The water of the river was smooth,
and dull silver of tint. Also, so barely perceptible
was the current that it seemed to be almost stagnant
under the mist of the noontide heat, and only by the
changes in the aspect of the banks could one realise
how quietly and evenly the river was carrying on its
surface the old yellow-hulled steamer with the white-rimmed
funnel, and also the clumsy barge which was being towed
in her wake.
Dreamily did the floats of the paddle-wheels
slap the water. Under the planks of the deck
the engines toiled without ceasing. Steam hissed
and panted. At intervals the engine-room bell
jarred upon the car. At intervals, also, the
tiller-chains slid to and fro with a dull, rattling
sound. Yet, owing to the somnolent stillness settled
upon the river, these sounds escaped, failed to catch
one’s attention.
Through the dryness of the summer
the water was low. Periodically, in the steamer’s
bow, a deck hand like a king, a man with a lean, yellow,
black-avised face and a pair of languishing eyes, threw
overboard a polished log as in tones of melting melancholy
he chanted:
“Se-em, se-em, shest!”
["Seven, seven, six!” (the depth
of water, reckoned in sazheni or fathoms)]
It was as though he were wailing:
“Seyem, seyem, a yest-NISHEVO”
[Let us eat, let us eat, but to eat there is nothing]
Meanwhile, the steamer kept turning
her stearlet-like [The stearlet is a fish of the salmon
species] prow deliberately and alternately towards
either bank as the barge yawed behind her, and the
grey hawser kept tautening and quivering, and sending
out showers of gold and silver sparkles. Ever
and anon, too, the captain on the bridge kept shouting,
hoarsely through a speaking-trumpet:
“About, there!”
Under the stem of the barge a wave
ran which, divided into a pair of white wings, serpentined
away towards either bank.
In the meadowed distance peat seemed
to be being burnt, and over the black forest there
had gathered an opalescent cloud of smoke which also
suffused the neighbouring marshes.
To the right, the bank of the river
towered up into lofty, precipitous, clayey slopes
intersected with ravines wherein aspens and birches
found shelter.
Everything ashore had about it a restful,
sultry, deserted look. Even in the dull blue,
torrid sky there was nought save a white-hot sun.
In endless vista were meadows studded
with trees trees sleeping in lonely isolation,
and, in places, surmounted with either the cross of
a rural church which looked like a day star or the
sails of a windmill; while further back from the banks
lay the tissue cloths of ripening crops, with, here
and there, a human habitation.
Throughout, the scene was indistinct.
Everything in it was calm, touchingly simple, intimate,
intelligible, grateful to the soul. So much so
that as one contemplated the slowly-varying vistas
presented by the loftier bank, the immutable stretches
of meadowland, and the green, timbered dance-rings
where the forest approached the river, to gaze at
itself in the watery mirror, and recede again into
the peaceful distance; as one gazed at all this one
could not but reflect that nowhere else could a spot
more simply, more kindly, more beautiful be found,
than these peaceful shores of the great river.
Yet already a few shrubs by the river’s
margin were beginning to display yellow leaves, though
the landscape as a whole was smiling the doubtful,
meditative smile of a young bride who, about to bear
her first child, is feeling at once nervous and delighted
at the prospect.
The hour was past noon, and the third-class
passengers, languid with fatigue induced by the heat,
were engaged in drinking either tea or beer.
Seated mostly on the bulwarks of the steamer, they
silently scanned the banks, while the deck quivered,
crockery clattered at the buffet, and the deck hand
in the bows sighed soporifically:
Six! Six! Six-and-a-half!
From the engine-room a grimy stoker
emerged. Rolling along, and scraping his bare
feet audibly against the deck, he approached the boatswain’s
cabin, where the said boatswain, a fair-haired, fair-bearded
man from Kostroma was standing in the doorway.
The senior official contracted his rugged eyes quizzically,
and inquired:
“Whither in such a hurry?”
“To pick a bone with Mitka.”
“Good!”
With a wave of his black hand the
stoker resumed his way, while the boatswain, yawning,
fell to casting his eyes about him. On a locker
near the companion of the engine-room a small man in
a buff pea-jacket, a new cap, and a pair of boots
on which there were clots of dried mud, was seated.
Through lack of diversion the boatswain
began to feel inclined to hector somebody, so cried
sternly to the man in question:
“Hi there, chawbacon!”
The man on the locker turned about turned
nervously, and much as a bullock turns. That
is to say, he turned with his whole body.
“Why have you gone and put yourself
there?” inquired the boatswain. “Though
there is a notice to tell you not to sit there,
it is there that you must go and sit! Can’t
you read?”
Rising, the passenger inspected not
the notice, but the locker. Then he replied:
“Read? Yes, I can read.”
“Then why sit there where you oughtn’t
to?”
“I cannot see any notice.”
“Well, it’s hot there
anyway, and the smell of oil comes up from the engines....
Whence have you come?”
“From Kashira.”
“Long from home?”
“Three weeks, about.”
“Any rain at your place?”
“No. But why?”
“How come your boots are so muddy?”
The passenger lowered his head, extended
cautiously first one foot, and then the other, scrutinised
them both, and replied:
“You see, they are not my boots.”
With a roar of laughter that caused
his brilliant beard to project from his chin, the
boatswain retorted:
“I think you must drink a bit.”
The passenger said nothing more, but
retreated quietly, and with short strides, to the
stem. From the fact that the sleeves of his pea-jacket
reached far below his wrists, it was clear that the
garment had originated from the shoulders of another
man.
As for the boatswain, on noting the
circumspection and diffidence with which the passenger
walked, he frowned, sucked at his beard, approached
a sailor who was engaged in vigorously scrubbing the
brass on the door of the captain’s cabin with
a naked palm, and said in an undertone:
“Did you happen to notice the
gait of that little man there in the light pea-jacket
and dirty boots?”
“I did.”
“Then see here. Do keep an eye upon him.”
“But why? Is he a bad lot?”
“Something like it, I think.”
“I will then.”
At a table near the hatchway of the
first-class cabin, a fat man in grey was drinking
beer. Already he had reached a state of moderate
fuddlement, for his eyes were protruding sightlessly
and staring unwinkingly at the opposite wall.
Meanwhile, a number of flies were swarming in the
sticky puddles on the table, or else crawling over
his greyish beard and the brick-red skin of his motionless
features.
The boatswain winked in his direction, and remarked:
“Half-seas over, he is.”
“’Tis his way,” a pockmarked, eyebrow-less
sailor responded.
Here the drunken man sneezed:
with the result that a cloud of flies were blown over
the table. Looking at them, and sighing as his
companion had done, the boatswain thoughtfully observed:
“Why, he regularly sneezes flies, eh?”
The resting-place which I myself had
selected was a stack of firewood over the stokehole
shoot; and as I lay upon it I could see the hills
gradually darkening the water with a mourning veil
as calmly they advanced to meet the steamer; while
in the meadows, a last lingering glow of the sunset’s
radiance was reddening the stems of the birches, and
making the newly mended roof of a hut look as though
it were cased in red fustian communicating
to everything else in the vicinity a semblance of
floating amid fire and effacing all outline,
and causing the scene as a whole to dissolve into
streaks of red and orange and blue, save where, on
a hill above the hut, a black grove of firs stood
thrown into tense, keen, and clear-cut relief.
Under a hill a party of fishermen
had lit a wood fire, the flames of which could be
seen playing upon, and picking out, the white hull
of a boat the dark figure of a man therein,
a fishing net suspended from some stakes, and a woman
in a yellow bodice who was sitting beside the fire.
Also, amid the golden radiance there could be distinguished
a quivering of the leaves on the lower branches of
the tree whereunder the woman sat shaded.
All the river was calm, and not a
sound occurred to break the stillness ashore, while
the air under the awning of the third-class portion
of the vessel felt as stifling as during the earlier
part of the day. By this time the conversation
of the passengers, damped by the shadow of dusk, had
merged into a single sound which resembled the humming
of bees; and amid it one could not distinguish nor
divine who was speaking, nor the subject of discussion,
since every word therein seemed disconnected, even
though all appeared to be talking amicably, and in
order, concerning a common topic. At one moment
a suppressed laugh from a young woman would reach
the ear; in the cabin, a party who had agreed to sing
a song of general acceptation were failing to hit
upon one, and disputing the point in low and dispassionate
accents; and in each, such sound there was something
vespertinal, gently sad, softly prayer-like.
From behind the firewood near me a
thick, rasping voice said in deliberate tones:
“At first he was a useful young
fellow enough, and clean and spruce; but lately, he
has become shabby and dirty, and is going to the dogs.”
Another voice, loud and gruff, replied:
“Aha! Avoid the ladies, or one is bound
to go amiss.”
“The saying has it that always a fish makes
for deeper water.”
“Besides, he is a fool, and
that is worse still. By the way, he is a relative
of yours, isn’t he?”
“Yes. He is my brother.”
“Indeed? Then pray forgive me.”
“Certainly; but, to speak plainly, he is a fool.”
At this moment I saw the passenger
in the buff pea-jacket approach the sally-port, grasp
with his left hand a stanchion, and step on to the
grating under which one of the paddle-wheels was churning
the water to foam. There he stood looking over
the bulwarks with a swinging motion akin to that of
a bat when, grappling some object or another with its
wings, it hangs suspended in the air. The fact
that the man’s cap was drawn tightly over his
ears caused the latter to stick out almost to the
point of absurdity.
Presently he turned and peered into
the gloom under the awning, though, seemingly, he
failed to distinguish myself reposing on the firewood.
This enabled me to gain a clear view of a face with
a sharp nose, some tufts of light-coloured hair on
cheeks and chin, and a pair of small, muddy-looking
eyes. He stood there as though he were listening
to something.
All of a sudden he stepped firmly
to the sally-port, swiftly unlashed from the iron
top-rail a mop, and threw it overboard. Then he
set about unlashing a second article of the same species.
“Hi!” I shouted to him. “What
are you doing there?”
With a start the man turned round,
clapped a hand to his forehead to discover my whereabouts,
and replied softly and rapidly, and with a stammer
in his voice:
“How is that your business? Get away with
you!”
Upon this I approached him, for I
was astonished and amused at his impudence.
“For what you have done the
sailors will make you pay right enough,” I remarked.
He tucked up the sleeves of his pea-jacket
as though he were preparing for a fight. Then,
stamping his foot upon the slippery grating, he muttered:
“I perceived the mop to have
come untied, and to be in danger of falling into the
water through the vibration. Upon that I tried
to secure it, and failed, for it slipped from my hands
as I was doing so.”
“But,” I remarked in amazement,
“my belief is that you willfully untied
the mop, to throw it overboard!”
“Come, come!” he retorted.
“Why should I have done that? What an extraordinary
thing it would have been to do! How could it have
been possible?”
Here he dodged me with a dexterous
movement, and, rearranging his sleeves, walked away.
The length of the pea-jacket made his legs look absurdly
short, and caused me to notice that in his gait there
was a tendency to shuffle and hesitate.
Returning to my retreat, I stretched
myself upon the firewood once more, inhaled its resinous
odour, and fell to listening to the slow-moving dialogue
of some of the passengers around me.
“Ah, good sir,” a gruff,
sarcastic voice began at my side but instantly
a yet gruffer voice intervened with:
“Well?”
“Oh, nothing, except that to
ask a question is easy, and to answer it may be difficult.”
“True.”
From the ravines a mist was spreading over the river.
At length night fell, and as folk
relapsed into slumber the babel of tongues became
stilled. The car, as it grew used to the boisterous
roar of the engines and the measured rhythm of the
paddle-wheels, did not at first notice the new sound
born of the fact that into the sounds previously made
familiar there began to intrude the snores of slumberers,
and the padding of soft footsteps, and an excited whisper
of:
“I said to him yes,
I said: ’Yasha, you must not, you shall
not, do this.’”
The banks had disappeared from view.
Indeed, one continued to be reminded of their existence
only by the slow passage of the scattered fires ashore,
and the fact that the darkness lay blacker and denser
around those fires than elsewhere. Dimly reflected
in the river, the stars seemed to be absolutely motionless,
whereas the trailing, golden reproductions of the
steamer’s lights never ceased to quiver, as though
striving to break adrift, and float away into the obscurity.
Meanwhile, foam like tissue paper was licking our
dark hull, while at our stern, and sometimes overtaking
it, there trailed a barge with a couple of lanterns
in her prow, and a third on her mast, which at one
moment marked the reflections of the stars, and at
another became merged with the gleams of firelight
on one or the other bank.
On a bench under a lantern near the
spot where I was lying a stout woman was asleep.
With one hand resting upon a small bundle under her
head, she had her bodice torn under the armpit, so
that the white flesh and a tuft of hair could be seen
protruding. Also, her face was large, dark of
brow, and full of jowl to a point that caused the cheeks
to roll to her very ears. Lastly, her thick lips
were parted in an ungainly, corpselike smile.
From my own position on a level higher
than hers, I looked dreamily down upon her, and reflected:
“She is a little over forty years of age, and
(probably) a good woman. Also, she is travelling
to visit either her daughter and son-in-law, or her
son and daughter-in-law, and therefore is taking with
her some presents. Also, there is in her large
heart much of the excellent and maternal.”
Suddenly something near me flashed
as though a match had been struck, and, opening my
eyes, I perceived the passenger in the curious pea-jacket
to be standing near the woman spoken of, and engaged
in shielding a lighted match with his sleeve.
Presently, he extended his hand and cautiously applied
the particle of flame to the tuft of hair under the
woman’s armpit. There followed a faint hiss,
and a noxious smell of burning hair was wafted to
my nostrils.
I leapt up, seized the man by the
collar, and shook him soundly.
“What are you at?” I exclaimed.
Turning in my grasp he whispered with
a scarcely audible, but exceedingly repulsive, giggle:
“Haven’t I given her a good fright, eh?”
Then he added:
“Now, let me go! Let go, I say!”
“Have you lost your wits?” I retorted
with a gasp.
For a moment or two his blinking eyes
continued to glance at something over my shoulder.
Then they returned to me, while he whispered:
“Pray let me go. The truth
is that, unable to sleep, I conceived that I would
play this woman a trick. Was there any harm in
that? See, now. She is still asleep.”
As I thrust him away his short legs,
legs which might almost have been amputated, staggered
under him. Meanwhile I reflected:
“No, I was not wrong.
He did of set purpose throw the mop overboard.
What a fellow!”
A bell sounded from the engine-room.
“Slow!” someone shouted with a cheerful
hail.
Upon that, steam issued with such
resounding shrillness that the woman awoke with a
jerk of her head; and as she put up her left hand to
feel her armpit, her crumpled features gathered themselves
into wrinkles. Then she glanced at the lamp,
raised herself to a sitting position, and, fingering
the place where the hair had been destroyed, said softly
to herself:
“Oh, holy Mother of God!”
Presently the steamer drew to a wharf,
and, with a loud clattering, firewood was dragged
forth and cast into the stokehole with uncouth, warning
cries of “Tru-us-sha!” [The word means
ship’s hold or stokehole, but here is, probably,
equivalent to the English “Heads below!”]
Over a little town which had its back
pressed against a hill the waning moon was rising
and brightening all the black river, causing it to
gather life as the radiance laved, as it were, the
landscape in warm water.
Walking aft, I seated myself among
some bales and contemplated the town’s frontage.
Over one end of it rose, tapering like a walking-stick,
a factory chimney, while at the other end, as well
as in the middle, rose belfries, one of which had
a gilded steeple, and the other one a steeple either
green or blue, but looking black in the moonlight,
and shaped like a ragged paint-brush.
Opposite the wharf there was stuck
in the wide gable of a two-storied building a lantern
which, flickering, diffused but a dull, anæmic light
from its dirty panes, while over the long strip of
the broken signboard of the building there could be
seen straggling, and executed in large yellow letters,
the words, “Tavern and ” No
more of the legend than this was visible.
Lanterns were hanging in two or three
other spots in the drowsy little town; and wherever
their murky stains of light hung suspended in the
air there stood out in relief a medley of gables, drab-tinted
trees, and false windows in white paint, on walls
of a dull slate colour.
Somehow I found contemplation of the scene depressing.
Meanwhile the vessel continued to
emit steam as she rocked to and fro with a creaking
of wood, a slap-slapping of water, and a scrubbing
of her sides against the wharf. At length someone
ejaculated surlily:
“Fool, you must be asleep!
The winch, you say? Why, the winch is at the
stern, damn you!”
“Off again, thank the Lord!”
added the rasping voice already heard from behind
the bales, while to it an equally familiar voice rejoined
with a yawn:
“It’s time we were off!”
Said a hoarse voice:
“Look here, young fellow. What was it he
shouted?”
Hastily and inarticulately, with a
great deal of smacking of the lips and stuttering,
someone replied:
“He shouted: ’Kinsmen,
do not kill me! Have some mercy, for Christ’s
sake, and I will make over to you everything yes,
everything into your good hands for ever! Only
let me go away, and expiate my sins, and save my soul
through prayer. Aye, I will go on a pilgrimage,
and remain hidden my life long, to the very end.
Never shall you hear of me again, nor see me.’
Then Uncle Peter caught him a blow on the head, and
his blood splashed out upon me. As he fell I well,
I ran away, and made for the tavern, where I knocked
at the door and shouted: ’Sister, they
have killed our father!’ Upon that, she put her
head out of the window, but only said: ’That
merely means that the rascal is making an excuse for
vodka.’... Aye, a terrible time it was was
that night! And how frightened I felt! At
first, I made for the garret, but presently thought
to myself: ’No; they would soon find me
there, and put me to an end as well, for I am the
heir direct, and should be the first to succeed to
the property.’ So I crawled on to the roof,
and there lay hidden behind the chimney-stack, holding
on with arms and legs, while unable to speak for sheer
terror.”
“What were you afraid of?” a brusque voice
interrupted.
“What was I afraid of?”
“At all events, you joined your
uncle in killing your father, didn’t you?”
“In such an hour one has not
time to think one just kills a man because
one can’t help oneself, or because it seems so
easy to kill.”
“True,” the hoarser voice
commented in dull and ponderous accents. “When
once blood has flowed the fact leads to more blood,
and if a man has started out to kill, he cares nothing
for any reason he finds good enough the
reason which comes first to his hand.”
“But if this young fellow is
speaking the truth, he had a business reason though,
properly speaking, even property ought not to provoke
quarrels.”
“Similarly one ought not to
kill just when one chooses. Folk who commit such
crimes should have justice meted out to them.”
“Yes, but it is difficult always
to obtain such justice. For instance, this young
fellow seems to have spent over a year in prison for
nothing.”
“‘For nothing’?
Why, did he not entice his father into the hut, and
then shut the door upon him, and throw a coat over
his head? He has said so himself. ‘For
nothing,’ indeed!”
Upon this the rapid stream of sobbed,
disconnected words, which I had heard before from
some speaker poured forth anew. Somehow, I guessed
that it came from the man in the dirty boots, as once
more he recounted the story of the murder.
“I do not wish to justify myself,”
he said. “I say merely that, inasmuch as
I was promised a reprieve at the trial, I told everything,
and was therefore allowed to go free, while my uncle
and my brother were sentenced to penal servitude.”
“But you knew that they had agreed to kill
him?”
“Well, it is my idea that at
first they intended only to give him a good fright.
Never did my father recognise me as his son always
he called me a Jesuit.”
The gruffer of the two voices pulled up the speaker.
“To think,” it said, “that you can
actually talk about it all!”
“Why shouldn’t I?
My father brought tears to the eyes of many an innocent
person.”
“A fig for people’s tears!
If our causes of tears were one and all to be murdered,
what would the state of things become? Shed tears,
but never blood; for blood is not yours to shed.
And even if you should believe your own blood to be
your own, know that it is not so, that your blood
does not belong to you, but to Someone Else.”
“The point in question was my
father’s property. It all shows how a man
may live awhile, and earn his living, and then suddenly
go amiss, and lose his wits, and even conceive a grudge
against his own father.... Now I must get some
sleep.”
Behind the bales all grew quiet.
Presently I rose to peer in that direction. The
passenger in the buff pea-jacket was sitting huddled
up against a coil of rope, with his hands thrust into
his sleeves, and his chin resting upon his arms.
As the moon was shining straight into his face, I
could see that the latter was as livid as that of a
corpse, and had its brows drawn down over its narrow,
insignificant eyes.
Beside him, and close to my head,
there was lying stretched on the top of the coil of
rope a broad-shouldered peasant in a short smock and
a pair of patched boots of white felt. The ringlets
of the wearer’s curly beard were thrust upwards,
and his hands clasped behind his head, and with ox-like
eyes he stared at the zenith where a few stars were
shining, and the moon was beginning to sink.
At length, in a trumpet-like voice
(though he seemed to do his best to soften it) the
peasant asked:
“Your uncle is on that barge, I suppose?”
“He is. And so is my brother.”
“Yet you are here! How strange!”
The dark barge, towed against the
steamer’s blue-silver wash of foam, was cleaving
it like a plough, while under the moon the lights of
the barge showed white, and the hull and the prisoners’
cage stood raised high out of the water as to our
right the black, indentated bank glided past in sinuous
convolutions.
From the whole, soft, liquescent fluid
scene, the impression which I derived was melancholy.
It evoked in my spirit a sense of instability, a lack
of restfulness.
“Why are you travelling?”
“Because I wish to have a word with him.”
“With your uncle?”
“Yes.”
“About the property?”
“What else?”
“Then look here, my young fellow.
Drop it all both your uncle and the property,
and betake yourself to a monastery, and there live
and pray. For if you have shed blood, and especially
if you have shed the blood of a kinsman, you will
stand for ever estranged from all, while, moreover,
bloodshed is a dangerous thing it may at
any time come back upon you.”
“But the property?” the young fellow asked
with a lift of his head.
“Let it go,” the peasant vouchsafed as
he closed his eyes.
On the younger man’s face the
down twitched as though a wind had stirred it.
He yawned, and looked about him for a moment.
Then, descrying myself, he cried in a tone of resentment:
“What are you looking at? And why do you
keep following me about?”
Here the big peasant opened his eyes,
and, with a glance first at the man, and then at myself,
growled:
“Less noise there, you mitten-face!”
As I retired to my nook and lay down,
I reflected that what the big peasant had said was
apposite enough-that the young fellow’s face
did in very truth resemble an old and shabby woollen
mitten.
Presently I dreamt that I was painting
a belfry, and that, as I did so, huge, goggle-eyed
jackdaws kept flying around the belfry’s gables,
and flapping at me with their wings and hindering
my work: until, as I sought to beat them off,
I missed my footing, fell to earth, and awoke to find
my breath choking amid a dull, sick, painful feeling
of lassitude and weakness, and a kaleidoscopic mist
quavering before my eyes till it rendered me dizzy.
From my head, behind the car, a thin stream of blood
was trickling.
Rising with some difficulty to my
feet, I stepped aft to a pump, washed my head under
a jet of cold water, bound it with my handkerchief,
and, returning, inspected my resting-place in a state
of bewilderment as to what could have caused the accident
to happen.
On the deck near the spot where I
had been asleep, there was standing stacked a pile
of small logs prepared for the cook’s galley;
while, in the precise spot where my head had rested
there was reposing a birch faggot of which the withy-tie
had come unfastened. As I raised the fallen faggot
I perceived it to be clean and composed of silky loppings
of birch-bark which rustled as I fingered them; and,
consequently, I reflected that the ceaseless vibration
of the steamer must have caused the faggot to become
jerked on to my head.
Reassured by this plausible explanation
of the unfortunate, but absurd, occurrence of which
I have spoken, I next returned to the stern, where
there were no oppressive odours to be encountered,
and whence a good view was obtainable.
The hour was the turn of the night,
the hour of maximum tension before dawn, the hour
when all the world seems plunged in a profundity of
slumber whence there can be no awakening, and when
the completeness of the silence attunes the soul to
special sensibility, and when the stars seem to be
hanging strangely close to earth, and the morning star,
in particular, to be shining as brightly as a miniature
sun. Yet already had the heavens begun to grow
coldly grey, to lose their nocturnal softness and
warmth, while the rays of the stars were drooping like
petals, and the moon, hitherto golden, had turned pale
and become dusted over with silver, and moved further
from the earth as intangibly the water of the river
sloughed its thick, viscous gleam, and swiftly emitted
and withdrew, stray, pearly reflections of the changes
occurring in the heavenly tints.
In the east there was rising, and
hanging suspended over the black spears of the pine
forest, a thin pink mist the sensuous hue of which
was glowing ever brighter, and assuming a density ever
greater, and standing forth more boldly and clearly,
even as a whisper of timid prayer merges into a song
of exultant thankfulness. Another moment, and
the spiked tops of the pines blazed into points of
red fire resembling festival candles in a sanctuary.
Next, an unseen hand threw over the
water, drew along its surface, a transparent and many-coloured
net of silk. This was the morning breeze, herald
of dawn, as with a coating of tissue-like, silvery
scales it rippled the river until the eye grew weary
of trying to follow the play of gold and mother-of-pearl
and purple and bluish-green reflected from the sun-renovated
heavens.
Next, like a fan there unfolded themselves
the first sword-shaped beams of day, with their tips
blindingly white; while simultaneously one seemed
to hear descending from an illimitable height a dense
sound-wave of silver bells, a sound-wave advancing
triumphantly to greet the sun as his roseate rim became
visible over the forest like the rim of a cup that,
filled with the essence of life, was about to empty
its contents upon the earth, and to pour a bounteous
flood of creative puissance upon the marshes whence
a reddish vapour as of incense was arising. Meanwhile
on the more precipitous of the two banks some of the
trees near the river’s margin were throwing
soft green shadows over the water, while gilt-like
dew was sparkling on the herbage, and birds were awakening,
and as a white gull skimmed the water’s surface
on level wings, the pale shadow of those wings followed
the bird over the tinted expanse, while the sun, suspended
in flame behind the forest, like the Imperial bird
of the fairy-tale, rose higher and higher into the
greenish-blue zenith, until silvery Venus, expiring,
herself looked like a bird.
Here and there on the yellow strip
of sand by the river’s margin, long-legged snipe
were scurrying about. Two fishermen were rocking
in a boat in the steamer’s wash as they hauled
their tackle. Floating from the shore there began
to reach us such vocal sounds of morning as the crowing
of cocks, the lowing of cattle, and the persistent
murmur of human voices.
Similarly the buff-coloured bales
in the steamer’s stem gradually reddened, as
did the grey tints in the beard of the large peasant
where, sprawling his ponderous form over the deck,
he was lying asleep with mouth open, nostrils distended
with stertorous snores, brows raised as though in
astonishment, and thick moustache intermittently twitching.
Someone amid the piles of bales was
panting as he fidgeted, and as I glanced in that direction
I encountered the gaze of a pair of small, narrow,
inflamed eyes, and beheld before me the ragged, mitten-like
face, though now it looked even thinner and greyer
than it had done on the previous evening. Apparently
its owner was feeling cold, for he had hunched his
chin between his knees, and clasped his hirsute arms
around his legs, as his eyes stared gloomily, with
a hunted air, in my direction. Then wearily,
lifelessly he said:
“Yes, you have found me.
And now you can thrash me if you wish to do so you
can give me a blow, for I gave you one, and, consequently,
it’s your turn to do the hitting.”
Stupefied with astonishment, I inquired in an undertone.
“It was you, then, that hit me?”
“It was so, but where are your witnesses?”
The words came in hoarse, croaked,
suppressed accents, with a separation of the hands,
and an upthrow of the head and projecting cars which
had such a comical look of being crushed beneath the
weight of the battened-down cap. Next, thrusting
his hands into the pockets of his pea-jacket, the
man repeated in a tone of challenge:
“Where, I say, are your witnesses? You
can go to the devil!”
I could discern in him something at
once helpless and froglike which evoked in me a strong
feeling of repulsion; and since, with that, I had
no real wish to converse with him, or even to revenge
myself upon him for his cowardly blow, I turned away
in silence.
But a moment later I looked at him
again, and saw that he was seated in his former posture,
with his arms embracing his knees, his chin resting
upon them, and his red, sleepless eyes gazing lifelessly
at the barge which the steamer was towing between
wide ribbons of foaming water ribbons sparkling
in the sunlight like mash in a brewer’s vat.
And those eyes, that dead, alienated
expression, the gay cheerfulness of the morning, and
the clear radiance of the heavens, and the kindly
tints of the two banks, and the vocal sounds of the
June day, and the bracing freshness of the air, and
the whole scene around us served but to throw into
the more tragic relief.
Just as the steamer was leaving Sundir
the man threw himself into the water; in the sight
of everybody he sprang overboard. Upon that all
shouted, jostled their neighbours as they rushed to
the side, and fell to scanning the river where from
bank to bank it lay wrapped in blinding glitter.
The whistle sounded in fitful alarm,
the sailors threw lifebelts overboard, the deck rumbled
like a drum under the crowd’s surging rush,
steam hissed afflightedly, a woman vented an hysterical
cry, and the captain bawled from the bridge the imperious
command:
“Avast heaving lifebelts!
By now the fool will have got one! Damn you,
calm the passengers!”
An unwashed, untidy priest with timid,
staring eyes thrust back his long, dishevelled hair,
and fell to repeating, as his fat shoulder jostled
all and sundry, and his feet tripped people up.
“A muzhik, is it, or a woman? A muzhik,
eh?”
By the time that I had made my way
to the stern the man had fallen far behind the stern
of the barge, and his head looked as small as a fly
on the glassy surface of the water. However,
towards that fly a fishing-boat was already darting
with the swiftness of a water beetle, and causing
its two oars to show quiveringly red and grey, while
from the marshier of the two banks there began hastily
to put out a second boat which leapt in the steamer’s
wash with the gaiety of a young calf.
Suddenly there broke into the painful
hubbub on the steamer’s deck a faint, heartrending
cry of “A-a-ah!”
In answer to it a sharp-nosed, black-bearded,
well-dressed peasant muttered with a smack of his
lips:
“Ah! That is him shouting.
What a madman he must have been! And an ugly
customer too, wasn’t he?”
The peasant with the curly beard rejoined
in a tone of conviction engulfing all other utterances:
“It is his conscience that is
catching him. Think what you like, but never
can conscience be suppressed.”
Therewith, constantly interrupting
one another, the pair betook themselves to a public
recital of the tragic story of the fair-haired young
fellow, whom the fishermen had now lifted from the
water, and were conveying towards the steamer with
oars that oscillated at top speed.
The bearded peasant continued:
“As soon as it was seen that
he was but running after the soldier’s wife.”
“Besides,” the other peasant
interrupted, “the property was not to be divided
after the death of the father.”
With which the bearded muzhik eagerly
recounted the history of the murder done by the brother,
the nephew, and a son, while the spruce, spare, well-dressed
peasant interlarded the general buzz of conversation
with words and comments cheerfully and stridently
delivered, much as though he were driving in stakes
for the erection of a fence.
“Every man is drawn most in
the direction whither he finds it easiest to go.”
“Then it will be the Devil that
will be drawing him, since the direction of Hell is
always the easiest.”
“Well, you will not be
going that way, I suppose? You don’t altogether
fancy it?”
“Why should I?”
“Because you have declared it to be the easiest
way.”
“Well, I am not a saint.”
“No, ha-ha! you are not.”
“And you mean that ?”
“I mean nothing. If a dog’s chain
be short, he is not to be blamed.”
Whereupon, setting nose to nose, the
pair plunged into a quarrel still more heated as they
expounded in simple, but often curiously apposite,
language opinions intelligible to themselves alone.
The one peasant, a lean fellow with lengthy limbs,
cold, sarcastic eyes, and a dark, bony countenance,
spoke loudly and sonorously, with frequent shrugs of
the shoulders, while the other peasant, a man stout
and broad of build who until now had seemed calm,
self-assured of demeanour, and a man of settled views,
breathed heavily, while his oxlike eyes glowed with
an ardour causing his face to flush patchily, and
his beard to stick out from his chin.
“Look here, for instance,”
he growled as he gesticulated and rolled his dull
eyes about. “How can that be? Does
not even God know wherein a man ought to restrain
himself?”
“If the Devil be one’s master, God doesn’t
come into the matter.”
“Liar! For who was the first who raised
his hand against his fellow?”
“Cain.”
“And the first man who repented of a sin?”
“Adam.”
“Ah! You see!”
Here there broke into the dispute
a shout of: “They are just getting him
aboard!” and the crowd, rushing away from the
stern, carried with it the two disputants the
sparer peasant; lowering his shoulders, and buttoning
up his jacket as he went; while the bearded peasant,
following at his heels, thrust his head forward in
a surly manner as he shifted his cap from the one
ear to the other.
With a ponderous beating of paddles
against the current the steamer heaved to, and the
captain shouted through a speaking-trumpet, with a
view to preventing a collision between the barge and
the stem of the vessel:
“Put her over! Put her o-o-ove-r!”
Soon the fishing-boat came alongside,
and the half-drowned man, with a form as limp as a
half-empty sack, and water exuding from every stitch,
and his hitherto haggard face grown smooth and simple-looking,
was hoisted on board.
Next, on the sailors laying him upon
the hatchway of the baggage hold, he sat up, leaned
forward, smoothed his wet hair with the palms of his
hands, and asked dully, without looking at anyone:
“Have they also recovered my cap?”
Someone among the throng around him exclaimed reprovingly:
“It is not about your cap that
you ought to be thinking, but about your soul.”
Upon this he hiccuped loudly and freely,
like a camel, and emitted a stream of turgid water
from his mouth. Then, looking at the crowd with
lack-lustre eyes, he said in an apathetic tone:
“Let me be taken elsewhere.”
In answer, the boatswain sternly bade
him stretch himself out, and this the young fellow
did, with his hands clasped under his head, and his
eyes closed, while the boatswain added brusquely to
the onlookers:
“Move away, move away, good
people. What is there to stare at? This is
not a show.... Hi, you muzhik! Why did you
play us such a trick, damn you?”
The crowd however, was not to be suppressed,
but indulged in comments.
“He murdered his father, didn’t he?”
“What? That wretched creature?”
As for the boatswain, he squatted
upon his heels, and proceeded to subject the rescued
man to a course of strict interrogation.
“What is the destination marked on your ticket?”
“Perm.”
“Then you ought to leave the boat at Kazan.
And what is your name?”
“Yakov.”
“And your surname?”
“Bashkin though we are known also
as the Bukolov family.”
“Your family has a double surname, then?”
With the full power of his trumpet-like
lungs the bearded peasant (evidently he had lost his
temper) broke in:
“Though his uncle and his brother
have been sentenced to penal servitude and are travelling
together on that barge, he well, he has
received his discharge! That is only a personal
matter, however. In spite of what judges may
say, one ought never to kill, since conscience cannot
bear the thought of blood. Even nearly to become
a murderer is wrong.”
By this time more and more passengers
had collected as they awakened from sleep and emerged
from the first- and second-class cabins. Among
them was the mate, a man with a black moustache and
rubicund features who inquired of someone amid the
confusion: “You are not a doctor, I suppose?”
and received the astonished, high-pitched reply:
“No, sir, nor ever have been one.”
To this someone added with a drawl:
“Why is a doctor needed?
Surely the man is a fellow of no particular importance?”
Over the river the radiance of the
summer daylight had gathered increased strength, and,
since the date was a Sunday, bells were sounding seductively
from a hill, and a couple of women in gala apparel
who were following the margin of the river waved handkerchiefs
towards the steamer, and shouted some greeting.
Meanwhile the young fellow lay motionless,
with his eyes closed. Divested of his pea-jacket,
and wrapped about with wet, clinging underclothing,
he looked more symmetrical than previously his
chest seemed better developed, his body plumper, and
his face more rotund and less ugly.
Yet though the passengers gazed at
him with compassion or distaste or severity or fear,
as the case might be, all did so without ceremony,
as though he had not been a living man at all.
For instance, a gaunt gentleman in
a grey frock-coat said to a lady in a yellow straw
hat adorned with a pink ribbon:
“At our place, in Riazan, when
a certain master-watchmaker went and hanged himself
to a ventilator, he first of all stopped every watch
and clock in his shop. Now, the question is,
why did he stop them?”
“An abnormal case indeed!”
On the other hand, a dark-browed woman
who had her hands hidden beneath her shawl stood gazing
at the rescued man in silence, and with her side turned
towards him. As she did so tears were welling
in her grey-blue eyes.
Presently two sailors appeared.
One of them bent over the young fellow, touched him
on the shoulder, and said:
“Hi! You are to get up.”
Whereupon the young fellow rose, and was removed elsewhither.
When, after an interval, he reappeared
on deck, he was clean and dry, and clad in a cook’s
white jumper and a sailor’s blue serge trousers.
Clasping his hands behind his back, hunching his shoulders,
and bending his head forward, he walked swiftly to
the stern, with a throng of idlers at first
one by one, and then in parties of from three to a
dozen following in his wake.
The man seated himself upon a coil
of rope, and, craning his neck in wolf-like fashion
to eye the bystanders, frowned, let fall his temples
upon hands thrust into his flaxen hair, and fixed his
gaze upon the barge.
Standing or sitting about in the hot
sunshine, people stared at him without stint.
Evidently they would have liked, but did not dare,
to engage him in conversation. Presently the
big peasant also arrived on the scene, and, after
glancing at all present, took off his hat, and wiped
his perspiring face. Next, a grey-headed old man
with a red nose, a thin wisp of beard, and watery
eyes cleared his throat, and in honeyed tones took
the initiative.
“Would you mind telling us how
it all happened?” he began.
“Why should I do so?”
retorted the young fellow without moving.
Taking a red handkerchief from his
bosom, the old man shook it out and applied it cautiously
to his eyes. Then he said through its folds in
the quiet accents of a man who is determined to persevere:
“Why, you say? For the
reason that the occasion is one when all ought to
know the tru ”
Lurching forward, the bearded peasant
interposed with a rasp:
“Yes, do you tell us all about
it, and things will become easier for you. For
a sin always needs to be made known.”
While, like an echo, a voice said
in bold and sarcastic accents:
“It would be better to seize him and tie him
up.”
Upon this the young fellow raised
his brows a little, and retorted in an undertone:
“Let me bide.”
“The rascal!” the crowd
commented, while the old man, neatly folding and replacing
his handkerchief, raised a hand as dry as a cock’s
leg, and remarked with a sharp, knowing smile:
“Possibly it is not merely out
of idle curiosity that folk are making this request.”
“Go and be damned to you!”
the young fellow exclaimed with a grim snap.
Whereupon the big peasant bellowed out in a blustering
fashion:
“What? Then you will not
tell us at least your destination?”
Whereafter the same speaker continued
to hold forth on humanity, God, and the human conscience staring
wildly around him as he did so, waving his arms about,
and growing ever more frantic, until really it was
curious to watch him.
At length the crowd grew similarly
excited, and took to encouraging the speaker with
cries of “True! That is so!”
As for the young fellow, he listened
awhile in silence, without moving. Then, straightening
his back, he rose, thrust his hands into the pockets
of his trousers, and, swaying his body to and fro,
began to glare at the crowd with greenish eyes which
were manifestly lightening to a vicious gleam.
At length, thrusting forth his chest, he cried hoarsely:
“So you ask me whither I am
bound? I am bound for the brigands’ lair,
for the brigands’ lair, where, unless you first
take and put me in fetters, I intend to cut the throat
of every man that I meet. Yes, a hundred murders
will I commit, for all folk will be the same to me,
and not a soul will I spare. Aye, the end of
my tether is reached, so take and fetter me whilst
you can.”
His breath was issuing with difficulty,
and as he spoke his shoulders heaved, and his legs
trembled beneath him. Also, his face had turned
grey and become distorted with tremors.
Upon this, the crowd broke into a
gruff, ugly, resentful roar, and edged away from the
man. Yet, in doing so, many of its members looked
curiously like the man himself in the way that they
lowered their heads, caught at their breath, and let
their eyes flash. Clearly the man was in imminent
danger of being assaulted.
Suddenly he recovered his subdued
demeanour he, as it were, thawed in the
sunlight: until, as suddenly, his legs gave way
beneath him, and, narrowly escaping injury to his
face from the corner of a bale, he fell forward upon
his knees as though felled with an axe. Thereafter,
clutching at his throat, he shouted in a strange voice,
and crowding the words upon one another:
“Tell me what I am to do.
Is all of it my fault? Long I lay in prison before
I was tried and told to go free... yet ”
Tearing at his ears and cheeks, he
rocked his head to and fro as though seeking to rend
it from its socket. Then he continued:
“Yet I am not free.
Nor is it in my power to say what will become of me.
For me there remains neither life nor death.”
“Aha!” exclaimed the big
peasant; and at the sound the crowd drew back as in
consternation, while some hastened to depart altogether.
As for the remainder (numbering a dozen or so), they
herded sullenly, nervously, involuntarily into a mass
as the young fellow continued in distracted tones
and with a trembling head:
“Oh that I could sleep for the
next ten years! For then could I prove myself,
and decide whether I am guilty or not. Last night
I struck a man with a faggot. As I was walking
about I saw asleep a man who had angered me, and thereupon
thought, ’Come! I should like to deal him
a blow, but can I actually do it?’ And strike
him I did. Was it my fault? Always I keep
asking myself, ‘Can I, or can I not, do a thing?’
Aye, lost, lost am I!”
Apparently this outburst caused the
man to reach the end of his power, for presently he
sank from knees to heels then on to his
side, with hands clasping his head, and his tongue
finally uttering the words, “Better had you
kill me!”
A hush fell, for all now stood confounded
and silent, with, about them, a greyer, a more subdued,
look which made all more resemble their fellows.
In fact, to all had the atmosphere become oppressive,
as though everyone’s breast had had clamped
into it a large, soft clod of humid, viscid earth.
Until at last someone said in a low, shamefaced, but
friendly, tone:
“Good brother, we are not your judges.”
To which someone else added with an equal measure
of gentleness:
“Indeed, we may be no better than you.”
“We pity you, but we must not judge you.
Only pity is permitted.”
As for the well-dressed peasant, his loud, triumphant
utterance was:
“Let God judge him, but men
suffer him. Of judging of one another there has
been enough.”
And a fifth man remarked to a friend as he walked
away:
“What are we to make of this?
To judge by the book, the young fellow is at once
guilty and not guilty.”
“Bygones ought to be bygones. Of all courses
that is the best.”
“Yes, for we are too quick. What good can
that do?”
“Aye, what?”
At length the dark-browed woman stepped
forward. Letting her shawl to her shoulders,
straightening hair streaked with grey under a bright
blue scarf, and deftly putting aside a skirt she so
seated herself beside the young fellow as to screen
from the crowd with the height of her figure.
Then, raising kindly face, she said civilly, but authoritatively,
to the bystanders:
“Do all of you go away.”
Whereupon the crowd began to depart, the big peasant
saying as he went:
“There! Just as I foretold
has the matter turned out. Conscience has
asserted itself.”
Yet the words were spoken without
self-complacency, rather, thoughtfully, and with a
sense of awe.
As for the red-nosed old man who was
walking like a shadow behind the last speaker, he
opened his snuff-box, peered therein with his moist
eyes, and drawled to no one in particular:
“How often does one see a man
play with conscience, yes, even though he be a rogue!
He erects that conscience as a screen to his knaveries
and tricks and wiles, and masks the whole with a cloud
of words. Yes, we know how it is done, even though
folk may stare at him, and say to one another, ‘How
fervently his soul is glowing!’ Aye, all the
time that he is holding his hand to his heart he will
be dipping the other hand into your pocket.”
The lover of proverbs, for his part,
unbuttoned his jacket, thrust his hands under his
coat-tails, and said in a loud voice:
“There is a saying that you
can trust any wild beast, such as a fox or a hedgehog
or a toad, but not ”
“Quite so, dear sir. The
common folk are exceedingly degenerate.”
“Well, they are not developing as they ought
to do.”
“No, they are over-cramped,”
was the big peasant’s rasped-out comment.
“They have no room for growth.”
“Yes, they do grow, but
only as regards beard and moustache, as a tree grows
to branch and sap.”
With a glance at the purveyor of proverbs
the old man assented by remarking: “Yes,
true it is that the common folk are cramped.”
Whereafter he thrust a pinch of snuff into his nostrils,
and threw back his head in anticipation of the sneeze
which failed to come. At length, drawing a deep
breath through his parted lips, he said as he measured
the peasant again with his eyes:
“My friend, you are of a sort calculated to
last.”
In answer the peasant nodded.
“Some day,” he remarked, “we
shall get what we want.”
In front of us now, was Kazan, with
the pinnacles of its churches and mosques piercing
the blue sky, and looking like garlands of exotic
blooms. Around them lay the grey wall of the Kremlin,
and above them soared the grim Tower of Sumbek.
Here one and all were due to disembark.
I glanced towards the stern once more.
The dark-browed woman was breaking off morsels from
a wheaten scone that was lying in her lap, and saying
as she did so:
“Presently we will have a cup
of tea, and then keep together as far as Christopol.”
In response the young fellow edged
nearer to her, and thoughtfully eyed the large hands
which, though inured to hard work, could also be very
gentle.
“I have been trodden upon,” he said.
“Trodden upon by whom?”
“By all. And I am afraid of them.”
“Why so?”
“Because I am.”
Breathing upon a morsel of the scone,
the woman offered it him with the quiet words:
“You have had much to bear.
Now, shall I tell you my history, or shall we first
have tea?”
On the bank there was now to be seen
the frontage of the gay, wealthy suburb of Uslon,
with its brightly-dressed, rainbow-tinted women and
girls tripping through the streets, and the water of
its foaming river sparkling hotly, yet dimly, in the
sunlight.
It was a scene like a scene beheld in a vision.