They had imprisoned many of the women
in one of the stables behind the great yard of the
station. So numerous were the captives that the
common cells had been full and overflowing long ago.Zaniloff, charged with the command to restore order
in the city at any cost, cared not a straw what the
world without might say of him. The rifle, the
bayonet, the revolver, the whip here were
fine tools and proved. Let but a breath of suspicion
frost the burnish of a reputation and he would have
that man or woman at the bar, though arrest might
cost a hundred lives. Thus it came about that
those within the gates were a heterogeneous multitude
to which all classes had contributed. The milliner’s
assistant crouched side by side with the Countess,
though she still feared to touch her robe. There
were professors’ daughters and dockers’
wives, ladies from the avenue and ladies from the
hovels. And just as in the great arena beyond
the walls, so here Pride was the staff of the well-born,
Prejudice of the weak.
Amid this trembling company, in the
second of the stables, the gloom shrouding her from
suspicious observation, none noticing so humble a
creature, Alban found Lois and made himself known to
her. The amiable civilian with his two or three
hundred words of English seemed as guileless as a
child when he announced Master Zaniloff’s message
and dwelt upon his honorable master’s beneficence.
“You are to see this lady, sir,
and to tell her that if she is honest with us we shall
do our best to clear her of the charge. She knows
what that will mean to name the others to us and then
for herself the liberty. That is his excellency
my master’s decision.”
“Much obliged to him,”
said Alban, dryly, and perhaps it was as well that
Herr Amiability did not catch the tone of it.
“We have much prisoner,”
the good man went on, “much prisoner and not
so much prison. That is as you say a perplexity.But it will be better; later in the time after.Here is the girl, this is the place.”
He bent his head to enter the stable
and Alban followed him, silently for very fear of
his own excitement. There was so little light
in the place that he could scarcely distinguish anything
at first, nothing, indeed, but great beds of straw
and black figures huddled upon them. By and by
these took shape and became figures of women of all
ages and types. Many, he perceived, were Jewesses,
dark as night and as mysterious. Their clothes
were poor, their attitude courageous and quiet.A Circassian, whose hair was the very color of the
straw with which it mingled, stood out in contrast
with the others. She had lately been flogged
and the clothes, torn from her bleeding shoulders,
had not been replaced. Near by, the wife of a
professor at the University, young and distinguished
and but yesterday welcomed everywhere, sat dumb in
misery, her eyes wide open, her thoughts upon the child
she had left. Not among these did Alban find
Lois, but in the second of the great stalls still
waiting its complement of prisoners. He wondered
that he found her at all, so dark was this place;
but a sure instinct led him to her and he stopped
before he had even seen her face.
“Lois dear, I am sure it is Lois.”
She started up from the straw, straining
wild eyes in the shadows. Awakened from her sleep
when they arrested her, she wore the dress which she
had carried to her haven from the school, quite plain
and pretty, with linen collars and cuffs in the old-fashioned
style. Her hair had been loosely plaited and
was bound about her like a cord. She rested upon
the palms of her hands turned down to the pavement.There was but one other woman near her, and she appeared
to be asleep. When she heard Alban’s voice,
she cried out almost as though they had struck her
with the whip.
“Why do you come here?”
she asked him wildly. “Alban, dear, whatever
made you come?”
He stepped forward and kneeling down
in the straw he pressed his cold lips to hers and
held them there for many minutes.
“Did you not wish me to come, Lois?”
She shivered, her big eyes were casting
quick glances everywhere, they rested at last upon
the woman who seemed to sleep almost at her feet.
“They will hear every word we
say, Alb, dear. That woman is listening, she
is a spy.”
“I am glad of it, she can go
and give her master a message from me. Tell me,
Lois, do not be afraid to speak. You knew nothing
of Count Zamoyski’s death. Say that you
knew nothing.”
She cowered and would not answer him.A dreadful fear came upon Alban. He began to
tremble and could not keep his hands still upon her
shoulders.
“Good God, Lois, why do you
not speak to me? I must know the truth, you didn’t
kill him.”
She shrank back, laughing horribly.The pent-up excitements of the night had broken her
nerve at last. For an instant he feared almost
for her reason.
“Lois, Lois dear, Lois, listen
to me; I have come to help you. I can help you.Lois, will you not hear me patiently?”
He caught her to him as he spoke and
pressed her burning forehead to his lips. So
she lay for a little while, rocked in his arms as a
child that would be comforted. A single ray of
sunshine filtered through a slit in the wall above,
dwelt for a moment upon her white face and showed him
all the pity of it.
“Lois, why should you speak
like this because I come to you? Is it so difficult
to tell the truth?”
“Did they tell you to ask me that, Alban?”
“It was forced from me, Lois.I don’t believe it. I would as soon believe
it of myself. But don’t you see that we
must answer them? They are saying it, and we
must answer them.”
She struggled to be free, half resenting
the manner of his question, but in her heart admitting
its necessity.
“I knew nothing of it,”
she said simply, “you may tell them that, Alban.If they offered me all the riches in the world, I could
not say more. I don’t know who did it,
dear, and I’d never tell them if I did.”
A little cry escaped his lips and
he caught her close in his arms again. It was
not to say that he had believed the darker story at
which imagination, in a cowardly mood, might hint,
but this plain denial, from the lips of Lois who had
never told him a lie, came as a very message of their
salvation.
“You have made me very happy,
Lois,” he said, “now I can talk to them
as they deserve. Of course, I shall get you out
of here. Mr. Gessner will help me to do so.We have the whip hand of him all said and done, for
don’t you see, that if you don’t tell your
people, I shall, and that will be the end of it.Of course, it won’t come to that. I know
how he will act, and what they will do when the time
arrives. Perhaps they will bundle us both out
of Russia, Lois, thankful to see the back of us.”
She shook her head, looking up to him with a wild
face.
“I would not go, Alb dear.Not while my father is a prisoner. Who is there
to work for him, if I don’t? No, my dear,
I must not think of it. I have my duty to do
whatever comes. But you, it is different for you,
Alban, you would be right to go.”
He answered her hotly with a boyish
phrase, conventional but true.
“You would make a coward of
me, Lois,” he said, “just a coward like
the others. But I am not going to let you.You left me once before; I have never forgotten that.You went to Russia, and forgot that we had ever been
friends. Was that very kind, was it your true
self that did so? I’ll never believe, unless
you say so now.”
She sat a little apart from him, regarding
him wistfully as though she wondered greatly at his
accusation.
“You went to live in another
world, dear, and so did I. My father made me promise
that I would not try to see you for six months, and
I kept my word. That was better for you and better
for me. If money had changed you, and money does
change most of us, you would have been happier for
my silence. I have told you about the letters,
and that’s God’s truth. If I had
not been ashamed, I couldn’t have kept my word,
for I loved you, dear, and I shall always love you.When my father sent you to Mr. Gessner’s house,
I think he wished to find out if his good opinion of
you was right or not. He said that you were going
to carry a sword into Wonderland and kill some of
the giants. If you came back to us, you were
to marry me, but if you forgot us, then he would never
believe in any man again. There’s the truth
for you, my dear, I tell you because it all means
nothing to me now. I could not go to London and
leave my father in prison here, and they will never
release him, Alban, they will never do it as things
are, for they are more frightened of him than of any
man in Russia. When I go away from here, it will
be to Petersburg to try and see my father. There’s
no one else in all the world to help him, and I shall
go there and try to see him. If they will let
me stay with him, that will be something, dear.You can ask them that for me; when Mr. Gessner writes,
you can beg it of the Ministry in Mr. Gessner’s
name.”
“Ask them to send you to prison, Lois?”
“To send me to my father, dear.”
Alban sat very silent, almost ashamed
for himself and his own desires. The stupendous
sacrifice of which she spoke so lightly revealed to
him a page in the story of human sympathy which he
had often read and as often derided. Here in
the prison cell he stood face to face with human love
as Wonderland knew nothing of it. Supreme above
all other desires of her life, this desire to save
her father, to share his sorrows, to stand by him
to the end, prevailed. The riches of the world
could not purchase a devotion as precious, or any
fine philosophy belittle it. He knew that she
would go to Petersburg because Paul Boriskoff, her
father, had need of her. This was her answer
to his selfish complaints during the years of their
exile.
“And what am I to do if they give you the permission,
Lois?”
“To go back to London and marry Anna Gessner.Won’t you do that, Alban?”
“You know that I shall never do so.”
“There was a time when you would not have said
that, my dear.”
He was greatly troubled, for the accusation
was very just. The impossibility of making the
whole truth plain to her had stared him in the face
since the moment of her pathetic confession when he
met her on the barge. Impossible to say to her,
“I had an ideal and pursued it, looking to the
right and the left for the figure of the vision and
suffering it to escape me all the time.”This he could not tell her or even hint at. The
lie cried for a hearing, and the lie was detestable
to him.
“There was a time, yes, Lois,”
he said, turning his face from her, “I am ashamed
to remember it now, since you have spoken. If
you love me, you would understand what all the wonders
of Mr. Gessner’s house meant to a poor devil,
brought up as I had been. It was another world
with strange people everywhere. I thought they
were more than human and found them just like the
rest of us. Oh, that’s the truth of it,
and I know it now. Our preachers are always calling
upon the rich to do fine things for the poor, but
the rich man is deaf as often as not, because some
little puny thing in their own lives is dinning in
their ears and will shut out all other sounds.I know that it must be so. The man who has millions
doesn’t think about humanity at all. He
wages war upon trifles, his money-books are his library,
he has blinded himself by reading them and lost his
outlook upon the world. I thought it would all
be so different, and then somebody touches me upon
the shoulder and I look up and see that my vision
is no vision at all, and that the true heart of it
is my own all the time. Can you understand that,
Lois, is it hidden from you also?”
“It is not hidden, Alban, it is just as I said
it would be.”
“And you did not love me less because of it?”
“I should never have loved you less, whatever
you had done.”
“I shall remind you of that when we are in England
together.”
“That will never be, Alban dear, unless my father
is free.”
She repeated it again and again.Her manner of speaking had now become that of one
who understood that this was a last farewell.
“You cannot help us,”
she said, “why should you suffer because we must?In England there’s a great future before you
as Mr. Gessner’s adopted son. I shall never
hear of it, but I shall be proud because I know the
world will talk about you. That will be something
to take with me, dear, something they can never rob
me of, whatever happens. When you remember who
Lois was, say that she is thinking of you in Russia
far away. They cannot separate us, dear Alban,
while we love.”
He had no word to answer this and
could but harp again upon all the promise of his fine
resolution. When the matter-of-fact official came
to find him, Lois was close in his embrace and there
were tears of regret in his eyes.