When I was but a little boy, I can
well recollect, a nice little pond in the hollow of
two hills beautifully situated, near the school house
where the pupils would enjoy the intervals of their
school time. How I would wonder at the experiment
of throwing a stone in the pond and watching anxiously
the circles of water growing larger and larger till
reaching the banks of the pond and there they would
break, as though in despair for the limitations of
their enlarging tendencies. It seems to me, now,
a parallel despair threatens my heart, for being obliged
to compact this story of my conversion. Yet,
in view of the fact that the American reader is a
greater admirer of quality rather than quantity, I
must content myself by giving a brief account on the
practical side of my personal experience as a Christian
worker, among the rich and the poor, the high and
the low classes and masses, in cities and towns, sunshine
or clouds, rain or snow, by day or by night; I made
myself servant unto all men, that I might by all means
save some, and this I do for the Gospel’s sake.
And, it is only proper, to confess, publicly, that
I am prepared to suffer all things, for the love which
I feel in my heart to be of some service to my own
people, an historical race of people they are, drifting
away from God, blindly allowing blind priests to lead
them into the ditch. There is a cheering prospect
about this people, for whose salvation I have devoted
my life, that when Christ enters into the heart of
a Greek, there is very little hope left for the devil
to induce him to be a backslider. A truly converted
Greek soul is worthy of all the joy that the angels
in heaven rejoice over one sinner that repenteth.
How much more rejoicing shall be there, if we get
converted all the Greeks that are living in the United
States and use them as a kindling matter to start
the fire of salvation in the hearts of the millions
of people under the Greek and Russian church slavery,
all round the Mediterranean countries?
With this and many other social and
industrial problems laying upon my heart, I find the
atmosphere, in New York, too close for any opening
and very little encouragement for a beginning.
And the atmosphere grew more asphyxiating every day
with the arguments of my friend George N. He never
had any sympathy with the subject so dear to my own
heart, his highest ambition being money-making, for
which end he relinquished the Presbyterian pulpit,
after being duly graduated from a Presbyterian Seminary
for ministerial ordination. It was only natural
that our thoughts and our ambitions should face each
other suspiciously from the diametrical opposite ends.
And with all due respect to my old teacher and gratefully
acknowledging his hospitality for entertaining me many
a day, I find out that at the best I had to be in
his mercy, as long as I was not able to explain myself,
to the American people, speaking in their own language.
And, as difficulties have always had a peculiar effect
upon my personal character; to face them, and fight
them out with one object in view to die or to win,
I left New York right after Christmas of 1903, in
the midst of an unusually severe winter, rather a
wanderer; but determined to ramble among the American
people and learn the language by ear, which proved
in my case, and I believe, it is in every case, to
be the best school for learning the correct pronunciation
of any language you might desire to speak, and be not
laughable when you address the natives of that language.
Where should I direct my wandering
steps, it was the all important question, under my
consideration in the first place. Boston:
I had been scouring the ground before, and from a
thorough-going I was convinced that to begin in a
place where the most superstitious, if not fanatic,
Greeks are situated, at all appearances it should be
a wonderful failure without any dose of wisdom in
it; while I was not able to take my stand before the
people, whose sympathies I needed in judging my purposes
and my efforts. In the great wild West, way out
there, where some of the best easterners by leaving
their homes and their comforts therein, and enduring
all the hardships of pioneering life they succeeded
at last to put a solid foundation of a new and permanent
civilization astonishingly wonderful not only in the
development of this great land of liberty but revolutionizing
the whole commercial and social system of the world.
Who hath known the mind of the Lord?
We have been taught, that His purpose is to glorify
Himself through human agency, and we know that all
the great movements in history were originated in an
insignificant way by insignificant persons at the
beginning. Who could say, at the time, when the
daughter of Pharaoh came down to wash herself at the
river, and there she drew out of the water an ark
with a child in it, that that child would be the chosen
one of God to deliver his people from the Egyptian
bondage? Or, when, a poor carpenter with his wife
went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth,
into Judea in a small village of Bethlehem, and Mary
brought forth her first-born son, and wrapped him in
swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger, because
there was no room for them in the inn; that that baby
was the King of Kings, Christ the Lord and Saviour
of all mankind?
That, humble fishermen would be the
heralds of glad tidings, to those who accept Christ
as their Saviour? That an altruist monk should
leave his monastery, thus violating his vows to Pope
and the church, to be the mouthpiece of the Truths
of Christ’s Gospel, and become the father of
a Reformation that brought down the Romish pride,
for all time and raised the banner of personal liberty
in Him who is the Only One to save every soul that
cometh unto Him without the necessity of a priest?
That such men as John Wesley, Moody, and a number
of others, to accomplish great things for the advancement
of God’s kingdom? And the greatest religious
living man, General William Booth, who, with his ingenious
and prototype system, is doing more for God and humanity,
than all religious bodies put together? Their
beginning was insignificant.
These names, a few of the many, I
thought to mention for the encouragement of those
who always try to find some excuse, for not doing
all they can, to realize that for which they every
day pray, “Thy Kingdom come.” As
for me, I know, that there is nothing impossible with
Jesus, and it is only according to our faith, and the
work which we put in it, that we reap the results
of our efforts.
When I left New York, I made a short
stop-over at New Jersey, and one snowy morning I went
to the R. R. station and purchased my ticket for Athens,
Ohio, because, in studying geography, I noticed that
there are quite a number of towns in the United States
by the name of Athens, and I was very desirous to
visit the Athens, Ohio, and see if there was any Acropolis
or monuments to compare with the Athens, Greece.
The train arrived at Athens, Ohio, R. R. station just
on time, not to miss my dinner at a nearby restaurant,
where I inquired if there were any Greek people in
the town. A very gentle young lady, waiting on
the table gave me instructions to find a candy store
kept by a Greek, where she took her ice cream.
I found the place and the Greek who was a real good
natured middle-aged man and his family living on the
floor above the store. He received me kindly
and after a short conversation he said he thought
I could make a suitable help for him and he offered
me the job without asking any questions as to my identification.
I had no thought of staying at that place and declined
the offer. By the same Greek I was glad to learn
that Athens, Ohio, though there is no Acropolis and
no Socrates there; yet, she is a nice little college
town and the Greek was doing a rushing business with
the students. The next train was for St. Louis,
Missouri, and I was very anxious to see the Mississippi
river, so I went on that train. The great bridge
on the Mississippi river and the Union station at
St. Louis are two buildings that could make honor to
any city in the world. I left my luggage at the
parcel-room and started out to find a hotel, where
I could have the best accommodations for the smallest
amount of money. When I located myself the best
that I could, the next thing I thought to look around
for a job, as I liked to stay in St. Louis till the
opening of the World’s Fair in the year 1904.
I bought a newspaper: I could then read some
English, but speak very little yet. The advertisement
which attracted my attention was a short one “Wanted
young man willing to work, apply, at given number and
street.” It was Saturday yet I was anxious
and willing to work, so, I went to answer the ad.
By asking in every corner some man in uniform, not
knowing at the time if they were policemen or conductors
in the electric cars, I find the street and presently
I saw the number above the door of a great big livery
stable. I looked over the newspaper, and the
number was correct. I was not prepared for the
surprise and for a moment I hesitated to enter.
The thoughts came to me by bunches: for the first
time in my life I was looking for an honest work to
make an honest living, and the first place, God’s
Providence, brought me, was a stable; and what a big
stable that was. I never knew anything about stables
and horses: what could I do there? Instantly
my feet began to move backwards when a thought came
as a lightning: what do you care if it is a stable,
or a dowager’s palace? It is work that you
want, and it is much more honorable to work in a stable
and be right with God, than to live in the luxuries
as a High Priest and be an hypocrite. Labor, it
has always been an object of my admiration, though,
labor is set forth as a part of the primeval curse,
“in the sweat of thy face thou shalt eat bread”
and doubtless there is a view of labor which exhibits
in it reality as a heavy, sometimes a crueling burden.
But labor is by no means exclusively an evil, nor
is its prosecution a dishonor.
These impressions, false though they
are, have wrought a vast and complicated amount of
harm to men, especially to the industrious classes,
causing these classes, that is, the great majority
of our fellow-creatures, to be regarded, and consequently
to be treated even in Christian lands, as a parish
caste, as hereditary “hewers of wood and drawers
of water” doomed by Providence, if not primarily
by the Creator himself, to a low and degrading yoke,
and utterly incapable of entertaining lofty sentiments,
or rising to a higher position; to be restrained therefore
in every manifestation of impatience lest they should
temporarily gain the upper hand, and lay waste the
fair fields of civilization; and to be kept under
for the safety of society, if not for their own safety,
by social burdens and the depressing influences of
disregard and contempt.
A better feeling, however, regarding
labor and laborers, is beginning to prevail:
these motions, which breathe the very spirit of slavery
whence they are borrowed, are in a word dishonored,
while they are gradually losing their hold on the
heart, and their influence on the life. Individuals
arising from time to time from the lowest levels of
social life to take, occupy, and adorn its loftiest
posts, have irresistibly shown that there is no depression
in society which the favors of God may not reach.
Especially has a wider and more humane spirit begun
to prevail since man has learned more accurately to
know, and more powerfully to feel, the genius and
the spirit of the Gospel, whose originator was a carpenter’s
son, and whose heralds were Galilean fishermen.
Reason and experience too, in this as in all cases,
have come to revealed truth, tending forcibly to show
that labor, if under certain circumstances it has
a curse to inflict, has also many priceless blessings
to bestow. Yet, when it fell to my lot, to submit
myself in that class and be a laborer and earn my
bread by the sweat of my brow, it was a critical moment
to decide upon. And just at this moment a man
of small stature came out of the stable, and as I looked
suspiciously, he asked me if I wanted anything.
I want this job said I, showing to him the ad in the
paper. With a few sharp glances at me standing
now like a marble; all right, he said; you just put
on your working clothes and come here on Monday morning
at 5 a. m., and we will have something for you to
do. I left him and on my way back home I entered
the first clothing store and purchased an outfit of
working-man’s clothes. The next day was
Sunday and I spent the day in my room, praying that
God would sustain me in my new career. At night
I had very little sleep, making my plans for the future,
or building my castles in the air, and early Monday
morning I was at the stable before 5 a. m. Soon
the little man appeared and after the customary ceremony
in taking my name and address, he led the way into
the inner part of the stable in front of a huge heap
of horse manure. There, he says, you just shovel
that out of the window, and handing to me a big fork,
for the operation, he disappeared.
There are certain happenings in our
lives indelibly written in our memory, which cannot
be effaced by the stream of time, and one week’s
experience in this stable was sufficient to engrave
the deepest lines in my heart of sympathy and mercy
for sinful, suffering humanity. It has been said
in the old Greek mythology that the greatest achievement
of Hercules was when he undertook to clean the stable
of the king Augeus at Argos. But should Hercules
lived in this stable for one week, I doubt that his
name would ever appear in the list of demigods.
It is beyond the limits of self respect
to even attempt a brief account of all that took place
in that stable, but sufficient to say that I went
in there one individual and by Saturday I came out
ten thousand strong. And I had to put up in St.
Louis one more week in a bath house, with much work
and expense to get back into my one individual, and
hasten my wandering steps towards Chicago, with a
stop-over at Springfield, Illinois, where I had references
to meet a gentleman, professor of the Greek language
in one of the colleges there. When I arrived at
the house of the dear professor, he, began to speak
to me from a book, in an exameter homerean tone, and
I understood about as much as the faithful who goes
to church and the priest reads the mass in Latin.
At Springfield I lost my satchel and with it my Greek
documents, which might have been very interesting
to the reader, yet, I hope in my next publication
to have reproductions of those documents from the original,
which I can easily obtain from Athens.
Chicago is my next stop. The
Babylon of the West. Last week of January, 1904,
the weather 12 degrees below zero. All the idles
of Chicago hired by the city hall could not keep control
of the snow on the streets. I located myself
in a furnished room on Wabash Avenue, and bought a
paper to find a job, but my experience in the stable
at St. Louis, took away from me all the courage to
select any kind of work from the paper, yet I was
very anxious to settle for a while in Chicago, in that
third cosmopolitan city of the world, London and New
York being respectively first and second.
Chicago offers great opportunity to
a student of religious, industrial and social conditions,
and when, by chance, I secured employment in a leading
warehouse, a very good paying position, under the circumstances,
I devoted all my spare time visiting the Greek quarters,
incognito, and studying everything that came within
my observation, and attending all kinds of public
meetings of various denominations and societies, which
proved a great help to me in learning the proper pronunciation
of the English words, in fact for five years I did
not speak five times in the Greek language.
One morning I read in the paper the
following announcement: “The Knights Templar
of the United States have made their plans to celebrate
the 29th triennial conclave of Knights Templar to
be held in San Francisco, Cal., September 4 to 9.
The occasion will be of universal character, representatives
from all the world; and Great Britain will send to
this imposing ceremony the highest officials that
control the affairs of the chivalric order of Freemasonry
in the British Isles. The Earl of Euston, most
eminent and supreme grand master of great priory of
England and Wales and the dependencies of the British
crown, were coming with credentials to represent Edward
VII, the king of England.” I was looking
forward to my visit to California, since I left New
York, but I never expected the time for me to go there
would come so soon as it did. I was longing to
see a great gathering of Freemasons, of this class
of men, that, in every country represents the highest
ideals of good citizenship.
With a few days preliminary preparations,
I bade good-bye to my employer, and well supplied
with recommendations from some influential friends
and acquaintances which I had made in Chicago, I saw
myself off to California, on the forenoon train, the
25th of June, 1904.
The trip was uneventful, excepting
the unbearable heat and dust, especially going through
the States of Oklahoma, Arizona and New Mexico, and
the number of Indians, which, for the first time in
my life I beheld in their own skin living and moving
contented as though they still were the dominating
race on the continent, with their square faces painted
in various colors, wrapped in their blankets, and
bare-footed, their feet being very much like those
of a mud turtle, they were the real thing.