I could not help listening to the
talk at the next table, because the orchestra was
quiet and the conversation unrestrained; then, too,
a nautical phrasing caught my ear and aroused my attention.
For I had been a lifelong student of nautical matters.
A side glance showed me the speaker, a white-haired,
sunburned old fellow in immaculate evening dress.
With him at the table in the restaurant were other
similarly clad men, evidently of good station in life,
and in their answers and comments these men addressed
the white-haired man as Commodore. A navy captain,
I thought, promoted on retirement. His talk bore
it out.
“Yes, sirree,” he said,
as he thumped the table mildly. “A good,
tight merchant ship, with nothing wrong except what
might be ascribed to neglect such as light canvas
blown away and ropes cast off the pins, with no signs
of fire, leak, or conflict to drive the crew out, with
plenty of grub in the stores and plenty of water in
the tanks. Yet, there she was, under topsails
and topgallant-sails, rolling along before a Biscay
sea, and deserted, except that the deck was almost
covered with dead rats.”
“What killed them, Commodore,”
asked one; “and what happened to the crew?”
“Nobody knows. It might
have been a poisonous gas from the cargo, but if so
it didn’t affect us after we boarded her.
The log-book was gone, so we got no information from
that. Moreover, every boat was in its chocks
or under its own davits. It was as though some
mysterious power had come down from above and wiped
out the crew, besides killing the rats in the hold.
She was a grain ship from ’Frisco, and grain
ships are full of rats.
“I was the prize-lieutenant
that took her into Queenstown. She was condemned
in Admiralty proceedings and, later, restored to her
owners. But to this day no man has told the story
of that voyage. It is thirty years and more since
then, but it will remain one of the unexplained mysteries
of the sea.”
The party left the table a little
later, and left me, an ex-sailor, in a condition of
mind not due to the story I had heard from the Commodore.
There was something else roused into activity-something
indefinite, intangible, elusive, like the sense of
recognition that comes to you when you view a new
scene that you know you have never seen before.
It was nothing pertaining to myself or my adventures;
and I had never heard of a ship being found deserted
with all boats in place. It was something I must
have heard at some time and place that bore no relation
to the sea and its mysteries. It tormented me;
I worried myself into insomnia that night, thinking
about it, but at last fell asleep, and awakened in
the morning with a memory twenty-five years old.
It is a long stretch of time and space
from that gilded restaurant of that night to the arid
plans of Arizona, and back through the years of work
and struggle and development to the condition of a
sailor on shore beating his way, horseback and afoot,
across the country from the Gulf to the Pacific.
But in my sleep I traversed it, and, lying on my back
in the morning, puffing at my first pipe, I lived again
my experience with the half-witted tramp whom I had
entertained in my camp and who changed his soul in
my presence.
I was a line-rider for a cattle company,
and as it was before the days of wire fences, my work
was to ride out each day along my boundary and separate
the company’s cattle from those of its neighbor,
a rival company. It was near the end of the day,
when I was almost back to camp, that I saw him coming
along the road, with the peculiar swing to his shoulders
and arms that, once acquired, never leaves the deep-water
sailor; so I had no hesitancy in greeting him after
the manner of seamen.
“Well, mate, how are you heading?”
I inquired, as I leaned over the saddle.
“Say, pardner,” he said,
in a soft, whining voice, “kin you tell me where
a feller might git a bite to eat around here?”
“Well,” I answered, “yes
and no. I thought you were a sailorman.”
Only his seamanly roll had appealed to me. His
face, though bearded, tanned, and of strong, hard
lines, seemed weak and crafty. He was tall, and
strongly built-the kind of man who impresses
you at first sight as accustomed to sudden effort
of mind and body; yet he cringed under my stare, even
as I added, “Yes, I’ll feed you.”
I had noticed a blue foul anchor tattooed on his wrist.
“Come along, old man,”
I said, kindly. “You’re traveling
for your health. I’ll ask no fool questions
and say nothing about you. My camp is just around
that hill.”
He walked beside my horse, and we
soon reached the camp, a log house of one room, with
an adobe fireplace and chimney, a rough table, and
a couple of boxes for seats. Also, there was
a plank floor, a novelty and a luxury in that country
at that time. Under this floor was a family of
huge rats that I had been unable to exterminate, and
I had found it easier and cheaper to feed them than
to have them gnawing into my stores in my absence.
So they had become quite tame, and in the evenings,
keeping at a safe distance, however, they would visit
me. I had no fear of them, and rather enjoyed
their company.
I fed and hobbled my horse, then cooked
our supper, of which my guest ate voraciously.
After supper I filled my pipe and offered him another,
but he refused it; he did not smoke. Then I talked
with him and found him weak-minded. He knew nothing
of consequence, nothing of the sea or of sailors,
and he had forgotten when that anchor had been tattooed
on his wrist. He thought it had always been there.
He was a laborer, a pick-and-shovel man, and this
was the only work he aspired to. Disappointed
in him, for I had yearned for a little seamanly sympathy
and companionship, I finished my smoke in the fire-light
and turned to get the bed ready, when one of the rats
sprang from the bed, across the floor and between
the tramp and the fire; then it darted to a hole in
the edge of the floor and disappeared. But its
coming and going wrought a curious effect upon that
wayfarer. He choked, spluttered, stood up and
reeled, then fell headlong to the floor.
“Hello!” I said, anxiously; “anything
wrong?”
He got on his feet, looked wildly
about the place, and asked, in a hoarse, broken voice
that held nothing of its former plaintiveness:
“What’s this? Was I picked up?
What ship is this?”
“No ship at all. It’s a cow camp.”
“Log cabin, isn’t it?”-he
was staring at the walls. “I never saw one
before. I must have been out of my head for a
while. Picked up, of course. Was the mate
picked up? He was in bad shape.”
“Look here, old man,”
I said, gently, “are you out of your head now,
or were you out of your head before?”
“I don’t know. I
must have been out of my head. I can’t remember
much after tumbling overboard, until just now.
What day is this?”
“Tuesday,” I answered.
“Tuesday? It was Sunday
when it happened. Did you have a hand in picking
me up? Who was it?”
“Not me,” I said.
“I found you on the road out here in a dazed
state of mind, and you knew nothing whatever of ships
or of sailors, though I took you for a shellback by
your walk.”
“That’s right. You
can always spot one. You’re a sailor, I
can see, and an American, too. But what are you
doing here? This must be the coast of Portugal
or Spain.”
“No, this is a cow camp on the
Crossbar Range in the middle of Arizona.”
“Arizona? Six thousand
miles from there! How long have I been out of
my head?”
“Don’t know. I’ve
only known you since sundown. You’ve just
gone through a remarkable change of front.”
“What day of the month is it?”
“The third day of December.”
“Hell! Six months ago.
It happened in June, Of course, six months is time
enough for me to get here, but why can’t I remember
coming? Someone must have brought me.”
“Not necessarily. You were
walking along, caring for yourself, but hungry.
I brought you here for a feed and a night’s sleep.”
“That was kind of you-”
He involuntarily raised his hand to his face.
“I’ve grown a beard, I see. Let’s
see how I look with a beard.” He stepped
to a looking-glass on the wall, took one look, and
sprang back.
“Why, it isn’t me!”
he exclaimed, looking around with dilated eyes.
“It’s someone else.”
“Take another look,” I
said. He did so, moved his head to the right and
left, and then turned to me.
“It must be me,” he said,
hoarsely, “for the image in the glass follows
my movements. But I’ve lost my face.
I’m another man. I don’t know myself.”
“Look at that anchor on your
wrist,” I suggested. He did so.
“Yes,” he said, “that
part of me is left. It was pricked in on my first
voyage.” He examined his arms and legs.
“Changed,” he muttered. He rubbed
his knees, and passed his hands over his body.
“What year was it when, as you
say, you jumped overboard?” I asked.
“Eighteen seventy-five.”
“This is eighteen eighty-four.
Matey, you have been nine years out of your head,”
I said.
“Nine years? Sure?
Can you prove that to me? My God, man, think of
it! Nine years gone out of my life. You
don’t know what that means to me.”
I showed him a faded and discolored newspaper.
“That paper is about six months
old,” I said, “but it’s an eighteen
eighty-four paper.”
“Right,” he said, sadly
and somewhat wildly. “Got a pipe? I
want to smoke on this, and think it out. Nine
years, and six thousand miles travel! Where have
I been, I wonder, and what have I done, to change
the very face of me, while I lived with it? It’s
something like death, I take it.”
I gave him a pipe and tobacco, and
he smoked vigorously, trembling with excess of emotion,
yet slowly pulling himself together. Finally he
steadied, but he could not smoke. He put the pipe
down, saying that it sickened him. I knew nothing
of psychology at the time, but think now that in his
second personality he had given up smoking.
I forbore questioning him, knowing
that I could not help him in his problem-that
he must work it out himself. He did not sleep
that night, and kept me awake most of the time with
his twitchings and turnings. Once he was up,
examining his face in the glass by the light of a
match, but in the morning, after a doze of an hour
or so, I found him outside, looking at the sunrise
and smoking.
“I’m getting used to my
new face,” he said, “and I’m getting
used to smoking again. Got to. Nothing but
a smoke will help a fellow at times. What business
is this you’re in here?”
“Cow-punching-riding out after cattle.”
“Hard to learn?”
“Easy for a sailor. I’m
only hanging on until pay-day, then I make for ’Frisco
to ship.”
“And someone will take your
place, I suppose. I’ll work for my grub
if you’ll break me in so that I can get the
job. I’m through with going to sea.”
“Certainly. All I need
is to tell the boss. I’ve an extra saddle.”
So I tutored him in the tricks of
cow-punching, and found him an apt pupil. But
he was heavy and depressed, seeming to be burdened
with some terrible experience, or memory, that he
was trying to shake off. It was not until the
evening before my departure, when I had secured him
the job and we sat smoking before the mesquite-root
fire, that he took me into his confidence. The
friendly rat had again appeared, and he sprang up,
backed away, and sat down again, trembling violently.
“It was that rat that brought
you to yourself that evening,” I ventured.
“Rats must have had something to do with your
past life.”
“Right, they did,” he
answered, puffing fiercely. “I didn’t
know you had rats here, though.”
“A whole herd of them under
the floor. But they’re harmless. I
found them good company.”
“I found them bad company.
I was shipmates with thousands of rats on that last
passage. Want the yarn? It’ll raise
your hair.”
I was willing, and he reeled it off.
His strong self-control never left him from the beginning
to the end, though the effect upon me was not only
to raise my hair, but at times to stop the beating
of my heart. I left him next morning, and have
never seen or heard of him since; but there is strong
reason to believe that he never went to sea again,
or told that yarn in shipping circles. And it
is because I have not seen that old Commodore since
the evening in the restaurant, and because I cannot
recall the name of the ship, or secure full data of
marine happenings of the year 1875, that I am giving
that story to the world in this form, hoping it will
reach the right quarters and explain to those interested
the mystery of the grain ship, found in good shape,
but abandoned by all but the dead rats.
“I shipped in her at ’Frisco,”
began Draper. “She was a big, skysail-yarder
loading grain at Oakland, and as the skipper had offered
me second mate’s berth, I went over and sized
her up. She seemed all right, as far as man may
judge of a ship in port-nearly new, and
well found in gear and canvas, which the riggers had
rove off and bent. Her cargo of grain was nearly
in, and there would be nothing much to do in the way
of hard work. Still, I couldn’t make up
my mind. Something seemed to prevent me liking
the prospect, so I went on up to Oakland to visit
some friends, and on the way back, long after dark,
stopped again at the dock for another look at her.
And this time I saw what was needed to ease my mind
and decide me. You know as well as I do that
rats quit a ship bound for the bottom, and their judgment
is always right, though no one knows why. And
I reasoned that if rats swarm into an outbound ship
she would have a safe passage. Well, that’s
what they were doing. Wharf rats, a foot long-hundreds
of them-going up the mooring-chains, the
cable to the dock, the lines, the fenders, and the
gangway, some over the rail, others in through the
mooring-chocks. The watchman was quiet, perhaps
asleep; so, perhaps, every rat that went aboard got
into the hold. I signed on next morning.
“Nothing occurred aboard that
ship except the usual trouble of breaking in a new
crew, until we’d got down to about forty south,
when the skipper brought up a rat-trap with a big,
healthy rat in it. He was a mild-mannered little
man, and a rat and dog fight marked the limits of
his sporting nature. That was what he was after.
He had a little black-and-tan terrier, about the size
of the rat, and there was a lively time around the
deck for a while, until the rat got away. He put
up a stiff fight with the dog, but finally saw his
chance, and slipped into the forward companion of
the cabin; then, I suppose, he found the hole he’d
come up. But the dog had nipped him once, it seemed,
for the rat left a tiny trail of blood after him.
As for the dog, he nearly had a fit in his anger and
disappointment, and when the skipper picked him up
he nipped him, too. It was only a little wound
on the skipper’s thumb, but the dog’s
teeth were sharp, and the blood had come. The
skipper gave him a licking, and the work went on.
“The dog was a spirited little
fellow, and used to sit on the skipper’s shoulder
when we were going about, or wearing ship, or handling
canvas, and he would bark and yelp and swear at us,
bossing each job as though he knew all about it.
It kept the men good-humored, and we all liked the
little beast. But from the time of the licking
he moped, and finally grew sick, slinking around the
deck in a dispirited fashion, refusing any attention,
and unwilling to remain a minute in one place.
We felt rather sore at the skipper, who seemed ashamed
now and anxious to make friends with the dog, for
the little bite in his thumb had healed up. This
went on for a few days, and then we woke up to what
really ailed that dog. He was racing around decks
one morning with his tongue hanging out, froth dropping
from his mouth, and agonized yelps and whines coming
from him.
“‘My God!’ cried
the skipper, ’Now I know. He was bitten
in ’Frisco. He is mad, and he has bitten
me. Keep away from him everybody. Don’t
let him get near you.’
“I’ll always count that
in the skipper’s favor. Bitten and doomed
himself, he thought of others.
“We dodged the little brute
until he had dropped in sheer exhaustion and gone
into a spasm. Then we picked him up with a couple
of shovels and threw him overboard. But this
didn’t end it, for the skipper was bitten.
He studied up some books on medicine he had below,
but found no comfort. I heard him tell the mate
that there was nothing in the medicine chest to meet
such an emergency.
“‘In fact,’ he said,
mournfully, ’even on shore, with the best of
medical skill, there is no hope for a man bitten by
a mad dog. The period of incubation is from ten
days to a year. I will navigate the ship until
I lose my head, Mr. Barnes; then, for fear of harm
to yourselves, you must shoot me dead. I am doomed,
anyway.’
“We tried to reassure him, but
his mind was made up and nothing would change it.
Whether or not he had hydrophobia we could not tell
at the time, but we knew that strong and intense thinking
about it would bring on symptoms. In the light
of after happenings, however, there was no doubt of
it. He got sick after we’d rounded the Horn,
fidgety, nervous, and excitable, and, like the dog,
he couldn’t stay long in one place; but he wouldn’t
admit that the disease had developed in him until the
little scar on his thumb grew inflamed and painful
and he experienced difficulty in drinking. Then
he gave up, but he certainly showed courage and character.
“‘I am against suicide
on principle,’ he said to Mr. Barnes and me,
’so I must not kill myself. But I am not
against killing a wild beast that menaces the lives
of human beings. I am to be such a wild beast.
Kill me in time before I injure you.’
“But we didn’t. We
had the same compunctions about killing a sick man
that he had about suicide. We strapped him down
when he got violent, and after three days of frightful
physical and mental agony he died. We buried
him with the usual ceremonies, and Mr. Barnes took
command.
“He and I had a consultation.
We were well up toward the river Plate, and he was
for putting into Montevideo and cabling the owners
for orders. As he was a competent navigator I
advised keeping on; and in this, perhaps, is where
I earned my punishment. He took my advice, and
we had reached up into the doldrums on the line, when
a man turned out at eight bells of the middle watch-midnight,
you know-and swore that a big rat had bitten
him as he lay asleep. We laughed at him, even
though he showed four bloody little holes in his wrist.
But, three weeks later, that man was raving around
the deck, going into periodic convulsions, frothing
at the mouth, and showing every symptom that had preceded
the death of the skipper. He died in the same
horrible agony, and we realized that not only the
skipper, but the rat bitten by the dog had been inoculated
with the virus, and that the rat could inoculate other
rats. We buried the man, and from that time on
slept in our boots, with mittens on, and our heads
covered, even in the hot weather of the tropics.
It was no use. Mad rats appeared on deck, frenzied
with pain, frothing at the mouth, fearless of all living
things, a few at first and after dark, then in larger
numbers night and day. We killed them as we could,
but they increased. They filled the cabin and
forecastles, and we found them in coils of rope up
aloft in the tops, the crosstrees, and the doublings
of the masts. They climbed everywhere, up or
down, on a sail or its leach, a single rope or a backstay.
The mate and myself, with the steward, could shut the
doors of our rooms and keep them out until they chose
to gnaw through, but the poor devils forward had no
such refuge. Their forecastles and the galley
and carpenter shop were wide open. Man after man
was nipped, awake or asleep, on deck or below, or
up aloft in the dark, when, reaching for another hold
on a shroud or a backstay, he would touch something
soft and furry, and feel the teeth and hear the squeak
that spelled death for him.
“In two weeks from the death
of the first sailor, seven others were sick; and all
went through the symptoms-restlessness,
talkativeness, and the tendency to belittle the case
and to deny their danger. But the real symptom,
which they had to accept themselves, was their inability
to drink water. It was frightful to see the poor
wretches, staggering around with eyes wide open and
the terrible fear of death in them, going to the barrel
for a drink, only to tumble back in convulsions at
the sight of the water. We strapped them down
as they needed it, and they died, one by one; for
there was no helping them.
“We had started with a crew
of twenty, a carpenter, sailmaker, steward, and cook,
besides the mate and myself. Eight were gone now,
and from the exhaustion of the remainder, due to extra
work and loss of sleep, it became difficult to work
ship. Men aloft moved slowly, fearing at any
moment the sting of small, sharp teeth. Skysails,
royals, and staysails blew away before men could
get up to furl them. Gear that had parted was
left unrove; for a panic-stricken crew cannot be bullied
or coerced. Any of them would take a knock-down
from the mate or myself rather than go aloft at night.
“We got clear of the doldrums
in time, and by then six more of the crew, including
the cook, had been bitten, and things looked bad.
I now strongly advised the mate to put in to St.-Louis
or some other port on the African coast, land the
crew, and wait until the last rat had been bitten
by his fellow and died; but he would not have it.
To land the men, he said, meant to lose them, and
to wait until another crew was sent by the owners.
This would be loss of time, money, and prospects.
I could only give way, even though the last item pertained
solely to him. I was not a navigator, and did
not hope for promotion to a command.
“So we held on, dodging the
crazed men when the disease had reached their brains,
knocking them down and binding them when necessary,
and watching them die in their tracks like so many
mad dogs. And all this time the number of rats
that sought the deck for light and air was increasing.
We carried belaying pins in our boots now, ready to
swipe a rat that got too close; but as for killing
them all this way, it was beyond any chance.
There were too many, and they ran too fast. Before
the six men had died, others had been bitten, and one
had felt the teeth of a maddened shipmate. So
the terrible game continued; we had only seven men
before the mast now, and the carpenter and sailmaker
had to drop their work and stand watch, while the
steward quit being a steward to cook for those that
were left.
“The man at the wheel had heard
me arguing with the mate about making port, and, counting
upon my sympathy, had prevailed upon the others forward
to insist upon it. Well, you know the feeling
of an officer up against mutiny. No matter what
the provocation, he must put the mutiny down; so,
when the men came aft, they found me with the mate,
and dead against them. We called their bluff,
drove them forward at the muzzles of our guns, and
promised them relief from all work except handling
sail if they would take the ship to Queenstown.
They agreed, because they could not do anything else,
and the mutiny was over. But my conscience bothered
me later on; for if I had joined them, some lives
might have been saved. Even though the mate was
a big, courageous Irish-American half again as heavy
as myself, he could not have held out against me with
the crew at my back. But, you see, it would have
been mutiny, and mutiny spells with a big M to a man
that knows the law.
“Before we reached the Bay of
Biscay every man forward, including the carpenter,
sailmaker, and steward, had been bitten, either by
a mad rat or a mad shipmate, and was more or less
along on the way to convulsions and death. The
decks, rails, and rigging, the tops, crosstrees, and
yards, swarmed with rats darting along aimlessly biting
each other, and going on, frothing at their little
mouths, and squeaking in pain. By this time all
thought of handling the ship was gone from us.
The mate and I took turns at steering, and keeping
our eyes open for a sail. But a curious thing
about that passage is that from the time we dropped
the Farallones, off ’Frisco, we did not speak
a single craft in all that long four months of sailing.
Once in a while a steamer’s smoke would show
up on the horizon, and again a speck that might be
a sail would heave in sight for an hour or so; but
nothing came near us.
“The mate and I began to quarrel.
We had heeled ourselves with pistols against a possible
assault of some frenzied sailor, but there was strong
chance that we might use these playthings on each other.
I upbraided the mate for not putting in to St.-Louis,
and he got back at me for advising him against putting
in to Montevideo. It was not an even argument,
for the first sailor had not been bitten at the time
I advised him. But it resulted in bad feeling
between us. We kept our tempers, however, and
kept the maddened men away from us until they died,
one by one; then, with the wheel in beckets, and the
ship steering herself before the wind, we hove the
bodies overboard. There was no funeral service
now; we had become savages.
“‘Well,’ said the
mate, as the last body floated astern, ’that’s
done. Take your wheel. I’m going to
sleep.’
“‘Look out,’ I said, grimly, ‘that
it’s not your last.’
“‘What do you mean?’
he asked, eying me in an ugly way. ’Do you
strike sleeping men?’
“‘No; but rats bite sleeping
men,’ I answered. ’And understand,
Mr. Barnes, I’d rather you’d live than
die, so that I may live myself. With both alive
and one awake a passing ship could be seen and signaled.
With one dead and the other asleep, a ship might pass
by. I shall keep a lookout.’
“‘Oh, that’s all,
is it? Well, if that’s all, keep your lookout.’
His ugly disposition still held him. He went
down, and I steered, keeping a sharp lookout around;
for I knew that up in the bay there were sure chances
of something coming along. But nothing appeared,
and before an hour had passed, Mr. Barnes was up,
sucking his wrist, and looking wildly at me.
“‘My God, Draper,’
he said, ’I’ve got it! I killed the
rat, but he’s killed me.’
“‘Well, Mr. Barnes,’
I said, as he strode up to me, ’I’m sorry
for you; but what do you want?-what I would
want in your place?-a bullet through the
head?’
“‘No, no.’
He sucked madly at his wrist, where showed the four
little red spots.
“’Well, I’ll tell
you, Barnes. You’ve shown antagonism to
me, and you’re likely to carry it into your
delirium when it comes. I’ll not shoot
you until you menace me; then, unless I am too far
gone myself, I’ll shoot you dead, not only in
self-defense, but as an act of mercy.’
“‘And you?’ he rejoined.
’You-you-you are to live
and get command of the ship?’
“‘No,’ I answered,
hotly. ’I can’t get command.
I’m not certificated. I want my life, that’s
all.’
“He left me without another
word, and stamped forward. Rats ran up his clothing,
reaching for his throat, but he brushed them off and
went on, around the forward house, and then aft to
me.
“‘Draper,’ he said,
in a choked voice, ’I’ve got to die.
I know it. I know it as none of the men knew
it. And it means more to me.’
“‘No, it doesn’t.
Life was as sweet to them as to you or the skipper.’
“’But I’ve a Master’s
license. All I wanted was my chance, and I thought
my chance had come. Draper, if I’d taken
this ship into port I’d have been a hero and
obtained my command.’
“‘So, that’s your
cheap way of looking at it, is it?’ I answered,
as I hove on the wheel and kicked rats from underfoot.
’A hero by the toll of twenty-four deaths.
Down off the river Plate I didn’t realize the
horror of all this. Off St.-Louis I did, and advised
you. You withstood, to be a hero. Well,
I’m sorry for you, that’s all.’
“A big rat jumped from the wheel-box
at this moment, climbed my clothing, and had reached
my chest before I knocked it off with my fist.
“’You see, Barnes, the
rat does not know, and I did not kill it. But
you do know, and I shall hasten your death with a bullet
if you approach me. It will not be murder, nor
manslaughter. It will be an act of mercy; but
I cannot do it now. See how I feel?’
“‘Oh, God!’ he shrieked,
running away from me. He reached the break of
the poop, then turned and came back.
“’Got your gun on you,
Draper? Kill me now; kill me, and have it over
with. I’m down and done for. There’s
nothing more for me.’
“I refused; and yet I know that
with regard to that man’s mental agony for the
next few days, culminating in the first physical symptoms
of unrest, fever, and thirst, I should have obeyed
his request. He was doomed, and knew it.
And he was a madman from mental causes before the
physical had produced effects, even though the disease
ran its course quickly in him. On the third day
he was raving of a black-eyed woman who kept a candy
store in Boston, and who had promised to marry him
when he obtained command.
“I got out a bottle of bromide
from the medicine chest and induced Barnes to take
a good dose of it. He drank about half a teacup
of it, and in an hour was asleep. Then, clad
in boots and mittens, with a sailor’s clothes-bag
over my head, I went aloft and lashed myself in the
mizzentopmast crosstrees, where I obtained about six
hours’ sleep, which I needed badly. Barnes
was worse when I came down; three more rats had bitten
him, he declared, and he begged me to shoot him.
It never occurred to him to do the job himself, and
I couldn’t suggest it to him.
“‘Well, Draper,’
he said at last, ’I’m going, and I know
it. Now, if you escape, sometime you’ll
be in Boston. Will you take the street-car out
the Boston Road, and at Number 24 Middlesex Place drop
in and say a few words to that woman? Call her
Kate, and say we were shipmates, and I told you to.
Tell her about this, and that I thought of her, and
didn’t want to die because of her. Tell
her, will you, Draper?’
“‘Barnes, I promise,’
I said. ’I will hunt up or write to that
woman if I get ashore. I’ll tell her all
about it. Now, go and lie down.’
“But he couldn’t lie down;
and when the time came that I had to sleep in the
crosstrees again, I found, on waking, that Barnes had
followed me, and in some way had got my gun out of
my pocket. I knew he had it by the insane way
he laughed as I came down from my perch. I hunted
through the cabin for pistols or rifles, but he had
been ahead of me; and as I came up and he stood near
the wheel-the wheel, like everything else,
was neglected now-there was a crazy look
in his eyes that meant bad luck for me.
“‘Going to kill me, weren’t
you?’ he chuckled. ’Well, you won’t.
Nor will you get that woman out the Boston Road.
I’m dead on to you, you dog. And you’ll
get no credit for the advice you gave-that
I put down in the log. Not much you won’t.’
“He darted into the cabin and
returned with the ship’s log, which he had charge
of, and the official log of the skipper. I do
not know what was entered in them, but he tossed them
overboard.
“‘There goes your record of efficiency,’
he said.
“He came toward me on the run,
his eyes blazing, but I did not budge. He made
no gun-play, but put up his fists, and I met him; I
was used to this form of fighting. However, I
went down before his plunges and punches, and realized
that I was up against a bigger, heavier, stronger
man than myself, and could not hope to win. I’m
no small boy, as you see, but Barnes was a giant,
and a skilled fighter.
“I got away from him and kept
away. I wanted to hoist an ensign, union down,
but the lunatic prevented me; his intelligence had
left him. He watched me as a cat watches a mouse,
or I might have brought a handspike down on his head
and ended his troubles and some of my own. And
it would have been no foul play to have done so; but
I could not. He followed me everywhere, ready
to pounce upon me at the first move I made.
“I spent that night walking
away from him as he nosed me around the deck, and
brushing off the crazy rats that climbed my legs.
I did not dare make for the rigging, for without my
bag I would have been worse off than on deck, and
at such a move he would have jumped on me. But
in the morning he had his first convulsion, and it
left him a wreck. While he lay gasping and choking
on the deck, with equally afflicted rats crawling
over him and nipping where they felt flesh, I managed
to get a bite from the steward’s storeroom,
and it roused me up and strengthened me. I came
out, resolved to bind him down, but I was too late.
He was on his feet, the paroxysm gone, crazy as ever,
and, though weak, still able to master me.
“The ship was rolling heavily
in the trough of a Biscay sea, which, no matter how
the wind, is a violent, troublesome heave of cross-forces.
The upper canvas was carried away, or hanging in the
buntlines. Some of the braces were adrift and
the yards swinging. We had the courses clewed
up when the men were alive, and the lower yards were
fairly square; so the ship, with the aid of the head-sails,
kept the canvas full, and she sailed along, manned
by a crew of rabid rats, a crazy first mate, and a
half-crazy second mate. I knew I was half-crazy,
for I had a fixed, insistent thought that would not
go-that of a little school-ma’am
who had whipped me in childhood. I deserved the
whipping, but-Lord, how I hated her now!
“I feared the mate. He
was again nosing me around the deck, glaring murder
at me and talking to himself. I feared him more
than I feared the rats, for I could brush them off.
I could not get out of his sight; but I did venture
on grabbing a circular life-buoy from the quarter-rail
as I passed it, and slipping it over my head, and he
did not seem to notice the maneuver. I was resolved,
as a last resort, to jump into the sea with this scant
protection against death by drowning, hunger, or thirst,
rather than risk another assault by this lunatic or
a bite from a rat. These were numbered now by
the thousands. The deck was black with them in
places, and here and there a rope was as big around
as a stove-pipe.
“All was quiet this last day
aboard. The mate busied himself in following
me around, talking to the rats and to himself, even
as they bit him, and I busied myself in quietly keeping
out of his way and brushing off rats that climbed
my legs. I was dead tired, being on my feet so
long, and in sheer desperation and love of life I hoped
for another convulsion that would give me relief from
the strain. But before it came to him I was out
of his way, and, I strongly suspect, he was out of
the way of the convulsion.
“He caught me on the forecastle
deck and made for me, half mad from the disease, but
wholly mad from his mental state. There was no
escape except out the head-gear, and I went that way,
with him after me. Out the bowsprit, on to the
jib foot-ropes, and out toward the end I went, hoping
to reach the martingale-stay and slip down it to the
back-ropes. I did so, but he scrambled down,
tumbling and clutching, and gripped me just abaft
the dolphin-striker. His face was twisted in frenzy,
and he growled and barked like a dog, occasionally
breaking into a horrible, rat-like squeal. But
he didn’t bite me; he simply squeezed me in both
arms, and in that effort lost his hold on the back-rope
and fell, taking me with him. We struck the water
together, and his grip loosened, for he was now up
against something too strong for him-the
sound and sight and feeling of cold water. When
we came up, the cutwater was between us, and I didn’t
see him again, though I heard his convulsive gurgling
and screaming from the other side of the ship.
Then the sounds stopped, and I think he must have
gone under; but I was too busy with myself to speculate
much. I was trying to get a finger-nail grip
on that smooth, black side slipping by me, but could
not. There was nothing to get hold of, and no
ropes were hanging over. Then I thought of the
rudder and the iron bumpkin on it that the rudder-chains
fastened to, and swam with all my strength under the
quarter as it came along. But it was no good.
The life-buoy hampered me in swimming, and I missed
the rudder by an inch.
“The ship went on and left me
alone on the sea. I remember very little of it.
I think my mind must have slowly gone out of me, leaving
me another person. I remember a few sensations-and
it only seems like a week ago to me-one,
of being alone on the surface of the sea at night,
supported by the life-buoy; and then, I seemed to be
back among the rats, but that was just as I wakened
on your floor here. The next sensation was the
sight of you, and the sound of your voice, speaking
to me, and then the knowledge that I was really alive
and ashore.”
“And the woman out the Boston
Road?” I inquired at length.
“I will write to her as I promised.
But I will not go there. Boston is too close
to the sea.”