A SPANISH CHAPTER
His removal snapped a chain.
These two persons became themselves.
Manuela with eyes ablaze strode over
to Esteban. “Well,” she said.
“You have found me. What is your pleasure?”
He sat very still on his donkey, watching
her. He rolled himself a cigarette, still watching,
and as he lighted it, looked at her over the flame.
“Speak, Esteban,” she
said, quivering; but he took two luxurious inhalations
first, discharged in dense columns through his nose.
Then he said, breathing smoke, “I have come
to kill you, Manuelita from Pobledo in
a day and a half.”
She had folded her arms, and now nodded.
“I know it. I have expected you.”
“Of course,” said Esteban,
inhaling enormously. He shot the smoke upwards
towards the light, where it floated and spread out
in radiant bars of blue. Manuela was tapping
her foot.
“Well, I am here,” she
said. “I might have left you, but I have
not. Why don’t you do what you intend?”
“There is plenty of time,”
said Esteban, and continued to smoke. He began
to make another cigarette.
“Do you know why I chose to
stay with you?” she asked him softly. “Do
you know, Esteban?”
He raised his eyebrows. “Not at all.”
“It was because I had a bargain to make with
you.”
He looked at her inquiringly; but
he shrugged. “It will be a hard bargain
for you, my girl,” he told her.
“I believe you will agree to
it,” she said quickly, “seeing that of
my own will I have remained here. I will let
you kill me as you please on a condition.”
“Name your condition,”
said Esteban. “I will only say now that
it is my wish to strangle you with my hands.”
She put both hers to her throat.
“Good,” she said. “That shall
be your affair. But let the caballero go free.
He has done you no harm.”
“On the contrary,” said
Esteban, “I shall certainly kill him when he
returns. Have no doubt of that. Then I
shall have his horse.”
Immediately, without fear, she went
up to him where he sat his donkey. She saw the
knife in his faja, but had no fear at all.
She came quite close to him, with an ardent face,
with eyes alight. She stretched out her arms
like a man on a cross.
“Kill, kill, Esteban!
But listen first. You shall spare that gentleman’s
life, for he has done you no wrong.”
He laughed her down. “Wrong!
And you come to me to swear that on the Cross of
Christ? Daughter of swine, you lie.”
Tears were in her eyes, which made
her blink and shake her head but she came
closer yet in a passion of entreaty. She was
so close that her bosom touched him. “Kill,
Esteban, kill but love me first!”
Her arms were about him now, as if she must have
love of him or die. “Esteban, Esteban!”
she was whispering as if she hungered and thirsted
for him. He shivered at a memory. “Love
me once, love me once, Esteban!” Closer and
closer she clung to him; her eyes implored a kiss.
“Loose me, you jade,”
he said, less sharply, but she clove the closer to
him, and one hand crept downwards from his shoulder,
as if she would embrace him by the middle. “Too
late, Manuelita, too late,” he said again, but
he was plainly softening. She drew his face towards
hers as if to kiss him, then whipped the long knife
out of his girdle and drove it with all her sobbing
force into his neck. Esteban uttered a thick
groan, threw his head up and rocked twice. Then
his head dropped, and he fell sideways off his donkey.
She stood staring at what she had done.