LA RECOGIDA
Sister Chucha, the nun who took first
charge of newcomers to the Penitentiary, was fat and
kindly, and not very discreet. It was her business
to measure Manuela for a garb and to see to the cutting
of her hair. She told the girl that she was
by far the most handsome penitent she had ever had
under her hands.
“It is a thousand pities to
cut all this beauty away,” she said; “for
it is obvious you will want it before long. So
far as that goes you will find the cap not unbecoming;
and I’ll see to it that you have a piece of
looking-glass though, by ordinary, that
is forbidden. Good gracious, child, what a figure
you have! If I had had one quarter of your good
fortune I should never have been religious.”
She went on to describe the rules
of the Institution, the hours and nature of the work,
the offices in Chapel, the recreation times and hours
for meals. Manuela, she said, was not the build
for rope and mat work.
“I shall get Reverend Mother
to put you to housework, I think,” she said.
“That will give you exercise, and the chance
of an occasional peep at the window. You don’t
deserve it, I fancy; but you are so handsome that
I have a weakness for you. All you have to do
is to speak fairly to Father Vicente and curtsey to
the Reverend Mother whenever you see her. Above
all, no tantrums. Leave the others alone, and
they’ll let you alone. There’s not
one of them but has her scheme for getting away, or
her friend outside. That’s occupation enough
for her. It will be the same with you.
Your friends will find you out. You’ll
have a novio spending the night in the street
before to-morrow’s over unless I am very much
mistaken.” She patted her cheek.
“I’ll do what I can for you, my dear.”
Manuela curtseyed, and thanked the
good nun. “All I have to do,” she
said, “is to repent of my sin which
has become very horrible to me.”
“La-la-la!” cried Sister
Chucha. “Keep that for Father Vicente,
if you please, my dear. That is his affair.
Our patroness led a jolly life before she was a saint.
No doubt, you should not have stabbed Don Bartolome,
and of course the Ramonez would never overlook such
a thing. But we all understand that you must
save your own skin if you could that’s
very reasonable. And I hear that there was another
reason.” Here she chucked her chin.
“I don’t wonder at it,” she said
with a meaning smile.
The girl coloured and hung her head.
She was still quivering with the shame of her public
torture. She could still see Manvers’ eyes
stare chilly at the wall before them, and believe
them to grow colder with each stave of her admissions.
Her one consolation lay in the thought that she could
please him by amendment and save him by a conviction;
so it was hard to be petted by Sister Chucha.
She would have welcomed the whip, would have hugged
it to her bosom the rod of Salvation, she
would have called it; but compliments on her beauty,
caresses of cheek and chin was she not
to be allowed to be good? As for escape, she
had no desire for that. She could love her Don
Osmundo best from a distance. What was to be
gained, but shame, by seeing him?
Her shining hair was cut off; the
cap, the straight prison garb were put on. She
stood up, slim-necked, an arrowy maid, with her burning
face and sea-green eyes chastened by real humility.
She made a good confession to Father Vicente, and
took her place among her mates.
It was true, what Sister Chucha had
told her. Every penitent in that great and gaunt
building was thrilled with one persistent hope, worked
patiently with that in view, and under its spell refrained
from violence or clamour. There was not one
face of those files of grey-gowned girls which, at
stated hours, entered the chapel, knelt at the altar,
or stooped at painful labour through the stifling days,
which did not show a gleam. Stupid, vacant, vicious,
morose, pretty, sparkling, whatever the face might
be, there was that expectation to redeem or enhance
it, to make it human, to make it womanish. There
was, or there would be, some day, any day, a lover
outside to whom it would be the face of
all faces.
Manuela had not been two hours in
the company of her fellow-prisoners before she was
told that there were two ways of escape from the Recogidas.
Religion or marriage these were; but the religious
alternative was not discussed.
Sister Chucha, it transpired, had
chosen that way “But do you wonder?”
cried the girl who told Manuela, with shrill scorn.
Most of the sisters had once been penitents “Vaya!
Look at them, my dear!” cried this young Amazon,
conscious of her own charms.
She was a plump Andalusian, black-eyed,
merry, and quick to change her moods. Love had
sent her to Saint Mary Magdalene, and love would take
her out again.
That Chucha, she owned, was a kind
soul. She always put the pretty ones to housework “it
gives us a chance at the windows. I have Fernando,
who works at the sand-carting in the river. He
never fails to look up this way. Some day he
will ask for me.” She peered at herself
in a pail of water, and fingered her cap daintily.
“How does my skirt hang now, Manuela?
Too short, I fancy. Did you ever see such shoes
as they give you here! Lucky that nobody can
see you.”
This was the strain of everybody’s
talk in the House of Las Recogidas in the
whitewashed galleries where they walked in squads
under the eye of a nun who sat reading a good book
against the wall, in the court where they lay in the
shade to rest, prone, with their faces hidden in their
arms, or with knees huddled up and eyes fixed in a
stare. They talked to each other in the hoarse,
tearful staccato of Spain, which, beginning low, seems
to gather force and volume as it runs, until, like
a beck in flood, it carries speaker and listener over
the bar and into tossing waves of yeasty water.
Manuela, through all, kept her thoughts
to herself, and spoke nothing of her own affairs.
There may have been others like her, fixed to the
great achievement of justifying themselves to their
own standard: she had no means of knowing.
Her standard was this, that she had purged herself
by open confession to the man whom she loved.
She was clean, sweetened and full of heart.
All she had to do was to open wide her house that
holiness might enter in.
Besides this she had, at the moment,
the consciousness of a good action; for she firmly
believed that by her surrender to the law she had
again saved Manvers from assassination. If Don
Luis could only cleanse his honour by blood, he now
had her heart’s blood. That should suffice
him. She grew happier as the days went on.
Meanwhile it was remarked upon by
Mercedes and Dolores, and half a dozen more, that
distinguished strangers came to the gallery of the
chapel. The outlines of them could be descried
through the grille; for behind the grille
was a great white window which threw them into high
relief.
It was the fixed opinion of Mercedes
and Dolores that Manuela had a novio.