“Towed?” I said blankly.
“Towed, madame. There is no more petrol.”
The major suggested that we kill him
at once. But he was a perfectly good chauffeur
and young. Also it developed that he had not sat
on my hat. So we let him live.
“Never mind,” said Miss
C ; “we can give you the chauffeur’s
bed and he can go somewhere else.”
But after a time I decided that I
would rather walk back than stay overnight in that
house. For the major explained that at eleven
o’clock the batteries behind the town would bombard
the German trenches and the road behind them, along
which they had information that an ammunition train
would pass.
“Another night in the cellar!”
said some one. “That means no one will
need any beds, for there will be a return fire, of
course.”
“Is there no petrol to be had?” I inquired
anxiously.
“None whatever.”
None, of course. There had been
shops in the town, and presumably petrol and other
things. But now there was nothing but ruined walls
and piles of brick and mortar. However, there
was a cellar.
My feet were swollen and painful,
for the walk had been one long agony. I was chilled,
too, from my wetting, in spite of the fire. I
sat by the tiny stove and tried to forget the prospect
of a night in the cellar, tried to ignore the pieces
of shell and shrapnel cases lined up on the mantelpiece,
shells and shrapnel that had entered the house and
destroyed it.
The men smoked and talked. An
officer came up from the trenches to smoke his after-dinner
pipe, a bearded individual, who apologised for his
muddy condition. He and the major played a duet.
They made a great fuss about their preparation for
it. The stool must be so, the top of the cracked
piano raised. They turned and bowed to us profoundly.
Then sat down and played CHOP STICKS!
But that was only the beginning.
For both of them were accomplished musicians.
The major played divinely. He played a Rhapsodie
Hongroise, the Moonlight Sonata, one of the movements
of the Sonata Appassionata. He played without
notes, a bulldog pipe gripped firmly in his teeth,
blue clouds encircling his fair hair. Gone was
the reckless soldier who would have taken his life
in his hands for the whim of bringing in a German
sentry. Instead there was a Belgian whose ruined
country lay behind him, whose people lay dead in thousands
of hideous graves, whose heart was torn and aching
with the things that it knew and buried. We sat
silent. His pipe died in his mouth; his eyes,
fixed on the shell-riddled wall, grew sombre.
When the music ceased his hands still lay lingeringly
on the keys. And, beyond the foot of the street,
the ominous guns of the army that had ruined his country
crashed steadily.
We were rather subdued when the music
died away. But he evidently regretted having
put a weight on the spirits of the party. He rose
and brought me a charming little water-colour sketch
he had made of the bit of No Man’s Land in front
of his trench, with the German line beyond it.
“By the way,” he said
in his exact English, “I went to art school in
Dresden with an American named Reinhart. Afterward
he became a great painter Charles Stanley
Reinhart. Is he by any chance a relative?”
“Charles Stanley Reinhart is
dead,” I said. “He was a Pittsburgher,
too, but the two families are connected only by marriage.”
“Dead! So he is dead too!
Everybody is dead. He he was a very
nice boy.”
Suddenly he stood up and stretched his long arms.
“It was a long time ago,” he said.
“Now I go for the sentry.”
They caught him at the door, however, and brought
him back.
“But it is so simple,”
he protested. “No one is hurt. And
the American lady ”
The American lady protested.
“I don’t want a German
sentry,” I said. “I shouldn’t
know what to do with a German sentry if I had one.”
So he sat down and explained his method
to me. I wish I could tell his method here.
It sounded so easy. Evidently it was a safety-valve,
during that long wait of the deadlock, for his impetuous
temperament. One could picture him sitting in
his trench day after day among the soldiers who adored
him, making little water-colour sketches and smoking
his bulldog pipe, and then suddenly, as now, rising
and stretching his long arms and saying:
“Well, boys, I guess I’ll go out and bring
one in.”
And doing it.
I was taken for a tour of the house up
a broken staircase that hung suspended, apparently
from nothing, to what had been the upper story.
It was quite open to the sky and the
rain was coming in. On the side toward the German
line there was no wall. There were no partitions,
no windows, only a few broken sticks of what had been
furniture. And in one corner, partly filled with
rain water, a child’s cradle that had miraculously
escaped destruction.
Downstairs to the left of the corridor
was equal destruction. There was one room here
that, except for a great shell-hole and for a ceiling
that was sagging and almost ready to fall, was intact.
Here on a stand were surgical supplies, and there
was a cot in the corner. A soldier had just left
the cot. He had come up late in the afternoon
with a nosebleed, and had now recovered.
“It has been a light day,”
said my guide. “Sometimes we hardly know
which way to turn when there is much going
on, you know. Probably to-night we shall be extremely
busy.”
We went back into the living room
and I consulted my watch. It was half past ten
o’clock. At eleven the bombardment was to
begin!
The conversation in the room had turned
to spies. Always, everywhere, I found this talk
of spies. It appeared that at night a handful
of the former inhabitants of the town crept back from
the fields to sleep in the cellars of what had been
their homes, and some of them were under suspicion.
“Every morning,” said
Miss C , “before the German
bombardment begins, three small shells are sent over
in quick succession. Then there is about fifteen
minutes’ wait before the real shelling.
I am convinced that it is a signal to some one to
get out.”
The officers pooh-poohed the idea.
But Miss C stuck to her point.
“They are getting information
somehow,” she said. “You may laugh
if you like. I am sure I am right.”
Later on an officer explained to me
something about the secret service of the war.
“It is a war of spies,”
he said. “That is one reason for the deadlock.
Every movement is reported to the other side and checkmated
almost before it begins. In the eastern field
of war the system is still inadequate; that accounts
for the great movements that have taken place there.”
Perhaps he is right. It sounds
reasonable. I do not know with what authority
he spoke. But certainly everywhere I found this
talk of spies. One of the officers that night
told of a recent experience of his.
“I was in a church tower at
,” he said. “There
were three of us. We had been looking over toward
the German lines. Suddenly I looked down into
the street below. Some one with an electric flash
was signalling across. It was quite distinct.
All of us saw it. There was an answer from the
German trenches immediately. While one of us kept
watch on the tower the others rushed down into the
street. There was no one there. But it is
certain that that sort of thing goes on all the time.”
A quarter to eleven!
Suddenly the whole thing seemed impossible that
the noise at the foot of the street was really guns;
that I should be there; that these two young women
should live there day and night in the midst of such
horrors. For the whole town is a graveyard.
Bodies in numbers have been buried in shell-holes
and hastily covered, or float in the stagnant water
of the canal. Every heavy rain uncovers shallow
graves in the fields, allowing a dead arm, part of
a rotting trunk, to show.
And now, after this lapse of time,
it still seems incredible. Are they still there?
Report has it that the Germans captured this town and
held it for a time, only to lose it later. What
happened to the little “sick and sorry”
house during those fearful days? Did the German
officers sit about that pine table and throw a nut
to summon an orderly? Did they fill the lamp
while it was lighted, and play on the cracked piano,
and pick up shrapnel cases as they landed on the doorstep
and set them on the mantel?
Ten minutes to eleven!
The chauffeur came to the door and stuck his head
in.
“I have found petrol in a can
in an empty shed,” he explained. “It
is now possible to go.”
We went. We lost no time on the
order of our going. The rain was over, but the
fog had descended again. We lighted our lamps,
and were curtly ordered by a sentry to put them out.
In the moment that they remained alight, carefully
turned away from the trenches, it was possible to
see the hopeless condition of the street.
At last we reached a compromise.
One lamp we might have, but covered with heavy paper.
It was very little. The car bumped ominously,
sagged into shell-holes.
I turned and looked back at the house.
Faint rays of light shone through its boarded windows.
A wounded soldier had been brought up the street and
stood, leaning heavily on his companion, at the doorstep.
The door opened, and he was taken in.
Good-bye, little “sick and sorry”
house, with your laughter and tears, your friendly
hands, your open door! Good-bye!
Five minutes later, as we reached
the top of the Street, the bombardment began.