In a town of the steppes where I found
life exceedingly dull, the best and the brightest
spot was the cemetery. Often did I use to walk
there, and once it happened that I fell asleep on
some thick, rich, sweet-smelling grass in a cradle-like
hollow between two tombs.
From that sleep I was awakened with
the sound of blows being struck against the ground
near my head. The concussion of them jarred me
not a little, as the earth quivered and tinkled like
a bell. Raising myself to a sitting posture,
I found sleep still so heavy upon me that at first
my eyes remained blinded with unfathomable darkness,
and could not discern what the matter was. The
only thing that I could see amid the golden glare
of the June sunlight was a wavering blur which at
intervals seemed to adhere to a grey cross, and to
make it give forth a succession of soft creaks.
Presently, however against
my wish, indeed that wavering blur resolved
itself into a little, elderly man. Sharp-featured,
with a thick, silvery tuft of hair beneath his under
lip, and a bushy white moustache curled in military
fashion, on his upper, he was using the cross as a
means of support as, with his disengaged hand outstretched,
and sawing the air, he dug his foot repeatedly into
the ground, and, as he did so, bestowed upon me sundry
dry, covert glances from the depths of a pair of dark
eyes.
“What have you got there?” I inquired.
“A snake,” he replied
in an educated bass voice, and with a rugged forefinger
he pointed downwards; whereupon I perceived that wriggling
on the path at his feet and convulsively whisking its
tail, there was an echidna.
“Oh, it is only a grassworm,” I said vexedly.
The old man pushed away the dull,
iridescent, rope-like thing with the toe of his boot,
raised a straw hat in salute, and strode firmly onwards.
“I thank you,” I called
out; whereupon, he replied without looking behind
him:
“If the thing really was
a grassworm, of course there was no danger.”
Then he disappeared among the tombstones.
Looking at the sky, I perceived the time to be about
five o’clock.
The steppe wind was sighing over the
tombs, and causing long stems of grass to rock to
and fro, and freighting the heated air with the silken
rustling of birches and limes and other trees, and
leading one to detect amid the humming of summer a
note of quiet grief eminently calculated to evoke
lofty, direct thoughts concerning life and one’s
fellow-men.
Veiling with greenery, grey and white
tombstones worn with the snows of winter, crosses
streaked with marks of rain, and the wall with which
the graveyard was encircled, the rank vegetation served
to also conceal the propinquity of a slovenly, clamorous
town which lay coated with rich, sooty grime amid
an atmosphere of dust and smells.
As I set off for a ramble among the
tombs and tangled grass, I could discern through openings
in the curtain of verdure a belfry’s gilded
cross which reared itself solemnly over crosses and
memorials. At the foot of those memorials the
sacramental vestment of the cemetery was studded with
a kaleidoscopic sheen of flowers over which bees and
wasps were so hovering and humming that the grass’s
sad, prayerful murmur seemed charged with a song of
life which yet did not hinder reflections on death.
Fluttering above me on noiseless wing were birds the
flight of which sometimes made me start, and stand
wondering whether the object before my gaze was really
a bird or not: and everywhere the shimmer of
gilded sunlight was setting the close-packed graveyard
in a quiver which made the mounds of its tombs reminiscent
of a sea when, after a storm, the wind has fallen,
and all the green level is an expanse of smooth, foamless
billows.
Beyond the wall of the cemetery the
blue void of the firmament was pierced with smoky
chimneys of oil-mills and soap factories, the roofs
of which showed up like particoloured stains against
the darker rags and tatters of other buildings; while
blinking in the sunlight I could discern clatter-emitting,
windows which looked to me like watchful eyes.
Only on the nearer side of the wall was a sparse strip
of turf dotted over with ragged, withered, tremulous
stems, and beyond this, again, lay the site of a burnt
building which constituted a black patch of earth-heaps,
broken stoves, dull grey ashes, and coal dust.
To heaven gaped the black, noisome mouths of burning-pits
wherein the more economical citizens were accustomed
nightly to get rid of the contents of their dustbins.
Among the tall stems of steppe grass waved large,
glossy leaves of ergot; in the sunlight splinters of
broken glass sparkled as though they were laughing;
and, from two spots in the dark brown plot which formed
a semicircle around the cemetery, there projected,
like teeth, two buildings the new yellow paint of which
nevertheless made them look mean and petty amid the
tangle of rubbish, pigweed, groundsel, and dock.
Indolently roaming hither and thither,
a few speckled hens resembled female pedlars, and
some pompous red cockerels a troupe of firemen; in
the orifices of the burning-pits a number of mournful-eyed,
homeless dogs were lying sheltered; among the shoots
of the steppe scrub some lean cats were stalking sparrows;
and a band of children who were playing hide-and-seek
among the orifices above-mentioned presented, a pitiful
sight as they went skipping over the filthy earth,
disappearing in the crevices among the piles of heaped-up
dirt.
Beyond the site of the burnt-out building
there stretched a series of mean, close-packed huts
which, crammed exclusively with needy folk, stood
staring, with their dim, humble eyes of windows, at
the crumbling bricks of the cemetery wall, and the
dense mass of trees which that wall enclosed.
Here, in one such hut, had I myself a lodging in a
diminutive attic, which not only smelt of lamp-oil,
but stood in a position to have wafted to it the least
gasp or ejaculation on the part of my landlord, Iraklei
Virubov, a clerk in the local treasury. In short,
I could never glance out of the window at the cemetery
on the other side of the strip of dead, burnt, polluted
earth without reflecting that, by comparison, that
cemetery was a place of sheer beauty, a place of ceaseless
attraction.
And ever, that day, as though he had
been following me, could there be sighted among the
tombs the dark figure of the old man who had so abruptly
awakened me from slumber; and since his straw hat reflected
the sunlight as brilliantly as the disk of a sunflower
as it meandered hither and thither, I, in my turn,
found myself following him, though thinking, all the
while, of Iraklei Virubov. Only a week was it
since Iraklei’s wife, a thin, shrewish, long-nosed
woman with green and catlike eyes, had set forth on
a pilgrimage to Kiev, and Iraklei had hastened to
import into the hut a stout, squint-eyed damsel whom
he had introduced to me as his “niece by marriage.”
“She was baptised Evdokia,”
he had said on the occasion referred to. “Usually,
however, I call her Dikanka. Pray be friendly
with her, but remember, also, that she is not a person
with whom to take liberties.”
Large, round-shouldered, and clean-shaven
like a chef, Virubov was for ever hitching up breeches
which had slipped from a stomach ruined with surfeits
of watermelon. And always were his fat lips parted
as though athirst, and perpetually had he in his colourless
eyes an expression of insatiable hunger.
One evening I overheard a dialogue
to the following effect.
“Dikanka, pray come and scratch
my back. Yes, between the shoulder-blades.
O-o-oh, that is it. My word, how strong you are!”
Whereat Dikanka had laughed shrilly.
And only when I had moved my chair, and thrown down
my book, had the laughter and unctuous whispering
died away, and given place to a whisper of:
“Holy Father Nicholas, pray
for us unto God! Is the supper kvas ready,
Dikanka?”
And softly the pair had departed to
the kitchen there to grunt and squeal once
more like a couple of pigs....
The old man with the grey moustache
stepped over the turf with the elastic stride of youth,
until at length he halted before a large monument
in drab granite, and stood reading the inscription
thereon. Featured not altogether in accordance
with the Russian type, he had on a dark-blue jacket,
a turned-down collar, and a black stock finished off
with a large bow the latter contrasting
agreeably with the thick, silvery, as it were molten,
chin-tuft. Also, from the centre of a fierce
moustache there projected a long and gristly nose,
while over the grey skin of his cheeks there ran a
network of small red veins. In the act of raising
his hand to his hat (presumably for the purpose of
saluting the dead), he, after conning the dark letters
of the inscription on the tomb, turned a sidelong
eye upon myself; and since I found the fact embarrassing,
I frowned, and passed onward, full, still, of thoughts
of the street where I was residing and where I desired
to fathom the mean existence eked out by Virubov and
his “niece.”
As usual, the tombs were also being
patrolled by Pimesha, otherwise Pimen Krozootov, a
bibulous, broken-down ex-merchant who used to spend
his time in stumbling and falling about the graves
in search of the supposed resting-place of his wife.
Bent of body, Pimesha had a small, bird-like face
over-grown with grey down, the eyes of a sick rabbit,
and, in general, the appearance of having undergone
a chewing by a set of sharp teeth. For the past
three years he had thus been roaming the cemetery,
though his legs were too weak to support his undersized,
shattered body; and whenever he caught his foot he
fell, and for long could not rise, but lay gasping
and fumbling among the grass, and rooting it up, and
sniffing with a nose as sharp and red as though the
skin had been flayed from it. True, his wife had
been buried at Novotchevkassk, a thousand versts away,
but Pimen refused to credit the fact, and always,
on being told it, stuttered with much blinking of his
wet, faded eyes: “Natasha? Natasha
is here.”
Also, there used to visit the spot,
well-nigh daily, a Madame Christoforov, a tall old
lady who, wearing black spectacles and a plain grey,
shroudlike dress that was trimmed with black velvet,
never failed to have a stick between her abnormally
long fingers. Wizened of face, with cheeks hanging
down like bags, and a knot of grey, rather, grey-green,
hair combed over her temples from under a lace scarf,
and almost concealing her ears, this lady pursued
her way with deliberation, and entire assurance, and
yielded the path to no one whom she might encounter.
I have an idea that there lay buried there a son who
had been killed in a roisterers’ brawl.
Another habitual visitor was thin-legged,
short-sighted Aulic Councillor Praotzev, ex-schoolmaster.
With a book stuffed into the pocket of his canvas
pea-jacket, a white umbrella grasped in his red hand,
and a smile extending to ears as sharp and pointed
as a rabbit’s, he could, any Sunday after dinner,
be seen skipping from tomb to tomb, with his umbrella
brandished like a white flag soliciting terms of peace
with death.
And, on returning home before the
bell rang for Vespers, he would find that a crowd
of boys had collected outside his garden wall; whereupon,
dancing about him like puppies around a stork, they
would fall to shouting in various merry keys:
“The Councillor, the Councillor!
Who was it that fell in love with Madame Sukhinikh,
and then fell into the pond?”
Losing his temper, and opening a great
mouth, until he looked like an old rook which is about
to caw, the Councillor would stamp his foot several
times, as though preparing to dance to the boys’
shouting, and lower his head, grasp his umbrella like
a bayonet, and charge at the lads with a panting shout
of:
“I’ll tell your fathers! Oh, I’ll
tell your mothers!”
As for the Madame Sukhinikh, referred
to, she was an old beggar-woman who, the year round,
and in all weathers, sat on a little bench beside
the cemetery wicket, and stuck to it like a stone.
Her large face, a face rendered bricklike by years
of inebriety, was covered with dark blotches born
of frostbite, alcoholic inflammation, sunburn, and
exposure to wind, and her eyes were perpetually in
a state of suppuration. Never did anyone pass
her but she proffered a wooden cup in a suppliant
hand, and cried hoarsely, rather as though she were
cursing the person concerned:
“Give something for Christ’s
sake! Give in memory of your kinsfolk there!”
Once an unexpected storm blew in from
the steppes, and brought a downpour which, overtaking
the old woman on her way home, caused her, her sight
being poor, to fall into a pond, whence Praotzev attempted
to rescue her, and into which, in the end, he slipped
himself. From that day onwards he was twitted
on the subject by the boys of the town.
Other frequenters of the cemetery
I see before me dark, silent figures, figures
of persons whom still unsevered cords of memory seemed
to have bound to the place for the rest of their lives,
and compelled to wander, like unburied corpses, in
quest of suitable tombs. Yes, they were persons
whom life had rejected, and death, as yet, refused
to accept.
Also, at times there would emerge
from the long grass a homeless dog with large, sullen
eyes, eyes startling at once in their intelligence
and in their absolute Ishmaelitism until
one almost expected to hear issue from the animal’s
mouth reproaches couched in human language.
And sometimes the dog would still
remain halted in the cemetery as, with tail lowered,
it swayed its shelterless, shaggy head to and fro
with an air of profound reflection, while occasionally
venting a subdued, long-drawn yelp or howl.
Again, among the dense old lime trees,
there would be scurrying an unseen mob of starlings
and jackdaws whose young would, meanwhile, maintain
a soft, hungry piping, a sort of gently persuasive,
chirruping chorus; until in autumn, when the wind
had stripped bare the boughs, these birds’ black
nests would come to look like mouldy, rag-swathed
heads of human beings which someone had torn from their
bodies and flung into the trees, to hang for ever
around the white, sugarloaf-shaped church of the martyred
St. Barbara. During that autumn season, indeed,
everything in the cemetery’s vicinity looked
sad and tarnished, and the wind would wail about the
place, and sigh like a lover who has been driven mad
through bereavement....
Suddenly the old man halted before
me on the path, and, sternly extending a hand towards
a white stone monument near us, read aloud:
“’Under this cross there
lies buried the body of the respected citizen and
servant of God, Diomid Petrovitch Ussov,’”
etc., etc.
Whereafter the old man replaced his
hat, thrust his hands into the pockets of his pea-jacket,
measured me with eyes dark in colour, but exceptionally
clear for his time of life, and said:
“It would seem that folk could
find nothing to say of this man beyond that he was
a ‘servant of God.’ Now, how can a
servant be worthy of honour at the hand of ’citizens’?”
“Possibly he was an ascetic,”
was my hazarded conjecture; whereupon the old man
rejoined with a stamp of his foot:
“Then in such case one ought to write ”
“To write what?”
“To write everything, in fullest possible
detail.”
And with the long, firm stride of
a soldier my interlocutor passed onwards towards a
more remote portion of the cemetery myself
walking, this time, beside him. His stature placed
his head on a level with my shoulder only, and caused
his straw hat to conceal his features. Hence,
since I wished to look at him as he discoursed, I found
myself forced to walk with head bent, as though I
had been escorting a woman.
“No, that is not the way to
do it,” presently he continued in the soft,
civil voice of one who has a complaint to present.
“Any such proceeding is merely a mark of barbarism of
a complete lack of observation of men and life.”
With a hand taken from one of his
pockets, he traced a large circle in the air.
“Do you know the meaning of that?” he
inquired.
“Its meaning is death,”
was my diffident reply, made with a shrug of the shoulders.
A shake of his head disclosed to me
a keen, agreeable, finely cut face as he pronounced
the following Slavonic words:
“‘Smertu smert vsekonechnie
pogublena bwist.’” [Death hath been for
ever overthrown by death.”]
“Do you know that passage?” he added presently.
Yet it was in silence that we walked
the next ten paces he threading his way
along the rough, grassy path at considerable speed.
Suddenly he halted, raised his hat from his head,
and proffered me a hand.
“Young man,” he said,
“let us make one another’s better acquaintance.
I am Lieutenant Savva Yaloylev Khorvat, formerly of
the State Remount Establishment, subsequently of the
Department of Imperial Lands. I am a man who,
after never having been found officially remiss, am
living in honourable retirement a man at
once a householder, a widower, and a person of hasty
temper.”
Then, after a pause, he added:
“Vice-Governor Khorvat of Tambov
is my brother a younger brother; he being
fifty-five, and I sixty-one, si-i-ixty one.”
His speech was rapid, but as precise
as though no mistake was permissible in its delivery.
“Also,” he continued,
“as a man cognisant of every possible species
of cemetery, I am much dissatisfied with this one.
In fact, never satisfied with such places am I.”
Here he brandished his fist in the
air, and described a large arc over the crosses.
“Let us sit down,” he said, “and
I will explain things.”
So, after that we had seated ourselves
on a bench beside a white oratory, and Lieutenant
Khorvat had taken off his hat, and with a blue handkerchief
wiped his forehead and the thick silvery hair which
bristled from the knobs of his scalp, he continued:
“Mark you well the word kladbistche.”
[The word, though customarily used for cemetery, means,
primarily, a treasure-house.] Here he nudged me with
his elbow continuing, thereafter, more softly:
“In a kladbisiche one might reasonably look
for kladi, for treasures of intellect and enlightenment.
Yet what do we find? Only that which is offensive
and insulting. All of us does it insult, for thereby
is an insult paid to all who, in life, are bearing
still their ’cross and burden.’ You
too will, one day, be insulted by the system, even
as shall I. Do you understand? I repeat, ’their
cross and burden’ the sense of the
words being that, life being hard and difficult, we
ought to honour none but those who still are
bearing their trials, or bearing trials for you and
me. Now, these folk here have ceased to possess
consciousness.”
Each time that the old man waved his
hat in his excitement, its small shadow, bird-like,
flew along the narrow path, and over the cross, and,
finally, disappeared in the direction of the town.
Next, distending his ruddy cheeks,
twitching his moustache, and regarding me covertly
out of boylike eyes, the Lieutenant resumed:
“Probably you are thinking,
’The man with whom I have to deal is old and
half-witted.’ But no, young fellow; that
is not so, for long before your time had I taken
the measure of life. Regard these memorials.
Are they memorials? For what do they commemorate
as concerns you and myself? They commemorate,
in that respect, nothing. No, they are not memorials;
they are merely passports or testimonials conferred
upon itself by human stupidity. Under a given
cross there may lie a Maria, and under another one
a Daria, or an Alexei, or an Evsei, or someone else all
‘servants of God,’ but not otherwise particularised.
An outrage this, sir! For in this place folk
who have lived their difficult portion of life on
earth are seen robbed of that record of their existences,
which ought to have been preserved for your and my
instruction. Yes, A description of the
life lived by A man is what matters.
A tomb might then become even more interesting than
a novel. Do you follow me?”
“Not altogether,” I rejoined.
He heaved a very audible sigh.
“It should be easy enough,”
was his remark. “To begin with, I am not
a ‘servant of God.’ Rather, I am
a man intelligently, of set purpose, keeping God’s
holy commandments so far as lies within my power.
And no one, not even God, has any right to demand
of me more than I can give. That is so, is it
not?”
I nodded.
“There!” the Lieutenant
cried briskly as, cocking his hat, he assumed a still
more truculent air. Then, spreading out his hands,
he growled in his flexible bass:
“What is this cemetery? It is merely a
place of show.”
At this moment, for some reason or
another, there occurred to me an incident which involved
the figure of Iraklei Virubov, the figure which had
carpet slippers on its ponderous feet, thick lips,
a greedy mouth, deceitful eyes, and a frame so huge
and cavernous that the dapper little Lieutenant could
have stepped into it complete.
The day had been a Sunday, and the
hour eventide. On the burnt plot of ground some
broken glass had been emitting a reddish gleam, shoots
of ergot had been diffusing their gloss, children
shouting at play, dogs trotting backwards and forwards,
and all things, seemingly, faring well, sunken in
the stillness of the portion of the town adjoining
the rolling, vacant steppe, with, above them, only
the sky’s level, dull-blue canopy, and around
them, only the cemetery, like an island amidst a sea.
With Virubov, I had been sitting on
a bench near the wicket-gate of his hut, as intermittently
he had screwed his lecherous eyes in the direction
of the stout, ox-eyed lacemaker, Madame Ezhov, who,
after disposing of her form on a bank hard-by, had
fallen to picking lice out of the curls of her eight-year-old
Petka Koshkodav. Presently, as swiftly she had
rummaged the boy’s hair with fingers grown used
to such rapid movement, she had said to her husband
(a dealer in second-hand articles), who had been seated
within doors, and therefore rendered invisible she
had said with oily derision:
“Oh, yes, you bald-headed old
devil, you! Of course you got your price.
Ye-es. Then, fool, you ought to have had
a slipper smacked across that Kalmuck snout of yours.
Talk of my price, indeed!”
Upon this Virubov had remarked with
a sigh, and in sluggish, sententious tones:
“To grant the serfs emancipation
was a sheer mistake. I am a humble enough servant
of my country, yet I can see the truth of what I have
stated, since it follows as a matter of course.
What ought to have been done is that all the estates
of the landowners should have been conveyed to the
Tsar. Beyond a doubt that is so. Then both
the peasantry and the townsfolk, the whole people,
in short, would have had but a single landlord.
For never can the people live properly so long as
it is ignorant of the point where it stands; and since
it loves authority, it loves to have over it an autocratic
force, for its control. Always can it be seen
seeking such a force.”
Then, bending forward, and infusing
into each softly uttered word a perfect lusciousness
of falsity, Virubov had added to his neighbour:
“Take, for example, the working-woman
who stands free of every tie.”
“How do I stand free of anything?”
the neighbour had retorted, in complete readiness
for a quarrel.
“Oh, I am not speaking in your
despite, Pavlushka, but to your credit,” hastily
Virubov had protested.
“Then keep your blandishments
for that heifer, your ‘niece,’” had
been Madame Ezhov’s response.
Upon this Virubov had risen heavily,
and remarked as he moved away towards the courtyard:
“All folk need to be supervised by an autocratic
eye.”
Thereafter had followed a bout of
choice abuse between his neighbour and his “niece,”
while Virubov himself, framed in the wicket-gate, and
listening to the contest, had smacked his lips as he
gazed at the pair, and particularly at Madame Ezhov.
At the beginning of the bout Dikanka had screeched:
“It is my opinion, it is my opinion, that ”
“Don’t treat me to any
of your slop!” the long-fanged Pavla had
interrupted for the benefit of the street in general.
And thus had the affair continued....
Lieutenant Khorvat blew the fag-end
of his cigarette from his mouthpiece, glanced at me,
and said with seemingly, a not over-civil, twitch
of his bushy moustache:
“Of what are you thinking, if I might inquire?”
“I am trying to understand you.”
“You ought not to find that
difficult,” was his rejoinder as again he doffed
his hat, and fanned his face with it. “The
whole thing may be summed up in two words. It
is that we lack respect both for ourselves and for
our fellow men. Do you follow me now?”
His eyes had grown once more young
and clear, and, seizing my hand in his strong and
agreeably warm fingers, he continued:
“Why so? For the very simple
reason that I cannot respect myself when I can learn
nothing, simply nothing, about my fellows.”
Moving nearer to me, he added in a mysterious undertone:
“In this Russia of ours none
of us really knows why he has come into existence.
True, each of us knows that he was born, and that he
is alive, and that one day he will die; but which
of us knows the reason why all that is so?”
Through renewed excitement, its colour
had come back to the Lieutenant’s face, and
his gestures became so rapid as to cause the ring
on his finger to flash through the air like the link
of a chain. Also, I was able to detect the fact
that on the small, neat wrist under his left cuff,
there was a bracelet finished with a medallion.
“All this, my good sir, is because
(partially through the fact that men forget the point,
and partially through the fact that that point fails
to be understood aright) the work done by a man
is concealed from our knowledge. For my own part,
I have an idea, a scheme yes, a scheme in
two words, a, a ”
“N-n-o-u, n-n-o-u!” the
bell of the monastery tolled over the tombs in languid,
chilly accents.
“ a scheme that every
town and every village, in fact, every unit of homogeneous
population, should keep a record of the particular
unit’s affairs, a, so to speak, ‘book
of life.’ This ‘book of life’
should be more than a list of the results of the unit’s
labour; it should also be a living narrative of the
workaday activities accomplished by each member of
the unit. Eh? And, of course, the record
to be compiled without official interference solely
by the town council or district administration, or
by a special ‘board, of life and works’
or some such body, provided only that the task be
not carried out by nominees of the government.
And in that record there should be entered everything that
is to say, everything of a nature which ought to be
made public concerning every man who has lived among
us, and has since gone from our midst.”
Here the Lieutenant stretched out
his hand again in the direction of the tombs.
“My right it is,” he added,
“to know how those folk there spent their lives.
For it is by their labours and their thoughts, and
even on the product of their bones, that I myself
am now subsisting. You agree, do you not?”
In silence I nodded; whereupon he cried triumphantly:
“Ah! You see, do you?
Yes, an indispensable point is it, that whatsoever
a man may have done, whether good or evil, should be
recorded. For example, suppose he has manufactured
a stove specially good for heating purposes; record
the fact. Or suppose he has killed a mad dog;
record the fact. Or suppose he has built a school,
or cleansed a dirty street, or been a pioneer in the
teaching of sound farming, or striven, by word and
deed, his life long, to combat official irregularities...
record the fact. Again, suppose a woman has borne
ten, or fifteen, healthy children; record the fact.
Yes, and this last with particular care, since the
conferment of healthy children upon the country is
a work of absolute importance.”
Further, pointing to a grey headstone
with a worn inscription, he shouted (or almost did
so):
“Under that stone lies buried
the body of a man who never in his life loved but
one woman, but one woman. Now, that
is a fact which ought to have been recorded about
him for it is not merely a string of names that is
wanted, but a narrative of deeds. Yes, I have
not only a desire, but a right, to know the lives
which men have lived, and the works which they have
performed; and whenever a man leaves our midst we
ought to inscribe over his tomb full particulars of
the ’cross and burden’ which he bore,
as particulars ever to be held in remembrance, and
inscribed there both for my benefit and for the benefit
of life in general, as constituting a clear and circumstantial
record of the given career. Why did that man
live? To the question write down, always, the
answer in large and conspicuous characters. Eh?”
“Most certainly.”
This led the Lieutenant’s enthusiasm
to increase still more as, for the third time waving
his hand in the direction of the tombs, and mouthing
each word, he continued:
“The folk of that town are liars
pure and simple, for of set purpose they conceal the
particulars of careers that they may depreciate those
careers in our eyes, and, while showing us the insignificance
of the dead, fill the living with a sense of similar
insignificance, since insignificant folk are the easiest
to manage. Yes, it is a scheme thought out with
diabolical ingenuity. Yet, for myself well,
try and make me do what I don’t intend to do!”
To which, with his face wrinkled with
disgust, he added in a tone like a shot from a pistol:
“Machines are we! Yes, machines, and nothing
else!”
Curious was it to watch the old man’s
excitement as one listened to the strong bass voice
amid the stillness of the cemetery. Once more
over the tombs, there came floating the languid, metallic
notes of “N-n-o-u! N-n-o-u!”
The oily gloss on the withered grass
had vanished, faded, and everything turned dull, though
the air remained charged with the spring perfume of
the geraniums, stocks, and narcissi which encircled
some of the graves.
“You see,” continued the
Lieutenant, “one could not deny that each of
us has his value. By the time that one has lived
threescore years, one perceives that fact very clearly.
Never conceal things, since every life lived
ought to be set in the light. And is capable of
being so, in that every man is a workman for the world
at large, and constitutes an instructor in good or
in evil, and that life, when looked into, constitutes,
as a whole, the sum of all the labour done by the
aggregate of us petty, insignificant individuals.
That is why we ought not to hide away a man’s
work, but to publish it abroad, and to inscribe on
the cross over his tomb his deeds, his services, in
their entirety. Yes, however negligible may have
been those deeds, those services, hold them up for
the perusal of those who can discover good even in
what is negligible. Now do you understand
me?”
“I do,” I replied. “Yes, I
do.”
“Good!”
The bell of the monastery struck two
hasty beats then became silent, so that
only the sad echo of its voice remained reverberating
over the cemetery. Once more my interlocutor
drew out his cigarette-case, silently offered it to
myself, and lighted and puffed industriously at another
cigarette. As he did so his hands, as small and
brown as the claws of a bird, shook a little, and
his head, bent down, looked like an Easter egg in
plush.
Still smoking, he looked me in the
eyes with a self-diffident frown, and muttered:
“Only through the labour of
man does the earth attain development. And only
by familiarising himself with, and remembering, the
past can man obtain support in his work on earth.”
In speaking, the Lieutenant lowered
his arm; whereupon on to his wrist there slipped the
broad golden bracelet adorned with a medallion, and
there gazed at me thence the miniature of a fair-haired
woman: and since the hand below it was freckled,
and its flexible fingers were swollen out of shape,
and had lost their symmetry, the woman’s fine-drawn
face looked the more full of life, and, clearly picked
out, could be seen to be smiling a sweet and slightly
imperious smile.
“Your wife or your daughter?” I queried.
“My God! My God!”
was, with a subdued sigh, the only response vouchsafed.
Then the Lieutenant raised his arm, and the bracelet
slid back to its resting place under his cuff.
Over the town the columns of curling
smoke were growing redder, and the clattering windows
blushing to a tint of pink that recalled to my memory
the livid cheeks of Virubov’s “niece,”
of the woman in whom, like her uncle, there was nothing
that could provoke one to “take liberties.”
Next, there scaled the cemetery wall
and stealthily stretched themselves on the ground,
so that they looked not unlike the far-flung shadows
of the cemetery’s crosses, a file of dark, tattered
figures of beggars, while on the further side of the
slowly darkening greenery a cantor drawled in sluggish,
careless accents:
“E-e-ternal me-e ”
“Eternal memory of what?”
exclaimed Lieutenant Khorvat with an angry shrug of
his shoulders. “Suppose, in his day, a man
has been the best cucumber-salter or mushroom-pickler
in a given town. Or suppose he has been the best
cobbler there, or that once he said something which
the street wherein he dwelt can still remember.
Would not that man be a man whose record should
be preserved, and made accessible to my recollection?”
And again the Lieutenant’s face
wreathed itself in solid rings of pungent tobacco
smoke.
Blowing softly for a moment, the wind
bent the long stems of grass in the direction of the
declining sun, and died away. All that remained
audible amid the stillness was the peevish voices of
women saying:
“To the left, I say.”
“Oh, what is to be done, Tanechka?”
Expelling a fresh cloud of tobacco
smoke in cylindrical form, the old man muttered:
“It would seem that those women
have forgotten the precise spot where their relative
or friend happens to lie buried.”
As a hawk flew over the sun-reddened
belfry-cross, the bird’s shadow glided over
a memorial stone near the spot where we were sitting,
glanced off the corner of the stone, and appeared anew
beyond it. And in the watching of this shadow,
I somehow found a pleasant diversion.
Went on the Lieutenant:
“I say that a graveyard ought
to evince the victory of life, the triumph of intellect
and of labour, rather than the power of death.
However, imagine how things would work out under my
scheme. Under it the record of which I have spoken
would constitute a history of a town’s life
which, if anything, would increase men’s respect
for their fellows. Yes, such a history as that
is what a cemetery ought to be. Otherwise the
place is useless. Similarly will the past prove
useless if it can give us nothing. Yet is such
a history ever compiled? If it is, how can one
say that events are brought about by, forsooth, ’servants
of God’?”
Pointing to the tombs with a gesture
as though he were swimming, he paused for a moment
or two.
“You are a good man,”
I said, “and a man who must have lived a good
and interesting life.”
He did not look at me, but answered
quietly and thoughtfully:
“At least a man ought to be
his fellows’ friend, seeing that to them he
is beholden for everything that he possesses and for
everything that he contains. I myself have lived ”
Here, with a contraction of his brows,
he fell to gazing about him, as though he were seeking
the necessary word; until, seeming to fail to find
it, he continued gravely:
“Men need to be brought closer
together, until life shall have become better adjusted.
Never forget those who are departed, for anything and
everything in the life of a ‘servant of God’
may prove instructive and of profound significance.”
On the white sides of the memorial-stones,
the setting sun was casting warm lurid reflections,
until the stonework looked as though it had been splashed
with hot blood. Moreover, every thing around us
seemed curiously to have swelled and grown larger
and softer and less cold of outline; the whole scene,
though as motionless as ever, appeared to have taken
on a sort of bright-red humidity, and deposited that
humidity in purple, scintillating, quivering dew on
the turf’s various spikes and tufts. Gradually,
also, the shadows were deepening and lengthening,
while on the further side of the cemetery wall a cow
lowed at intervals, in a gross and drunken fashion,
and a party of fowls cackled what seemed to be curses
in response, and a saw grated and screeched.
Suddenly the Lieutenant burst into
a peal of subdued laughter, and continued to do so
until his shoulders shook. At length he said through
the paroxysms, as, giving me a push, he cocked his
hat boyishly:
“I must confess that, that that
the view which I first took of you was rather a tragic
one. You see, when I saw a man lying prone on
the grass I said to myself: ‘H’m!
What is that?’ Next I saw a young fellow roaming
about the cemetery with a frown settled on his face,
and his breeches bulging; and again I said to myself ”
“A book is lying in my breeches pocket,”
I interposed.
“Ah! Then I understand.
Yes, I made a mistake, but a very, welcome one.
However, as I say, when I first saw you, I said to
myself: ’There is a man lying near that
tomb. Perhaps he has a bullet, a wound, in his
temple?’ And, as you know ”
He stopped to wink at me with another
outburst of soft, good-humoured laughter. Then
he continued.
“Nevertheless, the scheme of
which I have told you cannot really be called a scheme,
since it is merely a fancy of my own. Yet I should
like to see life lived in better fashion.”
He sighed and paused, for evidently
he was becoming lost in thought.
“Unfortunately,” he continued
at last, “the latter is a desire which I have
conceived too late. If only I had done so fifteen
years ago, when I was filling the post of Inspector
of the prison at Usman ”
His left arm stretched itself out,
and once more there slid on to his wrist the bracelet.
For a moment he touched its gold with a rapid, but
careful, delicate, movement then he restored
the trinket to its retreat, rose suddenly, looked
about him for a second or two with a frown, and said
in dry, brisk tones as he gave his iron-grey moustache
an energetic twist:
“Now I must be going.”
For a while I accompanied him on his
way, for I had a keen desire to hear him say something
more in that pleasant, powerful bass of his; but though
he stepped past the gravestones with strides as careful
and regular as those of a soldier on parade, he failed
again to break silence.
Just as we passed the chapel of the
monastery there floated forth into the fair evening
stillness, from the bars, of a window, while yet not
really stirring that stillness, a hum of gruff, lazy,
peevish ejaculations. Apparently they were uttered
by two persons who were engaged in a dispute, since
one of them muttered:
“What have you done? What have you done?”
And the other responded carelessly:
“Hold your tongue, now! Pray hold your
tongue!”