Symposium
Paul had hardly returned from his
wedding trip to Paris when he surprised his friends
by a series of quite unexpected business engagements.
He gave up his post as lecturer, in spite of the fact
that the appointment as professor for the next six
months depended on it; he left his young wife for
three weeks, during which nothing was heard of him,
except an occasional letter bearing the postmarks of
Hamburg, Altona, or Harburg, then he appeared again,
and told Malvine that they were to remove from Berlin,
to spend in future a portion of the year in Hamburg,
but to live chiefly on some property near Harburg.
He had decided to leave his academic profession and
become a practical landowner, and accordingly had
taken a large leasehold estate. He gave Wilhelm
and Schrotter further particulars of his plans.
The place he had bought was hardly to be called an
estate, but a wild desert bit of moorland called “Friesenmoor,”
growing only a kind of marsh grass. This piece
of land, from which nothing but peat could be obtained,
was worthless, and he had bought it for a few thalers.
After many years of study on the subject, and without
saying a word to any living soul, Paul had come to
the conclusion that this arid moor could be made into
rich arable land by proper cultivation, and seeing
money was to be made out of this possession, he decided
without loss of time to put his theories into practice.
There was always the risk that he might lose his money,
but he had great confidence in his science, and “nothing
venture, nothing have.” He considered it
quite unnecessary to explain everything about his
speculation to Malvine and the old lady. He knew,
too, that merely the word “speculation”
would frighten them to death.
The separation from Malvine dissolved
her grandmother and mother into sighs and tears, but
during the short time that they had known Paul, his
quiet, determined character had made such an impression
on the two women that they submitted without a word
to whatever he arranged. Frau Brohl packed up
several boxes for her granddaughter, filled with the
work of her hands, gave her various recipes for preserving
fruits and for fish sauces, and let her go. She
withstood bravely the temptation to fill up the empty
room with the overflow furniture from the drawing-room,
and spoke on the contrary of leaving the room free,
so that the young couple might make it their headquarters
when they came to Berlin. Paul hypocritically
invited Frau Brohl and Frau Marker to come and live
on his estate he did not even fear two mothers-in-law.
Grandmother and mother, though pleased with his attachment
for them, declined with thanks. The cunning dog
had reckoned on that refusal. He would have been
in a terrible dilemma had they accepted. He would
then have had to reveal the whole truth, and tell
them that his so-called “property” was
a mere swamp, where there was no place for one’s
feet to tread unless clad in waterproof boots; hardly
a fit place for townspeople, accustomed to comfort.
Before the changes on the Friesenmoor could be brought
about one fell into pools, one’s feet got fast
in boggy earth, and the only inhabitants at present
were waterfowl, frogs and toads. He did not even
take Malvine to his property but lived in Hamburg,
going to Harburg every morning and returning in the
evening.
In a short time the neighborhood between
the Seeve and the Suderelbe wore a different appearance.
Hundreds of laborers were to be seen on the moor,
which hitherto had reflected only the sky in its silent
pools. Dams were thrown up, trenches dug, a dwelling
house was raised on piles, numbers of business offices,
and quite a village for workmen, all mounted and secure
on piles of wood, stakes, and stone foundations.
Flatboats floated on the pools, the houses were roofed
in, windmills flapped their sails, and Paul, who had
ordered and built everything, came every day to see
how the workmen were getting on. In the autumn
he took Malvine for the first time to Harburg, and
leaving the carriage at the office brought her by
boat to the border of the Friesenmoor, to show her
the picture all at once. The men stood on each
side of the new house with their shovels and pickaxes,
and greeted the young wife with such a hearty cheer
that her eyes filled with tears. The broad flat
surface of the marsh was now arranged in regular lines
where the water was being drawn off, all so well superintended
and orderly, that Malvine could not help thinking
of a chessboard. The windmill moved its long
restless arms, as if to welcome her as mistress here;
the one-storied dwelling house, raised on stone steps,
lay there hospitably built on a raised terrace, with
its number of large well-lighted rooms opening a vista
of peace and happiness to Malvine, and she thought
it all so delightful that she would have liked to
send for her furniture from Hamburg and stay there.
Paul, however, reflected what danger there might be
to her in her condition to stay through the winter
in a house not yet dry, and so she gave in to his
wishes.
At the end of March a telegram from
Hamburg announced the birth of a fine boy, to whom
Wilhelm was to stand godfather. He was to be named
Paul Wilhelm, and to be known by the latter name.
When the warm weather came, Paul and his family were
to go to the moor, and during the removal Malvine
went with her mother and grandmother, who had both
nursed her tenderly, to Berlin for a visit. Paul
went through a great deal of worry and anxiety this
summer. He had everything at stake in waiting
for the results of his undertaking. All his money
was in the buildings, the earth-works, and waterworks;
if the barren swamp did not yield twice the sum intrusted
to it he was a ruined man. But as July drew near,
and Paul looked at the thick standing ears of barley
and wheat, he felt the weight of his anxiety lifted,
and in August he proclaimed in letters to his friends
that the battle was won, the harvest more abundant
than he had dared to hope for, and the remaining half-year
would complete the transformation of the worthless
moorland into a veritable Australian gold mine.
He regarded his property now with a parental tenderness,
as if it were some living being whom he had trained
and educated. The first harvest had given him
experience, and opportunity for new work, and he stayed
through the autumn and winter in his house in the
midst of his workmen, whom he felt inclined to canonize.
The men now formed a little colony with their wives
and children, and Paul was as happy as possible within
the limited boundary of his horizon, between the Suderelbe
and the Seeve.
These two years had been outwardly
uneventful for Wilhelm. In the mornings he worked
in the Physical Institute, in the afternoons he worked
at home, in the evenings he gossiped with Schrotter a
journey to Hamburg and a fortnight’s visit to
the house on the Friesenmoor had given him change.
Paul came pretty often to Berlin, and found in the
society of his old friends the enjoyment of his early
years renewed, and Wilhelm with his girlish face,
his enthusiastic eyes, and his unworldly manner did
not seem a year older. The professor of physics,
who had frequently been invited to go abroad to direct
the teaching in other European and foreign schools,
asked Wilhelm to go with him to Turkey, Japan, and
Chili as professor. He had the highest
opinion of Wilhelm, and deeply regretted that his
misadventure with Herr von Pechlar made an appointment
in Germany impossible. Wilhelm, however, declined,
on the ground that he did not feel an aptitude for
teaching, only for learning.
He had scarcely any intercourse now
with Barinskoi, whose immoral views at last became
unbearable; he rarely saw him except when he came to
borrow money. Of late a new acquaintance had come
into his limited social circle. This was a man
of about thirty-five, called Dorfling, an overgrown
thin creature, with long, straight gray hair, and deep
intellectual eyes in his thin face. He came from
the Rhine, and was the son of a rich merchant, into
whose business he should have gone. However,
when he was twenty-six he boldly told his father that
the world outside was of deeper and wider interest
to him than account books. The father died, and
Dorfling hastened to put the business into liquidation,
and devote himself to philosophical studies. For
a year he drifted from one school to another, sitting
at the feet of the most celebrated teachers and plunging
himself into their systems. In the autumn of
1872 he appeared suddenly in Berlin, and renewed his
old acquaintance with Wilhelm. Since then he
had become a frequent guest at Dr. Schrotter’s
dinner table, and a companion to Wilhelm, in his afternoon
walks.
Dorfling was the most wonderful listener
that any one could wish to have, though he himself
was rather silent. If the talk turned on great
questions of knowledge, morality, the object of life,
Dorfling’s share in the conversation consisted
in the following half-audible remark: “Yes,
it is a powerful and interesting subject. I have
just been working at it, and you will find my opinions
in my book.” If he were asked to give his
opinions now, or at least to indicate them, he shook
his head and gently said, “I am not good at extempore
speaking. My thoughts only come out clearly when
I have a pen in my hand.” Not a day passed
by without an allusion to “the book,” to
which he devoted his nights, and of which he always
spoke, with emotion in his voice, as the work of his
life.
It was impossible to get more information
out of him, either about its title, scope, or contents.
It was a philosophic work, no doubt, as he always
said on speaking of such subjects, “I have mentioned
that in my book.” But that was all that
could be got out of him. Schrotter and Wilhelm
were too good to tease him much about it, though the
former, with a suspicion of a smile, would say that
he hoped this and that would have a place in the book,
so that one might at least know his opinion on it.
Paul, who always saw him when he came to Berlin, used
to ask whether the book was not yet ready. Dorfling
gave no answer, but his pale face grew paler, and
an expression of pain came to his eyes.
Barinskoi, who now sponged on Dorfling
just as he had previously done on Wilhelm, giving
them in fact turn and turn about, had the bad taste
to make jokes continually about the book, at one time
calling it the Holy Grail, another time comparing
it to the diamond country of Sindbad’s tale,
and in a hundred ways making vulgar and sceptical
jokes. On one of his outbreaks of dissipation
he had disappeared far longer than usual, and on his
return he looked more miserable than ever. Dorfling
made some kindly inquiries, and learned that he was
recovering from an attack of inflammation of the lungs,
and Barinskoi, by way of showing gratitude, remarked,
“The doctors gave me up, but I held out, as
I do not mean to die until I have read your book.”
Dorfling, with a contemptuous look, turned his back
on him.
One day, soon after the Easter of
1874, Dorfling brought his friends a great piece of
news. The book was ready, it was even in the press,
and would be published in a few days by a large firm,
but he wanted to present them with copies before the
book appeared at the shops. He therefore invited
them to a little festival to celebrate the occasion.
He had been thinking over the book for seventeen years,
had been eight years in writing it, and as it had
taken such an important place in his life, he must
be pardoned a little vanity about it now. Paul
had a written invitation sent him, and he thought
the occasion was sufficiently important to come to
Berlin on purpose.
On the appointed evening they all
met at eight o’clock at Borchardt’s in
the Franzbsischen Straße. A dignified waiter,
who in appearance and manner looked more like an ambassador,
received the guests, and took them into a private
room on the left side of the large room above the
ground floor. This little room was all lined with
red like a jewel case, thick red portieres were over
the doors, and the amount of gas with which it was
lighted made it rather warmer than was comfortable.
A large table with divans on three sides of it nearly
filled the room; it was beautifully decorated and
covered with flowers. Numerous wineglasses were
placed before each guest, and champagne was cooling
in an ice-bucket near the door.
Dorfling was there, and received his
guests as the waiter lifted the heavy portiere.
He was in evening dress, and his slightly flushed face
beamed with pleasure. His friends regretted keenly
that they had come in ordinary morning clothes, and
expressed their apologies. He interrupted them,
saying they must overlook one of his little whims and
not say anything more about it.
Then they sat down to table, impressed
by his charming manner. Dorfling put Schrotter
on his right hand, and Wilhelm and Paul on his left;
near Schrotter was Barinskoi and a friend of Dorfling’s,
named Mayboorn. This man was, like Dorfling,
a Rhinelander, he combined a successful career as
a writer of comic verses with a confirmed pessimism.
When he had written one of his merriest couplets,
he would stop his work and sigh with Dorfling over
the tragedy of life. The papers treated his farces
as rubbish, but the public adored them. The earnest
critic would hardly touch his name with a pair of
tongs, but the theatre managers fought for possession
of his work. He had a beautiful wife who worshiped
him, two wonderful children, and the appearance and
bearing of Timon of Athens.
At Dorfling’s summons two waiters
came in; one of them put a large dish of oysters on
the table, while the other placed a thick octavo volume
before each guest.
“The last of the season,”
cried Barinskoi gayly, and helped himself to oysters.
“The book! Bravo!”
said Paul, and held out his hand to Dorfling.
There was a short silence, while they
all, even the cynical Barinskoi, contemplated the
book before them, On the pearl-gray cover they read;
“The Philosophy of Deliverance, by X. Rheinthaler.”
“What an expressive title,” said Wilhelm,
breaking the silence first.
“Admirably adapted for a comic
song,” remarked Mayboom, with a melancholy air.
Barinskoi laughed loudly, while Dorfling looked blandly
at him. The comic poet sighed deeply and began
to eat.
“But why Rheinthaler?” asked Paul.
“I at first wanted the book
to appear anonymously; but the public is accustomed
now to see a proper name on the title page. If
it does not find one, its curiosity is excited, and
what I particularly wished to avoid comes to pass,
namely, the diversion of attention from the essential
to the unessential.”
“That does not explain why you
have not put your own name to it,” said Paul.
“My own name? What for?
What is a name? What is an individuality, which
a name symbolizes? The thoughts which I have put
down in this book are not from me, the transient accident
called Dorfling, but from the absolute everlasting
thing which thinks in my brain. I am merely the
carrier of the truth, appointed by it. What would
you say if a postman put his name on all the letters
he delivers?”
“I should not be capable of
such self-effacement,” said Paul. “If
I had devoted the best years of my life to any work
I should be unable to renounce the recognition I had
earned.”
“Recognition, Herr Haber.
What sort of word is that? One does what one
does, not because one wills, but because one must;
not on account of an operation aimed at, but because
of a compelling cause. He who reckons on any
kind of reward for his works is on the same footing
as a silly woman who claims men’s approbation
because she is pretty or an unreasoning child, who
wants to be praised and petted because he has eaten
his dinner. A mature perception arrives at this
idea of the duty which one must fulfill, and in no
hope of the gratification of individual vanity or
self-seeking. Recognition! Does the wind
hope for recognition from the ships it helps to sail?
Is it blamed if it dashes the ship to pieces?
It blows, as it must, and is perfectly indifferent
about what men say, and as to its effect on trees,
and chimney-pots, and ships. My brain is now
thinking just as the wind blows. There is no
difference between my organism and what goes on in
the atmosphere. Both obey the laws of nature,
and I merely fulfill these when I write a book.”
“I quite agree with you,” said Wilhelm.
The oysters had been eaten, and some
wonderful Markobrunner drunk. The waiter now
brought some Printanière soup. The conversation
halted, as everyone had involuntarily opened his copy
of the book, some of them perhaps really curious to
read, the others out of sympathy for the writer.
“Please don’t read it
now,” said Dorfling, “the book will be
just the same to-morrow, but the soup will be cold.”
“That is the remark of a philosopher,”
said Barinskoi, and poked his pointed red nose in
the savory steam from his soup.
“It is difficult to tear oneself
away,” said Schrotter; “it would be very
friendly of you to give an idea of the thoughts at
the foundation of your thesis.”
“How could I explain a whole
system intelligibly in a few words?” said Dorfling.
“You could leave out all the
proofs and the development, we can read those presently
in your book. You need only just give us the main
ideas of your ‘Philosophy of Deliverance.’”
All the guests joined in Schrotter’s
request, Paul the most eagerly, for the idea of having
to read through that thick, dry book had frightened
him, and now he saw the possibility of knowing its
contents in an agreeable and comfortable way.
Dorfling objected at first, but as
his friends insisted he began.
“The phenomenal world, in my
opinion, is the foundation of a single spiritual principle
which you can call what you like strength,
final cause, will, consciousness, God. This eternal
principle separates part of itself from its own being and
this is the soul of mankind. Every soul perceives
clearly that it is a part of an eternal whole; it feels
itself unhappy and uneasy in its fragmentary existence,
and yearns to go back again to the whole from whence
it came. Individual life means removal from that
all-embracing whole; individual death is the complete
union of finite parts with the infinite whole.
Thus, although life is a necessity, it is a continual
pain, and ceaseless yearning; death is the freedom
from pain and the fulfillment of that yearning.
The only aim of life is death at the end of it, and
death is the goal toward which every activity of the
living organism eagerly strives.”
Paul looked at Wilhelm and Schrotter,
but as they were silent he said nothing. Schrotter
after consideration, said:
“Why do you separate a part
of the eternal principle from itself?”
“To make its unity manifold
through divisibility, to arrive at the consciousness
of the ‘ego,’ through the creation of an
absolute negation.”
“Your eternal principle then,”
said Schrotter, “appears to you like some lord
or master, who is lonely because he is by himself in
the world, and wishes to have the society of others.”
“Over this, however, is placed
the creation of the negation arriving at the consciousness
of its own ‘ego,’ in addition to the knowledge
of the object it has in view; thus consciousness precedes
the rest,” said Wilhelm.
Dorfling shook his head.
“These objections are close
reasoning. You will find them answered in the
book.”
“You are right,” said
Schrotter, “it is unfair to criticize before
we have read the book. I only want to make one
remark, not in the sense of criticism, but rather
to confirm a fact. Your “Philosophy of
Deliverance” is no other than a form of Christianity
which looks upon the earth as a vale of tears, on
life as a banishment, and on death as going home to
the Father’s house. The theology of the
Vatican would not find a hitch in your system.”
“Forgive me, doctor,”
answered Dorfling. “I see a great difference
between my system and Christianity. Both of them
hold that life is a misery, and death is the deliverance.
But Christianity does not explain why God creates
men, and sends them to the misery of earth, instead
of leaving them in peace in heaven. I, on the
contrary, claim that I explain the creation of living
and conscious beings.”
“Your assertion then means that
the eternal principle of phenomena creates organisms,
with the object of arriving at the consciousness of
itself?”
“Exactly.”
“Now, we have already answered
you as to that,” said Schrotter, “and I
will not keep back my objection any longer. Let
me get away for a moment from your system, and say
that between metaphysics and theology I do not see
the least difference. A metaphysical system and
a religious dogma are both attempts to explain the
incomprehensible secret to human reason. The
negro solves the riddle of the musical-box, believing
that a spirit is inside it, which gives forth musical
sounds at the white man’s command; and that
is precisely what priests and philosophers do when
they explain the great workings of the universe by
a God, or a principle, or whatever they call their
fetich. Human nature always wants to know the
why and wherefore of things. When we are not
sure of our ground, we help ourselves by conjectures,
or even by imagination. These conjectures are
senseless or reasonable, according to whether our
knowledge is insufficient or comprehensive. Men
are satisfied in their childhood with stories as explanations
of the world’s mysteries, in their maturity
they advance to plausible hypotheses: the stories
yield to theology, hypotheses to philosophy.
Religion presents a fictitious solution to the riddle
in a concrete form, and metaphysics in an abstract
form; the one relates and asserts, the other argues
and avoids the improbable. It is only a difference
of degree, not of character.”
“That is just so,” cried
Wilhelm. “Metaphysics are as incapable as
religion of disclosing what lies behind the phenomenal
world, and I cannot conceive (forgive me, Dorfling,
if I say straight out what I mean), I cannot conceive
how a philosopher can really take his own system in
earnest. He must know that his explanation is
only a conjecture, a possibility at the best, and
he actually has the temerity to preach it as a fixed
truth. No, my friend, I do not expect anything
from metaphysics. It only interests me as a means
for studying psychology. The history of philosophical
systems is a history of the development of the mind
of humanity. The systems are only valuable as
testimonials to the endless extent and possibility
of human thought. All the systems put together
do not contain a spark of objective truth.”
“That is upon the whole the
difference between natural science and metaphysics,”
said Schrotter. “Science regulates the boundary
between what is known and what is not known, and declares
when the limit is reached. Our knowledge has
attained to a certain point, and beyond that we know
and understand nothing, absolutely nothing. Metaphysics
will not stop at that limit. It confuses knowledge
and dreams together, and manufactures out of the two
something quite worthless. It explains things
which it does not understand, and which cannot be understood,
and offers us detailed descriptions of countries into
which it has never traveled, and where mankind probably
never will travel.”
“May I say a word in defence
of your metaphysics?” said Dorfling, with a
slight smile.
“Yes, go on,” cried Barinskoi.
He had drunk more than all the rest put together,
and the serious conversation seemed to afford him great
amusement.
“Look here, Eynhardt. I
cannot possibly uphold your statement that metaphysics
do not contain a spark of objective truth. To
be certain of that, one must also be certain what
objective truth is. But you are not certain,
as you very well know, and so logically you must admit
the possibility that metaphysics can hold a spark
of objective truth. I am of an entirely different
opinion on this point. I believe that the science
of the actual content of things, the foundation of
all appearances, the laws of the universe, in short,
everything which you call objective truth, is the
property peculiar to the atoms, of which the world
formerly existed. Absolute science, I say, is
inherent matter, like motion and gravitation.
Matter does not learn of them, it possesses them.
A cell has not studied chemistry, but with unfailing
accuracy it executes its wonderful chemical operations.
Water knows nothing of physics and mathematics, but
it flows from the spring, just as high as the laws
of hydraulic pressure command.”
“Bravo,” interrupted Mayboom,
“that explains at last something I never understood;
and that is, why a flower pot should fall off a window
straight on the heads of people in the street, with
unfailing accuracy.”
“Please, Mayboom, no bad jokes
to-day,” said Dorfling gently.
The comic song writer sighed and again
sank into deep thought, and the philosopher went on:
“The science of truth, to which
every atom adheres, dwells in men. We must not
forget that man is a collection of countless millions
of atoms; the collected consciousness of mankind can
know just as much of what each atom knows, as a whole
people can understand of Greek or Sanscrit because
one or other of its members can read those languages.
Only through intercommunication can the knowledge of
the few become the knowledge of the many. The
development of the living being I regard in this way,
that the atoms at first only hang loosely, gradually
becoming more closely knit together, until they make
a substantial organism. The single atoms in the
course of this process of development step over the
boundary toward consciousness. At first it is
a trembling, insecure foreboding, like the sensation
of light to one nearly blind, then the outlines of
truth become clearer, and all at once grow sharp and
clearly defined. The different attempts at explanation
of the secrets of the world are the expression of
these forebodings of truth. So every one of the
religious and philosophical systems is to my mind a
grain of the truth, and the whole of it will be found
in the great unity which we shall reach in a higher
development.”
“As charming as a pretty story,”
said Schrotter, “but it is only a
story after all. You conjecture that the thing
is so situated, but you are not in a condition to
prove it; and if I deny it, you have no means of compelling
me to believe, as I can compell you to believe that
twice two makes four. No, no; nothing can come
of these metaphysical speculations. The whole
philosophy is not worth psychological treatment.
We are no further to-day than the old Greeks, whose
knowledge led to the formula, ‘Know thyself.’
We can hope to know ourselves some day, to know what
goes on in our brains. I hardly believe, however,
that science will ever arrive at it.”
“The study of natural science
has brought me to the same conclusion,” said
Wilhelm. “We know nothing to-day of the
nature of phenomena we knew nothing yesterday,
and we shall know nothing to-morrow. The great
advance in thought has only brought us to the point
of no more self-deception, and exactly knowing what
we do know, whereas yesterday men deceived themselves,
and imagined that the fables of religion and metaphysics
were positive knowledge. The history of physical
science is in this respect very interesting.
It teaches that every step forward does not consist
of a new explanation, but rather goes to prove, that
the earlier explanations were untrustworthy. The
sphere of the exact sciences does not grow wider,
but narrower. It would be very instructive to
study the history of natural science at the point it
has reached.”
“Why do you not write such a history?”
asked Schrotter.
“Why? It would be foolish
to add another book to the millions of books already
written. All that one can say about it is soon
said. Anything really new is written once in
a thousand years, all the rest is repetition, dilution,
compilation. If everyone who writes on a subject
were to read first everything which has been written
on that subject, he would very soon throw his pen
out of the window.”
“I must again differ from you,”
said Dorfling. “I think it is best, that
we so seldom know all that has been thought and written
on a subject. It is best that we write new books
without wearying to read the millions of others.
I grant that most books are only repetitions of earlier
ones. But it is unconscious repetition, and it
is exactly that which gives it a wonderfully new meaning.
It proves unity of mind, identity of science.
Thousands of men daily discover gunpowder. Many
of them laugh, because gunpowder was first discovered
two hundred years ago. I do not laugh. I
see in it the manifestation of the eternal unity of
phenomenal principle. So many men could not arrive
at the same thought if they were not fragments of
a whole; now you know why I have written a book, and
also, why I have not put my individual name on the
title-page.”
From the next room they heard a woman
laugh in a wild, excited way, glasses chinked together,
and a man’s voice was just distinguished in
conversation. Barinskoi pricked up his ears and
winked at Paul; the others paid no attention.
“Do not misunderstand me,”
said Wilhelm, answering Dorfling’s last remark.
“I do not mean to say that your book is superfluous.
You had every right to it, having made it the object
of your life.”
“Not the object of my life,”
interrupted Dorfling. “The only object I
have in life is death, which I call deliverance.”
“Very good; I will say then,
when you conceived it your duty to write it.”
“‘Duty’ yes, I will
allow that word to pass. Let us rather say impulse,
or instinct. If one has a perception one also
feels an impulse, which one calls a feeling of duty
to share it with others.”
Wilhelm smiled.
“You believe even in perception.
That proves above all what you mean by your duty.
I know, to my regret, that I have no perceptions to
share with others, and the duty of my life is only
toward my own moral education and greatest possible
perfection.”
“That is not enough,”
Paul broke in, “this self-culture in one’s
own study does no one any good. For that reason
I do not mind if I appear unphilosophical. One
has duties toward one’s fellowmen. One must
be useful to the State, as a good citizen. One
must make money, to add to the national wealth.”
“Bravo, Herr Haber,” said
Mayboom gravely. “You speak like a town-crier,”
and after a short pause he added, “That is a
great compliment from me.”
“We express the same meaning
in different forms,” answered Wilhelm.
“How can you add to the national wealth?
By making yourself a rich man. And I try to be
useful to the community by educating myself in the
greatest possible morality, and the highest ideal of
a citizen. No one can work outside of himself
when every individual strives to be good and true,
then the whole people will be good and noble.”
“Now you are disputing as to
your life’s duty,” cried Baninskoi, whose
eyes glowed, and whole face was red with the alcohol
he had imbibed. “Prove first that it is
a duty. I deny without exception every duty to
others. Why should I trouble myself about the
world? What are my fellow-creatures to me?
Dinner is trumps, and long live wine!” and he
drank a glassful.
“It is an instinct born with
us,” said Wilhelm, without any vexation, “to
care for one’s fellow-creatures, and to feel
a duty in sympathy for others.”
“But suppose I have not got
this instinct?” answered Barinskoi.
“Then you are an unhealthy exception.”
“Prove it.”
“The best proof is the continuance
of mankind. If the instinct of sympathy with
others were to fail among men, humanity would long
ago have ceased to exist.”
Barinskoi laughed.
“That is a convenient arrangement.
Instinct then is the only foundation for your duty,
and the continuance of humanity is the only sanction
of your instinct. I will leave you to listen
to your instinct, and sympathize as much as you like,
but for my part I joyfully renounce this duty; the
only punishment I should be afraid of is the destruction
of mankind, and that is not likely to happen in my
lifetime.”
“There is another punishment,”
said Mayboom solemnly, “that I take this bottle
of champagne away from you on account of your
bad behavior.”
While he spoke he took away the bottle,
and Barinskoi tried to get it back again; a little
struggle ensued. Dorfling put an end to it by
an emphatic “Please don’t do that.”
Turning to Wilhelm he went on:
“I do not believe in your idea
of duty; you place instinct at the foundation.
I use another word. I call your instinct the foreboding
that each has of its being, and its outflow toward
the eternal phenomenon of principle. At all events,
that seems to suffice for a foundation. But I
conceive duty to be quite a different thing. You
limit your view to self-culture, and have love for
your fellow-creatures, but no desire to instruct them.
Now, I think that culture should begin with oneself,
but end with others. That is my idea of love
for humanity. One need hardly go out of oneself
to do this. One can influence things remote without
disturbing oneself. Just think of the magnet;
it is an immense source of influence, called example.
It sets an astonishing example without moving out
of itself an example which cannot be overlooked,
and powerfully affects the imagination.”
“One illustration for another,”
said Schrotter, who had shown his interest in the
conversation by nodding his head now and then.
“You wish man to play the part of a magnet;
that is not enough, I want him to play the part of
a cogwheel. He must catch hold of his surroundings
while he moves, he must also move all those round him.
Everyone cannot be a magnet; we are not all made of
the same stuff. But one can make a cogged wheel
out of whatever one will and beside, a magnet
only influences certain substances. It will draw
iron, but cannot attract copper, wood, or stone; but
the cogwheel takes hold of anything near it, of whatever
material it is made. I will not work the illustration
to death. You can see by this what I mean.
I think a far-reaching activity is the first business
of mankind. Our nerves are not so much those
of sensation as of movement; we do not only take in
impressions from the outside, we are provided with
organs which give out impressions received from within.
Every sensation of movement which nature sends through
us is a summons to be answered by an action, not only
self-culture, not example, not passive good-will toward
others, but by the intention an object of activity
toward the world and humanity. The Middle Ages
summoned up the business of life in the words, ‘Ora
et Labora.’ They are beautiful words, and
after this lapse of time we take the meaning out for
ourselves, in other words, ’Think and Act.’”
The woman’s laughter from the
next room became louder, and then they heard chairs
pushed back, and the noise of departure. The rustling
of a silk dress, with the clinking of spurs and sword,
passed the door, became fainter, and then ceased.
It was near midnight, and Schrotter rose to go.
He was thinking of Bhani, who was sitting up for him
at home. The dinner must have been paid for beforehand,
for the guests were spared the sight of a money transaction
to chill the end of their pleasant evening. The
cool night air felt refreshing after the heat of the
small room. Dorfling declined the offers his friends
made to accompany him home. They all wished him
“Farewell.”
“Die well, would be a better
wish,” replied Dorfling, and with these strange
words in their ears they left him.
Schrotter and Wilhelm went a part
of the way with Paul, who had the furthest to go.
For a little while he was silent, then he broke out:
“I declare this is beyond my
comprehension. The whole time I was there I felt
as if I were in a vault with a lot of ghosts.
You, Herr Doctor, were the only living being among
them; I breathed again when I heard you talking.
If I had not head the sounds from next door, and had
not had the realities of our dinner before me, I should
have thought I was dreaming.”
“What has put you out so, my dear Paul?”
said Wilhelm.
“What! Are you men of flesh
and blood? Are you really alive? There we
sat for four mortal hours, and the talk was wearisome
to a degree, never one sensible word.”
“Now! now!” protested Schrotter.
“Herr Doctor, forgive me, but
I must repeat it, never one sensible word. Do
you call Dorfling’s ‘Philosophy of Deliverance’
sensible? or, Wilhelm, your philosophy of self-culture,
which, with all deference to you, I call philosophical
onanism? Only six men, two of them under thirty-five,
and the whole blessed evening not one word about either
pleasure or love.”
They had come to the place where Friedrichstrasse
and Leipzigerstrasse cross each other; and Schrotter
signed to them to look toward the left corner.
There under a gas lamp they saw Barinskoi in earnest
conversation with a woman.
“Yes, look at him! That
brute is still the most reasonable among all your
philosophics. He has his method of sponging, and
enjoys himself according to the category of Aristotle.
But your metaphysics ”
“What do you really want, Paul?”
“Well, I want you all to have
to do for once with practical life, with two hundred
workmen to pay and ten thousand acres of land to see
after; and artificial manures and the price of corn
to worry you; then perhaps you would take a little
less interest as to whether the soul was a phenomenon
or an india-rubber ball, or whether men were magnets
or cogwheels.”
Wilhelm only smiled. He had long
ago given up trying to bring his practical friend
to ideal views. At the corner of the Kochstrasse
they separated, and Paul continued his way to the
Lutzowstrasse, while Wilhelm and Schrotter turned
back.
Twenty minutes later, as Wilhelm entered
his bedroom, his eyes fell on a letter for him in
Dorfling’s handwriting. He opened it, greatly
surprised, and read as follows:
“Dear friend:
When you read this I shall be free from all trouble
and all doubt. I have accomplished what I set
myself to do, and I am going back to eternity from
this limited sphere. May you be as happy as I
shall be in a few hours! Keep a friendly thought
for me as long as you stay in this world of misery,
and believe that he who writes this had the warmest
friendship for you.”
“L. Dorfling.”
Wilhelm stood as if thunderstruck.
Was it by any chance a dreadful joke? No; Dorfling
was incapable of that. It must be a grim reality.
He ran quickly out of the house to seek Schrotter.
The old Indian servant opened the door, and in his
broken English informed him that Schrotter Sahib had
found a letter when he reached home and had immediately
gone out again.
Wilhelm could now doubt no longer,
and running swiftly, he reached the street where Dorfling
lived, waited in agonizing suspense for the door to
be opened, flew up the stairs, and through the open
door to his friend’s bedroom. There he
found Schrotter; Mayboom was also there sobbing, and
a tearful old servant. In an arm chair near the
bed was Dorfling, still in his dress coat and tie,
his head sunk on his breast, his face hardly whiter
than in life, his arms hanging down, and in the middle
of the white shirt-front a great red stain. On
the floor lay a revolver.
Wilhelm, horrified, took his friend’s
hand. It was still quite warm. His agonizing
look sought Schrotter’s, who answered in a hushed
voice, “He is dead.”
Then his tears broke out, and his
trembling fingers had hardly strength to close the
lids over his friend’s eyes, those eyes which
looked so strangely quiet and peaceful as if they
now knew the answer to the Great Secret.