An idyll
The feverish pulse of a city is not
felt in the same degree in all parts of it. There
are places from which all circulation seems shut out,
and where the rapid stream of life hardly shows a ripple.
Quiet houses are there, only separated from the noisy
street by the thickness of a wall. They seem
to be many miles from the heated movement of life,
and their inhabitants complacently gaze from their
windows with the same unconcern as they would look
at a picture on their own walls a view
perhaps of violence or excitement, a storm at sea,
or a battle.
The Markers’ house in the Lutzowstrasse
was just such a peaceful island in the tossing sea
of the city. It was only a few steps from the
Magdeburger Platz the first story in a stately
house with a round arch over the door. Three
generations of women grandmother, mother,
and daughter lived there, without a single
man to take care of them, attended only by an old
widowed cook and her daughter, who had grown up into
the position of a waiting maid. A dreamy, monotonous
life they lived here, like that of the sleepers in
the palace of the Sleeping Beauty behind their hundred-year-old
hedge of thorns.
The grandmother was the head of the
house Frau Brohl, a lady of over sixty
years, and a widow for the last twenty. She was
a small thin woman, her figure very much bent, with
snow-white hair, a narrow, pale face, and pretty brown
eyes. She moved slowly and with great exertion,
spoke softly and with shortness of breath, and seemed
weary and sad. She looked as if she had some
hidden sickness, and as if her feeble lamp of life
might soon flicker out. As a matter of fact she
had never had a day’s illness; her appearance
gave the impression of weakness, and increasing age
made her neither better nor worse. Even now she
was the first to rise in the morning and the last
to go to bed; had the best appetite at table; and,
in her occasional walks, was the least tired.
Her late husband Herr F.
A. Brohl, of the firm of Brohl, Son & Co. had
been one of the largest ship-brokers in Stettin.
They had lived together for a quarter of a century
in peace and happiness, and her eyes filled with tears
when she remembered that part of her life. It
was a beautiful time, much too good for a sinful human
being. They had a house to themselves, with large
high rooms, and every day she received visits from
the richest women of the town, and visited them in
return. There was never a betrothal, marriage,
or christening in a well-known family to which she
was not invited; every child in the street knew her
and smiled at her; and the suppers in her hospitable
house were renowned as far as Russia and Sweden.
The marriage was blessed by one daughter,
who grew up to be a rather pretty, well-mannered,
and well-grown girl. Her horizon stretched from
the storeroom to the linen-press, and from the flatiron
to her book of songs. She felt a high esteem
for her father just as everyone does for
a rich man and for her mother, if hardly
love, at least a boundless respect. She regarded
her as almost more than human, and the care with which
she listened to her mother’s instructions into
the secrets of the kitchen, the market, and the linen-room,
was almost unnatural. She was afraid she would
never attain to the fluctuations of price in the fish
market in different seasons of the year, the starching
of muslins, the time it took to cook a pudding, and
how much sugar went to a pot of preserved fruit; and
her mother destroyed the last remnant of self-confidence
when half-pityingly, half-contemptuously she told her
that she was not sufficiently developed to understand
such things. When Fräulein Brohl was old
enough, her parents married her to Herr Marker.
It was hardly a love match, but in Brohl, Son & Company’s
house such folly as love was not considered.
Herr Marker was the son of a wholesale coffee-merchant,
and was neither handsome nor distinguished-looking;
he was small, thin, bandy-legged, with an unwholesome
complexion, a peevish expression, and almost bald-headed.
Herr F.A. Brohl soon found that
he had made a mistake, and been in too great a hurry.
The old Marker lost his fortune in an unlucky speculation
during the Crimean War, and was only saved by Brohl
from the shame of bankruptcy. He died soon afterward
of grief, and left his son nothing but debts.
The young Marker showed no special genius for the
coffee business, but an uncomfortable ambition for
speculation in stocks. He opened an exchange
office, and entered into transactions with the Exchanges
of Berlin, Frankfort, and Amsterdam, and after a short
time the last penny of his wife’s dowry disappeared.
His father-in-law dipped into his pockets and renewed
the dowry, but stipulated that Marker in the future
should ask his advice before any undertaking.
This Marker felt as a deep humiliation, and rather
than submit to Brohl’s tyranny, preferred to
loaf all day with his hands in his pockets at the
Exchange, and shortened the evenings by going to the
club, and boring people with endless stories of the
meanness and thick-headedness of his cad of a father-in-law,
who in his old-fashioned, narrow-minded Philistinism
had not the least capacity for any great undertakings.
Brohl died soon after, and Marker
experienced a new and painful sensation. His
wife did not inherit a penny by her father’s
will, his whole property under limited conditions
going to the widow. This was specially arranged
for by Brohl to prevent Marker from laying his hands
on more capital. He shook his fist at the opening
of the will, and broke out into unseemly abuse; he
went all over Stettin, and cried out that he was robbed,
that the old rascal had plundered him. To his
wife and mother-in-law he also talked day after day
and night after night, saying how shamefully he had
been treated, and that it was his mother-in-law’s
duty to make good the mistake. Frau Marker could
not endure this perpetual grumbling and badgering,
and Frau Brohl became weak with not only her son-in-law
but her daughter constantly at her ear. She consented
to give him a large sum to put him into a new business,
which he described as having a brilliant and unfailing
future, and after a great deal of begging and worrying
she at length brought herself to the far greater sacrifice
of a removal to Berlin, that Marker might have a greater
sphere for his energies. So the stately house
in the Frauenstrasse with its lofty rooms was abandoned,
and exchanged for the small flat in Berlin.
The departure from Stettin was a miserable
one. It was desperate work packing the thousand
things which had gathered together during the quarter
of a century in careless profusion. It was heart-breaking
to be obliged to leave behind the stores of wood,
coal, and potatoes in the cellar, the cranberry jam
in the storeroom, which the Markers, in their grandeur
of ideas, did not think worth the trouble of taking
with them! And the farewell visits to the rich
friends, in whose family festivals she would never
more take part; and the last visit to the Jacobkirche,
where she would never more go on Sundays and meet her
intimate friends, for whose benefit she wore the family
ornaments, and the stiff silk dress. There were
many tears and sobs, but the cup was drained like the
others; and Marker began his new life in the Lutzowstrasse
with his wife, his mother-in-law, and the little Malvine,
who was the only child of their marriage.
At first things went on pretty well.
Frau Brohl often had tears in her eyes when looking
at the familiar furniture in her room, which had been
designed for a house three times as large, and she
would rather have sacrificed one of her hands than
one of her old sofas or tables. But Marker was
gay as he had never been before, and full of wonderful
stories of the future importance of his firm, astounding
both the women, and even making them respect him,
which feeling had never before influenced them.
He had an office in the Burgstrasse, near the Exchange,
shared by other young men, and came home every day
with new reports of the wonderful business he was
doing.
A day came, however, when he had no
news to tell them, when his complexion was as yellow
as ever, his eyes avoided the questioning glances
of his mother-in-law, and after playing at concealment
for a whole week, he was at last forced to tell them
that he had again lost all his money. He hastened
to add, however, that every thing could be saved if
the mother would once more set him on his feet; in
every new undertaking one had to pay something for
learning; he had hardly understood his position so
far, but now he knew what he was about, he must be
contented with modest profits. Frau Brohl made
a fresh sacrifice, giving Marker his position in business
again after six months. He had hardly the courage
to come home with new plans, but used to steal in
quietly like a shadow on the wall, sit down at table
with a heart-breaking sigh, sulked with the women,
and often was heard talking to himself in this fashion:
“This is no sort of life. If women hold
the cards, stupidity is trumps. The woman in
the kitchen, the man in business,” and so on.
Finally the thing happened which Frau Brohl had foreseen
with anxiety Marker came with a new project,
for which he wanted fifty thousand thalers.
It was an entirely new idea, unheard of before; it
couldn’t miscarry, it must bring in a hundred
thousand; with one stroke all the former losses would
be retrieved. Then he stopped talking, and showed
yards of figures, read aloud letters of advice, and
went on reading and talking and crackling papers for
an hour to Frau Brohl, following her from the drawing-room
into the kitchen, from the kitchen back to the drawing-room;
and when she took refuge in her bedroom, he read to
her through the door. However, it was no good,
and Frau Brohl stood firm. Then Marker tried
a new method. He was argumentative before, now
he became tragic; he threatened to throw himself out
of the window, to become dangerously ill, to go away
and never be heard of again. He left half-finished
letters on his writing-table, in which he announced
his death to his acquaintances, laying the blame on
his wife and mother-in-law; in short, poor Frau Brohl,
whose existence had become a veritable hell, with a
heavy heart put her hand once more into her pocket,
and gave Marker what he wanted.
Everything now went on as smoothly
and merrily as before. After a few weeks Marker
again lost everything, and seemed so upset that he
stayed away all day without coming home. At last
he appeared again, and hesitatingly, with a timid
expression, begged for forgiveness. “Very
well,” said Frau Brohl, “only I hope you
will not begin all over again.” Her hopes
were not realized. The spirit of speculation had
too strong a hold over Marker to be kept back.
After he had remained quiet for about a year, he actually
had the effrontery to ask his mother-in-law for more
capital. But this time she was like a rock.
“Not a penny,” said Frau Brohl, and kept
her word. Marker wept, and she let him weep;
he talked of suicide, and she advised him to use a
rope, as he did not understand the use of firearms.
He had run through half her money, and the other half
she meant to defend like a lioness. The specter
of poverty rose up before her, she reflected that rich
people would cast her out of their society, and look
upon her as a weak woman without any self-respect,
conquered by Marker’s tenacity.
There were no more storms after this,
and peace reigned in the tightly-crammed flat in the
Lutzowstrasse, but it was peace which concealed a
great deal of grumbling and sulkiness. Marker
very seldom spoke, and his obstinate silence was made
easy for him, for the women at last hardly ever spoke
to him. Every week he had a certain sum given
him for pocket-money; Frau Brohl paid his tailor’s
and bootmaker’s bills, and he was treated in
fact as if he had done with this world. His business
was to take the little Malvine to school and fetch
her home again, and on the way he grumbled incessantly
to the child about her mother and grandmother.
The former he called “she,” and the latter
“the old lady.” He never mentioned
their names. Malvine had noticed that at home
they never spoke to her father; in her childish way
she imitated this contemptuous silence. The only
bright spot in his existence was a visit to some old
business friends, where he unburdened his overflowing
heart, and complained by the hour together of the
tyrants in his house, who trod him under-foot, and
ill-treated him now that he was unfortunate.
He was the victim of two silly women, but he would
show them one day of what he was capable. “She”
and “the old lady” were too stupid to
understand him, but he hoped he would not die until
he had seen them on their knees before him. In
this way he ceaselessly kept up the smouldering rage
within him; his face became more and more yellow,
he grew thinner, he lost his appetite, he looked as
if he were suffering from some dreadful malady.
He said nothing, however, about his health, but seemed
to find a comforting satisfaction in the reflection
that “she” and “the old lady”
would one day be surprised to see him lying there,
and that would be his revenge. And so it came
to pass one morning he was too weak to leave
his bed. At luncheon Frau Brohl and Frau Marker
noticed his absence, and went to look for him; as
they had taken no notice of him for so long, they were
not aware how shriveled and emaciated he had grown,
and were now shocked and astonished to see how miserable
and frail he was. They sent for a doctor; Frau
Brohl made some elder tea; Frau Marker sat up all
night by the sick-bed, but nothing could be done.
A few days later he died, with a look of hatred at
his mother-in-law, and a movement of aversion from
his wife.
Nothing was changed in the household;
there was another place at table and a room at liberty,
which was soon filled with the things overflowing
from the drawing-room. Frau Brohl still had a
passion for preserving and pickling, which had descended
to her daughter and her granddaughter, and also a
passion for needle-work. Year in and year out
the three sat at the window of their drawing-room over
embroidery, lace-making, and such like, working as
if they had to earn their daily bread. They were
mistresses of all kinds of fancy work, and invented
many more.
Frau Brohl was unequaled in her inventions
of new kinds of work. Such things as book-markers
and slippers, paper-baskets, bed-quilts and tablecloths,
card-baskets, and chair-cushions were all too simple the
mere a b c of the art. Wonders like embroidered
pictures for the walls, various kinds of fringes for
the legs of pianos, fireplace hangings, gold nets
for window-curtains, mottoes for the canary’s
cage, silk covers for books, were the order of the
day. When any one came in he was first struck
with surprise, which quickly changed to bewilderment.
Wherever he looked his eye fell on some piece of work,
with no repose or unadorned space. Here a row
of family portraits, in plush and gold frames, all
looking stiff and uninteresting on inspecting
them at close quarters, they were seen to be not painted
but embroidered in colored silks. There hung
a melon, the outside of the fruit represented by yellow,
green, and brown satin, the stalk by gold thread, the
little cracks and roughnesses by gray silk applique,
the whole thing fearful and absurd in its exuberance.
And wherever one went or stood, sat down or laid one’s
hand, there wandered a huge wreath of flowers in Berlin
wool, or the profile of a warrior in cross-stitch sneered
at one, or a piece of hanging tapestry of pompous
pattern and learned inscriptions flapped at one, and
everything was rich and tedious and terrifying and
shocking in taste; and when one’s tired eyes
looked out of the triply be-curtained windows into
the street, one fell convinced that little angels
would come down out of the sky clad in what was left
over of the rococo furniture draperies, bordered with
gold.
This unsightly museum of useless things
was the occupation of Frau Brohl and Frau Marker’s
lives, and here Malvine grew up to be the pretty girl
to whom we have been introduced at the Ellrichs’.
Her mother was a sort of elder sister to her, and
the only authority in the house was the grandmother.
She ordered the servants, and her daughter paid her
the same timid reverence as in the time of her short
frocks. Frau Marker seldom opened her lips except
to eat, or to answer her mother in a parrot-like sort
of echo. Frau Brohl’s energetic spirit
stirred even in these narrow boundaries. She did
not feel at home in Berlin; she met no one she knew
in the streets, and in fact knew no one, and this
feeling of being among strangers, as if at some out-of-the-way
fair, made her so uneasy that she hardly ever went
out. Often since Marker’s death she had
thought of returning to Stettin, but when she reflected
how dreadful it would be to pack up and unpack again
all the thousand pieces of work, her courage failed
her. All the same she lived with her heart and
soul in Stettin. A local paper from Stettin was
her only reading. She kept up a regular correspondence
with all her old acquaintances, who gave her news
of all the engagements, marriages, births, and deaths
of the rich people she had known. If Stettin
people of good standing came to Berlin she called on
them and invited them to dinner, when her former celebrated
triumphs in cookery were repeated. If she found
out that any wealthy inhabitants of Stettin had been
in Berlin without informing her of the fact, she took
it so much to heart that she had to go to bed for
a week. A few Stettin families, who in the course
of the year emigrated to the capital, constituted
her circle of visiting acquaintances, enlarged later
by Malvine’s school friends, and introductions
at their houses. The connection with the Ellrichs
was through the Stettin circle. Frau Brohl gave
a large soiree twice in the course of the winter, when
the invitations they had received were returned.
Since Malvine was grown up there had been dancing,
although the small size of the drawing-room, and the
displacement of all Frau Brohl’s needlework,
set everything in great confusion.
This kind of life and its surroundings
naturally could not develop Malvine’s mind and
character in any high degree. She missed any
stimulus from her mother or from her grandmother; she
only learned to respect rich people, to fathom the
mysteries of the kitchen, and to cultivate a taste
for peculiar and original fancy work; she was, however,
a good-tempered, rather slow-witted girl, of well-balanced
mind, without a trace of capriciousness or the nervous
temperament so common to city life; within her limited
view of things she had a good, honest intelligence,
and with her plump figure and her round, rosy face,
which bore witness to her grandmother’s kitchen,
she was very comely in men’s eyes.
Paul Haber had already become acquainted
with the flat in the Lutzowstrasse during the winter
before the war, and he liked the quiet he found in
the corners of the little rooms, and in the muffled
voices of these three women. The friendship was
continued during the war by means of frequent letters,
and on his home-coming Paul renewed his visits with
pleasure. By cautious inquiries he had gathered
that Malvine had sixty thousand thalers in cash
as her dowry, and would inherit double that sum.
Her modest, quiet, amiable disposition made him drift
into a strong attachment; her appearance was sufficiently
womanly and charming, and her steady, practical views
on things, utterly unromantic an unenthusiastic, harmonized
entirely with his own. It was refreshing for
him to hear her chatter about people and things with
the calm good sense of a Philistine, especially in
a society where the bombastic and exaggerated talk
of original, poetically minded young ladies had repelled
and bored him. At his first meeting with Malvine
Marker he had thought that she was the wife for him,
and since he had become friendly with her and her
circle, he said to himself, “This one and no
other.”
The three ladies liked him immensely.
Frau Brohl took him at once to her heart, and that
was the chief consideration. His appearance made
a good impression on her. He was strongly built,
not too thin, in fact, showing signs of a respectable
probable stoutness in later life; his face was full,
and his complexion healthy, his mustache carefully
trimmed, and his hair closely cropped; he certainly
dressed well. The young men of her former rich
acquaintances were of the same type, so also was the
late F.A. Brohl when she first met him. He
was gentlemanly, without a doubt, and he must be well
off to employ such a good tailor and friseur.
She also noticed, with an immense satisfaction, that
he had a due appreciation of fancy work. He did
not, like some superficial people, regard these housewifely
creations as merely pretty or useful things, but appreciated
them as works of art, and wondered at the difficulty
of these marvelous fabrications. Complicated
lace-work, or embroidered pictures, filled him with
amazement, even if applique had no effect on him.
When Frau Brohl noticed these marks of distinction
in him, she did not hesitate to invite him to dinner
on Sunday at first occasionally, and afterward
regularly, and with increasing pleasure she noticed
that in other ways he also reached the ideal she had
imagined in him. He had a good appetite, and
it was not necessary for him to say in words how much
he enjoyed the dishes set before him, every look and
gesture showed it plainly. He evinced a warm
sympathy for family events, even when they did not
concern him in any way, and he had the same genuine
esteem for rich people, which had been handed down
for three generations in the Brohl-Marker families.
She thought that he showed no disinclination to be
her granddaughter’s husband, only at first she
pondered over his calling in life. She knew perfectly
well that the highest professorship could only earn
in a year what an ordinary ship-broker made in a month.
At the same time she reflected that even a merchant
made a bad job of it sometimes, as her son-in-law’s
example had shown her only too plainly; that the title
“Professor” sounded very well, and if he
did not make very much money at most, at least he
could not lose it, and she came to the conclusion
that in the circumstances a professor could make his
wife very happy. Frau Marker had nothing to say
about the matter, and was quite prepared to accept
a son-in-law from her mother’s hand, as she
had formerly accepted a husband, so the fact that Paul
had not made a very favorable impression on her did
not matter very much.
There remained only Malvine but
just there lay the difficulty. The girl was always
kind and friendly to Paul, she took his homage without
any coquetry or apparent disinclination; when they
went out walking she took his arm quite unaffectedly;
when they were invited to meet in society, by a tacit
agreement he took her in to dinner, had the privilege
of the greater part of the dances, and was her partner
for the cotillion. But whether they were alone
or in company, whether they danced or talked, whether
he came or went, she showed a perfect unconcern and
freedom of manner to which he longed to put an end.
She was much too cold and collected even for his unsentimental
nature. He would have forgiven some agitation,
some confusion, a few blushes now and then, perhaps
a sigh, but these signs of the heart’s flutterings
were nowhere forthcoming. As they were out one
day alone together, something happened which filled
Paul with doubt and trouble. Malvine had been
attracted to Wilhelm when first she saw him, and since
then she had incessantly thought and talked of him.
He was so handsome, he spoke so charmingly! She
thought it astonishing that any one should not love
him, just because his admiration was mingled with so
much shyness. She herself was much too insignificant
a person to think of loving him, and beside, he was
not free, and it would have been a sin to think of
the man who was engaged to her friend. This enthusiasm
for Wilhelm naturally did not escape Paul’s
notice, but it did not disquiet him, because he took
into account Malvine’s nature. “It
is a harmless fancy,” he said to himself, “the
sort of fancy girls take sometimes for princes whose
photographs they see in shop-windows, or for actors
whom they have admired as Don Carlos or Romeo; later
on they laugh over their childish folly, and these
fancies never prevent the pretty enthusiast from marrying
and being happy.”
Nevertheless, things became suspiciously
different after the breach between Wilhelm and Loulou.
In Malvine’s somewhat narrow but well-regulated
mind a brave romance had been mistakenly built up.
Now Wilhelm was free: now she need have no feeling
of duty on account of that superficial, pleasure-seeking
Loulou, who had never been worthy of him. Was
it impossible that he might notice her? would be grateful
for her sympathy? and perhaps who knows later he
might seek consolation from her who was
so ready to give it? The concluding chapter of
this girlish romance remained her own secret, but
the beginning she boldly declared. She explained
to her grandmother, as well as to Paul, that now Dr.
Eynhardt was in need of being comforted, it was the
duty of his friends to try to overcome his sorrow.
She proposed that Paul should bring him as often as
possible, and she obtained from Frau Brohl the unwonted
permission of inviting him to the Sunday luncheon.
Wilhelm had little pleasure in going into ordinary
society, especially to strangers, but this invitation
was so warm and pressing that he could not bring himself
to refuse it.
When Wilhelm was there Paul was put
completely in the background. Malvine had no
words or glances for any one but Wilhelm, and if she
spoke to Paul it was only to thank him for having brought
Dr. Eynhardt to the Lutzowstrasse. If Paul came
alone he was mortified to see a shadow pass over Malvine’s
face, and he was forced to listen to a string of inquiries
after his friend. He had been conscious for a
long time that he must try to reconcile himself to
this condition of things, and if he felt himself rebelling,
he reminded himself he must have patience and wait,
trying to console himself with the thought that Malvine’s
enthusiasm was only on her side Wilhelm’s
demeanor seemed to show that he did not guess what
was going on in the girl’s mind. His manner
was courteous and friendly, but there was really no
difference between his demeanor toward Frau Brohl
and toward the young girl. While Malvine blushed
and became confused when he entered the room, Wilhelm,
on his side, spoke to the grandmother, mother, and
daughter with exactly the same pleasant smile, and
his hand rested not a moment longer in Malvine’s
than in that of her grandmother. On his side there
was evidently nothing to dread. He felt he had
a defender and support in Frau Brohl. The old
lady kept a sharp lookout on her little world with
her dim-sighted eyes. She noticed that Malvine
was unable to withstand the charm which Wilhelm exercised
over her, and she could not bring herself to be angry
with the girl. She herself liked the young man
extremely, admired his handsome face, his fine voice,
his modest, unassuming manners, but she felt instinctively
that he belonged to quite a different world from herself,
and that in a sense they would always be strangers.
When he spoke she could not follow his thoughts, although
she felt that they were very profound; when she spoke
he listened with the greatest politeness, but nothing
more came of it. He tried to be attentive to
her stories about engagements and separations, he
was entirely uninterested in rich people, he did not
praise the best dishes at table, and he even went
so far as not to conceal his aversion for the design
of the horrible knight in cross-stitch. Beside
all this, his clothes were bad, and although he had
a house of his own, it was only a little one.
No, Wilhelm as a relation was not to be thought of.
He was not of their own flesh and blood, like that
good, delightful Paul Haber.
It was not in Paul’s nature
to wait patiently in suspense, and he determined to
put an end to his uncertainty. Malvine seemed
to him as desirable as ever, and he had built up in
his mind a future, of which Malvine and her sixty
thousand thalers were the foundation. He
must know whether she were for him or not; in the
one case to transform his castle in the air into reality
without loss of time, and in the other case not to
waste the best years of his life in aimless disappointment;
not to let other opportunities slip by. He was
not quite clear, however, on one point, To whom should
he make his proposal? To Frau Brohl? That
would be the most practicable way, no doubt, as the
bent, pale old lady, with the soft, sighing voice,
ruled everything in the house, and if she promised
the hand of her grand-daughter, she would certainly
keep her word. But it went against the grain to
put any constraint on the girl, and he felt that he
would be ashamed to answer “No,” if Frau
Brohl were to ask him if he had already spoken to
Malvine. Then if he were to go in a straightforward
way to Malvine, and say, “I can no longer hide
from you that I love you, and that I want you to be
my wife, will you consent?” there was a great
deal of risk in that, for if she misjudged her own
feelings, and said that she loved some one else, and
so could not listen to him, the rupture between them
would be accomplished, and it would be no use to him
if later she found out that she had been mistaken
in her feelings. There could be no secure step
for him, on that he was quite decided.
If he could approach neither Frau
Brohl nor Malvine, there was one way clearly open
to him, and he took it without further delay.
One sunny afternoon in May, a few
weeks after the Labor meeting at the Tivoli, Paul
came to see Wilhelm, and asked him to go for a walk
with him in the Thiergarten. Wilhelm was soon
ready, and while they were walking Paul was astonishingly
quiet, and seemed sunk in deep thought. He suddenly
broke the silence, and when they were under the trees,
without any beating about the bush, asked his friend:
“Wilhelm, do you love Malvine?”
Wilhelm stood still, as if rooted
to the ground, and in boundless astonishment he said:
“Are you off your head, Paul?”
“I implore you, Wilhelm,”
said he in an anxious way, “just answer ‘yes’
or ‘no,’ because the happiness of my life
depends on your answer.”
“But I never thought of it,”
cried Wilhelm, grasping Paul’s hand. “What
put such an idea into your head?”
“Then you are not in love with
Malvine?” asked Paul obstinately.
“No, I am not in love with Malvine,
if you will have the answer in that precise form.”
“I thought as much, but I wished
to have the answer from your own lips;” and
as they walked, he continued, “Do you see, Wilhelm,
if you had loved Malvine, I would have got out of
your way; I would have submitted to fate without any
struggle or opposition.”
“Have I been injudicious?
Perhaps too intimate? Forgive me, Paul, if it
is so. It happened quite unintentionally.
I only thought of her as my friend’s fiancee,
and believed her also to be a friend of mine.”
“I don’t mean that, Wilhelm;
you have always behaved awfully well with
great tact, and all that. But you have not seen
how it has been with Malvine; she is quite mad about
you, especially since you have been free.”
“You imagine these things.”
“Be quiet, you impatient baby,
and hear what I have to say. I believe it is
not love Malvine has for you, but it only wants a word
or a look from you to turn it into love. If she
were convinced that you feel only as a friend for
her, she would be contented to admire you from a distance,
and begin to care a little more for an inferior specimen
of mankind like myself.”
“I feel quite in despair about
it. How could I be so blind, so stupid?”
“Never mind; it is not all over
yet. I know Malvine. She is a simple-minded
girl, without a bit of sentiment in her, mentally and
morally healthy. If she knew she had nothing to
expect from you, I am perfectly certain that nothing
would stand in the way of my happiness.”
“I will do whatever you wish and
first of all, I must put a stop to my visits there.”
“I must ask more from you than
that, my poor Wilhelm. Merely staying away is
too passive. You must act. I want you to
talk to Malvine, and somehow explain to her that you
don’t love her.”
“How can I possibly do that?”
cried Wilhelm, really startled. “I should
have no right! If she laughed in my face and called
me a fool and a lout, I should feel I deserved it.”
“You ought to know that she
would not do that. I know I am asking a very
unusual thing, and a very difficult thing, but I feel
I can ask such a sacrifice from your friendship.”
As Wilhelm did not immediately answer,
Paul said, seizing his hand:
“Once more, Wilhelm, if you
have any thought of Malvine, I will not stand in your
way.”
“But, Paul ”
“And perhaps I ought to wish
it for you; Malvine is a good, dear girl, and will
make the man who marries her happy all his life.”
“Don’t say any more; I
have already told you that she is sacred to me as
your fiancee, and beside, I should have no claim on
her, even if I did not know how you stand with regard
to her.”
“Well, then, you must help me
to reclaim her from her mistake. You alone can
do it, and I am sure that later very soon,
in fact, she will be grateful to you.”
Wilhelm was silent, looking at Paul
in anxious suspense. At last, with a deep sigh,
he said:
“Well, if I must –”
“You are a brick,” cried
Paul, and embraced him before the passers-by, who
turned round to look at them with astonishment.
On the next day, at twelve o’clock,
Wilhelm rang at the Markers’ flat in the Lutzowstrasse.
Through the little peephole he caught a glimpse of
some one, then the door flew open, a maid ushered him
into the drawing-room, and without waiting for him
to speak, said:
“Frau Brohl is in the kitchen; I will fetch
her.”
“Thank you,” said Wilhelm,
rather feebly; “there is no hurry. Is is the
Fräulein at home?”
The girl was already at the door,
and turning round, stared at Wilhelm with astonished
eyes.
“Yes; shall I say that you would like to speak
to her?”
Wilhelm nodded, and the girl went
out. After a short pause Malvine stood before
him, offering him her white hand, with its short fingers,
while her face flushed to the roots of her hair.
“Might I speak to you, Fräulein?”
he said, in a low, constrained voice.
Malvine went very white, all the blood
seemed to leave her heart, and she almost gasped for
breath. After a short silence she whispered,
“Certainly, Herr Doctor,” and took him
into the little room next the drawing-room, which
contained a modest bookcase, a writing table, and
chairs in red damask. She sat down, and Wilhelm
took a chair near; they were silent for a minute or
two, while she, with eyes downcast, went alternately
red and white, and could scarcely breathe. There
was no pretense this time about her agitation.
It seemed as if suddenly a flash of lightning had
illuminated his mind, showing him a picture of this
trembling, pretty girl clashed to his heart, and he
with his arms round her. It only lasted for a
second, but it struck him like an electric shock,
and left in his mind a mingled feeling of trouble,
shame, remorse and vexation. He had a consciousness
of danger, and he felt that he must make a great effort
to become master of the situation and of himself.
“Gnadiges Fräulein,”
he began, “what I want to say to you will seem
odd, and perhaps audacious, but I beg you in spite
of that to hear me to the end.”
Malvine sat motionless, breathing quickly.
“I do not know,” he went
on, “in what position you and my friend Haber
are with regard to each other, but you must have noticed,
without any explanation, that he loves you.”
At the mention of Paul’s name,
Malvine for the first time raised her eyes, and looked
at Wilhelm with such a troubled expression that he
felt still further alarmed. He had broken the
ice, however, and he made a courageous effort to regain
his asssurance.
“Dear Fräulein,”
he said impressively, “I am afraid there has
been some misunderstanding between us, which it is
my duty toward you, toward my friend, and toward myself,
to explain. My behavior has perhaps aroused an
impression which it should not have done. There
is no doubt that I ought not to have shown you how
warm my friendship is for you for you,
a good and beautiful girl, who have inspired my best
friend with such a love; but really I considered that
so long as the engagement between you and Paul was
not clearly arranged, that you would understand my
position. If I seemed happy to be near you, it
was because I told myself how happy my friend would
be when he could call you his own; if you seemed to
read warmth and tenderness when I looked at you, it
was because I was and am so grateful to you for so
happily influencing Paul.”
While he was speaking Malvine had
sunk back in her corner, and had closed her eyes with
a deep sigh. A few large tears began to roll down
her cheeks. Wilhelm touched her hand, which was
cold as ice. She made a feeble effort to draw
it away, but he held it fast and went on:
“Dearest, best Malvine, do not
bear me any grudge for this abominable half-hour,
and believe me that it is only out of consideration
for your life’s happiness. I quite understand
how it has all happened. Your kind heart was
filled with pity for me, and in your innocence you
gave the pity another name. It was quite natural
that you should be uncertain of yourself, while you
thought you were loved by two men, and that the confusion
prevented you seeing clearly with your own heart.
Now you know that Paul loves you, and that the day
on which he dares call you his will be the first happy
one I have had for a year. You will be able to
come to a determination more easily, as it concerns
your own happiness equally with Paul’s.
Paul is a good fellow, and worthy of the woman who
will bear his name.”
He bent over her hand and pressed
his lips to it. Malvine sobbed aloud, and putting
her arms on his shoulders kissed his hair, then sprang
away and flew to her room. Wilhelm hurried away
in great confusion, thankful that he had been spared
meeting either Frau Brohl or Frau Marker. He
only breathed freely when he found himself in the street.
Paul was informed the same afternoon
of the conversation which had taken place, Wilhelm
delicately passing over Malvine’s outburst of
feeling, and he hurried at once to the Lutzowstrasse
to take by storm the fortress in which his friend
had already made a breach. He was received by
Frau Brohl, who nodded in mysterious manner, and took
him into her bedroom, at the back of the flat, through
the dining-room. In her soft, feeble voice she
mildly reproached him for not having more confidence
and coming to speak to her sooner. She then related
to him what had happened. She had heard with
great surprise that Dr. Eynhardt had come and gone
away again, without saying good-day to her. As
she was going to ask what the visit meant, Malvine
came and embraced her grandmother, crying bitterly,
to the old lady’s great distress. With
many tears she had given a confused and broken account
of the interview with Wilhelm, begging Frau Brohl
to comfort her and foretell that it should end well.
Frau Brohl explained that Malvine was now in her room,
meaning that Paul must not try to see her just at present.
Such a silly, inexperienced creature must have time
given her to learn to be reasonable, beside, she (Frau
Brohl) would take care of everything, and Herr Haber
could call her grandmamma now if he liked. He
kissed her hand, deeply moved and grateful, and her
eyes filled with tears. She then explained the
situation to Frau Marker, who, after looking very
much surprised, also embraced her son-in-law.
It was a dignified scene, tender, and, as befitted
an honorable family, without any over display of feeling;
if all the wealthy people of Stettin had been assembled
there, they could have expressed nothing but admiration.
On the next day Frau Brohl spoke to
her grand-daughter. She made her understand that
there were no real objections to be made, that she
was silly and was acting against her own happiness.
Paul was much the better match of the two, was more
chic and practical than Wilhelm, had better prospects
in life, and was really better-looking than his friend.
Above all she liked Paul, and did not like Wilhelm,
and that ought to be taken into account. Malvine
was not inaccessible to such arguments, as Paul was
really sympathetic to her. Soon her tears ceased
to flow, and her sighs became fainter and fainter.
In two days’ time she regained her appetite,
signs which Frau Brohl noticed, and quickly imparted
to Paul. At their first meeting he showed a little
anxiety, and she, a good deal of constraint, but that
soon passed off, and as they were constantly together,
she found a great deal of pleasure in his manly good
looks and honorable qualities. Beside, it was
spring! the sun shone, the sky was blue, her room
was full of the fragrance of flowers, which Paul brought
every day with the regularity of a postman, and fourteen
days later they were engaged, and his first kiss was
given in the presence of her grandmother, mother,
and Paul’s parents. Her heart felt very
warmly toward him, and she would have felt dreadfully
confused had not Wilhelm, with characteristic good
feeling, declined the invitation to be present.
Frau Brohl arranged for the wedding
to take place after Whitsuntide. At the Zwölf-Apostelkirche
she wore her heavy silk dress and all the family ornaments,
as on the Sundays at church at Stettin. Her bent
figure was straighter than usual, and a smile of proud
satisfaction lighted up her pale, melancholy face.
Several rich friends from Stettin had come over to
Berlin for the wedding. She leaned on the arm
of the bridegroom’s father, Herr Haber, a dignified
old gentleman with a long beard. Paul wore his
uniform and a Japanese order, which had been conferred
on him by a Japanese pupil at his lectures on agricultural
chemistry. Several officers in uniform were in
the church, and a large number of professors, councilors,
etc. Paul’s round face beamed with
happiness, his blond mustache looked triumphant, his
hair was mathematically cut, and a field-marshal might
have sworn that he was a regular officer. The
bride was rosy, and looked happy. Her veil and
wreath were made by the family, and her satin dress
covered with their embroidery. Wilhelm was one
of Paul’s witnesses. When he went to congratulate
the happy pair after the ceremony, Malvine looked at
him; a gentle glance, with perhaps a mild reproach
in it. Paul, however, grasped his hand, and whispered
into his ear:
“Your friend for life, Wilhelm, for life.”